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Caught up with Dead Friend Forever, and I am enjoying it. Very much intrigued.
But I just gotta say that Fluke is a bitch. I hate him.
Honestly I blame him for everything, because all of this suffering Non is going through, wouldn’t have happened if he would’ve said something. Cause he was sitting there the whole time.
Though I do think it explains his sudden flip in the present.
But yeah, I blame Fluke. Fuck him.
Also, Jin sucks. I can’t believe it. I actually liked him up until the latest episode.
#dead friend forever#dff the series#my poor non#hated seeing how bad he was being done#and I hope that all them people die#I’m not upset that Por is dead he was a bully#Top needs to get ended too#but save Fluke for last and pin it all on him#because he’s a punk ass bitch#I’m also mad at Jin but not as much as I am mad at Fluke#though what Jim did was truly fucked up#never mind I do kind of hate Jin#I hope Phee was fucking with him all this time out of revenge too#thai bl
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once again screaming crying throwing up about the fact that infinity train was prematurely cancelled despite being contracted for 5 seasons.
#infinity train#like i really really want all 8 seasons. & i really really want present day!amelia and all that would come with that (e.g. hazel and grace)#but i feel like i would be so much more content with the show's cancellation if we had the bow on top of it all that was the amelia season#because she was the villain from s1#the fallout of her villanry births the antagonists from s2.#she appears again in s3 having moved on slightly and changed her outlook. thereby creating a somewhat optimistic outlook on the end point of#her story#and s4 shows (in parts) her descent into villany.#she's been the main reocurring presence in the whole show and her train motivation (unbearable grief) and villain arc are the most#complex the show would've handled#i truly believe that if they had been allowed to make it it would have served as a perfect ending to the show#because she's been built up for so long and because the writers would've had so much material to work with AND detail to pay attention to#it wouldve been spectacular.... and everything they wanted to explore in later seasons wouldve been so good too#(older tulip and revenge and acceptance of something as complicated as alzheimer's disease)#(and i also think it wouldve been neat for them to show us a glimpse of 40 y/o rymin cuz those boys have major issues still when they get#off the train#and so id like a snapshot of them in the future that shows they worked things out)#yeah. justice 4 infinity train justice 4 amelia hughes. i want to fuck that 60y/o deeply evil woman so badly and i need her back in my life
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Pajamas
#still trying to get the hang of drawing tummies#I always forget theres like. stuff between the collarbone and the hips. sometimes I forget hips exist 🗿#my brains so used to it now that drawing like. riblines and stomachs feels like the body is ‘””’too long’#I pose in the mirror a lot for reference and she ends up being my guinea pig 🧍#I cant do complex stuff comfortably though. I have a hard time wrapping my head around foreshortening#walking around in a crop top and underwear is funnn. maybe they were right about those#swimsuit outfits. I want to draw more like these#no not swimsuit I was thinking of the fucking. the big jakt or big pant post. you already know which one I fall under#my art#myart#doodles#my oc#oc#Augusta#partial nudity#OH THAT WAS THE WORD I WAS TRYING TO THINK OF#I posted this in another server but I felt the need to spoiler it and I couldn’t remember the word#like its not suggestive and there are no genitals. but shes technically in her underwear and showing a lot of skin#cw partial nudity
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im showing my friend clanker the awesome six eggs and single ice key i found today
#happy easter clanker#for the past three days ive just been playing banjo kazooie for fun#ended originally with a time of 8:22:12#but that changed when i wanted to try getting the stop n swop stuff for the first time on my copy of banjo#so the final time is 9:32:33#i forgot how much i disliked rusty bucket bay. good lord that engine room and stinky bad water#every other level was fine. though i got so confused at first as to what jiggy i was missing in click clock woods#it was just the one on the branch at the very top of the tree. i wouldve never found it had i not looked it up#notes and honeycombs though? did those purely from memory#jiggies too i guess minus the single 1 out of 100#which i think is better than what i was hoping to achieve playing without a guide#i didnt get all mumbo tokens though. i DID get the ones you could easily lose if done wrong though.#i need 7 more mumbo tokens basically to reach 100%#i was also very tempted to 100% gruntys furnace fun (i.e. all squares) but. at a point i was like ''hm. no lets not''#maybe someday. just not then.#i managed to blind guess a lot of grunty questions though#only talked to her sister like. once. and i didnt get any of those questions on the quiz#oh yknow whats fucked up? that one shortcut between rusty bucket bay and mad monster mansions puzzle#you cant break the gate for it if you raise the water level too high#also it took me until today to learn that CheatO's cheats are upgrades and not... cheats#fucked up. but i didnt have too much problems without it. <- he died to grunty once only cause he got knocked off the tower#anyway sorry for the strange photo quality. played on my n64 on an old crt ive had. and i only have a lamp on in my room.#its not as dark as it looks in the image atleast#i also learned that banjo kazooie has way more cheats than i ever knew about#before collecting all the stop n swop stuff. i gave myself the infinite air underwater cheat cause. god.#its so nice to swim around with any anxiety. mostly just used it to swim with clanker for a bit. :).#didnt need it for any other reasons. i done collected everything else girlies#though kid me used a lot of cheat codes in tooie. only because i had a magazine that had all the codes#i 100%'d that one a few years ago i think. jiggies atleast. i think.#anyway. :) clanker
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just a little sneak peak bts shoots for later this month ▪️◼️◾⬛
#i only have like three poses and they're all subpar :/#buy hey i am trying my best#these feel a little too loose? are they supposed to feel that way or super tight? i need to know to reorder them a size down#please don't judge my body#i already feel like i'm dealing with lost of appetite so i don't need anymore negativity#or say whatever you want#i can't control other people's comments.#so i rolled up an old black trunk xD#just wanted to see if it's better with or without underwear underneath?#also#should i shave my leg hair for this or nah?#there's a lot of internal questions here#but point is - i feel a little sexy in these?#you can see how tight the underneath trunks are for me 🤣😭 look at those muffin tops of mine oof#gotta get back to my weight loss journey#anyways - i know this is not much but i am trying#okay @anon who asked#here ya go- i will do my best to keep my word and post again by the end of May 👍🏽✌🏽#personal#a rose colored tease#fishnets
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god this spread goes unreasonably hard
#unrebloggable b/c a girl's gotta leave surprises for the main art blog :P gotta add more sfx and fix gunter's expression but this is p close#compare and contrast the top right panel with what ive shown before and you can see how much better this textured brush is makin the stroke#faster too. did half of this in an hour? hour and a half?#i need to make wholesome art of xander; he gets the short end of the stick a lot in my works.... sorry bro#own art#ashes and ghost
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wip wednesday: boy you really would’ve thought I’d have posted these by now
#it’s 80k of scenes that are individually 50-90% complete and not a single one is done#there might be a lot of cutting too because a bunch of these are stupid fluff pieces that simply aren’t interesting or important#so need to cut this down a whole bunch#they will be banished to the Dark Google Doc where lies the original draft of chapter 6 and the rough draft of the slider one-shot#1. ‘so… about what happened last night’ post first kiss#2. ice gets curious about mav’s family#3. Admiral Kazansky gets a little jealous#pete maverick mitchell#tom iceman kazansky#top gun#top gun maverick#icemav#top gun fanfiction#i might pause wip Wednesdays for a few weeks. I’ve posted a snippet from 70% of the scenes which i think is detrimental to the end reading#experience.#sorry these are taking so long but they really are just extras so don’t worry about it too much#dont let me overhype them. like im extremely proud of some of the writing (it’s much better than some of the stuff on ao3)#but they’re not necesssry to the story overall
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Am suddenly miserable and it's like oh no however could this happen, despite the fact that it's:
Ongoing ~Mysterious Woman Disease~ Health Thing
Working from home for a few days which makes me miserable if I do it for more than one (1) consecutive day because my brain is broken
Have been eating like shit
Have been going to bed late
Haven't eaten lunch at the correct time in 3 days
Had 2 OCD spirals this week
Thought abt marcille dunmeshi lifespan angsty abandonment issues too hard
#the duality of fran#SURE IS A MYSTERY HUH#also the catholic can bitch all they want. thats fine.#but actually hormonal birth control or a hysterectomy WOULD fix this partially#or if not fix per se. at least like#make things less onerous and agonizing and bad#i have REGULAR depression i dont need bonus pmdd on top of it. and pmdd that never ends bc i maybe???? am developing pcos???#OR SOMETHING#like please. get rid of this shit. i dont want it. i dont need it.#literally flatlining my hormones would also 100% help all my insane skin sensitivities too#i could also stop having night terrors abt being pregnant. so yknow. would be great.
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I have only one thing on my mind rn. And it is definitely NOT what i need when trying to write an angst scene.
#its abt a future fic pairing#bc ofc it is#but hear me out#children look away for this one#ftm ghost 'teaching' ftm reader who's never used a strap b4 how to fuck soap properly#imagining ghost starting out with simple instructions#trying to direct you with words only at first#but you're just not getting the concept 😕#your movements far too sloppy and uncoordinated#sure#you've been on the reciving end plenty of times#so you should have an idea at least right? wrong#poor soap is just laying there. reassuring you with his words bc ofc he is. he knows you've never topped b4.#and somehow your doin just *barely* short of what he needs.#our ghostie sees this. but obviously ur not a verbal learner. so he has to *show* you#.you assume he'll just take over n fuck soao for you. but no. he has u stay right where you are.#coming up from behind#soap splayed out on his back in front of u. ghostie in the back.#and i think yall know where this is goin#just an idea#don't quite have it flushed out yet. just had yo put it down somewhere.#male reader#<33#top male character#switch reader#bottom male character#call of duty x male reader
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BACK TO ONE PIECE LETSGOOOOO
#nami put luffy in a cage.... dont let sanji see that.... again nami demonstrating how she is the strongest ever.....#why is franky the boat akshaksjskqjqk ROBIN NEARLY 1000 MILLION YEAAAAAHHHHH#sanji exploded </3 rip the smoking got to him..... luffys snapshot in the cage beaten up akdhsksjsk#jinbes theme is a banger.... buggy lmaoo chacho means president??? that is so funny... CHACHOOOO!!! also buggy owning croc money... banger#these two divas sitting cross legged on the couch bullying buggy.... ajhdkajsa buggys bounty akdhsksjsks#this whole episode was so funny lmao buggy....#talking tag#watching one piece#episode 1086#luffy wanted yamato to join the crew omg....... i mean of course but he was maaaad.... i kew yamato was a nakama for sure#marco telling luffy ace would be proud of him and smiling.... didnt that happen before and he got sad??? development#SERAPHIM?? THE NEW PACIFISTAS?? why tf does she look like hancock??? OMG MARGARET!!! FUCKING BLACKBEARD??? IN AMAZON LILY???#baby angel mihawk too??? what is this.... KILL BLACKBEARD YES!!!! THROW HIM INTO THE SEA!!! LET THE SEA RECLAIM HIM!!!#so pretty sure what garp was talking about were the seraphim pacifistas..... just keep making things worse old man sure#koby is gay confirmed see.... helmeppo got got... the downsides of being bisexual...#BLACKBEARD GOT HER!!! GET YOUR FUCKING HANDS OFF HER!!!!#episode 1087#hancock lying on rayleighs legs omg... those are her parents ALSO SHAKKY EX KUJA CAPTAIN AND EX EX EMPERESS??? RAYLEIGH?????#why does amazon lily have a giant portrait of luffy on the palace facade akdhaksjaka i mean i DO know why.....#who tf is wang zhi and what did koby do.... and blackbeard is NASTY!!!! RAYLEIGH GET HIM!!! this reminds me of shanks in marineford... a lo#koby kidnapped by blackbeard?? omg kuma....... he is alright.... why the cherry blossom petals in between them ajdjsksjwk#see how sabo is alive.... but why does koala have blue eyes and orange hair now.... luffy having a crisis#i was thinking is carobou om that fucking barrel and YES why us brook crying akdhsk what do you know#zoro using luffy's words against him.... but i dont think ace is a good example of this.... zoro and sanji fighting about who is on top....#luffy asking robin for news.... BUT ROBIN I WANT TO KNOW!!!! omg this ending???? WHAT DID LUFFY SAY???? that was beautiful.............#he said he wants to give everyone freedom i know it... and he needs to be pirate king for that.... he knew since he was a child.....#omg....... the one piece is freedom for everyone and for some reason roger couldnt do it he wanted his son to do it.....#back on my theories grind....#episode 1088#LUFFY!!!! THE MAN THAT YOU ARE!!!!
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I remember back when The Mountain Goats No Children was a meme on here seeing a post that went “I hope you live, i hope we both live,” and it making me SO angry…
And this was before I had ever even listened to the song (or anything by TMG for that matter), but now, knowing that John wrote the song, and specifically the line “I hope you die, I hope we both die” in response to radio overplay of the sugary sweet I Hope You Dance, I feel even more vindicated, because like.
Yes. Ultimately my overall life philosophy is that I hope we all live… I would hope that goes without saying. But No Children isn’t a life philosophy. It’s about how sometimes everything sucks and you feel like shit and trapped and hopeless and angry and I HOPE YOU DIE, I HOPE WE BOTH DIE!!!!!!!!! And who can’t relate to that? Who has NEVER felt like that in their lives??????
I feel a little silly accusing what was ultimately just a joke meme post of Toxic Positivity, but that was the vibe I was getting from it, which is why it made me mad. As though it was sticking up its nose at a song it clearly had no understanding of and going “well I hope we both LIVE 😇😇” and like. Fuck you lol. It’s okay to feel negative emotions. It’s okay to be angry.
#tmg#the mountain goats#tagging bc i feel strongly about this lol… i’m sure i’m not the first to say this#but like. you know. if negative songs aren’t your thing then that’s cool - i respect that#but they still have a right to exist#it’s like people saying that stories with tragic endings shouldn’t exist… that non-hopeful stories should not exist#they can’t understand how people could get catharsis from that too#and it’s okay to not understand! there are plenty of things people enjoy that i’ll never understand#but that doesn’t mean they shouldn’t exist#or need to be sanitized#idk… my personal experience with No Children is that i avoided listening to it for the LONGEST time bc i thought it’d just be edgy bullshit#but then i FINALLY listened to it and i was like ‘oh yeah - i’ve been there’#and i’ve been a Mountain Goats fan ever since#bc i really respect and appreciate the way that John doesn’t see negative feelings as the antithesis to healing#there are a lot of artists out there who are like ‘yeah i made a lot of negative songs when i was in a bad place but now i’m getting better#so i’m gonna make happy peppy songs now!’ and like. hey - good for them! more power to them!#but i like the acknowledgment that experiencing those darker feelings doesn’t mean you’re a terrible person or backsliding#it’s okay to just *FEEL*#and it’s okay to sing ‘No Children’ at the top of your lungs in your house all alone#you might even feel BETTER afterwards!#don’t know until you try it!!
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why is literally everyone on my sonic tomodachi life island in love with shadow as if theres not other people to choose from and hes not gonna reject them every time . stop creating a love spiderweb with some guy whos not even interested in you
#at one point i kept ending up in scenarios where one mii would try to confess and a bunch of others would show up to interrupt#and they would all get rejected lmao .. most have moved on by now though after getting rejected so many times or finding someone else#but ill still occasionally get an ''im in love with shadow !!! '' even though. hes already taken#silver is the one who managed to win him over btw if anyone is curious .#list of people who have tried to date shadow off the top of my head: silver espio blaze amy#and sticks just told me shes in love with him too NO YOURE NOT . STOP#even knuckles got in on it once. and hes literally already dating sonic ??#i mean knuckles has two hands but polyamory isnt a thing in this game sooo#amy and blaze and espio were particularly desperate...#i made it a rule for myself to try to avoid forcing any particular couples#and to just let any ships happen as long as they dont have weird age gaps or otherwise make me uncomfortable#(which is how i ended up with shadilver even though im not really into that pairing)#but i made a mii of tekno JUST to give amy a decent romantic option. because she wouldnt stop asking about shadow#and i kept ignoring her or telling her not to get with shadow and she wouldnt give it up#and it was getting on my nerves because sha/damy is one of those ships on my ''not going to let these happen no matter what'' list#well shes with tekno now and she also stopped asking about shadow so much once he got with silver so. its fine#and blaze ended up finding someone else too. not espio though hes still single. but thats fine#i dont need every single mii paired off idgaf about that#tomodachiposting
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Shout-out to everyone who survived a "fun" easter with the family
#fucking hell#it started with finding out my dad smoked in my car when I picked up my sister#who was equally dreading the day#my mum turns into the world's tensest and judgemental presence. worsened by my aunt#then hell for autistic people (of which there are multiple present)#multiple deaf people means one uninspired conversation that isn't interesting in any way.#combinations of passive aggressiveness and people not saying a thing because they can't participate. voice volumes too damn high#weirdass food situations. Very full table. so many smells.#this goes on for over an hour. wishing for literally anything but being there. soul crushing.#then you still have to sit in that room for 2.5 hours. it just goes on and on.#my autistic deaf dad physically looks like how I feel. my mum and aunt keep piling on top of him to demand his mental presence#i leave the room once (to get my phone to show pictures to my uncle) and am immediately followed upstairs by my mum#who demands I don't leave the room (What's next. following me when I need the toilet?)#me and my sister are so bored we start throwing paper planes and fake fighting.#Which amuses the bored and the deaf#but of course my mum and aunt have opinions and this is not allowed. only soul crushing boredom allowed#they complain to each other over it while aggressively doing dishes#finally it ends because my mum and aunt start insisting my dad should go to bed if he's 'that tired'. *sprinkle on some additional ableism*#still sitting through a conversation about allergies one of my sister's friends has. my mum preaching that people should take that seriously#(meanwhile i had to cook for myself for 9 years because when my allergies were really bad no one bothered to check if i could eat something)#me and my sister go sit upstairs to discover our mum has made things we care about vanish in her room#and made things appear that should not be there#I've washed the interior of my car and hope the smell will go#you think it's over after that. but woke up with the realisation that even more things have disappeared from my sister's room.#i can't remember a time when things left outside of my room didn't disappear#I don't know why we do these family gatherings at all. no one has fun on days like that.#the housing crisis isn't making these things easy. my sister is losing her place to live again as well#she'll go hiking for a month and then work on a campsite over the summer#maybe I'll go house sitting again. idk.#can't make commitments a few months in advance like that because I'll cancel everything the second Sparks announces anything important
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#im not going to answer the last few asks ive gotten bc. this blog just isnt the place for this kind of conversation but#i will just say explicitly. dont u dare say i dont think it's a big deal.#the reason im upset about this is *because* i know how fucking big a deal this is. i mean fuck ?#it's mass fucking genocide.#and i dont want people misplacing their anger at a stupid fucking band that doesn't know shit about it.#and i dont want them to potentially fuck this up and spread misinformation. so focus your energy where it counts.#and that's all i'll say on the matter. considering this is just a small 5sos blog#and you dont know what im doing in my personal life to talk about this issue outside of '5sos world'#and you dont know what 5sos are doing either outside of public press land#and i would like to think - like the ukraine situation - that they are doing their part to donate and help with their money and privilege.#but you know that if they spoke about this on fucking TWITTER of all places ?? like that's the top place to get important news???#that people would just focus their energy on complaining that they took too long. instead of actually helping anything or anyone.#people just want to misdirect their energy and their anger. and of course you're angry. of course we're all fucking angry and horrified#and devastated. but let's put it where it counts. to the people who need help. not stupid celebrities. just. yeah. ok#end of conversation
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It's kinda funny how scattershot my approach to the 2D games has been lol.
AM2R: Beat, 100%
Zero Mission: Beat but haven't/won't complete percentage
Metroid: Completed percentage but haven't beat
Dread: Working on it
What a skip lol
I want to play Super and Fusion and the other two versions of Metroid II properly, I've watched enough playthroughs to have a good feel for them but it's no replacement for actually experiencing them myself. But I do think I want Return Of Samus to be the last one, (until future releases anyway) but not in a "putting off the worst until all other options are exhausted" way, more a "saving the best for last" way. I already know I'll love it for the story and how that's conveyed, but I want it to be special.
#not a reblog#metroid#honestly I feel like I kinda screwed myself in a way#by going straight into AM2R#which isn't as advanced as Dread#but still benefits from all the advances up to the GBA era#plus a bit of extra polish on top courtesy of fan love#and on one hand I kinda needed a good first impression#to sell me on the feel of playing 2D#when my prior experience was the Prime trilogy#but on the other hand I think I chose something a little too good#and that definitely impacted Zero Mission for me#(I still get mad thinking about the Kraid fight)#and I know Super is gonna be a pain to go back to too#ironically I had a pretty good time with original Metroid#up until the escape sequence at the end#but playing it via Planets probably helped#I want to take a break before I do Return Of Samus#a long one#so that I can come at it fresh as possible#and doing it last still gives it a place of honor#since first is no longer an option#(in fairness my options were limited when I started AM2R)#zero mission#metroid zero mission#metroid planets#am2r#metroid dread
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aaa i wanted to make art for hua cheng’s birthday but it snuck up on me so i just cleaned up an old unfinished piece instead!
#hualian#hua cheng#xie lian#tgcf#tian guan ci fu#my art#top and bottom drawing were drawn several months apart#the art style difference feels so noticeable to me but hopefully not to other ppl :sob:#i didnt wanna post the og art at first bc i felt like it didnt look good enough but also i couldnt fix its issues without restarting#but also it's too cute to not share and i think i need to be less harsh on making my art look perfect#also i still wanna make a hua cheng centered piece hrrrgggg maybe ill get smthing done b4 the month ends at least
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