#ahh i thought i was straight lmaoo

[tetsutits]

re:

not sure if you’re still taking them. but lately virgin!rindou has been heavy on my mind 😔

he would get so flustered the first time he sees you naked. >_< and gets all worked up as you teach him everything

cw: slightly sub virgin rindou, fem reader (takes the lead but not domming (?), ‘teach me’ trope, unedited oops

note: aaaaa ok i was so happy when this popped back into my drafts so i’m finally posting it lmaoo thanks for sending this in!!!! writing virgin rin was so fun 🥴

“relax, rindou,” your voice, dripping with honeyed lust makes shivers go down his spine; he shakily swallows the building lump in his throat. “just do as i say.”

with your bodies pressed up so close against each other, the heat radiating off your soft skin makes all the thoughts melt straight out of his brain. the way your fingertips dance around his neck and bare chest only flues this foreign; bubbling desire inside of him.

“i don’t, dunno where to-“

“right here.” you take hold of his sweaty hands, placing them right over your naked hips and dangerously close to your ass. the confusion clearly shows on his face, sweat beading at his hairline. and his chest heaves with every breath.

you grind your hips forward, rocking them up, down; just a little - just enough to get him grunting impatiently. it almost makes you laugh, the way his face is scrunched and a tense furrow in his brows. he thinks if he had taken the lead and had control over the pace - then he would’ve came in mere seconds.

the sound of your sweet whines snap him out of his daze.

“you feel so good, rin,” you breathe, slowly riding up and down his throbbing cock; face flushed and mouth agape, “your cocks perfect.”

the praise makes him burn on the inside. your slicked walls engulf him so perfectly. he has no idea how to contain the intense emotions he feels right now - he grips your hips harder in hopes of gaining some control back, but you slap his hands away almost instantly.

“no, jus’ lemme do it.” you retort. your hands dance around his bare sternum that’s covered in a thin sheen of sweat, and come down to lightly pinch his pretty pink nipples.

it’s too much - he thinks. it’s so new, so foreign, and it opens up a whole new world of pleasure right before his eyes. you’ve just so generously granted him that with no second thought, no doubt in your words when you’d told him you’d gladly be his first.

it has shocked you. the news still rings in your head, that he’s never felt the wet, soft walls wrapped so perfectly around him before. surely, someone like rindou couldn’t have been a virgin . . . but here you are, slow riding his pulsing dick while he grunts and groans under his breath.

it feels too fucking good. it’s almost unbelievable.

“ahh, fuck, fuck, wait-“ his entire torso tenses up, muscles bulging and contracting; he scrambles with his hands to hold you down, slow you in any way so that he wouldn’t be cumming so quickly. but that only makes you want to bounce harder, the bottom of your thighs slapping his, and your soft tits being pushed up into his face.

he is done for. rindou thinks he has never come this hard in his entire life - the lack of oxygen leaves his mind blank and empty, the swollen red tip of his cock tingles and bursts out cum in a way that feels endless. he is in heaven.

your warm walls contract around him, milking him of every last drop he has to give. you’re sure to have bruises tomorrow, all over your hips and thighs - but right now, all you care about is how peaceful rin looks as he comes down from his high.

his face flushed and lips swollen, he leans back and drops his body on the plush pillows - almost like the energy has been sucked out of him.

you giggle, and squirm because of the way his dick throbs and tingles inside you.

“fuck, that was too good,” he breathes, throwing an arm over his eyes as he tries to calm his body down. he thinks that waiting this long to finally have sex was worth it - because it was with you.

[toburnup]

hii can you tell more about the title of chp 10?

ahh panopticon!

a panopticon prison is when there's a single guard tower overlooking a large number of cells. if the windows are blacked out, there's no way to tell if you're being watched or not.

The authority changes from being a limited physical entity to being an internalized omniscience - the prisoners discipline themselves simply because someone might be watching, eliminating the need for more physical power to accomplish the same task. (x)

and then foucault, brilliant/annoying as he was, was like. HMMMM how can i intellectualize this! and he connected it to the idea that all citizens self-police our behaviour even when no one is watching. that we have strict ideas of socially expected (and acceptable) behaviour. and i'm a queer theory bitch and i wrote a paper on the panopticon in school, so ofc i have to bring it into my fics lmaoo.

panopticon theory has informed how i've written steve, who is overly aware of his behaviour and how it's perceived by people around him. and beyond that, he self-polices his behaviour (and his thoughts!) as if he's being constantly watched. his idea of acceptable behaviour is also closely linked to heteronormative standards — like what would a straight guy do or think in this situation? even though no one is really watching him that closely.

it comes up in a lot of ways in ch 10 especially. he sits on the bus and looks around him, trying to figure out if he can see gay men from sight alone. for steve, a big part of being in the closet is adhering to specific social standards that he holds himself to, and not necessarily ones that other people would be holding him to. it's coming from the Self 💙 which is painful to untangle, but he's getting there.

[tordsbeloved]

How about headcanons with Tori and Matilda (Ellsworld) with a s/o who cosplays?

Tori/Matilda x reader who likes to cosplay

tory can step on my istg if i was near them my gay ass would fold so easy and fast'

Tori

#1 Supporter!!

Tori is in love with the idea of her beautiful s/o cosplaying

she loves all the fandom cosplays you do

you have a tik tok account for your cosplays and you bet tori is in the comments looking at rude comments going off

and she fights the people who go "OUR s/o" or even "is your s/o single?"

tamara comments every once in a while to tease tori

they argue for such a long time

you need help

She even does your hair for you

And if you need a prop she's trying her hardest to make sure is absolutely perfect for you!

she goes to cons with you making sure your safe and no one is harassing you

if they do, holy shit a red storm is coming straight for them.

at most she would wear an cropped anime shirt

she would request some of her anime characters she thinks you would look amazing as

she's frothing at the mouth if you do agree to her request

she makes out with you when you dress up as her recommendations

Hypes you up!! LMAO

when you brought up why not have the both of you cosplay at a con she was excited about the idea!!

but she kinda seemed so insecure about it

you ofc reassured her.

when you bot

Matilda

Ahh the beauty and grace herself

she is literally so beautiful

anyways

you told her that your gonna be in you room just making stuff for fun

why you didn't tell her you did cosplay?

idk bro you tell me

well she went to her room with a missing hair curler and she didnt know where it went

she did know you both shared said object and went to go ask you

she walked into you room to ask if you knew where her hair curler was at and walked in on you hosting a live stream for how you style the wigs for you cosplays

she had a blank look on her face

she was literally so confused as she closed the door

you just looked at her as she closed the door and looked back at the camera and laughed

she then burst in all giddy and excited

"OMG BABE IS THIS FOR HOLLOWEEN"

the comments on the live where just laughing or "LMAOO"

everyone loved her bro

who wouldn't.

anyways

she then was sat down by you and you started to explain why you do this and its just for fun and not for Halloween

she still didn't get it but she did support you in this hobby

she honestly first thought that it was a thing in the LGBTQ+ community she wasn't aware of LMAO

months go by with her knowing and she ends up going live with you, and your fans love her

they say ya'll are 100% couple goals

she help you style the wigs and sometimes asks for her bestie tori to help with props and hair

you both went and she just ended up following you and the group

you both had a blast with the group

people asking for picture with you

asking how you made such a good cosplay

you where so tired on the way home, literally walking in almost dead

but when you both got home she was more than happy to help you out of it

when you both where finished and ready for bed

she kissed you while cuddling into you before saying how cut you hobby is and how much she thinks your so cute

[riverstardis]

survivors:

iain sees jez snogging a guy outside

ahh they’re showing rita being all happy before mark comes in

lmao ethan lost his glasses and hardly remembers any of the night before so he’s wearing sunglasses because they’re the only prescription ones he could find sjskdkfj

well they go well with the fact that he’s horribly hungover anyway sjdkfkf

rita’s treating the girl mark groomed but neither of them know who the other is😬

and there’s mark

cal found an old pair of glasses for ethan and brought them in for him and they’re circular and big mac says they make him look like harry potter and he says he “actually had to stop wearing them when the books came out” so the first book came out when he would’ve been about 10 and you’re telling me he still has them kept somewhere where he couldn’t find them but cal could?? also i thought that glasses prescriptions tend to change over time so how realistic is it for his to have barely changed in 20 years? i’m definitely overthinking this lol

iain’s confused about jez flirting with women

mark saying it’s all above board and they waited until she turned 18🤢🤢 he says even his probation officer knows i’m sorry his PROBATION OFFICER?!?! isn’t the probation officer’s job to prevent reoffending?? and somehow allowing a nonce who went to prison for sleeping with a 13 year old to get back with that same girl now he’s out doesn’t count as reoffending just because she’s now an adult??????

ethan’s struggling with treating a load of gastroenteritis patients because he’s still feeling nauseous agshjddj

fiona’s pregnant and it’s ectopic but she doesn’t believe rita that it’s life threatening and not a viable pregnancy :( i mean that isn’t surprising really why was rita even allowed to keep treating her like???

lol iain telling jez he saw him kissing that bloke earlier so why doesn’t he just be straight with him (funny choice of words lmao) and tell him he’s gay and jez pretends he fancies iain sjskdkfk

jez invites iain into the shower with him LMAOO

zoe telling connie she’s looking to broaden her horizons :(

robyn’s still trying to be friends with dylan and says they made a good team today and he’s like “i don’t do group hugs” and she suggests he buy her a drink instead so he gives her some money and walks off😭😭

uh oh big mac offers to return the drug lock up keys for robyn

jez still coming on to iain until he’s like “woah you know i’m straight” and jez goes “so is spaghetti… until it gets hot”

he finally tells him he’s “not 100% gay, not 100% straight. it’s more of a 50/50 thing.” would be great if the writers weren’t so afraid of the word bisexual😭

jacob finds ethan’s glasses and coat on a traffic cone outside the pub and ethan goes “ohhhh silly cone valley” the others are like “huh?” and he says he put his glasses there for safe keeping😭😭

max goes “harry potter and the drunken confession” and jack’s like “ohh that’s who you look like!” lmao😭

ethan says he only wants a lemonade. he’s having a night off lol

fuck off mark🤬 leave rita alone!

mac gives mercedes some stolen drugs😬

[buglaur]

answered asks below cut! 

@studythensims hello, thank you so much for this ask! sorry i held on to it for so long, it was really nice to have in my inbox to read everytime i went there 🥺 and it really does mean a lot to me, thank you so much!!

hi!

hello anon! i got a similar ask a few days ago where i recommended a sims 4 render tutorial thats pretty much the same as my process. i’m also gonna make my own speed render next time i have a big idea for one but i’m all out of inspo right now lol

thank you very much! however my fire was literally just a transparent png of a flame i put on a plane positioned over the candle 😭 no cool effects here, just plain old trickery. however here are some tutorials + resources i used for other effects i’ve done in the past! i’m also always down to answer questions

grass | mirror | ghost effect | free lighting presets + textures 

raffy and roxana will meet sophie in tomorrows post! surprisingly they’re kind of indifferent about her. i knew rafael would be fine with it but i thought roxana might go a bit off the rails, but she didn’t! this was the face sophie made when she saw her though.. i don’t think she was in any hurry to get to know the twins.

i’m so excited too anon!! this high school pack aligned perfectly with the macmahon timeline 😭 i literally am just so excited to have her mess everything up. just absolutely destroy everyone. i really hope suspensions aren’t part of the pack.. she’ll be allowed in for an hour every week before they kick her out again🤦‍♀️

hey!! i’m glad you enjoyed the legacy so far 🥰 i actually do not prepare at all, i went straight in with all original ea townies and i now face the consequences of having hideous townie offspring populating my world. what's worse is they have every pose accessory under the sun attached to them.

the only reason that you see pretty sims in my gameplay shots is because i struggle daily to capture shots where guys like this aren’t poking into the frame 😭 thank you sm though!! sorry i’ve got not advice

fashion icon

@falsetochild he sure is but i am not letting it happen 😭 he’s already broken one gen rule with her, i’m not letting him break another. he deserves to be happy and she genuinely seems to have an interest in him, but no, sorry theo. he literally performed horribly at work the last time i played because he was in a flirty mood for 8 whole hours. c’mon man you’ve got a country to run get your head out of the clouds. but thank you sm i’m glad you enjoy it!!

@acuar-io ahh thank you sm!! i really hope you like the direction i’m going to take it in, i’ve got the majority of it planned out in my notes app lol

after all the set up posts i think they’ll be pretty frequent, and i’m more or less going to follow this structure. i can’t wait either but i know i gotta pace the posts or else i’ll run out of them 😭😭 thank you for your support!!! ❤️

i am a terrible person i completely just leave him in the background of everything at this point 😭 he’s good he’s just not up to much because i’m a sucker for his sister lmaoo. he practices the violin like 8 hours a day in the living room because i forget to cancel the action 🤦‍♀️ how am i gonna cope next gen when theres tons of kids if i can’t focus on two. i’ll try and include him more soon i promise 😔✊

@noiice 😭😭😭 very fitting of her. hopefully not many people make her mad though, teen roxana has the ability to use that voodoo doll she has 😔

[atherix0]

hello :3 nothing better than waking up to a new midnight series update. and coming back from work to another update, i get so happy whenever you post something new<3

also . grian and mumbo in the previous one<3 grian got his homoerotic wing preening yess that's what he deserves!! god they're both so possessive and fucked up in the head and completely in love with each other<3 and it's soo grian that he didn't just straight up said he wants mumbo but decided to use bird language instead to show him .

they went to visit scar in his shop!! AND TUBBO IS HEREEE MY BOY!!! :D SCAR IS HAVING MORE DAD MOMENTS YESSSS. they make me so happy, dad scar is everything to me fr. but poor mumbo, i felt so bad for him in that scene:( hope he gets the chance to co-parent tubbo in the future . hehehe

grian and mumbo saw scar with his hair braided and thought "i sure hope this doesn't awaken anything in me" LMAO. who can blame them though, scar is really pretty and he deserves to be complimented all the time<3 and scar's reaction was so cute, it's probably a very high praise to compliment an elf on their hair because it's so important to them. also i'm so happy they got to see dad scar in action. tubbo and grian are so silly together hehe. grian is the type of guy who would always side with tubbo just to annoy scar lmaoo

scar let them into his home…. it means so much especially considering scar is a rather private person and he likes to keep his personal life to himself. plus he's super protective of tubbo. but he trusts grian and mumbo enough to let them into his home when he's not ever there

MUMBO IS DOING RESEARCH ABOUT THE FAE HE'S SO SWEET AHHH he tries so hard to understand scar. the mental image of mumbo sitting in his room and reading long ass books about the fae just so he can know more about scar and avoid possibly offending him…. he's so dear to me . i don't think scar is the only one obsessed hehe

they went on another date<3 and scar rambling about history and architecture??? he's just like me oh my godd i'm a big history nerd, i would listen to him anytime .

the woman who touched grian's wing made me so mad . and she hates scar too, like, pick a struggle. but protective scar<3 i'm obsessed with scar being all serious and scary because it's such a contrast to his usual personality. like you see him being all nice and silly but once you hurt the people he cares about, he will murder you in cold blood. feral little elf

JOEL AND LIZZY ARE HEREE!! i love how scar just gives people these silly nicknames. and cleo mention ahh she used to babysit scar?? that's. definitely interesting. plus mumbo being sooo petty HELP he takes his ties very seriously, don't insult them Ever

scar invited them to a sleepover at his place this time<3 he invited them to sleep in his home, in his own bed… yeah i'm normal about this . they are so domestic already and they aren't even dating yet

ohhh and if you would ever want more song recs that remind me of your series, i have some<3 you mentioned a playlist and i like making character playlists smile. it will come back by hozier is a very midnight!scar song. likeee your scar has the energy of a feral animal that's desperate for affection and once he gets some, he will always yearn for more. and that song has that kind of vibe. it's like saying "don't give me affection, don't care for me 'cause if you do, i might just stay with you forever and it will be the worst thing that happens to you. i'll keep coming back and i'll always want more so it's better not to love me at all". so very scar vibes. sorry i love talking about music :3

aand this ask got really long, i'm physically incapable of Not Rambling. gotta live up to the name essay anon huh .

Hii welcome back <3 I love coming home to your asks so in joy we are equally matched!

Yessss <3 Grian be like "how to ask him to be mine. Oh I know, I'll be Bird." Luckily Mumbo's sharp and noticed because a certain someone else definitely would not have picked up on that wrecking ball of a hint lmao. They are so possessive and I love it, they're equally matched in that regard and absolutely love that about each other <3 This possessive/jealous tendency of both of theirs might come back to bite them later on when they realize they love another person and don't know how to bring this up buuut <3 (Grian and Mumbo have one possessive partner, Scar gets two lmao but Scar loves it, he loves feeling wanted and seeing them get all weird possessive/jealous just absolutely is so- hh hjkkgdfslk)

I NEED MORE DAD!SCAR. Their relationship to each other is either chaotic and hilarious or tender and sweet, lemme tell ya there's a scene in my head with them that WILL make you cry. I know because I haven't even written it yet and it gets me tearing up <3 Mumbo </3 It might be a little late to coparent Tubbo, being that Tubbo's 19 now, but he will absolutely be an amazing second/third dad <3 And he may or may not become a dad to other kids later hjgfdkj

They took one look at his outfit and realized he's REALLY PRETTY when he's NOT wearing THAT, but you know the braid is nice, keep the braid- Oh gods yes, complimenting an Elf's hair is <3 <3 Also helps who the compliments came from ofc but <3 There are many compliments in Scar's future, he'll just have to get used to them <3 He absolutely is. They bring out the worst in each other but in the best way <3 they're both chaos gremlins and they double the chaos when they're together <3 Now accepting prayers for Mumbo and Scar <3

YES it's an extension of trust, a little contrast to a few stories ago when he divided his life in two and basically said they weren't part of this side of his life <3 He's letting them in to THIS SIDE of his life, the side of his life that has his magic shop and his son and his house full of plants and photographs and all the soft moments he's never let them see before and just AGH-

HE IS. He was serious when he said they'd start over, and he doesn't want to take any steps back because he cares so much <3 It's even better when you consider the fact that I insinuated in Midnight Ambush that accurate books about the Fae is hard to come by.... <3 He put EFFORT into finding the right books, like <3 Haha oh no, he certainly isn't <3 And he won't be the more obvious one for long-

YESSS I love history too I could listen to someone ramble passionately about the city they call home for hours <3 Grian and Mumbo can too but only because it's Scar speaking hjfdskj

She is the worst kind of Human smh, just a little reminder that the non-Supernatural world still exists and is just as full of bad as the Supernatural one <3 One of my favorite writing/movie tropes is OOC is Serious, I love when people switch gears and go dangerous scary when someone they care about is in danger <3 And that was just over someone grabbing Grian's wing, imagine if someone frikkin stabs him haha not like that's gonna happen right-

I LOVE THEM SO MUCH <3 Lizzie is a Chaos Gremlin too, she has absolutely embraced being Mrs. Beans <3 Scar will give everyone a nickname, no exceptions. Well, except Cleo, because reasons lmao. YEAH the Cleo thing will be explained more in the future but Cleo is like a reeaallly old Vampire, like she's older than Mumbo. I can't explain much more than that ofc without spoilers but haha I like irony- MUMBO IS PETTY he's wonderful lmaooo hjfd

More than that HE INVITED THEM IN HIS ROOM. After Mumbo had already told Grian how the Fae feel about their private spaces- Scar invited them to stay in his room <3 That's like one step away from just cuddling like- (jk jk BUT)

Send me any songs that make you think of Midnight Series in any way, shape or form, even if it's just one character in the tiniest bridge of the song <3 HJFSJKS Scar is absolutely affection-starved and has so many issues, he tried pushing Grian away at first but after he started accepting Grian's friendship/affection he couldn't stand to lose it <3 bbyy (this fact also going in hand with the fact that Scar loves feeling wanted by his partners and their jealousy/possessiveness/tendency to leave marks makes him way too happy for any healthily-adjusted adult. He doesn't even do it on purpose they're just Like That <3 they're all a little messed up but jhgfdkj)

It's okay I love the rambles~! <3 It gives me a chance to ramble, too, so! Haha <3 I love to read your essays, Anon <3

[journeycontinues444]

ahh today wasn’t as fun as i anticipated :/

w my back pain & my lungs, 30mins in the job n i was alreadyy out of breath & tiiiied. i was a bit disappointed at myself bc si me rajé towards the end of the job, but then again, i love me & i rlly trying to take better care of me yk so no regrets😭

no but yeah, in the morning i puked sm i rlly thought it was never gon stop lmaoo maaan, i was ready to straight. up tell my dad that today was finna be my last day lmaoo but nahh, after all that puking, i still felt like shit, but most deff a lil better!

a lot more happened today pero ya me voy mimis a ver si manana me acuerdo for a quick update hehe

buenas noches, chula te amo 🤍

[mish-tique]

Hi! It's ya girl Rose 🥺🌹, back with a new haircut!!

I thought you told me to not waste my time on the cost cap but here you are with a fic 😭😂

Also, would you please drop down some music recs? your titles from these songs are top tier lyrics, i just know your taste in music is top tier too

Anyways, SPOILERS below the rose line

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"Charles isn’t just being his big spoon, providing the warmth and hold he has come to adore so much, but he’s also still in Max." <- ohh i'm grinning like a cheshire cat

“Exactly how I dreamed about you waking up. Wanted you to still be on my dick when you woke up and watching you realize what was going on was such a beautiful sight.” <- fuck me, dom charles, i'd love to be you maxy, i'm jealous (sorry, this is like the 2nd day of horny)

"he can only moan in appreciation when two of Charles’ fingers enter his mouth." <- i think we've established my love of charles' hands from the serial killers au, i'm gonna shut up now

ohhh you brought up the illegal engine!!! love that!!! teams who cheat together have their drivers always together

they're driving to the sunset with a car that costs more than the budget cap and an illegal engine

"He stops in front of his lover, catching Charles’ attention who stops scrolling on his phone. When he lowers himself onto his knees, he admires the casual confidence on Charles’ face. He adores his boyfriend, loves how they truly can be themselves together. How not a single bit of Ferrari’s disaster classes seem to affect Charles as long as he’s near." <- i can see it, thank you for those manspreading pics from the yacht charlie

“You know the FIA just announced Red Bull as guilty, right?” “Mate,” Max groans, letting his head roll back, “You can’t be serious right now.” <- HAHAHAH

this is just perfect and very much in the times, plus the comedy of it all!! every day, you're just publishing better and better fics!!!

roses for you and to the anon that requested this, and also to rbr for providing a funny plot device for this kinktober day:

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-Rose 🥺🌹

Oooh you got a new haircut?? are you happy with it?

Also i've never said im not a hypocrite LMAOO. Hmm.... Music recs? Here we go. These are mostly new onces, but let me know if you need any older ones too!

Anyways, if you want more, let me know!

"ohh i'm grinning like a cheshire cat" <- the way sometimes i just can't write this stuff with a straight face kshdgsd

"fuck me, dom charles, i'd love to be you maxy, i'm jealous (sorry, this is like the 2nd day of horny)" <- ROSE but yes. dom Charles needs more love.

"ohhh you brought up the illegal engine!!! love that!!! teams who cheat together have their drivers always together"<- goals right? such cheating cuties xx

"they're driving to the sunset with a car that costs more than the budget cap and an illegal engine" <- when will it be my time

Ahh thank you so much sweetheart! reading your comments always makes me happy <33.

(also yes, the cost cap drama only happened to be a plot device for us writers)

[thesolotomyhan]

Hi! I have come here to say that, like the other anons, I'm afraid I'm also 100% obsessed with Ramón !!!!!. Annd I was thinking here: what kind of gifts do you think Món would give to his bebé preciosa?? I go back and forth between being extravagant gifts and maybe not so extravagant but really thought out gifts. Regardless, he would make sure to know everything she likes and dislikes, trying to be subtle about it and falling bc that man is never subtle about anything lool. And idk, I just have this idea of him asking Dina for advice/help at the beginning of the relationship, and her teasing him a little bit like: dios mío, you really like this girl, never thought I'd see the day. When is the wedding? And Món rolling in eyes, getting a little shy about it and starting to walk away, and Dina is like: Món, ¡esperate! tá bien, tá bien, te voy ayudar. And then he gives one of those little genuine smiles you know, and they start to discuss a plan. anyways, love reading your blog so I just thought I'd ask and share my silly idea haha :)

HII AHAHAAAA WOW OK BESTIE COMING IN WITH A WHOLE PREPARED SPEECH I LOVE IT-

so first off yeah like some days ramon would love to spoil- give you the whole world to you just because he feels like it ya know? i would imagine there’s never a bad week for you because he manages to gift you something extra af like clockwork but lets say it’s your anniversary or your birthday he’s going out of his way to get something meaningful for you both :(( esta enamorado mi niño precioso and he literally wants to let you know that by gifting you things close to your heart that he knows is special :(((( but yeah lmaoo theres always those times he’s just asking you if you prefer red or pink or just asking you if he remembered something right haha

and that dina part :(((( because i just know when she asks him to describe you and she sees the literal love in his eyes when he’s just simply talking about you gets her to love you and want the best planning done for ramon :((( ayy no wow

:( AHH thank you so much my love :(( ❤️and yes you literally described the perfect way he would react to you being jealous because he just thinks ? lol?? no te me enceles princesa all jokingly laughing at you but his cocky attitude just straight drops and disappears when he sees you either all mad or hurt like :(( bebe :(( espera:( no te quise lastimar:((( like omg :((

[yunsoh]

alrighty season 3 ep 2 thoughts. this post got ridiculously long so the rest is under a read more:

- literally i love every single time we see akito sleeping in this long and empty room. there’s something very encompassing about how empty it is + how the angle emphasizes it, especially when we can clearly see she’s sharing her bed 

- shigure and tohru’s moments alone are always soo so sweet. their relationship so far is very much one where there’s a lot of affection between them (which ofc makes one of their biggest scenes together during the final act feel especially hurtful even though it’s a side of shigure we’re well aware of by that point -- it’s just something that tohru up until that point hadn’t witnessed, much less been directly confronted with. but i’m getting ahead of myself lmfao moving on)

- actually related to the above love tohru asking “wouldn’t i just be interrogating him?” and “the things kureno told me make me feel like i’m looking into a deep, dark well” just ahh i do love this background progression of shigure and tohru’s relationship and how it reaches a head when they have their talk about kyo later. 

- this is perhaps unintentional but: having this shot of machi noticing yuki + clearly having some new feelings about him overlaid with/directly followed by momiji and tohru, where we still know momiji has an unrequited crush on her. yes it makes me laugh a little but it’s also fitting because at this moment in time yuki does not have a crush on machi in return + sees her only as a friend.

- it’s been mentioned but it bears repeating. why are they not progressing momiji’s height whatsoever lmaooo. funny because yuki and kyo have had gradual changes but they’re really just trying to make this growth spurt reveal super jarring huh. also holy shit he looks TINY next to haru in this shot. next

- the one kid in class asking hana to fuck the priyuki girls up but she’s like “actually i really don’t care” LMAO........ love her

- ugh i really love this moment with yuki.......... i think it’s been a while since we’ve seen the general student population (not just the prince yuki girls) still treat him in a revering way, now also in part because he’s the student council president but definitely still because of his reputation as the prince. this was something that was so deeply ostracizing to him early on in the series, and does still remind him of his loneliness -- but that loneliness isn’t crippling to him anymore, because now he does have friends who like him and who he can have fun with. 

i’m going to write a bigger post on this later probably because this is a really important progression point in how yuki understands himself to exist in his school’s ecosystem + how his self-esteem is still developing.

- additionally i just want to say that this scene isn’t yuki suddenly falling for machi, or really something to be read as mutually romantic between them -- machi i think absolutely has a crush on him at this point (because he is. the only person who is actually nice to her and considers her existence aside from kakeru but moving on) but yuki’s perception of her at this moment is heavily tied to how he thinks of himself as a friend + whether he’s a worthy enough person to befriend. the fact that machi shatters those doubts for him in such an overt way is important.

- anyways machi is rly cute here i loooove that she’s comfortable being more expressive around him even though it’s mostly out of embarrassment LMAO...... she’s learning how to display her feelings and trusts him with that..... cute.

- also of note yuki putting his hand on the top of her head which is like... he’s trying to convey that he feels they have (or are starting to have) a trusting friendship with each other but it’s like. a bit too much for machi to handle omfg. honestly this goes in hand with way back when ayame patted yuki’s head in praise which was clearly something yuki didn’t receive much of as a kid, and i’m assuming machi also rarely if ever received that same sort of praise. what i’m saying is they’re both trying lmaoo

- also as usual shimazaki’s deliveries are spot on yuki is soooo fucking cute in this scene. “what? seriously? they’re even worse than the ones i made” he’s so casual and funny with her it’s so good

- okay the timeskip to sunset makes me laugh it makes it seem like tohru and kyo have just been waiting in that room alone for hourssss

- ugh how sexy would it have been if the brief flashback to kureno + the music overlay had been cut out here. like tohru seeing the birds and then turning to ask kyo what he would think if someone’s curse had been broken would have gotten the message across just as well + i think would have been more emotionally impactful.

- tohru’s expression here though is so good just. ugh. will say this point in hers and kyo’s relationship is just so tasty because he really is her most trusted confidant but she’s also so aware of anything that could be construed as him rejecting her or pushing her away, which now that she’s getting especially wrapped up in the family’s secrets...... it’s a thin line she’s walking w wanting to protect him but not wanting to push him away bc he’s resigned to what will happen

- this visual is so weeeeeird aoghjksd the screen being framed by her bangs. what. why

- hmmmm in general idk if the flower scene hit very well. it felt kind of awkward? kyo and tohru both seemed really stiff which is weird because literally just a minute ago they were animated pretty well tbh

- this post is already so long and i only JUST started the akigure part of the ep....... i’m so sorry

- machi and kyo both handing off white flowers to yuki and tohru respectively and then we’re hit with shigure giving akito a red flower instead. obviously because akito is symbolized by red camellias + to refer back to her memory of shigure giving one to her, but also just basic color symbolism -- white being more indicative of purity and new beginnings, red being something both passionate, evocative, dangerous.

- oh we’re back to the kids. it is not in fact akigure time yet. 

- i loooove this tohru outfit so much she’s so cute in it. also ig it bears mentioning because i didn’t say anything about it last time, but the reboot hinting more directly to the audience that something bad happened to rin, rather than just her disappearing entirely, is def more overt than in the manga. that short scene of ren intercepting rin in the last ep was chronological yes, but in the manga we don’t see that happen until after we know that akito’s been keeping her in the cat’s room. so just by tohru mentioning that she hasn’t seen or heard from rin in a while, we’re clued in that something bad to her must have happened because of ren. which i don’t think is a bad decision honestly -- since ren is set up as the antagonist for this season, it might make viewers assume that ren did something bad to her, only for it to be revealed that it was akito and that akito is still becoming more and more unhinged. but that also ren is unhinged. disasters.

- “i’m sorry, i’m afraid i do have parents” this rly is just the mid-20s mood isn’t it

- mitsuru fucking hissing at shigure i cannot

- nakamura’s acting during this phone scene is so goooood oh my god. the LOATHING. honestly this alone just makes me crazy abt the insanity that is akito + kureno + shigure like jesus christ. 

- kureno’s pitiful little “nii-san” after shigure obliterates his entire life. there we go

- honestly it’s funny how shigure’s expression looks when akito yells at him for sleeping with ren because for a moment it looks like he has NO idea what she’s talking about but then. nope. he fucked her mom.

- do like the little detail of akito pointing as she tells shigure to get out, but when he leaves he just turns in the opposite direction. like truly he has never followed orders to the t once in his life.

- this shot of ren is so fucking absurd oh my god. pls get ur male gaze directing out of here.

- “i... thought you forgot” man the way this is delivered feels really striking. i think because akito is never caught off guard in a way that surprises her in such a quiet way, or in a way that leaves her plainly vulnerable. like her vitriol towards him has to do with the fact that she feels he’s abandoning the bond they used to have (and ofc they bond they have through the curse), and that memory of him does act as a linchpin. 

- it’s primo bitchy shigure hours. primo akito meltdown hours.

- this shot is soooo foreboding wow. straight up darkness. tho i kind of wish this shot was used instead for the “i want to crush her to a pulp” line, or at the very least that the shot for that line was just framed differently

- god they’re so fucking awful for each other. purely just a disaster duo. shigure taking control of the conversation + dismissing akito’s meltdown and emotional manipulation leaves akito feeling the only way she can have control over him is through seducing him since no other method works. the convo that has with her accusing him of sleeping with a lot of other women + her not knowing how to handle the fact that he slept with ren, and ofc the convo it has with her misogyny and how she views herself. they have this really vitriolic push and pull for control because akito doesn’t know what to do when she loses any control at all, and shigure’s grasping at what little control he can have considering how their power dynamics work with the bond -- walking away when she’s being manipulative, refusing to coddle her. like shigure’s wish for them to be on an equal playing field without the curse is a pipe dream because their relationship is just so, so damaged as is and is so heavily informed by what has already happened between them. takaya why did you have them end up together for realsies why did you--

- what is with the reboot team making akito break down the walls and doors all the time lmfao. bro the structural damage caused by this little 90lb disaster.

- i think i understand why they took it out (like maybe it would have been too overt with how they’ve set up the audience to expect something bad happened to rin after running into ren) but man they really just didn’t adapt one of the most haunting parts of the series huh. like this shot of rin being trapped inside the cat’s room right beside shigure thinking “i’ll be waiting for you” maaaan man!!

- okay addendum: apparently she is in the room. in hindsight i did notice this but it did not register as a person because i thought it was just a glare on the window 😭

[gojoscloset]

Blame.

GETO SUGURU X READER ANGST/FLUFF

Warnings: Bad words

Shitty writing /unedited

Pt. 3 / 4

(Please read A/N at the end, I’m sorry )^: )

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Geto’s senses were overstimulated at the sight of you.

He was overwhelmed with what felt like a rush of warm colors; it was enough to form Goosebumps on his skin.

The sound of your voice made the hairs on the back of his neck stand up straight.

Your voice was music to his ears, like each word that slipped from your mouth was honeyed and he desperately needed a taste.

Geto immediately recalled the nights he watched the videos he had saved, ones that had your voice in them and how would replay them over and over again until it almost became an obsession. But those nights were nothing compared to how your voice made him feel now.

He could smell your perfume. The perfume.

One he had gifted you many moons ago, one that drove him wild, and he insisted you wear for him whenever the two of you went out on dates, And you did, because you weren’t one to deny him of anything he asked for.

Knowing that you took the time to put it on gave Geto Hope. Hope that maybe just maybe he still crossed your mind like you crossed his.

But it was when his eyes met yours that did it for him. The pseudo smile he carried wavered instantaneously. He repeated your name with trembling lips and averted his gaze, but quickly brought it back to meet yours. He had been deprived of your entire being and didn’t want to deny himself of what he'd been craving for weeks, yet his demons yelled in his ear to look away. He felt undeserving being in your presence.

It was evident you utilized your time away from him properly, it showed in the way you carried yourself. Fear struck his heart with realization that all he did while you were away was sulk while you worked on yourself.

He began to have doubts about whether or not you would come back to him if he hadn’t worked on himself as much as he should.

“Suguru…” you whispered and reached over to gently take his hand in yours, he immediately laced your fingers with his.

The kind gesture that was meant to soothe the pain only made him cry more. “I think I’m ready to talk…” you whispered softly, looking at his torn expression tugged on your heart strings. “Let’s go to the apartment, yeah?” You suggested since it seemed he wasn’t going to stop crying anytime soon.

—

The walk to the apartment was silent,with the exception of occasional sniffles and the sounds of you taking sips of your coffee. The silence was not uncomfortable, but it was unfamiliar.

Under better circumstances he would talk and tease you, but for now you two walked next to each other, like friends. There was a gap between the two of you, but it wasn’t vast, to you, But for Suguru it felt like it was a mile wide.

It wasn’t until you entered the apartment that the uneasiness hit you. Everything was eerily untouched, exactly how you left it, almost to the T.

The sweater you wore that same day still on the couch sprawled over the armrest. Your house slippers in the same position, you tried sneaking a glance into the room you two once shared, but the door was closed.

Your mind couldn’t help but wonder if the drawers were left open and if things were still scattered across the floor.

“Sorry..about the mess.” He spoke quietly and took a seat at the dining room table, you sat across from him, giving him a smile.

“Don’t worry about it.” Again there was a silence between the two of you, not uncomfortable, but unfamiliar.

“Do you need a moment, Suguru?”

“No.” His voice cracked.

“Okay...Uh… hmmm...Where do I begin?” You looked around the room while you organized your thoughts.

“I do have a lot to say, I hope I was not interrupting anything….”

He quickly shook his head giving you the floor.

“Then Please allow me to tell you how I feel… about everything” you cleared your throat and he nodded, listening closely, tears having stopped but heart was understandably extremely sensitive.

“Being away from you made me realize a lot Of things, A lot of things, Suguru. First and foremost being how much I love you. But I also realized I love myself more, which is why-“

“Please don’t leave me…” he interrupted softly before you could continue. “I know I have been selfish and it is becoming a commodity in the relationship and I don’t mean to interrupt you and don’t expect for you to change your mind, but in case you do leave me I just want to tell you how much you mean to me and how much I need you.”

You swallowed the lump forming in your throat, the ‘tough cookie’ exterior you put on when you approached him quickly crumbling the more he spoke.

You weren’t going to leave him, that was the last thing on your mind,you wanted to give him a piece of your mind before continuing to live the life you two created together.

“Being encased in a home we built together is karma I put on myself. I miss you. I miss everything about you. Everything” he emphasized with hand gestures.

“Your smile. The way you smell. The way you call my name. The cadence in your voice, your walk, your talk, sometimes I would go out and someone laughed like you and I-...I ...“ he choked out a sob and buried his face in his hands.

“I’m not leaving you Suguru…” The two of you locked eyes with each other, there was hope in his eyes.

“I just wanted to tell you how much that shit sucks. Being accused of infidelity when I gave you as much of me and my love as I possibly could, but even so…” you wiped the tears from your eyes, Geto was hit with deja vu, recalling the scene the day you left and how he wished he could wipe the tears for you.

He was being given another chance at redemption and he gladly took it.

He stood up from his seat, making his way to you, he knelt down beside you and wiped the tears away, as he should have the first time.

“I’m so sorry… I love you more than I could ever put into words y/n. What I said was out of insecurity. This doesn’t justify my actions or what I said, but my words came from a place of insecurity and fear. I was afraid you would go to Gojo because he literally has everything you could ever want…”

“You ARE everything I want so stop saying that!” you quickly interjected before he spiraled into a self deprecating headspace.

His hands laced with yours and he dropped his head. You could almost physically feel the doubts that had been eating at him disappear with those 9 words.

“I love you..so so much…” he sobbed quietly whilst lacing your fingers together. He brought your knuckles to his lips placing multiple kisses on them.

“And I love you so so much” you whispered, cupping his face in your free hand, wiping away his tears.

The rest of the night consisted of non stop chattering and laughter. Tears were shed and stories exchanged about how the two of you felt away from each other.

Boundaries were reset and apologies were made, a new chapter in your relationship was written that night, and as long as the pages are written with love, the story will go on forever and ever.

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🤠 howdy! It’s me again! Ahh I apologize for this chapter, I was in the middle of writing it when the snowstorm hit (I live in shithead Texas) and pretty much my whole life went to shit momentarily.

But thankfully things finally went back to normal ..kinda (after 2+ fucking weeks of no water) the damages are fixed and stuff but guess who is now $2k+ in debt

That’s right! Yours truly!

LMAOO hate it here

Y’all don’t invest in a home in America unless the area is good. And please check the foundation because wow. I hate it here sometimes.

Anyway, again I do apologize for such a shitty written chapter, but expect a part 4 (the final chapter) and also hopefully with a lot better writing. Like I’m literally so so so sorry I feel like it’s so anticlimactic but I got y’all, don’t worry. Ahhh again sorry if it’s anti climatic as fuck

I wanted to put something out for y’all so bad )^:

Anywho

Please anticipate my next works and also a master list and finalizing my blog theme

Finally lololol.

Thank you

I love you

Neptilian ✨

[mikyouknow]

okay i absolutely LOVED your commentary on the podcast it explained all my thoughts beautifully

the silences are so loud

dreams flustered stuttering trying to explain himself

george’s lack of reaction to anything

ugh that felt like a fever dream but it really happened huh? it’s like straight out of a fanfic

Ahh thank you I’m glad you enjoyed my thoughts and notes on it ! 🥰 I had rly fun rewatching and commenting too, makes me consider doing more of that lmaoo, like I’ve never watched the first red hoodie stream so maybe I should do that and take notes as I go as well 🤔 or the cooking stream ! Lmao I realized I’ve only watched that one once as well when it was live and have been wanting to rewatch it ! So idk shout at me if that’s something I should do !

But yes the silences were taking me Out fr😭 never heard both of them act so, strange. Like Dream so flustered and George barely being able to speak and, idk that was such an opportunity for him to just clown Dream and laugh at the situation but my god Nope, he was just going through it 🧍‍♀️ that was some real stuff, crossing that line they’ve crossed far too many times at this point 🗣 rly did feel like a fever dream that I Still struggle to wrap my head around. Similarly w the cooking stream, both got that vibe of, this just went Too far and I can’t believe that actually happened🧍‍♀️

[stargirlfics]

Just started watching Shadow and Bones with my straight as an arrow brother. The second Ben frickin Barnes walks on the screen and before I can even begin to form a proper thought my brother goes "fuck me that is one attractive man!" I was like DUH. A few minutes go by, Ben is back on the screen MY BROTHER PAUSES THE EPISODE and launches into a ted talk about hot Ben Barnes is. (as I am writing this he is still going strong) I think my brother is simpin for Ben Barnes. Welcome to the club, dude. Welcome to the club.

Truly been thirsty for him since he was Prince Caspian lmaoo yesss like ahh good to see another one pulled in by his handsome face!

[im-a-meteorite]

i’ve been marathoning the harry potter movies since im in quarantine and i’ve been taking some notes. i’ll post them all bc why not 

sorcerer’s stone

harry knowing that there’s no post on sunday,, a genius

hedwig’s theme playing when harry looks out of the window and sees an owl flying by, very nice

hagrid doing magic at the house on the rock thing,, wouldnt the ministry be able to track that?? since there’s no wizard that lives there, they should be alerted?? or did they remove the trace from hagrid once he got expelled?? like does it work by the trace only or? bc if it doesn’t work by location then how would they know that a muggle witnessed the magic?? idk anymore

the kids staring at the nimbus 2000 and saying its the fastest model yet,, then the camera zooming on the handle w/ the background blurred -> the most straight forward foreshadowing

hagrid is actually the worst person to take harry on his tour situation,, like bro literally left him in the middle of a train station

the weasleys and harry going to the platform while theres a shit ton of ppl walking around,,, statute of secrecy where??

the great hall is on the first floor?? i thought it was on the ground floor

ew the hats

i wish the movies had dumbledore’s weird few words speeches

“theres not one witch or wizard that went bad that wasnt in slytherin” broooo

mcgonagall is so savage i love her

snape is an asshole

a crap ton of chessboards in the great hall study hall scene,, foreshadowing the challenges?

madam hooch really yeeted herself out of neville’s way

✨🥰 oliver wood 🥰✨✨

harry really wiped the troll buggers on his robe,, disgusting

snapes hair is lowkey on fleek tho,,

making most of the slytherins ugly bc they’re the “evil” house is just a disservice to all the inbreeding

hermione setting snape on fire is truly iconic and very extra tbh like sis why tf would u know a spell like that

seasonal transition wasnt that great tbh

overall the directing style is kinda basic

“not in the restricted section,,” rule breaking hermione is the best hermione

dumbledore’s handwriting is so extra and loopy like tf?? but it fits his character

the hedwig flying season transition was good

“immortal?” “it means you’ll never die.” “i know what it means!”

50 points each for being out of bed??? wtf is this point system

filtch saying there’s werewolves in the forbidden forest,,, thats illegal sir

hagrid calling the trio by their first names but draco by his last,, we love favoritism

harry’s thoughts r so ridiculous,, “snape doesnt want the stone for himself, he wants it for voldemort!” lmaoo wtf,, evidence pls sir,, u don’t even know he was a death eater. was it the bad vibes?? bc same

harry figuring out that the person who gave hagrid the dragon egg is voldy,, a genius

“kill us faster?? now i can relax!!” ron is so iconic i love him

“lucky we didnt panic!” “lucky hermione pays attention in herbology”

how is it that harry’s hand burned quirrel but not the skin on harry’s neck?? that shit makes no sense

yeah i really cant imagine this dumbledore fighting voldy in movie 5

hermione’s headband in the reunion scene is so cute i love it

chamber of secrets:

how is dobby even allowed to just jump on the bed?? like is it bc harry isnt his master that he can do smth like that

“dobby has heard about harry potter’s kindness” or whatever,, bro u work for the malfoys either the elves gossip or draco is waxing poetry about harry

aunt petunia saying “we have ice-cream” after that whole affair is just ridiculous

DIAGONALLY

this seems like the extended version bc i dont remember the borgin and bruks scene to be that long

the close ups with lucius and ginny’s books r insane lmao like chris columbus made it so obvious

also mr weasley’s acting is so funny like its so exaggerated

lucius malfoy is so dramatic and extra we love it

also lucius knowing hermione’s name and “draco’s told me all about you”??? bro whats with draco?? lmaoo

snape really got mad with the whole car business

mandrakes r fucking weird bro how did jkr come up with that

PERCY WALKING WITH PENELOPE CLEARWATER??? HOW DID I MISS THAT??

omg colin had so many lines?? wow

omg erol with the fucking howler,, iconic

ron’s facial expressions?? pure comedy, rupret is so good

LOCKHEART REALLY SAID “GOOD GIRL” THEN WINKED AT HERMIONE

“pesky piksy pescinomy” this bitch dumb

“why is it always me?” poor neville

omfg ✨🥰 oliver wood 🥰✨

ahh using the seeker position for fighting

ew draco used the m-word

the shit the basilisk is saying is so lame lmaoo

how does harry not recognize that he’s hearing a different language?? or does parsaltongue act weird

HOW IS THE WHOLE SCHOOL IN THE SAME CORRIDOR???

“i know the counter-curse that could’ve spared her” bitch the dirty looks he got?? omfg

the movies would’ve been 500% better if they had lee jordan’s iconic quidditch commentary

“scarhead” “TRAINING FOR THE BALLET, POTTER?”

“what did you expect?? pumpkin juice??” madam pomfery is a queen

dobby is dumb dumb

“who am i, hedwig? what am i?”

“reading? i didnt know you could read?”

“look at my face” “look at your tail!”

“you can’t cancel quidditch!”

“oh harry, if you die down there, you’re welcome to share my toilet”

lockheart: do you live here? ron: no *smacks him in the head with a rock*

“voldemort is my past, present and future” are all slytherins this dramatic??

the tension between hermione and ron in the last feast was insane

justin filtch fletchy is so ugly im so sorry i cant

prisoner of azkaban:

im sorry but harry doing underage illegal magic pisses me off every time

aunt marge 🤢

“do they use a cane boy?” “oh yeah, i’ve been beaten loads of times”

that whole scene is so chaotic

“you cant do magic outside of school!” “oh yeah? try me”

sirius really dumb for barking at harry like it makes no sense

the knight bus is probably one of the best things in this movie

“whatcha doing down there??” “i fell over” “whacha fell over for?” “i didnt do it on purpose!” “well come on then, lets not wait for the grass to grow”

harry leans over and looks for the grim, stan: “whatcha looking at?”

“yeah take it away ernie,, its gonna be a bumpy ride”

this whole thing is written and directed so perfectly

i hate how they replaced tom bc it really made no sense

all the bits of magic in the leaky caldron is so genius

fudge reminds me of trump but like dumber

the blue lighting and coloring is just great, it fits the colder vibe of the story (not like HBP with the hazy/blurry effect)

ugh the glass and mirror transitions are one of my favorite things,, alfonso curon really did that 

i love the weasleys,, also everyone looks great in this movie

omg the scene with arthur talking to harry about sirius with the sirius poster always being in sight?? amazing

contrast of light and darkness just echos the whole dementor vs patronus situation

i dont even understand why remus took the train other than for the nostalgia

the lights slowly turning off in the different carriages?? amazing

the visual representation of the dementors’ effect is great

REMUS!!!

i wish there was more emotion from remus when he’s talking about sirius,, like that was one of his only friends

snape clapping literally twice for remus,, ajhshsh

ahh the placement of the slytherin and gryffindor tables right beside each other to increase the tension and further the plot

oh yea the new dumbledore, also cool hat he has

omg the new fat lady painting

omg the candy scene?? so cute i love lads being lads. that scene just echo’s dumbledore’s light in the dark quote bc its storming outside at night and they’re creating a happy environment within the dark especially with the dementors

ah yes the clock references + following the bird to show us important parts of hogwarts and putting the whomping willow in the forefront

ron’s reading of harry’s tea leaves,, still on point tho. ron really has a knack for divination

buckbeak! omg drapple

draco is so hot especially with that ring also the slytherin pins??

“oh yeah, terribly funny, really witty. god, this place has gone to the dogs���

the kids look so messy i love it + harry’s uneven tie

HERMIONE CLINGING TO RONS ARM!!

“its killed me! your gonna regret this, you and your bloody chicken”

omg the boggart lesson

“riddikulus!” “this class is ridiculous”

fuck snape!

draco really pushed someone with his bandaged arm

remus is such an amazing professor i love him and i just miss him so much

ugh harry in this hoodie?? amazing

remus and harry’s conversation with the music :(( lily :((

wtf is that eye painting??

percy screaming about being head boy,, bro stfu

sirius is such a dramatic little bitch i love it

seasonal changes marked by the wimping willow

“turn to page 394”

what a fucking rude ass bitch,, i hate snape

harry really be seeing the grim everywhere

i wish they had “wheres wood?” “trying to drown himself in the shower”

winter transition with hedwig! + clock tower

“come and join the big boys”

i just adore this scene of the twins giving harry the map (bro i really want a series about the marauders)

whos that skinny bitch with draco???

harry’s way too rash tbh

also mcgonagall being also too nonchalant about the whole marauder’s situation?? like those werent your students

remus is a soft boy dark academia icon

if only dumbledore wasnt a dumbass,, remus could have been uncle moony raising harry with sirius

ron’s nightmare scene?? iconic

“my dad didnt strut. nor do i” umm james potter was also a drama queen sooo probably strutting

“you, YOU FOUL LOATHSOME EVIL LITTLE COCKROACH” “hermione no, he’s not worth it”

sirius’ dog form really looks like a rabid dog omfg

the part where hermione grabs harry while she’s on the wimping willow omfg

“only one will die tonight” YOU DRAMATIC BITCH UR NOT MAKING THIS BETTER

“finally the flesh reflects the madness within” “well you’d know all about the madness within, wouldn’t you remus?”

why the fuck is the shreaking shack is swaying in the wind??

QUARRELING LIKE AN OLD MARRIED COUPLE

why the fuck didnt they knock peter out?? like tf?? they’re actually dumb dumb there were so many ways for this to go right

this man really sent 2 13-year-olds on this dumbass mission

buckbeak really beat up remus,, “professor lupin’s having a really tough night”

harry’s a fucking psycho with this patronus bullshit,, i cant

can they stop screaming while flying on buckbeak?? someone might hear them

im still mad sirius didnt get his name cleared,, so much would’ve changed

“we did it” “did what? goodnight” i fucking hate dumbledore and his mindlessness omfg sometimes i wanna punch him in the face

fuck snape for outing remus as a werewolf,,, but also he really didnt have to resign. like istg wheres the marauder energy when it comes to defying everyone??

i wish the movies had went into the marauders’ history :(( its one of my favorite aspects of the series

[elliebartlets]

4.20 Evidence of Things Not Seen

Episode:

• I do remember shots being fired in the briefing room and Will and Toby pulling CJ down

• ahh also the egg episode

• “Squeeze this piece of rye bread.”

*squeezes bread* “Now what do I do?”

• I like how after Leo leaves, CJ’s just left holding the piece of bread

• oh the guy Josh is interviewing is Matthew Perry right?? I thought he didn’t come on until the next episode

• at least they acknowledge that Ainsley’s gone

• oh yeah and Debbie takes all of their cash in poker lol

• I just realized the last time they played poker, some lady tried to scale the White House fence with a gun. This time, someone fires shots. They don’t have good luck with that.

• of course Donna thinks Joe Quincy is handsome, he’s Matthew Perry, whom she saw at the LA party back in season 1 😂

• that’s a dumb psychological questionnaire...they go straight from “I am not sad” to “I am so sad that I can’t snap out of it” ...there’s no option for “I feel sad sometimes” ???

• I always thought the bullet went through the window in the briefing room but it just looks like the window was cracked. But then Will says “three shots, one hit.” So idk

• “President Chigorin, this is President Bartlet.”

*secret service barges in*

“Ok you know what? I’m gonna have to call you back.” 😂😂

• so a bullet did go into the briefing room...I feel like it was very close, too close to them.

• I like when Bartlet and Leo heard that CJ, Toby, and Will were in the briefing room they automatically went into panic mode and tried to leave...actual parents!!!

• also Charlie barging in...so not realistic for him to get past secret service but ugh I love it

• bulletproof windows for the oval (obviously) but not the briefing room? and probably a lot of other rooms? So if Bartlet is kinda wrong. If he was in the briefing room, he could’ve been killed from outside the building.

• “He wants to know if the President wants to say something funny.”

“That’s twice in four years. Some of you guys must really be mad at me”?

I love Carol

• Donnaaaaaa being all concerned for Josh and offering to call Stanley oh my god I have tears in my eyes

• Wait the shooting happens when Josh was interviewing Joe? And Joe heard gunshots? And Josh heard music? Oh my lord.

• oh I though Charlie was looking out the window cause he knew Zoey was coming lol

• referring to Jean Paul as Chef Boyardee lmao

• “If you’re a Republican then you damn well better look like Ainsley Hayes!”

“He does!”

Lmao

• “You gotta ask yourself if no one on the internet wants a piece of this, just how far from the pack have you strayed?”

LMAOO true

• “Guys?” 🥚🥚🥚

Podcast:

• guest star: Richard Schiff and Marlee Matlin

• this was recorded live in Dublin

• this episode was submitted as part of The West Wing’s Emmy win for outstanding drama and for Bradley Whitford’s Emmy nomination for best supporting actor.

• the poker game is a metaphor for trying to recover the spy plane from Russia. Bartlet knows that he has a particularly weak hand going into the conversation with Chagorin. Their conversation has the same energy and dynamic of a poker hand. They’re checking and rechecking each other and seeing who might fold first.

• “How is it a night off? It’s Friday night and they’re all at work.”

• Richard doesn’t remember throwing the cards into the bucket

• JOSH: Friends is pretty much the easiest job in the world. [...] It’s never a lot of work, and then you show up and you film it in front of a live audience for about five hours and I remember Matthew after about three days of shooting The West Wing, saying, “My God, this is the hardest I’ve ever worked.” And I said, “Yeah, and we don’t get a million dollars at the end of the week.” Much, much less.

RICHARD: Speaking to that, after, I worked with him in his next episode. Matthew and I had a storyline and at one point, into our thirteenth hour, I said, “How long is your work week?” He said, “Actually acting?” I said, “Yeah.” And he goes, “Eleven hours.” We’d already surpassed it in the first day. And then I calculated in my mind how much money he was making an hour. It didn’t make me happy.”

• The egg storyline came from Eli Attie. His parents went to a party on the vernal equinox and were given eggs to stand on end. His mom maintains to this day that no one could stand their egg on end until the exact moment of the equinox. She brought home a Polaroid picture of all these eggs standing on end, and he replicated it during the next vernal equinox. He told this story to Aaron, who thought he was crazy and had the researcher Lauren look it up, but the results were from websites debunking urban myths.

•The real SF-86 form does not include questions like “Are you sad?” It’s more dry than what they came up with for the episode. (Yeah no shit.)

• “I was just having a conversation with Dee Dee Myers early on, and she mentioned an incident where she was a senior adviser to the president, as my position was, she was press secretary, the first one under Clinton. And they were having a session in the Oval Office about some domestic policy and her advice ended up being taken by President Clinton and the next day she saw her advice on the front page of every newspaper in the world at the kiosk. And that’s when it hit her how impactful her position is and how much responsibility, it scared her. It freaked her out. I took that in and realized that if I was in that position, I would feel like I’m carrying the world on my shoulders. Because every decision that we make determines whether people have a home or not, determine whether people get healthcare or not, determine whether people live or die. I realized that responsibility would be burdensome to say the least and would excuse a character being somewhat morose. And have a very dark sense of humor.”

• oh man Richard thinks that Aaron knew he was leaving the show when he wrote this episode because he was showing deep appreciation for every character: establishing love between Donna and Josh, love between Zoey and Charlie, who had circumstances pull them apart, with Toby having a more positive disposition. “He seemed to be a little more alive, he was chewing bubble gum, sucking on lollipops.”

“I thought it was beautiful that Aaron was really showing his love for us before we knew that he was leaving.”

• oh I didn’t even notice that Will doesn’t even try to pull CJ down. He just dives for the floor and then puts his hand on top of her head 😂

• “The second time that C.J., you know when shots rang out, that she’s been pulled to the ground by the communications department. Because in season one, Sam pulls her down to the ground.

“I betcha I did it better.”

• They didn’t understand Joe’s line to Josh:

“You know, not for nothing, but the people that I talk to don't believe that story, and the people that you'd like don't care.”

Hrishi has a problem with how Joe would know about his PTSD and that Joe was “mocking a gunshot victim’s trauma right in front of him.” (Uh what?)

Richard says it’s a writers trick, where they wanted to reference Josh’s PTSD in case we weren’t thinking about it.

First of all, in the circle of Washington politics, it’s not that unrealistic for word to get around that a White House worker, particularly one of higher ranking, has PTSD or had a breakdown in the Oval Office. Even if they were trying to keep it quiet by secretly bringing in Stanley, it is still possible for staff members to have gotten word about it, talk about it, and then spread it to outer circles.

While I admit that it’s kinda confusing to try and decipher, I think Joe’s essentially saying that the people he talks to (Republicans) don’t believe that Josh has PTSD and/or don’t believe Josh had a breakdown in the Oval Office, (or is possibly lying about it?) whereas the people that Josh likes (Democrats) don’t care if he has PTSD/don’t care if the story is true or not, cause they’re on his side anyway.

It’s kind of along the lines of “those who mind don’t matter, and those who matter don’t mind”.

• Toby calls CJ “Suzy Creamcheese” in this episode. Suzy Creamcheese is a song by Frank Zappa, and a real person. Her real name was Suzy Zieger. *X files theme plays*

• “And then when the show ends with her holding the egg, and everyone being gone, and her saying, “Guys...” unnecessary, really, because she just needed to see it herself, you know? And the fact that these miracles of nature exist and that we just have to have faith in our existence on this earth and in each other.”

Damn Richard

• They’re allowing the audience to ask questions and I love their accents

• Marlee Matlin randomly came on the podcast cause she was in Dublin filming a series

• lmao they asked her when she found out Sorkin was leaving the show and she replied “I’m deaf. I didn’t hear anything.”

[sleepysandy]

fruits basket s3 ep 3

still weird that the op and ed are upbeat

the last ops and eds were kinda somber so

ooh yuki and snow

she kinda crazy

she right tho

who would confess

yuki kj

NAOO SHORTER THAN MY SISTERR

SHE RIGHT

he got major little man probs

HA

HE LIKES MACHI ???

lmaoo hes right there

emo couple

what its true

the animation is kinda different

ERECTION !!!????!

machi neurodivergent

whats sea of decay

HER BRA HAHAHAHAHHAHA

KAKERU LOVE U

is yuki the first to notice

the visualization of what they feel is rlly good in this show

yuki with da moves

shouldnt u tape the outside of the window

kakeru gonna come back from the trash like

why would u automatically think that a child would kill a baby

kakeru watching them

AYIEEEEE

YUN OH

that was dramatic

appointment ??

oh i thought it would be with hatori :|

gaga si sis

aww she ended up being nice

her send off is nice

shes still a bitch tho

this is a good moment for her

pres takei ???

she still ended up crying

HUHHHH

IS THAT WHY HE WAS SAD ABT GRAD

so he was threatened by yuki

didnt he end up doing what he was bashing

HUH

ahh

aww hiro so cute

hiro said he wanted a bro so he can hug him too :(

hatori hey

HUHHH

WHAT WAS THAT

ep 4

wtf is that box

an urn ??

awww at least hiro has a nice mom

haru hey

the plot thickens lmao

haru knows i think

or at least an idea

mini kyohru

kisa still thinks hiro likes rin wtf

THEY LOOK ALIKE SO CUTTEE

again with the private convo in public

woah kureno doing something

its kinda obvious hiro

u didnt have to say who did it and why lmao

woah so shes not acting on akitos orders

shes trying to save rin ??

whys she nice

kinda sketch

just hug !!!!

ohh haru mad

thats hot

hag lmao

ooh kurenos not with akito

akito count your days !!!

thats hot

sry this is a serious convo

oof

master manipulator

hatori hey

ugh kureno stop being nice

beat the shit out of her !!!!

WTF IS WRONG WITH HER !!!

smiling rin so rare

he just suddenly crying

after getting mad lmao

woah kureno doing something against akito ??

kureno how tf do u put up with this

ok mommy and daddy issues

hatori must be so tired of their shit

who is this old lady

what does she know of the bond??

why she acting like she knows shit

oh yeah the mom took her

oohh the fathers urn

rin not thinking straight

NOT HER HAIRRRRR

she looks a mess

wtfff everyones so messed up in this show

why cant akito just the hair semi evenly

wait so rin still doesnt know abt kureno right

aww hiro and haru said similar stuff

why did rin think she can do it herself

couldve asked tohru to help her

the kids gonna gossip abt this at school