Jessica: A Poem
Discovering the Jessica Rabbit RP blogs of @aparticularbandit last year has inspired me to start writing again. I did work on a few fanfics as a teenager, but then I fell away from writing, and I'd like to pick it back up. It's my New Year's Resolution for 2024.
So here's a poem about Jessica Rabbit. It's inspired by a brief line from the official Roger Rabbit comics, where Roger casually mentions that he used a butterfly net on Jessica the first time he met her. (And nope, there's no other context given.)
This poem is a first draft, so I welcome constructive criticism.
I’m told I must be seen to be believed,
But I have no control over my image.
Were I to print a portrait for you here,
That would be called a breach of copyright,
And those who own me now are rich in funds
To buy the finest lawyers in the land.
So picture, in your mind, a female form,
With legs so long they stretch from Saturday
To Monday like a three-day weekend, and
A body snaking out and in and out,
And topped with orange locks like dampened fire,
And emerald eyes, and plump and pouting lips.
That’s me. And that is what I’ve always been,
Since someone dared to stain his fingers red
With paint to drape me in a sequined gown
And panted, breathing on me, giving me
The life and animation he required
To make his films. Yes, acting is my trade.
I’ve had another. It would make you blush.
Now, I must stress, I had no choice in that.
I had no interest in the act itself;
It was a job, I did it rather well,
But was it something I looked forward to
With girlish glee? No, not at all. Listen,
I did not hate, but neither did I love.
Those owners told me, “Jump;” I asked, “How high?”
Those owners told me, “Down;” I asked, “How low?”
What power did I have to utter, “No”?
I truly did believe this was my role,
My purpose, yes, the reason I was made:
To be the one that husbands hurried to
Whenever they had need of rough relief.
I did not ask if I deserved to live
A life where I could choose my own desires,
Could choose where I would go, what I would do –
A life of joy and peace and liberty.
It was self-evident that I did not.
I had been drawn, not born, and that made me
A servant to the gracious human beings
Who gave the greatest gift, of life, to us,
The inkblots. We were servants. And that was
A fact as clear as day, just like the fact
That one man known colloquially as “Pope”
Was Catholic. So I sank into my pit,
The lowest of already lowly folk.
What pulled me out and finally set me free?
A butterfly net. No, I’m serious.
One day I took a walk into the woods,
And it was spring, and flowers carpeted
The forest floor, and I was passing time
Until the night came, when I would be needed.
I thought I heard the slaps of massive feet –
Then something like a stick wacked into me.
The impact knocked me backwards into mesh.
I sat there, tangled, reeling from the blow,
And then I heard a voice above my head:
“Jeepers! So sorry, miss! I’ll let you out!
See, I was aiming for this butterfly –
I didn’t see you there!” I had to laugh.
That was the first time I had ever laughed.
How could I not have laughed? How could he not
Have seen me? How? I never could escape
The leering eyes and lolling tongues of men.
Surely this fellow was a fellow too?
Then why would he be any different? Well,
I dug a high heel in and cut the net,
And then I stood and shook the ropes away,
And turned, and I beheld my captor – and
I realised I towered over him.
He was a creature made of ink and paint,
As I was, only he was hairier
And shorter, and his clothes were like a clown’s.
His eyes and ears and nose were larger, too.
He trembled in my shadow, looking up,
Expecting me to fly into a rage
And beat him till his snow-white hair turned red.
Instead, I simply asked, “Are you all right?”
That must have been a welcome change for him.
We painted ones see little kindness from
The humans who created us, the ones
Who ought to love us dearly, but do not,
So we must give each other kindness. Well,
That’s how I’ve tried to live my life, although
Few people tend to want my company
(Unless they’re paying for my services),
Not even other painted slaves. After
I asked this fellow if he was all right,
The man exhaled, apologised again,
And asked me who I was, and where I worked,
And how I found myself within the woods.
I answered, and I asked him questions too.
We almost could have stayed a thousand years,
Among the daisies, asking, answering,
But all too soon, the Sun was lowering;
I had to go; he promised he would meet
With me again. He kept his word. He came
To find me just outside the studio
And asked me what I’d like to do that day –
The first time anyone gave me a choice.
We spent two years in pleasant company,
And then, one summer’s day, we tied the knot.
I strode into the chapel, dressed in white,
And my eyes found his, and they never left.
We’re still a wife and husband. No-one thought
That we would last this long. How could a dame
With beauty such as mine dote on a fool?
What do I see in him? He treats me well;
He buys me candy in a heart-shaped box
And takes me to the finest restaurants
He can afford – and I buy gifts for him,
Usually clothes, because he always rips
The ones he has. I love the way his face
Lights up when he unwraps them, tries them on.
What do I see in him? He writes to me –
He sends me letters when he’s called away,
Composes poems of love when he is near.
We call each other many silly names.
And when the weekend comes, the kitchen is
The place we spend most time, as we attempt
New recipes for different kinds of cake.
(My favourite kind is still the carrot cake.
He’s told me carrot is his favourite, too.)
What does he see in me? I dare not ask,
For fear that I will break the magic spell
That’s binding us together. So instead,
I sit, and run my fingers through his hair.
What do I see in him? Quite simply, he
Was, and still is, the only man who tried
To find out who I was, and love that dame,
Instead of thinking he knew all of me
Based only on my looks, and judging me.
What do I see in him?
He makes me laugh.
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