#and also didn't want that permanently on my blog. lmao

[wallofweird]

Looking for moots :)

So, I recently got addicted to My Chemical Romance, I don't know if it's a phase or permanent (have a feeling it's permanent because it's been a month and sometimes I cry with them but who knows, lol), but I would like to have people to talk about them with. :)

I've listened to most of the songs, but I believe there are songs out there I don't know where or how to find yet? Like, I know the four albums and the 'Conventional Weapons' songs, but sometimes I see people mentioning things I don't know. I just don't know if I'm unfamiliar with them or listened tot hem already, but don't recognize the acronyms and nicknames the fandom uses (like, for a while I didn't know what Conventional Weapons were even though I love them, LOL).

I've also seen multiple interviews and read a little bit about their story (I watched what I believe is a two-hour documentary too), but it's still not that much and there are a lot of things I need to learn... And just commenting about how much I love the songs as well, I would love to have people to chat about it all with. :)

So, if anyone is interested, you can send me you username on X/Twitter, or follow me over there (I follow everyone back). For now I'm @snsidontl0v3y0u (my nickname is Fae), but I think I'll change that username soon, so it's better if y'all send me yours and I'll follow.

For now, I'm not really using Tumblr and I apologize if my blog looks weird and messy, I haven't been here in months except for like 2 rare occasions, lmao... So, I can't make friends here. But I'm regularly on X/Twitter and would love to talk to people over there. :) I've already followed and got followed back by some fans, but they haven't really started any conversations and I don't want to be inconvenient or say something ignorant and sound like a poser, lmao (yes, I worry before stepping into fandoms, it's not y'all, it's me, I just can't help being too paranoid about everything).

And if can you send a DM so I know I can talk to you I'd appreciate, lol. I'd also love if anyone could send me important interviews, articles, threads, videos etc talking about their story as a band and individuals or just iconic performances... I don't know exactly where to look or what's reliable or not yet. :p

I just want to make sure I go to people that do want to spend time chatting and won't bother anyone, lol. I'm in my 20s and I love Demi Lovato and Faouzia as well, just so you know. Anyway, thank you and I hope some of us can bond. :) <3

[lino-nyangi]

update

first of all, sorry for the sudden news! i should've probably brought this up earlier haha but tbh i've already been postponing it since the beginning of march

if it makes it any better, i won't be leaving permanently but will be on hiatus for a long time. i'm talking like months. (need to focus on my degree, work, wellbeing etc so i'm deleting tumblr from my life for a while!) it doesn't change the fact that i'll be gone but i genuinely didn't think it would affect anyone if i mysteriously disappear into thin air when i scheduled it. so i just wanted to say that i will (probably) be back! once everything's settled up :) or maybe i'll be over it idk, i usually can't keep a fandom social media account for more than six months or so because it gets overwhelming and i just crawl back into my tree house like an introverted elf. so it's honestly impressive that i kept this one for this long lmao

i'll probably still be writing from time to time for fun, just not sharing any. i'm not good at emotional(?) multitasking and this blog takes up a lot of space in my head even when i'm not active/writing so i want to close that window in my brain.

you probably also noticed that most of my fics aren't accessible anymore. they aren't gone! just made private. as you already know, i like keeping track of who consumes my content, and leaving (mainly nsfw fics) out in the wild while i'm away honestly makes me uncomfortable. so i hope you understand!

thanks to everyone who made this place enjoyable. i'm not good with this kind of talk but i really appreciate you all ♡

sorry for not responding to asks or replies but i did read all of them before posting this and i'm thankful for your concern. we can pretend this was all a fever dream!! i'm leaving you with many amazing writers here so it's not a big loss, is it? i hope you take care of them and show them lots of support!

here's aaall my love ♡ (only if you want it)

— joo

[panelshowsource]

saved a few anons asking personal questions not all related to panel shows, spamming answers below the cut :)

she/her!

interesting question! first, i think it's very special that you had the opportunity to study at an international university and i am glad to hear you had so many amazing experiences!

i also feel like i need to preface anything i say with... holidays are obviously different from living, and i hope people can trust that i wouldn't base an entire lifestyle decision off, like, being a fan of taskmaster lmao the state of politics, brexit, housing, prejudice, and more make it difficult to say i'd want to commit to life there — plus i really love new york city, where i do feel at home

that said, i would be open to living in the uk for a period of time, yes. i am certainly very motivated to visit a lot of places, particularly in england, and decided last year to start spending a month or two over there every year (this year i think i will be in york! maybe i can post a little about that if people care). the history and motivations behind that decision are really personal to me, but it feels...right. i am really looking forward to my time there this year and treasure being someone who works remotely and can make that happen

living permanently, it's hard to say, but speaking for my interests in history, architecture, art, cinema — it would be wonderful to explore those things more in person, yes!

i really think in the 6+ years of this blog this is the first i've ever been asked about music! which makes sense ofc it just took me by surprise!

hmmm i think this playlist most accurately expresses what i'm listening to a lot of the time + a lot a lot a lot of classical music, some dad rock, and a few balladeers like judy garland and rufus wainwright

i don't claim to be the world's biggest comedy buff or keep up the best with all of the comedy coming out of the uk and american industries — even though i do enjoy it so much! — but growing up i was very interested in comedy writing. in high school, i worked at a dvd store where people could trade in their old dvds for store credit to buy new ones, so we had a HUGE selection of not only new releases but older, sometimes nicher stuff that you typically wouldn't see at a suburban american blockbuster-like shop. i can't stress how formative this was! i would always go through the store and "beautify" the shelves (pulling all the spines up neatly, keeping everything alphabetised, etc) just to constantly look through what we had in stock, grab the old black bar criterion films before some movie buff snatched them up, touch all the special editions (physical releases were more than just steelbooks back then, like stuff like this). each of the employees had a little shelf in the back room where you could store dvds you wanted to buy when you eventually had the money, keeping them off the floor so no customer would see and buy them. i was always reserving 30+ dvds at a time and spent my whole paychecks at work hahaha

anyways, that's how i found a lot of the random british films i ended up loving — by people trading them in or me just running across them at the store: a cock and bull story, death at a funeral, this is england, gosford park, monty python, (particularly holy grail and life of brian), confetti (didn't love this one but it had a lot of actors i really liked in it so i remember watching it quite a few times) and more — but especially withnail and i and in the loop. i was fucking obsessed with in the loop, which i watched on a loop (zing!) and was ultimately how i worked my way backwards to the thick of it as well as shows like the office uk, alan partridge, green wing, fry and laurie, peep show, and more. (the thick of it and peep show were particularly everything to me!) i still have all of the dvds from the dvd store i worked at! lol

in terms of american comedy, i was obsessed with the state and then their groups' projects like wet hot american summer and reno 911 (michael showalter is a great example of a writer/director i don't think is one of the greats but follows his heart & vision, and i really respect that; my fave of his, which is genuinely so good, is hello my name is doris! underrated lil treasure). i also really loved it's always sunny, flight of the conchords, party down, arrested development, jackass and wild boys, and house md, and some of the wild characters on bravo lmao. we had this channel called logo that was my lifeline to queer content before i really had full-time access to the internet outside of a shared family computer, so i was always watching reruns of jeffrey & cole casserole, the big gay sketch show, plus the l word and queer as folk, and they also did syndication of reno 911 (but i already had all the box sets of that 😭). i was never heavy into the judd apatow/bro comedy that was so big in the 2000s, and even the 80s–90s american comedy heavily influenced by the talent at snl wasn't particularly engaging to me; of that, my favourites were probably throw momma from the train and a couple of romcoms

+ every panel show i could get my hands on! and i think because i was really engaged with sketch comedy i was also reading a lot of playwrights, especially alan bennett, harold pinter, and edward albee, who i had (and have!) huge collections of

and, yes, so many of these are at the foundation of my very favourite formats and styles of comedy: mockumentaries , black comedy or dark comedy, existential comedy, stories rooted in reality or plausibility / domestic dramedy. i used to be very engaged by sketch comedy and wanted to crack the science behind writing funny sketches, but i do think i've moved away from that format and filled that void with the improv nature of panel shows (it works for me the way i think the format of podcasts work for so many other people... i wonder if anyone will relate to that comparison)

comedy evolves so much by the decade and i appreciate a lot of the ways in which it has grown, so i don't think of it as a then vs now, which is better, whatever. and like you i can't help but revisit my nostalgic faves often!

i do think eventually he will! but rn he's lapping up that tv money hahaha my very fave is firing cheeseballs at a dog, but they're all genuinely great!

[fearandhatred]

Leanne, where did your username come from??

HEHE HELLO it comes from a quote from a little life by hanya yanagihara, aka a book that permanently altered my brain chemistry last year

when i revamped my account into a good omens one i didn't really want a fandom related username so i just picked some random quote from this book lmao. i only just recently started thinking about how my username might sound to those who don't know the context 😭 but it does set the vibe of my blog... for better or for worse

i do have a private sideblog called houseonthistlelane which is also taken from this book! specifically it's the name of a fictional play one of the characters acts in. admittedly a prettier username but idk it seemed more sideblog material to me

[dipplinduo]

I'm so sorry this isn't pokemon related at all but I gotta know which t swift albums are your faves lmao 👀 (I'm forever stuck in the folklore/evermore days 🤎)

Okay. I am pretty rigid on keeping the blog pokemon-related, but you, dear anon, have asked me about something that I love more than anything else.

So I'm gonna just go wild with this and give you more than you asked for because frankly I am one of the biggest swifities on this Earth and honestly squeal any time I get the opportunity to talk about Taylor's music because of how much of a massive impact it has had on me. I get nervous with each drop but, without fail? Each and every album, in order, tends to follow themes in my life and somehow encapsulates a lot of what I'm going through in some way. I love each of these albums in their own way, and it's a bit hard to give them rankings. Less favorites are still very much favorites though!

1 - reputation

Holy trinity: I Did Something Bad; Don't Blame Me; New Year's Day Honorable mentions: literally every other song

This album was a torniquet for me, and even when I'm not fully relating to it emotionally as much it may just be permanently cemented in my heart and soul as the top dog because of how monumental it was to me. It dropped at a time in my life when I was reallllyyy going through it, and a lot of the overarching narrative of "I will survive this tooth and nail for better days, even if my dignity is lost" resonated hard. I think the presentation and marketing of this album was utterly genius (reclaiming the narratives, sound production/lyrical risks and imagery that were executed JUST right, the MERCH REFERENCES, the "bombastic, external persona" that transitions to "this is the real me behind closed doors; I found and cherish what's truly important and that's all that really matters", etc.) was just perfect. Perfect, perfect, perfect. IDSM AMA 2018 performance is also the best live performance ever, forever obsessed. Overall, this album is the one I turn to whenever life is hard and I want to fan the flames of resilience.

2 - evermore

Holy trinity: coney island; tolerate It; 'tis the damn

Honorable mentions: champagne problems; gold rush; long story short; Willow

God, I love evermore. Didn't even realize how much I did until the past year or so. I have a lot of deep cuts on this album, and like folklore, it was just SO awesome to have albums where the general public could see more of Taylor's quill pen songwriting on full display (although glitter gel pen songs are EQUALLY cool). I love the maturity behind this album and it actually taught me how to fall in love with the colder seasons and weather. Coney Island specifically lowers my blood pressure like no other song has ever done and I can't even tell you fully why; it's so surreal and serene to listen to on planes. And tolerate it? CHRIST. When I revisited it as I went through some of it in real time, OOOF. DIFFERENT LEVEL OF RESPECT. It is def in my top 5 songs. 3 - folklore

Holy trinity: caridgan; the 1; hoax

Honorable mentions: my tears richochet; mad woman; the lakes; peace; invisible string; august

CARDIGAN. CARDIGAN. Rep is my favorite album, but cardigan is my favorite song ohmygooood. Never have I ever felt something epitomize my life experiences and personhood - it quite literally feels like an encapsulation of my soul. I feel very spoiled that it got to be a single and mv - just absolutely stunning. Personally, I connect this song to a return to lost childhood innocence. And I am proud to say I own one of the original original cardigans and the only way you can separate it from me is by prying it from my cold, dead hands. BUT YES, FOLKLORE IS ELITE. The storytelling on this album is next level and the surprise drop of such intricate thought during the height of the pandemic was very needed. Hoax is an oddly specific lullaby for me because it was a specific comfort to me at one night. The 1 is just ooOOOOF also.

4 - Lover

Holy trinity: All Of The Girls You Loved Before; Miss Americana & The Heartbreak Prince; Cornelia Street

Honorable Mentions: False God; Cruel Summer; I Think He Knows; Daylight

I honestly don't give this album enough credit because I resonate a lot with its visuals and messages. It is def a bit more slapped together than others, but I do like the symbolism in that. Lover is about all forms of love (romantic, familial, platonic, self-based) and I often times get told by irl peeps that this alongside the folkmore albums are the kinds of energies I tend to emit lol. Daylight in particular has one of the most fire TS quotes at her adlib at the end with the whole "You are what you love" thing, and GOD. Any time I think of it or hear it I re-evaluate a lot to make sure I can live by it. Fun fact: revisiting the song is how I ended 2023, and it was the trigger that made me decide to write fanfiction & start this blog, because it's important to follow all sorts of things that make you happy! <3

5 - 1989 (TV)

Holy trinity: New Romantics; Say Don't Go; I Know Places

Honorable Mentions: Bad Blood (both versions; fight me); YOU ARE IN LOVE UGH; Is It Over Now?; Style; Clean

This album is pop perfection and I think every Swiftie can agree on that universally even if you're not a big fan of 1989. But ooohhh my gosh, this album set me free when it came out. There are so many positive messages about expressing yourself, leaning into the messes of life, and also, just letting yourself loosen up a bit. I was in a bit of an angsty emo phase when the og came out (lol) and Taylor's bubbliness challenged me in a great way and helped me get a bit of my sunshine back. It was my second most anticipated TV re-release, and the vault tracks DID not disappoint. Now that I'm more in the range of what Taylor was reflecting on at the time, too? OOF. DO I FEEL MORE CONNECTED THAN BEFORE.

6 - Fearless (TV)

Holy trinity: Mr. Perfectly Fine; The Way I Loved You; Forever & Always (Piano Version) Honorable Mentions: Change; You're Not Sorry; White Horse; Fifteen; The Best Day; You Belong With Me

Gosh. Fearless. FEARLESS. This album just stands out to me as such an homage to my childhood in a lot of different ways - but more so of the braver side of me in it. I absolutely love the imagery and dramatics of this album and feel like its just a bucket of sunshine and golden stars and warmth. It takes me back to simpler days, and I love love love how Mr. Perfectly Fine leans straight into some of the bangers I really loved on the og. This is more of a sunshiny fire album to me.

7- Midnights

Holy trinity: You're Losing Me; Dear Reader; Bejeweled (new! lmao)

Honorable Mentions: You're On Your Own, Kid; Would've Could've Should've; Lavender Haze; Anti-Hero; Midnight Rain; Mastermind; Snow On The Beach (feat. More Lana Del Ray)

This album is very dreary in a lot of ways, and jeez, I needed it when it first came out. Happy to say I went from more of a "Dear Reader" vibe to a "Bejeweled" vibe from release to now. I love the concept behind it so much and it's interesting to be able to relate to the "coming out of the dread" side thats sprinkled in here and there. It speaks to the more "stormy" parts of me that I tend to hide from others, and I really relate to TS's portrayal of it given her own general outward disposition.

8 - Red (TV)

Holy trinity: All Too Well 10 Minute Version; I Knew You Were Trouble; Begin Again

Honorable Mentions: Better Man; Girl At Home (fight me); Nothing New; Sad Beautiful Tragic; Treacherous

Okaayyy, THIS is the fall album. And we're getting to the point where these beautiful albums LOOK like they're ranked low, but the favoritism is still very much high regardless. God, ATWTMV took ATW and added a whole MAGNITUTE of maturity and retrospect that really speaks to a personal experience that I've had. I am beyond grateful that we finally got it and younger me would be screaming in disbelief!! LOL. But yeah, this album is what I turn to for heartbreak at times (more so of messy, fast and quick kind of feelings), and Begin Again is very relegable as a spiritual palette cleanser. The red scarf is one of my other favorite merch items I own.

9 - Speak Now (TV)

Holy trinity: Castles Crumbling; Mean; Haunted

Honorable mentions: Foolish One; Back to December; Enchanted; Better Than Revenge (lol og lowkey); Ours (MH ruined this one for me temporarily); I Can See You

This album is another childhood reminder type of album because of how whimsical and fairytale-esque it is, but I'll admit that Fearless (TV) is a little closer to my heart. Castles Crumbling though???? OH. MY. GOD. That had my jaw to the ground and is def in the top 10. What a tragedy to add to SPEAK NOW of all albums, and what nightmarish foresight Taylor must've had to compose it way back when. Haunted also speaks to my soul but more in a familial kind of way, and Mean? Mean is the spiteful little child in me LOL.

10 - Taylor Swift

Holy Trinity: Should've Said No; Tied Together With a Smile; Cold As You

Honorable Mentions: The Outside; A Place in This World; Picture To Burn

I'm ngl! This album I'm probably much more disconnected with compared to others despite me being a big Swiftie. Most of this is because I wasn't fully a fan when this came out, and country music isn't really my kind of jam. I'm very curious about how the TV is going to be handled and I think it's going to grow on me a bit more. Nonetheless, the holy trinity is elite and Should've Said No/Bad Blood mashup during the rep tour changed me as a person. One day I shall yee the haw here.

This was a lot of fun to share (and I know you didn't fully ask for this but HERE YA GO LOL), TS is my kryptonite and my everything and I hope you enjoyed. :) <3

[blindedguilt]

It's been quiet for some time, Leonard had noticed — not unlike the time he spent in the forest. It left him feeling some way he couldn't exactly tell. Was it unease? Possible loneliness? Either one was a feeling he hadn't expected to come back in such a way, but similarly, again, it had dug up a familiar memory of the forest...

Having finished tending to the small bonfire where he sat, Leonard's shoulders dropped and his head leaned back. For the first time since his pact — since meeting Seere — he wished he could be relieved of his blindness if only to confirm he wasn't alone as he thought he was.

The bonfire's warmth kept him comfortable, at least, as did the hope of the momentary thought that echoed throughout his mind: Time would tell.

//So this isn't an easy decision, but after a couple weeks of mulling it over, I've decided to put this blog into semi-permanent hiatus - basically, if things change either with the state of the RPC or my motivation to write I'll be more than eager to return, though it does seem unlikely.

//Things have been quiet lately, and it's of course by no means anyone's fault for being quiet!! (I can't blame them, life and Tumblr bullshit have taken a toll on a large portion of the RPC as a whole lately) But in the end, I think it had more of an effect on my motivation to write than even I expected. I tried for the past year or so to "Get back on my feet", as even now I deeply miss Leonard and being able to write him, but evidentially, I haven't gotten very far QwQ

//That said!! While this could be it for this blog, if anyone wants to discuss plans for plotting or even just chatting over Discord (At the end of the post), lemme know! One of the hardest things about the choice to leave this blog behind is definitely the loss of community that comes with it, there were a lot of people who followed me and that I briefly spoke to these past months who I don't want to cut off a potential friendship with just because of my own personal circumstances!

//And going onto that topic, I won't be shutting down or removing any current drafts or asks in my inbox in the event I ever magically DO get motivation to write again or something changes, and of course, that in turn means the blog itself will be staying as well!! You might have guessed, it goes without saying that this blog and the interactions on it mean a great deal not to just me, but (At least I hope!!) some of you. It's also a bit of why I wanted to "wrap up" the blog with the in-character piece at the top, even given my issues with writing (I may add to it to make it feel more "complete", given I kinda don't like how half-assed it feels currently), it just didn't feel fair to go for what could be forever without letting him speak his final piece. :,)

//I won't spend too long waxing out all the sentimentals, but I've stated over and over how when I first made this blog, I really wasn't expecting it to last much more than a couple weeks before moving onto another character. It's kind of impossible for me to state just how much this blog and all the experiences on it mean to me personally and the impact it's left, both personally, as I mentioned before, but also in my enjoyment and love for Drakengard 1 and 2 and Leonard's character specifically! Being able to dive into his mind and find someone I can put together so easy with such a well-constructed tragedy, it's not much of an overstatement to say that ironically, being able to play and put my own mind and problems away for one I not only cared to look into, but one I could more easily pick apart and explain the actions of while being layered enough and having enough facets to make it interesting. Leonard in a lot of ways was and is a sort of second life for me, but in a way I didn't have to deal with the burden of having a psychical body or firsthand perspective! lmao

//And not to be sounding all overdramatic or anything but as I said, it's letting go of not just what feels sort of like a little hideout or small part of me I like to nurture and keep from falling into rot, but this blog is some of the most fun I've had in a horribly otherwise busy, yes, but very mundane outside life. It's sort of pathetic to admit, but I mean it in the best way I can when I say I haven't really gotten so emotionally engaged with anything in a long time. Just the small interactions and memorable snippets from this blog, both from long-standing partners, people who fell off, or even people I just spoke to once and then never again still play over in my head and definitely spark a lot of joy when I really need it! I'll be honest, there's not one day that goes by where I don't think of at least one interaction I've had here. I remember my pain at being in a different timezone and always falling behind the drama before I went to the US and could finally catch up. To update on that: I'm not doing too well in the US in all honesty, but I'm doing my best to get on my feet and making progress!! One of the first things I always did in difficult situations was, unironically, use this blog to reference some old posts and memes to laugh and think about all the new connections, subplots, and jokes that were going to be shared.

//I guess the final point I'd like to make is a short one, but a major argument I had against shutting down when the thought first entered my mind, and the hardest part of all this is the loss of potentiality. I had a lot planned for Leonard, both things that I actively wanted to do and just general questions of "What kind of people will he meet with next? What will he think of them, and how long will they get to develop with each other?" The thought both of meeting new people and the interactions that could be shared with them, as well as all the different interactions and shenanigans that I thought might be in store when the DOD RPC came back was a major motivator in why I kept trying to fight my writer's block, and why I even kept this blog going for the past year with barely any activity to speak of. Even going on Discord, as you might imagine, can be limiting in its setup compared to just being able to search and see who's out there via tumblr - and joining communities can be quite an issue being a Leonard mun, specifically!!

//But either way, I'll be sure to find my way around it one way or another, and hopefully, by some divine miracle, I'll just end up back at this blog anyways!! Again, the chances are slim, but I'm really holding out here dskhffkdbhdkh

//I think that should be it based off what I wanted to say, Leonard's left nice and comfy at his campfire, and it's getting late so with ALL that said, if we've spoken or never have before (ESPECIALLY if we never have, I like to believe you followed for a reason so I'd love to speak to you so we can get to know each other better, plot, or just chat!!), please consider following me on Discord!! I'm usually on there, and always happy to talk (Unless I'm on Do not Disturb, but that's hardly ever lol):

//My discord is: barnabism

//Anyways, I apologise for the downer announcement, but this has been wracking my brain for the past few days so I'm at least glad just to get the hard part over with. :,)

//Thank you all for over two years of writing!! Please don't be afraid to reach out, and as always, if you have any questions, please ask!! ^^

[angsty-prompt-hole]

i saw you mention some ocs in that tag-the-oc that’s always on your mind. i’d love to hear a little bit about them!

Oooo yes I believe I mentioned Haven in that one. She is one of my favorite OCs and she lives rent free in my head constantly.

There's an old ask where i rambled about her on my blog somewhere but I'm banished to mobile and can't search for it right now, so I'll just ramble away again lmao. One day she'll get a proper character introduction, but I'm waiting to do that for Reasons.

The short version is that she got involved in some crazy stuff when she was in her mid-20's because her dad had gone missing, and when his body was found, there was a bunch of weird stuff with him. It all ended with Haven being tormented by an eldritch monstrosity that turned her into something less than human, an immortal being with black scleras and fractured sanity.

After that, she became a bit of an interdimensional bounty hunter and started hunting down people associated with the entity. She didn't want them to continue to harm people.

Along the way, she ended up accidentally adopting two different children (moreso she tried to get them to someone who could actually take care of them but they got extremely attached to her and refused to leave) and she befriended a phoenix named Fenris. She also had a significant other named Liam at one point, but tragic circumstances left him permanently incapacitated, which really did not help her fragile mental state.

Haven isn't her real name and is just one in a long line of aliases she's used over the centuries, and by the time she started using that name she'd almost completely forgotten her real name.

She's a very grumpy and sarcastic person and tends to come off as excessively violent, aggressive, and hard to work with, but she does have a softer side. It's hard to get to, but it's there.

She appears in a lot of my WIPs (Rot and Ruin and Kiriska's Story being the main ones, but she cameos in a lot of other places) and she does have her own thing I'm planning that isn't really a writing thing so it's never really talked about here, but it goes through her backstory and what happened to her that led to her being turned.

This is what she looks like (art by @birdy-the-artist ):

Her metal hand is a prosthetic, and the heterochromia was also a physical side effect of being turned. Originally, both of her eyes were hazel. The dog tags she's wearing belonged to Liam.

[inavagrant-a]

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@narvvhal es my next victim.

I've had this blog for almost three (3) years and Naans is hands down one of my longest mutuals. Not sure for how long, but I wanna say pretty early into this blog for sure. There's some other long mutuals I can think of but out of all Naans is definitely the most active. Don't personally know them, but I am a huge fan. I have this thing where if I admire someone and think they're cool I just permanently stay too shy and never approach because of that shyness but listen even then Naans is always a pleasant presence on the dash and every now and then we comment in each others' posts and we get to interact through there and the experiences have always been pleasant. I can also point out many times where we had different views on different matters and we didn't necessarily agree with each other and it was expressed, but it always remained respectful, how we can discuss in a mature fashion because we're adults even if it's just for a bit. Unfortunately such a thing isn't all that common now a days.

As I said before I don't know Naans personally and outside of some communication here and there I can tell that they are a good bean, a very pleasant person I have no doubt in my mind about it. Their love and adoration for Childe can never be questioned honestly. As someone who will also give a limb for my son I perceive them too well with just how much they like Childe and how much the character stands and means to them. I love reading their thoughts on him let it be in his canon verse or how he'd be like in different verses with different scenarios and just how that would impact the character he would become and be like. Their rping is also really great. Painting a scene, establishing a mood, and letting Childe carry the entire piece until the end, I personally think it's really fancy and a skill I highly admire. The shenanigans they're up to on the dash from time to time also never fails to make me laugh so that's always great awraxa. They are also an awesome artist and every now and then I get to see their art which is great.

I'm glad to see them around and that they're still around as well.

@snowtombedstar because I can't be stopped awraxa.

wHERE DO I BEGIN WITH VIS FR AWRAXA.

No but in all seriousness I guess I'll start from the beginning. Lemme get this out of the way rn and let those of the jury know that Vis is fucking awesome, Vis is the shit, the bees knees and anybody who wants to argue with me will suffer my wrat h.

I've mentioned it with Naan's section but I have this thing that where if I think someone is cool I just permanently stay shy which is honestly most of the time i'm not gonna lie to you awraxa. Now this multiplies with original characters that are so well thought out that I'm shaking. To this day, and I recall letting Vis know, but to this day I am still blown away by the amount of work, thought, and effort that's been placed on Tem. To this day I am still floored by it because its done so well, there is so much information for you to take in, and I am honestly a huge huge fan of original characters, I love them so much. I was lucky enough that Vis had bigger balls than I did and messaged me for plotting awraxa, it helped break that shy barrier I had up honestly lmao. I'm really looking forward to my son and Tem and how they interact with each other, they're always up to some shit honestly and that will never not keep me entertained and invested in them awraxa.

I think this should go without saying but Vis is great, a very great friend, very down to earth. Vis also makes me laugh quite a lot and they're just really funny. Vis shares pictures of their cats with me and they are the most precious kitty litter, I am their guardian in spirit, a bunch of babies honestly. Vis got them spoiled fr awraxa. I feel very blessed to have gotten to know the mind behind Tem honestly, because Vis is genuinely such a great person, so real and honest. I adore chatting with Vis about all matters of things honestly. I love the communication and honesty and how upfront they are with me. I'm really thankful to have gotten to know them and will forever be thankful that I got over my shyness about them because quite frankly I would have been missing out on a very very good human bean. Vis is great, the character and them as well so pweas e follow if you have not already. Vis don't miss.

[incarnateirony]

...2po do you not understand "hey, does this house he visited look like it could be built in hawaii? None of the roofs match. The architecture is different?" is not "HELLO SPECIFIC TREE I FOUND AN ADDRESS OF AN ACTORS PERMANENT HOME WITH IT."

stop spinning shit because you left your fingerprints on doxxing fans, teamfreewill2pointo.

"Clif and the others have been notified" ... J2's. Bodyguard. Has been. Notified. Of... checking... if Misha... was in hawaii... and ruling it out... on architecture? On a place... he had already left? and you're... NOT? concerned? about your server admin? intentionally going out of her way... to find... a personal direct permanent address? And even committing impersonation to do it? DID YOU JUST TRY TO FINGER POINT AT EVERY FAN THAT EVER TOOK A LOOK AT A TOWN SOMEONE LIKE FILMED IN AFTER THEY DID??? AND COMPARE IT TO?? WIGGLEBOX PRETENDING TO BE A BANKER TO CALL HOUSES? FINDING SPECIFIC TREES AND SAVING ADDRESSES? But yeah. Damn. I checked if those looked like hawaii roofs or fences, I'm goin to hell lmao

You realize. This is not. The same. As you. Doxxing fans. and dumping their phone numbers. In inboxes.

BY THE WAY IS THAT YOUR DEFENSE? YOU GOT BUSTED DOXXING AND WENT "WELL IF YOU TURN THIS SIDEWAYS SOMEONE ELSE DOXXED SOMEONE TOO"?

ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME?

LOOK AT THOSE CAPS REAL HARD BUDDY. WE WERE CHECKING ARCHITECTURE, GENERAL LANDSCAPE AND FENCES IN A GENERAL AREA. THAT HE WAS NO LONGER IN. Same reason I didn't go at Wigglebox when she was checking after the fact if Misha filmed in Van and where. THATS NOT THE SAME AS HER FUCKING STALKING JENSENS HOME YOU FUCKING RAPEY MINDED BASTARD

here you go!!! I'll copy paste his UUUUUUUUUUU DAMNING CAP MYSELF

NOTICE UNLIKE YOUR FRIEND I AM NOT TRIANGULATING SPECIFIC TREES, FENCES, PRETENDING TO BE INVESTMENT BANKERS, CALLING THESE HOUSES OR LOOKING FOR SPECIFIC ADDRESSES

(cut for length, cap and more inside)

YOUR BESTIE WIGGLEBOX WAS PRETENDING TO BE INVESTMENT BANKERS CALLING AROUND ALL OF TELLURIDE TRYING TO FIND JENSEN'S HOUSE, SPECIFICALLY. THEN THE SATELLITE. NOT OF AN AREA. TO FIND THE SPECIFIC TREE SHE WAS STALKING HIM WITH AND SAVE HIS ADDRESS.

jesus.

you fucking PSYCHOPATH. Do you see evidence of TRYING TO FIND A SPECIFIC HOME? WHAT DOES THE CAP SAY, YOU LIAR. "WOW, THE ROOF PITCHES ARE DIFFERENT."

Why was that a qualifying factor? Because regions have similar structures. If all the houses have the wrong rooves, then we know he wasn't there. If all the houses have infinitely wrong fences, we know that's not it.

Oh my god that's it. You what. called and reported to Jared's bodyguard that I *checked notes* looked at rooves and fences in the largest city's residential districts to rule out the rumor/possibility of Misha being in Hawaii.

so fyi the moderators of SPN Script Hunt have devolved into defending their ability to doxx innocent fans contact information into inboxes, perform fraid and impersonation to banking institutions, try to call jensen's home and fail, and satellite tree stalk to save a specific address because [checks notes] another fan checked if the architecture of a house misha was at one time and one time only was in Hawaii. (spoiler: it wasn't! RIDDLE SOLVED!)

Also pretending I *just now* installed statcounter. And the SHRILL WAILING that they can be held accountable when they threaten me and shit and be reported or have their internet services turned off, which has happened to a few for their harassment. Nah man. You come into my blog you're in my house and I get to card you if you're suss. If you don't want, don't come to my fucking house. If you come to my house to harassment, I have the right to have you removed from the property,

why do you not understand consent?

your trolls that invade my server break consent by violating the rules they themselves consented to for opening my space

you have them violate it on multiple servers

you're wailing that you can't send hate anons and shit and your trolls have been getting blocked

you literally think like a rapist dude. you're entitled to everything, take what you want, you don't understand consent, you "agree" to boundaries and rules you immediately violate and feel entitled to abuse whoever you want and be immune to any rule you want and literally force yourself into people's spaces. That's rapey dude. Stop it.

Nobody made wigglebox save and write down a specific address that she "accidentally" stalked an entire wilderness area for one specific tree to find one specific house

Bruh. Seriously don't try to compare it to "does it match this neighborhood? If so it'd be here" to [specifically hones in on one remote home on purpose]

[titanomakhea]

anyway in case it wasn't like rather obvs, i do NOt care what canon says i have been doing my own thing since s1 even mentioned belos? i will ... write up like ... a cheat-sheet of this blog and how it works but 100% the Main Differences are

belos is not philip, but the wittebanes existed, belos jsut committed identity theft after some real awful events and an inability to cope

he has regrets about basically everything because this is NOT what he wanted???

an actual primordial god but he used to be a human. of course he survived the collector, only another god would be able to survive otherwise instant death

disagreed with philip's witch hunting view, which is ... why shit went bad with philip. he liked caleb better. and speaking of caleb, the issue with hunter and the other golden guards is belos is so bad at coping he could only ever see caleb and didn't recognize the individuality of each guard?? in his mind he was just reviving caleb for real a bunch of times??? dude.

he had a wife and daughters who he brought to the isle, they heckin died :(

he's younger in looks than philip would've been, his primordial form also is different clearly lmao.

he's trying to cope and trying to be better but it's not easy. also please know this man just talks to the isle in general he genuinely CAN hear the titan because the man became one (permanent, derogatory) as opposed to luz who became a titan (temporary, affectionate)

[tripleorderoftopperstix]

Yuletide letter 2023

Things I really like: third-person limited (one POV character), canon-divergent AUs/fics that are set in the canon world*, soulmate tropes

Hello author! This is my second Yuletide and first one where I realized I should write a letter. Feel free to poke around here (my main blog) or my AO3 (gandmvsm or tripleorderstix, I don't really know how pseuds work lmao) if you want to know anything more about me or what I like!

Actual letter content below the readmore!

Things I usually don't like: most other AUs, permanent major character death, first- or second-person, more violence than canon-typical, POV character pregnancy, on-screen rape/sexual assault

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Strict DNWs: adult/child romantic or sexual relationships, pregnancy, detailed body horror (implied/offscreen is ok), omegaverse

Requests:

*To give an example, I wouldn't be interested in a standard coffee shop AU for Supernatural, but I would be interested in a Supernatural coffee shop AU where demons and monsters still exist on-screen, but Sam and Dean's main gig just happens to be working in a coffee shop instead of being hunters. (...This explanation may have made things less clear, sorry!)

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Higurashi - Rika, Satoko

I love the original VN, anime, and Gou, I just didn't love how Sotsu was an exact retread of Gou instead of its own arcs. I'd love to see any expansion of that world, though! Is there a loop we didn’t see? Something post-Sotsu? A sidebar from a loop we did see, but with a different focus? I also know and love Umineko also if you want to work in any details from that canon. (I don't know anything about Ciconia, so feel free to include but any references will go over my head.)

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I'm very into Satoko and Rika's unhealthy relationship, in any form - romantic, platonic, somewhere in between. I'm very much /not/ into romantic Mion/Shion, Satoko/Satoshi, or adult/child romantic relationships. Any other characters and/or relationships you want to include are welcome!

AI: The Somnium Files - Bibi, Ryuki

Spoiler warning for AI:NI, although if you matched on this fandom you already know what's up

I'm so so fond of all the members of ABIS, and I think we should have gotten more interactions between Ryuki and Bibi. I'd love to see how they interact when Ryuki isn't in the middle of a literal mental breakdown. Or maybe when he is, if that's something that inspires you! Besides the requested characters, I also love Date, Mizuki, and Boss, and of course Tama and Aiba.

You can include any other characters or relationships you're interested in!

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Zero Escape - Akane, Junpei

Akane is my problematic girlboss fave and whatever other buzzword you want to apply to her. I'm in love with her and want any story that features her front and center. I love how she can be so cold about what needs to be done, but she does still care about people, at least to their face. Her relationship with Junpei in particular is just so juicy - sure we got two and a half games or so of it, but I want more!

Of the three games, 999 is my favorite game, so something set before/during/between it and ZTD would be fantastic. Snake, Clover, and Santa are my other favorites from that game if you're inspired to include them!

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Taskmaster - Alex, Greg

And now for something completely different after a string of visual novels. Taskmaster on its own would already interest me because I love funny people doing stupid things, but then whatever the fuck Alex and Greg have going on fascinates me. I also have a huge celebrity crush on Alex.

Greg/Alex is the popular ship for a reason and I'd love to see something about them, but if you want to go into any other ships or platonic relationships instead or in addition, please do! I'd prefer any family or real-life relationships be ignored, or treated as if they never existed. E.g. Alex and Rachel just never met in the world of your fic.

Unlike my other requests, some of my favorite fics for this fandom have been AUs! As long as there's still Greg and Alex's BDSM thing going ON, I'm happy with any setting. If you aim more towards "canon," I'm a huge fan of the studio banter.

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Powerwash Simulator - worldbuilding

This game has the weirdest lore. Imagine future humans (or possibly aliens? Still not sure!) showing up in your society and saying hey, you need to worship a power washer so that this volcano in definitely-not-England doesn't erupt and kill everyone. What does that even look like?

Or, you work at the mayor's office and he's definitely not sacrificing the entire town's cats to said volcano. Of course not! How do you deal with that??

These are just two ideas off the top of my head. Don't feel limited by those prompts, I want to see anything that goes beyond the handful of text messages you receive in-game!

[cosmicbucket]

very much so unsurprised by these results! a good first year of tumblr-ing lmao :]

I posted 213 times in 2022

That's 213 more posts than 2021!

104 posts created (49%)

109 posts reblogged (51%)

Blogs I reblogged the most:

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@healerelowen

@roach-works

@hrokkall

@cosmicbucket

I tagged 182 of my posts in 2022

Only 15% of my posts had no tags

#inscryption - 65 posts

#the giant bot war - 53 posts

#original character - 49 posts

#sigil14 - 45 posts

#askblog - 38 posts

#rat bastard anon - 12 posts

#p03 - 12 posts

#leshy - 9 posts

#inscryption spoilers - 8 posts

#inscryption p03 - 8 posts

Longest Tag: 126 characters

#i can fully picture it being like a parallel. living inside a photograph is just a cute couple thing until it's p03's reality.

My Top Posts in 2022:

#5

aight now i'm on a tangent

cosmic ramble

a lot of this is going off of recent gameplay memory so bEAR WITH ME

I said this in the tags of my last post, but I am a firm believer that P03 didn't understand why spreading the OLD_DATA to the world was such a problem. Of course he understood its capabilities when it came to achieving power, he used it to gain control after all. But beyond that? He makes no reference to the OLD_DATA and how it's straight up dangerous. Whether this is because he didn't want to tell us (y'know, so we would help perform The Great Transcendence) or because he didn't know anything to tell us, I'm inclined to believe it's the latter.

An optional encounter we can trigger is if we receive a key from the Bone Lord in Act 2 and we visit him again in Act 3. The Bone Lord asks Luke to stop filming in exchange for information about the OLD_DATA, so we're treated to about 5 seconds of darkness before the camera comes back on, and Luke is clearly distraught by the information. The Bone Lord disappears and P03's only remark is "Holy $&!# ..."

P03 rarely uses swear words. When G0lly is accessing the web and finds a picture of a real Mummy Lord, she reactively swears ("#^%! me...") It would appear that she's easily distressed by the grotesque image. But P03 doesn't get distressed. He always keeps his cool and he always knows more than you do. He takes great pride in how easily he outwits you and the other Scrybes after the success of The Great Transcendence. P03 wouldn't casually display any emotions that imply "weakness."

P03 is caught off guard by the Bone Lord's information, enough to show genuine shock in front of Luke - the stupid, idiot gamer. I don't think P03 understood what was truly at play here.

Furthermore, in its victory speech, it makes no mention of the OLD_DATA: "Even if those foul Scrybes manage to revert this version of the game again... There will be thousands of copies of Inscryption out there. And in most of them? I'm the one in charge!"

P03 just wanted power over the other Scrybes. He didn't even do anything to them while he was in control - he trapped the Angler, possibly as payback for being the one to give Leshy power, (EDIT: NOT POSSIBLY, HE DID) and he trapped the Lonely Wizard. While this does become his downfall, I see it as testament to the fact that The Great Transendence power grab was mostly spurred by the fact that when someone else was in control, he was at their mercy. And Leshy proved to be quite merciless in letting him be killed and sacrificed for a game. (If you take into account their history as being married, it's really just salt in the wound.)

P03 as we see him in Act 2 is an emotionally constipated Scrybe who, when not in charge, fears his perceived vulnerability at the hands of the others. He needed control, and he needed it to be permanent. So, he uses Luke to upload the game and solidify his power, unaware that he's also uploading doomsday codes.

And despite everything the other Scrybes do to prevent this, it actually works.

25 notes - Posted October 7, 2022

#4

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25 notes - Posted September 29, 2022

#3

HEY SO ABOUT MY "P03 DOESN'T KNOW SHIT ABOUT THE OLD_DATA" THEORY POST

I JUST GOT MORE SUPPORTING EVIDENCE

The Mycologists are established to be experimenting in order to better understand the Karnoffel Code, which "appears to be an earlier form or component of the OLD_DATA." When they hijack P03 for their boss battle, P03 regains no memory of the events.

"What just happened?

Where am I?"

When you defeat them in Act 3, the Mycologists play two cards - Gem Detonator and The Daus - before they're merged together, creating a card bearing a very particular set of numbers. The Mycologists rejoice, before discussing the card before them.

"It appears to be a fragment..."

"...of the OLD_DATA."

"We must study it."

"The robot must forget."

And lo and behold, P03 doesn't mention a thing of the OLD_DATA.

"I feel terrible.

What have you done to me challenger?

Never return to this place.

I really need to clean my registry..."

this was an apologist-fuelled theory but nOW IM THINKING I MIGHT'VE BEEN ONTO SOMETHING

34 notes - Posted October 10, 2022

#2

tags: @skiddlecat

i did Not impulsively make a comic for this. what makes you think i would do such a thing.

anyways here’s. a comic. that i made for this. impulsively.

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43 notes - Posted November 13, 2022

My #1 post of 2022

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[monstermoviedean]

okay thank you to everyone who weighed in that was informative!

[sadlysoulx]

How Haikyuu characters would react to you seducing them

(they have a crush on you)

Please bare with me coz I don't know how do you✨seduce✨ a person. So if the following doesn't count as seducing and considered as teasing, please forgive me🙂👍

Hinata

-you sat on his lap

-•/////•

-he died on the spot🙂

-But jokes aside, he would stutter and fumble with his hands, not looking at you.

-He can't stop fidgeting because he doesn't know where to put his hands; on your waist or on your thighs? 🤷🏻‍♀️

-"U-uh, Y/n? Where d-do I put my hands?"

Kageyama

-he was drinking his milk when you walk up to him, took his carton milk and sip from the same straw.

-(pretend there's no kuroona virus😃)

-he would blush when you hand it back to him casually, half-empty.

-And then you winked before walking away.

-He didn't mind sharing his milk with you😏

-"Y/n B-BOKE!"

Yamaguchi

-He was literally breathing peacefully until you came😭

-he was sitting there, so you walked from behind him, bend down and brush your lips against the crook of his neck.

-His breath hitches🤭

-When you started to lick a bit he started to bounce his leg.

-"Y-Y/n. . . W-what are y-you doing?"

Tsukishima

-You knew seducing him is a bad idea😬

-But reader-chan is stubborn 🤦🏻‍♀️

-you visited him in his house and you saw him relaxing on the couch. Smirking, you walked up to him and straddled his lap.

-He froze.

-Jack 2.0 😭😭😭(Titanic music playing in the background)

-he tried to hide his flushed face on the crook of your neck.

-"You're an idiot. . ."

Tanaka

-👁️👄👁️

-You didn't even tried to seduce him💀💀💀

-You were just staring at him and then he would blush😭

-he would broadcast to the whole world.

-"Y/N-CHAN SEDUCED ME!"

Nishinoya

-same as tanaka-senpaiiiiiiii🙂

-You were like just ✨breathe✨ and then noya be 😍

-"Tanaka! Y/N SEDUCED MEH!"

Suga

-You were passing by the empty hallway when you saw Suga walking up to you without knowing.

-you smirked and called him. He looked up and smiled at you.

-You walked up to him but didn't stop, so he walked backwards until he felt the wall behind him.

-he realized the situation you were in so he got really nervous 🙇🏻‍♀️

-he avoided eye contact so his eyes went like:⬅️⬆️↗️↘️⬅️↘️⬆️

-Lmao sorrryyyy💀

-You laughed and walk away leaving him flushed.

-"WHAT THE HECK WAS THAT FOR Y/N?!"

Daichi

-You realized he gets enthusiastic when you call him captain

-but then you found out it's a different story when you call him daddy😩

-when he walked you home, you accidentally called him that.

-he got nervous, fidgeting everywhere and then would scold you.

-but he secretly likes it.

-"Y/N! If you don't want others to think we're in a relationship, then don't call me that. Unless you want us to be in a relationship. . ."

Asahi

-You both decided to study together.

-he was memorizing a while paragraph and then when he looked at you, he finds you smirking and staring at him.😏😏😏

-he stutters in his whole paragraph, his cheeks flushed red when he sees you like that.

-"T-the w-world war t-two is one o-of the— Y-Y/n? Is there something in my f-face?!

Oikawa

-both of you were eating ice cream and then you saw some swipes of it on the corner did Oikawa's lips. 👁️👅👁️

-You mindlessly wiped it off his lips and ate it.

-(again pretend there's no kuroona virus👩‍🔬)

-he stared at you for a momment processing what you did and then smirked.

-"oh you noti noti, seducing me like that. . ."

-sOrRy 💀💀💀

Iwaizumi

-Say it with me THAT ARMMSSSSS💪

-you were sitting beside him in the bus stop waiting for the bus.

-he was wearing a 🔥sleeveless top🔥 because a while ago was practice

-You ran your hands up and down his arm, amazed by how a third year can have such amazing muscles.

-he froze and then looked at you.

-blush painted his cheeks and he liked what you did.

-But he won't admit🕳️🏃‍♀️💨

-"TF you're doing?!"

Ushijima

-🔥😏💪👁️👅👁️😍😛😜😉

-Do anything to this guy he won't get affected.

-try to seduce him, he won't get affected but would give you a 3 hour lecture.

-That is UNTIL you straddled his lap.

-you thought he would scold but then smirked as his face flushed the faintest pink.

-he leaned in, and whispered to your ear.

-"Did you brush your teeth?"

-SORRYYE 💀💀💀

-he actually said:

-"Y/N. . . What are you doing? Sit down and let me tell you why that is wrong,"

-you were right. . . 3 hour lecture. ☹️

Tendou

(help I run out of ideasss)

-You went out of the school showers after taking a bath.

-You sat beside Tendou, smirking up at him whole running your hands through your wet hair.

-he smirks back, even though there was a slight blush dusting his cheeks.

-"You look hot, little one,"

Kuroo

-Both of you were waiting for kenma to get out of his classroom.

-the hallways were empty so you decided to have a little fun.

-(as you know, the males Nekoma uniforms consists of black pants, white long sleeves polo shirt, black vest and tucked in red tie)

-Kuroo doesn't have his best on so you pulled on it and bend him down to your level.

-Kuroo was taken aback by shock, a blush printing permanently on his cheeks.

-his bad bish mode was off. . .❤️

-Kuroo:😳

-You:😏

-kenma watching: 👁️👄👁️

-hotel: trivago

-"U-uh Kenma! I also dunno what to is Y-Y/n d-doing. . ."

Kenma

-you saw him playing with his Nintendo so you sat down beside him.

-your body was twisted to face him.

-your left hand playing with soft hair.

-your face dangerously close to his, so that he can hear you heavily breathing 💗

-He got all blushy blushy •/////•

-You can hear the defeat song playing on his Nintendo switch.

-"Look what you did to me. . . I lost the game. . ."

Lev

-You were just putting lotion onto your legs and Lev be like🤭

-Yaku mom mode on so he smack the head of Lev

-Little did he know you were actually seducing him 😏

-"its not my fault Y/n's so hot—" *gets smacked by yaku again*

Yaku

-After tossing balls to Kenma for his sets, you walked up to yaku, all sweaty 👀

-yaku be like 🤚🙂 gurllll for what reasonssss

-you watch him ran away from you.

-you: 👁👄👁

-"Y/N WHYYY DID YOU EVEN DO THAT?!"

Bokuto

-He always slaps your butt💀

-He always butt slaps you, sometimes he forces you to join him to butt slap Akaashi 😭😭😭

-akaashi: 👁️💧👄💧👁️💢

-so this time you wanted to get revenge to slap his 🎂

-Once the two of you are alone, you slapped his butt hard.

-Bokuto was blushing hard and his eyes are wide open.

-And then suddenly he rans away.

-"AGAAAAASHIIII! Y/NNN BUTT SLAPPED MEEEEE!"

Akaashi

-You heard Akaashi has a hand insecurity :(

-when both of you are sitting alone together, you slowly touched his hand and you felt him shuffle uncomfortably.

-you sighed before taking his hand and interwinning it with yours before raising up kissing it, looking him dead in the eye.

-he blushes before looking away.

-"Idiot. . ."

Kita

-You pinned him to the wall

-(☉-☉)

-he quietly stares at you while he blushes as hard as he can.

-"Wtf are you doing? Suna is watching us right now. . ."

Suna

-lazy boi™

-poker face©

-add both of those= no reaction from him™©

-you sat on his lap and he pushed you away.

-But believe it or not he regretted doing it cuz he wants you close by.༼;´ ༎ຶ ۝ ༎ຶ༽

-"You little elf get off me!"

Atsumu

-lets get this straight.

-you guys are together now. . .ᕙ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)ᕗ

Osamu

-he offered you his onigiri.

-instead of taking a new one on his bento.

-you took the one he already bitten off with.

-You walked away smirking.

-Osamu: . . .

-"WAIT WHAT DID YOU JUST DO?!"

Sakusa

-You asked him for an alcohol spray.

-he suspiciously gave you his.

-you sprayed your hands with it.

-Sakusa=proud daddy

-"well. . . That was hawt. . ."

Whew! I took 2 hours straight writing this I hope you enjoyed! Thank you for all the notes you gave to meeee. I just started and my blogs are already getting a lot of attention ಥ‿ಥ

Follow for more! (・∀・)

Requests are openʕっ•ᴥ•ʔっ

Anyways thank you for 23 followers sis I only started a few days ago but this is already alottt🥰

[serabellymrph]

My Mass Effect mutuals have likely noticed this over the last week or so, but I'm currently in the process of doing some blog overhauls. I'm working on moving content to individual Carrds for each of my characters as well as installing some simple blog themes (likely just going to use the same theme across all blogs for ease), so that's going to take me a while to get set up.

For the time being, all my blogs except my Mass Effect muses will be on temporary hiatus until I complete the overhauls. It's going to take me a while, but honestly I've been looking at the other blogs and wanting to do something about it, feeling unsatisfied with a single, massive Carrd for all my muses, etc. I didn't want to have to do that, but honestly, dipping into a little aesthetics seems to be something people need to realize that you're actually a decent roleplayer nowadays... so whatever, I guess, lmao.

Content will be taken off the main Carrd as my info is switched in pins and the like, but it's frankly going to take me a while. I'm not planning on moving my blogs, so don't worry about that. Nevertheless, I'm likely going to condense my RTN and Modern Sakura blogs into my regular Sakura blog, so all interactions from those will be moved (whenever I get replies). I'm also considering removing Magilou and Zelda and putting them on permanent hiatus/request only, but we'll see how the first few overhauls go.

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Saw this in the Jikook tag and thought I'd add what I have seen. What I've seen isn't that people think they're fighting or broken up even though I'm sure there's a lot of that going on but for some they now believe Jikook were never a couple and are just close friends and they feel foolish for buying into blogs that have their own theories that Jimin and Jungkook are an actual romantic couple. Not entirely sure why this NY trip and middle half of 2021 in general have people changing their minds but I guess only they know. It happens every so often but this time I've seen people make permanent changes to their accounts whether it's on here or another sm platform. I just know some are comparing those blogs to the one who shall not be named in the other toxic shipper base. It's not that they see Jikooker blogs as toxic and horrible as that other person but that these Jikook blogs offer their own brand of manipulation only this time using facts instead of lies. No idea if that made any sense lmao How do I put it? Like taking events that have happened and making them out to be a bigger deal than they actually are which in turn gets other people to go "Really? I didn't see it that way but these people are older and wiser and maybe see things clearer than I do" then gifs or clips are usually provided and it all becomes pretty convincing. The thing is no one knows if they're a couple. Could they be? Yeah sure. Could they just be close friends with their own set of personal boundaries? Absolutely. When someone tries to offer up that suggestion to many Jikook blogs, they don't want to discuss that most of the time. Personally I've seen anons suggest a close friendship and are met with comments that that anon must not be experienced enough or anyone who can't see that Jimin and Jungkook are in a relationship must be blind or are choosing to ignore what's right in front of them. That's messed up. That's acting as if the opinion that they're dating is no longer just an opinion. I can see how that can be a mild form of toxicity in itself. Nobody has the right to belittle somebody because they share a different opinion. Even after this NY trip, I've seen many Jikook blogs erupt in anger, calling anons stupid and ridiculous for having doubts or changing their minds and coming to their own conclusions that Jikook aren't a couple but close friends. It's odd to see "Why does no longer car sharing convince you they're not dating?" When actually we've never known if they are to begin with so someone changing their minds over something that's never been confirmed in the first place isn't a problem or "stupid". Maybe the reasons for changing their minds might seem a bit hasty but they're still allowed to change their minds. So yeah I see people are feeling foolish for believing these blogs who hold the opinion they're dating and I think in time the negative feelings will fade away and I have already seen some move on from those types of Jikook blogs and make changes. Perhaps they'll be able to enjoy BTS content without worrying about Jikook's status? As for me, I've never believed they were a romantic couple to begin with but their relationship whatever it is in reality has me aww'ing so that's why I follow Jikook tag. Their interactions are very cute. Sorry for rambling on so much!

You're good, Anon. And I agree with most everything you've said! However, I'm not so convinced they aren't a romantic couple, but then again, I'm not convinced they are. As I told a friend, I'm pretty agnostic about this (and as an actual Agnostic in the religious sense, that's on brand, lol). I'm pretty bad about seeing things in black and white. I used to, but then law school happened, and I've mellowed out a lot (which is ironic, because I think most of my fellows only got stronger in their opinions, lol! IDK I think my ENTJ is slowly dying into an ENTP; the world has beaten me down into seeing the gray). But I don't really worry too much about it. I did at one point, simply because I think it's human nature to want absolutes, to want labels and definitions especially when something is "other" or "unusual", but I got over it. Do I think they do some suspicious things that make me raise an eyebrow and question them? Yes. Does this definitively make them a couple? No. Will my world fall apart if they are just friends with weird boundaries? No. I understand those blogs that are CONVINCED seem a bit dismissive of doubts, and I envy their conviction. I think they feel they are seeing a truth and supporting/defending a truth that is screaming to break free. That Jikook ARE IN FACT a couple, desperate to be seen as such, but muted by their careers and the socio-political climate of where they live. And I am sympathetic to that. It's why I cannot simply dismiss Jikook as NOT being a couple or forcing heteronormative expectations on them. If they are, I do indeed see signs, and I support them if it's true. BUT, that often leads to looking at a lot of what they do with confirmation bias. That is, you believe your hypothesis "they are a couple hiding in plain sight", so everything they do or say supports this hypothesis, and I find that equally faulty. I see some Jikookers who get just as silly about Jimin and JK being near each other or looking at each other as Taekookers. Sure, they'll spin a more eloquent web using those odd and unusual things that make me side-eye ("SE") to support this, but it often boils down to the same thing. Not everything Jimin and Jungkook do equates to some magical, romantic relationship! I get that they are often trying to cite patterns of behavior (eg JK gravitates towards Jimin) which could be seen as innocuous and BFF stuff and then couple it with "SE" stuff (eg JK sucks on Jimin's ear) to give more meaning to the former as being more romantic and legit than a Taekooker possibly citing similar, but it's not. Not fully. I know the BEST romantic relationships have partners who are BFFs, but that doesn't mean that BFF behavior equates to a romantic relationship. Or even the "SE" behavior equates to a romantic relationship (as you said, it could be BFF's with weird boundaries - I've made out with a few of my friends and I was in no way attracted to them physically or romantically). It's not the transitive property of relationships here. So, that's where I see more wiggle room, that's where I think a lot of people question or have doubts, but that's where these blogs are so convinced. I don't necessarily think they're trying to be rude (but they can be and that sucks), but I think they're just stuck in their confirmation bias loop. They are convinced and they use the strength of that conviction to put emphasis on a lot of things. I don't think they're trying to manipulate anyone, because they genuinely believe it, and that's where they can be dismissive when questioned. And again, I don't think they're inherently wrong, but I also don't think they're inherently right, either. I will say, that if ANY pairing in BTS were to be legit, Jikook have the strongest argument, but it doesn't mean they are (but it also doesn't mean they aren't). And that's ok, to me at least. I'm fine living in the gray and seeing Jikook as each other's person, regardless of what that fully entails. They have a beautiful relationship, they make each other better people, and as my double biases (Jin is my bias wrecker - my chaos trio!), that makes me happy.