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harbingersecho · 4 months

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neath dark waters

#ffxiv #final fantasy xiv #amaurot #art #mine #*24 #im not rly a landscape artist but i tried. its much easier when you just try to recreate a pic + dont have to come up with anything lol #ive been listening to neath dark waters all day + i wanna replay ffxiv from the start... havent played it since EW #which is craazy bc it feels like it wasn't even a long time but its been 2 and a half years???#also i was going insane bc google said it released on dec 7th but i know for a fact that THAT was the day i finished it at like 5 am #bc 6th was independence day and i spent the entire day + prev weekend grinding out the quests #i was logging in at like 6am to avoid the long lines. anyway turns out EA started on 3rd lol #anyway amaurotttt i miss u.. u felt like home... </3

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funsizedshark · 3 months

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pacing around in circles muttering to myself about daniel and louis and the years between the first interview and now...... daniel telling armand "he didn't even want me in the end" after offering to get on his knees for him instead... they didn't fuck but for decades "i really thought we did" / "do you want to now?"... daniel is old and dying in a penthouse full of impossibly young beautiful immortal beings and louis still laughingly offers something that daniel thought for years he'd gotten already. and then it turns out that not only he didn't, but something in him had assumed they did have sex and never explored that further and he's gone through this entire second interview so far under that assumption because that bridge has been crossed already. except it hadn't and when louis says "do you want to now" you can see the change in his expression like for the briefest of moments he really is considering it

#THE VOICEEEEEESSSSS THE VOICES..............#anyway. im going insane thank you for asking #captain's log #anyway ik other ppl have said all of this before im just still thinking about it and i CANT STOP #young daniel obviously thought of himself as desirable and he was also obviously into louis #taking off his shirt straight away... he would have fucked louis in the coffin let me tell you that #but now??? when he's fucked up two marriages and two daughters and he's old and sick????#the fact that louis offers Now even as a joke thats kinda also not really a joke #and eric bogosian is SO good at showing daniel's shock through his change in expression #his mouth hanging open a little from the surprise that this beautiful immortal being would ask him that #it's the first time we see modern day louis laugh as well i think #he likes daniel!! he thinks daniel is smart and funny and he likes his company!!#i think they should have made out a little before armand came home. as a treat for both of them #the fact that he manages to convince him to stick his feet in the rocks is the funniest bit of the entire episode btw. in my opinion #iwtv spoilers #kinda theyre from ep 5 but still #iwtv #interview with the vampire #danlou #loudaniel #is that the tag? idk

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ghost-proofbaby · 2 months

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i just imagined the most cursed/dumb experience you could have with eddie and now i need to put you all through it with me.

imagine getting insanely high with eddie and playing around with one of those stress balls with the netting. like the kind that change color when you squeeze it. and you're just squishing it, fiddling mindlessly, before suddenly looking up at eddie with the worst possible idea.

"eddie... do you think they...?"

and him being so wide-eyed, immediately catching on, "absolutely not."

but then, you're both high, and you're both prone to having the dumbest fucking ideas possible, so when eddie catches sight of your fishnets peeking out of the drawer across the room, he can't help himself from saying the dumbest possible thing to ever come out of his mouth.

"but wanna find out?"

the night ends with the two of you in the ER, and eddie deciding it doesn't matter how much he likes you in fishnets, the two of you will never have another pair in the household again.

please don't take this serious i'm going to cry from how fucking stupid this is

#this definitely happens in high school when the two of you are just so fucking dumb #i cannot emphasize how stupid this is #it had me cry laughing #this Would Not End Well #when you're both no longer high neither of you can believe you thought it would end any other way #wayne is giving the lecture of all lectures to the two of you about it when he picks you back up from the ER #he never lives it down #any time you wear fishnets around him after that day he has literal war flashbacks #claims he can now never have children and you just go 'welp it's cheaper than a vasectomy'#this is officially the shittiest of all my shit posts #i added a gif for visuals #eddie munson #stranger things #absolutely based on how stupid i act high as well #like the vaguest of bad ideas and immediately being enabled? me and eddie would not be allowed to be high around each other #im talking nearly greened out high too like #fucking gone #steve probably drives y'all to the er #hopper is laughing when he stumbles upon the entire mess and just fucking dies at how stupid you two are

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st4rstudent · 4 months

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stubborn

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#clemart #toontown corporate clash #ttcc #macthinker #i debated on maintagging this but whatverWHATEVER #i was drawing this and all i had a voice yelling at me in my head the entire time this is too embarassing sorry guys #if anyones curious bc i just realized not everyone deals with those things. the thing thats in macs hand is a omnipod pod #basically a little device that lasts a few days that you fill up with insulin and when attached you can control it through a meter #in other words it's the alternative to taking insulin shots but you manually have to fill it with insulin #whichis what the otherone is doing but trying to hold it like that is incredibly inconvenient #funfact about them. if you let them expire for too long they do this really high pitched annoying shrill yell that you cant turn off withou #a tiny thin needle. or taking a hammer to it. the hammer also works. speaking from personal experience #and yes if you cant tell another incredibly self indulgent drawing. like the finger prick one . WHTAEVER. WHATEVER.#imagine im grabbing my head with my hands and shaking around and yelling incoherently #waited till 1am to post this. as if im not the only one on here with a terrible sleeping schedule

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salt-baby · 1 month

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I just don't understand people who don't do a COVID test when they get sick

#like yes of course for some people thats not affordable #but for the vast majority money isnt the issue #i picked up a sore throat and congestion over the weekend and figured it was allergies #i was pretty damn sure but i coughed last night and thats unusual #so i bit the bullet and at 7 fucking am this morning i went and found a covid test before work #good thing too because by the time i got to work the test was positive #because of that im within the window for paxlovid #and i havent really exposed that many people #my brother in christ this shit kills people #its not the common cold #the responsible thing to do is to test when youre fucking sick #and isolate if you know its covid #i have no idea on what criteria i qualified for paxlovid but im guessing it was asthma #heres hoping my mcas doesnt throw a tantrum about this #its entirely possible i caught this from my coworker #who did not test at all and stopped wearing a mask after a day or two #they know about my health issues and i cant help but feel hurt about how little they cared about the possible consequences to me #i should be fine btw im not even feeling particularly sick #salt baby talks #disability #chronic illness

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radioroxx · 19 days

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What do you think Odile does for a living? She feels teacher like to me. What do you think she would do post canon?

HMMMM THIS IS GOOD QUESTION…

ive seen a lot of people hc her as a teacher / professor so i!! think that suits her pretty well. specifically as someone who studies + specializes in different types of craft (that would be why shes so proficient in multiple craft spells. also how she was able to figure out the loops stuff, AND to find something that could prevent siffrin from looping back).

post canon i am not sure… i am always torn between how the party would handle things post canon. obviously they would keep travelling for a bit, odile alongside her family without the stress of. constant sadness encounters + a king to kill lol. i think maybe she would get to take her time, reeaally get to know vauguardian culture when not within. a crisis. as was her original intention.

eventually. EVENTUALLY. when the family settles down somewhere (i am a “they all get a big house together” believer lol) she would get back into craft stuff. maybe go back into teaching too—surely people would be eager to hire a saviour. especially though i think it would be neat of her to try looking into wish craft etc, as a long forgotten form of craft. to satisfy her own curiosity, for siffrins sake, or just as a way of preserving the countries culture in whatever ways possible.

#asks #ive never gotten to talk about this before #and its a little unrelated to the odile thoughts so im putting it in the tags #but. surely surely. there must be some group out there dedicated to looking into this. suddenly lost island #no one remembers the country ofc. i bet its hard to even think about. probably difficult to dedicate an entire project to #but you also have to imagine. the day the island disappeared. the effect without anyone realizing why #people from the island. vacationers or visiting family etc. going through some sudden spell of amnesia all at once #and their loved ones + family being equally confused #also the fact that? given bambouches (probable) proximity to the island. that many of these cases wouldve popped up there #what did people think was going on. at the time. did they assume it was a disease?? a curse?#and then forget about the entire ordeal a week later #anyway point is. someone mustve found that suspicious. theres gotta be at least one person #which to me means i find it very likely there could be research gone into it. esp esp since the party members knew about. Some island that #isnt there #anyway anyways im rambling way too much #i think odile should look into wish craft. i think siffrin would appreciate it #if not because. it was a piece of him that was Important #but also to impart the actual Dangers of it to. others #am i making sense i dont know #isat spoilers #anyways oops thats not about odile anymore #lol

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yourlocalsewerdragon · 17 days

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revisiting this site every now and then to reminisce in how much it shaped me as a person and defined me as a literal child

#cuz i was looking thru old youtube playlists right #and i found this one video edited by wooly abt the time spicy went crazy over a kuroo x joe crackskip (hilarious btw)#(also i cant find spicy did they deactivate forever help)#but like something about the interactions. and seeing myself during that time. just hit really really really hard.#like that was a little girl. she was 12 or 13 or whatever and the people on this site were her entire world #and she'd wake up every morning and check her dashboard and send asks and break the post limit and that was like #a significant part of my childhood. and then one day i just stopped logging on.#and i never even realized it but i talked to some of these ppl for the last time and didnt even realize that that was the last time #the people who i swore id meet in person one day. i knew everything about them and they knew everything about me #and now theyre just memories. and i refuse to call that era of my life cringe because i wouldnt have had it any other way #sorry im really senti. i need to find people again i miss them #and now we've all grown in different ways. yk the meeting people twice thing? yeah.#when u all met me i was second yr middle school and now im second year high school #theres so much i had on this site. some days i want it back

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04tenno · 1 year

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So, uh...

Mine lived(?)

How Are We Doing.

#yakuza #like a dragon #yakuza 3 #yoshitaka mine #mine yoshitaka #masayoshi yokoyama #kson #I THINK THE STAFF MEMBER IS SANTO. LIKE 90% SURE IT'S SANTO but i don't have the video clip and cannot identify him im so sorry #i included the “preamble” to make it clear he was talking about mine and why but i'm just obsessed with the whole conversation honestly #kson having the opportunity to go up to yokoyama and say “do you think mine is out there somewhere.” living the dream #yokoyama's character arc not particularly liking mine back in the day and falling for him later on like me too bro #also he literally does just straight up say mine is alive. with zero ambiguity and even with an explanatory tone.#i ADDED what ambiguity there is because i don't want anyone to--as the tweet says--expect too much #anyway that's the end of the normal tags the rest of this is just going to be overwrought melodramatics #i hate the entire ending portion the transition and effects are godawful #not what my vision was at all #this is my first time actually editing and it shows. but it'll have to do.#i'm also nothing short of embarrassed of the timing and the missing words #but i really did do my best. i really did pay to have it professionally transcribed.#and part of me certainly wonders if this is all a mistake and irresponsible to put out there. if i'm giving people false hope.#if the extent of my understanding just isn't good enough to know better #yet if there IS something there... then what good will it have done to keep it to myself #original #my clips #my translations

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faaun · 9 months

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Jack Marsh (2005), Friendship Otherwise - Toward a Levinasian Description of Personal Friendship

#saw carnation lily lily rose by john singer seargent irl today. it was basically at my doorstep all along idk why i never went to see it #it was placed at a corner in the gallery. me and my friend sat down and sketched the paintings of beautiful naked people quite badly. paper #provided by tate britain. she told me about how she couldnt look her boyfriend in the face after a harrowing film about war. when i say the #interview was informal i mean the person who was supposed to be my boss told me let me get you a cider and then he said after #50 years of life he knows people are inherently good and it only takes a little bit of kindness to save this world. he said he tricked #his wife into keeping the baby and then he said he quit his job at a US bank to help people find meaning and in it #he would have liked to find meaning. instead he started climbing with his friends. he said he chews his cigarettes because its a habit from #when he had to hide things from people. the entire time i felt uncomfortable and incredibly enlightened. this is my friends mentor. she has #his pattern of pauses and expletive and penchant for ends-justify-means attitude. i do think im not very clever #but maybe one day i will love you enough to make up for it. i wrote code i dont understand staring at the final error i thought about how #we both thought of how when we're too old to remember the voices of our friends we would like to stand in the pathway of the LHC beam pipe #cut it open and eat light in the freezing cold vacuum (kills you long before radiation will) the invisible puncture wound unfolding dna #back to the start larger than you ever were. you go to heaven once youve been to hell. my friend is in my bed #practicing calculations of eigenvectors by hand and she is uninterested in a visual proof you are uninterested in incompetence #we catch a train this is your kind of burden you tragic hero wincing at that word you only do this because you have to. im the only one #who can. i am a coward in this for the fucking poetry. the visual proofs. the pretty numbers. an architect who was horrible at maths wanted #to be a philosopher and accidentally ended up neck in deep in 70th Error On Visual Studio Code i want to kiss your eyes before we say #goodbye we both know there is no love in the way there should be. I still have your dress in my wardrobe. i hope you make art.#you think im alright head-wise i think you fucking hate me i think ill never be so clever you want me to tell you my idea?#if you wanted more of this world i would have liked to kiss you harder. we cant both be like this. im sorry i cant be with you the whole wa #the love is gone if you have to ask it. his breath catches his eyes feel stiff it is -1.9 kelvin he is near the beam pipe i miss holding #his hand i miss her singing voice i miss his hair and i found the antonym of pain thank you for carrying me home.

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hella1975 · 3 months

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so there's a reason my new job got back to me so quickly about my application and that's bc it's an absolute fucking shambles like actually perfect timing for me to decide to rewatch the bear bc i have never more felt like ive been thrown into a broke on-its-knees establishment trying to crawl its way up the ladder where i am somehow a godsend to them. my old job was crazy and shambolic in the sense that the industry is just Like That but this one?????? insanity. every 5 mins i am questioning what im doing with my life. ive already had a walk-in fridge moment