Boots I just saw your tags about the super hottie influencer/insta model type girls, and I just wanted to tell you that every time you have posted a selfie on here, I thought to myself ‘wow she is beautiful. I wish I looked like that. how cool to be talented AND pretty’ etc etc
I know external validation can only do so much about what we feel on the inside but I thought you should know that! whatever you do with your hair, you’re gonna look better than you realize <3
<3 thank you! I probably do try too hard to give off the illusion that i could fit in? But i also know i only post selfies here because tumblr is less demanding in 'quality' so to speak - we dont have to be perfect, and have the latest properly applied makeup style, its just a silly blog where the focus is on - well right now hockey (sorry) - but usually storytelling and characters.
I know these women aren't going to be friends with me, i do exist on a lower level than them, ive been put in my place often enough to finally be self aware of that. I mean im pretty sure the only reason the birthday guy is friends with me is because of our shared love of motorcycles and the fact that i can keep up with him in discussions of his virtual reality and programming projects. But i miss the places i existed in where that divide didnt seem so insurmountable. And i REALLY miss when that divide didnt feel so male/female. I dont think ive ever felt talented or pretty - the selfies are just wishdreams wanting to be someone else and i should probably take less of them :P
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I use google doc’s comment feature to highlight changes I want to make when I’m in a writing mood which leads to shit like this
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Izzy: If I didn’t know better, I’d say he’s somehow become seduced by this imbecile.
Ed: God, I wish.
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Crissy u are almost 10 years my junior and u are stronger than any US Marine, if i made a post that breached containment on any level even as a joke/shitpost i would delete my tumblr and go live in the woods, permanently.
nkjndf, frankly I'm just immune at this point.
And it's not like I post very many serious or controversial things! It's just that any post containing an opinion or an observation--once it breaches containment--will inevitably attract at least ONE person with the most off-the-wall opinion you've seen all week.
You just mentally have to regard them as that character that gets shrunk down and plucked up and put in a jar for timeout in movies. Like, hey sit in that jar and think about what your words mean.
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love love LOVE your blog header !! the tedtrent of it all is just *chefs kiss* !!! is this your own creation ?
Oh thank you so much!
It is my own creation, I made it around circa 2021-ish, when I was at the peak of my TedTrent obsession (actually who am I kidding- I'm still at the peak of my TedTrent obsession lmao)
I posted it back when I made it and was going to link the original post but I cannot find it for the life of me now ;-;
Feel free to use it if you want just please credit me where possible :)
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things i have to do this week:
tech for the lighting design i did for a show
a student film/memorize lines
finish a twenty page paper due on friday
do a mock interview
hopefully get a real job interview
plus regular homework
and two other final projects
(including memorizing four monologues and a song)
(and making a zine about queerness in kpop)
and not having a mental breakdown
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thank you all so much for the endless support !! <3
for this little milestone i wanted to do a mini poll to see what you guys would be interested in my account having in the future!
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shoutout to my dad getting my school to let me skip a grade by telling them if i wasnt challenged mentally i would basically become the next unabomber
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Good luck on your exam today darling you’ll do amazingly! 💕💕💕💕💕
(Bear with while I go and tear your teacher a new one 😌)
ahhh Sian 🥰🥰 thank you so much 🥺🥰💕
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Pretend you’re asking Val for a dick pic, because he would do it with no hesitation. It doesn’t actually provide a method to do it, but maybe it’ll make you feel more confident?
Goddddd asking Val for a dick pic… 🤤🤤🤤
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