#TYY FOR THE ASK!!

[lovestruck-lamb]

OOH OOH Toki is such a comfort character to me, you're so real for shipping with him!! Is your self insert also a musician? Do you think Toki likes to get his hair brushed and braided (if you know how to braid) @boimlerkisser

HII JANE TY FOR THE ASK!! :D I love talking about Toki, my silly rabbit

My self insert is also a musician, she's a bassist!! She was the founding member of a (kind of shitty) girl group, but she was cut out of it because she wanted their music to go in a heavier direction + they found a better bassist so they replaced her. She was really upset, so she ended up completely distancing herself from music to focus on her other hobbies, mainly she got way into making model trains. Her and Toki end up meeting on a forum for model making, and when they met up in person she had no idea who he was because she'd completely ignored what was happening in/around the metal scene lol he eventually inspires her to start playing her bass again so now they like to jam out together! :D mtl actually inspired me to start playing bass irl though I'm not greaaat at it haha

Toki FOR SUREE loves to get his hair braided and brushed, he's like a little my little pony toy <33 I think he'd love me doing anything with his hair and would completely melt whenever I played with it, he'd probably really love it if I washed his hair too!! He likes playing with my hair too because my curls are so different from his hair :3

[cherryroselock22]

Oh alt Rosie account, tell me, what's your favorite pokemon? 👉👈

My all time fav is Eternatus,,,, i love that silly thing Though I also hold a dear love for Hatterene, Sylveon, Dubwool, Glimmora and archaludon

Yours?

[smallsinger5901]

For the soft asks, how about 7 and 15? :)

7: who do you feel the most like yourself around? Luckily, my identical twin. I know she stalks this blog, shes gonna see this lmao. 15: comfort food? It may not teeeeechnically be a ‘food’, per se, but bubble tea. Any kind, but my current favourite is vanilla milk tea with tapioca pearls- one sip and im calm and destressed loll

[xx-damien-devilish-xx]

I love the shadow the hedgehog shirt you were wearing in your last post, where is it from?

I got it from the Sega shop online!! but most sizes are sold out last time I checked tho...

[fishtheflowerchomper]

17. 14. And 7. For the ask game!

7. yeah, like 1. i have no idea if i have more than that, most likely, but there is one really big one. i wont dox her, but ill call her p. p sucks :/

14. a mix of both, i would think. a lot of the time, im quite introverted, then my silly group of 3-4 comes along and i am suddenly the most extrovert to ever exgrovert.

17. pain, insects, spiders to be exact, r@pe and anything like it, t0rture, and death. death is spooky, probably my top 1 worst fear. like one day, you are being silly, the next you are where the fish you are depending on your religion, if you follow one. i dont follow any religion, but i would like to think if i died, i would either go to hell or fish heaven and live with fish for the rest of entirety.

[cherryjuicegf]

1 and 17 for the book ask! 📚

1. how many books did you read this year?

15!! almost 16 i'm finishing macbeth soon

17. did any books surprise you with how good they were?

biggest surprise for me was the colour of water by james mcbride because it was assigned reading for an african-american writers class and i honestly didn't expect to end up crying for half an hour on the last page incredible book

book asks <3

[ambersky0319]

for the find a word ask game. "mark"

Apparently I just don't use this word much 😅

Searching Eternal for "mark"...

Appears: 6 times (including as part of other words); 2 times (only the word 'mark')

Favorite line:

It had been a deep clawmark, or what could have been seen as one, over one of Zeldris' hearts.

[fantastic-mr-corvid]

⭐ for I want to die with you, Wendy, on the streets tonight in an everlasting kiss!

Hehe<3 ty for indulging me to talk about this fic more Dujour!

ive talked about the contents quite a bit, but one thing i haven't touched upon as much is Celia knowing Elena's gonna leave, and how she changes to make up for that- this fic capturing Celia as she steps towards taking over Elenas role of leader and is slowly running out of denial about how Elena will leave. Ft taking about the power structure and leadership pre everlasting kiss. it got long so under the readmore!

Celia is not anything close to a leader, or even in the middle of the social hierarchy, when she turns 17. Elena and Tesoro are both near the top, not enough to be considered in the running leaders of their year, but Elena has an intelligence and fighting talent that overshadows that shes a girl, and Tesoros emotional intelligence and levelheadedness means hes the de facto mediator.

if all 2-3 'leaders'- the people fighting over the top position who have the ability to hold it- are down, Tesoro may be the person who most look to, but Elena would be the true leader, having the intimidation and strength to take control.

Celia is at best, a loyal grunt whos aware of the complexities of reputation and can win a fight enough to mostly avoid being fucked with.

But Elena is nominated for a scholarship by the school. Elena is already spending less time with them and more in what passes for an art studio, planning her portfolio and pieces, spending extra time behind class to make sure she gets those grades.

Elena will no longer be the person to step up as leader.

Tesoro is already cracking under the strain of his home life as well as the emotional baggage piled onto him. he will be important- but he cant be the one at the top.

and this is fine- well its not Celia has to grapple with her best friend leaving but shes happy for her!

Then the race happens and Polpo orchestrates a turf war between street gangs just so Passione can take over and absorb the victor. [timeline here more specifically under the second readmore]

and by the middle there down to one leader, and even less people, then that leader gets hospitalized and Elena is forced to step up while Tesoro is trying to hold everything together and Celia is who Elena leans on, Celia is the one who is trusted by Elena, and Celia is the one who suddenly starts moving upwards.

turns out being head over heels for your leader motivates a low tier grunt to become someone people learn to fear, not to mention fighting for you and your friends lives.

then the war is over, then they can breath- and thats when Everlasting Kiss happens. and it all changes again.

Celia didn't know if she was glad it missed or not. She was already the de facto leader of their little sub-group, and despite the leers, she would be the one to step up when Sovrano was taken out of the game- Hell she had stepped up as he was taken care of in that clinic.

By all rights, Elena should be the next in line, but this scholarship- well, she's been slowly retreating from them, preferring to study and linger in what passed for a studio in school, than hang out in parks and bars and wherever they chose to linger at night, drifting through the stone jungle they called home.

by the beginning of the fic, Celia is hyper-aware of Elena leaving, and has even become the leader next in line herself. Her and Elena are seen by the current leader as of equal status- showing just how far she has risen from effectively being Elena's lackey.

not to act like a Shakespearean dick joke is a truth of the universe but Celia is not born great, she had greatness thrust upon her every time, greatness being leadership. Her mother dies, she is forced to take up the role of parent. Elena is working for that scholarship [and other people die] so she is forced to take on the role as leader.

Celia is willing to make hard choices and sacrifice herself for those she loves and so she ends up carrying the burden of responsibility for others. she will end up stepping up to become a leader not out of a thirst for power, but because those she loves cannot hold the burden themselves.

+ bonus thats actually in the vein of directors commentary:

Yet Sovrano was waiting for something, anticipating action- despite the bandages and stitches, and there had been so much blood, and someone else had managed to knife him, in that last desperate attempt, but missed killing him by a few centimetres.

that 'last desperate attempt' was by Elena. she was so fed up of his shit she shanked him in the middle of a fight but unfortunately she missed.

[bronzetomatoes]

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Celebrity Skin - Hole

"Oh, look at my face / My name is 'might have been' / My name is 'never was' / My name's forgotten"

[archerdepartures116]

Hi, I love your LQG I would die for him he's so pitiful I love himmm

And your artstyle is sooo cute

PITIFUL LMFOAOOO

ts generational aura debt oml😭🙏

[urban-shade]

Your Sebastian art makes him look so skrunkly and huggable >< I just wanna bake cookies with him (he’d probably be terrible at it but yk he’d try<\3)

I think he'd be good at baking cookies since its just following directions but under no circumstances would he ever want to do it with others. hes making you sit in the corner and being mean to you for not helping

[time-slink]

Voidwalker scar pretty please? 👉👈

[ ask game ]

HI STIFFF this actually kicked my ass super hard i haven’t drawn scar in forever

[charl0ttan]

love the new lights they look like wisteria blossoms!!

omggg trueee...

[zorangezest]

Heyyyy!! I’m super duper happy you liked my art piece I made of your au! I was not expecting you to be all over it hehehe but I’m glad! I’m probably going to make **a lot** more fanart of this au (if ya don’t mind), so be ready for more. ^_^

(Ps. I love your artstyle it’s like so cool?? Idk I just rlly like it, It looks crunchy.)

[forecast0ctopus]

Stickers I ordered from you arrived today!!!!!

I accidentally put them on in the wrong order (I meant to do Spock Kirk Bones not Bones Kirk Spock) but whatever they still look super cute and now I can shove Star Trek in even MORE people's faces!!

thank you so much I love them btw <3

stunninggg!! sparkling up the place with your rose stickers <333

[randomminty]

your art has gotten me obsessed with the idea of janine and silver accidentally becoming friends through their respective relationships to the league dads. idk why but janine is so underrated and since she’s a poison-type specialist it feels like it just works to me… i know it sounds crazy but i have serious brainrot over them

which is to say, i was wondering if you would draw the two of them hanging out together? maybe silver begrudgingly accompanies janine on one of her lunch runs because she can’t carry it all herself or something, idk… it’s up to you!

it’s no pressure ofc, i just really love silver and janine and it’s p much entirely thanks to your art so whether you decide to pick up this idea or not, thanks for planting the seeds in my brain :’)))

(also i really do have so many headcanons about them, so if u are interested in hearing more or have ur own thoughts to add about silver/janine friendship, please share them!! i am so starved for janine content, she is my #1 girl 🫠💜)

THANKS FOR THE ASK THIS IS A REALLYY REALLY GOOD IDEA i think silvers forced into doing lunch runs w janine and they slowly start to become friends. Eventually