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Regulus who let's Barty take him out on Valentine's day cause even though him and Rabastan are together he didn’t explicitly ask to be Regulus's valentine while Barty got him white roses painted red and heart shaped sour candy
#barty shooting his shot even though regulus is taken#he don't gaf#regulus is loving it#rabastan is so upset#and never making this mistake again#regulus loves being a little shit#and being showered in attention#bartylus#the soldier and the violinist#regulus black#barty crouch jr#rabastan lestrange#marauders#marauders era
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Seonghwa politely asking the ghosts in his room to leave in his best attempt of british accent
#obsessed#seonghwa#ateez#park seonghwa#atzblogging#mine#men will do anything to take attention off the fact their shower is being used by another man
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#xiangli ……………….#im not crying ☹️#……#um#🥺#🥹#😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#SNIFFOLLLLLLLSS can you imagine being xiangli’s partner!!!!!!! TT like! you!!! really bagged THAT!!!!!!#he’s so gentle and kind and thoughtful and intelligent and inspiring and patient and no one walks away from an interaction with him the#same way they were before TT he’s not only a genius but also an Emotionally Aware genius (do you know how rare that is) and he would be so#attentive to you and your wants and needs 💗 he gets so excited as much as he is flustered to introduce you as his partner to his friends#and EVEN PASSERSBY ... yes this is my partner whom i love very much!!!!! ..... TT#hes so charming and handsome and funny and plays pranks on his coworkers and has a beautiful brain and beautiful heart and a beautiful cock#he’s just . such a GOOD person 🥺 and an even greater friend 🥺 and and even Greater boyfriend 🥺#AAAAAAAAAND you get to cuddle him at the end of the day and kiss him and hold him close and tell him you love him and see the sweetest#smile grace his face when you do and also . you get to play with his hair!!!!!! it looks to be very fluffy!!!!#in conclusion: xiangli <3 that is all . im sorry ☹️ i will now proceed to take a shower and cry about him there
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all this yapping all this complaining and yet niamh still loves me, that children is true love
#I'm being funny and shower her affection#i just show affection like a dog I BITE or I just nudge for attention#kyle.txt
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nymphia: wins
jane: lies directly on top of her
#jane being touchy is so cute to me#planymphia#the way she was so quick to congratulate her n shower her in attention#i’m soft#pn rambling
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Please shut the hell up about your insecurities in the jjk tags we don’t gaf
again!! did not mean to add those tags !! just block me if it pisses you off that badly !! also clearly you do care 'cause if you didnt you wouldn't have felt the need to go out of your way to tell me to shut up so
#also ur a coward for sending this anonymously#which also shows you clearly care at least a little#if you didnt care#then you wouldnt go out of your way to hide your identity#CAUSE YOU WOULDN'T HAVE SENT THE STUPID FUCKING ASK IN THE FIRST PLACE 💀💀#Is it that hard to block or scroll#you cannot seriously be that chronically online that someone using incorrect tags sends you into a dilemma#why are you literally a 2020 discord mod after someone starts talking in the wrong channels LMFAOOOO#No but seriously shut up#there is no way you care so much about finding your precious smaus that me accidentally using the tag is the end of your world#jjk fans try to touch grass and take showers!!!!#level impossible!!!#ik itll be hard for you but i believe in you (not really)#no hate to other jjk fans#but yall are lwk building a GOD AWFUL rep rn#and thats coming from someone whos very active in the jjk fandom 💀💀#imagine being so delusional and strung up on pretending fictional men are ur boyfriends#that when someone disturbs that#(and ‘disturbs’ is generous considering the fact you arent obligated to pay attention to my posts 💀)#you get pissed of and decide to go out of your way to tell them#this goes to show what kind of life you so obviously lead#when was the last time you left the house be honest#do you turn to the affection of pretend men because real people dont wanna be around your chronically online ass?#dont worry babe#we can tell
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we have. a lot. of drawing. to do. this month. and. lots. of drawing. ideas.
Flo. wants. to write about. the effects of. Hanahaki disease. in our system. and how it. manifests. in the headspace. and then. do drawings based on that. if that makes sense. and i think. that would be fun. but we. already. have enough art to draw this month. so that. will probably have to wait. until the new year.
#... on top of the. current art project.#which if. i am not wrong. should be finished and posted. tomorrow.#i am. anxious to post it. but working on all of it. was my. idea. so. this is. my fault. i guess. i dont. know.#i feel. we are. being a bit. Too Much. with... mm. disregard. it's. probably fine.#but we feel. we are. a bit. Suffocating. currently. attention-wise. do we. shower you. in too much. attention? @fp#i am. scared to. ask directly. apologies. but i. assume. you will see this. eventually. hello. when you read this.#... anyways.#i told flo. to write. her findings down first. and then. work on art. later.#so. to our two friends. whom we talk to. on discord. near daily. expect. a wall of text. in our discord channel. soonish.#when flo has time. to write down her thoughts#pk;m diamonds🔷#she is very. fascinated. by how it. manifests. is all. and it is generally painless; pain doesn't. manifest. in our system. unless.#the body. is in pain... or unless. we are going. through mental turmoil. but i digress.#the point is. how it manfiests. causes us no pain. it's more of a nuisance. at most. and we generally. do not notice the flowers.#until a different starmate points them out.#though rarely. we do. actually cough up flowers. it is also painless. i assure you.#but i. am rambling. that should be. flo's job. [lh].
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nothing makes me feel more alive than seeing and being seen by queer people peace and love on planet earth
#hot goth at the pedestrian crossing I will never 4get u#nothing like the instant mana boost hp overclock of being given The Look#i know what you are...#also there was a bevy of butches at the cafe showering someone's small poodle with love and attention#I think this might be why I have become a summer lover in recent years. it gets over 18 degrees and the queers come out for the sun#iced coffee seazon thank u
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sorryf im being mentally ill about hallucination event right now SO in the LCSyS au, would there be something like it :o? Like after all of it's over or something, how crazy would it be if Jackalope tried to get them all together just to do one last concert?
Never apologize for being mentally ill about Milgram content 😌👍 We are all in it together 😔👍I'm combining this answer with a reply to @kikithedeceiver (and spiraling out of control from both)

I've had a lot of ideas about the project being public in LCSyS, but was holding off including it for few reasons – the audience’s voices would conflict with Es as their own character. Knowing the public was watching would change the way the prisoners acted (even if they thought they were acting natural). It’s a long time that the families would have to deal with the public knowing about their loved one’s almost-crime. I also like the idea of this au ending with the prisoners returning to very normal lives.
Buuuuut it is such a fun idea, and popularity seems an essential part of an actors au. So, I’m not naming this as canon, but here’s a pitch if you liked that idea and wanted to run with it :3
The team doesn’t tell the participants that they’ve been recording/collecting certain material to release. If a translation is left out by accident, the prisoners just assume it’s for a foreign team member – they have no idea how close/far Milgram reaches.
The third trial begins. The prisoners are inside the prison, and on the final stretch of the trials. On the outside, Jackalope contacts families for signatures to release the material publicly. The team thought about censoring names and things, but seeing current fans’ investigation skills, they knew it was a matter of time before they put pieces together anyway. This may be super illegal but for the sake of the story I’ll say that family consent is enough lmao.
Some of them are easy to convince to sign off on everything, since it can raise awareness for their loved one’s struggles. Muu’s family takes the longest, as it would risk ruining their reputation. (They’re only swayed because it truly is a great opportunity to show off Muu’s talents for those modeling scouts, and she didn’t actually kill anyone in the end.) Kazui’s family refuses to release his info, but Hinako uses sway with her marital status to sign off instead (I pictured things happening fast enough where she hasn’t gotten an official divorce yet). Hinako still struggles with what he did, but she thinks he’s doing something incredibly brave now. I’m not 100% sure what’s going through Amane’s father’s mind, but if the murder really was in line with the cult’s beliefs, maybe he believes that Amane will be be a shining representation of their religion. He wants to show her off as their little golden child.
The experiment is published in its current form: music videos, voice dramas, timeline conversations, interrogation questions, etc. It’s brought to more than just science/psychology circles, though. Jackalope has no shame in marketing it as entertainment, hence the stockholders mentioned. He assures the sociologists that this will be a major breakthrough for them. He tells music labels he's got the new hit thing for them. He leans into the excitement of releases and merchandise in the hopes of gaining attention for the experiment. Needless to say, it works. Even though the audience has no sway over Es’ decisions, they are encouraged to make decisions for themselves on what they would judge each prisoner. There’s the same types of theory/analysis/discourse posts passed around.
When the trials end, the prisoners are released into the world to find they’re famous. Instead of trudging back to their lives feeling that society hates them, they find tons of adoring fans telling them how much they understand and forgive them. Even if their final verdict was guilty, they have hundreds of voices assuring them that they are loved. That they are not alone. This attention really helps Haruka, Amane, (and maybe Es) who don’t have a good home to go back to. Not only can they reenter society, they are welcomed with open arms. They are looked after and showered in love. Some of the adults realize they want to use this popularity to lead the charge of social change. They create/support projects meant to help people who are facing their struggles.
And of course, there’s the other type of fame as well. Yuno loves answering fanmail and turning her karaoke hobby into a music career. Kazui goes from a life of feeling rejected and disgusting to scrolling through comments upon comments of men oogling him. Mahiru gets offers from fashion magazines and blogs to write up sections about self-love. Amane gets to live out her dream of being a performer, hinted at in her first two mvs. Fuuta is flustered by all the positive attention his appearance/voice is getting. Mikoto… well, I just wish him luck when he opens tiktok…
Which brings us to the live event! The prisoners have tried to keep in touch while adjusting to their new lives as almost-murderers-turned-idols. They’re amazed at how well-recieved the trial songs were. Those were some of their most personal, shameful secrets, and people relate to them? People love singing them?? People want a concert featuring them??? Jackalope encourages them to get together for one last encore. Some are thrilled with the opportunity, others are still nervous about the whole thing. Some think it’s in poor taste, that Jackalope is milking them for entertainment. But with a bit of conversing amongst themselves, they realize they all want a chance to sing like that again, and see each other in one place again. (It’s ironic because in my head Mahiru is the one to convince everyone to come ;--;)
It’s strange putting on the uniforms again. Es is unsure about putting on their guard’s cloak. But the minute they stop onstage, they’re met with wild applause. They can sing their fears and dreams to a huge crowd and see in real time how it’s reaching others. They hear the cheers after each song. They hear that it’s streamed all over the world. All of them have an absolute blast, and pour their heart and soul into their performances.
#milgram#lights camera sing your sins#thank you both for the comments!#its not the direction i want for the fic but its SUCH a fun direction 😭#as you can see from the annoyingly long post ive already had a lot of ideas for it asdfsdf#so many of the prisoners struggle with lack of love/attention -- so introducing them to the current fans who with shower them in adoration#always makes me happy to think about#those who feel undesirable see their faces on merch and people who try to mimic them#those who feel unlovable hear their name chanted when they enter the room#and mug i know that technically they could have a concert without everything being public but i tried to keep it accurate to the real event#and yes -- fuuta does put on an eyepatch on a whim halfway through 😂
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Ever heard that art imitates life? — By chance, do books parallel life? — Because I just realized my exes tend to share names with my favorite fictional heartthrobs… and generally speaking most of the characters in my favorite books share the names of people in my life… and now I'm weirded out lol.
#also my fav two books are about bi women who experience heartbreak & the world of artistry on a nonstop loop of tragedy… def no projection#time to go ask my therapist#lol#fangirl problems#book lovers#just shower thoughts#ever since this was brought to my attention I can’t get it out of my head lmao#not crazy just being dramatic lol#The Invisible Life of Addie LaRue#The Seven Husbands of Evelyn Hugo
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Kat: so, um, I wanted to ask...what are we? You know? You and I?
Vergil:
Kat: like, are we associates....friends.... boyfriendgirlfriendmaybe.....
Vergil, taking out his earbud: sorry, were you saying something? I was listening to this song Dante recommended. It's not my style but I get it.
Kat: .....
Kat: I was asking what you wanted for dinner...
#please do not ever forget I'm a danver freake 4ver#but yeah sorry you were his hag Kat i personally wouldn't stand for that level of disrespect#dmc reboot#shooting in the sky to drive the rent down (i haven't even been posting there is no rent)#Sorry if I were Kat and my sorta ex bf/it's complicated boytoy had me help reunite him with his brother and then he started showering#said brother with praise and attention and being a total queer.... Id start siding with mundus or smth.#id make everything way more complicated. don't play w me#stratatata
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Me two hours ago: I should go take a shower.
Also me: [rediscovers my smalletho playlist on Spotify & listens to it in its 1hr52min entirety while backreading the smalletho tag on tumblr for the first time in months & having So Many Feelings about these idiots instead]
Anyway. Time to go actually shower.
While listening to my smalletho mall au fic playlist, of course.
#Also hey hi I've been gone quite a while#I have been Having A Time health-wise since like the last week of April#& in fact still am very much Having A Time with it#& part of that is related to not being able to take my ADHD/narcolepsy meds#(which is a good deal in part due to my insurance being The Worst)#but that does mean I am Tired As Fuck All The Time#& also having a Very Difficult time with things like#you know#Thinking. & Paying Attention.#in ways that have made being fandom & even just keeping up with my cubito videos#Really Fucking Hard#But I've been slowly working my way through my video backlog#& also watching Wild Life as much as I am able to#(Also the mall au playlist during shower time is not new)#(I have legit been listening to it every shower for like six months now)#(& every time I get SO MANY FEELINGS about it)#(So while I haven't been doing writing or posting)#(I have not forgotten about it)#(also also (& I will make an actual post about this part) I have decided I was being Silly As Hell)#(When I decided to move it to an adults only blog)#(that was stupid.)#(So it will be coming back here.)#(Anyway yeah I am back & I am so excited to catch up on things)
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ooooh. wait. i've been scratching my head to find ways to give john more page time in katc and what if i wrote a scene where john is marching syb and a few other prisoners (maybe hurk and sharky) up towards the remains of the YES sign (destroyed by syb, hurk, and sharky) and he holds them at gunpoint while they start rebuilding it.
#syb and hurk were firing from tulip (syb flying the bird and hurk shooting his rocket launcher out the side) while sharky lit up the base#brought to you by shower thoughts + little axe's 'down to the valey' as was featured in classic film: holes (2003)#also yes syb is barely standing as she's being forced to march#gone like 72 hours without sleep. she's starving. she's thirsty. she's beat to shit#and john has her on a death march and force her to claw at the dirt with her bare hands <3#and idk how she draws her conclusion or what that conclusion is. but she realizes something about him#something that makes her sympathetic#probably something about how desperate john is to regain control of the valley. because he's trying to prove to joseph he /can/ do it#and how badly john wants joseph's attention and approval#how syb remembers augustine being the same way when they were young#(and she ignores how augustine STILL is desperate for her attention and approval. and she ignores how she's joseph in the metaphor)#nonreflective queen <3#whining wombat#wip: kneeling at the crossroads
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my mom is so fucking weird I was talking to her about my future niece and I was like “I hope she has [brothers wife]’s eyes” and my mom responds “well. my eyes are green 🤨” and I was like okay and??? and she goes on to talk about how babies take after their grandparents like this this isn’t about u omg!! 😭
#oh she can’t handle the attention not being on her#the baby shower is gonna be fun 🙂#she like fully believes my sister in law doesn’t like her that much
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something weird about being up all night is I have to pee like all the time. I guess it means I'm hydrated?
#TMI I GUESS it does remind me that I do pee in the shower all the time#I didn't think I did and then I started paying attention and I really do#but I stand by it! you're getting hot water continually washed over you! why wait! and if you have to go#then listening to and being in running water only makes you have to go more!#and yeah like there's squatting involved you don't want it ON you#but I don't have any plumbing drainage issues! I'd much rather pee there than wait to get out. like there's no point!#idk why I'm so passionate about this but you gotta have one meaningless hill to die on ig#cor.txt
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bored, anyone wanna fall in love with me real quick?
#not to be all ‘i need a girlfriend or i feel worthless’ or anything but uhhh#nah but idk i’m pretty sure i’m coming on my period and i’m in a mood™️#ya know when ppl say their sex drive is through the roof? nah all i want is to be loved truly and deeply bruh#anyways if anyone wants to shower me in love and affection please and thank you#i need attention or i will wither away#but also i fucking hate being perceived too closely#it’s a real conundrum my dudes#i CANNOT keep going on dating apps#i feel my soul ebb away every time i use one#whatever happened to a good old fashioned meet cute??#oh right you actually have to leave your house and be cool and fun and attractive for those imaoooo#gwen rambles#gwenposting
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