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ichijokaoru · 1 month

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various goichis from my sketchbook! finally scanned :3 <3

i did just invent au reasons in my head to draw them in pretty traditional clothing for a page yes

this is my toku sideblog, but i have a dedicated art sideblog @magentameows, if you like my art! :3

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omgeto · 8 months

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Incoming... long lost love ex!geto who comes to see you for one last time—on the night that he's going to die.

#this is going to be angsty as hell but LIKE THEYLL BE FLUFF IN IT TOO #BUT ANGST #SINCE IT'LL BE SCORNED!READER #since geto just up and leaves you 10 years ago #the hate fucking will be insane #BUT SINCE THE LOVE IS STILLL THERE AND NEVER LEFT THIGNS GET ALL SOFT AND MUSHY #AND THE CONVOS THAT YOU'LL HAVE THE REMINISCING THE DISCUSSION ON WHY U BROKE UP #ALL THAT GOOD JUICY STUFF #DO U GUYS WANNA SEE THIS SHIT?#IDK WHY IM REALLY ASKING SINCE IM GONNA WRITE IT ANYWAYS #ITS GONNA BE MY BEST WORK YET #LIKE AN ACTUAL FINE CRAFTED PIECE OF WORK #THAT I PROOFREAD AND STUFF #AND LIKE PUT ALL MY EFFORT INTO #its the classic 'when he's mean to everyone but you' trope #or the classic 'you know I'll always love you even when you hate me trope'#and readers all like FUCKKK YOU DUDE #since yk I always have to make my reader a bit of a meanie #but then its the 'when you wanna hate him but you just cant'#so... yes #here's a big #★ — emptalkshit!

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hools · 2 years

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hi

#hooly noises #havent been posting a lot on main. ive just been hanging out mostly #i always have the urge to talk about thigns but not enough to make posts on the online #ive been playing ultrakill a lot lately too. need to make fanart when i can #in general though IDK. it seems like ive been doing a lot but these past weeks have been like. very normal #gods normalest girl #normalest tiredest girg. forever #hi

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mutini-ooc · 2 months

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isnt that new thread ooc

did you just tell me my own character was ooc.

#also she was ALWAYS LIKE THIS???#she jsust has a bunch of projects goign on. thats a thign tht was a thign freom the very start. liek. hello??#do i need a salty style counter too. what..

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onlythebravest · 1 year

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New ask game - Describe relationships with your moots at OT5 friendships

NO

I hate these games, I'm completely useless at them and scared I'll forget ppl

*sigh*

@larrysballetslippers and me are definitely Lirry though. she's a baby and I'm the big sister

@bigxrig -> maybe... Ziall? Nouis? someone with Niall anyway, bc Niall seems like he's the biggest fan of everything the other boys do and I'm a huge fan of everything she writes and we have fun conversations

@nooradeservedbetter -> maybe Zarry? they seem like they can have long deep conversations about random things

@hellolovers13 -> Narry, because we have lots of fun together and are a bit chaotic but not super chaotic. not Lilo level of chaotic

@neondiamond -> which friendship is where they're more quietly supportive of each other? Zouis during 1D, seems fitting!

my mind is going blank... i tag so many ppl going back and forth with snippets so my mind shouldn't be blanking like this

@lunarheslwt -> which friendship is it where the whole friendship is basically based on one thing? bc that's us and biting

@enchantedlandcoffee -> Niam maybe? we have a lot of conversations and are also always happy to help each other

#i'm so sorry if i missed someone #these types of games really aren't my thign #i'm useless at them and i always forgot ppl when put on the spot like this #and i have such a hard time comparing things #this is the first and last time i do something like this

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pyr0cue · 2 years

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i am mature and have moved on and dont need to be annoyed at this asshole. i am mature and i have moved on and their existance doesnt bother me anymore. i am mature and have matured and can be a bigger person. i am mature im matureeee (affirmations)

#SHES SO ANNOYING ONG #literaly shutt UPPP you get sooo annoyed when people are putting thigns in the wrong chat but ur allowed to do it cause of ur stupid #victim complex #that gives you a pass to do anything you please #because you are incapable of hurting people. its always a joke or unimportant.#but we are abusive because were like hey maybe ur not the authority on our mental illnesses?#and get annoyed when u constantly force us to listen to u vent and give advice and shit and then BLAME US when you take it #EVEN WHEN WE SAY NO #i am mature and have moved on. i understand that i was just as bad as she was #i am matureee im matureeeee IM MATURE AND CAN HANDLE PEOPLE ANNOYING ME #SORRY SORRY #personal #vent

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ittybittybumblebee · 2 years

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Relating waaay too much to posts about autism/adhd to be neurotypical at this point

#im such a little doubter at the same time though bc i rlly do not trust my own perception of my own experiences all the time #but man.... hurhghgh theres so much stuff #AND ITS ALWAYS THESE HIGHLY SPECIFIC THIGNS that make me go... 'oh'#god i really wish i had the words to someday explain stuff in depth to maybe get a sense of validation that im not just faking things #screaming bashing my head on the table screaming

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quilleth · 1 year

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drawing is great love it will literally get so cranky and restless when i don’t do it

actually trying to draw for once:

#*sighs* this would in some ways be easier if i could do sketches on the computer so i can move thigns around easier #but drawing on the computer has its own issues and i've more or less given up on it unless i can get a display tablet #why is it always the cool pictures i find that i want to use as references that just fucking suck

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gyahyahyahayhahayahyahyahyahyaha · 1 year

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i dont think ill ever be able to escape the grip thaqt the ffx soundtrack has always had on me and the grip that it has now. altho mostly different nowadays it remains at its root=, the same

#not that i really want to escape from it #ahhghnnn it alwys always always makes me feel so. melancholy and more often thn not just makes me start cryign or at the very least on the v #verge of tears. lke it def has some amount to do with my experience with the game itself. nostalgia too theres some a that in there.........#but also its just like lookng at the present and the future. it just puts me in a state of mind that reminds me of a lot of things to do wit #the present and things to come #the state of thigns. how they got here. where will they go. etc. etc........................................................................#u_u #i feel like somethings tryna come up my throat lol

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wheelie-butch · 2 years

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the past like month I've really felt like I have so many ideas and things I want to work on and it's not even a case of getting bored or tired or whatever with the things I'm in the middle of, it just feels like I have a bunch of helium balloons in my hands already and I keep seeing more I want to grab onto before they float away

#mez speaks #idk i dont want to complain i am getting stuff done #i just want to work on all of it at once bc it all makes me happy #and also some of it kind of is time limited #and some of it im probably not going to manage once term starts again so i want to get it done in the next 5-ish weeks #never thought I'd be complaining this insanely long summer is going by too quick and yet #and ofc there is the ever present fear of death or more severe disability etc etc etc so it always feels i have very limited time anyway #but honestly shouldnt that mean i focus extra hard on completing things rather than a bunch of false starts yknow #i just dont know how to prioritise things bc circumstances change so quickly?#like how could i POSSIBLY plan what i want to do in september thats forever away a different world #anyway this is a ramble and im sure i cant be the only one who feels like this i just wish i knew the best thign to do

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aliceyabusamesoneball · 2 years

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man

#vent #sometimes i really hate being this way 😭#i just wantsomeoen to care aboutme as much as icare about them #ifeelmlike #i do so many thigns and nobodiy reallygivesme crediit for it #i try so hard tobe a good frjend #alli want is for peopleot likeme #soemtimes i just wannagivr up on everythjgn #i need to get this out of my system bruh i dont hav etime for this 😭#I WAS TEYUNG SO HARD TO GET MYSELF TO CRY IN THE SHOWER BECAUSE I ALWAYS FEEL BETTER ADTER I CRH BUT IT WAS ONLY A FEW TEARS IT DIDNT HELP #ANYTHJNG #sigfh

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beeapocalypse · 2 years

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goodnight now. look at this image of the exemplar

#body horror tw #truly love this grody thing. personally think it is a thing made out of two different guys (exalted cultist of--#--the stain and a segment of some eldritch entity fused together) and i hope theres some sort of expansion on the portal in the--#--ground it is hefting itself out of. if not for it specifically then some other guy. maybe a chapter final boss. big pair of--#--freaky hands emerging from a portal (to the space between spaces the shambler and such reside?) whcih represent--#--regret or whatever #that same sort of striking light is also shown in the seething sighs dying light move (WHAT a name. the light is--#--literally dying hope is naught but a torch upon a carriage as the stain swallows the world. what the hell) and one of the altars--#--moves (i do not remember lol) like DUDE. the single Force of the universe both light and dark always circling--#--back to that FLAME (SHRIEKS.) and how the acolytes of dd1 carry around what look like--#--empty torch scones and use them as wands. i am so normal man i am feeling normal thigns abt this #WHY does the exemplars flame head sputter out w certain animations. like ik it could just be a purely technical thing to just--#--not muddy them up or wahtever but the upper body draws power from it. either to manipulate the stain (EXULTATION. LOOKS LIKE IT IS--#--SWEEPING IT THRU THE MERCENARIES' RANKS) or empower the lower body so is it akin to the occultist--#--burning up his own life or whatever for his stuff ? except the exemplar generates its OWN worship ingame like it is its--#--own patron. my god. i dont even get what im saying here i just love this thing and the implications of it so much

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terrminallycapricious · 22 days

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((i have a rly stressed out fast mind and often i forget to punctuate or word things right in general bc speaking is hard lmao but

if english is not your first language and you need me to stop, or slow down, or re-explain something, feel free to tell me always. nothing wrong with asking, ever. ill be happy to make sure i get things clear as possible. thank u for having patience with me also <3 ))

#ooc #this counts generally also for people who Do have english as their first language and get confused by my phrasing.#never feel bad for needing reassurance there #autism and having to teach myself how to speak has always been difficult but im learning new thigns everyday and trying to get strongerat i

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nixii-sabre · 4 months

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AUGHG I HAVE SOOOOOO MANY THINGS ON MY MIND ALL THE TIME ALL AT ONCE LEMME KEEP TRACK OF ONE THING ONLYYYY PLEAAAS SHSWUHDEDXNWEDEIDM

#VENT-ISH #???#I guess #ANYWAYS #I HAVE LIKE A MILLIONS THIGNS ONYM MIND #THE THING FOR SELENOPHOBIA. THE BIG THING. THE ANIMATIO TEST.#EXERCISING BECAUSE IVE BEEN DOOING THAT A FUCK TON #LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS OF SOLAR ASH #FOR NO REASON???#DOWNFALL (a rp with my friends)#WINDTOOTH PLANE (also a rp with my friends)#THE NECROSIS AU (ALSO a rp with my friends but its an alternate universe)#ROLEPLAYING #WRITING #DOING ALL MY BOGUS REPORTS ANS STUFF #THINKING ABT OPENING UP ART COMMISSIONS AND ALSO A PAYPAL #HELPING MY FAMILY BUILD A FUCKING BUSINESS #SUGGESTIVE STUFF???? WHAT THE FUCK??? WHY IS THAT WITH EVERYTHING ELSE SOMEHOW HOW DID THAT FIT IN THERE #IDFK HOW BUT ITS' THERE FOR SOME REASON #MAKING SURE MY PARTNER HAS ENOUGH ATTENTION BC ISTG I NEED TO TALK TO THEM MORE. IM ALWAYS BUSY ALL THE TIME I DONT GET TO SPEND TIME WIT E #CLEANING MY ROOM FULLY?? LIKE NOT JUST SAYING ALR LEMME CLEAR OFF THIS ONE SPACE THATS GOOD #LIKE ACTUALLY TEARING DOWN POSTERS AND PUTTING UP CALENDERS AND SHIT LIKE THAT #WORRYING ABOUT MY BEST FRIENDS (MOST OF THEM ARE MORE DEPRESSED THAN ME AT THIS POINT)#ART ART ART ART SO MUCH ART LITERALLY FUCK TON OF ART.#GIFT ART. LOTS OF THAT. WANTING TO DO ART TRADES AND GIFT ART.#THE FUCK.#OK THIS TURNED INTO A FULL ON VENT WHAR #vent #What did I do to these tags man...

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munch-mumbles · 10 months

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vent in tags againnn

#oh my goddd the loneliness aches it aches it aches #im running out of thigns to distract me from it #nothing interests me i can barely sit through a youtube video i struggle to start new shows or watch new movies #my body hurts all the fucking time #all i can think about is how i might die soon #i always feel weak and its hard to think and its hard to do anything to help myself #and i have no one to help me up #because im too tired to be interesting to be worthy of someones attention #pacing in this dead end is just wasting my own time #i dont know mann i miss my mom but any circumstance where i try to run home for comfort involves having to interact with my dad #it keeps getting harder every single day and the worst part is realizing how small of a blip i am in everyone elses life ultimately #'everyone else' what like. five people #who Know Of me in this world #i wouldnt be distressed if i knew how to keep myself entertained anymore but that passions gone #its incredibly hard for me to draw or even work on my ocs at times because of how constantly distracted i am #so everything thats supposed to be easy is impossible and im just. rotting #im going in circles with my venting here ugh. i dont know what to do and i dont know how im going to keep going #i cant even really just relax to a movie in bed because im fucking stupid as fuck and bought wired headphones instead of wireless a few #months ago and the wire doesnt reach to my bed. thats such a stupidly small thing but its just whta my life has devolved into

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lynxalon · 11 months

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im like ifa man needed to be asleep aaaaaaaages ago

#lynx speaks #its almost 4am. ough #sleep demon bck at id again :(#keepin me up makin it soooso hard to sleep........#i'm on a fantasy high binge atm an whaaaaale one more ep so i can see shane b4 he goes to work #and then i'll do a proper lay down an ill chillout some #mebbe watchin things is counterproductive but 4 me its always worked out #cause if i go lay down when i cant sleep like dude i spiral so fast and paranoia fucks me over and then i spend hours tense and stressed #like isnt that just EVIL that like rhe evilest thign in tha worldd :/#i would like to RELAX when i sleep but nauuuur #i'll be lucky if i can relax when i'm dead #<<< not a die joke i'm forreal so fucken tense all the time #its not like i meet anyone ever but god. can i befriend a masseuse person who loooooves giving massages or shit bro #could i be a masseuse dummy for people learning how to give massages .......#dream job TBH #okay thatsanough kf my thoughts tonight mmmmmmmm

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