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hmmm skyrim character time
This is Quintus Soroicus, Imperial investigator and the Dragonborn himself.
Did his stint in the Legion and entered a lavender marriage with childhood friend Claudia Caseo nee Soroicus. Came to Skyrim to smuggle cures for witbane, for his mother, Julia Soroicus, once the most renowned investigator in the western half of the Empire, and now in the advanced stages of dementia. Arrested upon entry to Skyrim, and you know how the story goes from there.
A few generations back, he’s bastard Septim. Absolutely hopeless with magic, and almost as useless with a blade, he relies on his wits and his friends.
#heheeh skyrim oc time#skyrim#u see it was claudia who was actually invited to the thalmor embassy and he got in as her plus one#shes a name drop socalite in the empire ala vitorria vici#i should make her and her bodyguard girlfriend#they have a tragically fruitless marriage man wonder how that could possibly happen#if you want my take on elder scrolls same sex relations its that its legal but not necessarily encouraged#and of course this varies depending on region#sort of a real life take honestly#and also it varies depending on status#its fine for those two nord guys on solthestim to be married but its definitly less fine for a highly born imperial man or woman#to not carry on the family name#but luckily u can get married and fake it and have affairs with yr handome bodyguards#i do think i ended up romancing kaiden with quintus#although i dont remember#hes my one with five billion mod followers#uh hoth kaiden lucius auri inigo and that thief chick who mugs you#i never remember her name because i havent picked her up yet#u see the story hasnt taken them there yet#skyrim oc
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I JUST THINK THEY DESERVE TO LIVE HAPPILY EVER AFTER HONESTLY. theyve suffered enough.
#wow#world of warcraft#sylvaina#sylvanas windrunner#jaina proudmoore#mine#tagging some thoughts#first of all the maw is fugly and im still mourning the colour sylvanas turned im ngl#maybe i need to colourpick better but honestly i dont think theres any fixing it#but i think i might prefer purple sylvanas better#ALTHOUGH i love her blue eyes#as for jaina i read in a fic somewhere she had scars but i cant remember which it's been forever#anyways this has been sitting in the back of my folder for a loooong long time
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#homestuck#hs#kanaya maryam#like my previous post I do not like these so much#something I though was interesting while I was rereading her introduction was how much her interests & such overlap with Jade's#from fashion to gardening (topiary) to dreams...all caps JADE GREEN BLOOD... wardrobe appearifyer#I tried to use a comma oops. inherited advanced technology. tha frooooogggg.#its just called a wardrobifier I see now#You Forked An Innocent D Loitering Over There By The Shout Pole Minding Its Own Business#KANAYA BY----------------------------E! hee hee#I love Kanaya's hive#OH she has that same plush lunchbox setup too.#I don't actually remember her & Jade's actual narratives overlapping much at all...?#No hjtat is a complete & total utter lie. WOWZA.#I hvae to shower but thamatically their arcs have very much to do with acting in service to others I will wonder what exactly they *say*#about eachother although as a work I dont think that Homestuck is terribly effecient with its. ok hold on htis belongs to like my little#notebook not tumblr tags. I am abuzz.#excuse me goodbyeeeeeeee :]#*thematically
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i feel like. theres designing a character with certain themes and motifs in mind, and then theres making a gijinka for the water bottle on my nightstand
#me when im the only person on the bus wearing a mask: i should make a furry plaguesona#its hard to explain bc. most of the time i try NOT to give my characters a 'strong' theme like making their whole design around#one thing like apples or even broad stuff like baking or cottagecore.. idk if its partly for flexibility or because i cant imagine them#making it their whole personality. not bc i find it cringe or overblown but more like ive learned to associate design with character depth#i had a cutesy uwu persona for most of highschool because i thought it would make me more. likeable? easy to remember? since#memorable character designs are easy to recognize. and one way of doing that is simplifying it with a theme or symbol so you form an#association. but since im a real person its exhausting keeping up that appearance all the time and denying myself things when they dont#fit my 'aesthetic' or 'theme.' i think ive grown past that bc i just collect stuff because i think it looks cool and dont let myself dwell#on how it might 'fit' with my image. but i cant help feeling bad doing it to my own characters bc it feels like im making them too one#dimensional. despite knowing that theyre not real and design alone doesnt reflect depth i cant help feeling like its wrong#despite that i love seeing motifs because it feels like it reflects the characters soul and paradoxically gives them depth. it makes them#interesting to look at too and honestly its pretty fun combining things that fall under a similar category when designing#i struggle find a balance between those two things#actually this reminds me of noelles christmas theme.. i dont remember her saying anything abt liking christmas despite a lot of#her design and character tying back to it. it makes me wonder if she would have feelings about that or doesnt think abt it too hard#or if its like a matching family shirts situation and shes just going along with it??#maybe i should just do whatever i want with my character designs since theyre not real and im thinking abt it too hard#although. this probably has something to do with deep seated identity issues huh#yapping#oc talk#oc
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From IG asks: Two of my fav characters! Both known for their strength, have a bit of a temper, have gone through a long isolation from social interactions. Their strong personalities are what captivates me. I seem to like characters like these two XD 🌟💥🐗
: a graphite+ink doodle while i was away🌟
#sonic the hedgehog#sonic fanart#knuckles the echidna#inosuke hashibira#ybetzarts#disclaimer: they dont necessarily have matching personalities#The Guardian and the self-proclaimed King of the Mountains XD#Although#Knuckles is who i consider my first ever genuinely fav fictional character#i also remember really liking Red Son from the LMK🔥...i saw him and witnessed his character development and i was like#YEP#this dude#i like him#might rewatch the show tbh XD
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Im sure chuuya doesn't like regular ol torture methods like hammering fingers and waterboarding he's likes fights too much for that. In my head he's got a torture boxing ring set up in one of the dungeons where he makes the poor sucker battle him multiple times until they cave and spill the secrets. Mafia grunts and whoever can watch and film their tiktok live reacts. Its like Fight club but.. uh not a fight club lol
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tensimm clothes swap
#og#fa#mine#tensimm#simm!master#simm master#To be honest i dont really like drawing ten#also ive been able to beat down my sense of my art not being good enough a bit#since. ive been thinking about how theres art from others that arent top quality either or maybe the pose is a bit boring or whatever#but ive liked it enough to save it#so i doubt that my art having a strange pose or not being perfect in a certain area or whatever will diminish how others view it either#i remember there was an art i liked that was riddled with mistakes but i was a fan of what it was trying to convey! so i still liked it!#i try not to think too much of myself. be humble (although perhaps at this point its to a detriment) but i doubt im immune from#people liking my art despite my mistakes#although i feel a lot of my art is better as its sketch.... sigh
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All im saying is that if Lucy had human skin colors she would NOT be white and neither would goat be
#goat was made by 2 black girls using their dna mixed wiht goat dna#I'll rb waleria and zizi for context#through a series of events#Lucy happens#and she inherits waleria's afro#well waleria locks it#why do i change her hair this late#mayhaps i just found someone i really love who looks like that#and mayhaps i want to draw features of the ones who i love#and i dont want them to be sidelined#mayhaps.#mrrow#goat qnd Waleria are polish#and lucy is swedish although not born in sweden but she was too young to remember when she was in poland
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i know its a joke but my autistic brain is going wild at that raccoon vs goose post. why would u ever take a raccoon in a fight over a goose. geese are mean sure but theyre FINE like theyre not really gonna do much damage. the most you’ll get from a goose attack is like a bruise and MAYBE a small cut if it claws you on a spot with no clothes covering skin. the most you’ll get from a raccoon attack is rabies and die
#remember: healthy raccoons never attack unless provoked. if you’re going into a wild raccoon den and you get attacked its kind of on you.#but if one comes out of nowhere and starts attacking you that is probably a rabid animal or at least has some other serious disease#because they do NOT do that normally#healthy geese will readily attack if you get too close to their nesting sites or their chicks bc they’re very protective parents#you can literally throw geese. the only thing they have to grab you with is their beak. yes they can fly at you but they have basically a#handle you can grab. their big fucking neck. once you grab their neck (easy) you can literally throw them away#and theyll back down bc it’s a display of power. but you should run away anyways#geese aren’t really gonna carry anything that will hurt you. bird flu doesn’t affect humans (although it does become an issue if you have#pets bc it can kill cats and dogs) but raccoons carry rabies which is 100% fatal#also raccoons are a lot harder to grab and get away from bc they’re faster than you think#raccoons can run up to 25 km/h. the high average of a human’s running speed is 13 km/h#dont risk it babe. as soon as you become symptomatic for rabies you’re dead#i am 100% putting way too much thought and energy into this. however i am autistic#rambles
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hii hiii is it alright if I request something with kotoko and haruka?(platonic ofc) their character foils drive me insane with all the weak stuff authngghn icant be normal about them
Oooh thank you so much for the request! I realized that these two actually have one of the smallest windows to talk easily, given Haruka's nervousness and Kotoko's T2 changes. They have such interesting approaches to strength/weakness, and I hope I could capture it a bit here! This takes place immediately following Kotoko's bday timeline after Harrow's release:
“I’ll accept those birthday wishes…” Kotoko gave him a wave over her shoulder as she returned to making her bed.
She shook her head in awe. It was rather impressive how quickly the boy had changed after his verdict. The others had more subtle differences, but he was someone entirely new. She could rest easy, at least, knowing that her verdict wouldn’t change her much. For as long as she could remember, she’d been like this. She knew where she stood, and neither guilty nor innocent verdict would affect that. This verdict was really only an indicator on whether the warden could be trusted or not.
Her body tensed up when she turned back around, startled by Haruka lingering silently in the doorway. She decided against chastising him for scaring her half to death. Still, she couldn’t keep the bite from her voice as she asked, “did you need something else?”
“Ah… I just…” He twisted his hands together. “I had a question.”
He fell silent, but Kotoko could tell he was chewing on his next words. She waited.
“H-how do you do it? All the time? You’re older and stronger and braver and I-I just don’t know how.”
“Give yourself some credit. I’m not that much older, or stronger. I only have, what -- two, three years on you? And you did very well in the arm wrestling tournament the other day.”
She wasn’t being patronizing. For someone so sheltered, Haruka could do some damage. He stood a few inches taller than her. The others had taken the arm wrestling as a little game, but Kotoko had used the event to measure up her fellow prisoners. After his close match with Mikoto, she had made a mental note to take him seriously.
“No…” his expression twitched, getting frustrated with the misunderstanding. “Not muscles. I mean… you don’t have someone like Muu. You don’t need someone next to you all the time. But you still talk with everyone… and it looks easy. All the time. You always know what to say, and what to do. You never look scared. You never cry.”
Kotoko’s smile softened. She wasn’t the prideful type, but his words gave her a wave of accomplishment. She certainly was scared. She did cry. But she wasn’t about to show a single crack in her resolve in front of anyone here. Haruka had given her the greatest of compliments by confirming her success.
“Ah, you mean strength of spirit. Well, that doesn’t just appear out of nowhere. It comes with my purpose, with my virtues.”
“Virtues…?”
“I see the injustice around me, and want to protect the innocent. When I see how awful the world can be, when I see the monsters that are hurting those who are weak, I can’t help myself.” She clenched her fist. “The power to do so just comes to me.”
“Oh…” Haruka looked down at his palms.
Her heart sank, realizing he didn’t quite understand. It was a shame that not all of humanity could be as righteous as her. That heroic drive had always come so naturally to her; she wasn’t sure she could put it into words to explain to others.
Haruka’s open hands were trembling. “Um. Is there any other way?”
“Hm?”
“All my life… I only cause pain to everyone.” His worry gradually turned to desperation.” I hurt everyone who gets close to me. Especially things that are small and weak. My whole life, I’ve been nothing but a… a curse. So… is there another way? Please. I want to be better. I want to be strong! I want to be like you! Tell me!”
He stepped forward, pleading. Kotoko stepped back.
His blue eyes widened at her sudden shift into defense. “Ah! I. I’m sorry. I’m-I’m sorry. It’s your birthday. You should be… Have a g-good day.”
“Wait.” Kotoko stopped him before he could flee. She was aware of the massive gap between them, the vastly different backgrounds they came from. Still, she offered the same advice that had helped her in her toughest of days.
“Don’t worry so much about others’ strength. The quickest way to burn yourself out is getting overwhelmed with the power that’s all around you. Once you start putting all your focus toward honing your own skills and strengths, you’ll realize how much you’re truly capable of. You don’t need anyone else. You’ll realize that you are enough.”
“I… am enough…?”
She placed a hand firmly on his shoulder.
“So, no need to get all worked up now, okay?”
“O-okay. I’ll do my best.” He stiffened, trying to appear worthy of her words.
She let out a bitter laugh. “I told the others not to do anything for my birthday, but I don’t think they paid me any mind.” Kotoko still couldn’t fathom how they were so friendly with each other given the situation. “Let’s go see if there’s some cake or something.”
#milgram#kotoko yuzuhira#haruka sakurai#thank you so much! this one was super interesting to write 👀#the thing is even though they dont have any direct problem between them they would still have a hard time communicating#but once they DO communicate there would so much they could learn from/help each other with!!!#this is leaning into my theory that kotokos murder (like harukas) was a rightful emotion that spiraled out of control#it really puts it into perspective how young kotoko is when you remember shes not too much older than haruka#and theyre both susceptible to strong emotions that stem from feeling weak int he face of the big scary world#but kotokos sees her as some blessing of power to serve her heroic thoughts and haruka sees his as a curse#ty to my pals who helped me find the exact spot in the timeline i was looking for 🙏#although kotoko doesnt believe she can change that easily she 100% undergoes the exact type of dramatic change as the others#once again referencing the arm wrestling info from yamanaka#between that and the fact that strangulation actually takes a fair amount of power#i just think its very good to remember that haruka is so physically strong#also something something kids looking up and wanting to be like kotoko and her complex emotions on that....#these two are sooooo interesting AH#drabbles
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#gamer txt.#mum just found out that people think in sentences and she is baffled#me and her dont but my stepdad does and it is weird ill admit#i cant think in words unless im speaking or writing which is probabky why i frequently do both#harder to parse what im thinking if its just concepts up top#although i can like. think in words but as the concept of words not as a voice#i do find it harder to think about more complex things like an idea or problem dolving without speaking though#the language component is necessary for me to grasp and remember things but i dont think with it#which. explains alot actually
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yo WHY did I never notice that hennessy HAS A FISH SCALE TATTOO ? aka a tattoo probably very similar to the one she later gives ronan.......... i need a moment
[Image ID: photograph of a paragraph from pg 70 of Call Down the Hawk.
Transcript: She had changed since she'd left in the car. Her kinky hair was now pulled up in a ragged black topknot. She wore tinted glasses, a rabbit fur coat, a lace bralette white against her dark skin, and leather leggings that exposed a fish-scale tattoo on her lower calf. More pastel tattoos covered her knuckles, which were also smeared with paint. He still couldn't tell how old she was. She could be twenty-five. She could be seventeen.]
#finally rereading tdt can you tell#ALSO i was going to make a post about this last nighg but instead i will go on about it here on the tags of an unrelated post#like a very organized individual#i forgot that adams friends at havard were all canonically flamboyantly gay and that fletcher called ronan hot#and i am DISTRAUGHT that we didn't get more of them#i want to know more about their dynamic i want adam to come clean to them and i want them to get to know ronan better#and also meet the others#imagine a world in which they got dragged into the drama......#as if we didnt have enough characters to worry about i know#forever sad that we didnt get to see more of what adam was going through#although i know it's necessary for the narrative#maybe i should write more fanfictipn#the dreamer trilogy#call down the hawk#hennessy#mine#on the point of this post though . like . fuck i dont remember if its like laid out for us ehat the tattoo MEANS to hennessy or not#i dont have my copy of greywaren on me rn#im gonna go insane#why did hennessy get that tattoo on the first place? on a whim or is there some significance? does it have any bearing on her giving it to#ronan?#or at least a similar tattoo#going insane
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I very much know this is because Jessica Cruz's origin story was written by Geoff Johns in a shitty comic, but by God is there so much going on there. Like damn.
Like there's the really, genuinely compelling stuff, for example the presence of ring horror and loss of control w Jess and Power Ring/Volthoom + the implications of that (character wise, both before and after JL 50) which is just SO interesting (and angsty!) to me personally
But then there's also more plot holes than you can shake a stick at as well (where did Jess get her ring. Guys it just showed up who died where did she get it from GUYS-)
All interspersed between some of the worst character writing for other Justice League members in existence (Wondy fans you know what I mean) and crazy ass plots out there
#anyways was writing a meta (got distracted halfway through so dont expect anything as always) and i opened this issue for panels and guys.#What. first off i remembered this being weird now but what the fuck. second im not a wonder woman fan and this shit is now heinous to me.#why would they do that. also what was the general plot of that entire arc what the fuuuuuu#anyways. shits crazy that comic sucks except for when jess and/or vic + jess do things but anyways#it has left me with a bit of a conspiracy theory to be quite honest with you all. in terms of the plothole mentioned there. like to be fair#i have a couple theories bc i dont remember this being explored or making sense fully (although i could be forgetting) but yeah.#need to check comicvine and a few other things to see if my conspiracy theory is at all plausible but like. theres a chance. its not a#preferred actual outcome to me because i find a different one 10000x more compelling but crazy if true to the theory#blah#no this isnt coherent and doesnt make sense. deal.#jessica cruz
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ive been terrorizing twitter with these caps so please die with me at the fact they changed mine saying ‘i dont deserve to be with you’ to ‘i dont deserve to live’ in the remastered
PS3:
PS4 Remaster:
#snap chats#shaking crying screaming etc etc#the ps4 remaster giveth and taketh tho cause it does make mine more upset about daigo#and although im sure we've seen this difference already im only now just remembering its real and not just an edit#like jesus christ#'i'm sorry chairman i dont deserve to be with you' im gonna vomit oh my god homophobia real#i mean ok weve known mine does kill himself but STILL#i wouldve been a wreck if they really had it be that mine still says he's 'devastated to lose the only man he ever loved' and this#ok im gonna do th rest of my screaming on twitter bye
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what if i snapped and made an oc carrd
#i mean.... i could#this isnt the first time ive thought of doing it but i drop ocs so easily its not even funny. so idk if itd be worth it#id consider toyhouse or smth but i dont have money lol. right now everythings on artfight but thats more for drawing purposes#what ocs would i even talk abt... i have some standalones like auggie and ocs i think look cool but dont plan on using#but some others have their own stories.. not like a huge thought out plot but something i pick up and twirl around in my head#like luckys whole deal is being a hiking guide who accidentally gets tied up with some werewolves pretending to be a hiking group to eat pp#and then i have the magician rivals. although i kinda wanna tie theirs with the nightguard and thief story ive been cooking. maybe in the#same universe? it would be pretty funny if they lived in the same apartment complex since a couple stories i have in mind revolve around th#its like some sort of omnibus or anthology to me. kicks my feet#and then fan characters like xin ya and sleight who i want to have their own expanded lore and stuff. i think that would be cool#im making crow a powerpoint of xins updated lore but the assignmence are making it hard. hopefully it turns out good though#i have a hard time writing personality and xins is always the hardest bc theyre probably the least like me. i tend to stick to#characters similar to myself to get in their head. but bc their backstory affects their personality so strongly i have to do some thinking#anyway. hopefully i remember this later#yapping#oc#oc talk#ive also been playing neko atsume recently for nostalgia and why did we as a society ever stop playing it. its so chill#you just take pictures of silly little cats and leave them silly little toys and treats. and the music is cute
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all the times ruby rose caught me off guard aka scenes that made me love her more (v1-9)
#ruby rose#rwby spoilers#for last scene#rwby#idk what this vid is#it was inspired by me binging volume 1 today#and the scene of ruby mocking weiss in the forest sounded JUST LIKE her mocking blake and yang in current ep#i was like whoa! she sounds the same! i dont even remember thid#then i thought of all her scenes that surprised me#my post#AHHH i forgot to add the part where she talks back to salem#although i dont think that actually surprised me it was just a good scene
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