My brain is like a google window
there's 17 tabs open, 4 of them are frozen and you can't find where the music is coming from
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thought of sitting down on your couch and watching a completely unrealistic "reality" love drama show with SatoSugu, both of their arms lounged comfortably behind you along the back of the cushioned furniture. you retort cunning, brash criticism from time to time with each passing scene/episode whenever something goes haywire, about how the men are repulsive and unloyal as fuck, all while Satoru leans in close to you and completely agrees with you, theatrics and all.
"That was so fucking disgraceful, what a asshole! she definitely didn't deserve that"
"Ughhhh, I know right?! he should've just came out and tell her to her face instead of pulling that shady shit! god, men ain't shit!"
and poor Suguru just glances back and forth between the two of you, enjoying the boisterous, distasteful remarks about the cheating partners in the current show you all were watching. he thinks it's silly and ridiculous, but he truly admires the full hearted admiration and passion that dwells in yours and Satoru's tone. the pure thrill and enticement in the both of your eyes filling his heart with so much love and adoration. he absolutely loves his silly, dramatic partners 💗
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The thing that sucks sometimes about transition envy is that, I guess you almost expect yourself to "grow out" of it the more you transition. I used to feel so much envy, and it was something I hoped would stop once I transitioned medically, and while it's absolutely less frequent... man, when I experience transition envy, it's still just as bitter a cocktail as I remember. It can be hard to move past that, and almost... resent the other person/s, but what helped me is knowing that the person you're envying isn't specifically trying to make you, personally, feel like absolute shit. Just as you can't always help what you are envious about in other trans people, they can't help that they have traits or transition experiences or opportunities you do not have, you know? And absolutely, it sucks. But it's something that helped me because then it's a reminder that the world isn't Out To Get Me, you feel?
I think a lot of us can relate to the experience of transition envy, and it's shameful to admit to it, I suppose. It's hard to admit to envy in general, but it's important to not be judgemental about yourself. Your transition is as unique and beautiful and worthy as literally everyone else's and I hope you remember that forever
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The last chapter of DOG is coming together nicely. Posting it today or tomorrow if we're lucky🤞🥰🐶
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Idc what anyone else says I want him so bad he's my little guyyyyyy
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Hydrangea's CS i made 2 Years ago 😇😇😇😇😇😇😇😇😇😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
Post here as Tombstone for Me 2 years ago tried to make date sim of him.
(I haven't given up on everything yet. Though... But right now, I literally lack everything to make it.😭)
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last sketchdump before uni ist going to consume my whole life again
Gaby Outfits
WIP chilling on the couch after almost getting killed
Sonja Slay
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First project update:
I hated the way the fabric was laying (because I didn't believe in counting stitches at all), and I hated the shape. I've accepted early on that the only way to do good work is to get rid of bad work. This has probably taken me between 50-100 hours, and it took maybe half an hour to frog. I'm not angry about this, actually, and I was actually smiling most of the way through it. This is the only way to make good work, and I've learned that the hard way before. Why bother doing anything but good work?
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there is not 'point' to this post, just saying that upfront :0 i leave the house for entirely pragmatic reasons like errands or work these days and it's been forever since I went out for 'fun', so I've let how much I care about how I look drop pretty low. I just don't care if there's wrinkles on my ugly t-shirt or if my hair is standing upright 💩
And yet I do still have and continue to add to my assortment of products and actual outing clothes.... I mean you never know when circumstances might change but they mostly only get use when I'm at home! It really irritates my family lately how these I put in minimum effort when it's off to have dinner at the mall, but then sometimes I'll be trying anime summer girl look on a whim and all I do in it is hang the laundry :p
Side note I've always sorta liked long sleeves though now even more so kinda by necessity since Ive got this ugly probably permanent bruise on my arm since that road accident last year 😵
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Yesterday my sister asked me after I showed her a drawing I was doing of taru "if u keep drawing urself like that, why don't u just get a haircut like that" and I told her "because reality can never be as perfect as this" and it went on "then just style it" "but I'd need to curl it and stuff 😔" "no u don't"
And tbh that's when I realized. I literally changed taru's hair to its current style bc my hair was like that one day and I went "wait damn that looks good"
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