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Origami Elsa designed by Origami_Kimiro, folded by me from an uncut square of 60 cm double tissue.
Wish my paper had better color contrast but am happy to share the first entirely new fold of the new year!
Kimiro's video can be found here:
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#origami#paper folding#paper art#paper#princess#I wouldn't normally consider a disney themed origami subject...#but the designer created a neat new method of braid shaping!#the video is fairly helpful for the shaping if you fold the crease pattern#my shaping diverged from the designer's fold in terms of the dress#but I'm happy with the edges of the dress and the way light goes through it#wanted to go for more of an action pose#anyway the crease pattern was not bad at all to solve#another one for the origami collection#Youtube
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Being w this therapist has made me realise i don't think i've ever had a good therapist b4 her . Anyway my god human introspection is such a beautiful tragic thing
#tbf ive only had 2 other long term therapists#one of them kind of prevented me from dying which is good but then after that...nothinf#the other was just straight up not rly helpful#this one#...god#my entire fucking day is ruined after that session#read like 3 papers bc of her#i have two essays due tmrw btw#like. god. ok#anyway i think this is the first time ive realised . important things w a therapist#first off nameless dread + the paper by baion. GOD ! alright#second thing is abt my fear of being cheated on but thats private actually#mostly its jst silly. she helped me realise the source of the fear suddenly becoming A Lot
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Fyodor/Nikolai/Sigma, domestic au, but they are painfully slavic and living their best lives, is something that can be so personal.


























(this post took forever cause I essentially had to make it twice. I didn't look at what blog I originally posted this to the first time round. shoot me)
#the mixture of Russian. Ukrainian. and Polish would be so beautiful and so messy dear lord#they go to church at least every sunday if not more. Fyodor tunes into a radio midnight mass. Sigma veils when he goes to church#they all help cook so every night is fusion night. they scrounged up an *old* cookbook somewhere cause none of them had any family they-#close enough to to get an authentic grandma's cook book. so they make do with what they've got#they all speak all three languages#they believe in *every* slavic superstituion and piece of folklore. its actually like. hard to exist. they're bordering being annoying with#i say lovingly#breakfast is their favorite time of day. they make fancy teas and kiss and read the paper with the radio going#fyodor has a library of old slavic literature#fyodor and nikolai almost only go by fedya and kolya#nikolai lives up to the smoking/alcohol addiction stereotype and he's proud of it#this post is made by a polish slav that is only just starting to reconnect with the culture my family tried to bury so bare with-#the sparsity please. any suggestions would be lovely!#slavic is a blanket term#slavic#sigma#sigma bsd#sigma bungou stray dogs#bsd sigma#(implied) fem sigma#fyodor dostoevsky#bsd fyodor#fyodor dostoyevsky bsd#nikolai gogol#bsd nikolai#sigfoylai#siglai#fyolai#fyosig#bsd
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Doctor who fandom, I really need your help right now
I would really appreciate if you could tell me what kind of puns you can find in the series! And by puns I mean a play of words, the device that is difficult to translate
Pretty please 🙏✨
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to go to a specialist and say "i feel like i'm dying" and have them say "yeah, these symptoms are serious even though you haven't been hospitalized for them" and then to have the specialist run a million tests before you even leave the building and then to have one of those tests come back with extremely definitive results confirming that you WERE right about feeling like you're dying and also that the doctor CAN help...... EVERY CHRONICALLY ILL PERSON'S DREEEEAAAM WHAT A FUCKING UNICORN OF AN EXPERIENCE THIS NEVER HAPPENS. just lived the most idealistic non-ethical-crimes version of an episode of house MD i am SO HAPPY
#unsure if theyll be able to schedule my followup sooner with this result or not but if not i can likely#get my general practitioner to help with short term interventions if things get as bad as they were in june again#just. god. what a relief what a relief i feel like i'm losing my mind i can't BELIEVE i finally got on-paper validation like this#autoimmune tag
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also gonna try to finish this first fbdo oneshot comic by sep 1st at the absolute latest. I put it in my calendar lol.... im more than halfway done w panels sans backgrounds
#blab#i'll ideally finish before then but idk we'll see.#i also put in my calendar to finish the next oneshot by dec 1st#idk im trying to b more regimented to help me actually finish projects. idk if it'll work#long term projects are a struggle for me since my motivation fades in and out quickly#the current oneshot is abt cameron meeting sloane fyi#the other two oneshots i wanna do at this moment areeee#this one about camfer in college freshman year w sloane not graduated yet & the three of them balancing that#and then a ferslo dialogue of them discussing their feelings for cameron (taking place at the museum during fbdo)#tbh i have a lot of oneshot comic ideas that i know i just wont get around to sob#wrote a ferris-discovering-shes-genderfluid ferslo dialogue.... and a very indulgent kate bush-themed camfer dialogue....#those would b nice to get down on paper too but idk if i will 🥲🥲🥲#anyway need to temper my goals and focus on this current comic for now. doing my best...#to do
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hmm. spiraling. fun.
#i live in a very sad state of 'never allowing myself to hope for or get excited for anything-'#'-because i will only be disappointed.'#every goddamn time i get my hopes up i get kicked in the teeth. so i don't let myself do it.#this is the first time in. at least 3-4 years i actually *hoped* for something.#and it's triggering all of my everything as the dream of being able to label what's going on and ask for help crumbles to dust in my hands.#as it has every other goddamn time before.#i am not allowed to hope for things. nothing good ever comes of it.#plus now I'm having like. stolen valor bullshit.#for finding words and approaches and experiences relatable and useful.#'hey i actually feel like calling my long-term interests something other than 'obsessions' helpful'#like it now feels illegal to relate to the adhd/autistic experience bc this test deemed me ineligible.#even if relating to those experiences has been helpful. this whole experience has validated the goblin that lives in my brain#that tells me i AM an impostor and don't deserve to be in any of those spaces.#it's validated the voice that says that i'm a fraud and a liar and a con for finding ways to describe my life useful#because i don't have a piece of paper. because my psych decided that the mild anxiety i have is the explanation.#'no the fact that you barely function outside of school is just anxiety. you might have some sensory issues hut we can't help with that.'#'have you tried therapy?' as if i haven't been in therapy for almost 7 years. as if my therapist didnt REFER ME.#idk. i'm sad. i'm no closer to answers. i feel like i haven't been listened to.#i am in a lot of pain trying to function most of the time and it feels like i should just resign myself to it.#nobody will listen. this is the second time ive had something written off as anxiety. the fact that I'm in distress doesn't matter.#i'm just destined to be in pain without help. and then one day I'll die.#(I'm not like. suicidal. i just. feel like nobody will help and I'll just be Mystery Distressed as my social anxiety never improves.#despite therapy.)#idk. I'm sad and im angry and i feel like a liar and a fraud for even daring to think i knew how my brain worked.#every nd person I'm close to was surprised by this. i just feel empty and worthless.#sorry. venting. i'm sad. as the post said. spiraling.
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i really dont understand studying at all like genuinely i don't know what it is . i know about "taking notes" and "reading the textbook" and that's it . quizlet doesn't do shit for me because i don't know what to. do. with the cards. look at them ? am i supposed to just look at them . No one bothered teaching me actual skills bc i got good grades when i was 8 and now i am so hopelessly lost . why did no one think to teach me this for when stuff got harder than four plus three
#text#ive never understood flashcards . like what to do with them. how is that any more different or helpful than just like... writing a list on#paper of vocab terms or whatever#and like conceptually i know 'learning' is like. not only committing things to memory but also being able to engage with it which#is why teachers loveeeee group discussions and essays. but like. you read the text and then you go to class and Discuss but how do you#Learn what the text is saying like how do you . put it in your brain and udnerstand and remember it .#i think im missing something very simple because everyone else in the world seems to understand this fine#like where does the part where you go oh! i understand this and can explain it in my own words. Happen#how do u force it to happen if its not something ur autistic about#Like the only example i can think of rn of this is when i hyperfixated on hpa axis dysregulation + trauma a couple weeks ago#so i was learning stuff about it for Fun and not for school so no comprehension tests or notes or anything#and basically i'd just put on a webinar while i sorted seaglass or worked on sewing or whaever#and i can explain the concept fine. ur brain controls ur body so if it gets too scared ur body loses its shit basically.#but i dont remember most of the words. i still can barely define neurotransmitter#i can apply this to my own life but i confuse the hippocampus and the frontal lobe and the amygdala etc#and i couldnt point out any of them on a diagram#i dont get it . like i know a lot and simultaneously nothing at all abt it#how am i supposedto be remembering words and numbers AND understanding the concepts AND im supposed to do that between#reading the book and engaging in thoughtful conversation with my peers i dont understand
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saw you taking about your major earlier and i am really struggling with choosing what to study for my bachelor’s degree. i’m kinda stuck between many semi-similar subjects, and i think i would enjoy them all. i hate choices. was it a difficult decision for you? or did it just feel right in the moment?
lmao it's been [redacted] number of years and I still don't know if it was the right choice if that tells you anything!
Depending on your field of interest, I will say that a lot of the time, there's a lot of overlap between areas of study. As in, if you're going for a Bachelor of Arts, a lot of the skills you'll learn are transferable from one area to another, even if the subject matter isn't.
It was difficult in that I am a very indecisive person, and also a scaredy cat. Ultimately in university, I ended up picking psych because when I had done my previous diploma program, I really enjoyed my psych classes. And one of my good friends was also going into psych, so that seemed like an easy pick lol. And then after a year or two of being in my psych program, realized I didn't have the drive to go into practicing (at one point I considered sport psychology given my then-love of skating and sports in general) nor the grades to be perfectly honest. (I almost flunked out of my first year of university.) I had been doing a history minor at the time, because history had been one of my favourite subjects in high school, and then I kept taking so many history classes even as electives that I just ended up switching to a double major. (And then ended up doing a masters in something different loooooooool.)
So with the hindsight of wisdom, I would say: pick the route that you enjoy the most, because I enjoyed my history classes far more than my psych classes because I enjoyed the material so much more. (I loved psych in doses, but it ended up being too sciency for me the deeper I went into it, which I was terrible at, and also like, I don't need to learn about [redacted diagnoses] because I could just watch it play out in my family lmao. That being said a lot of my child dev classes ended up helping me immensely for coaching, so full circle!) The more you enjoy and engage with the material, the more motivated you are to keep going, and it makes the days seem far less long or stressful. And to come back around, I'm now in a job where my undergrad degree does not really apply content-wise, but it does for the skills I learned (critical thinking, analysis, writing, communicating complicated ideas into simpler terms, media literacy, etc.). And this is a job I took the long way around to get. The ones I had in between were even less relevant in some ways.
So I wouldn't base anything off my advice because like I said, I'm a follower and a coward in most things lol. I wish I'd been more forthright, I wish I'd stood my ground a little more, I wish I hadn't been so scared of trying new things. But, it ended up working out.
You got this bestie! Also: you can always change your major. You're not signing a blood oath. Do what feels right when you start and adapt when needed. Almost everyone I went to school with ended up changing majors!
#Pouring out my heart to a stranger but I didn't pour the whiskey#Anonymous#tbh my biggest regret in life is that i didn't move away for school#i really do feel like my entire life would have been different if i had stood my ground and not been scared of the short term pain of debt#instead of listening to my overbearing mother who refused to let me consider any other schools and not only said that#she and my dad wouldn't help pay for school if I moved away but that I wouldn't be able to get loans because of what#their income was on paper even though that didn't reflect their own debts#and debt is something I was always terrified of#ANYWAY#we don't need my family trauma on main lol
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god i hate therapy i pay so much just to hear questions that i'd ask myself. and i'd get a better answer asking myself.
#''but kaz!! why are you admitting to having a filter in therapy? don't you know that's not helpful''#''kaz have you ever considered therapy isn't helpful because you don't tell your therapist the important things?''#well sometimes i DO tell my therapist the important things. and then they bring it up every session afterwards#and also i can't live without that filter#i guess we're learning why everyone thinks im so mysterious#i'm not saying i hate therapy or my therapist. well i kind of am but you know.#in terms of actually hating. i don't really? i just don't really like it and don't find it that helpful#especially because im technically not there out of my own free will#well i AM. technically. on paper this is absolutely my choice#with my mother it isn't.#but you know.#if i had the actual choice i don't know that id stop but i also don't know that id continue#but generally i do just kinda hate therapy#persimmon's rambles
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oh ye i also started teaching in my uni! yippie!!!
#i couldnt find the proper term in english but the closest i got was student teacher#so yeah giving classes and helping my teacher grade papers and assignements and all that stuff#but like only a little#also switched the place i was interning at#before i was working at a homeless center and now im going to start working at a public health center#really liked going to the center but man. it was fucking my wallet#daily fees with bus and ubers just wasnt doable#buy hey new experiences are always good#despite being burned out from uni and always complaining about it i really do love psychology man
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those of you who have been following me for a while may have noticed that I lose important things A LOT so as a quick update I left my favorite backpack full of very Personally Important items somewhere at the Aberdeen, MD train station last Thursday and have not heard word of its return o7
#it had the shirt i had just gotten at the gym class heroes show as well as my journal full of my thoughts + paper mementos like tickets#a custom made calculator t shirt bc im a fucking nerd a belt my partner JUST bought me my favorite (non tour) fall out boy shirt#my favorite shorts the copy of jacobin i was in the middle of reading + the stamps I stored inside#and most importantly of all: a stuffed dolphin that my sister secretly helped me buy when i was 8 that i have slept with every night since#so for anyone keepin track: i lost my cane at fob 1 my dead grandmother's ring at fob 2 and my favorite backpack full of stuff at gch#and thats just the concerts. ive lost a lot of stuff in between as well rest assured#the thing is i genuinely have no idea where tf it couldve gotten left. i dont know what happened at all#i have brain damage lol my short term memory is so fucked. its killing me not know what happened
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Guys help needed ❤🥺
I'm writing my final paper on gender identity and it would be the biggest help if you could make a gender mosaic for me and just dm me a screenshot of it (US sample <3)
Basically it's a pattern of typical male and female attributes to show that brains don't know gender. Mine for example is mostly neutral with shades of blue and pink! It's a study by Daphna Joel who studied on that subject over decades
It's a trans friendly questionnaire another what you like and don't like. Takes five minutes. The questions are partially stereotypical but it would be the biggest help to have a lot of mosaics <333 thank you!!
(If you want, when you send me the mosic add on which continent, better country you were raised and if you were raised as a boy, girl or gender neutral)
Reblog would be lovely! Thank you!!!!

This is mine by the way :) i was raised as a girl in Germany but identity as a nonbinary demi guy!
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Y'all would not believe how hard I think abt Gwenna (if you've been here for any stage of Gwennaposting you absolutely would believe it)
#jasper rambles#gwennaposting#gwenna#the witcher#i love her ok#obsessed w my silly little historian gal#I need to nail down what her actual Time of study is in history of the Continent#i think. relatively recent in terms of history#bc she specifically studies and discusses the history of kingdoms that have existed or currently exist on the continent and while she does#love studying the culture and people side of history. most of her texts are about leaders and political incidents#she i think discusses both nobility and ruling class politics as well as religion and how it affects politics and then puts these things#into common tongue papers that non-academics and everyday citizens can learn and understand from#she dabbles in other areas of study and engages with them excitedly but doesnt claim to be an expert outside of her area of skill#bc of the network and the coalition she and some Oxenfurt classmates have formed across the continent tho shes pretty good at finding an#expert on a subject outsixe of her area lf study when she needs one. so that helps i think#i think she goes back at least a few centuries in terms of era of study BUT the publications that get the most buzz are the ones about human#continental politics within the last 100 years or so. bc while thats not a long time for other races (or witchers) its a long time for#humans. esp humans who may not have access to their own history othwr than word of mouth before her publications#she also is able to get more first and secondhand accounts of human history bc she studies more recent history and the continent is full of#races and people w far longer lifespans than humans
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How does one achieve all of this😭
#new term approaches and i need to do all of this??😭#i wrote a research paper when i was in HS but i dont think it counts😭#if i wanna enroll in another country#hshahqjwhw#seems so intimidating#pre med#med school#help#helpp
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Finally jumped into my Turkey paper so the worst (the utterly paralyzing anxiety before and then complete bewilderment as I read through 60 FUCKING PAGES OF NOTES trying to remember wtf I was even going to say) is over
Have literally just been going through the notes and putting stuff into a google doc as I go, waiting on structure to emerge as I do (and it's starting to come together now)
but since I took 60 FUCKING PAGES OF NOTES just getting through the first half already has me at 9.5 pages of writing for a paper that's supposed to be 25ish
(all of which, btw, explicitly ties the "New Turkey" agenda to Sevres Syndrome, Ottoman imperial nostalgia, and AKP attempting to turn the country into a one-party nation with Erdogan as its sultan-esque figurehead-- the outcome I proposed originally and which my professor told me wasn't "accurate," putting me into this backpedaling position in the first place. If it's not accurate, then he had better start buying stamps, because many authors in many journals for DECADES have been contributing their opinions to a large body of work that says is IS accurate, so he will have a lot people to set right.)
Also I already hated Erdogan but now he's personally responsible for me even having had to write this paper, so I'm gunning for him on a purely intimate scholarly hatred as well as international ethical/political one
#I literally spent all the time last term that I was supposed to be writing this paper researching it in growing panic#waiting for my professor's point of view to emerge anywhere in anything I was reading and continuing to only see more evidence#for my interpretation#resulting in finals coming up and my being like 'I have no paper'#'only these 60 FUCKING PAGES OF NOTES which you say aren't real what do I do now'#and his advice was just like 'no New Turkey is only about foreign policy' and when I was like 'what about all this content I've found?'#he was just like 'idk'#and provided me with no help whatsoever#this morning I was just like 'I'm writing this paper and I don't care what happens' but now I'm pissed again and am like#'Well Prove me wrong then-- here's 30 pages of shit that says I'm right!'#the college saga continues
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