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reallygroovyninja · 10 months
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This was inspired by the prompt - Kissing in a pillow fort
The sky was a brilliant shade of blue, speckled with fluffy, white clouds as Lexa made her way to Clarke's house. It was a Saturday afternoon, the kind that whispered promises of endless possibilities and adventures. Lexa’s footsteps were light, her heart filled with the familiar thrill of spending the day with her best friend.
As she approached the Griffin residence, the sound of laughter and music spilled out from an open window, guiding Lexa like a beacon. She rang the doorbell, a smile already blooming on her face.
Clarke opened the door, her bright blue eyes shining with excitement. "Lexa! You're here!" she exclaimed, stepping aside to let her in.
The Griffin house always felt like a second home to Lexa. There was a warmth to it, a lived-in feeling that made her feel instantly comfortable. She followed Clarke through the hallway, their conversation a lively stream of updates and shared jokes.
They reached Clarke's room, where a magnificent pillow fort awaited. It was a sprawling construction of blankets, pillows, and fairy lights, creating a cozy haven. Clarke's artistic touch was evident in the hand-drawn banners and colorful cushions that adorned their fortress.
"Welcome to our Saturday headquarters!" Clarke declared, her eyes sparkling with mischief and excitement.
Lexa laughed, her heart light. "It's amazing, Clarke. You've outdone yourself!"
They crawled into the fort, the outside world melting away as they entered their own little universe. Inside, the fort was even more magical. The fairy lights cast a soft glow, creating a world that felt removed from reality, a place where only they existed.
Clarke and Lexa sat cross-legged in the pillow fort, surrounded by a sea of soft blankets and the gentle glow of fairy lights. The air was filled with the sweet scent of popcorn and the quiet hum of their shared laughter. Clarke, with a half-eaten popcorn in hand, suddenly turned to Lexa, her expression a mix of amusement and curiosity.
"Did you hear about Miss Diyoza in class yesterday? She got super mad because some kids were passing notes," Clarke said, her voice tinged with a hint of teenage drama.
Lexa’s eyes widened, her interest piqued. "Really? I missed that! She's usually so chill. What happened?"
Clarke leaned in closer, as if sharing a secret. "It was during the history lecture. And then, out of nowhere, she just stopped talking and stared at Monty and Harper passing this crumpled paper."
"No way!" Lexa exclaimed, her eyes sparkling with the thrill of classroom gossip.
"Yeah! And she said, 'If you have something to share, please feel free to enlighten the whole class.'" Clarke mimicked Miss Diyoza's stern tone, causing both girls to giggle.
Lexa shook her head, smiling. "That's so like her. Did she read the note in front of the class?"
Clarke nodded, giggling. "Yeah, she did. Monty asks Harper to be his girlfriend"
Lexa laughed. "That’s embarrassing."
Clarke reached for another handful of popcorn, her eyes dancing with a mischievous glint.
"Did you hear about Bellamy and Echo?" she asked, her voice dropping to a conspiratorial whisper.
Lexa's eyes lit up with interest, a smile playing on her lips. "No, what happened?"
"They're apparently dating now," Clarke revealed, her words laced with the excitement of a juicy secret.
Lexa gasped theatrically. "Really? Since when? They barely even talk in class!"
Clarke shrugged, enjoying the shared gossip. "I heard it from Raven. She said they've been hanging out a lot after school lately. It's so weird, right?"
"Yeah, totally unexpected," Lexa agreed, her tone full of wonder. "School's been full of surprises lately."
The conversation spiraled into a lively exchange of school gossip. They talked about who liked whom, which teachers were rumored to be the strictest, and the latest drama from the school play auditions. Each revelation was met with gasps, giggles, and wide-eyed expressions.
Clarke, with a sly grin, leaned closer. "And guess what else? I heard that Mr. Pike caught Jasper and Maya passing notes in English class. But instead of getting mad, he read the note out loud, and it was a really bad poem Jasper wrote for Maya!"
Lexa burst into laughter, covering her mouth with her hand. "No way!"
After their laughter had subsided from the latest round of school gossip, Clarke glanced at the small laptop they had set up in the corner of their pillow fort. An idea sparked in her eyes, and she turned to Lexa with an excited grin.
"Hey, do you want to watch a movie?" Clarke asked, her eyes shining with anticipation.
Lexa's face lit up at the suggestion. "Yeah, that sounds awesome! What should we watch?"
Clarke bit her lip in thought, scanning through the list of movies they had been wanting to see. "How about a rom-com? Something light and fun?"
"Perfect choice!" Lexa agreed enthusiastically. "Rom-coms are the best for nights like these."
Clarke navigated through the streaming service, her finger hovering over the titles. Finally, her eyes landed on a movie they had both been talking about seeing. It was a new romantic comedy that everyone at school seemed to be talking about.
"What about this one?" Clarke pointed to the screen, displaying the movie's poster, which featured a colorful and whimsical design. "I've heard it's really funny."
Lexa peered at the screen and nodded, her smile widening. "Yes, let's watch that! I've been wanting to see it ever since Anya mentioned it."
Excited, Clarke clicked on the movie, and the opening credits began to roll. They adjusted their positions in the fort, making sure both of them could see the screen comfortably. Clarke grabbed a couple of extra pillows for them to lean on and pulled the bowl of popcorn closer.
As the movie started, the fort was filled with the sounds of laughter and dialogue from the screen. Clarke and Lexa were soon absorbed in the story, commenting on the characters and laughing at the funny scenes. The outside world seemed to fade away as they delved into the world of the movie, enjoying the comfort of each other's company and the shared joy of a good film.
When the movie reached its climax and the two lead characters shared a tender, triumphant kiss, Clarke turned to Lexa, a curious glimmer in her eyes.
"Lexa, have you ever kissed anyone?" Clarke asked, a playful tone in her voice.
Lexa, taken aback by the sudden question, shook her head with a shy smile. "No, I haven't. What about you?"
"Me neither," Clarke replied, a bit of a giggle escaping her. She hesitated for a moment before continuing, "Do you think it's like how they show in movies?"
Lexa pondered for a moment, her gaze turning back to the frozen image of the kissing couple on the laptop screen. "I don't know. It looks… nice, I guess? But probably not exactly like that in real life."
The idea seemed to hang in the air between them, a bubble of curiosity in their cozy world of pillows and blankets.
"Maybe we could… you know, try it? Just a peck, to see what it's like," Clarke suggested, the words tumbling out in a rush, her cheeks flushing with a mix of excitement and nervousness.
Lexa's eyes widened slightly, but then she nodded, a mutual understanding of friendship and trust between them. "Okay, just a peck. Like a practice."
They both leaned in awkwardly, their eyes closing as they shared a quick, innocent kiss, more a brush of lips than anything else. As they pulled away, Clarke burst into giggles, the sound light and carefree.
"That was… weird," Clarke said, still laughing.
Lexa laughed too, though her mind was a whirlwind of new feelings and thoughts. It was a simple, innocent moment, but it sparked a realization within her, an awakening of sorts to new possibilities she hadn't considered before.
The movie resumed playing, but Lexa's thoughts were elsewhere, gently exploring the new emotions that the innocent peck had stirred. It was a moment of self-discovery, subtle yet significant, a first step in understanding herself better.
Clarke, oblivious to Lexa's internal revelations, chatted away, filling the fort with her cheerful voice. The night continued with more laughter, movie scenes, and shared snacks, a testament to the simplicity and beauty of their friendship.
As the movie credits rolled and the fairy lights in the pillow fort seemed to glow a bit softer, Clarke and Lexa lay side by side, a comfortable silence enveloping them. The laughter and conversations of the evening had woven a new layer into the tapestry of their friendship, each moment a thread of shared experiences and understanding.
Clarke turned her head to look at Lexa, her eyes reflecting the dim light. "Tonight was fun, Lexa. We should do this more often."
Lexa smiled, her thoughts still lingering on the revelations of the evening, but her heart full of warmth for the friendship she shared with Clarke. "Yeah, it was perfect. Best Saturday ever."
They began to tidy up the fort, folding blankets and gathering up the remnants of their snacks. As they worked, their chatter was light and easy, punctuated with laughter and plans for their next adventure.
Finally, with the fort returned to its former state of just being Clarke's room, Lexa gathered her things to leave. At the door, she turned to Clarke, a genuine smile on her face. "Thanks for today, Clarke. It really meant a lot."
Clarke hugged Lexa, the bond between them stronger than ever. "Anytime, Lexa. You're always welcome here. See you on Monday?"
"See you on Monday," Lexa agreed, stepping out into the cool night air, her heart light with the joys of youth and the comfort of a friendship that was more like family.
As Lexa walked home under the gentle glow of the starlit sky, her thoughts kept drifting back to the day's playful dare and the quick, innocent kiss she shared with Clarke. She could still feel her heart fluttering a bit, a mixture of surprise and excitement at the new experience.
The kiss was brief, a mere peck, but it left Lexa with a whirl of feelings she hadn't expected. She wondered what it meant, feeling a buzz of curiosity about the new emotions stirring inside her.
Skipping a little as she walked, Lexa felt a warm glow inside her. Today wasn't just any other day—it was a day where something new and exciting happened, a day she would definitely remember.
After Lexa left, Clarke lay in her bed, her room feeling a bit more special after their fun day. She couldn't stop thinking about the movie, the jokes they shared, and especially the quick, silly kiss they had dared to try. It was just a peck, really, but it made her heart beat a bit faster, and she found herself smiling at the memory.
Clarke hugged her pillow, feeling a mix of excitement and wonder. It was just for practice, she reminded herself, but it was also kind of cool and something totally new. She was happy it was with Lexa, her best friend who made everything fun and less scary.
As she closed her eyes, Clarke felt thankful for having Lexa in her life. They could share jokes, watch movies, build pillow forts, and even do goofy things like practice kisses, and it all just felt right. She drifted off to sleep with a smile, thinking about their next hangout and all the other fun firsts they might share together.
As the night wrapped the world in its quiet embrace, both Lexa and Clarke lay in their respective beds, miles apart yet connected by the memories of the day.
For Lexa, the stars outside whispered of new beginnings and self-discovery, each twinkle a reminder of the day's innocent revelation.
For Clarke, the familiar walls of her room held the echoes of laughter and shared secrets, a testament to the strength and beauty of their friendship.
In their own ways, they both cherished the simplicity and joy of their bond, a friendship that was evolving and deepening with each shared adventure.
As they drifted into dreams, their thoughts intertwined with the promise of more days filled with laughter, understanding, and the magic of growing up together.
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izloveshorses · 10 months
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listen. 6 years is plenty of time for characters to change and grow in different directions, of course bellamy (and co) and clarke are gonna be out of sync. of course they're going to have to get reacquainted with one another before they fall into step again, and we should maybe even expect a little conflict. it makes sense.
and in a broader sense it makes sense for the different groups to bond like they did when there's no one else around. spacekru is going to look out for each other and do their best planning when they're together because they spent 6 years pretty much inseparably. clarke is going to prioritize this kid because that's what she's been doing for half this girl's life. 6 years is long enough for loyalties to change, and that's what's interesting to me about season 5 all these years later: who are you loyal to and what has to happen for your loyalties to change?
talk of traitors and loyalties is all over the place this season. you can even see this amongst the mining group, divided between diyoza's and mccreary's followers. the 100 has always been about "protecting my people" and what leadership means, but season 5 feels more about what happens when we get subgroups and shifting allegiances. and it's an interesting conversation to have! it makes sense!
but what doesn't make sense is this show's lack of understanding of how.... long? it takes for a Culture to develop? 6 years isn't long enough for wonkru to be like... That. a century isn't long enough for the grounders to be like That either. i get that it was ~a dark time~ but i don't think people would lose their agency and follow this teenager so blindly and stupidly after just a couple years. so while the question of loyalty is an interesting one, i think they really fumbled with it and sort of lost their train of thought because it really ended up going nowhere.
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userlaylivia · 11 months
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all the quotes from other people regarding bellarke make me sob like a baby! because if they were never supposed to happen what was the reason???!!!! we all know they were supposed to happen and be endgame they were building towards that until jroth was a pos who did a total 180 ugh "kill the hostage taker and his girlfriend." even diyoza who didn't know them or their relationship thought she was his girlfriend!! he had way more romantic moments with clarke than his actual gf lol sorry but I'll never ship becho their the only ship on the show I despised with a passion!
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my endgame parings for the 100
sorry, au where i write the 100 show and bellamy ends up with clarke because i watched the show, monty ends up with harper and doesnt die because she isn't low hanging fruit and they love each other, raven ends up with shaw because if nothing else, this girl deserves at least a modicum of happiness and nothing actually happened to wick theyre best friends and things just didnt work out, jasper ends up with shae because i dont hate him and he's been through enough, murphy ends up with emori because duh, miller ends up with jackson because theyre great together and bryan was bad, lexa does not die but falls in line behind clarke ends up befriending luna because of how clarke has changed her and if they end up together thats great but they dont have to, i wished roan lived but i understand why he didn't but lets say he also falls in line behind clarke because i feel like he could but i have no love interests for him so he could be with anyone, actually if niylah is bi i could see them getting along, if shes strictly lesbian, i could also see her with luna, hell poly group of lexa, luna, roan, and niylah where all the girls are dating luna and lexa and roan are also dating niylah but separately, octavia ends up with levitt or no one i will die on this hill because lincoln was meant for her and she is forever changed by him so if she wants levitt then levitt it is because he is the only thing about season seven i will allow, i really like her and ilian together but i guess his death was unavoidable, i still like octavia and diyoza coparenting hope because even though i wish she had a better name they are still great coparents, also abby and kane are a duh and jaha dies because i hate him, speaking of people who i hate, echo, i have no reason to change the script other than hating her but like, i do so if she dies thats great but i guess she could end up with one of diyozas men or some miscellanous grounder idc, indra and gaia having each other for the rest of their lives is fine ig bc i have no love interests for them and i feel like gaia is ace but i have no love interests for indra and i think if she loved gaias father she could love again after all the fighting is done and that she deserves someone to be with if thats what she wants
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the 100 wishlist:
-Marcus Kane: she thought the council rediscussed her pregnancy and still kept her in her cell even if it sorta proved her self-defense claim (you can't kill anyway but I assume there is a bit more leniency if you weren't trying to, you were protecting yourself, and you are pregnancy. At least enough not to be in solitary anymore, but as far as Emma is concerned she should have been freed) but he actually knew nothing of this because they were too busy with the Ark dying so there is a weird relationship right there, between the angry pregnant girl who is kinda giving him a pass while hating on all other people with power, and the guy who is trying to do better now on the ground and who later on is visibly !!! about Diyoza being pregnant ??
-a Bellamy to freak out with questions about his mom and then to freak out even more when he realizes why he's being asked these questions, he was working so hard to 'be better' and protect people and lead, what is he supposed to do with this time-ticking bomb
-all the interactions with Murphy to see what happens in an universe where someone is weirdly caring from beginning to end ?? John Murphy having a tiny blonde girl who finds a little too easy to kill who has his back (possible 'trapped in the bunker together' situation there with the added terror of her pregnancy advancing though) (also he can cook, it's canon, which means he'll have Emma's undying love for that alone)
-interactions with Emori who is now around a girl who would never shun her son even if he was born a mutant and does everything for his sake but doesn't judge Emori herself for her crime-lifestyle, and later on Emma actually tries to volunteer to save her from being experimented on, because she's sure she'll be left to die in Praimfaya anyway and is giving her son one more chance it if the nightblood experiment works and saving someone in the process
-Raven having someone who picks her first even if it's platonically ?? Raven getting this big sister bond and helping Emma out too, she hates asking for help but it's a bit different when it's very mutual
-if it's possible for a Jasper not to completely fall apart after Mount Weather because Emma is not staying too close to a constantly drunk depressed guy while 8-9 months pregnant, maybe not losing it completely because he gets to protect/help someone else (Emma), that same Jasper who started to feel a bit of a spark of life again when he bonded for five minutes with a girl in Luna's place, maybe gets to feel better when helping Emma with baby Henry and going with them all to space later on ?
-Spacekru being a weird family unit to baby Henry though, all the aunts and uncles he needs // if Henry is the bunker and Emma is in space they'd have to keep Emma from dying of heartbreak though
-Clarke finding someone who agrees with literally all of her choices except for the one of forgiving and sorta dating Lexa (never forgive! Never forget!) and regardless of which faction Emma belongs to Emma actually agreeing that Madi should have been left flameless, are you kidding.
-I actually want to write with an Abby and fix the relationship because I like Abby, but I think it would be terrible for the other rper if we don't know each other well because Emma would be an ass.hole for a while and refuse to be reasonable about not hating the adults
-all the other 100s
-the weirdness of 'oh no, it's not that I don't trust Lincoln because he's a grounder, I don't trust him because he's a man' and 'I can understand how a traumatized kid started shooting up a village of Grounders after being terrorized by Grounders all along, I will not excuse cheating' 'I may follow Jaha because Pike is going to kill us all but my god will I feed him to the water monsters if I get the chance'
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stormkpr · 2 years
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10 things I love about The 100 (and 10 things I hate about it)
10 things i love about The 100:
The characters
And way the show makes me  care about all the characters. I kind of love them. Once I was at a party and the song “Radioactive” came on, and I got teary. I explained why. My friends thought it was hilarious.
The settings. Although the worldbuilding was not perfect, it was good. Each episode could have launched a thousand fanfics
Although I believe many storylines were way too rushed, still this show had some great plots. I rewatched 5x2 The Red Queen recently and could only say “Damn this is good TV”
I already did a post on the ships I love. So I’ll just name them again. Bellarke. Memori. Mackson. Niytavia. SeaMechanic. Kabby. Marper.  
Some really really good non-romantic relationships too. Do I have to list them all? I can’t, but here are some. Monty and Jasper. Sinclair and Raven. Octavia and Indra. Kane and Indra. Octavia and Diyoza. Raven and Memori. Bellamy and Murphy. Bellamy and Miller. Roan and Clarke. Kane and the Blakes until the writers said screw it. 900 more.
The ending of S5. Which most of the fandom seems good with regarding as the real ending. I cry every time.
Raven and Octavia being badasses the whole way through. And shoutout to Indra for also being a badass, for 6 seasons
The music, the visuals, the direction. Top notch.
LGBT representation and strong female representation. Not enough POC representation though
Fanfics. There have been some amazing ones
10 things I hate about The 100:
Bellamy’s death
In fact, so many of the deaths were brutal. No, I didn’t expect sunshine and rainbows when I decided to watch a post-apocalyptic show. But damn. Lexa, Lincoln, Sinclair, Jasper, Roan, Luna, Kane, Abby. At least Marper’s deaths brought in a new era of hope for everyone else
Six seasons of lead up to Bellarke and it doesn’t happen
I want less rushing through a plot and more character interactions
The time skip after Praimfaiya didn’t do us any favors. Neither did the overall pacing - six months from 1x1 to Praimfaiya, then a timeskip, then it’s back to rushing. 
Not enough. Of anything. I want more backstory on all the characters
The way that some characters barely interacted at all (Octavia and Raven. Murphy and Octavia. And don’t get me started on the “secondary” characters. I want more than 1 scene showing Gaia and Miller’s friendship thank you!)
So many things that were teased or hinted at or “could have been” but never did and just got dropped. Examples? Too many. Niytavia for one thing. Reply to this post and list 100 others because if I start listing more I will scream
After S5, they never seemed to know what to do with Raven.
I love Mackson and I wanted more than the crumbs we got
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liptonoos · 1 year
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murphtavia x attention by doja cat (july '23) + my relationship with them
sooo it had been a while since i last edited murphy and octavia, as the 100 has been over for like almost three years (WTF), there aren't a lot of new scenes etc. so i've lost my inspo gradually (rip) but i still like to edit the show once in a while, and when i do it just feels like HOME.
i LOOOOVEEE editing the 100 so much. well, it makes sense as it is my favorite show and i was OBSESSED with it for a few years (i knew every single line said by every single character omfg mood)
i think my fav things to edit from the 100 are polis (MY HOMEEEE), murphtavia (yes it IS a crackship, i love crackships so much, in fact, i love AU edits in general: the idea of recreating a whole new plot / reality with a story that already exists, with limited scenes, etc. it amazes me!!!!), octavia, diyoza, season 6, locations in general & underrated characters
anyways, i wanted to edit murphy and octavia again, but as i used to do it ALL THE TIME, i've already done quite a lot of concepts (example: modern murphtavia, murphtavia on bardo, murphtavia on sanctum, murphtavia & bellamy, murphtavia in 705, etc.) and i didn't want to just edit random scenes from random seasons so i decided that i should edit them in season 7 only, because s7 looked SO GOOOODDD on them let's be honest!!! then, right after having the idea, i downloaded their soft & badass scenes and i searched for an audio.
i wanted to make a soft / badass ship edit, because i don't really know how to do simple ship edits (don't ask me why), i always find it more interesting to add a little bit of spiceeeee... actually i think i just don't like to stick to one 'editing pattern'.
so once i found the audio i started the edit, it took me almost 11 hours to make it, and i used exclusively videostar (bc sometimes i like to use procreate, imovie or else).
during the editing process, i had been kind of stuck multiple times, especially with the parts concerning murphy, idk why, when this happens, i just keep going to create further transitions in order to keep my inspo, bc if i don't touch for a few days, it's quite impossible for me to be in the exact same mood i was before and to continue the edit (in fact i usually rush the end of all my edits -> tips: i now try to do the last two transitions when i start my edit so the more meh transitions won't be at the very end and it won't be as visible)
anyways, murphtavia has been one of my greatest inspiration since 2019, every time i edit them my mind just enters into an altered state of consciousness (i'm not being dramatic at all) and finds a way to make them REAL. i also love to know that people might be shocked or uncomfortable or surprised while watching my murphtavia edits as it is really just me and my mind recreating the story (dramatic)
i won't say that it is my fav muphtavia edit that i've made, bc there is the one from april '22 (https://www.instagram.com/p/CcVp8JTID8w/), and y'all let me tell you. let me. explain. how proud i am of myself for creating this one. i think everything fits very well, and i remember i even CREATED an leaf overlay IRL from scratch, with REAL LEAVES from my GARDEN. lmaooo i was like 'ok i don't know how to use cinema 3d let's find another way to create exactly what i have in mind' and i did. slay. however, i think in this edit from july '23, there are some crusty stuff, especially, once again, in the parts concentrated on murphy, maybe it's bc i usually have more inspo to edit women (oops)
well, i think that's it. for now. i hope it wasn't too messy, it was my first attempt to write about my editing experience ✦Lip
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kepleia · 5 years
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i havent been here but know the latest ep killed me and gave me life all in the space of 40 minutes
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known-as-naya · 3 years
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Diyoza: you're very mature for your age.
Octavia: thanks, it's the trauma.
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earthenterran · 4 years
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Echo, Diyoza, and Octavia: We need to play the long game.
Hope: I don't want to.
Echo: *sends Hope to Skyring to play the long game*
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sixserpents · 3 years
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I’m out with Shelby Flannery’s mom (we work together) and she just called Shelby on the phone and made me talk to her fjsosbfsidnak I’m gonna cry hahahah wtf what kind of fangirl shit
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okmcintyre · 4 years
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Hope without her memories, 7x01.
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giffingoctavia · 5 years
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A logarithmic spiral, the shape of the anomaly. It’s the source of the temporal flares.
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bookwormythings · 4 years
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5x08-09
I only have a few thoughts for both these episodes
1. Kane and Diyoza’s relationship make Kane almost bearable. His advice sounds better when it isn’t given to young people suffering from trauma. 
2. Every plan Murphy gets will clearly only lead to trouble. 
3. Octavia knows Bellamy cares for Clarke more than he likes to admit to himself and sometimes others. Sisters even evil sisters still know brothers. That scene is heartbreaking. 
4. Harper clearly is against child soldiers and is on Clarke’s side when it comes to Madi leading a war. I love Harper for that. 
5. The season has done a fabulous job of the audience not hating Clarke by the end of this. If you hated her during season 5, you hated her before and have a bias against her. A lot of the scenes are framed to make you sympathize with Clarke even if she is wrong. 
6. Madi has been labeled as a kid by multiple people in multiple scenes of multiple episodes. I don’t think we are meant to like Bellamy for what he is doing. It is meant to show his desperation to save Clarke. 
7. The slap is still hard to watch. I think Bellamy thought he would forgive him and then he saw how it affected her and he realized his mistake. Her love for Madi is stronger than her love for him. I am catching a lot of moments where Bellamy is caught off guard by not being Clarke’s first priority anymore even if he never saw it that way. 
8. Knowing what happens in season 6, I am leaning toward Clarke’s side of this war. I never felt comfortable saying Bellamy was right because his plan fell apart on multiple occasions and endangered Madi and Clarke because it required Indra being in charge. She wasn’t. Clarke was right in her fear of the flame. She was wrong about how she went on expressing that fear after the fact. Bellamy was wrong in putting the flame in Madi. He was right about stopping Octavia and ending the war. 
9. If Murphy and co didn’t start a mutiny I may have felt differently about the flame. But like I said, everything about the season is making me feel more sympathy for Clarke especially knowing how season 6 goes. 
10. These episodes plus 10 are the ones that make me feel the worst about the show. Season 5 started great and ended strong, but the middle was muddy. 5-7 were okay. 8-10 felt wrong on so many levels. 
That’s it for tonight. I am hoping to finish tomorrow. I probably will do this format for 10 and I might live-blog the last 3 episodes I’m not sure. Season 5 and 3 have been the hardest for me to rewatch. 
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damnbird · 4 years
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do you know the struggle of shipping everything on this show? and having conflicting ships? please someone fix my brain. 
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bellameblake · 5 years
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can we take a second to acknowledge that we do not know if 1. jordan green is alright and 2. where charmaine diyoza is
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