#also ofc u do not need to match my length.

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the struggling starlet wasn't entirely sure when the shift happened ; when he went from "anthony" to "angel dust". he wished he could remember exactly when it occured -- wished it was important enough to recall, to hold in his head as this monumental occasion that, once he really got big, could be passed down to his adoring fans as the brilliant underdog story that so many craved to see themselves through. in actuality, it probably happened between alleys, in the dimly lit room of shady bars & clubs while he snorted & smoked & placed any tab or pill on his tongue that he could find. he could snort PCP better than all the suckers in those dives. maybe it didn't matter how or when it happened, exactly. the origin didn't mean much. it would still be a name that everyone recognized, preening over, wishing they were him. angel dust: the drag superstar. angel dust: hell's best dancer. angel dust: someone who was better than back alley blowjobs & cheap liquor.

it wasn't like he ever felt close to the name 'anthony', anyway. it was the americanized version of the name his mother gave him ( antonio, he can almost hear her whisper if he shuts his eyes & concentrates ). given to him when his family emigrated to the states. his mother didn't come with them. he doesn't remember much of it, being a young boy at the time. just flashes of activity, suits rustling with movement. suitcases filled with more guns than clothes. a long boat ride. it seems so far away now, the life he took advantage of. for all of its hardships, it had to have been better than the life angel dust now found himself in. he supposed that was the whole point, though. this bein' hell, and all.

the night had started out so well for him. he had managed to book a gig ; it was something small, but it was his. he got to sing & dance on stage. most of the patrons either whooped & hollered at him for all of the wrong reasons or were more interested in their drinks, but the attention on him was a thrill nonetheless. it was a high that didn't come with as much of a price. he performed & it felt damn good. another chance to really get his name out there. it was happening, he could feel it. just . . . slowly. very, very slowly. he had considered doing more mob work. he liked the violence & the deals, & it was something he excelled in. but hell was a hard place to navigate, especially when you die before the rest of your mafia family.

it was after he attempted to leave the bar that shit got nasty. it all happened so quick, too. one moment there's a man he vaguely recognizes from one of his hookups that barely paid enough to go towards his rent, visibly drunk & belligerent. the next, he finds himself surrounded. the man was angry for reasons angel couldn't even begin to comprehend through the slurred speech, & it turned out his friends were angry, too. or perhaps they just got their kicks from ganging up on someone who was outnumbered. angel is on the ground behind the bar before he could even understand what was happening. he tastes blood & his vision swims. he's fighting back with all of his limbs, but he's overpowered, and while he had the height, these men had the weight. he can't recall a time he had been beaten this bad. he distantly hopes he loses consciousness. no, upon consideration, perhaps that would be worse. he couldn't know what they would do to his body until after the fact.

the sound of another body entering the fray is lost on him. he coughs, spits a mixture of saliva & blood across his teeth. if he could just grip his fists & bare it, maybe it would all be over soon.

@e-m-p-error . / plotted first meeting starter .

[justsomeoneintoomanyfandoms]

HIIII I see that u hv a match up goin on and Id like to try! Would u mind doing one for me with Obey Me?

Pronouns : She/they

Sexuality: Im not sure exactly??... still discovering but I know that I like both sexes

Infp 4w5 / Cancer sun Taurus moon n Scorpio rising (I saw some doing not just the sun sign so i think it would be fun if i include all 3 lol)

Appearance: Im South East Asian. Around 5'2. I hv shoulder length black hair, black eyes and olive toned skin. My hairstyle is akin to the jellyfish hair. I rarely wear makeup and would just hv my bare face out due to its sensitivity to breakouts. And my clothing, its mostly modest/covering for academic places or just comfy and quick with any cool baggy tees i hv. Its my current closet, since i dont hv much occasions to go grand and i just wanna blend in with everyone around me lookin like an npc. But id love to wear more self expressing stuff in the future, to my desire. More accessories, colorful makeups and fashions like dark couquette/gyaru or so!

Personality: My personality, id say its two sided. I guess hv an open mind and easy going (to some degree ofc). A dream chaser and a listener. Sometimes (just sometimes), i can get my mind through a problem and stay grounded. Im also empathic? I like consoling with people and I appreciate the smallest details. I feel for people's struggle and I hold hopes in them. However, i can get moody, its so unexpected and intense that even im scared of it. I can be very quiet then, and dissociative. Id just want to be alone by that time to figure out my situation. Ive been said to appear gloomy or hard to approach too :cry: If im pissed, im venomous. And im actually an anxious person, of all sorts of things. Self deprecating too, i almost forgot abt that. But if i feel suitable, i get funky and enjoy myself hehe.

Likes/Dislikes : I like visual novels, rhythm games and those with good storytelling; a variety of music genres that focus on melody, instrument, composing; local asian food; sleeping with plushies; arts n crafts; esoteric things; philosophy study; my friends; solitude and continuation; aesthetic or hidden values and uhhh nice, mannered intriguing people.

I dont like smelly people doe. People who are narrow minded icks me oops. Pls dont tryna barge in on me when im busy unless it helps. I hate the sun... And not getting myself tented after a long day. I dislike my parents as well, yikes. Worst of all, being opressed.

Hobbies : doll, bracelet making; drawing, online shopping, rhythm game arcade, reading philosophy works, uhh getting invested in random medias...

Anyways, thats my submission! If u do reply, tysm for the matchup!!!

Hi Anon! Thank you for the request! I hope you like your matchup!

In Obey Me, I match you with...

Asmo is the best person to hype you up about wearing more self-expressing things. He’s great at putting outfits together and will give you honest and genuine feedback.

Doesn’t mind your personality changes. He knows what mood swings are like so he’s very understanding.

Please go online shopping with him! But set a budget because you’re both liable to get caught up in the energy and spend too much. But online shopping with Asmo would be so much fun.

Not great at giving you alone time but if you say you need some space, he’ll respect your wishes. While you’re enjoying your alone time, he’ll do a spa day or hang out with some of his friends.

Asmo loves your plushies. He thinks they’re really cute and, if you’re okay with it, would love to borrow some of them to sleep with as well. He’ll take good care of them and swaps them out occasionally so you’ve got a constantly rotating roster of plushies in your room.

[leviskitten]

𝑵𝑺𝑭𝑾 𝒂𝒍𝒑𝒉𝒂𝒃𝒆𝒕 ♡

Bruno Bucciarati x reader(gn)

Warnings: general nsfw themes, nothing dark so dw.

A/n: and anotha one, but this time it’s my baby boy bruno 🥰🥰 (ps. I have a one-shot of him coming up soon but for now enjoy this).

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♡彡 A = Aftercare : What are they like after sex?

• Ok but hear me out, he’s the KING of aftercare and you cannot convince me otherwise.

He would run you a bath, and bathe you as well (unless you don’t want him to, in that case he’ll give you your space). Then he’d gently cuddle with you in his probably way too big bed and caress you until you fall sleep. Or would bring you some water and snacks so you don’t go to bed with an empty stomach 🥺

♡彡 B = Body : What’s their favorite body part of theirs? And yours?

• He likes his legs probably. I headcannon that he has ~gorgeous legs, so he probably likes them a lot.

On you, he doesn’t really have a favorite body part. I feel like he’d be the type of guy to love you as a whole, and doesn’t really notice details like that. But if you really want an answer, then I guess it’ll be your hands or something like that.

♡彡 C = Cum : Anything to do with cum basically.

• Idk why, but I feel like he cums a lot. Like, he shoots massive loads each time he cums. Which would probably be the main reason of why he’s not a big fan of cumming more than twice. And it would also be reason why he insists on cumming on you a lot of times.

Now don’t get me wrong, he loves the feeling of cumming in you and filling you up to the brim. But there’s just something in seeing you covered in his massive loads that just makes him go all fuzzy and 🥰🥰

♡彡 D = Dirty Secret : Share a dirty secret of theirs.

• He really wants to have a threesome with you and Abbachio.

He thought of it once randomly and now the scenario just keeps floating in his mind ever since. And he has a hard time trying not to stare everytime you and Abbachio interact.

Just the thought of you messy with his lipstick while both of them fuck you relentlessly makes him feel lightheaded.

♡彡 E = Experience : How experienced are they? Do they know what they’re doing?

• He probably had a little bit of prior experience, however it doesn’t really matter, because he knows what he likes and how to get it (while giving you what you want as well of course). So he definitely knows what he’s doing, don’t worry about it.

♡彡 F = Favorite Position : Self explanatory

• Not to be basic, but probably missionary or mating press.

I feel like he’s more of a soft service dom (who would sub or turn into a hard dom if asked), and a little bit of a classic romantic, so he probably likes to go at it soft and slow, for which missionary and mating press are prefect for.

♡彡 G = Goofy : How serious are they during the moment? Do they like to joke around?

• He’s probably really serious and focused on the moment, however if you laugh or joke at something and he finds it funny too, he would laugh, tho he’ll try to brush it off and go back at it again smh.

♡彡 H = Hair : How well groomed are they? Does the carpet matches the drapes?

• Oh he’s extremely well groomed down there, and everywhere else really.

Either completely shaved, or well trimmed, and would never EVER smell bad. He likes to take care of himself, so you would never catch this man slippin when it comes to that. (And yes ofc the carpet matches the drapes he has black hair lol).

♡彡 I = Intimacy : How are they during the moment? The romantic aspect.

• Oh he loooves to be really intimate. Calling you sweet italian nicknames, praising you on how good you feel/how good you respond to him, kissing you constantly, grabbing your hands, etc.

And yes, he does tells you he loves you right after you both cum. It’s almost mandatory.

♡彡 J = Jack off : Masturbation headcannon.

• He doesn’t masturbate that often, but when he does, he likes to do it in the shower. Mainly so he can feel extra relaxed once he comes out of it.

♡彡 K = Kink : One or more of their kinks

• He’s fairly kinky, surprisingly, though he has a soft approach with them. Anyways, here’s a little list:

— Choking, finger sucking, praise (for both ways please 🥺), hair tugging (on him), spit (will spit on your mouth, no questions asked), anything to do with mirrors (main reason why he has a giant mirror somewhere in his room), LINGERIE (on both you and himself), edging maybe, cum play, pet play, and biting.

♡彡 L = Location : Favorite place to do it.

• Either his room, or his office. Probably his room the most, he likes the privacy and intimacy of it. However he can’t deny that the thrill of getting caught in his office is kinda hot.

♡彡 M = Motivation : What turns them on/keep them going?

• Knowing that you’re enjoying it too.

I feel like he’s a very giving person, so there’s nothing better for him than to know that you’re feeling as good as him, specially knowing that it’s him who’s making you feel like this.

Praise him and tell him that he’s doing amazing please 🥺🥺

♡彡 N = No : Something that they wouldn’t do/turn off’s

• Probably anything extremely rough, like impact play or heavy heavy degradation.

He already sees enough violence on the daily, there’s no need to bring it into the bedroom too.

♡彡 O = Oral : Preference on giving/receiving, skill, etc.

• Again, he’s a soft/service dom. Which means that he can and will eat you out as much as he likes only to make you feel good/show his appreciation.

However he does enjoy the blowjobs from under his desk while he works a little bit too much.

♡彡 P = Pace : Are they fast and rough? Slow and sensual? Etc

• He likes to go at it slow and steady most of the time. Peppering you with kisses and whispering sweet stuff on your ear while he does it.

But he would speed it up or go a little bit more rough if you want him to. All you gotta do is ask~

♡彡 Q = Quickie : Their opinion on quickies, how often, etc.

• Not a big fan tbh.

He likes to take his time with you, so unless it’s a quick blowjob under his desk or something similar then don’t even bother to bring it up (mainly because he would tease you gently and make you wait until you both have enough time to actually do something about it).

♡彡 R = Risk : Are they game to experiment? Do they take risks? Etc.

• He’s willing to take a few risks, if he thinks the cause for them is good enough. And he’s pretty open to experiment new stuff, as long as it’s not something extremely violent or rough.

♡彡 S = Stamina : How many rounds can they go for? How long do they last?

• To be honest, he can go for as many rounds as you want him to. Like I said earlier, he likes to take his time with you, so naturally, he does have the stamina to be able to do that lol.

♡彡 T = Toys : Do they own toys? Do they use them? On themselves or his partner?

• He owns a few toys, but mainly to use them on you. Like a couple of different vibrators, or buttplugs, etc. Though if you want to use them on him then he wouldn’t necessarily complain lol.

♡彡 U = Unfair : How much do they like to tease?

• Look, he might be soft and all. But this mf will tease the hell out of you when he’s bored.

I’m talking about secretly touching you under the table during a meeting, whispering dirty stuff on your ear as he passes by, taking you to a secret corner while you guys are doing something important just to have a little make out session and touch you just to leave you hanging. And stuff like that.

♡彡 V = Volume : How loud are they? What sounds do they make? Etc.

• He’s not that loud, but he does make a lot of pretty sounds.

Grunts and deep moans while he fucks you, also panting. Will moan while giving you head, or while kissing. And the only time when you’ll get to see him whiny and flustered is when you give him a blowjob, idk why.

♡彡 W = Wild card : A random headcannon for the character.

• At some point of your relationship he will get you a matching lingerie set like the one he wears under his suit. And yes, he’ll make you wear it constantly, specially if he can see bits of it through your outfit. He thinks it’s cute lol.

♡彡 X = X-Ray : Let’s see what’s going on under those clothes

• His dick is a little darker than the rest of his body, like, it’s tanned almost. And he’s cut, for sure. Probably average length, but it’s more on the thicker side, and it’s quite veiny tbh.

♡彡 Y = Yearning : How high it their sex drive?

• Meh, it’s pretty regular. He’s not that much of a horny bastard, but he still likes to do it once a week or something just because he can (and if you’re up for it of course).

♡彡 Z = Zzz : How quickly do they fall asleep afterwards.

• He does get a little more sleepy after it, but he doesn’t fall asleep that quickly. Which is why he mainly likes to make sure you’re doing alright afterwards and just treat you some more.

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Snapetober 2020 - Day 5: Sick/Fever

This was inspired by my main Snape x OFC Severitus fic, but you don’t need to read it to understand it or enjoy it ;)

Warnings: Snape throws up? Idk if that can bother someone. I don’t really describe it in depth or anything XD

Length: 2053 words.

THE PERKS OF BEING CURSED

During Potions class, Professor Snape normally walked from desk to desk, sneered at some so-called dunderheads for being incapable of following the instructions in the blackboard, and generally made sure as few accidents as possible occurred, especially when Neville Longbottom and Seamus Finnigan were involved. He had started off the Erumpent Potion class that way. Fifteen minutes later, he had begun to lean on the desks and walk too slowly. By mid-class, he had given up altogether and sat at his desk, pretending to correct essays even if his quill kept slipping through his trembling fingers. Draco had been stealing glances at his teacher through it all.

“Make sure Crabbe and Goyle don’t spoil the potion,” Draco whispered to Blaise, getting off his stool.

“Where are you going?” wondered Pansy, the one in charge of noting down all the changes the unfinished potion underwent.

“To the loo.”

Both Blaise and Pansy eyed him suspiciously but still gave him a nod. Without wasting time, Draco approached his professor.

“Sir?”

This close, Draco noticed two things. First, Snape’s forehead, usually knitted into a scowl, was now glinting with sweat. Second, Snape’s face was pallid, more so than usual.

“The instructions are clear, Mr. Malfoy. Read them carefully before interrupting me,” he advised, keeping his black eyes on the parchment with barely legible handwriting.

“I’m sorry, Sir. It isn’t about the potion. I need to go to the toilet. It’s an emergency.”

There was a brief pause in which Draco held his breath.

“You may go. Do be quick, Mr. Malfoy.”

“Yes, Sir. Thank you.”

Draco walked along the corridors, went past the boys’ toilets, climbed up the stairs, and reached the Defence Against the Dark Arts classroom. The desks formed a U-shape inside of which the first-year students produced jets of red sparks from their wands, some more successful than others. As soon as he spotted Professor Skyrah, closely observing her students and taking notes to later grade their performance, Draco called her. That caught the attention not only of his teacher but also of a few students, now staring at him.

“I’m sorry to interrupt. Professor Snape’s got a message for you. A private one.”

Immediately, she beckoned Draco to approach her desk and cast a muffliato charm.

“Nobody can hear us now,” she assured him. “You may speak.”

“Did Professor Snape meet with the Dark Lord last night? He was crucioed, wasn’t he?”

With squinting eyes, she inquired, “Why are you asking?”

“Did he drink some potion against the cruciatus curse after-effects?” Her lips remained pursed. “I’ve been observing Professor Snape in class. He looks… dizzy. He can’t stand, is sweating, slightly shaking. I’m not a healer, but my father’s gone through that once or twice after drinking that potion. I’d say they’re side-effects.”

“Severus only had a bit of a headache this morning.”

“With all due respect, Professor, I didn’t risk lying to my Head of House just for his wife to think I’m making this up.”

“You lied to my husband?”

“I asked for permission to go to the toilet, but I came here instead.”

“You never go to the toilet mid-lesson… He must be truly sick if he didn’t catch that you were up to something.” She closed her eyes, took a big breath and smiled – it wasn’t the reaction Draco had expected from her. Everything fell into place when she drew circles with her wand and pronounced, “Expecto Patronum!”

The same crow he had met during his first Defence class with her flapped its wings in front of them. The students who had taken notice of Draco earlier were now gasping in awe. Draco couldn’t help but admire the crow with bitter jealousy; what he’d give to invoke a corporeal patronus someday, and maybe prove his aunt Bellatrix wrong and show her Malfoys were also capable of that.

“Argus, it’s Skyrah. Please, come to my classroom. I need you to watch over the students for me. It’s important.”

The crow flew away to deliver the message.

“I should get going, or Professor Snape will realize I’ve lied to him,” said Draco.

“He’ll realize anyway. There’s no other way I could have found out about his… state.”

“...Will you cover me up?”

“Should I?”

“I should receive House points. I may have just avoided a potions accident by telling you. The erumpent potion is quite dangerous.”

She smirked at his cheekiness. “Must I forget that you lied to your Potions teacher?”

“What was I supposed to do? Tell him that he looks like a ghost?”

“That wouldn’t have ended well,” she agreed, grinning lopsidedly. “Why didn’t you go to Poppy?”

He shrugged. “I have no idea if Madam Pomfrey knows anything about the cruciatus curse treatment. I figured that you, on the other hand…”

“Would have some experience,” she finished for him, not confirming it nor denying it.

With a swish of her wand, the muffliato charm was removed. She targeted a silver service bell on the teacher’s desk and pressed it with an uttered sonorus. The ringing noise was loud enough to command the attention of the entire class.

“Training time is over. I’m afraid my presence is required elsewhere,” she informed, standing up. A bunch of students made sounds of protest which became louder when they caught sight of the inseparable duo of Filch and Mrs. Norris. Skyrah gave the caretaker a thankful nod and addressed the students once again. “Next day we will discuss how to defend ourselves against gytrashes. For us to succeed, we first need to understand how the dark creature acts. Therefore, you ought to start reading on them right now, chapter five, and write down questions in case you have them. Argus will supervise the class. If you don't behave yourselves, I’ll know, and you won’t like the consequences.”

She shot a meaningful glance to the quartet of troublemakers of the class and left the classroom, Draco close behind her. He had to match his strides to her quick pace and fight the urge to roll his eyes at the portraits’ whines. Apparently, the click-clacking of her shoes had disrupted the sleep of those that were too lazy to do something other than napping. It was the same sound that alerted Draco’s classmates. When they saw it was Professor Skyrah, accompanied by Draco, whispers filled the potions classroom. Severus didn’t react until Skyrah and Draco were standing right in front of his desk. Even then, he raised his head slowly, grimacing.

“Mr. Malfoy, I see your supposedly short trip to the toilet has become an expedition of sorts. Ten points from Sl–”

“If you deduct points, I’ll give them back.” She paused to cast the muffliato charm again and have a private conversation, even if they were the center of attention. “You look horrible.”

“You’re the very definition of ‘flatterer’.”

“It isn’t the time to be sarcastic, Severus. You can’t teach in this state, much less a highly explosive potion. It is a matter of safety. Draco did well by telling me you’re sick.”

“I’ve kept the class safe. There haven’t been any incidents.”

“Pure luck.”

Sick as he felt, it didn’t escape his notice how Draco bit the inside of his cheek to keep himself from laughing.

“Did you come to scold me in front of our students?” asked Severus.

She gave him a mischievous smile and turned to face the class after canceling the effects of the muffliato charm. 

“Class dismissed.”

“But we’ve almost fi–”

She cut Pansy off, “I won’t repeat it.”

Pansy and a few students – including Hermione – pouted and sighed. The majority were happy to tidy up and go, though. Draco was part of the latter group and left as soon as Skyrah thanked him. In contrast, Harry locked eyes with Skyrah, concerned, but did as the rest of his classmates after receiving a reassuring nod. The Snapes didn’t doubt that they’d be getting a visit from him after classes.

“I don’t think you have a fever,” she said, putting her hand on Severus’s forehead. He responded by leaning into her hand. Now that no students remained in the classroom, a moment of weakness was permitted, or so he told himself. “Draco mentioned you can't stand. I’ll levitate you and bring you to the Hospital Wing, all right?”

“Don’t. My stomach… I can’t handle it.”

She slithered her palm from his forehead to his cheek. The caresses were as gentle as her voice when she said, “Why did you tell me you only had a headache this morning?”

“I didn’t feel so unwell.”

“Yet when that changed, you continued with the class.”

“Interrupting it wasn’t wise. The ingredients are expensive. Now the money plus the potions the students were brewing have gone to waste. Albus won’t be pleased.”

“You’re right. He won’t be pleased to know you prioritize money over your health. You can resume the lesson another day, Severus. Lean on me now. I’ll take you to our chambers; they’re closer than the Hospital Wing.”

Along the way, he grunted and almost fell when he tried to prove he was fine enough to walk on his own. The only reason he didn’t was that he had miraculously grabbed the arm of one of the suits of armor that decorated the corridors. Thank Merlin no students were nearby... nor Minerva. His reputation as the bat of the dungeons would have suffered. Finally, she whispered the password and the door opened for them. 

“Hang on, Severus. I’ll help you get into bed.”

“No. Not yet. I think I’m going to vomit.”

She would have kissed his temple if it weren’t for the urgency in his tone.  Even if clumsily, they made it to the bathroom. She helped him kneel by the toilet and rubbed his back soothingly, holding his hair for him until his stomach was empty.

“I’m sorry,” he said, breathing harshly and refusing to look at her.

“For what?”

“This has been excruciatingly embarrassing and disgusting.”

“You’ve done this for me countless times, Severus. It’s okay for the roles to be reversed now and then.” By his tense shoulders, he was thinking about the miscarriage. So was she, for her voice had shaken and her hand had drifted to the place they used to feel their unborn daughter. “Can you brush your teeth?”

“Yes.”

“All right. I’ll send Poppy a message. She shouldn’t take long.”

“There’s nothing she can do. I’ve been through this before. It’ll go away after getting some sleep. The potion must have reacted poorly to my breakfast, that’s all.”

“Are you sure?” she asked worriedly, her wand ready to invoke her patronus once more.

“Absolutely.”

“All right… Do you need anything?”

“Some water, perhaps.”

So while he brushed his teeth, she summoned a glass from their kitchen and filled it with a simple aguamenti. Severus drank its water and left the glass by the sink. 

Soon, he was under the silky bedsheets, surrounded by the pillows she had adjusted for him after contacting the headmaster via the school floo network to explain the situation and advise him to seek a substitute for the upcoming lessons.

“How are you feeling?” she wondered, running her hands through his bare chest. She was lying by his side, with her head on his shoulder.

“Not fine yet, but better.” Skyrah nuzzled her head into him and hooked her leg around him. “You shouldn’t get comfortable. You’ve got a class to teach.”

“I’ve got a stubborn husband to take care of.”

“I don’t need you to take care of me.”

“Too bad. I won’t move until you start snoring.”

He groaned, exasperated, though his grip on her became just a tiny bit firmer. Skyrah missed his feeble grin, too busy playing with his chest hair and kissing his scarred skin.

“I may not need you to take care of me, but I don’t dislike it.”

“I know, my snarky Potions Master,” she said, chuckling softly. If he went as far as confessing that, it could only mean he was so exhausted he could no longer control what went past his lips. “Rest now.”

He complied, thinking he owed Draco. Vomiting in front of his students would have been a fate worse than cuddling with his wife. That was a fact.

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A/N: I probably wouldn’t have been able to post this on time if it had been betaed, so I apologize for any possible mistakes you may have encountered. I did my best.

If you liked it, you can read the main fic here: AO3, FFN. 

Have a nice day, y’all! And thanks for taking the time to read this little fic :) If you’re feeling sick, remember to take care of yourself <3

[cintanna-stuff]

A-Z for Nath 💕💕

NSFW alphabet for Nathaniel

A = Aftercare (What they’re like after sex)

He likes to cuddle afterwards. He’d pull Candy close to him, whisper “I love you” into her ears and kiss her cheeks.

B = Body Part (His favourite body part of their partners)

I see Nath as an ass man, but he also loves Candy’s tights. Likes to hold them tight and open her legs, to hang them over his shoulders to kiss and bite them while he’s fucking her. Enjoys seeing a good cleavage though.

C = Cum (Anything to do with cum)

Like most of the guys, likes to cum inside her but Nath loves to watch it spill. Sometimes he’d also cum right outside her. Just leaving her dirty down there turns him on, better if she puts her panties on and they get stained, extra points if they’re not at home and she cannot get changed or cleaned easily and she has to act like nothing is going on.

D = Dirty Secret

Back in UL, in the gym, he always chose to train on the ring that’s right behind the spot where Candy usually made her training routine to stare at her ass and sweaty body in yoga pants.

E = Experience (How experienced are they?)

He’s a smart boy and learns fast, but we also know he’d been fucking around in UL before Candy came back, so he’s experienced when it comes to sex. Still I must say something, he didn’t like going downtown with one night stands so he didn’t do it (yes kind of a dick), still he’s good at it like everything he does.

F = Favourite Position

Any position that allows him to pound Candy hard and sweet. If he had to choose one then it would be her lying down with her legs resting on his shoulders, so he can go deep and keep her legs open.

G = Goofy (Are they more serious in bed? Or are the humorous?)

No, he talks dirty. Nath is a dirty boy.

H = Hair (Are they groomed down there? Does the carpet match the drapes?)

He doesn’t groom, only trims them when it’s getting too long and uncomfortable or unpleasant. His hair down there is golden like his hair, it’s sexy

I = Intimacy (How are they during the moment, are they romantic?)

He loves Candy very much, but he likes to have his fun (and hers ofc). He won’t usually say romantic things like “I love you” unless it’s a special occasion (like when they did it in the shower) or when they’re done or maybe when he’s coming. Still what they do is very intimate, Nath might like to fuck but the way he treats and fucks Candy is very different from what he did with his one night stands in university. Back then it was all about him coming, with Candy it’s about both of them enjoying each other’s bodies, about their love they share.

J = Jack Off

Doesn’t do it often, he has Candy. The one time he did it most was back in university when he was in love with her but still not dating and when they were away from each other after university. Still Nath asked Candy for some webcam services 👀 , he also jacked off for her on cam, 0 shame for this boy.

K = Kink

Does the webcam thing count as voyeurism?

Since he became an inspector both of them like to play with that. Either Candy plays as bad girl that needs to be arrested and punished, or she “rewards” her inspector for his good work. Nath loves getting pampered and spoiled by Candy.

L = Location (Favourite places to do the do)

Nath likes counters, tables and desks. Might elaborate on Quickie

M = Motivation (What turns him on? What gets him going?)

Candy misbehaving and doing something he told her she couldn’t do, short skirts, even more if she’s bending over. Ofc every time she kisses him or wants to get intimate.

N = NO (Something they wouldn’t do.)

Inflicting pain or leaving marks of any kind. It’s fine if she’s sore the next day, but no marks on her body, even if they use his handcuffs or other things to tie her he’ll make sure those won’t hurt her or be too tight. Also no sharing.

O = Oral (Do they like to give or receive? Are they skilled?)

Nath likes to receive. I mentioned this earlier, this man likes to get spoiled and loves to watch Candy get on her knees to give him some love. When it comes to give, he’s good at it, but like I said before he never did it with other girls, he only enjoys doing it to Candy to give her pleasure and to taste her. He actually might like the 69 position, both would take it slowly and would worship each other like that until they come.

P = Pace (Are they fast and rough? Slow and sensual?)

Fast and rough for him. Can be slow and sensual if he wants to or Candy prefers it, but even when they’re making love he’ll pound hard.

Q = Quickie

Um yes, absolutely yes. In fact, didn’t mention it in kink because I wanted to elaborate here, but Nath has a thing for doing it half or fully clothed. Might sound weird, but sometimes when he’s horny (or she’s horny) and don’t have much time, he’ll just bend her a little over the table, pull up her skirt (that’s why he likes skirts), pull out his cock and start pounding hard, ofc not before turning her on a little if she wasn’t thinking about doing this. This is also why Nath doesn’t jack off very often and how he developed his thing about finishing inside her and watch her stain her panties. Yes, a dirty man.

R = Risk (Do they take risks? Are the willing to experiment?)

Yes, Nath likes sex and he’s willing to experiment. In fact he might be the one to suggest new things.

S = Stamina (How many rounds can they go for? How long do they last?)

Out of all the guys in mcl, I feel like he’s the one who lasts the most. He’s experienced with sex (will last longer) and goes to the gym (won’t get tired). So yes be ready to stay awake till late.

T = Toy (Do they own toys?)

Yes, starting with his officer handcuffs. I think he’d be into toys or objects he could use for domination, like ropes or something to spank her a little.

I’m adding this now, he might also like to try those vibrators that can be controlled with a remote, you can imagine why.

U = Unfair (How much do they like to tease?)

Sometimes a lot, sometimes not at all. He could spend a long time teasing Candy or he could be so horny he cannot wait to make love to her.

V = Volume

Quiet for the most part when it comes to moaning, he grunts for the most part. Also, sometimes he really enjoys dirty talking.

“look at you taking my cock so well” “such a nice and sweet pussy” “do you like my cock?” “yes suck it like that” “don’t scream or others might hear, you don’t want all those people seeing what I’m doing to you don’t you” “such a messy girl” 

I could go on and on with these.

W = Wild Card

One day they started joking about watching themselves fuck. Nath saying things like “you should see your dummy face” and Candy responding “you also look dumb”. So what did they do? They bought a big mirror to watch themselves fuck, they both enjoyed it a lot on both a sexy and intimate level.

X = X-ray (What’s going on down there?)

Good length and good girth. A few veins visible, but he has an amazing cock trust me. Gets very hard.

Y = Yearning (How high is their sex drive?)

High, did you doubt it?

Z = Zzz (How quickly did they fall asleep?)

Depending on wether he’s tired or not, but usually he doesn’t fall asleep quickly. He’s used to stay up until late reading novels.

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edit: next one will probably be Valkyon

[ukaidilf]

hii i would like to request a match up please!! my pronouns are she/her, i am bisexual, but more towards males. i am 158cm tall, have mid-length black hair and dark brown eyes. i would say my build is more on the skinny side, but i have a small tummy :) idk if it’s relevant but i have small boobs? i also have braces and i wear glasses! my personality type is enfp-t. i am also a very clingy person, i back-hug my friends and family a lot and i love skin-ship. i tend to overthink when i’m alone and become very negative, but when i’m with others i’m always smiling.

for my hobbies, i like listening to music, especially kpop and i like watching anime (duh) i also like playing my guitar and i like singing very very much. gaming is also one of my daily activities, some games are pubg, minecraft, and nintendo switch games like mario kart, animal crossing and overcooked. i don’t like doing sports that much, but i do play golf and fencing every week. i am a very messy person and i don’t like tidying :P i am multi-lingual: i can speak fluent chinese, cantonese and english and am currently learning korean and japanese. i don’t exactly care much about how i look so i don’t do make up or do my nails.

for the qualities, i want my s/o to be punctual, always. they need to be observant and caring. they have to be tolerant of my skin-ship and my overthinking tendencies. bonus points if they can cook!! that’s about it, thank you very much!

hello!!!! tysm!!!

I ship you with... yamaguchi tadashi <3

hi! tysm for requesting!

I ship you with... yamaguchi tadashi <3

✿ ahhh yes u sound so cute! and yams thinks so too! he loves loves loves ur look and he def steals ur glasses and wants to take selfies w u!

✿ he definitely is clingy omg

✿ he will always accept ur hugs and when you aren’t trying to give them he will be !!

✿ he never wants to see u negative :( he’ll do sweet stuff like pepper ur face w kisses until u laugh

✿ he probably isn’t that good at games shshshs he probably mains peach in mariokart

✿ he picks up phrases from u in other languages and says them to you all shy but then gets real proud and confident

✿he loves cuddles and is so reassuring

✿ also ofc he bakes omg.. heart shaped cake from yams..!!!

✿ soft bf basically

[fyrapartnersearch]

original, percy jackson, pokemon, avatar, skyrim, fallout ;

I’m AJ! I lost a couple partners in the holiday craze, which is totally fine! Now I’m lookin’ for some RPs to head into the new year. If we had something lined up and things fell off the wagon, no sweat, just message me again and we can get the ball rolling again! :)

  For original settings: apocalyptic (zombie, disease, extinction event, whatever), supernatural (fantasy, urban, sci-fi, literally anything). For fandom universes: Percy Jackson, Pokemon, Avatar: The Last Airbender/Legend of Korra, Skyrim, and Fallout.

  Gonna run through my basic info and then onto the particulars. 💕

  ⥽ About Me ; ⥼

  • Name/Age ; AJ! 22! Finally!

  • Timezone ; CST! I don’t mind time differences, this is just so you know my general schedule.

  • Length ;  Depends on whether it’s novella or multi-paragraph. If m.para, around 3-5 minimum I guess? Novella would obviously be much longer.

  • Reply rate ; Varies depending on whether we’re doing multi-paragraph or novella. I can respond anywhere from every day to every other day or a few times a week to weekly depending on the writing style of the RP and my schedule.

  • OOC ;  I like getting to know my partners and sharing enthusiasm over our ideas and characters. Nothing hits quite like mutual investment! I like making playlists/pinboards/sending you videos or songs or memes that remind me of our characters!

  • Contact ; Strictly email for OOC and roleplay unless we’re using GDocs for the RP itself. You can find me at jackrabbitsonata@gmail.com.

  ⥽ On the lookout for ; ⥼

  • Doubling ; Not a deal-breaker!! I just prefer writing a cast of characters, so this is something that’s more of a bonus. Ideally we’ll double, but I’m down for writing just one character each. Let me know how ya feel about it!

  • Will only write MxM or FxF ; MxF’s not my cup of tea (I’m extremely picky with it, fellow gays u know how it is). If we’re writing a cast of characters then I’m fine with having an MxF side couple. And I STRICTLY write OCxOC! Canon characters won't be found anywhere near this stuff, folks!

  • 20+ ; Partner’s gotta be 20+ even if we don’t write anything explicitly adult! I’m outta my teens now and don’t have any interest in writing with them. Same goes for characters. It’s a 20+ zone for both partners and characters ‘round here, folks!

  ⥽ Yes! ; ⥼

  • Smut ;  I enjoy writing it, but it’s not a deal-breaker if you’d rather fade to black.  All characters will obviously be adults. I expect versatile characters in bed by default, that way we’ve got an even route for playing roles in bed. Admittedly this shifts a bit depending on the character I write but for the most part, yeah, I stick to verses.

  • Face claims ; Spent a huge chunk of my roleplaying years on tumblr (it was very over-the-top and flowery and weirdly formatted and grossly difficult to read, I know I know), so having a face for characters stuck with me. If you don’t have any of your own and want good resources to find a face, I’ve got some recommended sites I can throw at ya! Not a deal-breaker, though, and for certain fandoms (Pokemon, Avatar) I actually prefer not to use realistic face claims so we can just opt outta that when writing in these universes.

  • Depth & growth ; Not a fan of one-dimensional characters or characters who act the same from beginning to end! People change with experiences and the people around them, so this is to be expected. ESPECIALLY when doubling with a cast. I loooove complicated characters growing together.

  • Plotting & Worldbuilding ;  *For original settings/worlds! I’m not picky with this if we’re working with a canon setting, so if that’s what you’re looking for, we can skip this section. I run into loooads of folks who say they do this when they really don’t. We’re writing an entire world together, so there’s some degree of effort involved! I need specifics to use as a start-off point for the roleplay and a general outline for where the story’s going. RPs that are just random, spur of the moment with writing as we go on tend to burn out REALLY quickly for me. I know not a lot of people are into this, so I’m sorry about that.

  ⥽ No! ; ⥼

  • Single paragraphs ; I’m not too picky with a lot of length a lot of the time, I just don’t mesh well with people who don’t write more than that. Go ham. I like my responses meaty!

  • Limits ; Abuse, nonconsensual/sexual assault, pedophilia, incest (includes step-relations, adopted relations, and that figurative like if one character essentially raised another or they were raised as family), weird age gaps, BDSM, any kind of master/slave or dom/sub dynamics.

  As for the goods, I’ve laid ‘em all out for you here! Keep in mind that while all of these are fun on their own, I’m definitely the type of writer who’s into mixing and matching. Sci-fi apocalypse? Fantasy apocalypse? Fantasy supernatural stuff? Sci-fi fantasy? Sci-fi supernatural stuff? Supernatural apocalypse? Period settings? Literally whatever you could think of, I’ll give it a whirl. The particulars down below are just to get the ball rolling and catch some interest, some asterisks for current cravings but I’m soooooo honest when I say that I’d love to write anything down below and won’t shoot you down if you come at me with stuff. Hit me up with whatever you’d like!

    APOCALYPSE: My bread and butter! Bro. I’m all about the tense, harrowing, and especially gut-punching when it comes to how close people become to survive together in quiet moments of a world they used to know. I’m a big fan of zombies, so that’s my loose preference. I loved Black Summer on Netflix – the earlier episodes, at least, as well as The Last of Us. That’s the kind of vibe I favor with zombies/zombie-like creatures. But, ofc, an apocalypse can be anything! I love writing different takes on the genre since there’s so much to cover. Extinction event, pandemic, impact event, monsters/beasts, man-made, whatever. The more creative the apocalyptic setting, the better, so I’d love to bounce some ideas back and forth. Not too into a nuclear apocalypse setting, since that overlaps a lot with Fallout down below. I’ve also had some ideas of a futuristic/sci-fi apocalypse that I’d love to tell you all about if you’re interested!

  FANTASY***: High fantasy, low fantasy, medieval fantasy, urban fantasy, whatever. Love dragons, love magic, love weird fantasy flora, definitely love the classic prince/princess x knight or commoner schtick. You want prophecies? I’m game. You want elves? I’m game. You want steampunk? I’m game. You want none of that and wanna do something else? I’m game, baby. The possibilities are endless. I’ve had two particular ideas floatin’ around in my noggin lately: an apocalyptic-fantasy that takes place in a medieval fantasy realm wherein an ancient curse/plague erupts across the land with horrifying zombie-esque symptoms (obv with more fantasy elements than just that) that involves a quest to try and awaken a god or two OR some magic journey to the heart of it all and out and end to it, and a modern fantasy involving a run-down summer camp secluded deep in the woods. Two new counselors (our characters) start working there over the summer and things slowly unravel from there, either with faerie stuff involving replacing campers/staff (definitely aiming for the freaky horror faeries as opposed to like, beautiful or only slightly unnerving faeries) or the camp being run by a secret cult that sacrifices campers/staff.

  SUPERNATURAL/PARANORMAL***: Vampires and werewolves and demons, oh my! Can’t go wrong with horror, especially can’t go wrong with comedy-horror. I’m more of the type to prefer humans and supernatural beings together in a ragtag duo type of way as opposed to two supernatural beings, but anything’s cool in my book. Medieval/fantasy setting for a dark fairytale vibe, urban/modern supernatural beings slinking in the shadows outside of the human eye, supernatural sci-fi stuff, mysteries and danger lurking around every corner? Seriously, it’s a great genre! Any and everything is fantastic. I’ve got a loose concept of demons/the Underworld I’d like to get into revolving around a human accidentally summoning a demon or making a really poor deal with a demon and the eventual threat of the opposite effect (humans who work with angels/angels who clean up demonic stuff) since I’m struggling with the worldbuilding of it, so applying all that to a roleplay to give it a whirl sounds like a great way to work out the kinks. Plus, c’mon. Paranormal romance. End of the world. Flipping the script on angels and demons with the demons being “good” and the angels being “bad” but really there’s more nuance to that since they’re two sides of the same coin. What’s not to love there? I’m a sucker for human/demon relationships and/or human/angel relationships, what can I say!

  PERCY JACKSON*****: I haven’t ever roleplaying this verse before, so this is completely new grounds for me. I’ve seen some fun takes on it, though! Scoured older ads but haven’t reached out to anyone because the posting time’s pretty old, but a couple ideas I’ve skimmed through sound fun. HP got a period take on it, so why not put that spin on PJ with a period setting rather than in modern times? Or just a regular modern setting. Y’know, keep it classy, keep it sexy, keep it fun! I’m definitely interested in life outside of camp since they’d all be adults. Life’s supposed to suck for demigods, so let’s get into that. I’ve only read the first series but I’m game to read more or look over the Wikipedia if it suits your fancy! I’m REALLY looking for a PJ RP, seriously, message me.

  POKEMON: Man, I just… miss Pokemon, dude, what else can I say? :( I miss fun adventures and goofy scenarios and taking a more serious or realistic route with threats. I’ve got a couple of ideas from heists to evil Elite Four members to Poke-Jurassic Park, but I’d love to hear anything you’ve got in mind!

  AVATAR*****: Alright, not gonna beat around the bush, I had a killer post-Korra RP setting like a year ago that died off early on and now I’m kinda itching to put it back into action! Basically this whole thing just revolves around our own Avatar and world/conflicts. Something before Aang could be fun too? Or a couple Avatars past Korra? There’s so many routes we could take this! And so many things we could bring in! I had an Avatar marathon with my brother this weekend and I just miss this universe. I’ve never actually managed to RP it before, so I wanna remedy that!

  FALLOUT***: Played 3, watched various playthroughs of New Vegas, 4, and working on 1+2! I’m a recent fan and I’ve fallen head over heels for it! I’ve got ten prepped OCs for this universe so feel free to take your pic once we get into contact! :D I think it could be fun if we make our own setting for this, but I’m so down for piggybacking off canon settings. I love the Mojave in particular, but everything’s cool in my book. I’ve also got a couple plot ideas, so I can tell you all about ‘em when we get into things!

  SKYRIM***: Well I’m a new Fallout fan so it should come to NO surprise that I’m new to Skyrim too. I recently got into it after someone recommended it to me and I’m having a blast playing the game on the Switch! I don’t have any particular ideas but I’d love to dip into the water here and see what comes of it. I’ve got a couple character ideas already so if I manage to rope anyone into this universe I’ll be one happy camper.

[trixabke]

hello akiraaa! ive come to bang bang on your blog door bc u look vv cool. MAY I COME IN PLS SWEETIEE? 😸

i saw your matchup post so umm i decide to participate so you have sumn to do :D can i ask for romantically and platonically pretty pleasee? because im a sucker for hq smh i am a girl ; she¡her; uh, i am mf short like 5'1 and i have shoulder length hair, i am quite bubbly, quite a weirdo my friend said, and i like to help people whos sad BC im an empath, UMM i dont know how to describe personality so lets just say i am a gemini enfp pls idk how to elaborate *cri*. i like to read, binge watch, walking to tire my feet off, baking (even tho im like really bad at it) randomly looking at people to guess their emotions (weird ik) taking pictures of randomest shit, and eating sweets ✋

my ideal partner is, someone whos more mature than me but also can match my energy?? and id like someone who'll give me space when i need it, and ill give them their space too 😼 i just love to be babied buT I AM ALSO INDEPENDENT?? and someone whos smart is real hot im telling you. i love dark academia without the academy HAHSHA /j :((

i dont know what to write anymore so ill leave it heree, i apologize sincerely if its too long. have a nice day aki! ♡

its not 10 months late shut up :)

HII SHAWTY OFC YOU CAN COME IN >:) AND IT'S NOT TOO MUCH AT ALL HOPEFULLY YOU LIKE WHAT I WROTE AND IT MATCHES U CAUSE I USED SOME GOOGLE TO HELP WITH THE PERSONALITY:)

I'm an empath and writing this I don't feel like I've done us justice :') I HOPE U UNDERSTAND AND U LIKE IT

also I love doing the thing where you guess their emotions- I do that with my friends all the time

matchups open!

(romantic)

I match you with:

SAKUSA:

tbh you guys probably met in like a grocery store, you were buying something for an attempt to bake

soothe the sweet tooth ykyk

OKOK just imagine: needing something on the top shelf and asking him to get it for you

but the brand u want is not up to his standards, prob gives a judgmental glance and then tells u the brand next to it tastes much better and grabs that one instead

leads into a convo of him asking what ur making and he ends up giving u some advice on how to make it

(all happened with significant distance ofc)

u checked out and then went home to make ur masterpiece

AND SHOCK BECAUSE WTF- IT WAS SO GOOD

next week ur craving it again so u haul ur ass back to the store and HE'S THERE?? creepy

sees you grabbing it again and asks if you liked it

next thing u know u leave with ur groceries and his number

prob texted u like an hour later

id imagine pretty like formal texts at first but he really adores your bubbly energy and starts to warm up to you

him smiling at his phone at 3 am cuz of the texts u send him

asks u out on a date, and then a second, then a third

and now ur dating supermarket guy!!

he fits the dark academia aesthetic really well

I’d imagine him dressing super nice and love taking you on dates where you can dress up or down

yall have a designated date night and he loves planning, one of the ways he shows he cares about you

but will let u plan if you want to

the dates would be more secluded, really just you and him

think like: library dates, long walks through old parks, old-fashioned picnics, and stargazing

I see him as the type of person to be a little caught up in his past and he has a lot of internal struggles

He really appreciates that you're empathetic and it makes him feel more comfortable around you due to your understanding nature

Being an empath sometimes you realize things before people (ifykyk) and when u realize stuff about his life or friends he adores it

like his little "psychic" girlfriend?? helping him?? how'd he get so lucky

he also loves that because you understand his phobia, he is more lenient to be around your germs but somedays its a bit too much is he appreciates the fact you’re not judgmental

he also is independent but needs someone to fall back on so understands you there

I can't explain how perfect the babying but independent thing is

he understands it like to a T

LOVES LOVES LOVES the fact you're weird

he thinks u have such a magnetic and warm-hearted ?aura?vibe?

overall u bring out the best in him and he'll love u forever

what more could u ask for

(platonic)

I match you with...

BOKUTO

id imagine you were neighbors growing up and whenever you would go in the backyard as kids and bokuto was in his he'd look through the fence (or no fence idk it works better if there is a fence) and he’d want to be ur friend

yk that feeling when u just want to be friends with someone

accidentally throws a volleyball in your yard and runs over to get it

and you have been inseparable since then

BAKE. WITH. HIM.

It doesn't matter if you suck, you think he can bake?? no.

probably burnt part of akaashis house down and now you're banned from cooking at his house ...

him coming over on a Friday night and not sleeping until Sunday night binge-watching your favorite animes or ones you want to watch

you have a pinky promise that when one of you falls asleep the other will wake you up

taking turns going to get food

it’s very serious. the food order is sacred. 

but the CHAOS

laughing until you’re both on the ground and you can’t breathe on the verge of tears 

his laugh makes you laugh, your laugh makes him laugh 

moral of the story: laughing with bo = best ab workout you’ll ever have

ur weird + his weird = magic

he will happily sit in a mall parking lot and give people backstories with you and guess what they are feeling

seeing someone on the phone and trying to guess the conversation they are having

over the years I feel like you’ve helped him with his personal space problems 

you’ve helped him be more emotionally mature 

less emo breakdowns when you’re around 

he’s very protective over you in a friend way

anyone you date he wants to meet and make sure they r perfect for you

DOES NOT WANT U TO GET HURT

and if anyone does he will call every person he knows to fight him (if you allow of course)

also wants you to approve anyone he dates because he trusts you

will always choose your side because you >>> anyone else

this man will always be there for you

even if ur in a fight, like if he knows something is wrong he wont be petty and wants to make sure you’re ok

and being best friends with bokuto you’ve also gotten close with akaashi

I don’t think bokuto fits the mature side you enjoy but akaashi certainty will

the ying and yang of them can be like perfect harmony or a total meltdown but its part of the fun

although I think you would still be closest to bokuto 

overall a wholesome chaotic ass relationship 

hopefully u enjoyed :) 

and if you saw spelling errors, no, you did not. 

[stepdownonhell]

Questions, questions

1: How tall or short do you wish you were? A:I’m fine with my height:) 2: What’s your dream pet? (Real or not) A: A ferret  3: Do you have a favorite clothing style? A: Grunge/Indie. Or basic white bitch 4: What was your favorite video game growing up? A:Can’t remember  5: What three things/people do you think of most each day: My hawt bf, a certain amazing, gorgeous girl that’s my cute lil rabbit ♥, and my future. 6: If you had a warning label, what would yours say? A: “Warning asshole” 7: What is your opinion on Trump]? A: Kill it.  8: What is your Greek personality type? [Sanguine, Phlegmatic, Choleric, or Melancholic] A: Sometimes Sanguine (Rarely tho lmao. working on it sh) But Phlegmatic mostly.  9: Are you ticklish? A: Uhhhh..no? 10: Are you allergic to anything? A: Cute rats. sad.

11: What’s your sexuality? A: Pansexual (save the pan jokes) 12: Do you prefer tea, coffee, or cocoa? A: Coffee  13: Are you a cat or dog person? A: Dog 14: Would you rather be a vampire, elf, or merperson? A: A very tall elf. 15: Do you have a favorite Youtuber? A: Zane Hijazi 16: How tall are you? A: 5′10 17: If you had to change your name, what would you change it to? A: Octavia 18: How much do you weigh? A: Too much. 19: Do you believe in ghosts/spirits? A: Yes 20: Do you like space or the ocean more? A: Space. 21: Are you religious? A: Religion? What’s that? 22: Pet peeves? A: Everything a human can do with their nails. flick flick  23: Would you rather be nocturnal or diurnal? A: Who doesn’t wanna be a vampire? 24: Favorite constellation? A: Aquarius  25: Favorite star?  A: Sirius 26: Do you like ball-jointed dolls? A: No 27: Any phobias or fears? A: Spiders 28: Do you think global warming is real? A: Maybe? 29: Do you believe in reincarnation? A: Depends 30: Favorite movie? A: Love, Simon 31: Do you get scared easily? A: Naaah 32: How many pets have you own in your lifetime? A: 15 33: Who do you hate most? A: Um, trump and a certain some one. 34: What is a color that calms you? A: Yellow 35: Where would you like to travel and/or live? A: I would like to travel to the UK(And live there but..) I would wanna live in Cali.  36: Where were you born? A: A very cold place. 37: What is your eye color? A: Dark brown 38: Introvert or extrovert? A: Introvert. Why do you think I’m on tumblr? 39: Do you believe in horoscopes and zodiacs? A: Yeah boy. 40: Hugs or kisses? A: Um neither, gross. 41: Who is someone you would like to see/visit right now? A: My love 42: Who is someone you love deeply? A: My sweet boi 43: Any piercings you want? A: My septum plz. I need her back in my life 44: Do you like tattoos and piercings? A: Yes 45: Do you smoke or have you ever done so? A: I don’t smoke, but I have ew. 46: Talk about your crush, if you have one! A: I gots a mans honey 47: What is a sound you really hate? A: NAIL FLICKING 48: A sound you really love? A: My mans voice ;) 49: Can you do a backflip? A: no but how rad would that be? 50: Can you do the splits? A: ^ 51: Favorite actor and/or actress? A: Idkkk 52: Favorite movie? A: You asked me this already 53: How are you feeling right now? A: Nostalgic  54: What color would you like your hair to be right now? A: Blue 55: When did you feel happiest? A: When I went to Florida. 56: Something that calms you down? A: Talking  57: Have any mental disorders? A: Um 58: What does your URL mean? A: That’s a secret ;) 59: What three words describe you the most? A: Nostalgic, Lonely, unproductive.  60: Do you believe in evolution? A: Yes 61: What makes you unfollow a blog? A: If they’re a douche 62: What makes you follow a blog? A: If they’re rad 63: Favorite kind of person: The nice kind. Only in stores. 64: Favorite animal(s): Rats :) N snakes 65: Name three of your favorite blogs. I follow noone;) 66: Favorite emoticon: Emojis r gross 67: Favorite meme: Whats a me me  68: What is your MBTI personality type? A: Whut 69: What is your star sign? A: Sagittarius  70: Can your dog roll over on command, if you have a dog? A: Yes 71: What outfit out of all your clothes do you like to wear the most? A: Red and white adorable, soft ass crop top, with my black skinnies. 72: Post a selfie or two? A: Neither  73: Do you have platform shoes? A: Wishing 74: What is one random but interesting fact about yourself? A: I wanted to be a ballet dancer or a scientist.   75: Can you do a front flip? A: No 76: Do you like birds? A: Yes 77: Do you like to swim? A: ofc 78: Is swimming or ice skating more fun to you? A: Swimming 79: Something you wish didn’t exist: Anti lgbt + trump 80: Some thing you wish did exist: Teleportation my dear 81: Piercings you have? A: First+second lobe, nose. 82: Something you really enjoy doing: Makeup 83: Favorite person to talk to: My boiii 84: What was your first impression of Tumblr? A: gey  85: How many followers do you have? A: 0 86: Can you run a mile within ten minutes? A: 10:01 87: Do your socks always match? A: Not a chance 88: Can you touch your toes and keep your legs straight completely? A: Nope 89: What are your birthstones? A: Tealllll? 90: If you were an animal, which one would you be? A: a birb 91: If a flower could aesthetically represent you, what kind would it be? A: A white rose 92: A store you hate? A:  Hyvee? 93: How many cups of coffee can you drink in one day? A: 6 lmao  94: Would you rather be able to fly or read minds? A: read minds 95: Do you like to wear camo? A: Depends 96: Winter or summer? A: Summer 97: How long can you hold your breath for? A: 57 seconds 98: Least favorite person? A: a certain person 99: Someone you look up to: My boiii 100: A store you love? A: Spencers 101: Favorite type of shoes A: Converse 102: Where do you live? A: not ur biz 103: Are you a vegetarian or vegan? If so, why? A: No 104: What is your favorite mineral or gem? A: Um idk 105: Do you drink milk? A: No i think it’s gross 106: Do you like bugs? A: no 107: Do you like spiders? A: do u even have to ask? n O 108: Something you get paranoid about? A: Everything 109: Can you draw: No lol 110: Nosiest question you have ever been asked? A: do yOU PLAY BASKETBALL??????????? 111: A question you hate being asked? A: ^ 112: Ever been bitten by a spider? A: probably 113: Do you like the sound of waves at the beach? A: yes 114: Do you prefer cloudy or sunny days? A: Cloudy  115: Someone you’d like to kiss or cuddle right now: the boi :( 116: Favorite cloud type:  Arcus cloud 117: What color do you wish the sky was?  A: Yellow 118: Do you have freckles? A: I wish 119: Favorite thing about a person: Smile or humor 120: Fruits or vegetables? A: Fruits 121: Something you want to do right now: dieieieeie 122: Is the ocean or sky prettier? A: Both are endless  123: Sweet or sour foods? A: Sour 124: Bright or dim lights? A: Dim 125: Do you believe in a certain magical creature? A: No 126: Something you hate about Tumblr: The “I think murders are cute” Side. 127: Something you love about Tumblr: Pretty photos  128: What do you think about the least? A: Responsibilities ;))  129: What would you want written on your tombstone? A: “Dance on me”  130: Who would you like to punch in the face right now? A: A lot of people 131: What is something you love but also hate about yourself? A: My face 132: Do you smile with your teeth showing for pictures? A: Maybe 133: Computer or TV? A: Comp. 134: Do you like roller coasters? A: YEEES

135: Do you get motion sickness or seasickness? A: Motion sickness sometimes :((

136: Are your ears lobed or attached? A: Lobed 137: Do you believe in karma? A: A little 138: On a scale of 1-10, how attractive would you say you are? A: 3 139: What nicknames do you have/have had? A: Princess, hoe, rikku 140: Did you have any pretend or imaginary friends? A: When I was younger I thought Danny phantom was my bf.  141: Have you ever seen a therapist/shrink? A: Never 142: Would you say you are a good or bad influence to others? a: Bad.woops 143: Do you prefer giving or receiving gifts? A: Giving  144: What makes you angry? A: Homophobs  145: How many languages do you speak fluently? A: 2 Engrish n jibberish 146: Do you prefer boys, girls, and/or non-binaries? A: All of the beautiful people ♥ 147: Are you androgynous? A: Too much so 148: Favorite physical thing about yourself: My brows n hair 149: Favorite thing about your personality: Too tough to answer  150: Name three people you would like to talk to right now in person. A: My love, A rabbit n Hobo Johnson.  151: If you could go back into time and live in one era, which would you choose? A: Stone age my dudes 152: Do you like BuzzFeed? A: Ew no 153: How did you meet your spouse/girlfriend/boyfriend/partner? A: A game 

154: Do you like to kiss others’ foreheads or hands for platonic reasons? A: umno

155: Do you like to play with others’ hair? A: Yea 156: What embarrasses you? A: My mother 157: Something that makes you nervous/anxious: Too many peoples 158: Biggest lie you have ever told: Lets not bring that up 159: How many people are you following? A: Dunno 160: How many posts do you have on your blog(s)? A: Like 2 161: How many drafts do you have on your blog(s)? A: none 162: How many likes do you have on your blog(s)? a: nONE 163: Last time you cried and why: A few days ago for reasons  164: Do you have long or short hair? A: Shoulder length 165: Longest your hair has ever been: To the bum 166: Why do you like, dislike, or have neutral feelings about religon? A: Because religion scares people into thinking if they do something bad, they’ll go to an imaginary place called hell. If your God loved you so much he would never do such a thing ;/// + Many other reasons 167: Do you really care how the universe and world was created? A: I really do 168: Do you like to wear makeup? A: too much 169: Can you stand on your hands or head for more than thirty seconds? A: No 170: Did you answer the questions you were asked truthfully? A: Yuh

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(1/7) Hello! I’m the anon who wanted you to share the rest of your thoughts on s5. Thanks, I love to read your meta :) So my main issue about s5 is nora/josh relationship. I don’t like how they were handled all in all in this season. Firstly I want to declare that I love mazzouk they are adorable and davenzi are absolutely special for me (‘cause this platform is quickly to judge ppl for racism). So. For me nora/josh is the weakest couple of the show so far.

(2/7) It was such a disappointment for me ‘cause Druck was always so good in creating romance! If I trusted druck in smth for 100% it was definitely the love story. Wow, I liked all the druck couples (not equally though but I liked them all). They even made their noorhelm likeable. And I swear I hate every other version of this couple. I think the main key to make relationship believable on screen is communication.

I’m putting this behind a break because we both got quite lengthy here!

(3/7) I may not know what the couple is talking about but I have to see them communicating and getting to know each other. And I think the first global thing I don’t like in nora/josh relationship is the lack of communication. They met ONLY TWO times before the First Big Kiss (fridays of ep 3 & 4) and had only one qualitative talk (friday ep4/saturday ep5). Then nora rather quickly begin to not feel.

Before the friday of ep3 nora had no idea who the «mystery guy» was and she didn’t consider josh as somebody special. (4/7) When did she fall in love? Idk. I understand s5 had a little space for romance because the main topic is nora’s mental health, and other big topics (machwitz sisters and mom, becoming friends with cashqueens) also require screen time. But why on earth the writers made josh so emotionally dependent on nora??

(5/7) I hate how his line "hurt me please it’s way worse without u" was framed as smth sweet and romantic. Because it is not. It’s unhealthy and even terrifying :/ And I want to point out once again they didn’t communicate much. They literally know each other so little (sidenote: nora even had no idea what to draw on his hoodie), why josh after so little time is so unhealthy attached to nora?

(6/7) Maybe without this I could accept them as a couple and make my peace with them ‘cause they’re cute and actors have chemistry. I hoped they would work on their issues separately, get to know each other properly and maybe in later seasons reunite. What a huge disappointment the end of s5 was :// I like you are not so happy with their reunion too. Excluding the love story I really enjoyed the season, ofc it has flaws but not as big as this one.

(7/7) Machwitz sisters were also my favorite part. Sorry for my English. And i understand if u won’t post my message, it’s ok :) I don’t want u to deal with angry anons. Have a good day :)

Thank you for this, anon!  I was hoping I’d hear back from you about your thoughts.  While I didn’t sort of put this all together while I was watching (since I did it in such a wide space of time) I do agree with a whole lot of what you’re saying.  I think for me it’s a combination of pacing (I am really stuck on the pacing of the whole season actually) and trying to do two things with this relationship.

What I mean by that second part (because I have ranted about the pacing way too much already haha), is that the show needed to show two things with Nora’s relationship: 1, that she was trying to use Josh to ‘feel’ something and kind of idealised what being in a relationship might be like as a way to take away the pain she was feeling from other things, and that her mental illness was sort of mirrored in her relationship, and 2) that they thought they had to have a ‘good’ ending to the relationship.  Which baffles me a little because the Hanna/Jonas relationship shows really clearly how this can be tackled and also that a character not ending their season in a romance isn’t a bad thing, and can be really important for their growth.

So anyway, imo they did a far better job of showing just how destructive this relationship was for both of them (your comments about how Josh wanted to be hurt show this) and how important it is to work on yourself and put yourself first in a situation like Nora’s.  It’s quite clearly not good for either of them, and that scene in Josh’s room when she’s so weird really hammers home how with all the will in the world and even with the ‘right’ person, a relationship isn’t going to work if you feel like you have to pretend to have interest in your partner’s passions.  Of course, this may be a hangover from Constantin’s efforts with her, but again we don’t know what that was like because we’re never really told, and so it just looks like Nora is being cold and aloof.  Now, of course, we are absolutely aware that Nora does like Josh and this is all to do with the mental illness that’s taking her over.  And yet... it does show that this is not the right time for this relationship.  And also, in his shoes, I’m not sure what I’d do with a girlfriend who’s acting like this, as if he’s a bit of a nuisance.

I understand what you’re saying about the communication, but I think we’re supposed to read into the length of time they spent together at certain times as a time when they were learning about each other.  But I do think it’s better to see that on screen at least more consistently.  But that all ties into the way I feel about this being something Nora kind of rushed into because she was already starting to feel off when she met him.  The way she kissed him first to try to deal with other issues really shows just how much she isn’t ready to be with someone for real.  That real/fake thing she had going on the whole season really leans into this part.

I stand by my comments about her deciding to be alone being more mature and healthy and that I really, truly wish that had been where they left it.  They’re a cute couple, she was getting to know him and he’s definitely a better fit than Constantin.  But his desire to ‘be hurt’ isn’t good, and putting them back together so soon was a mistake imo.  He needs to also figure out why he’s so willing to give up so much of himself to be with her.  We still don’t really see her actively enjoying his interests, and so we still don’t know how good a partner she is for him.  And he tried to be a good partner to her, but his efforts were all things that worked for him without any real understanding of who she is and what she needs.  So again, there’s a lack of proper connection and development there.

In my ideal Nora and Josh world, we’d have seen her trying out the relationship as a way to feel something and to salve the stuff with her family, as she does in the show, but we would have known much more clearly that it’s very unhealthy and that it’s not good for either of them.  We would see his desire to be with her at any cost to himself as something he needs to work on and we’d leave the end of this season with them split up, but knowing they do both enjoy each other and being open to something later on when they’re both ready to have something.  Because imo where it stands the same issues and problems are there.  Saying ‘we’ll take it a minute at a time’ doesn’t work if they haven’t each figured out who they are and what they need from a relationship.

So ideally, because I do like them and I do think they’re nicely matched, I’d like to have seen a Josh season a few months down the line where we see him working on those issues and we see him slowly working out that his needs are also important and then we’d see them coming back together.  We’d see them being more open and vulnerable and learning each other truly.  Instead we got this rushed ending that I didn’t find satisfying.  And that’s still my biggest beef with a lot of stuff this season - it’s too rushed in the end.  It all needed more space to breathe, and in this case they needed more space to learn about each other before getting properly together.

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really LONG CHARACTER SURVEY. RULES.

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FULL NAME : Katrina Elaine Garcia (nee Lovett). NICKNAME : Kate. AGE : 25. BIRTHDAY : February 3rd. ETHNIC GROUP : Caucasian. NATIONALITY : American. LANGUAGE / S : English and Spanish. SEXUAL ORIENTATION : Heterosexual (possibly heteroflexible). ROMANTIC ORIENTATION : Heteromantic (possibly heteroflexible). RELATIONSHIP STATUS : Verse independent. Usually played as single, but can also be either married to David or in a relationship with Javi. CLASS : Middle-lower class. HOME TOWN / AREA : Adrian, MI. CURRENT HOME : Verse dependent, previously Detriot, MI, but now nowhere in particular. PROFESSION : Former housewife, wanted to go back to college to become a professional dancer.

PHYSICAL. HAIR : Chestnut brown, long, wavy, side-braided. EYES : Hazel-green, almond-shaped, doe eyes, dark circles underneath. NOSE : Greek shaped, average length, rounded tip, freckled.  FACE : Oval shaped, freckled, high cheekbones. LIPS : Full, faint cupid’s bow, shorter, thinner upper lip, fuller/wider bottom lip. COMPLEXION : Olive, clear, soft/smooth, freckled. BLEMISHES : None. SCARS : None. TATTOOS : None. HEIGHT : 5′7″. WEIGHT : Roughly 120lbs. BUILD : Subtle hourglass shape, medium build, tallish, thin, not very muscular, most likely malnourished. FEATURES : Ears pierced once on each side, crescent shaped necklace, diamond wedding ring worn on the right hand. ALLERGIES : None. USUAL HAIR STYLE : Long, wavy hair worn in a side-braid on her left side. USUAL FACE LOOK : Content, peaceful, alert. USUAL CLOTHING : Plaid/flannel, t-shirt, rolled up jeans, Adidas, as well as a jacket, t-shirt, white capris, and Adidas. She wears jewelry, too.

PSYCHOLOGY. FEAR / S : Dying, losing the people she cares about, running out of supplies, running into David again. ASPIRATION / S : To survive. Previously it was to go back to college and make it big as a dancer. POSITIVE TRAITS : Adaptive, decisive, caring, tolerant, alluring. NEGATIVE TRAITS : Stubborn, paranoid, impulsive, impatient, short-tempered. MBTI : ENFP, the campaigner. ZODIAC : Aquarius. TEMPERAMENT : Sanguine. SOUL TYPE / S : Leader. ANIMALS :  Rabbit. VICE HABIT / S : She smokes weed way more frequently than she’d like to let on. FAITH : Free-thinker/Not religious. GHOSTS ? : She’s believed in them even prior to the apocalypse. AFTERLIFE ? : She wants to believe. REINCARNATION ? : She’d like to believe in this. ALIENS ? : She believes in them the same as ghosts. POLITICAL ALIGNMENT : Independent. ECONOMIC PREFERENCE : She’d like it to be middle-upper class. SOCIOPOLITICAL POSITION : N/A. EDUCATION LEVEL : College graduate.

FAMILY. FATHER : Emerson Lovett. MOTHER : Lorraine Lovett. SIBLINGS : Javier Garcia (step-brother). EXTENDED FAMILY : The Garcias, and various aunts, uncles, and cousins. NAME MEANING / S : Katrina/Kate - Pure, Elaine - Bright, shining light, Lovett - Wolf cub/Young wolf, Garcia - Brave in battle. HISTORICAL CONNECTION ? : N/A.

FAVOURITES. BOOK : "The Great Gatsby”, “Pride and Prejudice”, “The Catcher and the Rye”. MOVIE : "Beauty and the Beast”, “Psycho”, “Fight Club”. 5 SONGS : “Hey Good Lookin” - Blonde Tongues, “Somethin About U” - Astronomyy, “Killing Me To Love You” - Vancouver Sleep Clinic, “Nothing’s Gonna Hurt You Baby” - Cigarettes After Sex, “Breezeblocks” - alt-J. DEITY :  N/A. HOLIDAY : Halloween; she likes dressing up. MONTH : October; for the holiday and the weather. SEASON : Autumn; the weather isn’t too hot or cold and the leaves are changing color. PLACE : Her grandmother’s; it’s where she felt the most comfortable, safe, and loved.  WEATHER : Cloudy and raining since she finds it to be peaceful, but she likes breezy sunny days as well. SOUND : Music, laughter, crickets chirpping, waterfalls. SCENT / S : burnt out matches, clean linen, macintosh apples. TASTE / S : Spicy, salty, and sweet. FEEL / S : velveteen pillows and blankets, hugs, cuddles, someone playing with her hair, and fuzzy socks. ANIMAL / S : Chinchillas, otters, polar bears.   NUMBER : 3 since she considers it to be a lucky number, plus it’s the day she was born on. COLOUR : Crimson red, gold, olive, tan, chocolate brown, dodger blue.

EXTRA. TALENTS : Singing, dancing, cooking, baking, skateboarding, painting, styling hair. BAD AT : Sports, cards, cleaning, dishes, being subtle, controlling her impulses. TURN ONS : Funniness, a nice smile, friendly, charming, attractive, open-minded. TURN OFFS : Yelling, violence, rudeness, prudes, seriousness, close-minded. HOBBIES : Dancing, painting, styling hair, playing board games.  TROPES : Deadpan Snarker, Nice Girl, Unresolved Sexual tension. AESTHETIC TAGS : Flannel, plaid, music, weed, dancing, art, jewelry. GPOY QUOTES :  “The lights will guide you home.” “She’s caught been who she is and who she wants to be.” “Sometimes you’ve just gotta let go.” 

FC INFO. MAIN FC / S : Berenice Bejo. ALT FC / S : Jocelin Donahue. OLDER FC / S : None. YOUNGER FC / S : Mackenzie Foy. VOICE CLAIM / S : Shelly Shennoy. GENDERBENT FC / S : None.

MUN QUESTIONS. Q1 : if you could write your character your way in their own movie , what would it be called , what style would it be filmed in , and what would it be about ? A1 : It would basically be the same as it is now, but nothing bad would happen to the Garcias and somehow stuff would go back to normal, except Kate wouldn’t me married to David anymore and she’d be happy and finally be able to pursue her dream of becoming a dancer. Also, she’d live happily ever after with Javi because yolo. Q2 : what would their soundtrack / score sound like ? A2 : Just a mixture of indie, 80s, and 90s music. If you can imagine hipster music, that’s it. Q3 : why did you start writing this character ? A3 : I already fell in love with her at first sight, but it wasn’t until my friend Maddie talked about making a Mariana that I was like, “Welp. It’s settled. I’m making a Kate.” I’d already wanted to RP her, but it was Maddie who gave me the push I needed, lol. Q4 : what first attracted you to this character ? A4: I was awed by how beautiful she was firstly, but then I got a glimpse of her personality and I was like, “Omg, you’re so precious!!” She’s very relateable imo, and it was also the fact that I really felt for her after seeing how her relationship with David was. Not to mention, I’m almost always attracted to the parent characters, so... Lol. Q5 : describe the biggest thing you dislike about your muse. A5 : How she let her impulse get the better of her and run out to grab Mariana when it was pointless to do so. Like, Mari’s dead, and Kate knew that, and yet, she still ran out to grab her even though it was open fire. Like, I love Kate dearly, but that was pretty stupid on her part. But ofc, it happened just to progress the plot, which also annoys me, but yeah... Q6 : what do you have in common with your muse ? A6 : We both like flannel/plaid and Javi, we both wear wedding rings on our right hand, we both tell it like it is, and we both care a lot for our friends and family. There’s probably more than that, but I can’t think of it atm. Q7 : how does your muse feel about you ? A7 : I never really thought about it guess??? I’m sure she’d be flattered that I like her so much, lol. I’d hope that she likes me, pfft. Q8 : what characters does your muse have interesting interactions with ? A8: Any of the Garcias tbh. You never know what to expect. Q9 : what gives you inspiration to write your muse ? A9 : Re-watching playthroughs on Youtube or playing the game for myself. Q10 : how long did this take you to complete ? A10 : FOR-FUCKING-EVER BC CHROME KEPT CRASHING ON ME!!! But no for real, it took me probably about 14 hours in total. orz;;;