#They hate lesbians snd it shows

[lordofseagulls]

[subpcr]

welcome to my blog !

a little about me; you can call me stelle OR twyla. i am a 20 year old transneu gnc girlflux xenogender aroacespec ambiamarous lesbian. I use they/them pronouns as well as neopronouns. I am autistic and have bpd. I heavily relate to autistic characters.

about my blog; I don't post much at all, but I might try to soon. !! this is a xenogender and neopronoun safespace. you are valid snd I love you !!

some things I might post about;

headcanons for characters ; monster high ; five nights at freddy's ; sonic franchise ; bang dream ; ensemble stars ; your turn to die ; the last of us franchise ; apex legends ; the walking dead (both show and game) ; deltarune ; resident evil franchise (game + movies) ; stardew valley ; minecraft ; legend of zelda ; horror/zombie media ; xenogenders and neopronouns ; etc

some links; pronouny ++ xenogender pinterest board ++ public twitter

! if you are on my blog to hate on anything I'm into, just leave. you're annoying !

[rhymaes]

I’m like. Saying this as a lesbian—sometimes you just have to realize that not every piece of media is going to be made for you.

[lol-q]

There’s so many things I love about the show that I haven’t seen people give enough credit for and I want to go on a little ramble because people are focusing so much on what they don’t like vs. what they do. So here’s my list. Sorry for the grammatical errors 😬

I love that the lesbian main character is this sweet, innocent, big hearted young woman and not portrayed as a overly sexual fuckboi that hits on every woman. I love that Fatou is soft and gentle. More lesbian rep like that please

I love the soundtrack. It’s exactly the type of stuff I imagine Fatou would listen to and it’s not just the top 100 hit songs.

I love that they use the soundtrack as a way to connect to the plot line, like the lyrics to the song Fatou was listening to when she was on the rooftop said “And I hate to leave you feeling all alone.But your story cannot start until you've grown. You can find how to be OK on your own. I just can't be the one that makes you feel at home” which was a hint as to where the plot was going

^^ also the song playing during Kieu My and Fatou’s museum date

I love the little mannerisms Nhungi chooses to show as Kieu My. The happy little bounce she did in ep 1 when she called out Fatou’s name and when she subtly checked Fatou out by looking her up and down.

I love how their rooms show their individual personality so well. Like Fatou’s room in the beginning of the season was normal and then it became increasingly messy as the episodes moved forward, showing her stress and chaos in her life

I love the height difference between Fatou and her brother lol

I love when her brother and her were thinking of what to get their parents so they split the bill on a gift - a very subtle way of showing siblings interacting

I love when Fatou and Ismail interact cuz it’s so funny

I love the physics teachers speaking voice, he sounds like kermit the frog

I love fatou’s eyebrows. Idk it’s just so perfect. Give me tips plz

I love that the characters rewear clothing. And it’s not a show where every episode is a new outfit with new clothes. Very realistic and it always bothered me when teens on highschool on tv have new clothes every episode

I love that Fatou’s original bio on tinder was “wanna cuddle?”. I feel like that girl would rather cuddle with someone than win the lottery. She’s so soft (also why did it say she was 24 in ep 2 when she was on tinder lol)

I love that the show showed the struggles of coming from a bilingual family and being the only one that struggles to speak it. When fatou was talking to her grandparents with her brother and her brother had to translate for her and it was awkward af, I felt that. I’m the youngest in my family and I struggle to speak Tagalog so people have to translate for me sometimes and it sucks.

^^ I relate to fatou so much in that scene cuz the dynamic in my family is the same as Fatou’s. My parents lay off and let me and my brother do our thing unless there’s an indication we need their help. The only time I ever spoke about school with my family was when report cards would come and they would see my grades weren’t that good. I remember my mom seeing I had a D in middle school and automatically jumping to conclusiosn without letting me speak. My brother is academically successful and he would also try and get me to do more school stuff when I was younger. Like he would make me do math problems to help with my grades. So it’s all very relatable for me

I love when Fatou sings, her voice is so soft and smooth.

I love whenever Kieu My and fatou are flirting both so blatantly and yet so subtly. Like the tension is there but it’s still awkward despite how smooth they both try to be it’s so adorable

I love how Fatou and Kieu My are so confident flirting and talking to eachother through texting but when it’s irl it’s still awkward and new. It shows the reality of an actual relationship in the making. It’s not just a full head dive into “I love you”.

I love when they were at the table tennis bar place and Fatou was hyping up Ava when there were dudes looking at them and Ava did a fancy ass turn and smile. She’s so pretty

I love that Fatou’s problems were shown in subtle ways in the beginning with money. Counting money at her job and when she wa trying to pay for the drink at the bar. It was a small interaction but in real life it would cause a lot of stress and anxiety if money counting problems kept happening over and over again

I love Yara and Josh’s friendship. More platonic friendship between a male and a female please. Also more Yara in general please.

I love that Zoe owned up to her actions last year to the entire group (minus Ismail Constantine and Kieu my) on New Years. I see her owning up to the role as Nora’s big sister.

I love when Josh was drinking a lot during New Years and Fatou was trying to get him to slow down. It shows how big her heart is for her friends. Also I think Josh and Fatou could be great friends

I love that Kieu My looks at Fatou like she hung the stars. When Fatou mentioned she knew Kieu My was a Scorpio, it’s the first time I’ve ever seen that girl smiled so big (before episode 5 of course)

I love that whenever they kiss Kieu my is smiling.

I love Sira’s side profile. There I said it. Girl has the jawline of a Greek goddess.

I love that they change Fatou’s hair. She looks good in every hair style but it’s always nice to see her in different styles.

I love that they showed the struggles of being a passive and gentle person. Because we’re not assertive in regular everyday life we are easily looked over. And it’s hard for us to muster the gusto to be assertive and take what we need because we prefer shying away from conflict and just letting things flow. I relate to fatou’s character so much in that sense. I lowkey think this is the universe’s way of telling me to stop being so passive about life and to take charge idk.

I love that the topic of white savior and performative activism was touched on. And I love that it was between two friends because it’s very realistic to how dynamics work between young people these days. The way they handle it differs in opinion but the fact that they even spoke about it was great.

I love that moment when Kieu My wrapped the vietnamese pancake in the lettuce snd handed it to Fatou. Its so sweet. If I was Fatou I would have forgiven her right then and there lol

I LOVE THE HEIGHT DIFFERENCE BETWEEN THE TWo. YES MORE HEIGHT DIFFERENCE.

Episode 6. Just all of it. Even the angsty part. I want more of that. Episode 6 yes. I’ll marry episode 6

Kieu My wearing Fatou’s cardigan. 💕💕💕💕💕💕✨✨✨✨✨😫😫💕✨✨🥺

^^ but also as a person that tried bangs before, you can’t tell me that girl woke up with her bangs perfectly in place lol. This girl probably bought a mini straightener or something too

Fatou telling Kieu My it doesn’t matter if she wears make up or not rather than going off on how she looks prettier without it. She’s just like “it doesn’t matter. You’re pretty no matter what, my little space nerd”

Pissed off fatou is a hot fatou. Js

I love Sira’s acting in general. But the way she shows Fatou’s sadness is great. It’s not just tears and that’s it. When she got fired it was a build up of tears but she wasn’t sobbing, same thing with the cashqueens argument. But she broke when her and Kieu My got in a fight.

Finn being socially awkward. It’s so funny cuz Zoe is this bubbly party girl and her boyfriend is so awkward. Nice balance.

^^also his hair makes me laugh idk why

Ismail opening up to Fatou shows how so many people feel at ease with her. Girl has a calming presence for everybody, she doesn’t even realize how much she’s helped others.

I love that Constantine wears the same jacket over and over again. Idk it seems to fit his character.

^^also kudos to the actor who plays him, he’s doing an amazing job

Love Fatou. Love her dimples and her soft voice. She gets all high pitched when she’s normally speaking but when she was fighting with Kieu My her voice became lower. Just love the way Sira’s voice sounds. Also Nhungi’s speaking voice.

Love the shaky camera movements. The fast pans and the slow motion dance scenes.

Love the aesthetic of Kieu My smoking but PLEASE DONT SMOKE, CHILDREN. ITS BAD FOR YOU.

Love the different aesthetics of the cashqueens

Love maike. Great actress. Give this turtle an Oscar.

Love Kieu My climbing the roof to help her Fatou. Softie to her girlfriend but an ice queen to the world lol.

Love the actors. Love the characters. It just makes me so happy.

This is so well written, i might actually cry no but really it was really nice to read your positive and cuteee facts after the tag check :/ and it really helped because i get mad and sad when i see bad takes. Everything you said was so true and i think im fangirling over this essay. And it made me emotional 👉👈.  Represantation does really matter.

This season is so important for so many people and i don’t think some people realize that when they’re ‘’criticizing’’ some things. Not only we have a lesbian main, we have a black lesbian main who is the softest person in the world and she has LD and/or ADHD. I sometimes can’t believe we got to the point of skamverse where we get rep instead of hurtful,problematic seasons and plots, some might interpret that as shade but it really isn’t, careless storylines really does hurt ppl and why would you want to hurt people when you can give 8 min of sapphic museum date instead 👭🌌 :)

i love this season, i love this gen and i love this essay

[gaylonelydyke]

if it’s not too late, 12 for episodes and ships, and 17!

its never too late! thankyou for the ask 🥰 oo damn this is gonna be a hefty one, just to prepare you this is gonna be long 😅😅😅

spoiler alert for my friends who are finishing up season 2 rn, be careful if you look at my top five episodes, pay attention the the episode numbers, i will put [ ] in bold at the beginning and end of spoilers!

12. Top 5 ships

5. faith x myself because have you seen faith? shes such a babe! spare consensual kiss maam?

4. willow x oz, i dont know if this is an unpopular or not but i feel like if the 90s had been more accepting of term then willow wouldve been bisexual, but like even now tv shows will rarely let characters say that word :( but anyway i love them! theyre both quirky and kinda awkward but its such a sweet relationship and you really see how they go from awkward crushes to an actual deep relationship, oz is one of my favourite characters too what a dude!

3. giles x jenny, mlmxwlw solidarity in this bisexual couple! there is no an ounce of straight between them and i love it, i love their dynamic, i love that giles *respects women* (im staring daggers at xander rn), also the original girlboss x malewife couple askdjaksjhd

2. drusilla x spike, these two!!!!!! once again a bisexual couple with zero straight between them, the vibes are off the charts. sexy vampires, goth x punk love, i just love them man, and their relationship is so interesting to delve into. like theyre vampires, theyre soulless and yet they have a capacity for love, they care deeply for eachother, theyre so tender towards eachother in season 2 in the way they take turns to care for one another, also drusilla picking spike up with one hand made me gay and thats on that

1. willow x tara!!!!! lesbians man lesbians! they have a beautiful relationship, until a certain point wink wink, they feel like a perfect match, willows become more outgoing due to buffy and xander snd having a proper group of friends, so its cool to see her as the more outgoing independant one in the relationship, and tara is such a honey 🥺 the biggest sweetheart in the world what a babe!!!! also like how groundbreaking was their relationship? as a queer couple, they had p much the dame amount of screentime as a aueer relationship today! and willow says the word lesbian so many times and is always making gay jokes which is something shows today are too scared to do, its honestly refreshing which is weird for a show in the 90/00s

12. Top 5 episodes

this is so hard because its such a damn good show so i had to rlly be picky about this but here we go

5. 6x22 ‘grave’- i watched buffy for the first time last year at work coz i worked with one other person just packing shit, and THIS was the episode that made us cry infront of eachother. the scene with willow and xander at the end is one of my all time favourite scenes and like legit we were watching and we starting going like ha.. this is so sad Q_Q and we looked at eachother and we were both crying akdjdjsjdhs its SO GOOD, like this is a friendship ive been so invested in and [seeing xander be able to pull her back from that dark place was so heart wrenching and amazing god its so good]

4. 3x12 ‘helpless’ - im finishing up s2 in my rewatch rn so i havent rewatched this one to double check but i remember loving it man. buffys father daughter relationship with giles is my favourite of the whole show they make my heart ache, so i love that this is an episode that really shows you how dedicated giles is to her, [its the breaking point where he finally disregards the fact that hes a watcher and acts as her father once and for all, its a turning point for their relationship where he is finally embracing the fact that shes like a daughter to him and i just love to see it Q_Q get you a dad who will leave his lifes calling for you]

3. 4x22 ‘restless’ - season 4 is interesting coz it has really good episodes and them some gd awful ones 😂😂 but this one just blew me away, i love a good character study episode and this is THE SHIT! its so weird and creepy but in the most perfect way, its not on the nose its so subtle, it feels like an uncanny valley version of buffy almost, i like that they finished the season first and then took this episode to do something out of the box and different i feel like it lets them fully explore this idea without the pressure of needing plot included. [also the cheese man is iconic. dont however like xander being all nasty with willow and tara but whats new there man]

2. 1x12 ‘The Prophecy Girl’ - for my first watch of buffy i wasnt that into the first season, like i enjoyed it but i didnt think it was anything super special? but this episode changed EVERYTHING for me. up until now buffy had been fun, witty, charming, but not anything new atleast for me, maybe in the 90s it was but right now its your average teen supernatural show. but this episode!!!! the emotion! buffy facing her death, her speech about how shes just 16 and shes scared and she doesnt want to die, that is what i wanna see!! its heartbreaking and it made me cry, and then it gives us the wonderful moment of giles trying to take her place and buffy realising that she has to be the one to do it, man its so good! basically anything with buffy and giles being a duo is gonna make it an automatic yes from me and this is indeed the case for this episode, i just love that the show remembers that shes a child! shes not brave all the time, shes not strong all the time, shes just doing her best and sometimes its overwhelming, 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼 i bow to this episode

1. 2x17 ‘passion’ - i know i just sang praises about prophecy girl but THIS EPISODE IS THE SHIT, the best episode full stop. i wont accept any argument. angel is probably my favourite big bad, its so funny to see plain bread, mopey brooding angel become this charismatic, funny, poetic, blood thirsty angelus, hes everything i want in a villain and in this episode he delivers! rip jenny tho love her. i think the tension built around angel is so good, because of his drawings and notes left around, every scene youre worrying like is he here now? are they safe or what? its so tense! and also it is me and im a slag for buffy x giles father daughter moments and this episode fucking delivers! giles discovering jennys dead body is probably one of the best scenes on the show, the dramatic irony is heAVY, we know jenny is dead, we know that these flowers arent from her, but giles is so so happy, and i want to see him happy but you just know somehing horrific is about to happen and damn does it. its a masterpiece! i love jenny and giles so much it is so sad, but also the fact that it gave us that scene makes me almmmoost ok with it? i also love the moment where giles breaks down in buffys arms, hes been there for her and now shes returning the favour and hes accepting it i just 😭😭😭 also on a different note, angels narration of this episode is amazing! it gives us great insight to who he is as “evil angel” and like even though hes awful i was also kind of rooting for him coz hes just such a great villain

sorry this is so long lmao, last question!

17. Which characer do you wish had less of a focus on them in the show?

i dont wanna get yelled at butttttt i dont like the amount of focus on dawn. i think it makes sense for the her first season considering the story arc but that season really does double down its focus onto dawn and buffy and it barely leaves room for anyone else to have a storyline, it keeps the episodes super depressing too its like a constant level of just sadness the whole time because we’re so stuck in THEIR arc, theres no room to balance it out and have a breather, some people might like that its more serious but i really really didnt like, i love episodes like prophecy girl where it is campy and brings the more emotional notes in when the time comes, but dawns whole arc is just constantly depressing the whole time i just hate it, and also just shes not a character i felt i could connect to because of how suddenly shes introduced, so its weird to have her SO focused on in the first half of that season coz we dont know her yet so i feel like the emotional moments dont land the way that they should? basically they shouldve eased us into dawn or introduced her differently and maybe i would like her enough to want the focus on her but i really just dont

adksjakjshd apologies for the essay this is, thanks for the ask!

[hyukja3bbie]

Super Junior 14th member

INFORMATION

Name: Park Chae-Won (박채원)

Stage name: Chae

Birthday: December 31, 1986

Birthplace: Jeollanam, Mokpo

Nationality: Korean

Height: 165 cm / 5'5

Weight: 49 kg / 108 lbs

Blood type: AB-

Position: Main dancer, lead rapper, vocalist, main chaosmaker and moodmaker

Sub-units: Super Junior-T, Super Junior-C. H. L (Leeteuk, Chae and Heechul) (stands for Di-Verse)

faceclaim: Taeyeon, Sooyoung, Nana and random ulzzangs

voiceclaim (singing voice): Ailee, Taeyeon

voiceclaim (speaking voice): Choi Sooyoung

FACTS ABOUT CHAE

She was born just a second away from january 1, 1987. There were a number of confusions during her trainee days because she was registered in 1989. 

Her biological parents are Min Sun-ah and Park Seong-hun. Her mother is a neurosurgeon while Her father was a choreographer and stage director. Both of them were skilled and known dancers in Korea.

When she turned 2, her parents divorced each other because her father cheated on her mother.

Chae fell in love with dancing and skateboarding ever since she was 2 years old.

Her mother, Sun-ah, had gotten a new boyfriend namely Boo Yong-su who was also a dancer and choreographer.

Chae’s had a talkbalk and rebellious attitude even when she was young.

Chae went to the same school as her bandmate Donghae. She’s also very close to his family. She would’ve had been in 13 fights if it weren’t for Donghae. She only got into 9 fights.

None were caused by her, it was because of bullies.

While working, she was scouted 4 times, 1 by YG Ent. then 3 times by two scouting agents from SM Ent. and finally Lee Soo Man (LSM) himself came to scout her. She finally accepted Lee Soo Man’s offer.

Chae eventually had to leave school in 2000 and had to continue her school in 2004

Her life as a trainee, she was given a tougher and longer training compared to others because LSM wanted her to be the best and because she had a lot better foundation in dancing and rapping as well as singing.

Chae got into SM Ent. in May 1998. Her first stats when she got in was dancing - 6, singing - 5, rapping - 6, acting - 2 (1= lowest, 6= expert) making her the only sm trainee ever to get these stats.

Chae has 1 younger brother, Park Changmin.

She took care of them as much as she could as her father died of cancer in 2000.

Enough about her childhood, its time for random facts

Chae is considered as the BEST dancer in the Korean Industry and is known worldwide as a world-class dancer. She is able to cater to majority of the dance styles and genres with ease.

She also has major skills in freestyling, choreographing and battle dancing

She has helped written and produce majority — if not all of super junior’s songs, even sub-unit songs and songs for other groups. She writes and produces all of her songs in her solo albums and produces / writes songs for other groups

Chae is the korean artist with the most written or produced songs with 278 songs

She had debuted in 2000 in a hiphop group Honey Family with Miryo of BEG when she was recruited underground with the stage name TROUBLE.

TROUBLE also is the name she uses in producing and underground thing.

She also debuted with Heechul and Leeteuk in a group called DI-VERSE that surprisingly went well in 2003.

Chae is very very blunt and straightforward. She is a diva. She’s sarcastic and fearless — really. She’s not scared of anything or anyone.

Chae is a dork. And an incredibly funny dork. She is known for her extreme adlibs in songs and in variety shows.

Is known as the most rebellious and troublemaker artist in Korea.

Though not a bad thing, she has never smoked, been in a scandal or have been caught with a problematic behavior from the start of her career till now.

When she was a trainee, a trainer told her to keep her long hair and to keep it black but she cut it short the next day and dyed it blonde. She got yelled to lose more weight. the next time they met, she gained 5 kg and got yelled at by them. SM told her to give write an apology but instead she laughed and wrote a song on the paper instead.

She doesn’t wear make up most of the time and if not needed. Her bare face is also praised all the time because of how perfect her skin is.

Can play 6 instruments. Drums and Guitar as her favorite.

Chae is a boss in drinking, she never gets drunk and can drink for two days straight.

She has an extreme allergy to nuts and cucumber. Even if she eats just a small bit of it, her throat swells up snd she gets difficulty in breathing.

Chae is an advocate and an ambassador for anti-bullying, equality and animal and child welfare.

She is one of the richest musicians in the world and is the richest in Korea with a net worth of $350 million.

Is called “sleep switch” because of how fast she can fall asleep whenever and wherever. But she is hard to wake up in the morning.

She hates aegyo.

Chae can NOT cook. Please don’t let her cook.

She is voted as the scariest member but also the member with the most patience.

On May of 2011 she was appointed as the creative director of sm, as she is one of the stockholders, giving her the task to be the one to console artists about their problems.

She has a lot of friends in boygroups and girlgroups.

Chae is the only member even pre-debut to bug Heechul and Leeteuk even if they’re in a bad mood

Chae used to live in the 12th floor with Heechul, Hangeng, Kangin, Leeteuk and was Heechul’s roommate. They did sleep on one bed.

Heechul and Leeteuk stated that they will both protect Chae with their entire life and that she’s the most important person in their life.

Chae is the CEO of Label SJ but she only gets creative power. 

Is the best at business, contracts, laws and negotiating. Chae negotiated with SM Entertainment in 2010 to change their contract about the profit distributions, issues about the group and more freedom in music. after a few battles, SM Entertainment agreed and their profit distributions became a lot bigger than before.

She has an IQ of 169 and is fluent in 5 languages, korean, english, japanese, chinese and mandarin

She is extremely bad at math and studying

Chae once got into a rumor of her being bi / lesbian in 2008 with numerous female idols.

she was involved in a fatal car crash along with kyuhyun, leeteuk, shindong, eunhyuk and their managers. she suffered critical blood loss and several broken ribs and other serious injuries.

Chae curses the most.

She is the God of flirting. She flirts with anyone.

She is also nicknamed “stone” because of how hard she is to fluster especially during shows and also just because of her stone bitch face that she shows during boring times.

Chae is very picky with men when it comes to age, she doesn’t like —slash does NOT date younger men except for lee seunggi and another guy.

Is well-known for being friends with a lot of people or literally anyone. She is the absolute person you don’t want to mess with because she knows everybody’s secret.

She knows all of the suju members’ secrets.

Despite knowing all of her members’ secrets, she had a hard time in telling people of her problems and feelings. Most of the time she keeps to herself where her depression becomes worse.

Chae has had depression and anxiety ever since she was young. Sometimes it became very serious but sometimes she overcame it.

Her depression reached its peak during 2011 to the point that during a performance for her fanmeeting, she slowly attempted to jump off a platform that held her high above the stage. Thankfully she stopped herself by gripping the handpost.

She is the strongest pillar of super junior despite her anxiety.

In 2008, a group of people started an organization to make her leave the group and give her a lot of hate. With the name Only Male. Her supporters were already big at that time so they sued the organization and got them to leave Chae alone.

During Eunhyuk’s scandal with IU in 2012, she protected Eunhyuk against very malicious comments.

She even let the management reveal her and Lee Seunggi’s dating news just so Eunhyuk won’t get the hate. And it came out badly. Chae got all of the hate especially for being together with the nation’s younger brother who had a very innocent image in contrast to her rebellious and sexy image.

Though Chae didn’t care. She was glad Eunhyuk didn’t get hate about it as more.

In an episode of Exploration of the human body, Chae was tasked to get the tears of each of her groupmates. (that was when they still promoted with hangeng, 2008) Surprisingly with the hidden camera prank her and her manager did the members all cried quickly without knowing about the prank.

Chae developed problem where she doesn’t cry. She gets scared to cry because of her trauma with her step-father. From the past year of Super Junior, Chae had only cried once and thats only 3 tears during the funeral of leeteuk’s grandparents.

Her close friends outside SJ and outside SM are: G-Dragon, TOP, Jessi, Lee Hyori, Rain, the whole njttw cast and Dara

Chae is incredibly blunt, she is much more straightforward, blunt and savage than Kim Heechul or any Korean idol / artist at that fact

Chae has a lot of tattoos.

She also has a high pain tolerance.

She is also known as the Queen of KPoP and Hallyu wave.

Her favorite food is spicy food, rice cakes and chicken.

[bepoets]

The Prom and all the even numbers!💖

THANK YOU ELLIE!!!

2.Favorite Song

- Unruly Heart. My entire heart belongs to this song.

4.Favorite Scene

- first of all, choosing one scene is just rude. I feel personally Offended. It’s this last real spoken scene though. The last scene between Alyssa & her mom (“my life’s already hard!” It’s a very impactful and emotional scene and you just feel a lot of feelings it’s a lot to handle) to the point where Alyssa says I LOVE YOU EMMA NOLAN and Emma says HOLY SHIT. That whole last scene. And Barry going “you’ll lose her if you don’t let her be who she is you’ll lose her” UGH it’s such s good scene. The SOLIDARITY !!!!

6.First Impression of it?

- “Oh my god there’s going to be a musical coming to broadway about LESBIAN TEENAGERS??????? A MUSICAL COMEDY??? LESBIANS??? THIS IS THE BEST THING TO HAPPEN TO THEATRE EVER I MUST RESEARCH IT SND FIND THE BOOTLEG OF THEIR RUN IN ATLANTA AND DO EVERYTHING IN MY POWER TO LOVE AND SUPPORT THIS SHOW”

8.Least favorite character?

- Mrs. Greene aka Alyssa’s mom because you know she’s kind of depicted as ~the bad guy~ and like yeah I get so hurt by her but also Courtenay Collins is just such a sweetheart angel and I DONT WSNT TO HATE HER CHARACTER AND I DONT SHES JUST AT THE BOTTOM OF THE TOTEM POLE FOR ME

10.Favorite non-original cast member

- considering the majority of the cast is still the OBC I gotta go with Susie Caroll one of the vacation swings she’s really out there going to college and being on broadway at the same time? Incredible. Phenomenal. An icon that we should all aspire to be.

12.Least favorite actor portrayal for [insert character here]

- ALL OF THE PORTRAYALS ON BROADWAY ARE GOOD PORTRAYALS. BUT!!!!!!!! James Cordan as Barry Glickman is a fucking mistake and that will be my least favorite actor portrayal for Barry once the prom movie comes out and yeah I’m forever disgusted & bitter that he’s playing a Jewish gay man get the fuck out of here James cordan

14.Rating from out of 10?

- 10/10 would recommend always and forever

16.favorite sung lyric?

- “So fears all in the past, fading so fast, I won’t stay hidden anymore. I’m who I am and I think that’s worth fighting for. And nobody out there ever gets to define the life I’m meant to lead with this unruly heart of mine.” AND “the curtain goes up and every now and then it feels as if we’re coming home again.”

18.Greatest weakness?

- their lack of Tony awards. I’m not even joking their greatest weakness is the lack of recognition they got in the award communities. They’re viewed as a musical comedy aimed more for teens, which the musical comedy thing is true but it’s really more for all ages. They also didn’t hype up the fact that it was “original theatre” NEARLY enough as they should’ve. Especially considering the other shows up for awards were movie based, movie based, movie based, mythology based, band based, singer based, revival, revival but you know that’s none of my busineeesssssss

20.how long have you followed the show?

- May 2018 about a month before they first released the Dance With You demo

22.Favorite change from previews/pre-broadway

- Oh my god all of them every single fucking one. First of all the casting, recasting Alyssa and Principal Hawkins were the best decisions they could have ever made. Just really and truly such a good choice. There’s dialogue changes and added scenes between Alyssa and Mrs. Greene that give things a more serious, not dark but kind of darker vibe. Unpopular opinion but I love the change to You Happened. The blocking for that scene adds a whole other layer to it that you didn’t get in the fluffy rom com version of Atlanta. I could write an essay on the blocking there omg

24.Have you seen it live?

- INDEED I HAVE!!! March 12th best day of my life. And I’ll be there for their final performance in August as well!

26.Do you own any physical merch?

- LOL DO I OWN ANY PHYSICAL MERCH YOU BET YOUR BOOTS I DO. I’ve got a hard copy of the OBCR, playbill & pride flag from the show, “we are liberal Democrats from broadway” button, today is not s dress rehearsal shirt, we’re all lesbians shirt, classically trained singer dancer activist shirt, The Prom jacket. I think that’s all of it.

28.favorite post canon headcanon?

- I haven’t really thought too much into it? Strange right for a fanfic writer and I don’t think much into post canon or headcanons for this show. I really love the idea of Emma and Alyssa going to college in New York or the surrounding area. And the four broadway performers being like adopted family to the two girls. Barry would do literally anything for those girls okay you cannot change my mind.

30.Favorite ship?

- EMMA NOLAN AND ALYSSA GREENE MY DUDES!!!! LETS GO LESBIANS LETS GO!!!

[rottenmud]

I'm curious about your ocs! Who are they?

My ocs are 9, theyre a killing squad and each of them are malevolent creatures.

Tj is a demon and he is really evil, he loves killing and make people suffer, he quite stupid tho a big loser and has always problems with the cops, duh~ always angry, always covered in blood not his. Btw he's in love with Mary.

Ezra a ghoul, kinda psychopath, he can't feel the pain, he can feel nothing, he just kills with no emotions and "hurt" himself. He is a non binary person. Has very weird habits, seems an alien sometimes. Long blonde hair, he's a blackster. Passes much of the time naked in forests, always covered in blood.

Mary, a vampire, had a traumatic childood, she hates men, her obsession is Marilyn Manson. She hates to show up her emotions even though she cries a lot. She's very harmful to herself, kills lots of men btw. She's straight but kinda likes Jupiter. Has a ferret as pet.

Michael a snow phoenix and James a fire one, they're an emo couple, always together, goals, lots of kinks. James is a nerd, always has a gameboy with him and oof he's so paranoid but sassy. Michael is a nerd too but for books and science, has lots of anxiety, he's nice though.

Nobody (main oc) is a Japanese dragon, sociopath, no one really notice him, he always hides wearing big black clothes, glasses and has long hair. Btw has LOTS of tattoos, always wears colored lents, shows off his body and beautifulness, he's really beautiful with sexy cloths at gaybars. Yes, he's gay but fucks also girls sometimes idk, he quite sadic too, loves to make suffer people but enjoy even pain if its caused by Ezra, he loves that guy. Has a white snake as pet. Btw he fucks around a lot, he fucked all of the ocs too lol

Sarah a butterfly nymph, cheerleader fucking annoying (tj cutted one of her fingers because of that) talks a lot, kinda yandere, anorexic, she hates herself but won't admit it, very harmful for herself and for others especially girls. Pure but also dirty, looks like an angel but she's not. Fucks teachers to have good grades.

Edward an elf, really introverted. Trans pan boy in transition, has ginger hair and freckles. Punk look. He was bullied by Tj and got infatuated by him, really insecure, plants are his joy. Loves to travel and SPACE, aliens are his passion. Oh snd he just likes to kill close minded people. Has rats as pets.

Nico a troll, he plays drums, rocker, he's not fat but thicc. Has lots of muscles. Edward's best friend, really tall and big. Introverted and shy, Sarah is his crush, gosh he scared to confess. The most normal out of them tbh, hates to kill but does it anyway just to impress his crush.

Side ocs (5) the witch squad composed by Jupiter, the most powerful of them, lesbian and deeply in love with Mary. Loves black cats and stars.

Moon a rainbow queen, really kind to everyone, loves sweets and colors, has lots of wigs. Collects magical rocks and diamonds. Has a crush on Edward.

Charlie, gendefluid. Old fashioned witch, loves to learn spells and potions. Hat enthusiast.

Jinny is a black girl with vitiligo. She' so gorgeous, curvy and curly! Has lots of social media, her self-esteem is so high, can't blame her. Hella cool~

Teddy is Nobody's cousin, a bit younger than him, a water dragon. Looks like an anime girl, kawaii shit, really evil.

[kaskad1994]

just say ur homophobic and go

Do u even know what that word means? Did u even read all the posts? You know what? People like u are the point why I wrote these comments. I didn‘t take them too serious but I knew some of you would come up snd put hate on me. Again. Did you read all those posts? Someone called all people on netflix cowards.- because they didn‘t do what the person wishedSo I answered and called all people on tumblr cowardsSomeone took the situation where veronica called sierre hers- because jamey and her didn‘t know they were talking about the same personSo i answered thisSo what I did was taking their posts, pull them over and write the opposite. I NEVER said that they are not gay. I never said that it is impossible that they could end up together as lovers. I NEVER said that people should stop shipping them. I said that no one talked about what the movie really is about. And I teased a few people on how they raged on the film makers and the story. But I bet they don‘t wanted to make another movie that is about lgbtq or bullying on highschools or how the loser gets finally to be one of the cool kids because the loser changes completly. That movie is about sierra. A girl who gets labeled as a loser. And labeled as gay because she doesn’t look stereotype. A girl that has a lot of insecurities. A girl that can‘t shine because people already judging her because of her looks. A girl that tries to make her way. A girl who tries to find herself. And a girl that learns that she is worthy. A girl like a lot of people here. And that was what I expected from tumblr. Appreciation for a movie that shows a „loser“ finding her way but still be a loser but a loser who knows who she is and knows that some people like her for the way she is and not for the way she looks. I am not homophobic. I ship a lot of gay couples. My best friend is a lesbian or at least bi or whatever she wants. I went to pride. My tumblr is full of gay stuff. I wish I could poop rainbows.Sierra could have end up with everybody. That‘s not what the movie is about. But thats what my posts are about. That it doesn‘t matter. But yeah go ahead and think what u want. You are not the only one here who will never get my point. And you don’t know me. Calling a stranger homophobic is rude. Because for me homophobia is one of the things I hate most in this world. Bye lil mad anon

[aureliegil]

It’s three a.m. Almost all of my shitty brain stuff posts are things I wanna tell her or a friend if I had one. I’m crying. I discovered this song. It makes me think so much about her. Now we have four songs. The first one is Love me harder. The lyrics aren’t really us but we loved it so much when we first met. The second one is a French song. I think the title is Une dernière danse, which means a last dance. It’s very sad and poetic. She said it makes her think about me, but I do think about her when I listen to it. The third one is shape of you. In February she told me it made her think about me because of the “I’m in love with the sape of you […] I’m in love with your body, last night you were in my room and now my bed sheets smell like you” and now the last one I guess she has never heard about it it’s “Au cœur de moi” which translates by inside of me (au cœur means inside but also in the heart of something it’s not sexual more into my soul you see) If I listen to the three first one I’m going to cry mostly the second one. I’m missing her. We had so many memories I can’t just realize she’s gone She was my everything I remember that day two years ago we were camping close to the beach and I wanted alcohol. She bought me some but it wasn’t the kind I wanted so I was a brat at this time and got angry and mad at her. She ended up drunk , took my sister with her. We phoned each other and she agreed on getting me a mojito. and both fell asleep behind the scene near the bar. After a long time waiting we went to look after them but they had disappeared. Her phone died and we thought they got kidnapped. We looked for them everywhere, call the police and the camping staff. That night I really thought I had lost both of them and i swear my heart didn’t feel that hurt in so long. When they woke up and came back I fell in the ground, crying in relief. I thanked god, even tho I’m not really a believer. And I guess that’s the night I realized I was deeply in love with her and that I couldn’t loose this girl. She had to live so many things because of me. You know what ? Nobody deserves me. Nobody would have been trough all of this like her. When people talk to me if they usually say one thing I don’t like I know it won’t work between us. But her … totally different. She dared at the beginning of our friendship to say I wasn’t the biggest fan of frozen (yeah I was stupid when I was younger and I was a brat too) usually I would have block that person. But I just told her I would not talk to her again. She excuses herself and I forgave her immediately. I didn’t feel disgust, I just felt fine with her. She also told me the first time we talked to each other she knew she could tell me everything I mean if all of this doesn’t mean we’re soulmates I don’t know what will She doesn’t believe in soulmate but I do It felt like she was a part of me With her anywhere I was I was happy She wanted to go out ? No problem Someone else asks ? Go fuck yourself I’m not moving my ass She was different I liked being touched I liked hugging someone I told her all my deepest secrets She even knows my games passwords I mean we were perfect without being perfect She was perfect with her huge ego, her tendency to not show her emotions snd affection toward me or never knowing what she was feeling She was always tired around 10 p.m which was so early to me She loved so many things I didn’t like and characters I hated She also had a period where she could get angry so easily She also didn’t talk about her feelings that much and I learned that she spent nights crying because of me and didn’t tell me when I could have tried to help her She gave me so much I would never thanks her enough My mother says we should have stayed friends. Now that we aren’t together anymore she’s telling me she will go back to men (even though she’s bisexual she’s already on men but she also has a lesbian preference, anyway) It’s just homophobic She’s telling me to try with a men But can’t she understand I’m demisexual ???? I explained her thousands of time but she doesn’t seem to understand But well it wasn’t the subject The subject is the girl I was proud to call my girlfriend She was perfect the way she was excited to do things The way she wanted me happy The was she was concentrating while playing a video game or working The way she felt like everyone when she wanted to be unique but she was to my eyes The way she wanted superpower like Korra The way we used to identify to every lesbian ship The way she scratches my head like a cat All the cute surnames she gave me “Chaton, kitten, kitty, ma reine, majesté, ma lady, mon cœur, mon ange (déchu), mon amour…” All the surname I have her “princesse, amour, chou, cœur, chérie (not forgetting the weird stuff such as your name, your pole, dandelion…)” Her smell oh god it was like a lullaby Her touch I felt so secure in her and and she was electric The way she smiles and my day shines back thanks to her Her laugh oh my god the most beautiful sound I have ever heard Or again her voice Their voice Yeah her voice change when Hatios and Tibu come (they also have different surnames and things I like that about them) The fact that some night she tries to find me in bed when she forgets I’m not here Her passions were ice skating tv shows yoyo guitar piano playing video games eating dill pickles and dragibus oh and when she talks about planes !!!!! She wanna be a hunting pilot. I could listen to her speak about it during hours and hours The uniform she has is so cute and I made her name tag and gave her her shoes She has a plain style with some funny words or drawings on them She doesn’t like items and objects : the less she has the better she is She loves knifes and collection them She loves cupcakes too She has this plush which is just a piece of fabric She used to caress her lips so much with it she had the tic to caress her lips with everything that she finds soft She thinks that my hands are so tiny and soft She loves my eyes and my lips And my long hair She used to have long hair too when I met her and every time she cut it at first I didn’t like it but now I’m in love She used to have a picture of me around her She loves sushis as much as I do I love her funny side and the way she is optimistic I love the way she looks so strong and with me she can be so “weak” she can be herself and I can protect her When she’s tired she’s not trying to be strong and she just comes into my arms She loves honey but I hate that and she wanna put this shit on her favorite pizza all the time She wishes she had blue eyes to be perfect but she already is She loves to make prank and she wanted to people to think she was a boy when she was younger She thinks her eyebrows are perfect and that’s true Her lips are the most kissable in the world She has a few freckles on her right side Her fingering fingers have the same size She has pointy bones She’s taller than me too and I love sleeping on her when we take the car She’s a real scientist haha Her kisses are the softest especially the little ones on my face She loves when I give her hickeys and she looks so cute They all of them have different favorite colors (red, black and yellow) and different favorite meals (Hatios loves meat and French fries but she hates French fries) Her whole body is a tickle place (which isn’t the same for them) I also know about the things that scared her, the trauma she had, and her family She used to text me goodnight at least every night or to call me and fall asleep like this In case if bad dreams or panic attacks I can say so many things about her oh god but I won’t here

Damn it’s all most 4 am I spent one hour to talk about her

I hope she’ll never see that. If she does she’ll see I’m not over her and see I’m still dependent and never come back. But I just wish she would. I love her so much. People say I’m not really in love I’m too young for that but for real I’m sure I am and I’ll surely never love someone again that much in my life.