#THIS IS SO UNORGANIZED

[cococosmo]

Jugram and Bazz Light Theory

TW: Small mention of child ab*se

Thinking about how in the Cour 3 opening, we get to see Jugram's perspective of Bazz B, and he's literally showered in light and smiling, but we don't get to see his eyes.

He can't look into his eyes because that means looking away from the balance scale, like his poem said, but it also means acknowledging that he does have regrets, and that's a big no-no. Jugram, due to his trauma, will always avoid pain. That's why he's the balance. Every decision has to be the most "beneficial." If he doesn't rebel it'll be less painful, if he follows the strongest person he'll be safer, if he continues to ignore Bazz B, that means he'll never have to acknowledge that it's impossible to return to those wonderful days with him, the only time he was ever truly happy. He must always live in denial; he must always disregard his feelings because that is the path of the least amount of pain, but it really isn't.

I mean, just look at this image from the opening. This comes just before Jugram is literally reminiscing about Bazz B, and the scenery around him is so dim, while his memories of Bazz are a splash of color. Also, notice how expressive teen Jugram was and his adult self is so stoic. Light is very important when analyzing Jugram and Bazz B's relationship.

This gif is from Bazz's perspective. Just before this, the sun is shining behind Bazz, which couples well with his shrift. An interesting note for Bazz's shrift is that the kanji for it actively avoids mentioning fire.

(If I'm wrong about this, please tell me!) Just a small detail that also describes Bazz's personality. Anyway, throughout the Friend episode, Jugram and Bazz are never in complete darkness. When they're talking at night, there is a campfire, and when Bazz is watching Jugram train, the sun is shining on him (Jugram, you were Bazz's light too!!!)

Which is why when Yhwach comes and Jugram and Bazz give each other THAT look, that's when they're finally shrouded in darkness despite it being sunny when they met Yhwach.

The lighting for this scene is so important. Jugram is happy in this scene, and it's meant to reflect when he received Bazz's button. But the contrast between light and dark is clearly meant to frame this scene as something bad, as it represents Jugram's doomed future. Another detail is that they used to live in the Lichtreich, which means Light Empire, and now live in the Schatten Bereich, which means Shadow Realm. Jugram also receives the Almighty at NIGHT, which twists his personality to the point you can barely recognize him.

In conclusion, Jugram and Bazz are each other's light, and when they separated, they had to live in darkness. Also fuck Yhwach.

[h0t-p1nk-ch33tah-pr1nt]

UH OH I FEEL A GUSH POST COMING O

Yall please... ik me nd my little minons cannon hobie as more shy when he flirts, BUT HES SO TEMDER WITH KATH, Lucy inspired this bit and maybe Marly, but Hobie can sing, he performs on stage all the time wdym his voice doesn't get a lil raspy. But it's the little songs he does for her, she thinks it's so cheesy, she'd come home after going out, her whole body aches, kicking off her heels while Hobie is by the stove, slumping over he just beckons her to come near the hot stove to sit down,

He doesn't infantilise her, not at all, he knows how overstimulating it gets running about, the little questions of "can I touch you?" Or "do you need me to do this?" OUGH, after she's done and cleaned up, all they do is lay on the couch Hobie humming his song to try and hit a good high note, Kath gives him a little forehead kiss.

"Don't ruin your voice for me."

"I'm not." He says rubbing his throat.

[genderdog]

bandori characters as toys

tomori - blythe doll

chisato - calico critters/sylvanian families

pareo - mlp g4

eve - some sort of porcelain doll

ako - bleeding edge goth doll

kasumi - furby (all gens)

aya - strawberry shortcake (2009)

hina - tamogatchi

arisa - strawberry shortcake (original)

tae - littlest pet shop

touko - bratz

maya - idog

hagumi - rainbow high

saaya - jellycats

moca - garfield merch

rinko - monster high (mainly g1 but all gens)

himari - squishmallows

kanon - build a bear

lisa - licca doll

tomoe - myscene

[jeunix]

Doodled my lil' slenderverse OC Maisy being all happy in a semi-chibi style, and drew the scrunklies too (+wip scarecrow creepypasta oc???) // Feel free to request other pastas! I'll prob do more in the future ミ☆ (dunno how many tho--)

off to ruin maisy's life now--

[izzyzalezbian]

[sheyfu]

dan heng is someone who

▪︎ rests his head on your lap as he checks the data bank

▪︎ puts his hand on your lower back as you both walk around the xianzhou luofu

▪︎ lets you touch his horns and braid his hair whenever he's in his il form

▪︎ writes short poems for you whenever he's sent on a mission

▪︎ checks up on you whenever you two are away from each other

▪︎ tangles himself with you whenever you sleep in his room and share his mattress

▪︎ has a secret code with you; two taps for 'i love you', three for 'i want a kiss', a rub on the knuckle for 'i want to kill him/her' and an arm slung around your waist for an 'i want you'

▪︎ learned to love gossip bc of you and listens intently whenever you yap about some affair (BRO LOCKS IN)

▪︎ kicks his feet and giggles in his room whenever you get to spend a day together

▪︎ has quality time and physical touch as his love languages; and

• makes you teach him cpr which becomes an inside joke that only the two of you understand. (fic idea maybe)

▪︎ folds, albeit secretly, whenever you give him a smile (kazehaya type shit)

[palskippah]

Hi!

Remember that one Gay Dads AU mpreg fic I talked about maybe thrice here? 🧍and that I'm not even close to finishing? I drew this thingy for it sjdfk

Based over a tiktok I saw and others more, also I got a bit excited and started drawing more thingies about it wheh

Some random points under the cut :y

-Uuuh

-In the color drawing Ambrosius is talking as if he gave birth and Ballister is playing along, I think it isn't clear but I'm sleepy and I don't want to fix it pipipi

-Ambrosius was there when Nimona was born, as moral support and stuff

-Ballister met Nimona's other bio dad, said hi, did the do with him and then never saw him again (except when Nimona was born looking a lot like him, but honestly Ballister had forgotten how he even looked, so technically Nimona just looks like herself to him)

-That's all sorry, it's like 4 am here and since these drawings are just for myself I either post them now or never 😭 or they'll be taken to the folder forever only to be seen by me when I'm rummaging through them, like several other drawings🧍

Bye!

[ayyunah]

Underneath the pale moonlight

[peekychu]

Shoutout to the furry owned game store I went to today 🫡

[b1tstar]

sugary spire ost carried this one

Sawnoob (TR:UD)

MrDoomBringer

Lil' Turking and Birthday Bash battler designs (The Battle Bricks)

LOVESHOT Dusekkar (Forsaken)

Celebratory Two Time (Rework) drawing (Forsaken)

sc4r3tkidd (Forsaken)

[wandasaura]

i’m tired of pretending like i’m not obsessed with wattpad. the wattpad hate is so forced. if you hate wattpad, im expecting at least three full sentences explaining why.

[yuzurins]

# circles

in which: sae’s tired of running around in circles with an undefined relationship, so he decides to take his chance when he can to make you his.

warnings: kind of unorganized, mentions of alcohol, intoxicated reader, insecure reader, mutual pining, just a bunch of comfort and fluff, honestly strayed from the original prompt t-t

reblogs and interactions are appreciated!

itoshi sae is a busy man.

being the most sought for japanese football player and as well as a regular on the real matrid team meant he was always doing something football related. practices, games, events, you name it.

his schedule is packed with plans set months before they happen. companies and teams always request to see him sooner, but he makes no exceptions for anyone, not even his own family.

well, that goes for anyone but you.

itoshi sae has found himself breaking his own ideals without any hesitation. he‘s standing in front of your apartment, 5 hours, 27 minutes and 54 seconds before his flight back to spain, after an obviously drunk text you sent him 10 minutes ago.

1:22AM

y/n: saweewea

y/n: did u knwo a broken heart hurts REAL bad😍

sae: what

y/n: i think i’m goign to crush my cat with my body weight

y/n: u fg hhh hj jgjjgjhhhrkdoforjfof

sae: where are you rn

y/n: ogm r ru gonna come visit me 😎😜🥺

y/n: i’m soooerirjf lonely

sae: .

sae: be there in 5

sae doesn’t know whether to ring the doorbell or call you to let you know he’s here. heck, he’s not even sure whether you’re at home or not, but he does know that it’s not often you go out to drink. as he’s hesitating, you hastily open the door, almost like you could sense him there.

“sae!” you slur, just barely avoiding stumbling over yourself as you straighten up. “i didn’t expect you to actually come visit me.”

“neither did i.” he scoffs as he takes in your current state: graphic anime tee (which he gave you last christmas), sweatpants, messy tangled bun and your face is entirely red. you reek of soju and he knows better than anyone you’re a lightweight, so sae mentally prepares once more for what he’s about to get himself into.

the response from the magenta haired in front of you causes a pout to form on your face. he’s not quite sure if it’s just his imagination or not, but it looks like you’re more down, more tired than usual.

“are you okay?” he asks, and this prompts you to stretch your arms out, almost habitually, and wrap them around the taller male’s torso.

sae flinches ever so slightly at your touch. he gently pushes you back into the apartment as he closes the door, all while having one arm wrapped around your waist.

it’s obvious you’re not in the right mind space, but as everyone says, drunk words are sober thoughts, though sae doesn’t know whether that’s good or bad. you getting blackout drunk as a result of academic stress has become a monthly occurrence now, and it always ends up with sae coming over to babysit you. he’s more than aware of the fact that you’re taking his presence for granted, yet despite that, he’s still always there for you.

you’re obviously more than just friends, so why does sae feel like the line separating friendship and relationship just keeps getting thicker?

you latch onto him like a koala as he shuffles over to your couch. he doesn’t force anything out of you, doesn’t show any impatience, and just waits for you to talk.

the two of you quietly bask in the comfort of each other’s arms for a long time. just as sae begins to loosen his hold on you believing you’ve drifted off, you cling onto him even tighter, refusing to let go of his warmth.

“don’t go.” you mumble into his hoodie, voice quivering, and sae wonders if it really is school stress that’s made you this way.

humming in response, he pats your back lightly as if he’s caring for a baby, trailing his hand up to your head to play with your hair.

sae doesn’t want to pry, but there’s something he really needs to confirm before it eats his thoughts up even more.

“i won’t leave,” he reassures. “did anything happen?”

a sound comes out of your mouth in response, barely louder than a whisper. sae turns his head to look at you and you take it as a request for you to repeat your words. you try again, and this time, you’re still mumbling, but it’s enough for him to make out what you want to convey.

“i’m sorry.” and a tear falls from your eyes, “i’m sorry, sae.”

now sae’s been in this position for countless times, always coming to be your personal therapist at unearthly hours in the night, but this is the first time he’s ever seen you act so vulnerable. he can feel your body trembling against him and his heart aches just seeing you so dejected.

but he’s not dense enough to not realize what you’re apologizing for, because it’s the same reason as to why he decided to ask in the first place. he gently removes his arms off your waist, turns you to face him and moves his hand up to wipe the tears streaming down your cheek.

this tender, silent exchange between the two of you is more than any amount of words that express. sae’s usually indifferent eyes are laced with affection, and you just can’t help but feel so guilty because of that.

“i know you’re really busy,” you avert your eyes, biting on your bottom lip to stop yourself from breaking again. “you’re always doing so much for me, and i feel so terrible because i don’t deserve any of it.”

sae doesn’t say anything, letting you finish your thoughts before stating his.

“i was watching one of your games earlier, and i was reminded of the fact that your world and mine are so far apart.” you’re still looking away, but a soft nudge from sae’s hand pushes you back to look at him. “i just—i feel like i’m not enough for you, sae.”

through watered eyes, you can catch the expression of the male in front of you waver, and with years of knowing him, you’ve mastered the ability to be able to tell what emotions are going off in his mind.

“i know it sounds silly—“

“it’s not silly.” he interrupts, despite being patient all this time, but struggles to find the right words to continue. “is this what you’ve been feeling since back then?”

you shake your head, and lean forward to rest it on his shoulder. “the internet is scary.”

sae lets out a soft chuckle at your unintentional joke, and moves his head to rest it on the side of yours. “but what only matters is that i’m here in front of you right now, yeah?”

“it’s true that i’m busy, but i’ll always be your anchor of support whenever you need it, seriously.” his fingers find their way to intertwine with yours, and your heart flutters at how romantic he’s being. “so don’t cry sweetheart, because you’re breaking my heart as well.”

the use of the pet name makes you giggle, it being so out of character for sae, yet that’s how you know he really means it, from the bottom of his heart. hearing the sound of your laughter allows sae to relax his shoulder from all the tension he unknowingly had been feeling, and he cups your cheek with his palm, bringing you face-to-face with the taller male.

his eyes study your features, taking in your beauty, before going back to make eye contact with you. though you notice how they flicker down to your lips and hover there for a split second longer than anything else, your heart thumping loudly at the realization of what he’s asking of you.

you flash him a small smile in response as approval, and sae wastes no time closing the distance between you two. his touch is soft, almost like he’s afraid of breaking you, and easily washes away all the worries clouding your mind.

sae droops his arms over your shoulders and rests his forehead against yours. “you were always and will be more than enough for me, y/n.”

his sweet words bring a red flush to your face (not from alcohol this time) and you purse your lips in embarrassment as sae’s grin only gets bigger.

“so just hurry up and be mine already.”

BONUS: the morning after

you wake up with a pounding headache, and immediately try to get up to get a drink of water, but your body doesn’t budge at all.

as your eyes begin to adjust, you look down to find sae and his arms locked around you, causing a scoff to come out of your mouth.

of course you couldn’t move when a whole professional football player (incredibly fit btw😍) has a death grip on you.

“sae, wake up.” you nudge him and he only whines in response. “didn’t you have a flight to catch this morning?”

“mm, shush.” he takes one of his arms and lightly pushes you back down into his embrace. “who cares about that, been waiting for this for far too long.”

you laugh and decide to give in, slowly drifting back to sleep.

meanwhile, sae’s nonstop vibrating phone on your nightstand is totally unnoticed, the cause being hundreds of messages and calls from his manager wondering where he is.

[jonasiegenthaler]

© Jeff Vinnick

[mariesbee]

why can't i enjoy things like a normal person? casually, just a few episodes/chapters here and there, then move on with my life. but no, whatever it is, it worms its way into my brain, consumes my thoughts and it slowly drives me insane. i am unable to think about anything else but the Thing of the week, or month, sometimes year(s) if it gets that bad.

[galacticrain]

Rouge and Omega for my sonic octo expansion au, they're like Off the Hook

[roorenart]

Cindral and Severine: more side characters I wanted to quickly draw for their physical appearances beyond text descriptions lol Commissions | Etsy