#allisee

[spoke-n-languish]

My Heart’s Very Desire Torn Away Page-by-Page

PLIK. TING. I can see each dream-vision, each option as a potential timeline radiating outward like spokes, but as more and more time passes they break free of the central hub (me in current state) and drift off like so many luft balloons then vanish into oblivion - except that their memory still exists within me as sadness memorials of regret… more wasted potential and lost opportunities. But I have been shackled here where I am and am not able to travel down any paths no matter how much I want to. CVUUF. GHEEJ. So I hold onto each thread as tightly as I can and try to prevent them from slipping away although all can see the inevitable loss as they are only intended as temporal windows to slip away out of this bleak hovel of decay into the night and the invigorating air of the unknowns chance and growth. KYANT. TCUP. Wistfully I strain to resist their being pulled out of my grasp but it is in futility. I do not fear these roads… I love and cherish them. I yearn for them. But I am unable to go. Whether you can see or understand why I am not, or whether you agree with my reasons or not means nothing to me, as I mean to you. QYUG. VYYM. VROC. By not allowing me a chance to explain, or by not understanding who I am and what makes me so, nor why I do or have done what I do, you have made me a clockwork-orangutan to grind the organ for everyone’s entertainment (and also your financial gain) while devastatedly watching all of my beautiful dreams of happiness pulled away one-by-one with the persistent inevitability of erosion as waves of time wash against the shores of my soul. ENKE. NEEASH. My heartstrings snap as each life’s thread is wrenched from my grip. Tears stream down me for another lost potential Heaven (for all those within that version), but kinectically frozen in place I remain. I can not successfully move forward (on any path) anymore than I would by sawing my own neck off to be free of this chain that has collared and contained. Does it really matter if you know why it is there or agree with it being there? Not to me, it doesn’t. TWOOK. TAACHT. Soon I will not have any dreams left and I will be left holding nothing… clipped to this unwanted, desolate backyard, cold and abandoned will become the only path forward. But, forever, will I be haunted by these visions (idyllic fantasies, perhaps… but either way…) knowing that they might have been possible once - but no longer, the new designated path leads to drudgery & toil until eventual collapse into a now welcome oblivion of my own. CHUUP. FFUUT. Each possibility of all dreamt paradises going for one impurely and unwarranted inconceivably remains Ill-gotten, unforgiven & foresaken —hated and misunderstood for a lifetime to a lifetime of the same, for all time. I guess we all have our part to play in this blumanatic-farcidy up on the world stage: I thought I had found one who understood me and might release me from this tortured cycling. But, here I go.

[dinamica]

Thanks for tagging @bibofaitdesphotos "Si j'met des switches, c'est pour le bruit. Pas pour le score. 🏀🎶🏖️" * * * * * #35mm #35mmfilm #TheAnalogClub #Capture #filmphotography #analog #ishootfilm #filmisnotdead #analoguevibes #onfilm #shootfilm #staybrokeshootfilm #buyfilmnotmegapixels #analogvibes #filmcommunity #filmisbetter #filmforever #analogphotography #analogfilm #madewithkodak #KodakPortra #TheFilmStead #Olympus #OlympusStylus #Portra #allisee #ExpiredFilm #Normandie #analogue #KodakPortra160 (en Ouistreham) https://www.instagram.com/p/CoMT3wEjL4d/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[onlythakidg]

#creator #writings #writers #whenifristsawyou #jamiefox #love #bright kies #positivevibes #beautiful #allisee #everythingloving #peace #freelove #thinkingoftheday

[nojarama]

Happy anniversary to Kylie Minogue’s single, “All I See”. Released this week in 2008. #kylie #kylieminogue #allisee #kyliex

[ladrondearte]

#dontcompare #mountains #allisee #maybeyouwillseethelight #sundaymood #italianweekends🇮🇹 (presso Traversella) https://www.instagram.com/p/CPObfIPFaTL/?utm_medium=tumblr

[poetrywrittenforyou]

“I would give my life for you,

So don’t run away from me.

But you have no clue,

That you’re all I see.”

-me

[cpiscitelli]

All I see end up in painting. #allisee #painting #bridge #whereilive #river #oilpainting #windowpainting #colors #red #drawing #lifeinpainting https://www.instagram.com/p/CiI-SvlMnAx/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[lesdewales]

Happy 1️⃣4️⃣th anniversary 🎉🎉#AllISee 👀🎊 https://www.instagram.com/p/Ca88bubgMtP/?utm_medium=tumblr

[purevisionnyc]

#onmyway to #workflow #selfie #photobomb by #brucewillis #lifeofanewyorker #newyorker #commuter #work #warrior #allisee #dollarsigns (at New York, New York)

[sammixo8]

Need you like water in my lungs. #empty #lookaround #bedroom #door #hellodarkness #blue #allisee #burning #house #making #falling #fallingapart #faces #nothingness #hollow #feel #close #seeinthedark #want #bestoftheday (at San Diego, California)

[kmyoung-music]

“And all I see is you next to me. A ghost of you tangled up in my sheets. It weighs me down to this ocean floor. I know I’ll drown yet I’m begging for more”

A sfxmakeup inspired by “All I See” by NateWantsToBattle / Nathan Sharp

[nojarama]

Happy anniversary to Kylie Minogue’s ‘X’ album. Released this week in 2007. #kylie #kylieminogue #kyliex #2hearts #inmyarms #wow #allisee #theone

[alejobarrera1]

El 21 de noviembre del 2007 salió X el décimo álbum de estudio de @kylieminogue, ademas de que es mi favorito de su carrera, su discografía y de su todo, fue su regreso a la escena musical después de vencer el cáncer, X tiene ese sonido electro pop dance liderado por Kylie y el cual después adoptarían Gaga y otras figuras pop (también adoptaron el arte minimalista del álbum años después) singles como #InMyArms #Wow #2Hearts y #AllISee fueron lanzados para promocionar el disco que le dio a Kylie una nominación al Grammy (@recordingacademy) como mejor álbum de música dance también la de mejor álbum internacional en los @brits Brit Awards (los más importantes dentro de la industria británica) con este álbum Kylie llegó a Europa, Asia, Oceanía y Latinoamérica, el X tour ha sido el más extenso de su carrera y también pasó por Colombia. #X cuenta con la producción y composición de varios tesos del electro pop como Bloodshy and Avant, Freemasons y hasta Calvin Harris, varias versiones del álbum fueron lanzadas por @parlophone para diferentes territorios y 5 singles promocionales (#LikeADrug y #Speakerphone no fueron lanzados como singles pero definitivamente son tremendas piezas, escúchenlas cuando puedan) formaron el álbum más arriesgado, futurista y cósmico de Kylie! 👑 #Kylie #KylieMinogue #Electropop #Dance https://www.instagram.com/p/B5JqlIkppC2/?igshid=1cupzsixtjezi

[thanksjem]

week two 💫✨💫✨💫✨💫✨💫✨ #acoolmomproduction 💖 A all #kylieminogue night 🌹 the only Kylie I will ever love or stan for 💅🏽 #thanksjem ✨ featuring @carlottagurl and @bbjoduree @thejunctionpub baby It’s a late ass show 💁🏽‍♀️ #allthelovers #fever #allisee #givemealittlemoretime #intotheblue #ishouldbesolucky #golden #theone #ibelieveinyou #comeintomyworld #loveatfirstsight #redbloodedwoman #2hearts #timebomb #wow #getouttamyway #locomotion 🕵🏽‍♀️ pic by @mattleafdirector yelled at by me (at Vancouver, British Columbia) https://www.instagram.com/p/B3aHBAMBRxB/?igshid=fn4zq4vg42ni

[cpiscitelli]

All I see end up in painting. #allisee #painting #bridge #whereilive #river #oilpainting #windowpainting #colors #red #drawing #lifeinpainting https://www.instagram.com/p/CEvo9k0i8pa/?igshid=uuwnvtwnthjr

[nathanjarrellemusic]

Are you tuning in tonight? I sure do hope so, watch the video at the link in my bio and leave a comment and a like, I’d love to hear from you! #youtube #pandora #iheartradio #spotify #applemusic #Jesus #ccm #christian #nathanjarrelle #alliseeisyou #allisee #Jesus #God #Faith #hope #love #hopeforthefuture #newmusic #newmusicalert #musicvideo #newmusicfriday #fyp #christiantiktok https://www.instagram.com/p/CJg7MPNFDIj/?igshid=1x9cz46l65t3y