what a weird & fucked up thing to include in the bio of your feedism blog
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sometimes i wish i share current interests with my OG™ friends on here, because sometimes.......idk.......i just feel left out being the only one out of the three of us who's Super into rhythm games.
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morals are so confusing sometimes. it's not like i'm trying to do anything malicious, it just doesn't occur to me that most people see these things as bad — to me, some things are just kind of a means to an end and if nobody gets genuinely hurt idrc ??
if i let someone borrow something and they're not giving it back, i don't really see anything wrong with telling a lie about the importance of that item to guilt trip someone into giving it back (eg, so & so gave this to me before they died & it's rlly important to me so i really would appreciate it if i got this back soon ...). not because i want to go outta my way to make someone feel bad, but that's just how i view the world. they are probably maliciously keeping my stuff, so just talking to them wouldn't be enough. so why shouldn't i?
i don't see an issue in hacking into my parents email so i can get the verification code for a family streaming service, it takes me a really long time for it to click that actually People Don't Like Someone Going Thru Their Private Stuff even though i'm not trying to find anything but the verification email
type of things that i don't really realise could genuinely upset someone until i think about it a lot and ask someone for their opinion. i could realistically just ask and communicate better, but i often fall into the pit on never relying on anybody to do something when i put a task in their hands. that will only end up hurting or disappointing me.
oftentimes in trying to watch my own back and keep myself safe from nonexistent problems, i somehow create them
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Uh
If you want to suggest things to draw, tell me-
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Once again they crushed me with saying I'm ugly because of my own fault 😭😭 not just my face but my whole aura?? Like all the air around me... they said people won't like me if I didnt change.. like im sorry... i didnt Mean for it to be like this... im sorry I grew up wrong. I will need some time. I will do my best
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I know this is probably 90% frustration I'm at work and unable to do the stuff I wanna, & that it's probably not all that deep but over the past couple months now I've been feeling bad on & off in some specific ways and I am. Scared. That we might have a ""Karl Lore"" development on the way.
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trying to channel the energy to write but damn it's so hard this weekend has been so grody .. obviously there's been the good parts like i have loved many moments but danggggggggggg it sucks to feel like this sometimes omg !! brain ..
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