#Thank you dear! ♡

[frogchiro]

Please more sleazy neighbor Graves

Your writing....I'm down on my knees....its like listening to West Coast x Havana ...♡!

Winters are coming so drink hot water after waking up to avoid bad throat

Love your works and that brain of yours....<3

Sleazy Graves who is the best (only) mechanic around and doesn't hesitate to use your financial status for his own awful selfish gain :((

Will stand uncomfortably close to you, flex his tummy whenever his dirty white shirt rides up and smirks so so nasty when he catches you staring at him :( Phil will definitely encourage you in that low, purring drawl to touch him, feel the tense, hard muscles twitching underneath his thick skin and a layer of fat, maybe you can chirp at him with that sweet voice of yours too♡

Also don't forget that it's so so cold outside! Winter is early and in full swing and oh would you look at that, it's so late already!! And snow is falling like crazy, not to mention the temperature makes his own balls freeze off, not to mwntion your precious, soft body! You should stay with him for the night, he'll keep you nice and cozy♡

[nasa-kimchi]

Remember 🪶

[elronds-pointy-ears]

Kind as summer and yet he reminds me of a beautiful autumn day. A mild warmth rustling through the yellow leaves, hanging on trenches up above our heads as we sit together and simply enjoy each others company.

It‘s a beautiful day not just because it is the first of September but because it‘s my dear friends hatchingday!

You‘re a little star on the night sky, always there and shining so brightly. It‘s a shame you rarely see your light like I do! You‘re a beautiful soul, inside and out and I hope one day you can see yourself like that! ✨

Happy Birthday @thesolarangel ! ♡ ♡ ♡

[maybeimamuppet]

Do you believe Regina is redeemable?

ohhhhh buddy the whole can of worms this opened

to make a long story short: yes.

to make a long story longer with a tw for mentioned child abuse/neglect and suicidal ideation

i think every iteration of her deserves a shot at redemption.

canonically regina is at most seventeen years old. yes, she’s almost an adult. yes, she does and has done despicable things at this age and even younger. but she is still young. she is still a child. to completely, black and white say, that she is at her core an unredeemable monster who doesn’t even deserve to try does a complete and utter disservice both to her and the people she’s hurt in her past. to say she will be the way she is forever negates all the suffering she goes through and puts others through in canon, misguided though it is.

regina is also basically the textbook for a personality disorder and specifically bpd. borderline is (in a lot of cases i’ll say rightfully) very harshly judged. there’s a lot of stigma around it and cluster b disorders as a whole. but bpd is also caused for the most part by neglect and abuse in childhood. we only ever see regina’s dad in 2004 canon, for a single scene, crying over regina wearing the rabbit halloween costume. he’s completely absent in both the stage show and 2024. and looking at her mom, it is very obvious something has happened to the both of them and that this child (or neither of these children if you include kylie from 2004) is/are not getting the emotional guidance, support, and attention they need. who knows what happened before canon as well. who knows what her dad was like.

speaking as someone who also probably has bpd (which i discovered through doing research to write her better) i can say it is a terrifying experience. i’m lucky in that i’m able to resist my compulsions most of the time, but having them at all is beyond terrifying sometimes. i am filled with rage on a hair trigger these days. sometimes i’m able to process this anger in a healthy way. i can rationalize. i can think through it. i can calm myself down.

other times i can’t. i can only glance through the mean girls tag on ao3 now because if i look at numbers or think for too long about it, i compare the new fics that have come with the 2024 movie to things i’ve written. to see these fics that, while fantastic, are much shorter or don’t have as much effort put into them as what i do get literally ten times the love does hurt, as much as i adore and appreciate what i do get.

by nature with my other illnesses i have to pour my entire heart and soul, blood sweat and tears into every word i put on a page. every fic i’ve done is a piece of me that sometimes feels like i’ve torn it out of myself and given you to read. sometimes seeing that get 150 hits compared to a cadina fic that’s half as long (but again, still amazing! they all deserve every hit and kudos and comment and whatever) getting up to 1, 10, 50k hits just latches to a particularly sadistic part of my brain and it’s all i can think about for weeks. and it makes me want to quit. either writing or living.

and that sounds dramatic because IT IS. and i’m fully aware having those thoughts and urges is irrational. i don’t want them. i miss feeling like i have a community on ao3 (i absolutely have one here and i love all of you in my little circle with my entire being.) i hate having to avoid reading about my favorite characters because it does that much damage to my mental health. i am afraid that it takes something that small for me to have these massive thoughts.

all of that to say is that bpd makes switches easier to flip. it makes bad choices easier to make.

the reason i’m still here. the reason i still write and i haven’t deleted everything i’ve ever done. the reason i haven’t done a number of other things that i won’t say because they aren’t really relevant. is because i have chosen not to. it is incredibly hard sometimes. but it is still a choice you have to consciously make. you have to consciously decide to hurt someone. you have to consciously decide to say things. you have to consciously decide to humiliate your best friend in front of countless other people.

regina did make those choices.

and for that she does deserve consequences. she deserves repercussions and she deserves flack. she does not deserve to get hit by a bus (except for it being the catalyst to help her realize she needs to change) or being force fed to reach her biggest insecurity and fear without her knowledge.

she made the earliest choice when she was either eleven or twelve years old, that we know of.

that is a child.

regina is a child who is clearly suffering in some way we don’t see. she absolutely should be held accountable for what she does and what she has done. but she also deserves to be allowed to apologize and try to make amends. she deserves to be allowed the opportunity for growth and to heal and to become a functional adult who is capable of meaningful relationships and success. she deserves to be allowed to try.

does she deserve immediate or any forgiveness? no. the people around her also deserve the ability to make the choices with her that they will. she has caused harm, people are allowed to process the harm she has put upon them however they will.

but she deserves the opportunity to make it a choice for them.

she deserves a chance at redemption.

[darling-stardust]

HIIIII MIGHT I PERHAPS REQUEST A HERM? (OR OAKWORTHY I WOULDNT COMPLAIN) i cannot BELIEVE nobody has suggested him with the "i (kinda) like you back" pallette yet. its LITERALLY HIMB <3

TW for a little bit of blood and insinuation of mortal injury and death

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You got it! Took me....ten days to finish this since I started it right after my Hermie with the lilies, but I'm glad I had a bit of will power to finish 🧡 thank you for the request, my dear!

Thinking about if Normal had gotten to hold him and if Hermie got to tell him how he liked him. Thinking about a lot of things that we can do for our loved ones before they pass and afterward, too.

(Tbh I was tempted to redo it and add *some* gore but I will do something else in my own time for that)

[pink-lemonadefairy]

super long big huge tired sigh

[pwurrz]

zhongli would definitely, absolutely be willing to go to war for childe without a second thought and if that isn’t true love idk what is

in the same way childe has devoted himself to loving zhongli, zhongli has devoted himself to protecting childe

[frecklystars]

;-; I had a nightmare, but in the middle of it, it calmed down for a moment and K was hugging me and rubbing my back. He kept looking down at me with a very gentle expression, checking to see if I’m ok. And then it was a scary dream again but!! that middle part was so tender!!!! 😭😭 i missed him so bad last night, I suppose he felt it and wanted to rescue me from a bad dream, even if just for a second 🥺💛

[thehauntingshadows-if]

So how does Anika feel about marrying MC?

she's excited:)

[lightbulb-warning]

a thing that you hang over the cot of a baby is called a "mobile"

THAT'S THE BITCH- thank youuuuu!! :D!!

92.5 calendar years ago, marcel duchamp in alexander calder's art studio, pointing at the thingy that moves: "yo this thingy that moves sure is mobile. "

[ginjusttalkaboutnothing]

Hey!

Today is one of the most awaited days. I received a package from the lovely @almost-an-artist !

And, damn. I have no words to convey how I feel about it. Just... Just look at it!

I love absolutely everything. From writing to sketching on the pages of a notebook. And the possum, as well as Corey and Bloom have stolen my heart! And the scarf... Dang, I'm definitely going to wear it when it's cold.

Oh! And, of course, the art-photography. I just... That's just adorable and, uh. I swear I'm gonna frame it.

Thanks so much again, sunshine! Love you beyond belief ♡

[vwritesaus]

I'm glad you are writing again! Can you pls share a snippet of that chapter?

thank you anon!! ♡ i am too... it's like i've come home after being away for so long

and share a snippet?? you needn't ask twice, i'd love to. here you go, something small:

      [Alastair's] main excuse is to escape the unfortunate reality of his sister and James being glued to each other’s sides, and engaging in what he refers to as an “unhealthy amount of canoodling”.       ‘This is what happens when the Herondales are the hosts, I suppose,’ Alastair stated in dire tones late one night, completed with a fabulous scowl. ‘They allow for inappropriate acts to be performed under their noses.’       ‘And what of the noses of my parents?’ Thomas rebutted. ‘Imagine their faces upon discovering the polite and charming Alastair Carstairs sneaking about in the night and taking residence in their son’s bedroom. I daresay Cordelia is not the only Carstairs performing inappropriate acts.’       He had gotten a swat on his arm for the comment, and they needed to stifle their laughs in fear of waking everyone up. They have yet to be caught, though Thomas imagines there is a very low chance of it happening, least of all by Sophie and Gideon Lightwood. Not when their attention is elsewhere, for obvious reasons.

the full chapter will be posted this weekend because guess what? i actually finished it!?

~

Snippet #1

[myreygn]

Hellooo! :3

I just thought of a kny hc and would like to share it with you!

So, you know how Nezuko is a demon, but she doesn't really have fighting experience? (I'm talking just roughly about episodes 1-5, season 1 of the anime here)

Well, I was thinking, and she slept for 2 years (I think?) And in episode 5, she was awake because she hugged Tanjiro and all that. So I've thought of a headcanon in which Nezuko woke up the day after Tanjiro went to Finale Selection and Urokodaki trained her for the entire week so that she had a bit of experience

I don't know what else to say, and I'm tired, so I'll leave it at that, but yeah, I just wanted to share it with you! :3

koku so great to hear from you!! :D how have you been? i hope the universe treats you kindly! 🖤🖤

OH MY GOD THIS HEADCANON 😭 i love urokodaki and his relationship to his students and nezuko so much and let me just say YES

when nezuko woke up he spent a lot of time to just try and connect with her and once she was ready to listen he told her everything that happened while she had been asleep. of course she wanted to go and help tanjiro and urokodaki had to say no i'm sorry you can't go there - you probably couldn't do much anyway, you might be a demon but you're still just a child that has never really left her home, let alone had to fight.

but urokodaki knows that she's gonna go with tanjiro once he returns and his next thought is hey maybe i should teach you some moves. nezuko is a big fan of that idea and urokodaki holds a speech about how this is gonna be very tough and they won't have the time to let her get accustomed to the new schedule slowly. nezuko nods in understanding and when urokodaki goes to wake her the next night, she's already waiting for him outside. they practice all night every night and at the end of the week urokodaki has to admit to himself that he's a teeny little bit exhausted but it was worth it.

nezuko even starts to get up in the afternoon after two days and they spend the extra hours sitting together and urokodaki tells her stories or plays music. he often hears her humming his songs in her sleep and when he watches tanjiro leave with her it breaks his heart in more than one way.

[jgracie]

hiiii! so most of the pinterest links that have been sent in to you anonymously are from me i’m ngl so!!! could i be 📌 anon?

anyways cyn i have another vision but again i don’t know if i see it 😰😓 this one is very iffy for me but i thought it was on theme

https://pin.it/4gkiBF66d

omg hi ofc u can 😚 thank u for all the pics you have sent i love u SOOO much

ANYWAYS this is so jason when he finally decides to grow out his buzzcut…… i can def see the vision but i can also see why you’re iffy with it i feel like this could also be blond!percy 🫡 whenever i see a blond man w coloured eyes i have to play the game of is this jason or is it blond!percy LMAO

[pink-lemonadefairy]

daily pinterest finds 🌷🌼

[itsokbbygrl]

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