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How your life changed me - Chapter 25

⚠️TRIGGER WARNING⚠️ for this chapter!! Smut or NSFW content in this chapter so be aware of that 😬

“Sometimes I think you don’t see how incredible you are, how hard you work and how hard your life has been, sometimes I feel like you don’t see what I see but I see you as a big strong Willow and I just want you to see you as I see you, my strong and incredible Willow.”

“Blue…”

“You hate it, right?”

https://archiveofourown.org/works/18069938/chapters/74836269

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Your life is gonna change me  Chapter 1 - AbbieNeedless

Hey y'all! It’s AbbiNeedless with another Biadore fanfic owo To the anon who wanted a lesbian mommies Biadore fanfic; here you have, sweetheart! You can also find this in AO3 :B

Bianca knocked on Ernie’s door, Adore called her a few hours ago and Bianca had promised that she would be there after finishing the dress she had been working on.

“Bea.” Adore had said on the phone. “I swear you’re gonna love her, she’s the most beautiful baby in the whole world! Come to Ernie’s house to meet her. Please, please, please!” “Ok, love, I’ll be there.” Bianca said. “And I’ll take some ravioli from Latrice’s restaurant with me.” “You are the best wife someone could ask for, I fucking love you!” “I love you too, Dorey. See ya in a bit.”

“Bianca!” Ernie opened the door and greed her with a big smile on his face, Bianca noticed the big bags under his eyes. “Come in.” “Hi, Ern.” She hugged him. “I brought some ravioli for all of us.” “Thank Jesus!” She took the bags from Bianca’s arms and walked with her to the kitchen. “I was tired of the hospital food, is tasteless!” “It sucks.” “Indeed.” He put the bags in the kitchen counter. “Ern, you look a little bit tired.” “Oh, believe me I’m tired as fuck. Aria is a little tyrant, only last night she woke up like five times, Sali and me might have slept like two hours.” “Damn…” “Yup.” He ran his hands on his face. “Adore is with Aria and Sali in our room, I’m gonna take a nap.” “Ok, have nice dreams.” “Pleaseeeeee.”

When Bianca entered the room she witnessed the most beautiful scene ever Adore had her newborn niece in her arms and was singing to her with a soft voice.

Twinkle, twinkle, little star How I wonder what you are Up above the world so high Like a diamond in the sky

Twinkle, twinkle, little star How I wonder what you are

Aria opened her little brown eyes, looking for where the sound was coming.

“Oh my God, Ernie look, Aria opened her eyes!” Adore said excitedly and looked over at the door finding Bianca instead of her brother. “Oh, I thought you were Ernie.” “No, I’m prettier.” She kissed her wife’s temple. “So this is the famous Aria, hi, baby!”

Bianca touched Aria’s little hand and she closed her little fingers around her thumb.

“Oh my! This is a strong baby” “She’s my daughter, she got it from me.” Salina said and hugged her. “Hey, Ernie and I are doing an album of Aria’s first days in the world, do you mind if I take a picture?” “Not at all.” Adore smiled to her wife and took her hand, both of them smiled to her and heard the click. “Aww, this is super cute!” “Oh, I remember I bought some food for all of us, do you want some?” “Please, I’m craving for some real food.” Salina said. “Bianca bought the food from Latrice’s.” Adore said while she looked at her niece’s eyes. “God bless, you B.” “I’ll be back in a bit.”

Bianca went to the kitchen and served two big plates for Salina and Adore, she added some mashed potatoes she found on the fridge. She looked over at the living room and saw Ernie sleeping in the couch.

“Thank God I don’t have kids.”

She took the plates and went back to the bedroom, before going in she heard Salina and Adore talking.

“I think you would be a great mother.” Sali said. “Really?” Adore asked surprised. “Of course.” She heard her sister in law say. “You left all of your work to come and take care of Jesse and Ray when I was in the hospital and today you’ve been taking care of Aria amazingly.” “Thanks…” Adore whispered. “You haven’t thought about it before?” “I have actually.” “And what does Bianca think about it?” “I haven’t talk about it with her, actually.” “What!?” She heard Sali almost scream. “Sorry… Why you haven’t talk about it with her?” “Well… Bianca is more a dog person, we have Dede and Sammy.” “But is not the same as having a child of your own.” Salina said. “When you have your own kids you get to know a different kind of love that you’ve never felt before. It’s like magic and you think ‘Wow, how can I love this much someone that I just met?’” “I would like to experience that someday…” Bianca knew that voice tone, Adore always talked like that when she was feeling lost. “Then you should talk with her, maybe she would say yes, you never know.” “I think you’re… Wait, look at her, Aria opened her eyes again and she’s smiling! Hi, Aria, you smile because you like auntie Dorey, right? Yes you do!”

Bianca couldn’t handle it anymore, she entered the room.

“I present to you the best fucking ravioli in all L.A. and some mashed potatoes I found in your fridge, hope you don’t mind.” “Not at all.”

Bianca took the little baby from Adore’s arms while they went to the dinner room, she looked so tiny and fragile, Bianca was scared she might break her. Aria opened her eyes and turn her little face to her, she had brown eyes like her mom but she looked a lot like Ernie. Bianca always thought that the resemblance children had with their parents was sometimes even scary and Aria was not the exception.

Aria kept looking at Bianca.

“I don’t like children, you know that?” Aria took her finger again. “Well… Maybe you’ll be the exception.”

—-

Bianca and Adore spent the night in Bonnie’s house. They got into Adore’s old room and were cuddling in her old bed. Adore love this moment, her room hadn’t changed a lot since she left; a lot of pictures that Adore had glued in the walls remained there, a picture hugging her brothers, a picture in Chris’ first drag show, one hugging her mom and dad before he left and one with Bianca in their first Christmas together.

This room was still hers.

“Hey, Dorey.” “Hfph?” “Are you still awake?” “Hfph.” “I heard your talk with Salina.”

Adore got up, more awaken than ever.

“What?” She look over her wife, who was now looking at her. “I heard your talk with Salina.” “No, no, no. I mean, I get that but… How much did you hear?” “Enough.” “… And why haven’t you said a thing? “First of all I have to say that I’m a little bit disappointed that you didn’t talk about it with me first.” “I was scared…” “Of what?” She took her wife’s hands in her own. “Of what you might say… That you wouldn’t want to have a family with me and… and…” Adore felt how the tears flooded her eyes, she covered her mouth with her hand and looked away. “Hey, hey, breathe, baby. Breathe.” Bianca waited until Adore’s breathing became normal again before talking again. “Who told you that I don’t want to have a family with you?” “…” “Adore, If I didn’t want to I would have ignored that exuberant art intern and I would have probably have said no when you asked me out or when you asked me to be your girlfriend. And I would have probably never asked you if you wanted to be my wife in that Malibu beach and I would have probably ran away from that same beach the day of our wedding but I didn’t, I stayed.” She looked into Adore’s eyes, those big and green eyes full of love and hope that she loved with all of her heart. “If you want this little family to grow we’ll do it.” “Are you sure you want this?” “If you want it, I want it.” “Honest?” “Honest.” “I love you!” Adore leaned and kissed her temple, her forehead, her eyelid, her cheek, her jaw. “I fucking love you, I love you, I love you, I love you!”

Every kiss felt right.

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How your life changed me - Chapter 17

"Are you enjoying this?”

“A lot.” Bianca interlinked her fingers.

https://archiveofourown.org/works/18069938/chapters/61164220

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"Bianca, Bianca, Biancaaaa!" Adore rested her cheek against Bianca's head. "Your nails are ugly."

"It is said by the bitch who has her nail polish as chipped as her teeth?" She heard Adore laugh and the sound made her heart warm. "Not valid opinion."

"Let me paint your nails!"

"I have to finish this dress, Dorey."

"Oh come ooooon!" Adore whined against her hair. "You can continue stitching and bitching later, let me paint your nails!"

Bianca couldn't help to laugh at what Adore had said, she stopped her sewing machine and grabbed Adore's hand that was on her shoulder to kiss it.

"Stitching and bitching. I'll tell Raja I want that to be our new slogan."

"So? Can I paint your ugly ass nails?"

Bianca looked at her and smiled showing her dimples. Those fucking dimples that made Adore want to only look at her pretty face like she was still a teen.

"Ok, chola, do it but paint them black."

Adore grinned and ran for her backpack, she took a nail polish that had a sticker of a hand on it.

"You're gonna love it, Katya's mom bought it for me in Russia and Katya decorated for me."

"Everybody can see that."

Adore grabbed her hand and applied the color on her nails being very careful to not paint her skin, she had the tip of her tongue out and her look was full of concentration on what she was doing. Bianca loved it, it was the same look she had whenever she stayed at her apartment and wrote songs or even worked on her homework, she loved to see this side of Adore.

"Give me your other hand."

Bianca did as Adore told her, Adore took her hand and painted her nails, again carefully and smiled at the result.

"I'm so fucking cool, Bea." She smiled as she put the nail polish away. "Your hands look cute now."

"Only because you did them."

Adore looked at her surprised and Bianca could see how her cheeks turned pink.

"Thanks..." She took from her backpack a camera and put on top of some books Bianca had on her tablet.

"What are you doing, Blue?"

"I wanna capture the moment." She pressed the button and put her hands to her. "In three seconds of will shoot to take the picture, one."

"Two."

"Three!" She saw the flash on her hands, Adore grabbed her camera and smiled. "I'm gonna print this and put on my bedroom, it looks cool."

Bianca smiled and leaned to kiss her on her cheek.

"Print me one, too."

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This is a little snippet (I hope it is the word I'm trying to use) of what you'll read in a few weeks 🌚❤️

xoxo Abbi Needless

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How I picture Adore and Bianca in my fanfic “Your life is gonna change me” 💖 https://archiveofourown.org/works/13424421/chapters/30764085

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Your life is gonna change me-Chapter 19

“I like the Avengers movies, I like all heroes!”

“Lies! You just watch them because you wanna fuck Thor and Black Widow.”

“I’m not gonna lie, they’re pretty fucking hot.”

https://archiveofourown.org/works/13424421/chapters/34493463

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Queue time :) -Vixen Supersonic; Kintsugi (Raja x Raven & Rajilia) - Shadyqueenie Gold Dust Woman, Ch. 1 (Shalaska) - Citrus Your life is gonna change me Chapter 1 - AbbieNeedless A Heartbeat's Leading The Waltz (Shinkx) - Eevee The Breakup (Biadore) - Whiskey Neat The rED Bracelet AJ (Violet centric/Viadore/Jivy/Alaskie) When it all gets too much -(Shalaska) by Ty5000 Technicolor (Shalaska) Chapter 2 - Catrina Until the Flavor's Gone (10/?) (Biadore) - Kitschy Pixel

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Your life is gonna change me (Biadore) Chapter 20- AbbiNeedless

Can you believe that I always contradict myself? I said on my blog that I was going to take a rest (my brother is Eliza telling me to take a break and I am Hamilton just ignoring him.) of this story to continue with the spin-off of this story and here I am. I suck at promises. ANYWAY, here you have this twentieth chapter.

One month later.

“I checked the portfolios you sent me.” “And what do you think?” “… I absolutely adored them.” Christian said. “The way these girls carry themselves is beautiful, the Latina flavor Valentina puts in all of her work is gorgeous and this serious and mysterious tone Violet has makes me want to know more, to have more.”

Both Raja and Bianca smiled at the girls, this was it, they were going to get the contracts.

“I just have one more question.” He said. “Yes?” “When do you want to start?”

They heard their girls sigh, Raja squeezed Bianca’s hand.

“What about right now?” Valentina asked him. “Perfect for me.” He said and smiled. “We can get going right now so I can give you a tour for the studio.” “Yes, please!”

Bianca turned to her niece who threw herself to her aunt’s arms and hugged her.

“Thank you, this is fucking amazing.” “You don’t have to thank me, kiddo.” She ran her hand on her niece’s back. “Just remember to not let school aside.” “I won’t.” “Good.” She handled her the car keys. “When you finish you can give Violet a ride, then I want you home, got it?” “Got it.” “See you later, Vale.”

She walked out of Christian’s studio with Raja, none of them could stop smiling, their girls had gotten an amazing opportunity.

“Is amazing, don’t you think?” Raja asked her, she sat on the driver’s seat of her car while Bianca sat on the passenger’s seat. “It is.” “You know…” “What?” “When we were working in that small studio back in Louisiana did you ever imagined we would reach something like this?” She had her hands on the wheel. “I mean, our models are working with Christian Siriano, actresses buy our dresses, we go to the New York fashion week, it’s fucking insane.” “I didn’t, if I’m being honest.” She admitted to her friend. “But that’s the good part, we didn’t expect this, we didn’t even imagine ourselves imagine this but here it is, it’s real and we have it.” “Yes, it’s unbelievable.” “I think your mom would be very proud, you know?”

Raja pressed her lips in a line and tighted her hands around the wheel.

“Do you think so?” “Of course I do! Just look at what you’ve done, you turned that small studio into a big business. Karma Studio wouldn’t be this if it wasn’t for you.”

Raja chuckled and took Bianca’s hand.

And look at you, you are not a cold hearted bitch anymore.” Bianca laughed at her comment and slapped her hand away. “Dela would be happy to know that.” “I bet she would.” She looked at her watch. “Now give me a ride home, before we get cheesier and start talking about how much you mean to me, please.” “I don’t get the same treatment as Adore?” “Hell to the no.” She heard a notification pop on her phone.

Baby Jesus eyes: hey, we’re at my mom’s, can you bring some diapers? Ethan just used the last one and I forgot to bring more Baby Jesus eyes: please :c

“Hey, Raja.” “You’re going to tell me that you love me?” “No, bitch.” She said. “Can you take me to a drug store and then Bonnie’s house instead? Adore didn’t take enough diapers with her.” “Sure.” She started the machine and drove out of the parking lot. “We all have been there.”

—-

Bianca thanked Raja and walked to the door, she used her key and got inside.

“Bonnie? Adore?” “We’re at my room!”

Bianca left her bag on the couch and took the diapers with her, when she reached Adore’s old room she found Adore carrying Ethan around and Bonnie playing with Willow in Adore’s bed.

“Look how cute you are!” Bonnie said and played with Willow’s cheeks. “Pinche cachetona, you want grandma to beat up the bad guys? I’ll beat the bad guys, you know why? Because I am a chingona and you are a chingona as well.” Adore laughed at her mom and walked to her wife.

“Hi, baby.” “Hi.” She kissed her on her lips and took Ethan. “How is my baby boy? I heard you made mommy get rid of diapers, did you?” Ethan yawned and took her finger. “And you don’t feel guilty? How rude you are!” “He is like his mama.” Adore said. “Mom, do you want to change her diaper or I do it myself?” “I’ll do it, gimme one.”

While Adore and Bonnie changed Willow’s diaper Bianca walked to Bonnie’s living room and sat down with Ethan. It was good to have a moment of silence and now that they had their kids those were not as often as they used to be.

Ethan was already falling asleep on Bianca’s hands, she kissed his forehead and rested her back on the couch.

Before she closed her eyes she felt her cellphone vibrate on her pocket, she took it out and read the contact’s name in the screen.

Adelaida

And she pressed the red button.

“Hey you.” Adore and Bonnie joined her on the living room and sat with her. “Hi.” “Cabronas, now that you’re here I want to ask you something.” Bonnie said. “What, mom?” “I wanted to ask you about Thanksgiving.” “Mom, there’s still a week to Thanksgiving.” Adore said. “Adore, that’s such a short time and I need to know if you are coming this year or you’re going with your mom, Bea.” “We’re coming over like every year, that’s not changing, Bon.” Bianca said. “Oh, after the last events I thought your mom would want you home.” “No, she knows is expensive to travel and right now we cannot afford that with these babies.” She held Ethan against her shoulder and patted his back. “And it’s not like Louisiana is my home anymore, home is with your girl and my kids.” “You’re so fucking cheesy and corny.” Adore kissed her arm. “Talking about corn, can we have corn with the turkey?” “Sure.” She took a little notebook and a pen. “So, do you want to have turkey again with corn?” “Duh.”

While they wrote down everything they needed for Thanksgiving Bianca felt her cellphone vibrate again in her pocket, she took it out again and saw it was her again0, she pressed the red button and turned off her phone.

“Who was it, babe?” Adore asked her. “Tyra, she is insisting that I should give her my spot in the next collection and that’s not gonna happen.”

Adore seemed like she was not believing her lie but she didn’t insist more.

—-

“Look, here you’ll be working with models of all the country and sometimes of the world.” Christian said. “You’ll have your own make-up station, lockers and everything for you.” “That’s cool.” Violet said. “I know.” He continued. “The only thing that I’m going to ask you is to leave your cellphones in your lockers, we don’t like having pictures of our designs around the internet before we launch our collections, understood?”

Both girls nodded.

“Perfect, now… Valentina; you got the number 143 and you Violet got the number 164, leave them in those lockers so we can continue your first day here.”

Valentina opened the locker Christian had assigned her, she took of her backpack and placed it on the locker, she took her cellphone out and snapped an Instagram story with Violet before she put it with her other things.

‘First day at new job, let’s do this! @violetchachki @sirianofashion’

She locked the padlock and joined them in the door.

“Ok, let’s go, girls.”

Valentina followed Christian inside, when they were going to enter the studio she heard her phone ring but she ignored it and followed them in.

—-

“Shh, time to sleep, kid.”

Bianca placed Willow on her crib and Adore did the same with Ethan, once they were under their covers and seemed to be finally asleep they left the room not without turning on their monitor.

Adore sat on the sofa and Bianca joined her.

“How’s your scar, baby?” Bianca asked her wife. “Is good, it didn’t re-open and it’s finally healing.” “Don’t need my help with the girdle anymore?” “With the girdle yes, it still hurts a little when I put on that shit.” “Ok, I’ll keep helping you.”

Adore cuddled on her wife’s arms and looked at the monitor that was on their coffee table, she could hear her babies’ deep breaths.

“I like to hear them sleep, they sound so peaceful and relaxed.” “And we got to be peaceful and relaxed as well, these kids are wild like you.”

Bianca rested her hand over her belly and took a lack of Adore’s hair on her hand, she looked at her.

“Bea.” “Yes, baby?” “I want to ask you something.” “Go ahead.”

Adore traced her finger over Bianca’s chest.

“Why are you avoiding your mom’s calls?” “… What? How do you…” “She called me when I was in the bathroom, she says that you and Vale have been avoiding her for days.” “We have not.” “Bea.” She took Bianca’s hand away and looked straight into her eyes. “You know I don’t like when you keep things away from me.” “I know.” “Then? What are you hiding from me?” “I’m not hiding anything.” “Bianca.” She took her hand. “You know you can talk to me about everything.” “I do.” “Then? Come on, spill it.”

Bianca sighed and looked at Adore.

“My mom want us to go to Louisiana.” “And?” “I don’t want to go, I don’t want Valentina to go back there, I don’t want any of you to be there.” “Why, Bea?” “It’s just that the city has a lot of bad memories.” Bianca admitted to her. “My mom kicking me out, my dad not doing a thing and my siblings just without caring and…” “Bianca.” Adore squeezed her hand. “The last time I was there was horrible, it was right after Hurricane Katrina happened and it was… A nightmare; I lost my home, Raja and I lost our first studio, I lost my patrimony and I lost friends.” “Dela?” “Yes, Dela.” Bianca said, she was trying hard to hold back tears. “Even though it’s been thirteen years I don’t feel ready to go back, all this shit would hit me again and the last thing I want to is to be vulnerable in front of our kids.” “Babe.” She ran her hand on her arms. “Being vulnerable is not a bad thing.” “It’s just… I don’t feel ready to go back.” “It’s ok.” Adore kissed the lunar on Bianca’s shoulder. “Take your time, Willow mom.”

Bianca took her hand and kissed her fingers.

“Thank you.”