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tim-shii · 1 year
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me silently waiting for the gut wretching stomach hurling hair grabbing sad, comfort, angst fics in the jjk tag now that gojo has gojoed
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fisheito · 6 months
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collab #2 with @xenole i was given a chibi yakumo and i.. i...... turned it into thiS
#I AM SO SORRY I DREW YAKUMO AGAIN ADFSJEIADKS LOOK OK so xenole gives me the tiny crying yakumo.#says DO WHATEVER YOU WANT and THUS i get to thinking#my immediate thought was#i'm going to make oli breast boobily while comforting him#bc i was determined to draw xenole's fave this time. i swore it to myself. i WILL stop being so self indulgent#but the chibi on chibi comforting scene didn't sit right with me. it was too straightforward. not something i would draw normally#it was hhhh as u say.... not on brand.? it did not inspire me. idea benched....#so days pass and i'm still pondering ideas on what to do to the sad spaghetti.#configurations of clan members danced in my head. some defending yaku. some comforting. some bullying#the ideas usually involved at least oli or kuya bc once again. xenole bias#then while i'm in the shower i got frustrated with my lack of ideas and thought#i'll jujst eat.him. just. chew on him. i'm tired of him#AND THE IMAGE OF KUYA EATING YAKUMO FOR BREAKFAST POPPED INTO MY MIND#originally it was going to be kuya eating yakuflakes and oli giving him serious side eye but then the brain went#WHAT IF IT'S YAKUMO WATCHING KUYA EAT YAKUMO. THAT IS FUNNY. IT MUMST HAPPEEN#BUT I REFUSED at first. i was angry at myself. this is not a competition to see how you can STILL sHOVE YAKUMO into a drawing.#plus the composition would shrink xenole's chibi down! i would take over so much space by comparison! THE DISRESPECT! TO THE COLLAB PROCESS#but once i get fixated on smth...well. i ended up doing the idea and just praying xenole wouldnt eviscerate me for it#i'm sorry my liege. my grip on the reins was weak. the goofy clown horses went stampeding#so idk now it's the two of em having a peaceful breakfast in kuya's cabin but only kuya is at peace and yakumo's this close to a breakdown#i feel like there should be something in the space between them. a speech bubble or something . something mean is being said#yakuya#nu carnival yakumo#nu carnival kuya
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doctorsiren · 1 year
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I bet when Dahlia came in to testify pretending to be Iris, Werewolf!Phoenix's hackles instantly raised, and he was barking and growling like crazy. Everyone in the courtroom was confused since Phoenix was usually a sweet guy.
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I love that yes thank you
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heckblade · 1 month
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listened to the most recent ep of wbn on a plane which was a mistake because I was fully losing my shit, crying, freaking out. in an aisle seat of a crowded airplane. not ideal, but holy fucking shit, unbelievable performances from every single cast member, i have not recovered
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menlove · 3 months
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I will is the most diabolical paul song
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angorwhosebabyisthis · 7 months
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one thing i love about ricky is that a good chunk of the time he's all awkward angles, and another (often overlapping) chunk of the time he's Delightful Rickyface, and then every now and then out of the blue you just get flashbanged by how hot he is
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god damn
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morganalefay · 8 months
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Just realized I forgot to share this here, but I made a video to go along with my fic: the stars are crying (for what we could have had)
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shorlinesorrows · 5 months
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this poor guy cannot catch a break
petition to get him away from his predatory sugar daddy ai 2024
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gideonisms · 1 year
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See I think if I'd been born a guy I wouldn't be this pathologically avoidant trying to plan my career because there are plenty of situations you can find as a cis man where you just Do Tasks in awkward silence and you can get to those as a woman but you have to go through the rings of hell socializing first and then besides, a lot of those jobs already have so many men that you stand out when the whole point was you Don't want to do that
#you gotta be god's strongest soldier to survive this shit and i am not! i am god's weakest most pathetic soldier!#i survived five years of customer service crying weekly and getting harassed and being a baby about it#when i got promoted no one would listen to me and it made me constantly anxious and then so tired it took me a year to be able to#think about having a job as something remotely positive and stop crying about it#idk how other women are doing this shit a guy treats me like his sexy servant and i feel BAD and upset for years#and think of what he said 7 years later and they only touched me on the shoulder and made comments other people go through worse!#but i am not strong or determined i just want to go through my life in peace and stop talking to people altogether#it wasn't just guys who treated me badly older women made fun of me and called me lazy and stupid#tutoring was fine but i felt like i was putting on that same performance and at that point it all felt so awful i just. didn't want to#i can see no way out of talking to people for the rest of my life and it gets me down sometimes#i know i get to come home but even then i will probably need people to live with#i basically only like my family and close friends talking to me sometimes even that is hard#sometimes it's way easier to type and feels less awful#i think i have to just keep on keeping on until i can finally get good enough to freelance edit and code that's the only thing i can think#of doing that doesn't make me cry#emails are fine they suck but i don't have to control my face and tone so.
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neerons · 10 months
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Kei’s Sacrificial Lover…
After some time after its release, I finally started and finished just now reading Kei’s Sacrificial Lover story… I am going through so many feelings, because of so many things. There’s so much to take in, and while this story is so cruel it might just be the hardest thing I’ve ever read, I love it so much. Don’t know if that’s the type of story I’d like to read twice though… It almost physically hurts to read it
Aside from my overwhelming emotions, Kei and MC’s relationship has somehow been shown to be back to square one (with their affection and trust remaining for now until they can finally be done with the antagonist). Yet, everything that happened is contributing to make their relationship evolve into a more ordinary, romantic and mutually conveyed love later on, right? I’m glad that Kei is finally facing his trauma, but I didn’t expect his trauma to be also linked to something like this, and I also didn’t expect this newly presented antagonist to have so much impact on the story in its entirety, on their relationship, and to dive into such taboo and horrible criminal acts. The writer really outdid himself with this story. You could say he… ate… (sorry)
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macaroonkitti · 6 months
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Yall 😭 I was checking out some massive mass outbreaks in Arceus earlier because I hadn't finished that quest and I found a shiny Pachirisu in one of them
Problem is!! I panicked and forgot to save and it ran away!!!
So now I'm on the hunt for a shiny Pachirisu in Legends Arceus, any tips would be obliged
On the plus side I got this bad boy today
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pocketramblr · 7 months
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Dash simulator
Blog 1: lol anyone else seeing a lot of strawberries in new recipes now? sometimes its fun but i really dont get the appeal of adding it to everything. why did you make strawberry garlic bread
Blog 2: u kno im not a fan of strawberries, i really like the rich sweet and sour notes from oranges, oranges and chocolate is such a good combo. i altered a recipe for a smoothie with oranges last week and it was soooo good ill give you my notes if you want Reblogged by: Blog 1: ahaha yesss i love chocolate and oranges
Blog 3: I canNOT believe the hate im seeing to strawberries right now, like, you know guys know the rule don't like don't bake right?? you know you can hit the back button right?? honestly what's wrong with yall
Open draft- wait guys you know there's a difference between leaving a comment on a recipe saying you hate strawberries and the recipe writer should never use them, and going to your own blog to say you don't really like strawberries, without naming any specific people or recipes right? you know there's a difference right?? - Save - Post - Discard
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Blog 4: why is everyone jumping on the strawberry hate train right now. what is wrong with you. Reblogged by: Blog 5: I knowwww like guys some people stop baking because of reading things like that, please stop it, if you don't like strawberries you can be quiet about it
Open draft- im so sorry if anyone's getting sent mean messages or comments about what they're writing and baking, but i'm literally not seeing any of that and if you are, please use the block button. but someone making a post on their own blog is not that, and if you can't see the irony in you being allowed to complain on personal blogs but not them i can't help you... - save- post- discard
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Blog 2: are strawberries even in season?
Blog 6: woo cherry pie!
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missing lotg (and Leo<3), I hope everything is okay with you!!!
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Hello! It’s always missing LOTG hours, isn’t it 😔
I’m doing okay! I’m very busy though. My new job, which I started in February, is absolutely incredible. I love what I do now and it’s going to be a great career, but I’m still very new and the schedule is hectic. It’s also very draining! The hours are very long and I don’t have much time to myself. I miss writing so much, and I miss the community even more, but I can’t promise a game update anytime soon.
That being said, I’m always thinking about TLOTG even if I can’t write much for it right now. It’s not a dead project! It’s just hibernating. Anyone that has been around for a while knows that I’m in for the long haul and updates aren’t often. I love the little check-ins you guys send me, it’s so relieving to see that people love this project as much as I do even with so little content at the moment.
So thank you all, it’s nice to chat! Asks are always welcome, I read and appreciate them all. ❤
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twilit-tragedy · 2 years
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Still watching the credits roll, but: She fought for them. She saw it all beforehand, saw her part through, but refused to let theirs end as foretold. Because she loved them. Her memory - physical and not - lead them all the way to the discovery of their own fate. And she committed her boys' story to stone and wood.
And after that, she left her love his own story. How it started and how it will go on. She painted him in her colour. He is worshipped. He is loved. He will know what that kind of love feels like. He has a role - one he never imagined, but one he will take. He has a reason to live.
To grieve deeply is to have loved fully. Open your heart to the world as you have opened it to me and you will find every reason to keep living in it.
He has a path. Both of her boys do.
#all her lines are amazing#and I'm still reeling#she knows. she knows exactly how much time is left. how much they don't know. how much they'll suffer#she leaves them words she hopes will serve them and does all she can to keep them safe after she's gone#her palm on a wall in Jotunheim. the way her breath shakes as she marks the last tree.#how hard it must be to accept her own fate without her loved ones and yet the determination in avoiding theirs#god.#the way he's relunctant to give her a pyre and would have entombed close to him. the way he never considers disrespecting her wish.#how preciously he holds her memories. how seriously he trusted her words even if he didn't understand them at the time.#i have just. so many feelings about them. the devs could not have gone better about honoring her memory in this game than they did#i am overcome#the knives. the axe. the bow. the sachet which held her ashes. the pieces of her they carry with them. memory and protection.#fuck I'm going to cry again#god of war spoilers#god of war#gow spoilers#twilit posts#''you prepare for a distant future. there is much time ahead of us.''#her silence#''i wish to *better* a future... that will exist without me whenever that day comes''#godddddd she says it with all the letters in it but they'll only find out so much later how much she meant them!!!#sony santa monica you've outdone yourselves#update from the next day: i just realized he might not be fond of the idea of cremating her because he has literal ashes on him#not a good reminder to his past mistakes :(#and also i forgot to mention here that when I was watching kratos looking at the mural i was bawling my eyes out-#repeating ''he is worshipped. he is loved'' over and over#god that scene will stay with me
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heterosexistly · 1 month
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Mental illness that contains hyper fixations on religion is sooo
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potential-fate · 10 months
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Me, thinking about stickers and slapping the side of my new PC casing:
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