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prplocks · 10 months
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♡☆♡ yahagi moeka wallpaper
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kozy-ogawa · 8 months
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2024.01.18 ベスト・オブ・ブルーノ・マーズ・ライブ @ 東京ドーム
世界一のエンターテイメント営業バンド最高でした。 本当に至福の2時間だった。
「Treasure」で観客全体が一体になり涙が出てきた。「Just the Way You Are」を東京ドームで一緒に歌えたことは一生忘れられない思い出になった。
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1.24K Magic 2.Finesse 3.Treasure 4.Liquor Store Blue 5.Billionaire 6.perm 7.Calling All My Lovelies 8.Chunky 9.That’s What I Like 10.Please Me 11.Versace on the Floor 12.It Will Rain 13.Marry You(曲中AKB48ヘビーローテーション) 14.Runaway Baby 15.Fuck You 16.Young,Wild&Free 17.Grenade 18.Talking to the Moon 19.Nothin on You 20.Leave The Door Open 21.When I Was Your Man 22.Locked out of Heaven 23.Just the Way You Are 24.Uptown Funk
ピアノソロのJ-POPの楽曲は宇多田ヒカル「First Love」
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findteenpenpals · 20 days
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hii im dolly a bi 16 year old im from a small country in south east asian and im in desperate need of friends you just need to be like 14-18 (╥_╥) im a yapper you cant rant/cent to me about everything ill gladly listen im into everything actually like
-animanga such as neon evangelion genisis,black butler,goodnight pun pun,ghost in shell,vegabond,berserk,nana,chobits,monster,junji ito,veil,beck,lucky star,mha,k-on,free,angel of death,paradise kiss, land of lustrous,wonder egg priority,cow bebop,blue lock,ergo proxy,madoka,mahou shojo,belladonna of sadness,jojo,full metal alchemist,soul eaters,monster and more<3
-cinematography have my heart especially asian films made by shuji iwai and wong kai war my fav films rn are lily chou chou,in the mood for love,kamikaze girl,linda linda,hand maiden and monster,helter skelter
-i love gls please im so obsessed with bloom into you,i fell in love with a villainess,Kase-san and Morning Glories,the guy i fell in love with wasnt a guy at all,begin with you name,syrup
-im into horror anything from analog horror like local 58/backrooms to horror games like silent hill,fatal frame,little nightmares,kuon to horror novels like pet semantary
-i listen to everything but my primary taste goes to shoegaze,metal,jpop,vocaloid,dreamcore,visual kei,shibuya kei and classical or anything from the 60s-80s
-i love literature my favorite genre has to be philosophy,psychology,horror,feminist literature and my top books are like paradise rot,earthlings,anything by dostoevsky,twillight over burma,breast and eggs
-kpop,jpop,cpop peeps im into loosemble/loona,sing,pentagon,phantom silta,perfums,akb48,dreamcatcher,namie amuro,tommyfebruary6/tommyheavenly6,red velvet
-i am pretty much a fashion and thrifting addict i collect designer items and im into fashion history which can go from alt subcultures,jfashion and high fashion history
-i also play games like dress to impress,final fantasy,fatal frame,kuon,silent hill,genshin,wuthering waves,love and deepspace,resident evil,fnaf,little misfortune,little nightmares,cry of fear,franbow,cat lady,hello kitty island adventures,pokemon,class of 06
-cartoons are my thing:gravity falls,adventure time,mlp,ever after high,monster high,steven universe,ultraman,over the garden wall,hazbin hote,bee and puppycat,avatar,the loud house
-im into nekopara,super sonico and me you and her
can you tell im autistic 🧍‍♀️ but really tho you dont have to be shy or anything with me you can literally info dump on your first message and i’ll gladly listen
you can msg me on tumblr: @d0lliez
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@d0lliez
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stcpidcupid · 2 years
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⸻    i  see  you,  are  you  like  me?  i  hear  you,  are  things  weird?  when  you  walk  over  to  me,  the  world  goes  in  slow  motion  !  ❞ 
(  tw  :  mentions  physical  abuse,  hidden  bruises  and  getting  kicked  out  of  the  house  by  the  parents  in  viva’s  part  )
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life  was  hard  for  CHIEKO  for  most  of  her  childhood  years.  she  grew  up  in  a  low-income  family  of  three,  struggling  to  live  and  knowing  about  the  cruelties  of  life  before  every  other  child  her  age  could.  her  mother  tried  everything  to  make  things  easier  for  her  child,  but  chieko  can  remember  every  night  the  older  woman  burst  into  tears  as  she  struggled  with  bills  slowly  racking  up  on  the  table.  her  education  was  going  downhill  because  the  more  she  refused  to  go  to  school,  in  worry  that  she’ll  trouble  her  mother  even  more.  when  she  was  only  twelve,  chieko  passed  an  audition  to  be  a  member  of  AKB48  as  their  fifteenth  member  of  the  ninth  generation.  she  promoted  as  a  group  member  until  2014  when  she  announced  she  would  be  graduating  from  the  group  and  moving  to  a  south  korea  company  due  to  being  scouted.  this  created  a  divide  among  her  fans,  with  most  complaining  about  how  unfair  she  was  to  other  group  members  and  how  she  never  belonged  in  akb48.  despite  all  that,  chieko  moved  to  korea  where  she  trained  in  MIGHTY  DEVIL  with  other  trainees  and  was  supposed  to  debut  around  2016.  however,  that  plan  failed  once  half  the  trainees  of  CUPID’S  PROJECT  left,  leaving  only  chieko  and  four  other  members  to  debut  in  2017  as  STUPID  CUPID.  chieko,  going  as  CHESKA  in  the  group,  received  the  roles  of  LEADER,  LEAD  VOCALIST  and  LEAD  DANCER,  showing  her  vocals  off  more  than  when  she  was  in  akb48.  cheska  follows  the  troupe  of  LOVE  AT  FIRST  SIGHT  in  the  group’s  lore.
GIVEN  NAME  ˳ ⠀⠀⠀   yanase  chieko  (  柳瀬  知恵子  )
STAGE  NAME  ˳ ⠀⠀⠀   cheska  (  체스카  )
BIRTHDAY  ˳ ⠀⠀⠀   april  6th,  1997
BIRTHPLACE  ˳ ⠀⠀⠀   sapporo,  japan
ETHNICITY  ˳ ⠀⠀⠀   japanese
HEIGHT  ˳ ⠀⠀⠀   5′4″  /  162cm
POSITION  ˳ ⠀⠀⠀   leader,  lead  vocalist,  lead  dancer 
CUPID  REPRESENTATION  ˳ ⠀⠀⠀   love at first sight
FACE  CLAIM  ˳ ⠀⠀⠀   minatozaki sana
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AMY  was  born  in  san  diego  as  the  only  child  of  the  family.  when  she  was  only  five  years  old,  her  parents  divorced,  dividing  everything  they  had  together,  as  well  as  amy  and  her  attention.  the  couple  often  argued  about  who  would  take  care  of  her,  often  resulting  in  almost  physical  fights  that  the  child  had  to  watch  every  single  time.  after  a  long  custody  battle,  she  moved  to  korea  with  her  mother,  who  pretty  much  ignored  her  presence  in  the  house  not  even  two  years  later.  she  learned  how  to  be  independent  and  grew  up  spiteful  of  every  happy  couple  she  came  across  on  the  street.  due  to  her  mother’s  negligence  over  the  years,  a  thought  got  into  amy’s  head  that  she  would  never  be  accepted,  so  she  spent  her  time  joking  around,  not  thinking  seriously  about  her  life,  which  caused  her  to  almost  fail  high  school.  eventually,  she  gave  up  on  the  school  and  decided  to  become  an  idol,  thinking  it  would  be  better  for  her.  she  auditioned  for  MIGHTY  DEVIL  RECORDS  in  2015,  immediately  being  put  in  CUPID’S  PROJECT  before  later  re-branding  to  STUPID  CUPID.  unfortunately  for  her,  the  idol  life  never  helped  her  forget  her  past.  more  often  than  she  liked,  AIMEE  would  lock  herself  in  her  room  and  completely  shut  down  her  members.  this  continued  for  a  good  couple  of  years  before  she  got  enough  courage  to  get  to  know  her  group.  she  debuted  as  the  stupid  cupid’s  LEAD  RAPPER  and  LEAD  VOCALIST,  often  dabbling  in  both  once  the  opportunity  arises.  aimee  represents  the  ENEMIES-TO-LOVERS  troupe  in  the  group’s  lore.
GIVEN  NAME  ˳ ⠀⠀⠀   amy  huang  (  艾美黃  )
STAGE  NAME  ˳ ⠀⠀⠀   aimee  (  에이미  )
BIRTHDAY  ˳ ⠀⠀⠀   may  9th,  1998
BIRTHPLACE  ˳ ⠀⠀⠀   san  diego,  usa
ETHNICITY  ˳ ⠀⠀⠀   taiwanese 
HEIGHT  ˳ ⠀⠀⠀   5′5″  /  165cm
POSITION  ˳ ⠀⠀⠀   lead  rapper,  lead  vocalist 
CUPID  REPRESENTATION  ˳ ⠀⠀⠀   enemies-to-lovers
FACE  CLAIM  ˳ ⠀⠀⠀   yeh  shuhua 
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DANIELLE  started  her  career  in  britain  as  a  child  actress,  growing  up  in  front  of  blinding  cameras.  her  older  sister,  DAVINA,  followed  in  her  footsteps  a  couple  of  years  later  as  a  child  model,  making  her  the  second  sibling  out  of  three  to  become  a  known  name  in  the  family.  while  danielle’s  father  was  a  well-respected  name  in  his  own  company,  her  mother  was  more  of  a  freelance  artist  who  had  a  habit  of  staying  at  home  more  than  she  needed  to.  over  time,  danielle  saw  less  and  less  of  her  parents,  who  were  slowly  falling  apart  while  she  was  busy  building  her  acting  career.  because  of  that,  danielle  grew  up  spoiled  due  to  not  having  the  right  people  taking  care  of  her,  which  quickly  went  into  her  pretty  little  head.  it  didn’t  take  long  for  the  paparazzi  to  reveal  more  about  her  family,  managing  to  scope  out  all  the  dirty  secrets  her  father  did  in  his  company;  fraud,  bribery  and  scamming  being  only  the  tip  of  the  iceberg.  after  her  father  went  to  prison,  danielle  gave  up  on  acting  and  moved  to  south  korea  with  the  rest  of  her  family  to  turn  a  new  leaf  and  forget  about  everything  left  in  britain.  in  2014,  danielle  was  accepted  into  GLASSHOUSE  and  mentioned  by  the  company  as  their  new  soloist;  however,  that  plan  failed  once  people  caught  wind  of  her  father’s  despicable  actions  and  proceeded  to  boycott  the  company  again.  danielle  decided  to  move  to  MIGHTY  DEVIL  and  train  for  three  years  under  CUPID’S  PROJECT  before  she  was  officially  announced  as  a  member  of  STUPID  CUPID  as  their  MAIN  VOCALIST,  LEAD  DANCER  and  FACE  OF  THE  GROUP.  she  represents  the  troupe  of  UNREQUITED  LOVE  in  stupid  cupid’s  lore.  while  her  father’s  scandal  is  still  being  mentioned  and  the  netizens  send  hate  to  her,  TOMIE  refuses  to  acknowledge  it  as  she  continues  to  be  a  part  of  stupid  cupid.
GIVEN  NAME  ˳ ⠀⠀⠀   danielle  kang  (  다니엘강  )
STAGE  NAME  ˳ ⠀⠀⠀   tomie  (  토미  )
BIRTHDAY  ˳ ⠀⠀⠀   february  13th,  1999
BIRTHPLACE  ˳ ⠀⠀⠀   oxford,  england
ETHNICITY  ˳ ⠀⠀⠀   south  korean
HEIGHT  ˳ ⠀⠀⠀   5′6″  /  167cm
POSITION  ˳ ⠀⠀⠀   main  vocalist,  lead  dancer,  face  of  the  group
CUPID  REPRESENTATION  ˳ ⠀⠀⠀   unrequited  love
FACE  CLAIM  ˳ ⠀⠀⠀   jang  eunseong
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JEANNE  was  born  in  nice,  france  and  is  an  only  child  in  the  lee  family;  however,  it  never  felt  that  way.  it  seemed  like  she  was  consistently  surrounded  by  her  cousins  and  grandma,  whom  she  never  liked.  whenever  her  parents  were  too  busy  with  work,  they  left  her  in  the  arms  of  her  spiteful  grandmother.  jeanne  grew  up  to  be  a  peculiar  child,  antisocial  and  locked  up  in  her  room  most  days.  she  was  taught  to  keep  everything  to  herself,  be  quiet,  and  listen  to  what  her  elders  say.  it  was  hell  for  her  until  she  went  on  a  holiday  to  south  korea,  wanting  to  learn  more  about  the  country  where  her  family  came  from.  her  reason  for  applying  for  MIGHTY  DEVIL  RECORDS  has  always  been  that  she  had  nothing  to  lose;  therefore,  she  did  it  only  because  it  looked  interesting  at  that  moment.  but  somewhere  deep  inside  her,  she  just  wanted  a  reason  to  escape  her  extended  family.  jeanne  never  expected  to  be  accepted  in  the  company,  let  alone  debut  in  STUPID  CUPID  three  years  later  as  their  MAIN  RAPPER  and  LEAD  DANCER.  not  too  long  after  the  group’s  official  debut,  jeanne  got  involved  in  a  scandal  where  people  complained  about  her  straightforward  personality  and  emotionless  expressions  that  creeped  out  some  people.  their  main  argument  was  that  she  should  be  smiling  and  having  fun  in  front  of  the  cameras  and  not  be  a  broody  teenager.  the  scandal  followed  her  for  months,  and  it  is  still  being  mentioned  once  in  a  while.  although  jean  has  said  multiple  times  that  she’s  working  on  her  personality,  she  can  never  escape  her  thoughts  behind  the  scenes.  in  stupid  cupid’s  lore,  jeanne  represents  the  SOULMATE  troupe.
GIVEN  NAME  ˳ ⠀⠀⠀   jeanne  lee  (  제안이  ) 
STAGE  NAME  ˳ ⠀⠀⠀   jeanne  (  제안  ) 
BIRTHDAY  ˳ ⠀⠀⠀   february  24rd,  1999
BIRTHPLACE  ˳ ⠀⠀⠀   nice,  france
ETHNICITY  ˳ ⠀⠀⠀   south  korean
HEIGHT  ˳ ⠀⠀⠀   5′5″  /  165cm
POSITION  ˳ ⠀⠀⠀   main  rapper,  lead  dancer
CUPID  REPRESENTATION  ˳ ⠀⠀⠀   soulmates
FACE  CLAIM  ˳ ⠀⠀⠀   lee  gahyeon
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CHAEWON  was  raised  in  a  strict  christian  family  as  a  single  child.  everything  she  knew  was  learned  by  watching  her  parents  and  following  in  their  footsteps.  every  saturday,  chaewon  would  be  tutored  to  get  better  in  her  class,  while  every  sunday  was  saved  for  the  church  her  parents  dragged  her  to.  not  long  after,  her  mother  forced  her  to  go  to  ballet  classes,  mostly  because  she  was  a  famous  ballerina.  not  wanting  to  disappoint  her  mother,  little  chaewon  forced  herself  to  wake  up  every  weekend  at  five  in  the  morning,  run  a  couple  of  blocks  with  her  athletic  father,  and  then  run  off  to  make  it  to  her  ballet  classes,  where  only  more  pain  awaited.  due  to  her  teacher’s  brutal  ways  of  teaching,  chaewon  would  come  home  with  bruises  hidden  behind  the  long  sleeves  of  her  hoodies.  when  a  couple  of  years  passed,  chaewon  realised  that  ballet  was  not  something  she  enjoyed  but  was  too  afraid  to  admit  it  to  her  mother,  who  was  obsessed  with  the  thought  of  her  daughter  following  her  footsteps  in  becoming  as  famous  as  she  once  was.  the  pressure  was  suffocating  the  teenager,  who  decided  to  end  it  and  finally  confess  to  her  mother  about  her  decision  to  become  an  idol. furious  at  her  “rebellious”  daughter,  chaewon’s  mother  practically  threw  her  out  of  their  home  and  refused  to  let  her  in  unless  she  changed  her  mind  about  the  ridiculous  plan  she  had.  stubborn  as  her  mother,  chaewon  moved  to  live  with  her  grandparents,  who  were  ecstatic  to  see  her  grow  up  with  them.  when  chaewon  was  fifteen  years  old,  she  was  approached  by  a  staff  member  who  claimed  to  be  from  a  company  slowly  rising  into  fame.  intrigued  and  curious,  chaewon  decided  to  audition  and  was  accepted  a  month  later.  it  took  two  long  years  for  something  to  happen,  but  the  seventeen-year-old  chaewon  finally  achieved  her  dream  and  debuted  in  STUPID  CUPID  as  the  group’s  MAIN  DANCER,  LEAD  VOCALIST,  VISUAL  and  MAKNAE,  using  the  name  VIVA  as  her  stage  name.  she  also  represents  the  FORBIDDEN  LOVE  troupe  in  the  group’s  lore.
GIVEN  NAME  ˳ ⠀⠀⠀   hong  chaewon  (  홍채원  )
STAGE  NAME  ˳ ⠀⠀⠀   viva  (  비바  )
BIRTHDAY  ˳ ⠀⠀⠀   march  26th,  2000
BIRTHPLACE  ˳ ⠀⠀⠀   jeonju,  south  korea
ETHNICITY  ˳ ⠀⠀⠀   south  korean
HEIGHT  ˳ ⠀⠀⠀   5′8″  /  173cm
POSITION  ˳ ⠀⠀⠀   main  dancer,  lead  vocalist,  visual,  maknae 
CUPID  REPRESENTATION  ˳ ⠀⠀⠀   forbidden  love
FACE  CLAIM  ˳ ⠀⠀⠀   bae  soomin 
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ecargmura · 10 months
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Ron Kamonohashi: Deranged Detective Episode 7 Review - The Observatory Mystery
Now the mysteries have elevated a level as the story’s first locked-room mystery case makes its debut. Ron gets accused of murder and now it’s up to Toto to figure out the culprit on his own! I can’t wait to see Toto to show off his solo sleuthing skills! Finally, a case where Toto won’t be seen as a doofus for once! Let’s see if he’s capable of solving this case without Ron’s help this time around! You can do it, Toto!
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Maybe it’s just me, but this whole observatory invitation reeks of suspicious. Was it really Kawasemi who praised Toto to the point that it got him an invitation to an observatory known for a locked room murder case a decade ago? I’m skeptical. It doesn’t help that I suspect two people as possible suspects.
There’s a plethora of new characters, probably the most introduced so far. We got the Director who’s name I forgot. There’s Unno, the chef. Donzawa’s haircut bugs the hell out of me. There’s Orihime the idol (and voiced by a recently graduated AKB48 member too!). There’s Onodera, the astronomy photographer and the victim of the case. Last but not least, there’s John Grizzly, Spitz’s colleague and Ron’s closed room case instructor during his time at BLUE. That’s a lot of people if you also add in Ron and Toto. I think the sudden influx of people for this case brings in the suspense of who could be the culprit of this case as it could be anyone at this point.
Like with Spitz and the hot springs case, I’m actually NOT suspecting that the murderer is John Grizzly. It’s against BLUE’s code to murder and if it was him, then he’d be a hypocrite after all that he said about Ron and the incident that caused him to be expelled from school, the Bloody Training Incident. Also, like with Spitz, Grizzly is way too obvious if he was the murderer, which is why I am ruling him out. Speaking of which, John Grizzly as a character is a bit interesting. He flat out doesn’t like Ron at all as he easily accuses him of being the culprit of the current case and the Bloody Training Incident. Yet, he’s also someone who gives out this information so easily to Toto of all people. I thought BLUE people would be a bit more tight-lipped about confidential matters like this, but I guess not.
Who do I suspect as the culprit? I’ve got two candidates. There’s Unno the chef who could have easily spiked Ron’s brown sugar syrup meal with sleeping medicine and then could have framed him for the murder. Then, there’s the director who brought Toto and Ron to the observatory despite knowing that there was an incident ten years ago and he was the son of the former director. He said that the gun was a replica, but it actually turned out to be a real gun; he could be lying about that—he’s also the only other character who spoke about the gun in the beginning, so he could’ve easily known it was a real pistol. There’s also the matter of the key. He said that the key was gone and it was in Ron’s pocket. Now, I feel like I’m leaning towards the Director as the culprit.
Other than the murder mystery, I do like everything that happened before it too. The way Ron brought a hula hoop was hilarious; he was even hula hooping while being extremely full just so he’d have a feel for what orbiting feels like. Silly Ron. I really liked the meteor shower too! The animation was super pretty! I also really like Toto and Ron’s growing trust in each other. Toto is 100% on Ron’s side; he even tells him that he doesn’t believe he was the culprit for the Bloody Training Incident five years ago. The way Toto exudes hope towards Ron’s plight really makes me want to see how well he’ll solve this case. I’m also glad that Ron is happy that Toto is with him. He’s not a nervous and scared as he was five years ago; he was scared back then because Toto wasn’t there at the time. That was super sweet and romantic, honestly! I ship them!
Given that this case will have multiple parts, I hope that the writing will be good. Also, go check the opening! They updated it again with Torage at the segment just before Ron and Toto meet up and the chorus starts. Who do you think is the culprit?
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🌸 ELLA/KISA, 30+, she/her, 🇵🇭, INFP-T, Taurus sun/Gemini moon/Cancer rising.
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liyatv · 3 years
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柏木由紀: 【ご報告】新曲のダンス練習結果をお知らせします
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Good Boyfriend
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✂ Pairing: Yandere! Pro Hero! Bakugou Katsuki x Reader
✂ Word Count: 1,2k+
✂ Trigger Warnings: Manipulation
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“You're always pestering me to do impossible things. ‘A boyfriend who does that is bad for you,’ all my friends tell me, and they were against you.” - 100 Meter Conbini [AKB48]
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“A boyfriend who pressures you to do the things you don’t want to do is bad for you.”
You remembered what your friend said to you a few days ago when you recounted the story of Bakugou forcing you to quit your part-time job. You understood that he did it with your best interest in mind – at least, that was what you hoped – because he saw just how fatigued you were. He’d told you that he’d help you pay your bills and everything else; his salary as a famous Pro Hero was enough to cover the necessities and even another stomach.
“Just focus on your study,” he said, waving a dismissive hand when you inquired about his reason. As appreciative as you were with his help, you didn’t want to rely on him more than necessary. Sure, he was your boyfriend, but he had no responsibility to cover your bills. He wasn’t your husband, for God’s sake!
However, you knew that if you complained about this to him, he’d most likely dismiss you again or yell for you to just shut up and accept it. The unpredictability of his response was always daunting; something that you never told him in fear of his reaction. He might’ve grown a bit calmer in adulthood, but traces of his less than pleasant attitude would always remain.
And that meant his observation was still as keen as ever, possibly even sharper than in the past.
“Oi, what’s with the long face?” he inquired gruffly, calloused hands gripping the guard rail that separated the road from the cliff. He liked to bring you here on nights where you both weren’t able to sleep, driving around the city aimlessly and enjoying the nippy air. The road was quiet and empty, saved for the distant chirps of crickets. It was probably your favorite spot now.
You snapped out of your thoughts and blinked repeatedly. Bakugou patiently waited for you to gather your bearing, noting that you’d spaced out a lot lately.
“I’m fine.” you tittered. “Just thinking about… stuff.”
He quirked a brow. “And what is this ‘stuff’?” he prodded.
“Nothing important.”
“Were you thinking about your job again?”
You fell quiet. He wasn’t wrong, you did think about it occasionally. You wondered what your boss had reacted when Bakugou texted them that you wanted to resign, or whether your colleagues missed you at all. Bakugou never bothered to answer your questions further except for a simple ‘it’s done’, and you found out that he’d deleted their contacts under the pretense of keeping your attention to college.
Oddly enough, none of them ever attempted to contact you, either. It was like they’d vanished from the face of Earth, or maybe that was just you. Honestly, you couldn’t blame them for being mad at you regarding your abrupt resignation. You would be mad, too. And it wasn’t as though you had enemies in there, anyway. You always tried to maintain friendly, or at the very least, professional relationship with them.
Still, it hurt to be forgotten that easily. Did you even mean something to them? Or were you just another worker, a mere blip in their lives?
You’d never know the answer because Bakugou always prevented you from leaving beyond going to the campus. During his day off, he liked to accompany you to the grocery store or wherever you wanted to be. Sometimes, he even bought you groceries himself. It was a stroke of rare luck – almost a blessing – that you managed to reunite with your friend without his knowledge, either.
Maybe he really was bad for you.
At your silence, Bakugou sighed. “Told you to stop thinking about ‘em. You’re not working for them anymore, so why do you still bother?”
“It’s not that easy, okay?” Running a hand through your slightly messy locks, you frowned almost frustratingly. “I’ve been working in there for so long, and then suddenly I quit–” you sighed woefully, staring down at the dark wisp that blanketed the cliff below. “Do they even miss me?”
“They don’t.” You snapped your head towards him. Bakugou merely gazed forward, his apathetic face served to burden your constricting chest. “Visited them a month ago, didn’t look like they missed anyone at all.”
“O-oh, is that so?” You couldn’t keep the tremble from affecting your voice as you looked away, tears pricking your eyes. “That’s quite... disappointing.”
It was heartbreaking, but you opted to stay silent. You had a feeling that he’d hate you to cry over them. You couldn’t bring yourself to question why he told you now, either.
“Told you already.”
You bit your lip at his condescending remark. Well, how would you know? It wasn’t as if he allowed you to go anywhere unsupervised, anyway.
A surge of exasperation flowed through your veins as you balled your hands against the railing. Your friend was right; he was bad for you. That’s why you couldn’t let this continue any longer. You needed to stop him before his tendency worsened.
“Bakugou, maybe we should just break up.”
You jolted a little when he snapped his head towards you. Gone was the nonchalance that smoothed over the wrinkles on his face, replaced by frigid acrimony that congealed your blood.
“What? What did you just say to me, [Name]? Care to repeat that?” he inquired through ground teeth.
You gulped, trying to keep the shiver at bay. Suddenly, the night felt a lot colder, not even your jacket was enough to give you any warmth.
“I… I said we should break up,” you replied somewhat meekly.
Bakugou said nothing for the next couple of minutes. He merely glared daggers at you as the wind howled in the background, filling the tensed silence between you.
“… It’s that girl, isn’t it?”
You froze, dilated eyes transfixed on nothing in particular. And yet, you still had some courage – or stupidity – to fool him. “N-no, of course not. I–”
“Don’t lie to me, [Name],” he growled, earning a flinch from you. “You think I didn’t know that you went out with her without my permission?”
“That’s exactly it, Bakugou!” You skillfully directed the focus on him, just like it should be. “You’re always trying to control me. That’s not how a good boyfriend is supposed to act.
“What do you know about that, anyway? Am I not your first boyfriend? How do you know the difference between a good and a bad boyfriend?”
“W-well, that’s…” Damn it, he caught you there. He truly had a strong memory. “That’s because… a good boyfriend wouldn’t try to dictate his girlfriend.”
“What makes you think I’m dictating you?” he retorted smoothly, though his darkening features suggested otherwise. His patience was wearing thin, you realized. “You do realize how dangerous the world is, don’t you? There’s always danger in every corner, and with me as a Pro Hero, the chance of you being attacked is high. Isn’t it a ‘good’ boyfriend’s job to protect his girlfriend?”
You opened your mouth, trying to counter him with anything – even if it was a petty insult – but you couldn’t even form the right words. He already defeated you at your own game, and there was nothing left for you to do other than anticipating his next strike.
Bakugou spared you a sinister glance as he turned his body towards the cliff. “If you say that nonsense again, I won’t hesitate to lock you in your own house.”
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emohairminghao · 3 years
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god I don’t know what it is about AKB48 that makes me so feral. like at this point everyone I cared about has graduated, so it’s not the individual girls anymore, but oh my god. girls chasing their dreams together. locked in ruthless competition by nature of the group. working together to give their best performances onstage. standing in the shadow of those who went before them. leaving, one by one, to stand on their own and leave behind the group that raised them. like holy shit. it makes me emotional
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soulmateszedits · 3 years
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Oiê amor então vc poderia fazer Locks simple da Nako do Akb48? pq dizer ex izone dói na alma
Oie, aqui está! Dói na minha alma também, mas como fazemos só relacionado à Coreia, infelizmente tive que colocar. Mas o meu coração de wizone chega a doer toda vez que escrevo
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Lock Down Fest Masterpost PART I (20-30 March)
1917
feed me just enough that i’ll never need a cage by Cunninglinguist. (E) 7.4k,  Tom Blake/William Schofield. “Come on.” Sco stops walking, runs a hand over the faintest marking on a tree trunk. “It’s just a little farther now.” “I’m coming.” Tom huffs a sigh, yanking his shotgun strap over his shoulder so the barrel lands in his hands. They’ve been on the road for nearly a week now, an unfortunate consequence of their last shelter getting swarmed by an army of dead ones. Though skinning rabbits to eat over hastily made fires and taking turns sleeping against trees, spending the days and nights consumed with fear, and jumping each time a stick cracked were hardly desirable circumstances, it certainly wasn’t their longest or harshest stint on the run. They had endured worse, by far, and Tom had no doubt that this particular stretch of time would come to an end when Sco said it would. He knows the way, he always knows the way. Plus, Tom wouldn’t want to spend this time with anyone else in the entire world.
If The World Was Ending by RisingShadows. (not rated) 3.7k, Tom Blake/William Schofield.  When a dangerous virus begins spreading across the country William Schofield and Tom Blake quickly find themselves the last two standing of the team working in their lab.
AKB48
#unmeida by summoninglupine. (G), 788 words. Sashihara Rino/Watanabe Mayu, Kashiwagi Yuki/Watanabe Mayu.  Ready for an all-girl vacation in Okinawa, Watanabe Mayu doesn't see why she has to be the one to nursemaid their sick tour guide. Things would be different, she is sure, if Yuki was there!
ALL FOR THE GAME
I see truth somewhere in your eyes by DeyaAmaya. (M) 2.8k, Kevin Day/Thea Muldani, Neil Josten/Andrew Minyard, other background relationships. In a moment of insanity, Kevin decides to check Instagram. In the multitude of inane celebrity posts telling the mass people to stay home, he finds a lovely, recent photography of Thea. Someone from their College took it. The lighting perfectly captured the dried tear tracks down her unmoving face. Kevin disregards the emotional caption and instead checks the date. 18 March, the night he-  (The night he thought he had a hallucination.)
Quarantine and exy by Fornavn.  FANART. (G) 116 words, Andrew/Neil.  The monsters is stuck at home while coved-19 is terrorizing the world. They are bored.
ANNE OF GREEN GABLES
Alone and in a Circumstance by middlemarch. (T) 700 words, Gilbert Blythe/Anne Shirley, Marilla Cuthbert & Anne Shirley, Diana Barry & Anne Shirley. Anne had a key, so she let herself in, quiet as a mouse, arms laden with bags from the market. Her sophomore class's papers on A Tale of Two Cities were poking out almost jauntily from the quilted bag Diana got her for her birthday.
AVENGERS ASSEMBLE
Worry by Neverever. (T) 2.4k, Steve Rogers/Tony Stark.  During the pandemic, Steve wants help the best he can but immuno-compromised Tony worries about his company and his health.
BEAUTY AND THE BEAST
Poetry and Plants by the_many_splendored. (T) 1.9k, Adam/Belle. It's amazing how much you can open up to a person when you're locked in a bookstore reading together.
BELLEVUE
Knives and Lighters by goreds. (M) 2.1k, Annie Ryder/Peter Welland.  Annie Ryder finds herself in Bellevue's psychiatric hospital. She pretends to tolerate the whole experience, even if she really hates it. When a new, quiet guy comes to the ward, though, she finds herself intrigued.
BLACK SAILS
If this is Our Last Night by remuirius. (E) 2.3k, Captain Flint/John Silver. Silver and Flint are locked up together on the Walrus. Certain of their looming death at an enraged crew’s hands, Silver finds the courage to do things he’d only dreamed of until now.
BLACKKKLANSMAN
Someone Like Him by cowboykylux. (M) 2.2k, Flip Zimmerman/Reader. 'If there was one thing true more than anything else about all the reasons you loved him, it was that once your husband had his heart set on something, he was going to accomplish it.' Or, a sudden snow-storm cancels your plans for a date, and Flip Zimmerman decides that nothing, not even snow, will get in the way of treating you to something special.
BOKU NO HERO ACADEMIA
Tell me it won’t always be this hard by Graendal. (T) 4.3k, Midoriya Izuku/Todoroki Shouto. He’d met Midoriya a few months ago during a field trip to the library. The kids had adored him, of course, even the ones who were usually shy about participating in new activities. Midoriya had a way of projecting a sense of all-encompassing safety and comfort with just his smile.Shouto had adored him too, maybe, even back then. A silly crush that had only grown during every subsequent field trip — which is truly absurd, considering the vast majority of their interactions at the time consisted of occasional eye contact while singing children’s songs.But now that they’ve spent hours talking almost every day for the past few weeks… calling it a silly crush might be an understatement. The idea that he’s actually been able to help Midoriya through this is inordinately pleasing.If there’s a silver lining to this at all — for him personally, at least — it’s that he’d seen Midoriya’s post requesting a virtual board game buddy. And that Midoriya is a patient enough person to teach Shouto how to play everything from scratch. He’d actually seemed excited at the opportunity.Maybe the opportunity for any sort of ongoing social interaction is worthy of excitement. These are strange times.
CALL THE MIDWIFE
Sanctuary (In Each Other) by WednesdayGilfillian. (T) 2.6k, Bernadette-Shelagh Turner/Patrick Turner. Set during the Christmas Special in S2. Specifically, during the unsettled night that Shelagh turned up on Patrick's doorstep.
CAPTIVE PRINCE
When We Went from Strangers to This by Aerica_Menai. (T) 3.5k, Damen/Laurent. Laurent is really sick, and decides to shut himself in his apartment and deal with it alone. His downstairs neighbor, Damen, gets worried enough to check on him, which went just fine - and then Damen got himself locked in. Featuring Star Trek TOS, coming outs both accidental and intentional, and Damen being his usual sunshine puppy self.
DCU
would you lie with me by Glove23. (G) 660 words, Diana (Wonder Woman)/Clark Kent/Bruce Wayne. Bruce catches a virus, and Diana and Clark come to help him.
DEADPOOL/SPIDERMAN
Avengers Monopoly by MsCaptainWinchester. (E) 1.4k, PeterParker/Wade Wilson, James “Bucky” Barnes/Steve Rogers. The Avengers are quarantined in Avengers Tower, and Peter and Wade see this as the perfect opportunity to try the new Avengers Monopoly set. They have their own house rules for property negotiation. No one told Tony. Oops?
omg they were quarantined by Jdragon122, LunaStories. (M) 2.6k, Peter Parker/Wade Wilson. Spidey has a cold and Deadpool, being the sexy boyfriend he is, goes to take care of his baby boy. But they're under quarantine and oh no, there's no more lube? What should they do?
Superheroes Don’t Get Scared by DefendersofMCUniverse. (T) 3.6k,  Peter Parker/Wade Wilson. Peter, fresh out of college, gets invited to the tower to stay in one of the guest floors that has been left unoccupied for some time since the previous tenant ‘hero’ decided to leave for unknown reasons. Of course, a few weeks into living there and getting into a routine, the last hero pops onto his balcony. Peter offers for him to stay on his old floor because the dude looks like he could use a familiar place, and also dude is kinda terrifying, and like hell he is gonna admit that to the other heroes in the tower.
DETROIT: BECOME HUMAN
Games. Family. Love. by heizl, NickEllis1314. (G) 1.8k, Carl Manfred & Markus. Because of some rebellious protesters, Androids, and owners of said Androids, were ordered to stay inside. It'd been a long day of restlessness, and boredom, and Markus was almost genuinely excited to get Carl to bed so it could all finally be over. Carl wasn't exactly tired yet though, so they reminiscence for awhile.
DOCTOR WHO
What We Did During Our Quarantine by badxwolfxrising. (M) 4.6k WIP, Metacrisis Tenth Doctor/Rose Tyler. Rose and the Metacrisis Doctor return to Torchwood from Bad Wolf Bay and are placed in a mandatory 72 hour quarantine. However will they pass the time? }:-)
DRAGON AGE II
shaking fingers, open palms by asexualf. (T) 2.4k, Fenris/Merrill. Kirkwall has issued her people remain in their homes until the sickness overtaking the city is gone. As always, the Alienage suffers the most under this new rule - and those who enforce it.
EXTRACURRICULAR ACTIVITIES
Three in a room by Tagus Knoll. (T, Underage) 4.6k, Kazuto/Darius Maynor/Chester Hayes. When Kazuto finds out they all have to be in the same room, he didn't expect that Chester, Darius and him end up dating.
FALL OUT BOY
‘Cause Everything Else is a Substitute for your Love by PadawanRyan. (G) 1.9k, Patrick Stump/Pete Wentz.  Patrick and Pete are each self-isolating with their kids during the coronavirus pandemic but well, Patrick’s in Chicago and Pete’s in LA.
quarantine, or: how to land a boyfriend in 14 days by TooRational. (T) 6k, Patrick Stump/Pete Wentz.  Patrick turns his head in Pete's direction and sees him, Patrick sees him, and his frown goes up a notch, and a fisted hand settles on one hip in that typical Patrick-is-a-grandma-pose, and Pete grins and runs full-tilt into Patrick's arms, disbalancing them both until they slam into the side of the house, tangled and half-frozen and definitely soon-to-be-bruised. He interrupts whatever rant Patrick had prepared that starts with 'you idiot' by tucking his frozen nose into Patrick's neck and sucking the warm air coming from Patrick's skin into greedy lungs, and grins even wider when Patrick yelps, offended as he always is by a breach of his personal space.
FIRE EMBLEM SERIES
Shelter from the Storm by Dameceles. (T) 4k, Elincia Ridell Crimea/Tibarn.  It's a dark and stormy night when Elincia lends aid to Tibarn. He wants to return the favor, but she doesn’t have wings.
FRONTIER
Fever 1793 by goreds. (M, MCD) 2k, Samuel Grant, Cobb Ponds. Cobbs Pond and Samuel Grant experience the yellow fever epidemic in Philadelphia, 1793. One of them gets better.
FROZEN
It all comes out in the wash by middlemarch. (G) 1.1k, Anna/Kristoff.  She'd knocked. Really, she had. It was their en suite bathroom, the room he said was over-the-top and extravagant and aggressively tiled, so it wasn't exactly her fault that she'd effectively barged in on him.
GAME OF THRONES
The Luckiest Man in the Whole F***ing World by OrangeTabby. (M) 7.2k, Sandor Clegane/Sansa Stark. Sandor Clegane is in isolation at home after picking up the virus in the line of duty. Luckily, he’s got his cat for company and plenty of rubbish TV to stream. Then Stranger decided to go next door for a visit…. A story about friendship, food, romance and dubious television. And a pandemic.
GARGOYLES
Cabin Holiday by Isimile. (M) 1.2k, David Xanatos/Janine “Fox” Xanatos, Owen Burnett/ David Xanatos/Janine “Fox” Xanatos.  After everything that happened, they decide to spend a week away in a cabin, to relax and to perhaps talk about their relationship. They're unexpectedly snowed in, which triggers memories of the Unseelie War.
GILMORE GIRLS
How dare the robins sing by middlemarch. (T) 900 words, Rory Gilmore/Jess Mariano, Dean Forester/Rory Gilmore, Dean Forester & Jess Mariano, Luke Danes & Jess Mariano. The two of them, the diner, for how long? At least the coffee shipment had made it in time. What he wouldn't have given for a fifth of Jack-- or anyone else. Literally, anyone.
HAIKYUU!!
Anchor by farfetched. (G) 5.3k, Semi Eita/Tendou Satori. Spreading their arms out either side of them, they stare at the ceiling. This is pulling on them in so many ways they didn't expect; laying here, on Tendou's floor, in Tendou's clothes, right down to their underwear because who expects a lockdown to get enforced overnight? They didn't bring anything much. They should have. They ought to chance going home. But they can't, so they don't. Home is an empty place right now anyway, and here there is food and laughter and music and in between all that is their realisation that they're not so over this Tendou thing after all.
Lockdown by needles. (T) 1.5k, Iwaizumi Hajime/Oikawa Tooru.  You never know what will escape from a box when you open it, just ask Pandora. For some it may be a disaster, for Iwaizumi could it be a golden opportunity?
Lockdown With A Fox by runningfromrealitytoanime. (T) 4.1k, Miya Atsumu/Sakusa Kiyoomi.  Sakusa Kiyomi was a very careful person when it came to cleanliness so what happens if a certain setter with no sense of hygiene crashes at his place when Japan goes under a 2 week lockdown period?
HANNIBAL
Crumbles of unfulfilled expectations by Cinnamaldeide. (M) 11.9k, Will Graham/Hannibal Lecter and other multi. Collection of ficlets of the length of a tweet or two ❀
Professor Graham’s Cheekbones Hotty & Extraordinary Foodie Husband by TheSilverQueen. (T) 3.3k,  Will Graham/Hannibal Lecter. Online classes due to the quarantine are Professor Graham's students learn that: 1) Professor Graham has a cute dog; 2) Professor Graham is married; and 3) Professor Graham's husband is smoking hot.
HARRY POTTER
A Long Night on The Bus by CuriousEmWanders. (E) 3.5k, Draco Malfoy/Harry Potter. In which Draco & Harry are Auror partners stuck on a bus overnight. Draco has some memories that cause him to make some choices. Smut ensues, obviously.
A Pandemic by Theodore_Writes. (T) 611 words WIP, Luna Lovegood & Weasley Family. A new strain of Dragon Pox breaks out becoming a global pandemic. Many were unaware due to Fudge covering it up in an attempt to look better as a minister but when Xenophilius Malfoy/Lovegood reveals to his long time friend Arthur Weasley about what is happening around the world the entire Weasley family is horrified and takes immediate action. This is the story of what happens when a pandemic hits the Magical and Muggle world's.
A Welcome Distraction by MaesterChill. (E) 2.9k, Draco Malfoy/Harry Potter.  Draco and Harry get trapped in a Ministry lift. Whatever shall they do to distract themselves?
An Intangible Embrace by Drarrelie. (G) 365 words, Draco Malfoy/Harry Potter.  Harry is bored. Thank Merlin his husband had finally agreed to start using Muggle mobiles after Score was born, or he would've surely gone mad now.
And on the Seventh Day... by slytherco. FANART. (T) 0 words,  During an Auror raid, Harry and Draco are separated from their partners and end up being hunted by the wrong people. Desperate times require desperate measures, so both men are sent to an unmarked location where a temporary safe house was set up for them. Stuck for Merlin knows how long, they have plenty of time to examine their turbulent relationship.
“Are you sure you know how to play that?” by julchen_in_red. FANART. (G) 0 words, Draco Malfoy/Harry Potter. Harry and Draco offer comfort and entertainment to their neighborhood under lockdown by performing a traditional wizards' evening ballad on their balcony.
Better Side of the Bed by gnarf. (T) 2k, Draco Malfoy/Harry Potter.  It was all Malfoy's fault. Harry could be at the Burrow right now, but instead he was trapped in Malfoy's tiny flat. All because that dick couldn't stop bothering him about a stupid life debt he didn't even care about.
Breaking Point by Drarrelie. (T) 365 words, Draco Malfoy/Harry Potter.  After almost two years as Auror partners, they've learned to function quite well together most of the time. Right now, though, Malfoy seems to be more on edge than ever.
Civil Hands (Unclean) by p1013. (E) 8.5k, Draco Malfoy/Harry Potter. While he and Malfoy reached something like a truce in the years between the end of the War and now, their Quidditch rivalry has only grown. And with it, a simmering tension that is absolutely not sexual, no matter how many times Hermione raises her eyebrow when Harry's drinking at her and Ron's house. Not even when his head is resting on the kitchen table next to his empty glass, and he's moaning about Draco bloody Malfoy, and his bloody perfect seat on a broom, and his bloody perfect technique.But as Harry stares over his teammates heads towards the Puddlemere United bench, he catches a flash of wet white-blond hair and flashing grey eyes, and he thinks that Hermione's eyebrow might have a point.
Conservation for Beginners by Aneiria. (E) 4.6k, Hermione Granger/Draco Malfoy. Hermione Granger didn't think twice about taking guardianship of Hoddholm Island for the summer. A deserted, peaceful island among the endangered Golden Snidgets is just what she needs to escape the anxieties that the end of the war brought with it. When Draco Malfoy arrives as the other guardian and they are left to themselves for a month, they both seem to be struggling in their own ways. Can they be there for each other when they most need it?
Exposure by Bridgette_Hayden. (M) 2.6k, Harry Potter/Severus Snape.  Snape and Harry volunteer to quarantine themselves for charity, and to comfort the world. Isolation leaves them feeling exposed. 
Flames by Aneiria. (E) 3.9k, Hermione Granger/Theodore Nott, Hermione Granger/Draco Malfoy, Draco Malfoy/Theodore Nott, Hermione Granger/Draco Malfoy/Theodore Nott.  The whole of the Ministry of Magic and its workers are forced into an in-place lockdown quarantine following a magical accident at the DMLE. When Hermione Granger and Theo Nott are put into isolation away from their boyfriend, Draco Malfoy, how will the triad cope?
G Guess I'm Stuck With You by LittleSixx. (T) 4k, Hermione Granger/Draco Malfoy.  Draco and Hermione are stuck in a Ministry lift on New Year's Eve.
In a Week by Suchsmallhands. (M, MCD) 12.4k, Sirius Black/Remus Lupin.  Sirius goes under quarantine in his flat, but fortunately he was able to get some reading material and a friend to keep him occupied during isolation.
Into the Wine Cellar by vivi1138. (E) 2.5k, Draco Malfoy/Harry Potter.  Harry should know better than to touch random objects that do not belong to him. Getting stuck in a cellar with Malfoy, of all people, leads to an interesting development.
Lockdown with the Malfoys by a_reader_and_writer. (G) 1.2k, Draco Malfoy/Harry Potter, Lucius Malfoy/Narcissa Black Malfoy. Dracos's parents are just visiting Harry and Draco for their weekly dinner when the Ministry of Magic announces a total lockdown. Awkward situations happen.
Lockdown Husband by Houseofmalfoy. (T) 4.7k,  Rodolphus Lestrange/Augustus Rookwood. "Got ready to leave after a hook-up for the guy to break the news that we’re on lockdown. We’re stuck together. this is the start of my bad rom-com."
Risk and Reward by nagemeikenu. (G) 2.6k, Rodolphus Lestrange/Augustus Rookwood. Augustus (Gus) Rookwood manages to survive completely alone in a burned down cabin for nearly three weeks. He's rescued by a gorgeous state trooper. Fluff ensues.
She’s A Rainbow by Ladderofyears. (M) 4.8k, Draco Malfoy/Harry Potter.  Draco never dreamt that he'd have to give birth without Harry, but when his beloved husband is put under MACUSA quarantine, he finds that he doesn't have a choice. With all the bravery he can muster, the best friend in the whole world and a pilfered magic mirror, Draco discovers that hope can be found even when you least expect it.
Stay with me through the storm by Pinkelephant42. FANART. (NR) 23 words, Draco Malfoy/Harry Potter.  Dragon Keeper Draco finds ways to keep his boyfriend Harry on the dragon retreat longer. Harry probably doesn’t mind.
Ten below and falling by agentmoppet. (E) 8.6k, Draco Malfoy/Harry Potter.  In which a pandemic results in Harry being locked in the Astronomy tower with Malfoy while they struggle to find the cure.
The Question of When by Misdemeanor1331. (G) 5.3k, Hermione Granger/Draco Malfoy.  When a global pandemic emerges, Draco and Hermione are once again called upon to discover a vaccine.
Unlikely Quarantine fellows by Isimile. (T) 861 words, Neville Longbottom & Blaise Zabini.  Neville and Blaise are quarantined together following an accident in their potions class and they get talking.
HAWAII FIVE-O
Spring Break by stephmex. (T) 3.5k, Steve McGarrett/Danny Williams.  Danny had been looking forward to this trip for weeks, ever since the Christmas holidays when he had planned the Spring Break vacation together with Grace. But as much as he’d been looking forward to it, boarding the plane with Charlie's small hand grasped tightly in his own feels slightly off. One thing feeling off is this stupid new virus that you just can’t ignore because the news coverage is all over the place. The other thing feeling off goes by the name of Steve—and Danny is leaving him behind with insomnia and a concussion and the sure knowledge that there is something that Steve is not telling him.
HOUSE OF CARDS
Skilled Hands and Talented Tongues by goreds. (M) 1.2k, Remy Danton/Jackie Sharp/Alan Cooke. Frank Underwood's made enemies, so it's no surprise that Jackie Sharp and Remy Danton get locked down due to a threat during one of their meetings at the White House. But Alan Cooke's there too, which just creates a brand new dynamic.
IT
Isolated by Slashaddict96. (T) 1.3k, Connor Bowers/Richie Tozier.  Richie and his parents get stuck isolated at the hospital when a dangerous outbreak occurs. What's worse it's with his least favorite person
IWATOBI SWIM CLUB (MAZE RUNNER CROSSOVER)
Free from the Maze by runningfromrealitytoanime. (Graphic Depictions of Violence, MCD). 33k, WIP, Gen.  Haru finds himself without his memories except for his name before he was chucked into the Glade populated entirely by boys. As he tries to make sense of his new life amongst the Gladers, Haru realizes there is only one goal in mind: to run and escape the Maze.
KINGSMAN
Rarely Pure and Never Simple by andthenshesaid-write. (T) 2.3k, Harry Hart/Gary “Eggsy” Unwin.  Eggsy and Harry get stuck in a train. Some important things need to be said.
LITTLE WOMEN
a party hardly ever goes the way it is planned by middlemarch. (G) 900 words, Theodore Laurence/Amy March, Friedrich Bhaer/Josephine March.  Teddy had written she must come. He had run out of arguments.
Distances by MercuryGray. (G) 1.5k WIP, John Brooke/Margaret March.  A Modern March AU - In the midst of global pandemic, the March and Brooke families are trying hold it together.
MCU
Bracing by babywarg. (G) 2.5k, Tony Stark/Stephen Strange. In which Tony Stark makes a few declarations in response to a disease outbreak, and brooks no dissent.
Must Love Dogs (Right Here at the End of the Line) by bookjunkiecat. (G) 2.3k, Bucky & PTSD, Bucky & Pal (dog), Bucky & Steve.  During the virus pandemic, an already fragile Bucky has to venture out to pick up more of his very necessary meds. Returning home, he has a panic attack and retreats into an alley. While there he rescues a dog...or rather, the dog rescues him. Once he calms down, Bucky calls a veternarian's office, and reaches a warm, calm man named Steve.
Take Two by heyjupiter. (T) 14.1k, Bruce Banner/Tony Stark. When Tony Stark is injured in Afghanistan, he wakes up in captivity to find that a mysterious American doctor has plugged his heart into a car battery and saved his life. Tony is determined to repay the favor; when he escapes from the Ten Rings, he's taking Bruce Banner with him.
MERCY STREET
I took my Power in my hand by middlemarch. (G) 1.9k, Jedediah Foster/Mary Phinney.  It wouldn't do to consider just what it was that had spilled. It was war, it was a kitchen with a corrupt steward, it was a rapidly warming April in Virginia and the man she wasn't supposed to have any finer feelings for was looking at her quizzically.
MERLIN
Merlin Versus Quarantine by coconutknightshade. (T) 1.3k WIP, Merlin/Arthur Pendragon, Leon/Morgana. Merlin isn't quite 50 Shades of Done with Quarantine, but he and Arthur do have dry-erase "Day's Since Last Meltdown" boards mounted in the kitchen.
The Night Is So Long When Everything’s Wrong by Hum My Name. (G) 4.2k, Merlin & Arthur Pendragon. One month after banishing Merlin, Arthur's given a message in the form of a dirty red neckerchief. His ex-manservant's been captured and the captors want the king to pay the ransom.Going after Merlin is the easy part. Spending a long night in a small cell with no one but Merlin with him is a bit more difficult.
MIRACULOUS LADYBUG
Love Bug by onetruthree. (T) 3.3k, Chat Noir & Marinette Dupain-Cheng.  Marinette feels the safest with her friends by her side. But when the dead come back to life, that safety is tested.
Quiet by BookGirlFan. (G) 669 words, Chat Noir & Ladybug. Ladybug and Chat Noir sit on a rooftop in an empty Paris.
MIRAGE
Murder Scarecrow and His Pissed-Off Handler by goreds. (M) 1.7k, Gabriel Taylor/Doug Marsh. Gabriel screwed up a fairly simple mission, and now he and Doug are trapped in a tiny safe house somewhere in Eastern Europe. Sort-of romance ensues.
NCT
I Go Where You Go by CocoaBop. (T) 5k, Dong Si Cheng/Lee Taeyong. Taeyong thought he was prepared for another global pandemic. But this pandemic was different. In just a few weeks of isolation, Sicheng went from the shy, awkward roommate Taeyong rarely saw to his only anchor to the outside world.
OCEAN’S 8
Every Princess Needs a Castle by ShadowHaloedAngel. (T) 1.3k, Lou Miller/Debbie Ocean. Being stuck inside is sending Debbie a little bit crazy, even though she knows it's for a good reason. Fortunately she has Lou and a foster dog to help keep her sane.
Your Princess Is In Another Castle by ShadowHaloedAngel. (T) 3.3k, Nine Ball/Tammy. Nine Ball decides if she's going to be locked down, she'd rather it was with Tammy and her kids.
ONE DIRECTION
and the sun will shine by leighbot. (G) 5.1k, Zayn Malik/Harry Styles. They're practicing self-isolation during the COVID-19 pandemic. Two little boys shouldn't be too hard to entertain, right?
PITCH PERFECT
Basic Sickness by CamGray. (M), 1.3k, Chloe Beale/Beca Mitchell. Chloe snaps the mask over her face and replies, “I was always smart, you just weren’t paying attention.  Vet school didn’t hurt either.  Now come on.  I’m going to rest, why don’t you go get some work done.  You can’t nanny me all day.  You’ve got more important things to do.” Beca shakes her head.  “What could be more important than this?”  She says, stressing each syllable.
Dry Spell by aliciameade. (E) 2.7k, Chloe Beale/Beca Mitchell. Tumblr prompt: Just imagine Beca and Chloe casually watching a porno together and when I say “casually” I mean “getting horny and ending up doing it right there.”
High-Speed Connection by aliciameade. (E) 4.1k, Chloe Beale/Beca Mitchell, Chloe Beale/Aubrey Posen, Chloe Beale/Beca Mitchell/Aubrey Posen. So Beca is a bit of an exhibitionist. So what? What could possibly happen when she decides to play with Chloe while she Skypes with Aubrey?Sin. Sin is what happens.
Ready Or Not by aliciameade. (E) 4.6k, Chloe Beale/Beca Mitchell. In a time of social-distancing, Beca and Chloe finally find a way to pass the time.
She’s Such a Bad Girl by CamGray. (E) 711 words, Chloe Beale/Beca Mitchell. “Chloe!” Chloe pauses her singing to call back to Beca. “Yes, love of my life?” Beca rounds the corner. “You’ve sung ‘Work From Home’ every day for the past 128 days. You know I love your singing voice, but can you please, for the love of the Carona gods, do something else.” Chloe pouts. “Well what should I do?”“I don’t know. I’m about to clean the house.” Chloe flips her hair flirtatiously and rests her arms loosely on Beca’s shoulders before saying, “You do too much. You’re not Superman you know.”
Watch Our Bodies Intertwine by tmylm. (E) 7.2k,  Chloe Beale/Beca Mitchell.  Beca and Chloe are quarantined (yes, another "and they were quarantined!" fic) in Beca's Los Angeles home. Beca has managed to push away the feelings she harbored for Chloe back in college—they're adults now, she can behave herself. Or so she thinks.
you are my favorite thing by iPhone. (M) 3.2k. Chloe Beale/Beca Mitchell.  Beca and Chloe find themselves alone in their apartment after the instruction comes to self-isolate. Set pre-PP3. Just pretend PP3 doesn’t exist.
POLDARK
Tenderness is not like money by middlemarch. (T) 599 words, Demelza Carne/Ross Poldark, Demelza Carne & Dwight Enys.  What was the real crime?
QUEEN
Stay Right Where You Are by Stormtrooperinclogs. (T) 2k, John Deacon/Brian May, Freddie Mercury/Roger Taylor.  Brian and John are under government-mandated quarantine because of the virus. What are they gonna do???
RED WHITE & ROYAL BLUE
bend the rules by perfect-porcelain. (E) 6.8k,  Alex Claremont-Diaz/Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor.  Alex is stuck inside with his roommate Liam and Liam's boyfriend Spencer and he thinks he's going to go insane but when his neighbor in the alleyway across from his window moves in he supposes that the quarantine won't be so bad after all.
Just Checking In by JessJesstheBest. (G) 1k, Alex Claremont-Diaz/Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor.  In an au where COVID-19 happens to Henry and Alex, they try and stay connected through self-isolation.
SHADOWHUNTERS
Malec Malaise by Fluxx. (G) 2.9k, Magnus Bane/Alec Lightwood.  Magnus has a cold! In the absence of his magic, it seems he managed to catch some common Mundane bug. Well, that should be fine. Nothing a little rest and tea can't take care of... right?
SHERLOCK
Going Viral by trillian_jdc. (G) 1.1k WIP, Mycroft Holmes/Greg Lestrade.  Mycroft Holmes has been exposed to the coronavirus and prepares to self-quarantine, which he's very used to. His isolation is accidentally interrupted by Greg Lestrade, who winds up sheltering in place with him.
Thank You John by AnAnYaH. (G), 352 words, Sherlock Holmes/John Watson.  Quarantine day fic.
SHETLAND
Remote Communities by aurorlaura. (T) 3.4k, Duncan Hunter/Jimmy Perez.  Jimmy Perez, Duncan Hunter and their daughter Cassie experience the Covid-19 lockdown in Shetland.
STAR TREK: PICARD
Of Malady and Mother by Boldlynyooming. (G) 4.1k, Elnor & Zani. There was an outbreak of Beluxian flu on Vashti, and Elnor was not allowed to go out.
STAR TREK: VOYAGER
Confined To Quarters by ShayneyL. (E) 1.6k, Harry Kim/Tom Paris. Tom and Harry are in trouble again. Will they find a way to entertain themselves while confined to quarters? (Spoiler: yes.)
Social Distance by MiaCooper. (T) 1.2k, Chakotay/Kathryn Janeway. The terrible trials of a captain in quarantine.
STAR WARS
Fever of Love by ladyofreylo. (E) 8.1k, Rey/Flip Zimmerman.  Rey and Flip shelter in the library overnight during a flu epidemic. Rey believes Flip is part of a racist group, and Flip can't tell Rey he's undercover because it jeopardizes his investigation. He asks her to trust him. Will she? And will she allow him to help her friend's brain-damaged brother escape the clutches of the evil organization?
I Know You by Idrilhadhafang. (M) 739 words, WIP, Poe Dameron/Kylo Ren.  After a dogfight outside the Raddus, Poe Dameron and Kylo Ren are trapped on a planet below, with no memories for either of them and only being able to rely on each other.
Please don’t take him just because you can by middlemarch. (T), 911 words, Finn & Rey, Rey/Ben Solo, Finn & Rey & Rose Tico. It wasn't a terrible job, it was the pandemic. Rey kept telling herself that, hoping she'd believe it. Or that it would all turn out to be a bad dream caused by eating government cheese before bed. Still, there were bright spots.
Something To Look Forward To by spacewitchqueen. (G) 1k, Armitage Hux/Kylo Ren.  While self-isolating, Kylo manages to make a new acquaintance. Perhaps even a new friend? Perhaps in time something more.
There’s been a Death, in the opposite house by middlemarch.  (G) 100 words, Kylo Ren/Rey.  Crisis was supposed to bring out the best in people. That was the silver lining, Rey was pretty sure that was the line anyway.
STAR WARS LEGENDS
Cabin Fever by Keldae. (G) 1k, Gen. Theron hates being locked down in one location on the best of days. Being isolated with only a Sith Lord, an irate Wookiee, and (the head of) a protocol droid that won't shut up for company? He's pretty sure he's in at least the second Corellian hell.
Pinned Down by Keldae. (T) 696 words, Female Jedi Knight/Theron Shan.  The only option is to stay hidden inside and hope for a rescue.
The Waiting Game by Greyias. (T) 4.4k, Female Jedi Knight/Theron Shan, Satele Shan & Theron Shan. The worst part about all of this was the waiting. Theron hated standing on the sidelines as everyone else risked their lives. He needed something to do. Anything to keep him distracted from his own thoughts.
SUPERGIRL
Darkest Before The Dawn by Val_Creative. (T) 1.4k, Kara Danvers/Lena Luther.  Lena ends up diagnosed with a serious virus. Kara gets a little panicky about this and worries enough to visit her.
SUPERNATURAL
Fourteen Days and Four Dozen Eggs by Mandala Rose. (E) 5.6k, Castiel/Dean Winchester, Jessica Moore/Sam Winchester.  As the Milton-Winchester household prepare to hunker down and #flattenthecurve, Dean makes a trip to the grocery store, for what was supposed to be their normal weekly grocery run. After all, they aren't the kind of people to panic and over-buy, right?
Hickory Dickory Dean by Carrieosity. (M) 2k,  Castiel/Dean Winchester.  When Castiel's library has to close because of the coronavirus pandemic, the librarians need to get a little creative in order to keep serving the community. Castiel has no problem recording virtual storytimes, but when it comes to adding in songs and things, he needs to call in a little extra help.
Knock by hit_the_books. (E) 2.5k, Castiel/Dean Winchester, past Dean Winchester/Lisa Braeden. Dean and Cas have been living together as roommates for about a year when the COVID-19 pandemic forces Douglas County health officials to issue a "stay at home" order. With Dean working from home and Cas trapped there with him, Dean starts to realize that he doesn't really know much about the younger man he's living with. And then he knocks on and opens up Cas's bedroom door one day and discovers far more than he was expecting.
It'll Be Fine. by ChloeDarling. (G) 1.4k,  Castiel/Dean Winchester.  Forced to self-isolate, Castiel finds himself succumbing to the boredom as he runs out of ways to keep himself entertained. Luckily, Dean Winchester has a plan to save the day.
Next Time, I Choose Death by CeliPuff, Winchesterlovr0508. (M) 1.2k,  Castiel/Dean Winchester.  In light of this pandemic, I decided to write some daily journal entries on how we survived the 14 day quarantine. It’s me, my brother and my best friend, what can go wrong?
No Dent by spnsmile. FANFIC AND FANART (E) 7k, Castiel/Dean Winchester. Because the Impala is the best place to lock Dean and Castiel away when in the middle of another fight. They really need to talk and close the distance created by their stubborn heads. At least, Jack thought so.
Throw Away the Key by CeliPuff, Ketch22. (E) 2.1k WIP,  Castiel/Dean Winchester. multiple other relationships. After his father dies and leaves him nothing but the coolest car ever manufactured, the whole world turns to shit. Caught in the middle of a pandemic while attending the funeral, Dean is told he can’t return home and has to find somewhere else to ride out the mandatory month-long quarantine. Out of options, he calls his best friend Benny.Cas has lived with Benny for awhile - the bed was comfy, rent was cheap... the orgies were just a bonus. It wasn’t a half-bad place to live out a permanent bachelor lifestyle, or an irritating lockdown - but he’s about to get more than he bargained for when Benny takes in a stray.
Outbreak 2019 by spnsmile. FANFIC AND FANART (T) 1.7k, Castiel/Dean Winchester.  There's a spreading virus around and against it the medical staff are in the front lines. Castiel is a doctor and he just texted his husband he's positive of the virus.He awaits his fate in silence thinking of Dean.
THE 100
In Fair Corona by eternaleponine. (M) 8.3k, Clarke Griffin/Lexa. While returning from a service trip abroad, Lexa volunteers to take another flight when theirs is overbooked, and Clarke is forced to accompany her. When someone on the flight gets sick, they find themselves quarantined far from home with only each other for company. Can they overcome their differences and realize that they're in this together?
THE AVENGERS/MASS EFFECT TRILOGY
Stuck with You by sgteam14283. (G) 3.3k WIP, Clint Barton & Natasha Romanov, Female Ryder/James Vega, Kaidan Alenko/Female Shepard. Adults can handle being stuck somewhere for a long period of time. For the most part.
THE EXPANSE
How to Have Fun in Quarantine at the UN by goreds. (M) 1.4k, Chrisjen Avasarala/Sadavir Errinwright, Arjun/Chrisjen Avasarala.  Chrisjen Avasarala and the whole of the United Nations, including Sadavir Errinwright, are on lockdown during a pandemic. Mild non-social distancing ensues.
THE FLASH
Between Hope and Fear by Purpleyin. (T) 4.1k, Cisco Ramon/Hartley Rathaway.  During the pandemic, Hartley tries to help. He tries to keep going and do whatever he can, from a distance. Everything is going as well as can be expected, until his world comes crashing down with one phone call from Caitlin Snow.
THE GRISHA TRILOGY
watch the world go by by JemDoe. (T) 823 words, Aleksander Morozova/Alina Starkov. “The plague of 758 was a very serious issue, made worse by the Fold, Alina. Supplies were so hard to reach to the other side of the country…” “Wipe that smile off your face before talking about a plague that was made worse by your actions, then."
THE HOBBIT
Cave in by Isimile. (T) 1k, Bilbo Baggins/Thorin Oakenshield. Of course the cave in has to happen just when Bilbo is accompanying Thorin to a visit of the newly re-opened mines. Thorin just have the worst luck.
THE LORD OF THE RINGS
Nowhere else by Roselightfairy. (T) 1.2k, Gimli/Legolas Greenleaf. In preparation of an anticipated attack from nearby Dunland, Éomer has ordered that Aglarond go into lockdown.At least Legolas and Gimli are together.
THE MAGNUS ARCHIVES
a melody played in a penny arcade by aguntoaknifefight. (T) 2.7k, Martin Blackwood/Jonathan Sims, Elias Bouchard/Peter Lukas. Jon is trapped in the Institute. Things change.Or: Peter Lukas’s post-divorce pettiness inadvertently saves the world.
THE SIMARILLION AND OTHER HISTORIES OF MIDDLE-EARTH
A WORLD WITHOUT GRANDPARENTS by bluehair. (G) 1k, Maglor & Finwe.  I really didn't plan this. But it wanted to be written.
THE SOFT DOCTRINE OF IMAGINOS
On the Wrong SIde of the Mirror by Imaginos_Buzzardo_Desdinova. (M) 2.1k, Gen.  Trapped on the wrong side of mirror, Imaginos must find his way back to stop the evil Desdinova. He finds only one other person who also was tricked into the mirror.
THE TERROR
Lift Fire by Gigi_Sinclair. (G) 2.5k, Thomas Jopson/Lt Edward Little.  "Tom doesn't speak, either, until there's a strange grinding groan, the lights flicker, and the lift shudders to an unexpected stop.Oh, you have to be joking, Edward thinks, as Tom says, 'I'd heard they'd been having some problems with this one.'"
Look for the Helpers by goreds. (T) 1.2k, Captain Francis Crozier/Commander James Fitzjames.  Dr. Francis Crozier, stuck at home, lends a hand to his sick next-door neighbor, James Fitzjames.
THE TRANSFORMERS
Maybe it’s enough by choomchoom. (T) 2.8k, Drift/Rodimus, Prowl/Starscream. The boys deal with the pandemic.
Quarantined by pipermca. (G) 2.7k, Gen. Even when the Decepticons are forced into quarantine to stop the spread of a deadly disease, Soundwave still has work to do. If only his cassettes would keep it down...
THE UNTAMED
The Usefulness of Bunnies as Messengers is Strictly Dependant on the Bunny In Question by theskyandsea. (G) 2.8k, Lan Wangji/Wei Wuxian. Wei Wuxian is quarantined in an apartment with Jiang Cheng and it's going about as well as one would expect. Which is to say, the second Wei Wuxian discovers just how hot his across-the-street neighbour is he jumps at the opportunity to talk to someone else.Even if that talking is through the medium of messenger bunnies.
We’re on a boat and... by chatcolat. (T) 1.4k, Gen. Jiang Cheng and Wei Wuxian get stuck on a boat and accidentally end up talking to each other for five minutes while they wait for rescue.
THE WITCHER
Carefully We Gather by tackytiger. (M) 2.4k,  Geralt of Rivia/Jaskier. They've been snowed in at the inn for six days now, and Jaskier still isn't speaking to Geralt.It's just, killing monsters is what Geralt does. Just because this one came a little bit too close to killing him first, doesn't mean that Jaskier has to get in a sulk about it. And why does he care so much, anyway?
Distanced Dears by jaskiersvalley. (T) 2.2k, Geralt of Rivia/Jaskier, Cahir Mawr Dyffryn aep Ceallach/Geralt of Rivia, Geralt of Rivia/Yennefer z Vengerbergu, Cahir Mawr Dyffryn aep Ceallach/Jaskier, Geralt/Jaskier/Yennefer/Cahir.  Given the fact Geralt worked in the Accident and Emergency department, it was highly likely he would catch the virus, even with every precaution. Not wanting to put his whole family at risk, he and Cahir move into Cahir's old flat and they try to weather the storm by themselves when Geralt does get infected.
No More Water, but Fire Next Time by ladivvinatravestia. (T) 7.7k, Cirilla Fiona Elen Riannon & Jaskier, Geralt of Rivia/Jaskier.  Jaskier and Ciri take shelter at a refugee camp following the fall of Cintra, where they find that Pestilence and War often ride together.
oh my god they were plague-mates by wombatpop. (T) 4.3k, Geralt of Rivia/Jaskier. “They’ve closed the streets, Geralt. We’re stuck in here.” Jaskier and Geralt stuck in an inn together. What could go wrong?
The Fortnight by Elizabeth. (E) 7.5k, Geralt of Rivia/Jaskier.  A plague is ravaging the Northern Kingdoms. First Oxenfurt is locked down, and then Novigrad. Geralt is immune, but Jaskier isn't. Rosemary and Thyme is a pretty nice place to spend a fortnight, but it's still a long time to spend with just one person--even if that person is your best friend.A lot can happen in two weeks.
Trouble In Here by Val_Creative. (M) 2.5k,  Geralt of Rivia/Jaskier. Jaskier accidentally barricades himself into Geralt’s room when he’s been cursed, forcing them to isolate together.
YU-GI-OH! DUEL MONSTERS
And they were quarantine-mates by Alecto. (T) 4.8k, Jounouchi Katsuya/Kaiba Seto. The order came down while they slept. Now Kaiba was stranded at Joey's place for the foreseeable future.
YUYU HAKUSHO: GHOST FILES
Six Feet Apart by Penguiduck. (G) 2.4k, Kurama/Reader.  You've only been living in your condo for two months, but you have yet to meet your neighbor. When you're sentenced to working from home due to the recent COVID-19 virus, you step onto your shared balcony for the first time. You meet Shuichi and really like him. The only problem? You have to stay six feet apart.
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ACUTE ANXIETY, EXTREME PARANOIA & SHEER PANIC And so to one of the worst drug experiences of my life, courtesy of a class of drug which only emerged because cannabis was illegal.
The road map started with JWH-018 (the original spice), a chemical which delivered some of the features of cannabis but with edges which were less than healthy. As this and subsequent chemical replacements were classified, via creeping legislation, new generations became stronger and increasingly toxic. It was only a matter of time before compounds like 5F-AKB48 and AM-2001 appeared.
My supply of the former was branded 'Magic Dragon', and my first couple of rides were rough and unforgiving, but navigable. It was a case of third time unlucky, as I dragged myself up to the bed and lay in foetal position; terrified, paranoid and praying for it to end.
In reality though I was lucky, because I was reasonably experienced by this point, and I knew that eventually it would indeed end. I cast my mind to anyone who didn't have this faint light at the end of the tunnel: the trauma in such a scenario would surely be a multiple of what I was enduring.
Eventually the worst was over; the only positive being that I survived and am able to use the experience as a cautionary tale: synthetic cannabinoids are not where you want to be.      
Note that the hands holding the cannabinoid in the photograph are not mine: I took this in a major UK city (Manchester) during an interview with a homeless man who was addicted and living from toke to toke. He was locked into misery, courtesy of a government (and its media) preening over the latest hardening of its war on drugs whilst blaming and besmirching its broken victims.
Refs: The Drug Users Bible [Amazon: https://www.amazon.com/dp/099559368X]
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mystifyingorbit · 4 years
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Dreamlike
So... It’s been a while huh, sorry for the long wait. This is my first Iz*one fic. It’s quite a long one, hence why it took so long for me to post. I hope you all enjoy it regardless.
When Hitomi first laid eyes on her, she was immediately won over. How could she not? Even when surrounded by so many other trainees, beautiful in their own right, that girl stood out as one of the prettiest of them all. When Starship Entertainment was called up and when they mentioned that she was the youngest out of them all, Hitomi was shocked. 
How was someone that was still 15 years old that tall… and unbelievably beautiful?
Something in her heart flutters when Wonyoung winks, so Hitomi buries her face in her arms, trying to hide how flustered she was. (Hitomi hopes it’s just jealousy. She’s not sure if she can handle it being anything else)
---
Wonyoung’s eyes were drawn to the girl in the corner. 
From what Wonyoung could recall, her name was Honda Hitomi, a member of AKB 48. She wasn't the most open nor outgoing, nor was she the centre of attention. Yet, when the AKB 48 trainees were first introduced, she was the first of them Wonyoung saw, her eyes instinctively drawn to her. 
Hitomi turned to her, and their eyes locked. Wonyoung looked down, cheeks flushed at getting caught staring. She hears Hitomi giggle softly, somehow the focus of her attention even over the chaotic noise of all the trainees around her.
When Wonyoung looked up, she was no longer in the corner. Instead, she stood next to her, a soft smile still adorning her plump face. (Hitomi was usually shy, yet for once she decided to be the first to approach.)
“Hello Wonyoung ssi.” She hears Hitomi says. Wonyoung smiles nervously in response, her heart beating fast.
“Oh, hello Hitomi unnie.” the younger says in Japanese, wanting to get to know her
“Oh, You're able to speak Japanese, Wonyoung?” Hitomi says, switching to Japanese in her surprise. 
"Yes, I can." Wonyoung says, noticing how Hitomi instantly relaxes, causing her to smile.
Hitomi grasps her hand, "If you don’t mind, can you help me with my Korean?"
Wonyoung nods dumbly, in disbelief that Hitomi approached her out of anyone for help. "Why me over anyone else? I'm the youngest here.".
Hitomi giggles a bit, "Because you looked like you wanted to get to know me."
Wonyoung immediately moves to deny it, but Hitomi just continues giggling and waves before walking away to join some of her other friends, leaving her to just shake her head and smile at this opportunity presented to her. 
---
Hitomi knew she wanted to debut from the start, but she didn't really prefer anyone to be with her. Now? Hitomi has one person, more than anyone else, she would want to debut with. 
When the time came to do the group battle, Hitomi was ecstatic to be picked into the same group as Wonyoung (thank you Ahn Yujin). Yet, they were paired against what many consider the strongest group. Hitomi was anxious, she knew she wasn’t the best performer among the AKB48 trainees, nor was she the most popular, so she was afraid she wouldn’t be able to pull her own weight in the group.
Suddenly, a hand enveloped her own and squeezed, pulling her out of her thoughts. She looked up to Wonyoung smiling encouragingly at her as if sensing Hitomi’s worries. How someone that young holds so much confidence, so much maturity is something she questions. However, one thing’s for sure. If Wonyoung can stand tall in the face of this hurdle, volunteering to be their centre even, Hitomi will be able to overcome her own issues. For her, she would do nothing less.
---
They won. Oh my god, they won. Wonyoung sat in disbelief, shocked at the result displayed on the screen. Wonyoung turned to look at her groupmates, her friends, the reason they were able to win. Wonyoung feels sorry for the other team, yet, she was really happy that they won.
Yes, for herself. But also Yujin, her best friend who brought them all together. Yena, Miru and Goeun too, who all played their parts and trusted her as their centre. Most of all, Wonyoung was happy for Hitomi, who was nervous and doubtful of herself in this foreign country. Who struggled with the language, and had to be aided by the Korean trainees in the group. The person who approached her, and wanted to befriend her. Yet, she was also the person who taught them the dance, and who, even under all this, was willing and able to help the rest of the group.
As Wonyoung placed her hand in Hitomi’s, she realized something. She knew she wanted to debut with Yujin, with Kahyeon. Now, Hitomi’s on that list too, and with how talented Hitomi is, she knew it shouldn’t be an issue. They’d make it together to the end, and then they’d have more time together.
---
The weeks go by, and the pool of trainees go down and down. Hitomi’s sad that many of her fellow Japanese trainees have been eliminated, yet she’s also happy that they’re still here.
They, as in herself and Wonyoung.
Hitomi would want nothing more but to debut with her, and while things are looking positive, she never knows how much things could change, so she worries still. 
It might be a bit selfish, to want to debut with Wonyoung even over the other Japanese trainees, but how could she not want one of the kindest and prettiest trainees, one that has helped her time and time again, to be her groupmate. 
Like it has been stated multiple times, Wonyoung was born to be the centre, and Hitomi does not disagree at all
(Even if she wanted to centre in rollin' rollin', if there was anyone she would be fine losing the centre battle to, it would be Wonyoung.) 
---
When they started announcing the names of those debuting, Wonyoung was nervous. She felt like she won't debut, that she might've missed her chance. She would be upset, but looking at those around her, her friends, she wouldn't want to take any of their spots either. No matter what, she'd be happy for them, that's what she promised herself. 
Kim Minju, Kim Chaewon. The first two names announced. Wonyoung was happy for them, they were both amazing people and would definitely be amazing idols. Wonyoung can only hope to join them. 
Honda Hitomi. Ah, Hitomi san. Wonyoung felt a burst of joy when she was called up. Hitomi deserves to debut, and Wonyoung pulls the older girl in for a hug, smiling encouragingly. Hitomi pulls away, smiling at Wonyoung, tears of joy flowing from her face. 
Hyewon, Eunbi, Yujin.  If anything, Wonyoung is satisfied that her Best friends, and her Unnies who've worked so hard are making it in. After how much help Eunbi has been in guiding her, how Yujin has always cheered her up and stuck by her side, they deserved to debut. 
Nako, Yena, Yuri. At this point, Wonyoung is distraught. While she still puts up a smile, she knew the chance of her debuting is slim to none at this point. She wasn't ranked that high in the previous rankings, so she prepares to leave disappointed, to not get to debut in a group with some of her best friends and favorite people in the world. 
---
Hitomi looks on nervously, paying special attention to Wonyoung. She hates how defeated the younger girl is, even when she's trying to put up a strong facade. (It's good, but Hitomi knows her too well for Wonyoung to hide it from her).
The first part of Hitomi's wish came true, in that she herself is debuting, with many of the trainees she calls friends. Now, she just has to hope for the second part of her wish to come true.
So when they announced the top two names, Hitomi was ecstatic. She gets to debut with Wonyoung, with Sakura, Nako and Yujin. 
No matter what the result is, she's content, especially with the way Wonyoung smiles at the news, even if she's still teary eyed. 
It was at this moment Hitomi realized her feelings for Wonyoung are different from an ordinary friend. What this means is a problem for future Hitomi. For now, she'll just enjoy the moment. She's debuting in Korea, and that’s one wish that’s come true. 
 ---
Wonyoung is proud of herself. She’s made it, debuted with the rest, as the centre even. Yet, what she isn’t proud of just herself debuting, but more so of how she’s able to fit in and help the others. She’s young, younger than any of the others, so she fears she’s going to be a burden.
So she smiles and jokes around, trying to at least be someone who can cheer others up. She thought she wouldn’t be able to help much, yet when she brought it up to their leader Eunbi just pulled her into a hug, telling her she’s helping just by being there.
Yet, she wanted to do more. She remembered how she helped Hitomi during Produce 48, and she wondered if Hitomi still needed help. So, she approached her unnie one day, asking if she could still help her.
The bright smile on Hitomi’s face at the offer was answer enough, and it warmed her heart that she was the reason for that smile .
---
Hitomi really likes hanging out with Wonyoung. Sure, on camera they might be closer with Chaewon and Yujin respectively, but off camera the two of them always drift towards each other, something that surprises the other members.
Sure, they were pretty good friends during Produce 48, but they didn’t seem the closest to most people. Of course, they were in the same groups multiple times, but that doesn’t always mean much.
So when Hitomi was the first person Wonyoung went to for advice, or when Hitomi seeks out Wonyoung’s hugs, it comes as a bit of a surprise for the others. Not a bad one however.
Seeing how the two take care of each other brings relief to Eunbi, who worries about the two the most. With how Hitomi is arguably the quietest and least outgoing of the Japanese members, and how Wonyoung is by far the youngest member, Eunbi was afraid both of them would struggle to adapt, but looking at them sitting next to each other, Wonyoung teasing the older girl, Eunbi knows that they’re going to be just fine.
---
Hitomi couldn’t believe it. They’ve won their first award, and so soon at that. 
Hitomi sat in the dorm, watching the rest of her members celebrate joyously at their first win. Hitomi would normally join them, but she’s pretty tired, so she decided to just sit on the sofa and relax. 
So drowned out in her thoughts she didn’t notice someone sitting next to her until they nudged her shoulder.
Looking up, Hitomi’s eyes fell on Wonyoung, an ethereal smile on her face.
“Hitomi unnie, why aren’t you joining the rest of us?” The younger girl tilts her head, curiosity and a tinge of worry in her tone.
“I’m just a little tired, don’t worry about me.” Hitomi says, in an attempt to placate the girl she was talking to.
Hitomi watches as Wonyoung looks at the others for a bit, like she’s contemplating something. Before Hitomi knows what’s happening, Wonyoung pulls her up and starts dragging her in the direction of the rooms. “Come on unnie, let’s get some rest.”
Hitomi giggles as Wonyoung pulls them onto her bed, before feeling the latter’s arm wrap around her. “You’re feeling brave tonight.” She comments, as she buries herself deeper into the younger’s embrace.
She doesn’t have to see Wonyoung to know her face is flushed now, as the younger girl stammers and tries to come up with something to say.
She decides to end the younger’s suffering before the girl in question implodes. “It’s fine Wonyoung. Thank you for caring so much.”
“Anything for my favorite unnie, though don’t tell the others I said that.” Wonyoung half whispers into her ear.
As Hitomi drifts off to sleep, she realizes that she’s never felt this content before, without Wonyoung’s arms around her.
---
When Wonyoung woke up, the first thing she noticed was the weight of someone in her arms.
Shaking of her sleepiness, she looked down at the brown haired girl in her arms, still seemingly fast asleep. Wonyoung smiles, having her unnie in her arms somehow brought her more comfort, even if she was the one holding her.
As Wonyoung prepares to fall back asleep, content in her position, Hitomi shifts in her arms, starting to awaken.
When Hitomi turned to her, eyes still half closed with a sleepy smile on her face, Wonyoung's heart just melted at how cute her unnie looked. 
Wonyoung looks on as Hitomi blinks repeatedly in an attempt to awaken, before the latter whispers into her ear, "Thank you for keeping me safe wonnie," before she buries herself in her embrace again. 
Wonyoung sighs as it is so unlike Hitomi to not awake early, but she's not complaining. As she falls asleep herself, she wonders if her presence around Hitomi was the reason. 
The two ended up waking up much later than usual, too comfortable to move. 
---
That was the first of many times they ended up sleeping in the same bed.
Honestly, if it was up to HItomi, they’d be doing that much more often, as she never fails to be refreshed after one of those nights. They were assigned separate rooms however, so they don’t do it every day
Today wasn’t supposed to be one of those days, as Hitomi had to come home late from extra dance practice.
As she finishes her preparations quietly and prepares to settle down for the night, she hears the door to her room creak open, before she feels someone snuggle behind her. “Wonnie?”
As she tried to turn around, the girl behind her tightened her hold, pulling her close “Nightmare…” was all the girl said, distraught clear in her voice.
Hitomi whispers and tries to comfort the younger girl. Before long, she feels her breath calming and evening. "Just sleep Wonnie, we can talk tomorrow. I'm here ok, you're safe."
Hitomi wasn't too comfortable with tight embraces, but Wonyoung continues to be an exception. If it helps her sleep, then Hitomi is more than fine with it. (Especially since it helps her sleep better too.) 
---
Wonyoung took a few months to notice how close she’s gotten to Hitomi.
Sure she’s still good friends with Yujin, best buddies even, but someone else has taken that spot of her closest friend. Without her realizing, Hitomi entered her heart as her favorite unnie, closest confidant and best friend. Last night, how the first person she looked for after the nightmare was HItomi, just cemented her feelings on the matter. 
Later that day, when it was just the two of them, Wonyoung started to open up about her insecurities.
How she felt that she was holding the group back, how she didn’t deserve to be the center (how many people online thought that), how she wasn’t able to contribute more in the group.
Hitomi wasn’t saying anything, causing Wonyoung who was looking down, unable to face her, to get nervous. What if she agrees with the comments, with their opinions on how Sakura’s a better center, or that she doesn’t deserve to be a part of this group.
Wonyoung stood up and started to leave, “I shouldn’t be bothering you with…”. Before she could even finish the sentence, the older girl pulled her into a hug, “No, it’s fine.”. As Hitomi guided them back to their seat, Wonyoung can sense that Hitomi isn’t exactly happy. Was it because of her? “Unnie... Are you mad at me?”
Hitomi pulls Wonyoung’s head down, kissing the top of her head. “Mad, but not at you…” before going quiet again. The two sat there, just enjoying the calmness and each other’s presence, before Hitomi spoke up again.
“You’re perfect for our center ok? Don’t listen to what they have to say. We’re happy with you, even Sakura agrees. You’re an amazing center, an amazing maknae and you always bring a smile to everyone's faces. I’m sure the others would agree with me. But also, you’re the reason why I have the energy to continue. On days I’m down, I see you smile, see how you continue pushing, and it gives me the motivation and energy to continue trying, for myself, but also for you. 
You’re special, you’re important to us and you deserve to be here. Please don’t think otherwise ok?”
Wonyoung nods, comforted by her unnie’s words. If she believes in her, if the others believe in her, then she would believe in herself.
And if the entire group compliments and takes care of Wonyoung the next day? Well, she knows Hitomi is responsible, so she just pulls Hitomi in for a hug as thanks, too moved by her to speak.
---
Hitomi’s starting to get irritated, and it’s all Wonyoung’s fault.
Honestly, for what it was worth, Wonyoung didn’t do anything really, so it’s not really her fault. But Hitomi really can’t help it when Wonyoung is just like that. It’s just, well, she’s so pretty, and she’s caught herself staring way too often.
She really should stop staring at Wonyoung. This was the fifth time this week, and it’s starting to bother her a tad. Don’t get her wrong, it’s understandable why, it’s just that it’s starting to affect her practice and concentration and she can’t afford that. Honestly, she’s surprised no one else has noticed or commented yet.
So busy brooding was Hitomi that she didn’t notice the girl entering the room behind her. 
“Hitomi unniei?”. Hitomi immediately jumped up in shock, before she immediately froze at the sight of the girl she was thinking about.
Wonyoung’s hair’s looking quite disheveled, but she’s still as pretty as ever. Hitomi would be quite hard pressed to find someone who disagrees with that, especially as you could get lost in those eyes…
“Unnie?” Hitomi snaps back to reality, Wonyoung’s hand waving in front of her face. “Are you alright?”
“I’m fine Wonyoung, what brings you here?” Hitomi says, her cheeks flaming in embarrassment at being caught staring.
“I just wanted to see my favorite unnie.” Wonyoung says, causing Hitomi to squeal internally, still happy that she was her favorite unnie.
Wonyoung starts giggling and walking out, turning to look back at the door  “Also, can we go buy some snacks? I’ll buy you your favorite ice cream.”
“Of course Wonyoung, just gimme a second to get ready.” Hitomi says, grabbing her hoodie and mask. This girl’s going to be the death of me.
---
Unbeknownst to Hitomi, Wonyoung hasn’t been ignorant to the stares. On the contrary, she’s been quite… enthralled by it.
While she’s younger than the others, Wonyoung isn’t exactly ignorant to what those stares could possibly mean. Honestly, Wonyoung is actually quite flattered that Hitomi really thinks that highly of her, that she finds her beautiful, if those stares are for the reason she hopes. Why is she not bothered by those stares, why does she enjoy it even?
Oh god, she has a crush on Hitomi unnie. 
That would explain why her heart flutters around her, why she’s always drawn to Hitomi unnie. She’s worried about what this means. How these feelings would be received, by Hitomi or by her family. How it could affect the group, how people would react. So she stays quiet and focuses on practice, on school. She enjoys her time with her unnies, and continues to focus on her career and her group. She considers going to someone for advice, but for now, she’ll let it be, and wait, and see how things go.
---
It wasn’t long before Hitomi noticed Wonyoung staring back occasionally. When this happens, one or the other usually looks away, blushing at being caught or catching the other staring at them. This can’t go on forever, so Hitomi is determined to talk to Wonyoung about it as soon as possible. 
So, when Wonyoung was sick on a free day, Hitomi volunteered to look after her and let the rest enjoy their day. To Wonyoung,  who was laying down on the couch, it looked like Hitomi basically kicked everyone else out of the dorm, even their unnies, which was hilarious.
“Wonyoung, can we talk?” HItomi asks as she sits down next to Wonyoung, suddenly nervous, a contrast to how she was just minutes before in front of everyone else.
“Of course unnie.” was the response from the younger girl, looking up at her.
“About the staring… I’m sorry.” Hitomi says, not daring to look at the younger girl. “I’m sorry that i can’t help but do it.”
The younger girl grabs her hand, squeezing softly. “There’s no need to apologize unnie. I feel the same way. It’s just…”
“Not the right time for it.” Hitomi finishes, looking down with a sad smile.
“Wait for me ok unnie? Nothing needs to happen now.” 
Hitomi squeezes the girl’s hand one more time and nods, before standing up to prepare a hot meal for the maknae.
Later when the rest come home, the two share a look. Nothing officially changed, but there’s no need for it. They both know how they feel, and for now, they’re satisfied with it. After all, they’re already the most affectionate with each other, so there’s really nothing that needs to be different.
---
When rumours started to spread about Mnet rigging Produce, Wonyoung could see how everyone was affected one way or another. How a lot of them became more quiet, others tried harder to cheer the others up, sometimes too hard. How some of her members looked distraught, or focused themselves too much on the comments.
She herself wasn’t immune, especially when rumors say Sakura should’ve been the center. The doubts about her being the center were coming back. How It would’ve been so much better for the group if Sakura was center… right? With herself in the center, Izone was locked into mostly cute concepts, and Sakura was more talented and more deserving of the title.
Wonyoung didn’t share this with anyone, didn’t want to disturb anyone else, as they had their own issues going on. She noticed how the group started to fracture a bit, but she couldn’t blame them. So she drowned herself in practice, too try and at least make herself deserving of the title, deserving of what she was given.
---
It was quite late one night, and Hitomi noticed a distinct lack of their maknae. Seeing how no one else noticed, all clearly tired, Hitomi decides to go look for her herself. First, Hitomi tried calling Wonyoung, but after a few tries, Wonyoung still wasn’t answering. Remembering the last time she saw Wonyoung, she quickly became worried. After looking around and making sure she isn’t disturbing anyone, she quickly rushed to the company building, hoping she wasn’t wrong.
Noticing their usual training room’s light was on, Hitomi entered the room as one of their songs were playing. Not seeing anyone at first, Hitomi turned to exit the room, until she spotted someone lying prone on the ground.
Hitomi rushes to her. “Wonyoung? Wonnie? Wake up please.” She says, shaking the girl in panic. Hitomi grew more and more panicked, unable to think straight at the worry for the younger girl. “Oh god wake up wonnie please.”
After a few minutes of trying to wake her up, Hitomi forced herself to calm down, realizing that her panicking won’t help. She picks up her phone and starts to dial one of the managers, hoping they'll be able to help.
---
When Wonyoung woke up, she noticed she wasn’t in the training room anymore. As she turned on the bed, she froze when she felt someone next to her. Opening her eyes, the first thing greeting her was Hitomi’s blonde hair. Confused at first to why she wasn’t in the training room, she started to realize what must’ve happened. Guilt started to flood her whole body. HItomi must have been so worried about her. Of course she couldn’t do anything without messing it up for someone else. Why can’t she just do anything right?!
A hand suddenly brushed her cheek, startling her. “Wonyoung, are you ok? You’re crying.”
Oh, she’s crying, and just worrying Hitomi more.
“It’s fine unnie, I’m fine.”  Wonyoung says, turning around, trying futilely to not worry her unnie more. Of course, Wonyoung knows Hitomi wasn’t fooled, but what else could she do.
Wonyoung felt Hitomi come closer, hugging her from behind. “Why did you practice until so late? I was worried when you weren’t coming back.” Hitomi whines, half playful, half upset. Her tone only served to hurt Wonyoung even more.
“I needed to practice more. I’m not good enough yet.” not good enough to be center, not good enough to for iz*one. These were left unsaid, yet as usual, Hitomi knew.
“You know, you don’t have to be perfect. You’re already good enough. You’re a good center and a good member.” she whispered into Wonyoung’s ear, “Please don’t work yourself to death ok?”
“I’m sorry.” “It’s ok Wonnie. It’s ok.” 
---
Everyone was shocked when they announced Iz*one was going into hiatus. It was understandable, and many of them were upset when hearing that the rumours were true, doubts continuing to flow through their heads. Hugging Wonyoung, Hitomi saw the distress in her member’s faces, how the normally fearless Eunbi was barely keeping it together, how the normally excitable and bright Yujin was solemn, how Wonyung, their lovable maknae and center, Hitomi’s love, is struggling not to cry in her arms. 
The first morning after, Hitomi watches as her dorm mates wake up unenthusiastically, all down and upset as they sit around the dining table. Hitomi’s heart throbs. She’s noticed how the group hasn’t been as close together, ever since the rumours started to spread.  If no one was doing anything, she needs to take action herself. As she grabs Wonyoung’s hand and looks around, she makes her decision.
“Let’s go to the other dorm.” As the others start to look up at her, Hitomi’s nerves start to kick in. Likely sensing her feelings, Wonyoung squeezes her hand, urging her to continue. 
“We can’t sit and stay quiet like this. We need to stay together, work through this as a family, like we’ve always done.”
It wasn’t long before they were headed to the other dorm. Wonyoung stayed with Hitomi at the back of the line, hands still holding each other.
“Thank you Hitomi unnie. You did the right thing.”
Hitomi leaned her head on the younger's shoulders, “Things won’t be perfect. But at least we’ll be facing it together.” 
“... I wouldn’t have it any other way.” 
Not a day afterwards was spent alone, all the members supporting each other, as they were supposed to. 
---
Their comeback is coming soon, and Wonyoung is nervous. It’s their first show after the scandal, and Wonyoung hopes people will still continue to support them, to support their group. Yet, she’s also beyond excited. To be able to show how they’ve grown, how they stuck together and preserved as a group.
While all comebacks are amazing, this one has a special piece in her heart. Why? Well, it’s because of one of the songs. Dreamlike. The song she helped wrote. Wonyoung mentioned to everyone that it just came up into her head, that there was no deep meaning to the song, but that was clearly a lie. 
Only a few people suspected that Wonyoung wrote it for someone and even less knew who she was talking about, something that Wonyoung doesn’t plan to change. So, she asks everyone to listen to Dreamlike. She shares her feelings through the lyrics of the songs, of her dreams and wishes. If Hitomi knew it was about her, she never mentions it. Yet, Wonyoung is glad to get it out of her heart and share it with the world, even if no one else will see it as such. Wonyoung feels blessed that she could share this dream with Hitomi, and she hopes to be able to share it for much longer, till the end of time.
---
Sitting around the dorm, Hitomi was deep in thought. Hitomi, like everyone else, knew their time as Iz*one wouldn’t last forever. 
It’s almost a taboo subject in the group, that they would likely disband in a year at most. No one wanted to be reminded that their time together will end, that they would have to go their separate ways.
Sure, she's excited to go back home to Japan, to Team 8, but at the same time, she's grown fond of Korea, grown fond of her home overseas, with 11 members who've become her second family. She doesn’t want it to end, doesn’t want to leave them. Sure, going back to Japan means returning to her home country, means seeing her family who she dearly miss. However, it would also mean saying goodbye to rooming with Chaewon, to having breakfast with the girls, to her Unnies daily guidance, and goodbye to comforting and being comforted by Wonyoung. 
2 years ago, Hitomi would barely hesitate to leave and return home, and wouldn't be too disappointed in leaving Korea. Now? She’d give anything to stay with the girls, for things to last longer. She longs for the opportunity to stay with the rest of girls, those she learnt with, learnt from. She would choose to stay with them, to stay in the home she’s formed with Iz*one, to continue on as a family.
Hitomi felt someone behind her, distracting her from her thoughts. She laughed as Wonyoung pulled her in for a hug and leaned her head on Hitomi’s shoulder. Hitomi smiles at the thought that Wonyoung probably knew something was wrong, she always did with Hitomi. Leaning back into the comfort of her arms, Hitomi renewed her decision to make the most of her time here with them, and to leave with no regrets. She’s satisfied with all she’s done, though there’s one more loose end to tie up, then she’d be content with it all ending, even if it hurts.
---
Wonyoung has had a pretty bad day, no, terrible day.
It’s late at night, she’s really tired after a long day of practice and schedules, and one of the shows she was on didn’t go well at all. Coupled with a meeting discussing her plans after Iz*one with the agency, plans of joining a new group that she did not want to think of yet, she’s not at all in a good mood.
So when she enters the dorm, she ignores the others calling out for her to hang out and quickly goes to lay down in the room.
As soon as she enters the comforts of her own room, she breaks down. She wishes that she could be with Iz*one forever, but today was just a painful reminder that that wish was impossible. She will have to learn to adjust to a new group, replace Iz*one, and that the others will have to replace her as their group members. The thought of that turns her stomach, how she will no longer be an important part in these people’s lives.
The door creaked open, and Wonyoung rushed to wipe her tears, the darkness of the room helping to hide her distress. “Wonnie? Are you ok.” a familiar voice called out, one Wonyoung knew she couldn’t fool, not that she wouldn’t try anyway.
“I’m fine Hitomi unnie,” Wonyoung internally winced at how unconvincing the lie sounded, “just a bit tired.” Wonyoung winced and closed her eyes as the light immediately turned on, no point in hiding her distress now. She felt the older girl sit next to her and pull Wonyoung into her embrace, “Hmmm. Talk to me.” Hitomi said, as Wonyoung felt the older girl rub her back, clearly trying to comfort her.
“I’m scared unnie.” Wonyoung finally admits, looking away, not wanting to see Hitomi’s reaction.
“Scared? What are you scared of?” she hears Hitomi say, still holding her close.
“I’m scared that when Iz*one disbands, you’ll all forget me, and that you’ll replace me in your lives.” Wonyoung whispers, her eyes shut and in pain, as if speaking the words will make it a reality.
Wonyoung felt Hitomi grabbing her, squealing as she felt HItomi push her to lay onto the bed, before she felt her arms wrap around her. Wonyoung opens her eyes to see Hitomi’s eyes staring into her own, a ghost of a smile on her face.
“I’m scared of leaving too, but do you really think we’ll forget each other? Sure, we won’t live in the same dorm together anymore, nor will we share a group or schedule. Yet, we’re a family. I’m sure we’ll manage somehow, even if it’s less frequently.” Hitomi says, her voice soothing to Wonyoung.
The two stare at each other for a while, before Hitomi whispers, “But that’s not all you’re worrying about is it?” 
Wonyoung smiles bitterly, pulling the older girl in a hug. “You’ll be in Japan, and, well, I guess I won’t be able to see you at all.”
Hitomi sighs and nods, “That’s something we can deal with later. Let’s make the most of our time here ok.”
The two lay there in silence for a while, Hitomi stroking the younger girl’s back. “Do you want to join the others for a movie night?”
“I’d like to stay here with you just this once, if that’s alright with you unnie.” 
“Of course I’m fine with that. Well, let’s get some rest ok.”
After making a note in the back of her head to apologize to the others and make it up to them tomorrow, she lays down into Hitomi’s embrace, giving in to her drowsiness, enjoying her wistful dreams of pleasant futures with the group and with Hitomi.
When Eunbi went to check in on them after Hitomi didn’t return, she turned on the light to them cuddling in bed, both fast asleep with smiles on their faces. Turning off the light, she closed the door and left to join the others, giddy at how cute they looked together.
---
Hitomi fidgets in her seat as she waits, heart thumping. As Hitomi looks around, she can see how her nervousness is reflected across everyone’s faces. This is it, their final concert, the culmination of their 2 and a half years journey as a group. 
For now, however, she knows it’s not the time to focus on the future. One last performance in Korea, so she better make it her very best. Eyes sparking, she wanted to make this special. For herself, for her group, for their fans, she’s determined to make it memorable, to show that while this is the end, it would be something worth remembering, worth cherishing.
So as they stood up, Hitomi drifted next to Wonyoung, grabbing her hand in hers. The two shared a look, and Hitomi was alarmed to see Wonyoung’s eyes already tearing up. 
Grabbing Wonyoung’s face and turning her around so they were face to face, Hitomi smiled and nodded encouragingly at her. “Don’t cry just yet ok Wonyoung? We still have one last performance to give, for our fans, and for us.”
Wonyoung nods, wiping her tears and setting a determined expression on her face. They could do it. Of course they could. What’s one more concert after so many performances on stage?
Hitomi looked at their fans as she entered the stage, before turning to share a look with the rest of her members. One message shared between them. Let’s put on a show.
---
They sang and danced their hearts out. They performed as many songs as they could, knowing that this might be their last time performing any of them on stage. They rocked the crowd as usual, the cheers louder than ever before.
Yet, as the final song came to a close, they knew it was time, that it was the end.
As Wonyoung stood in the centre, the others all approached her, before they all piled in for a group hug.
Tears have already started flowing through their faces, Wonyoung didn’t know when hers even got this wet.
It was their last performance, and it was oh so bittersweet.
They’ve achieved so much, everything to be proud of, and they’ve achieved it together. Yet, it was time for them to go their separate ways, to say goodbye to their fans, and to each other.
As Eunbi says one last speech, the girls crowded around her, Wonyoung smiles and cries. They were Iz*one, and while they could no longer perform together, they would always be Iz*one, they would always be together in their hearts.
“Iz*one Forever!”
---
Hitomi stands waiting as she waits for Nako and Sakura to finish packing their things.
While Hitomi’s still sad, her tears no longer flow, having long been spent the day before. She would leave this place without regrets, yet there was still one thing yearning in her heart. 
She’s said her goodbye to the rest of the girls, all but one. Her giant maknae has been avoiding her, and while HItomi doesn’t blame the girl for wanting to cut her off early, to try to ease the pain, it doesn’t mean that it does not hurt.
Hitomi wishes she could say goodbye, wishes she could see her one last time, to ease the pain in her heart, and likely in Wonyoung too.
As she sighs, sad that it would end this way, she felt a pair of arms snake around her body, pulling her into a familiar embrace.
“I’m sorry. I thought it would be easier for the both of us if I avoided you.” the voice behind her said,
“So, did it work?” Hitomi says as she turns around to face the girl she’s missed the most.
Hitomi can see Wonyoung tearing up again, even with the smile on her face. “Not at all. Eunbi unnie made me realize that. I’m sorry it took me so long.”
“It’s ok. You’re here, that’s all that matters.” There are many more words Hitomi wishes to say, but for now, they remain unspoken. Maybe the next time they meet she will be able to say it.
“I… I’m glad that I was able to experience this past two and a half years with you, unnie.” Wonyoung says, gratitude and happiness shining through her voice.
Hitomi grabs Wonyoung by the shoulder, looking her in the eyes “So am I…” It turns out Hitomi hasn’t run out of tears from the night before after all, with her eyes starting to water again.
“Please, stay in contact with me unnie.” Wonyoung begs, “I want to make you proud, show you what I can do in the future.” she promises, full of conviction.
“I’ll keep in touch of course, being in separate countries won’t stop me. Besides, you’ve already made me proud Wonnie, you’ve always done so. The future will be no different.” Hitomi says, wiping a stray tear from Wonyoung’s face.
As the two stared at each other, Hitomi could feel the atmosphere changing, feeling more intimate.
Wonyoung leans down, her face almost touching Hitomi’s. “You’ll wait for me?” 
Hitomi blushed at the proximity, her cheeks heeting up. “As long as it takes, as I promised.”
Wonyoung then pulls her into a hug, resting her head on Hitomi's shoulder. Hitomi wanted to stay there forever, but she knows that their time together is ending soon. 
As she pulls back, Wonyoung whispers into her ear, “Don’t tell the others unnie, but it’s you who I’ll  the most.”
Hitomi whispers back, “And I will miss you the most too Wonnie, always.” before she pulls away smiling, bowing to Wonnie before joining the others. 
As they were about to leave, Eunbi pulls them into one last group hug, one final moment together as a group. 
"Take care, each and every one of you. And I'll see you all very soon ok."
Hitomi steps back, joins Nako and Sakura in the car. Eyes shining brightly, because while one part of her journey is ending, another is just beginning, and she knows that the others will always have her back. 
---
Wonyoung returned to Starship with Yujin. It was tough adjusting to living without the others again, to not hear their voices every day, to not share the spotlight with them. Yet, they were still there, all always active in the group chat, always supporting each other and keeping in touch. So, Wonyoung pressed on, she had no other choice anyway, and she had a promise to keep. 
Reuniting with her fellow trainees, she continued to practice hard, not wanting to dull her skills. Her experience with Iz*one has clearly done her good, and she's a much more experienced, confident performer. 
Yet, she felt she wasn't ready to enter another girl group, to move on. Not just yet. 
So, for the next few months, she started to mc on a variety show, along with joining a few more. She's still shining, still developing a fan base, ready for whenever she joins a new group. She's still having fun and living her dreams without betraying Iz*one.
She knows she'll have to eventually, knows that none of the others will begrudge her. Yet, there's something keeping her from doing so, and she mentions it to her boss. One wish, one dream, she wants to fulfill. 
There's one person she wants as a group member, yet that person is still currently in a different country. So she asks if she could be given a chance to talk, to invite her.  
Now, all it takes is time and if that person wants it as badly as she does. 
Wonyoung hopes she does. 
---
A year on, and Hitomi is happy. 
She's achieved brilliant heights with Iz*one, and back here in Japan, she's happy, still performing with Team 8.
Walking down the streets with nothing to do, she loses herself in her thoughts of her members. Most of the others have started to take a new step in their careers. 
They've grown as people, and Hitomi's happy for them, for her sisters. 
Yet, there were two people still not moving, the Starship duo, their maknaes. 
Rumors that a group was forming, and the two of them were a part of it, but something is holding it back, or, more likely, someone. 
Hitomi saw how Wonyoung was content to stay groupless for a while, focusing on variety shows and advertisements. Yet now, she can see how the youngest looks ready to move on. Except, when the group was mentioned in an interview, Wonyoung was wistful. As if she was waiting for something. 
"There's one last thing I have to try before I join the group, one last dream to take."
 Fans speculated for what it meant, was it one last appearance, advertisment, a solo song. 
Yet, in Hitomi's heart, she knew what it meant. What Wonyoung wished for. And, Hitomi knew, she wished the same. 
She immediately turned around, heading back to the company building. 
She had a meeting to discuss and goodbyes to plan. 
---
Wonyoung sits down in anticipation, her hoodie and mask stopping her from being instantly recognized. It’s not that she wants to hide from everyone, in fact she wants to show her support for the person here, yet she had her reasons for doing so.
Wonyoung is really glad she learned Japanese. Exploring Japan alone would’ve been a pain otherwise. She would’ve asked Hitomi, Nako or Sakura unnie for help, but she wanted it to be a surprise. Hence, the mask, because here she is, in the AKB48 theatre, waiting for the performance to start.
As the performance starts, her eyes are drawn to the girl in the centre, her former team member and unnie. Hitomi has only grown more beautiful this past year, and Wonyoung is excited to finally see her in person again.
As the performances continued, Wonyoung was mesmerized. While the others were doing amazing jobs, performing well, they pale in her eyes to Hitomi. Sure, it might be biased, but Wonyoung couldn’t help but feel that Hitomi is the best performer in the group.
During one of the performances, where Wonyoung continued to stare at Hitomi, she sees the older girl glance at her, locking eyes before Hitomi continues performing. While she didn't waver and continued her performance like usual, Wonyoung could see how Hitomi instantly recognized her, how her eyes lightened up a bit, and it brings her joy to see that the elder still remembered her, and still thought fondly of her.
As the concert comes to a close, Wonyoung smiles in joy at being able to see Hitomi perform in person, before getting ready to arrange a meet up with the older girl.
However, when Hitomi steps forward again after the performance has ended, Wonyoung has a feeling something’s going to happen. Hitomi announces that she wishes to graduate, that she wishes to continue her career elsewhere, that she hopes they will continue to support her wherever she goes. As she says this, Hitomi proceeds to look at Wonyoung, a knowing smile on her face. 
As the theatre erupts in applause, Wonyoung smiles, her one fear reassured. Hitomi wants to debut with her, and now, the only thing that would’ve prevented that from happening is gone, and Wonyoung is elated.
Wonyoung suddenly feels her phone vibrating, a message from the girl that is the source of all this joy. “Come to the back of the theatre Wonyoung, we have a lot to talk about and to catch up on.” 
---
After a joyous reunion, where Hitomi introduced her former maknae to her team 8 members, Hitomi dragged Wonyoung out for a walk in the park.
As the two walked quietly, a comfortable silence between the two, Wonyoung suddenly spoke up.
“Unnie, do you know why I wrote Dreamlike?”
 “You mentioned that it was something you just came up with right?” Hitomi offhandedly mentioned, not sure on where this was going. 
“Well, I wasn’t exactly being truthful.” Wonyoung said, causing Hitomi to turn to look at a blushing Wonyoung, one who was not looking at Hitomi. 
"So, why did you Wonnie?" Hitomi asks, curious, both because she wanted to know, and because Wonyoung thought it was important enough to bring it up years later. 
"Well, I wrote it for you Hitomi Unnie, because I wanted to share my feelings, to share my dreams with you." Wonyoung spoke sincerely as she turned to her, her eyes sparkling as she looks at Hitomi, as if Hitomi meant the world to her. 
Hitomi felt her cheeks heat up, flattered by her words and actions. 
After that confident speech, Wonyoung suddenly looked bashful again, "So, remember how I asked you to wait for me."
Sensing where this was going, Hitomi smiled encouragingly at the younger girl. "Of course, as long as I need to."
Wonyoung smiled, before responding in a hopeful tone. "I think I'm ready, unnie, if you would have me."
Hitomi grabbed Wonyoung's hands, before she nods and smiles, conveying her love through her gaze, and Wonyoung smiled back, and that smile is one that only sparks joy in Hitomi's heart, more so than any other. 
Later that night, as the two laid in Wonyoung’s hotel room, Hitomi felt the younger girl lean closer to her, before Wonyoung’s lips met her own, and Hitomi has never felt more at peace. After so many years, it’s finally happening, and it was worth the wait.
Before today, before this, Hitomi still had doubts on whether leaving Team 8 right now was the correct choice. Tonight confirmed she made the right decision to join Wonyoung, and she wouldn't have it any other way. 
---
It was just the two of them, sitting in Hitomi’s bedroom a few days later. These past few days Wonyoung has just relaxed and enjoyed the peace, before she’ll have to go back to Korea and separate with Hitomi, even if it’s temporary.
Wonyoung couldn’t be happier, she gets to spend a lot of time with her favorite person, she reunited with her other unnies for a day out and she doesn’t have to worry about Hitomi not accepting her offer, as Hitomi has mentioned that that was the reason for her to choose to graduate.
When Wonyoung asked Hitomi what she would do if her speculation was false, if Starship didn’t want her, Hitomi just laughed and said that she just knew Wonyoung was waiting for her. Besides, even if that didn’t happen, if she couldn’t debut with Wonyoung, she knew she wanted to move on to something else, and Wonyoung just gave her a reason to do it now. Wonyoung felt touched at how HItomi still trusted her, still loved her, even after a year of separation.
Tomorrow, Wonyoung will go home and say goodbye temporarily to Hitomi. Tomorrow, she will watch the announcement in social media of a new trainee, and eventually the announcement of a new girl group by Starship. Afterwards, she will reunite with the girl she loves again, in a new girl group, in Korea. Whatever the future holds? She’ll spend it with her. She knows Hitomi wishes the same.
Tonight? She just wants to spend time with this girl, one she would move the world for. Leaning into Hitomi’s shoulder, Wonyoung realized how lucky she was, to be able to live her dreams, and with this girl right next to her. She’s said it before, and she will continue to say it until the end of time, there is no one else she would want to live her dreams with then Hitomi. 
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Goodbye to the Decade: Aesthetic Series
3) Songs
After the series and the books, in this week here are 9 fragments of songs that I liked this decade, since I know that there aren’t so many spanish speakers between you, here is a translation of what the central song says “If there is nothing left to talk about, if there is nothing left to shut up, how can it hurt so much?” is Diciembre by La Oreja De Van Gogh
Like the previous posts in the series a keep reading it’s here, because warning here is the full list of all the songs that I have from this decade, and when I say all of them I mean all of them.No Particular order in them. Congratulations if you make till the end, if not, well I can’t blame you xD
Mirrors by Justin Timberlake 2013
Radioactive by Imagine Dragons 2012
Demons by Imagine Dragons 2012
Counting Stars by OneRepublic 2013
Really Really by Winner 2017
Russian Roulette by Red Velvet 2016
Troublemaker by Troublemaker 2011
Mean by Taylor Swift 2010
Better Than Revenge by Taylor Swift 2010
We Are Never Getting Back Together by Taylor Swift 2012
I Knew You Were Trouble by Taylor Swift 2012
All Too Well by Taylor Swift 2012
Shake It Off by Taylor Swift 2014
Blank Space by Taylor Swift 2014
Bad Blood by Taylor Swift 2014
Look What You Make Me Do by Taylor Swift 2017
You Need To Calm Down by Taylor Swift 2019
Paper Rings by Taylor Swift 2019
The Man by Taylor Swift 2019
Closer by The Chainsmokers & Halsey 2016
Sad Girls by Melo Moreno 2018
Ocean Eyes by Billie Eilish 2016
Bellyache by Billie Eilish 2017
Hostage by Billie Eilish 2017
My Boy by Billie Eilish 2017
Bad Guy by Billie Eilish 2019
You Should See Me In A Crown by Billie Eilish 2019
My Strange Addiction by Billie Eilish 2019
Ilomilo by Billie Eilish 2019
Pump Up Kicks by Foster The People 2010
Burn by Ellie Goulding 2013
Just The Way You Are by Bruno Mars 2010
Talking To The Moon by Bruno Mars 2010
The Lazy Song by Bruno Mars 2010
Grenade by Bruno Mars 2011
Locked Out Of Heaven by Bruno Mars 2012
When I Was Your Man by Bruno Mars 2012
Stronger (What Doesn’t Kill You) by Kelly Clarkson 2011
Stitches by Shawn Mendes 215
Treat You Better by Shawn Mendes 2016
Señorita by Shawn Mendes & Camila Cabello 2019
Born This Way by Lady Gaga 2011
Blow Me (One Last Kiss) by P!nk 2012
Elastic Heart by Sia 2013
Cheap Thrills by Sia & Sean Paul 2016
Up In The Air by 30 Seconds To Mars 2013
Gangnam Style by PSY 2012
Daddy by PSY 2015
Voodoo Doll by VIXX 2013
When Can I See You Again by Owl City 2012
Uza by AKB48 2012
Love Me Harder by Ariana Grande 2014
Into You by Ariana Grande 2015
Side To Side by Ariana Grande 2016
Thank U, Next by Ariana Grande 2018
Love The Way You Lie by Eminem & Rihanna 2010
The Monster by Eminem & Rihanna 2013
Hotter Than Hell by Dua Lipa 2016
Only Girl (In The World) by Rihanna 2010
Rude Boy by Rihanna 2010
All Of Me by John Legend 2013
No Need To Talk by C-Luv 2014
Papercut by Zedd & Troye Sivan 2015
Misery by Maroon 5 2010
Moves Like Jagger by Maroon 5 & Christina Aguilera 2011
Payphone by Maroon 5 2012
One More Night by Maroon 5 2012
Lucky Strike by Maroon 5 2012
The Man Who Never Lied by Maroon 5 2012
Animals by Maroon 5 2014
Maps by Maroon 5 2014
Sugar by Maroon 5 2015
Lips On You by Maroon 5 2017
Stressed Out by Twenty One Pilots 2015
Ride by Twenty One Pilots 2015
Heathens by Twenty One Pilots 2016
Chlorine by Twenty One Pilots 2018
Teenage Dream by Katy Perry 2010
Firework by Katy Perry 2010
Corazón En La Maleta by Luis Fonsi 2014
Lego House by Ed Sheeran 2011
Thinking Out Loud by Ed Sheeran 2014
Shape Of You by Ed Sheeran 2017
I Want You To Know by Zedd & Selena Gomez 2015
Burning In The Skies by Linkin Park 2010
Waiting For The End by Linkin Park 2010
Iridescent by Linkin Park 2010
The Catalyst by Linkin Park 2010
Lost In The Echo by Linkin Park 2012
In My Remains by Linkin Park 2012
Burn It Down by Linkin Park 2012
Lies Greed Misery by Linkin Park 2012
I’ll Be Gone by Linkin Park 2012
Castle Of Glass by Linkin Park 2012
Victimized by Linkin Park 2012
Skin To Bone by Linkin Park 2012
Powerless by Linkin Park 2012
A Light That Never Comes by Steve Aoki & Linkin Park 2013
Guilty All The Same by Linkin Park 2014
War by Linkin Park 2014
Wastelands by by Linkin Park 2014
Until It’s Gone by Linkin Park 2014
Rebellion by Linkin Park 2014
Final Masquerade by Linkin Park 2014
Darker Than Blood by Steve Aoki & Linkin Park 2015
Nobody Can Save Me by Linkin Park 2017
Good Goodbye by Linkin Park & Pusha T & Stormzy 2017
Talking To Myself by Linkin Park 2017
Battle Symphony by Linkin Park 2017
Invisible by Linkin Park 2017
Heavy by Linkin Park & Kiiara 2017
Sorry For Now by Linkin Park 2017
Halfway Right by Linkin Park 2017
One More Light by Linkin Park 2017
Sharp Edges by Linkin Park 2017
50 Ways To Say Goodbye by Train 2012
60’s Cardin by Glen Check 2011
Paint It Gold by Glen Check 2013
I’ve Got This Feeling by Glen Check 2013
Ain’t My Fault by Zara Larsson 2016
Oh Nana by K.A.R.D 2016
Solo by Jay Park 2015
Mommae by Jay Park & Ugly Duck 2015
Me Like Yuh by Jay Park & Hoody 2016
All I Wanna Do by Jay Park & Hoody & Loco 2016
Teardrops by Emmelie De Forest 2013
Calm After The Storm by The Common Linnets 2014
Tonight Again by Guy Sebastian 2014
Golden Boy by Nadav Guedj 2015
Goodbye To Yesterday by Elina Born & Stig Rästa 2015
Heroes by Måns Zelmerlöw 2015
Alter Ego by Minus One 2016
Occidentalis Karma by Francesco Gabbani 2017
Fuego by Eleni Foureira 2018
Bboom Bboom by Momoland 2018
Cool For The Summer by Demi Lovato 2015
Solo by Clean Bandit &  Demi Lovato 2018
Busted by Electroboyz & C-Luv 2013
MaBoy 3 by Electroboyz & Nana 2013
Lo Malo by Aitana & Ana Guerra 2018
My Songs Know What You Did In The Dark (Light Em Up) by Fall Out Boy 2013)
Centuries by Fall Out Boy 2014
Immortals by Fall Out Boy 2014
Closer by Oh My Girl 2015
Control by Halsey 2015
Graveyard by Halsey 2016
Don’t Go Breaking My Heart by Backstreet Boys 2018
Feel It Still by Portugal. The Man 2017
Venus by Hello Venus 2012
Do You Want Some Tea by Hello Venus 2013
I’m Ill by Hello Venus 2015
Wiggle Wiggle by Hello Venus 2015
La La La by Naughty Boy & Sam Smith 2013
Hymn For The Weekend by Coldplay & Beyonce 2015
Love Myself by Hailee Steinfeld 2015
Female Robbery by The Neighbourhood 2012
Sweater Weather by The Neighbourhood 2013
Cry Baby by The Neighbourhood 2015
Daddy Issues by The Neighbourhood 2015
Go Crazy! by 2PM 2014
Playboy by EXO 2015
Monster by EXO 2016 
One Woman Army by Porcelain Black 2014
Need You Now by Lady Antebellum 2010
Just A Kiss Goodnight by Lady Antebellum 2011 
Little Apple by Chopstick Brothers 2014
Handclap by Fitz And The Tantrums 2016
Hann by (G)I-DLE 2018 
Youngblood by 5 Seconds Of Summer 2018
Easier by 5 Seconds Of Summer 2019
Teeth by 5 Seconds Of Summer 2019
Pretty Woman by Hebe Tien 2015
Fiction by Highlight 2011
Good Luck by Highlight 2014
Impermeable by Ha*Ash 2011
Lo Aprendí De Ti by Ha*Ash 2014
Peligro by Reik 2011
Que Ganó Olvidándote by Reik 2016
Spanglish by Reik 2016
Ya Me Enteré by Reik 2016
Barbie De Extrarradio by Melendi 2010
Canción De Amor Caducada by Melendi 2010
Lágrimas Desordenadas by Melendi 2012
Cheque Al Portamor by Melendi 2012
Tocado y Hundido by Melendi 2014
Otro Lío De Melendi by Melendi 2014
La Casa No Es Igual by Melendi 2016
Sor María by Maná 2011
Mayday by Oran-G 2011
Mi Novia Se Me Está Poniendo Vieja by Ricardo Arjona 2011
Lo Poco Que Tengo by Ricardo Arjona 2014
La Niña Que Llora En Tus Fiestas by La Oreja de Van Gogh 2011
Cometas Por El Cielo by La Oreja de Van Gogh 2011
El Primer Día Del Resto De Mi Vida by La Oreja de Van Gogh 2013
Estoy Contigo by La Oreja de Van Gogh 2016
Diciembre by La Oreja de Van Gogh 2016
Verano by La Oreja de Van Gogh 2016
Camino De Tú Corazón by La Oreja de Van Gogh 2016
Intocables by La Oreja de Van Gogh 2016
No Vales Más Que Yo by La Oreja de Van Gogh 2016
Cuando Menos Lo Merezca by La Oreja de Van Gogh 2016
Mi Pequeño Gran Valiente by La Oreja de Van Gogh 2016
Siempre by La Oreja de Van Gogh 2016
Bang! by After School 2010
Love Love Love by After School 2010
Someone Is You by After School 2010
Let’s Step Up by After School 2011
Shampoo by After School 2011
Virgin by After School 2011
Play Ur Love by After School 2011
Dream by After School 2011
Are You Doing Ok? by After School 2011
Funky Man by After School 2011
Into The Night Sky by After School 2011
Hollywood by After School 2011
Wonderboy by After School 2011
Lady by After School 2011
Ready To Love by After School 2011
Love Letter by After School & Son Dambi & Minhyun & Baekho & Xiyeon 2011
Rambling Girls by After School 2012
Broken Heart by After School 2012
Just In Time by After School 2012
Gimme Love by After School 2012
Miss Futuristic by After School 2012
Tell Me by After School 2012
Rip Off by After School 2012
Flashback by After School 2012
Eyeline by After School 2012
Wristwatch by After School 2012
8 Hot Girl by After School 2013
First Love by After School 2013
Dressing Room by After School 2013
Time’s Up by After School 2013
Love Beat by After School 2013
Heaven by After School 2013
Crazy Driver by After School 2013
Shh by After School 2014
Rock It! by After School 2014
Week by After School 2014
Dress To Kill by After School 2014
Ms. Independent by After School 2014
Triangle by After School 2014
Yes No Yes by After School 2014
In The Moonlight by After School 2014
Spotlight by After School 2014
Lucky Girl by After School 2014
Shine by After School 2015
Magic Girl by Orange Caramel 2010
Aing~♥ by Orange Caramel 2010
One Love by Orange Caramel 2010
Bangkok City by Orange Caramel 2011
Shanghai Romance by Orange Caramel 2011
Close Your Eyes by Orange Caramel 2011
Funny Hunny by Orange Caramel 2011
Yashashii Akuma by Orange Caramel 2012
Bubble Bath by Orange Caramel 2012
Milkshake by Orange Caramel 2012
Lipstick by Orange Caramel 2012
Lamu No Love Song by Orange Caramel 2012
Dashing Through The Snow In High Heels by Orange Caramel & NU’EST 2012
Cookie, Cream & Mint by by Orange Caramel 2013
Tenshi No Wink by Orange Caramel 2013
Red Shoes by Orange Caramel 2013
Catallena by Orange Caramel 2014
So Sorry by Orange Caramel 2014
Cried Uncontrollably by Orange Caramel 2014
Abing Abing by Orange Caramel 2014
My Copycat by Orange Caramel 2014
The Gangnam Avenue by Orange Caramel 2014
Tonight by Orange Caramel 2014
Reminding Me by Shawn Hook & Vanessa Hudgens 2017
Lay With Me by The Phantoms & Vanessa Hudgens 2018
Y by MBLAQ 2010
One Better Day by MBLAQ 2010
Running & Running by MBLAQ 2010
Sad Memories by MBLAQ 2011
Stay by MBLAQ 2011
Cry by MBLAQ 2011
Wish You Hadn’t by MBLAQ 2011
Mona Lisa by MBLAQ 2011
I Don’t Know by MBLAQ 2011
Baby U! by MBLAQ 2011
Again by MBLAQ 2011
It’s War by MBLAQ 2012
Hello My Ex by MBLAQ 2012
Run by MBLAQ 2012
100% by MBLAQ 2012
Sexy Beat by MBLAQ 2013
Smoky Girl by MBLAQ 2013
R U OK? by MBLAQ 2013
Celebrate by MBLAQ 2013
Pretty Girl by MBLAQ 2013
Dress Up by MBLAQ 2013
No Love by MBLAQ 2013
Broken by MBLAQ 2014
Be A Man by MBLAQ 2014
Key by MBLAQ 2014
Because There Are Two by MBLAQ 2014
Mirror by MBLAQ 2015
Hey U by MBLAQ 2015
I Know U Want Me by MBLAQ 2015
Tea Party by Kerli 2010
Army Of Love by Kerli 2011
Zero Gravity by Kerli 2012
The Lucky Ones by Kerli 2012
Last Breath by Kerli 2012
Sugar by Kerli 2013
Savages by Kerli 2018
Legends by Kerli 2019
Oh! by Girl’s Generation 2010
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I’ll Be Good by Jaymes Young 2014
What Should I Do by Jaymes Young 2014
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Black Magic by Jaymes Young 2017
Infinity by Jaymes Young 2017
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Forever Love by Min Kyung Hoon 2019
My Everything by Han Seung Hee 2019
Take Out My Heart by Jung Dong Ha 2019
Empty by JYJ 2010
Be My Girl by JYJ 2010
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Only One by JYJ 2013
Back Seat by JYJ 2014
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Mine by Jaejoong 2013
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All That Glitters by Jaejoong 2016
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Charger by Gorillaz & Grace Jones 2017
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Dear Future Husband by Meghan Trainor 2014
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blackcloudbyjuly · 4 years
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Tagged by @geoffs-band to post my lock screen and the last song I listened to. :))
lock sreen is a photo of kuranoo narumi she's a member of the popular japanese idol group akb48 team 8
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last song i listened to:
the wolven storm (priscilla's song) from the witch 3 gameplay
https://open.spotify.com/track/3AAjrih6L1KkXNmMR9w8hf?si=puO1C9QYROqpRw8UYRC95w
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