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synthshenanigans · 9 months

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soul wears both & you cannot convince me otherwise

#he is slaying or failing #no inbetween #no actually exactly inbetween as in like a cursed mix of the two #hes socks & sandals guy but the socks are thigh/knee high stockings #like the stockings Funky has in Art #i see the vision #the most cursed chaotic fashion ever but like it can rock the fit no matter what #chonny jash #cj soul #moss post #i WILL draw this #already have the drafts but I need to sleep so will finish hopefully tomorrow?#also am busy tomorrow so idk but like #i am drawing my favorite white boy & it WILL be wearing the fashion disaster™/j

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kingleedo · 4 days

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U-Kwon || HER [240906]

bonus:

#ukwon #kim yukwon #block b ukwon #ultkpop #malesgroupnet #kpopccc #idolnexusedit #kpopstages #eyestrain #kngld.edits #BASICALLY NO USER TAGS AS I GENUINELY DON'T KNOW PPL WHO ARE INTO BLOCK B #anyways hello i am back THE TS FILES FOR THESE STAGES WAS POSTED AND OH MY GOD WHEN I TELL YOU I LITERALLY CRIED #I WILL TRY TO GIF MORE OF THESE I SWEAR CAUSE I AM JUST SO SO SO SO SO HAPPY #just idk when as i am kinda busy tomorrow and then from monday i am starting programming lessons BUT I WILL TRY #also idk why i watermarked these with kingleedo and not my other blog #but oh well #hahahahahhahaha #IN CASE ANYONE WANTS TO BE TAGGED IN BLOCK B CONTENT LEMME KNOW #also that bonus gif was so cute but sadly too short for my liking so thats why it's a bonus ahhaa

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sebsrainbowbicycle · 25 days

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There is literally no winning with me. Spent time with my friend and went shopping, zoomed around in a mobility scooter buying new sleep shirts and snacks and fun shit. Then we hung out here for an hour or so until I had to go lie down because pain and she left. Fun right? What I’ve been longing for?

So why is it that all I’ve done since she left is cry? I’m such a needy bitch at the moment and it’s so annoying. Probably also due to the fact that she and our other friend are going to the seaside tomorrow and I can’t go because - yanno - two hours of sitting put me in agony maybe.

I hate this.

#idk what I’m doing tomorrow probably nothing because pain and also what the fuck can I do?#everyone is busy which is good but I’m not and I’ll be laid in bed all day doing nothing #and it’s like obviously I don’t think people should have to talk to me or whatever yanno but it would be nice if they wanted to #but also I recognise that I’m a lot right now #not saying that’s a bad thing it’s just a fact I am a lot because it’s hard and I’m sad so it makes sense that people can’t deal with that #always #it just sucks #anyway #Dee talks

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taruruchi · 3 months

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I've been working on this for... a while

She was making fun of his physical abilities (flight, running, yk) and he wasn't about to take it lying down

Other ver + w/o text under the cut bc I wasn't completely satisfied with this one KDKDJSKDM

#I won't lie to you it's been so long I think I've forgotten why I made this in the first place #I think 1) Chapter 6. That's all I can say for this #2) I was going crazy #Oh I was looking at it from my tablet and I was like ehhhh #But now that I'm on my phone I'm going hmmm maybe it ain't too bad #SLOWLY. I AM LEARNING HOW TO DO SHADING STUFF. HOPEFULLY.#Under normal circumstances I guarantee azul would also be on the verge of combusting #But I imagine he's too busy being smug about the fact that he proved her wrong #Idk we'll never know but this is canon. to me #I'm actually kinda proud of this bc I pout the effort to not just make it.#What do u call it. Like. Flat colors. No shadows or smth.#And the anatomy doesn't look bad 🤔#I MISSED MAKING AZULCHI ART #I mean. I don't do it as rarely as it seems but I've just been posting less 😔#It is in fact almost 4 am and I plan to study tomorrow #It's okay we have priorities #I swear I could talk more abt them but I think the sleepy is getting to me #Okay. Tags. Which I will actually use this time #twisted wonderland #twst x oc #azul ashengrotto #twst oc #Agh this is painful #azul ashengrotto x oc #? Dude I'm sleepy idk what else #twst yume #????#☆ taruchi's drawings 🖌️#Oh how could I forget. Literally their ship tag which I will actually also use from now on #azulchi

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elegyofthemoon · 5 months

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can someone remind me to write up my thoughts about gallagher and the enigmata later or at least compile them somewhere i want to share it but also my Goodness i am sleepy as heck today and i have work tonight 😔

#and its a saturday so its gonna be busy asldfjkasdlkah #im just. im so sleepy man #and i have to wake up early too for work tomorrow so i just. Im going to Die between today and tomorrow count on it #but at least on monday-wednesday ill make myself catch up on sleep #love the work but on the downside MY SLEEP.....#i forgot if i said it here. idk where i was posting bro #but the other day i 100% the theme park and am close to 100% dewlight pavilion so i'll be nearly caught up with all information #that + still need to read #but im also nearly caught up with all the reading in penacony too so thats super fun and exciting !!#but because of that i have thoughts askjdfalh #most of it is towards gallagher and the past of penacony and the watchmaker but. you know alskdjfalskjh #avil plays hsr #hsr 2.1 spoilers #just in case o7 #i will say though #its wild i havent run into any information regarding the dreammaster at all really #the one who adopted sunday and robin #who is the dreammaster? why does the dreammaster and watchmaker have beef with each other? whats going on?#where did the shift come from between the watchmaker being the father of penacony to the family being in charge #since the family and the watchmaker are kinda against each other #(shakes the game) I WILL KNOW YOUR SECRETS SOON ENOUGH. AS SOON AS I AM MORE AWAKE ITS OVER FOR YOU.#i wish i had someone to ramble about ideas with and like bounce off of #WE CAN SOLVE THE MYSTERIES OF PENACONY! TOGETHER!#and then probably get our asses killed too by getting to close to the legacy 😔✌🏼 itd be the way of the truth

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imflyingfish · 2 months

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Sigh

#having to organise 5hings and stuff tomorrow #im actually a liytle miffed im not sure why #im planned to hangout with my sister in town tmmr but then my friend is also in town and i need to go out with my mum to #do something and oh my godddd can people just tell me what time theyre doing stuff and then i can match that #sigh #also can my new boss tell me when to come in to work please. girl u CALLED me at 8am and yet you cant even #tell me when im busy this week who do u think i am #anyway.#and ive gone to bed too late and i dont know why #so im going to wake up late and make myself even more time pressured for nothing #oh i jsut realised how i can combine 2 things maybe #hopefully #yeah i feel bad bc like. i want to hang out with my sister AND my friend #but i feel like my sister wont want to hang out with me and my friend #even though i did the same thing last week with her friends #so IDK.#i'll see in the morning

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hyperexplosion · 10 months

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I don't want bother friends with a vent so I am here

#i dont want like talk too kuch about this and naybe im just feeking pathetic #but i miss the holidays i miss going grandmas every year now? i barely see her and one day shes just going to be gone #i miss christmas with them i miss thanksgiving inmiss easter even if i dont celebrate jt anymore #the concept of death has been freaking me out so bad rhis month #its been so fuckinh mich and o thought if inkept some friends xlose i wouldnt feel alone but i do i feel so aline and empty #i feel so sad that i just been fucking fakinf jt #and i tried just tale a break from everyone and it just makes me feel worse #ive spoken to mom but idk when ill be able actually get jelp im also struggling to talk to her whiut why im so upset #i moss doing stuff with dad as in going oit o miss it #does he even miss it?#i wanted to go to the planetarium wirh jim cause theyre doing a pink flyd xoncert thing but idk idk mom even seemed sad dor me #i just dont want miss out being with them only for them be gone and what would i do when theyre gone #i cantbtype i xant i fuckinf hell k just want to sleel #today was just a not great day tomorrow will be w new say when i can sleep #i hope #ill keep myself busy than ill try sleep early so i dont jave to deal with night #ive never been so scared of death before and i hste that i am now

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indigodawns · 2 years

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#was feeling stressed and melancholy all day and i just... i really need to learn how to cope with that #i feel so self-absorbed and idk i was upset and teary eyed when taking the train early for dinner with my friends #and then i sit down and my friend says oh oops sorry can't tonight and idk. i was counting on that to sit down and talk for a bit and #this makes me sound awful but i kind of. exploded and texted back very shortly and angrily #and apparently. gave our other friend a panic attack so #and then they told me over text and i did nooot know how to react irl and psychically bc whew self-loathing #which felt so toxic and gross??? and again self absorbed???#and i did reply over text and i apologised and did my best but god.#idk it's like... i think that petulant angry kid is who i am deep down and lord knows i shouldn't post this but #i need some perspective and i feel so manipulative in this too #idk idk. and i was also just wondering if anyone else gets like this like idk this blur in front of your eyes and you just #lose all reasonable thought #and i just think. im selfish as fuck at my core and im scared i don't actually want to change that and i will. try to talk about #it in therapy but that's a while away #anyways. that's also me and yeah.#sorry and also it's my parents' wedding anniversary and all i could think about was feeling mweh and not being able to do #what i was planning to do and i had this assignment blabla and these plans etc #like god??????? god #im calmer now (obviously) but yeah #and now work again tomorrow and im so fucking sick of it the mood is awful and it's busy and bleh

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bluesidedown · 2 years

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#i am weary in a way that means my vrain is struggling to think thats that are linear #whoch is a problem because i am still attempting to write a paper that was due three days ago #and idk if it is a better use of my day to take a break and hopefully recharge a bit and go to bed at 930 right after #worship practice and supper #or if that will simply postpone the problem to tomorrow #an equally busy day #and also idk if i really need rest truly or if im just being undisciplined.#and man. i just want to enjoy writing rhis paper and delight in the beauty of psalm 119 and intead #i feel like i am fighting through quicksand to be even slightly coherent #and. i think writing has just been such a struggle this year. such a struggle.#and i am so tired. i just want this thing i take joy in to be joyful again #im so sick of being anxious and scattered every time i try to write #idk. pray for me please #and if you have advice for times when writing is imcredibly hard i would appreciate it

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ilostyou · 1 year

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welp. the phantom cramps are no longer phantom 😃

#i Am going to scream my lungs out this could not be a less convenient time for this #tomorrow is my shopping trip which. will be Exhausting bc i’m so. so not into shopping. and now i have to do it crampy and emo and. yknow #and!!! i’m sure i will be bloated so trying on clothes will be even more fun xo #and i have to work on finishing my paper tomorrow too so. side note #then! i just made plans to go out out like. drinking dancing etc with my friends saturday night so. that’s that #sunday i have a thing which means. very much dressed up. and i have plans sunday night too with my best friend lol #then! monday i have work but then made up to go for dinner w the friend things are weird w rn but that’s up in the air i think #bc i may be going out w her first and idk if she’ll keep the standing date lol #then! tuesday! i have orientation for my doctoral program so there’s that happening #wed is normal lmfao just. work. but then thursday is graduation <3 weeee #and then NEXT friday. i am finally not busy #and you’re telling me with THIS week that NOW was the perfect time to have me bleed for a week. for This week. fuck off #time to start saying prayers for it to be short and quick and relatively painless or else 😃 this week will be the seventh circle of hell #how am i supposed to do all that and function as i would while also wanting to rip out my internal organs. good question #in summary my social calendar is too booked for my liking lmfao i need time in between to recover #oh my god AND!!!! AND!!!!!! i’m abt to go up a dosage in these meds i’m on even tho i wanted to stay on what i was on til now but #the pharmacy didn’t have it in the same dosage bc shortages but they did have enough for the higher one so. i went up #and the catch is that these are the meds making me nauseous which means. i’ll be More nauseous which is NOT helpful #or ideal ever but especially considering im sure i’ll be nauseous bc it is what it is #im sksososodkfofofogldnskdlf so not. looking forward to this <3 #this has been a rant

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marblerose-rue · 2 years

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this isn't art block but WHAT is it called when ur consistently not satisfied w what youve drawn . /LH

#not art #meandering #i am my own biggest and worst critic. one of the things i try to do when it gets like this is to just set it aside and try again l8r #< thats advice my grandma gave me a few years ago :] it works well for me #i think its bc ive just done so many big pieces in such a short amount of time on top of doing work for my classes .#theres so much i would like to do this month . id like to open commissions over fall break + id also like to get bases going and a few #other silly personal things posted on top of roses skyclan things . hrm #idk how much i can do tomorrow i have a drs appointment tomorrow and im very nervous for how that will go </3 #not gonna get too in depth bc the process involves bloodwork + things related and i know its a sensitive topic bc its a sensitive topic for #me BAHBLAKUBDFGHJDBFGK u think if ive been doing this for almost 2 years id be good at it . wrong #ANYWAY hope everyone is doing well!! <3 #OH YEAH i also have a busy-ish weekend and an exam monday. sweats

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kuiinncedes · 2 years

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#what if i also am a mess this week 🤩#theres this banner marketing thing we ordered on monday that needed 5 business days and we needed by this monday #production started on it monday and they sent me a link to track progress and shit but the link didnt work #and i tried emailing them abt it and i had to email other ppl but i waited like a few days before doing that and ended up not getting iit #to work or anything and now we need the thing sent to somewhere by tomorrow afternoon #today afternoon lol and like they had the 5 business days they said they took for it so it Should be fine #but i literaly have no idea #bc the fucking progress link wouldnt work #and everyone i emailed to help w it werent responding over the weekend #so like im sending another email tomorrow morning at 8 lol to be like did yall send it pls bc i cant see TT #i feel like it's my fault if it doesnt happen and we wasted many money bc i've been handling the logistics and stuff for this thing #i know it's not rly but also i . couldve done some things earlier #anyway idk im not rly dwelling on that i just feel like #if i go on campus tomorrow and the banner is up im gonna start crying LMFAO #bc this is highkey stressing me out and i like to cry when im stressed 🥳#if it doesnt happen i will also start crying lmfao #i also always be overthinking things and just why cant i . not have such a negative perception of everything i SAY/do woohoo #afterparty for our show but im just crying bc release of this stress while everyone else is drinking #bro im not even nearly the most significant / high pressure board position and im likeeeejgndfndkfdkgdh lol #tbf tho marketing do be . the most during this week ig ;-;#also i need to go to sleep but i dont want to :D am excited for the show this week but i think i am #procrastinating actually having the week start bc it is kinda stresssssfulllllllll lolllllll #manifesting this fucking banner is up tomorrow #i will see it either in the morning idk if they put them up that early or #i guess when i leave the building in the afternoon but also i wont be facing the sign at all #or in the evening ;-; my only two chances to see #altho my friend might text me if she sees it when she goes like later morning i think #anyway *screaming* ran out of tags bye lol #jeanne talks

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femmebilly · 2 years

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yike look away it’s a personal rant in the tags

#personal #what is it about this time of year that freaks me out so much #like i just thought a little too long about being 25 and where i am in my life #and now i wanna die #is it bc it's almost the end of the year? probs #is it bc i'm having several personal crises at once that i'm refusing to address bc i'm keeping myself busy instead? also probs #idk i just wanna lay on someone's floor while things happen around me for a while #and i cAN'T #bc everyone i wanna do that with is too far from me #this sucks so bad #whatever i'll be over it tomorrow i'm sure #it's called bottling up your feelings lmao #anyway i'm a burden <3

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proteuus · 2 years

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im so irritated that we have to take the practice exam for points for my stats class. if I want to not take the practice exam and fail the real exam shouldn't that be my right as an american

#I'm mostly irritated because the assignment closes at 11 am tomorrow and I'm working 8-12 so i have to do it today #tomorrow I was going to review stats for like 6 hours after work and it was going to be perfect but now this is annoying #because i also have to go to two more meetings today and my stupid business reflection paper is due at midnight #and the time blocks are weird and annoying and idk.#i wanted to have night plans but like theres just no way.

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astrxealis · 2 years

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taking funny little gposes with my wol and raha makes my little heart swell in a funny nice way ... >_<

#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚#okay im better now HELP okay i no longer have the urge to avoid tumblr w every fiber of my being but i think the underlying feelings i have #are Still There but also i get over things quickly ... i forgot that ... but also my mind is still a mess. but ANYWAYS #okay so i wont say explicitly what ive been up to since. yesterday. BUT BUT BUT BUT okay #I RESPECT POSERS SO MUCH i tried to do w aymeric and his hands look BROKEN his arms look like theyr ein SHAMBLES #and i have the sudden urge to play dragon age origins but i need to do homework and i forgor my ffxiv game is still running and i havent #showered yet oh god i am a Mess (hashtag undiagnosed neurodivgernetn detncieisioo7!!!!!)#anyways uh back on topic (another 30 tag ramble /hj). posing is hard #i took funny lil cute pics of my wol w her wifeyboy tia and ARGGHDJFJEJDP ADJUSTING IT WAS A PAIN #i saved the adjustments at the end when i was done AND ONLY FOR RAHA and i remembered right after leaving i forgot to do for my babygirl cat #the wol i mean. raha is also babygirl cat #ANYWAYS. oh its 11 pm i meant to continue with hw 30 minutes ago and i have class tomorrow #anyways good news I ALWAYS SLEEP BEFORE 3 okay thats a lie but i havent slept past 4 in ages and my average is healthy #uh. homework. i have to get to homework. oh god bye #look im not THAT super busy bcs ive finished a few for this week but its still 9 (basically... 8 actually. 7. 8. okay 8)#and i have like 4 quizzes this week! uhhh thank god we still dont have sem or quarterly tests haha bless my school #but im going to take upcat like early next year and i need to get ready for review classes idk when so AGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHGGHHHHh #okay anyways cute wol npc screenshots make me happy #and doing them for my twin too #i feel like an expert (we ignore aymeric's broken back and foot)

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scarletcomet · 2 years

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love how i’m probably going to have to spend my entire fall break applying for internships. that is, if i make it through this week.

#have huge assignment due tomorrow (literally a whole ass news site in a class we have not been taught anything and they grade so harshly)#like functional can make an account and login and post articles and comment and shit from scratch using html css php and sql #none of which i had ever used before this class (they don't teach us)#i also have an exam tomorrow i haven't even thought about studying for yet (im gonna need to pull an all nighter fml im so exhausted already #also an exam wednesday (yom kippur) in a class where i am like over 3 weeks behind #a big programming assignment in the class i have an exam in tomorrow that's due friday that i cannot think about until after my exam thurs #not to mention my usual hw assignments in many classes #i did a really shitty job on my hw due this week/weekend #didn't try very hard on my hw due fri because i was so busy and then wanted to go to parties oops (that's not like me huh)#straight up didn't even submit my astrophysics hw due yesterday because i was just so exhausted so i was like fuck it #we get 2 drops i think #i need to do laundry but i don't have time. i have no clean clothes but i haven't had enough time at my apartment to do it #my apartment is such a mess #i need to clean before i leave for fall break on friday but idk if ill have time #i am so overwhelmed #there's absolutely no way ill be able to get even a fraction of all the stuff i need to get done this week done #my anxiety lowkey has not been super bad this weekend in the first time in so long #but at the same time idk if that's a good thing because im not as motivated to do work even tho i don't want to sh as much which is good

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