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cringelordofchaos · 8 months
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Welcome to the AuDHD club buddy
eurghhhh but what if I'm faking it
#sorry if im annoyijg abt thjs but i saw a lot of self dx negativity yesterday#abt how most ppl who self dx are “just doing it to feel special and unique”#abd how a self dx without further medical accomodations is useless#bt like#what if the term just helps you understand yourdelf better and helps u not beat urself up as much#bc u can finally explain ur behavior#and find ppl like you w similiar experiences#and like finally you can feel understood#??#does that make sense#but like also#what if the things i sxperience have a different reason#the reason why im absolutely failing at school is bc im addicted to technological devices#and the reason why im addicted is bc of covid 19 and how it affected me and like almost every person on earth especially gen z-ers#and loke ke HATIG HATING AHTIG texture of non fresh meat to the point of literally beijg incapable of swallowing it#and HAVING to spit it out#could just be me uhh not being happy abt life in generak and never going outside?#bc i noticed food is somehow tastier once i actually go outside more often#and i loce going outside#idek how#the psychologist last assesment told me i have tics#wait fuck no its not called an assesment oops#last visit#what if i have tics bc uh idk? she said most teenagers have them#but like i barely ever see others like me#in public#i wpuldnt consider myself having sensory issues but at the same time each time the bell rings in school its really loud and i habe to block#my ears and i assumed it was normal but literally NO ONE ELSE does it? are they just pretending theyre not bothered by the noise or am weird#also i am capable of paying attention to stuff like classes once the people teaxhing the class themselves make it easier#idk. o was gonna comtinue talming but no more tags for me thanks tumblr
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milliesfishes · 2 months
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could u pls write something suuper fluffy and sweet for coriolanus? maybe it’s snowed badly and coriolanus is working from home giving reader all the more access to him and all the more needy for his love or maybe reader got a little tooo drunk at a gala and now he has to (gets to) carry her home and take care of her.
thank uuu i loce ur work 💓
౨ৎ ⋆ 。˚𝓼𝓷𝓸𝔀 𝓭𝓪𝔂 𝔀𝓲𝓽𝓱 𝓬𝓸𝓻𝔂𝓸 ౨ৎ ⋆ 。˚ 𝓯𝓮𝓶 𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓭𝓮𝓻 𝔁 𝓬𝓸𝓻𝓲𝓸𝓵𝓪𝓷𝓾𝓼 𝓼𝓷𝓸𝔀
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When you wake up to a blanket of white coating the world outside your window, it makes you smile. The roses are icy, the grass invisible. The only thing in sight as far as the eye can see is the storm. Large flakes melted against the glass panes, and you reached for your blanket, wrapping it around your shoulders. It always felt nice to be cozy during a storm.
The other side of the bed was empty, as expected. Coriolanus would have woken up well before you, rising to greet his work. You could picture him removing his arm from around you and pressing a kiss to your hair before standing and going to get dressed.
Humming to yourself, you thought about going down to get a pot of tea and then bringing it back up here so you could read all bundled in your blanket. It sounded like the perfect start to the day.
Getting up and grabbing your dressing gown, you folded it around yourself and exited your room. Sure, you could have had a maid bring it up, but you wanted to make the tea yourself. The kitchen staff was accustomed to seeing you down there.
Pausing at the entrance to Coriolanus' office, you noticed the light was on. Unusual. Pushing the door open, you expected to see a servant cleaning. The sight that instead greeted you was that of your husband, brow creased as he pored over paperwork.
Tilting your head in confusion, you stepped in, coming closer to him. Once he heard you, he looked up, a tight smile crossing his face. "Darling."
"What's this?" you asked curiously, gesturing to the scene. Even though he was at home, he was wearing his suit, jacket was folded over a nearby chair, the tie loosened.
"The roads are too icy," he explained absentmindedly, scribbling something down. "I decided to work from home today."
Smiling softly, you moved in, putting a hand on his arm and resting your chin on his head. The corners of his lips turned up, but he raised his eyebrows. "I'm supposed to be working."
"May I keep you company?" you murmured, rubbing his shoulder. "I was only planning to read. But I'd like it so much more if I could be near you."
A real smile hinted at his features, and he took your hand in his, lifting it to his lips and leaning back in his chair. Kissing your fingers, he nodded, icy blue eyes meeting yours. But you melted the surface.
"I'm making tea," you smiled, leaning in to kiss him once. "I'll be right back. With a cup for you too."
Indeed, you returned not twenty minutes later, your book and blanket in hand, balancing two mugs of tea hooked by your fingers. He laughed at the sight of you, standing and taking the drinks before they could slide from your hands and shatter.
You wrapped your blanket around yourself and curled up in the chair across from him, opening your book and beginning to read. Every now and then as you flipped the pages you could feel his eyes on you, which was lightening. Always protective, always checking on you.
At about one, he stood up, pushing back his chair. Thinking he was stretching or going off to the washroom, you ignored him. But when you felt his arms wrap around your collarbone, a smooth kiss pressed to your cheek, you smiled, bringing one hand to touch his face from behind. "Everything alright?"
"You look comfortable," he muttered against you.
"I am," you whispered, tracing his cheek.
Coriolanus nudged your cheek with his nose. "Care to take this somewhere else? I'm done working for the day."
You giggled, nodding and reaching up for him. "You want to cuddle?"
"Maybe." He leaned down, sliding his arms underneath you to lift your body into his arms. Coriolanus made sure to keep the blanket wrapped around you as he carried you all the way back to your bedroom, laying you down on the bed and settling down beside you.
Spreading the blanket over the two of you, he pulled you in and cuddled close, holding you snug against his chest. Turning your head to the side, you watched the snow drift to the windowsill.
He lazily pressed kisses to your face, brushing aside a piece of hair to access you further. You nuzzled your face against him, happily cozy in his arms.
"I wish you would take days off more often," you murmured against him. He stroked your side, tugging your leg to be positioned over his.
"I know," he said softly into your hair. "I know, my love." He breathed in softly, nestling another kiss into your hairline. "But that just makes it more special, doesn't it?"
Lifting your head, you raised your eyebrows, a skeptical smile taking over your face. "You're being annoying."
Coriolanus laughed lightly, pulling the blanket tighter around you. "Oh, darling..." he kissed you lightly, rubbing your back. "I do love you."
"I love you," you echoed, resting your head over his heart and closing your eyes. As the storm raged outside and colored the roads in ivory, you laid there safe against the man you loved, warm in his arms.
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quimichi · 4 months
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It's me the little guy Fae >:3 and I'm here for your match up event
Fandoms
Honkai and/or genshin
Pronouns
She/they
Hobbies
Illustration, crochet, embroidery, watercolor, gaming, TTRPGs (tabletop role-playing games) like DND, putting my characters through absolute hell (writing)
Gender preference
With fictional characters I prefer men but I love me a tall sexy evil Woman
Personality
Don't listen to what my hobbies say about me, I'm actually a chaotic little shit who runs circles around my friends. I do my best to give support when needed whether it be mentally or with a technical issue but I'm sure you knew this stuff before because we are friends on here. Though I will say I am depressed and that may impact the character I may or may not get matched with.
Fun facts
I really like foxes :)
And jellyfish :))
While it's not common enough to be a hobby I do know how to sew
My favorite colors are pastel pink and yellow
Well I prefer a cottagecore aesthetic for myself I actually don't prefer that in a partner.
I'm not a Neuvillette main but my autistic ass will go off about water (different bottles of water have completely different tastes you cannot change my mind)(also cold water tastes sharp and warm water tastes round I will not be taking criticism on this)
I don't have a green thumb per se because all my plants are suffering but they stubbornly cling on to life no matter how much I neglect them.
If you need more you know where to find me
A/n: I'M SORRY BESTIE BUT MY HEAD WENT "DOMESTIC" THE ENTIRE TIME---
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ARLECCHINO
@ NO CAUSE HEAR ME OUT
@ you loce cottage core, and your hobbies are stuff like crochet and watercoloring. Its cute and i feel like Arlecchino matches that somehow??
@ listen, she is much more softer than she looks. She loves the kids and does really care about them, i think this cute little domestic life would fit her and would also be a dream for her
@ although she grows the kids into the fatui, she loves them dearly, can't show it tho-
@ but anyway--imagine sitting side by side near a fireplace while she reads a book and you do your thing beside her. No talking, just enjoying each others company
@ loooves to do domestic things with you, like cooking together, baking a cake, reading a book, crochet or bathing together.
@ i think she can do embroidery and crochet but not so good-teach her, she will actually listen. She's a little tsundere but she'll listen and she will learn pretty fast.
@ it's important that the twins and freminet like you, they visit quite often or she visits them. If they don't like you, or any of the kids in the house of the hearth, she would be quite skeptical about you then
@ lucky for you cause...they love you, duh?? Who wouldn't.
@ you're very parental, you give great comfort and you like to play with the kids.
@ and Arlecchino loves to watch lol
@ now to your depressed state. She will take it very seriously and will tell you so many times to rest and take care. She would give you the best tea from liyue, only the best watercolors from Fontaine, and the best baked goods so you can relax.
@ she would also leave you your space if needed. It wouldn't really bring her down, she would just be worried about you, but as a strong woman she wouldn't show it to you, that would only bring YOU down.
@ so dw, daddy Arlecchino will take care of everything. And if someone bothers you...well...you know...
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GEPARD
@ listen it was hard for hsr ok---
@ for some reason I see you with Gepard---
@ also for the same reasons as Arlecchino, the little domestic life won't go out of my head for you-and Gepard also fits this
@ like-he comes home from work, also brought some goods from the bakery so you both can enjoy some sweets after dinner (which you both prepare together) and then after dinner and dessert you both cuddle on the couch while watching the snowflakes dance outside Belobog
@ if you ever decide to crochet him idk socks or something, he will wear them with pride. Even if they're pink with glitter, he ADORES them.
@ wears them under his gear lol. Like Belebog is cold he appreciates any warmth that he gets. And what is warmer than your love~♡
@ (I'm disgusting-)
@ super shy, we all know, so it took him a bit to gain the confidence to ask you out- I can see you being friends with Serval so--Imagine asking out the friend of your sister?? Yeah I'd piss myself too-
@ but Serval was pretty supportive sooo dw, it all worked out very well
@ ans Lynx is also not complaining with you so the relationship is blessed ♡
@ helps around the house, he was raised good :)
@ also, if he has every a free day and you have to work, he takes care of the things at home and cooks for you ♡♡♡
@ also runs you a bath. Spends his entire day making you smile when you come home.
@ very overprotective too. Can't stand seeing you sad or having a bad day or depressed episode, so he does everything in his power to change that
@ even if it means for him to act like a complete idiot just to see a smile, cause trust me, he would
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awesomehoggirl · 7 months
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Can't stop thinking about hanging out with my past self likeee 15 year old me. she would be like do we have good friends do we enjoy uni are we still the smartest girl in the world are we excited for the future and i would say YES!!!!!! :DD and she would say oh awesome are we happy and i would say Well no i have this fucking demon that makes me shake and cry and hide in my room and not go outside and she would go Ohh dude that sucks. Have you heard gorillaz music i loce that I'm 15 year old you yayyy
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unmotivatedartistry · 8 months
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I'M CRYING SO AHRD OH YM GOD I LCOE SOAP AND GHOST SO MUCH IM SO FUCKING AOBBING OVER THESE TWO THEY NEED TO BE JAPPY I WANT TJEM TO BE HAPPY SO BAD I WANT TJEM TO LIVE AND LOVE AND HELP EACH OTHER ACCLIMATE OUTSIDE OF THE MILITARY. THEY WILL FIX EACH OTHER GOD DAMNIT THWY NEED TO BE HAPPY I REFUSE ANYTHING ELSE FOR THEM HOLY SHIT IM I LOCE HTEM THEYRE MY BOYS MY LOVELIES I LOVE THEM SO MUCH I WAJT THEM TO HE HAPPY FOREVER TOGEHTER I NEED THEM TO HOLD HANDS AND TALK AND COMFORT EACH OTHER AND AJD AND I NEED TJEM TO GET OUTTA THE MILITARY ONE DAY TOGETHER AND SOAP DRAGS GHOST TO SCOTLAND AND THEY GO AND VISIT PLACES TOGETHER AND MAKE NEW MMEMORIES AND THEY HAVE TEA TOGETJER AT A COFFEE SHOP. "FUCKIN' BRITS" I NEED TJEM TO LAUGH AND SMILE AND AND AND GO TO A LIBRARY FOR A DATE. THEY JUST TAKE TURNS READING TO EACH OTHER AND EXCHANGE A SHIT TON OF BOOKS AS THEY LEAVE AND THEY READ TOGETHER UNTIL THEY PASS OUT.SOAP GOES BACK TO COLLEGE WHILE GHOST MAKES MONEY FOR THE TWO OF TJEM. BUT THWY WORK IN VERY CLOSE BY JOBS AND CALL EACH OTHER ON THEIR BREAKS AND THEY THEY'RE HAPPY RHEY LIVR A PERFECT ANF HAPPY LIFE THEY
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benjinoff13 · 2 years
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Domestic avatrice text messages from their time In Switserland pt 2
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B: “Ava, there is a kitten on the sidewalk. You should come outside so you can pet it.”
B: “You can cross “pet a cat” off of your to do list.”
A: “COMING!!!”
B: *several pictures she took of Ava with the kitten*
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A: “I’m going swimming again so I won’t be home for lunch”
B: “We haven’t had a meal together in days.” (deleted)
B: “Okay! Have fun. I’ll see you at the bar later.”
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B: *link to video about bartending for beginners*
B: “Please watch this again.”
A: “screw you bea”
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A: “b i’m drumk can yiu pic meup”
B: “Where are you?”
A: “the var buti don’f wanf to gi home alone and i misss you yu’re sopretty”
B: “Okay, I’ll be there in 15 minutes. Don’t talk to strangers and wait for me inside, please.”
A: “thamks you i loce you”
B: “I’m on my way.”
A: “i’m so exited to c you there rhis weird guys who keeps touchinc me”
B: “What does he look like?”
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A: “here’s some songs I think you might like”
A: *playlist of 30, songs*
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A: “which outfit do you like better for the party at the bar tomorrow?”
A: *3 mirror pictures of different outfits*
B: “Number 3 matches the best. I find number 1 suits you and your personality the best. Number 2 is the most beautiful.” (deleted)
B: “Number 1.”
A: “thx!”
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3:32 am
A: “did you have to go on that overnight business trip?? I miss you and it’s cold” (deleted)
B: “Why were you awake at 3 in the morning, Ava?”
A: “just watching movies and accidentally texted you lol”
B: “Oh. That’s odd.”
A: “yup…”
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A: *tiktok link* *tiktok link* *tiktok link* *tiktok link* *tiktok link* *tiktok link* *tiktok link* *tiktok link*
B: “Please stop.”
A: “I’ll stop if you make one with me”
B: “Absolutely not.”
A: “fine >:(“
A: *tiktok link*
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B: “Can you change the bedsheets please?”
A: “sure! don’t know how but I’ll figure it out :)”
A: “it took me 2 hours but I figured out phasing comes in really handy when changing sheets I’ll show you when you get home it’s sooo awesome hahaha”
~~~
B: “I missed you today.” (deleted)
A: “I saw that ;)” (deleted)
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🏃 running into your ask box! So this is an angst Nicky and Taylor specific idea. It's post s2 and Nicky is trying to be in his child's life more and very awkwardly stumbling into mending a friendship with Cass. He also explains the personal alarm system for when Taylor's in trouble and Taylor has him add a miku rock and roll jingle bells music effect to it. The catch here is that Taylor, finally having down time to process some of his traumatic experiences is...aware that his dad wants to protect him above all else which means a lot! However the anything else often Includes Taylor's friends--leaving linc to almost die by fbi afterall. Also the situation with Erin and the trees where he would have poofed off with Taylor instantly if he had fallen off the tree for real. He loves his dad but the trust in him is complicated in certain situations. So basically he ends up using the alarm thing to alert Nicky (probably has a button on his miku keychain or certain lyric to activate it safely). But whenever he calls for help, he'll always pretend he's more alright than he is if not alone so that he can convince his dad to focus on helping anyone else around him too. One such instance being that Taylor's cat got stuck in a tree and he attempted to help but ends up falling pretty badly instead. He figures having wings would make this super simple though. When his dad arrives he acts like he's alright and just worried about the cat whose been up there for awhile. Nicky is surprised by the reason but agrees to help. He wanted to see his son anyway and wasn't busy either. Starts thinking to himself that maybe they could go out to eat or watch stuff together later if Taylor's interested
He gets the cat down and then looks over to Taylor, curiously asking about the cat (is it a stray or yours? Got a name?). He likes animals but outside of nick Jr never had another family pet.
All chill and curious vibes drain from his face though when, mid responding, Taylor faints. He puts the cat down and is in more of Nicholas' strict and cautious way for the rest of the day. Worried and once Taylor's inside resting, also scolding him too. Which I imagine might lead to an argument since this is a serious side of him that Taylor's not used to seeing. Not a fun side etc. When that's mentioned, it reminds Nicky of arguments with his own dads and he sees his younger self in Taylor in that moment.
i really loce this a lot sorry i'm very sleept so i dont have many words but like. i just love taylor disregardinf his own issues and also i love taylor faunting i will think abt it and weite it forever qnd evwr qne ever and i just love so much nicky being protectiv of tqylor qnd scoldinf him qbout safety and stuff augh this is so good thqnks
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chososcamgirl · 6 days
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RISEEEE AND GRINDDDD ‼️‼️ HEY MY SKIBIDI WOLFMATE WHICH I LOCE CERY DEARLY ITS ANOTHER MORNING SO RISE AND GROND 😏🙂‍↕️ U WILL ALWAYS BE A SIGMA ALPHA POOPOO💪💪💪 MAKE SURE TO DRINK WATER, TAKE BREAKS, FOCUS, EAT, AND STAY SIGMA 💗😈 *pretend I put the picture of an alpha wolf mysteriously driving away on a motorcycle in the dark*
IM GONNA START YAPPING SO HERES THE YAP WARNING‼️ ⚠️
ARGHRBRBRBEBEBENEB I WENT DOWNTOWN AFTER SCHOOL BECAUSE I WAS TRYNA BE THAT AESTHETIC PINTEREST GIRL AND I ENDED UP LOOSING MY AIRPODS… MY SIGMA AIRPODS WHICH I LOVE SO DESRLY… RAHHHHHHHH I WAD TWEAKING SOOOO HARDDDDD😭😔🐺💪‼️ PLUS TODAY I TALKED WITH A FEW PPL IN MY NEW SCHOOL N IM SO HAPY CUS EVERYONE ALR KNOWS EACHOTHER AT MY SCHOOL AND IM JUST LIKE NEW 🧍‍♀️🧍‍♀️SO IT WAS SO SIGMA!!!!! SCHOOL LOWKEY NOT SKIBIDI BUT ITS WHATEVER… heh.. gotta stay MYSTERIOUS and SIGMA. WHEN I FOUND OHT UR TIMEZONE I ADDED JT TO MY CLOCK SO I COULD STALK UR TIME… is that a little too 😱😨?? IDK GANG DONT BE TOO SCARED… ANYWAYSSSSS IK THIS IS ALL OVER THE PLACE BUT I HOPE UR HAVING FUN HOPPING WITH WET KANGAROOS OR WTV U AUSSIES DO 😈🙏🇦🇺🐨🦘 LOVE U POOPOO BYEEEE (update me on how ur day is btw I will GLADLY listen to u yap… heh… *pretend I inserted that one TikTok smirking emoji*) 💗😈💪🐺
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HAIII ALPHA <333 🐺🐺
i’m honoured being ur skibidi wolf mate sigma alpha poo poo🙂‍↕️ i hope ur happy to hear that i am taking care of myself!
NOOOO WHAT?? BRO THATS THE WORST😭 i can picture u dry heaving when u lost them i’m crying. i hope u find them soon or i will start a go fund me for you and ur airpods alpha😓😓 YAY!! i’m glad u talked to new people and it’s a big step to do something out of ur comfort zone (for me atleast #introverted) i’m sure you are very mysterious and nonchalant heh… u give off that aura… THE TIMEZONE THING IM CRYING😭 no i honestly find it sweet tbh and it’s a funny little thing knowing someone knows when i woke up LOL. thank you i am having a BLAST with the wet kangaroos (i am not someone help me they scare me i went outside last night in my towel at 1am bc my pyjamas were outside drying on the clothesline and i was so scared a kangaroo was going to come and chase me) I LOVE U ALPHA!! i am going to the mall again to see ANOTHER one of my hometown bffs HELP but i will update after😈 (i spent $600 last week so everyone pray collectively i don’t spend anymore money plz)
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gumballrightfoots · 1 year
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I COULD GO OUTSIDE
LET THE WIND FLOW THEOUGH ME
IF I STOOD SUN I WOOULD VANISH COMPLETELY
IN MY ROOM I REMEMBER
YOUS SAID IF YOU CROSS THE LINE THEN YOUR FEET WIL CUT
YOURE SO JNLOCU
YOURE IN LOVE AND IM UNLUCKY
YOURE IN LOVE AND IM UNLUCKY
YOURE IN LOCE AND IM UNLUCKYYY
SE YOU IN THE STEEET
STOP WONDER TDEEPLY IF I CHANGE HOW IWAS
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Hey there! I loce your drabbles! May I request a steamy nsfw drabble involving Matt warming Ryunsouke up who is shivering from the winter weather with his body?
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((Hi there dear and thank you! I'm glad you love the drabbles so far. And you have a request too? I don't mind writing this one for you. Please give me a moment. <3))
Silver butterfly mun/Peahen mom
Ryunosuke couldn't believe their luck. They were just done from a long mission that was near the cold fronts during this winter storm. Now, he and Matt were trapped out here. Lucky for them, they found a cottage and it had a lot of things, including food and other survival items.
Right now, it was still snowing outside but their was a warm fire place so they were wrapped in blankets to keep themselves warm. Matt was looking down at Ryu who was wrapped up in a big blanket with him. His body was pressed up against Matt's own while having his eyes closed.
He seems to be asleep but he was resting his eyes while relaxing from the warmth felt. Matt's body heat was so nice. Matt still finds him cute that he even moves a hand up from Ryu's waist to feel him twitch, shivering by that simple touch.
Oh that's right. Ryu's gotten a little more sensitive after playing with him but maybe he's gotten used to it? For now, Matt only moves his hand up more that he was holding Ryu's cheek to rub his hand against it. As soon as he did that, he felt his skin cold but he knew it could be due to the air in this room. He got a soft purr from his mate that Matt bit his bottom lip.
Damn his cuteness.
"Mmmmmm...it's gotten colder. Just how bad is this snow storm?" Matt heard Ryu whisper that he opens his eyes from Matt touching his cheek.
"I don't know but right now, it's getting colder here....come on, we can just cuddle up more on the bed near the fire...." he saw Ryunosuke blink to look at him. He understood but Matt helps him as they moved from the couch to sit on the bed together. He looks at the fire with Matt, seeing it's glowing light.
He held out his hands even when Matt can see he still was shivering. Was sharing body heat not enough? Well, maybe not due to it getting colder now. Well, they can still do many things to keep warm but..Matt had another idea. As he moves over to him from behind.
'Hmm, I wonder how long this storm is going to last? All night maybe or longer? I don't know..I just hope the others are safe where they are.' he was lost in thought that he didn't know Matt was looking at him while his red blood eyes looks down at him.
'Maybe in the morning the storm will stop. We can find a way to-' as soon as he said this, he felt Matt grab him from behind to make him yelp as the blanket slide down his shoulder showing off his neck and the shirt he was wearing. Matt didn't let go but held him tight. This made Ryu blush but was confused.
"M..Matt? What's wrong? Why are you-"
"Ryunosuke.." he heard his voice in a low tone while holding him.
"Y..Yes?"
"Your still cold. I get you're a vampire but...I don't like you being cold." He didn't let go but Ryu looks down. He blinks about to move but felt Matt's hands still resting on his waist.
"Are you sure your alright? You have been shivering all this time."
"I..I'm f...fine really. I did say I was a little cold but it don't bother m..me..honest." he didn't want to worry him but Matt knew better. He knew his mate tends to do that but he only reaches to lift his head making him look at him. He saw his blood red eyes again, making his face burn red again.
"Ryu...you know it's not good to keep things from me right?" He said this holding him against his body but Ryu only remains quiet to hide his face.
"W...w.....what do you mean, Matt? I'm not hiding-"
"You are. Your body is shaking and shivering..my little hellhound is cold and I can't have that.." Ryu only feels him holding his head to look down. "You know what happened the last time you said something...don't you?"
Ryunosuke gulps nervous remembering. He only said a simple thing but he got himself punished and the result of not being able to move for a week from that. The thought made him look down. "...I..I remember but I'm only a little cold. It's no big deal. You don't have to worry. The fireplace and blanket helps.." He said only for Matt to smile.
"That's true......they do help. However," that's when Ryu feels his fingers moving up his chest to slip under his shirt making Ryunosuke jump. His fingers were warm to have the other shaking. "I think I have another way to helping us warm up.....and I think it'll help...." he begins massaging his chest that Ryu was panting feeling his hot hands touching him.
"Haah hah....M..Matt..."
"Shhhhhh, just trust me. I have a.....little idea." he whispered but Matt saw Ryu blush but he looks to him a bit that his lips were only visible.
"....Y..You do? W..what's your idea???"
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A few moments later
Matt was holding Ryunosuke in his lap while his back was facing the fire place. However, his mate was panting and shaking, gripping the jacket Matt wore. He was having his chest kissed but he felt Matt's fingers pushing into his entrance deeply.
"Ahhh M..Matt....f..fuck..wait...your f...f..fingers......." He was trying to talk but Matt pushes down on his spot making the other twitch gripping his jacket while drooling and moaning out softly. Matt was looking at his hellhound mate, pushing his fingers in deeper while opening him up. Geez, he's got really tight again just like the first time they did it. or well the other times but he didn't mind it.
"Hmm? What's wrong my little hellhound? Are my fingers good? Besides, this is to help you and me warm up. I can already feel your body warming up too..." he said this to kiss his neck as Ryu shivers from the kiss then hisses when he got a bite.
"Nffmm!!...mmmm...mmmmmmm...mmmmmm~" Matt keeps moving his fingers before hearing the sexy purrs again but loudly as he keeps rubbing his insides good. "Mmmmmmm" He even quivered as his body opens up for him more.
"See? Your warming up so nicely now." He said only to look at Ryu then see his dazed out red eyes. His lips parted while his moans still keep slipping past them. "But we still have to warm up so bear with it a little longer.." He chuckled thrusting his fingers in more that Ryu cries out showing his fangs again.
"M..Matt Matt w..wait!! D..don't thrust your fingers s..so suddenly inside of me! Your fingers are g..gonna h..hit it...your gonna-" As soon as he said that, he twitched crying out in pleasure that his own length got excited. His spot was touched only making Matt go harder that Ryu was crying out drooling now.
"N..Not there!! Please don't keep rubbing me there!! I'm gonna go c..crazy! My body i..is...hhaaa......getting hot. It's getting hotter.." he closed his eyes that his hips bucked down wanting more of his fingers but Matt lets him while seeing Ryu showing off such a lewd face to him. Seems he was dazed from this that he was moaning and bucking down on Matt's fingers.
"Yes right here.....your clamping down on my fingers tightly but you still need warmth...just relax.." He said but he only saw Ryu panting and moaning gripping his jacket and his toes curled. His moans were growing louder and louder that he threw his head back, now really moaning out.
"I..I can't..I can't when your ahhhh thrusting y..your fingers i..in so d..deep!!! I can't!!" He arches his back but his eyes were hidden panting hotly that Matt saw his heated breath as his hips wouldn't stop bucking. It felt so good and his thoughts were going blank. Matt always thought his precious hellhound was adorable but he still quickens his fingers seeing him twitching shaking.
"Ahh! M..Matt!! Matt! I..I'm..g...gonna..."
"That's it..go ahead....." He keeps going only to slam his fingers in deep that Ryu screams out his pleasure cumming suddenly. His body was quivering as he came on himself but tightening around Matt's fingers. He was panting heavily in the room that he laying against Matt's chest looking up at the ceiling while gripping his shoulders.
His trying to catch his breath but Matt held him tight while hearing soft purrs from him. "Cute...your warm now.......your body is shaking too.......but you want more warmth don't you?" he pets Ryu's head hearing more lustful purrs that he was gripping the jacket while looking up. However, Matt pulls back to hold his chin that he kisses him deeply. Ryu only shook feeling the hot kiss that he returns it, whimpering from the feeling. However, he feels Ryu grip the jacket that he breaks the kiss hotly panting.
"Hahhh..hhaaaaa....." He was feeling his body burning up but Matt only moves him to give another heated kiss. "Mmmm!!!" when kissing him, Matt breaks the kiss to grip his waist.
"Easy now...." He said against his lips but Matt purrs mixed with a whimper, wanting to feel more of Matt's warmth. "Besides, I have something else that will help you get warmer and hotter too." He keeps holding his waist but Ryu grips the sheets to see Matt resting against the pillow but already grinding against him. He already was twitching from wanting to warm his hellhound out but seeing him out of it really was excited.
Though, seeing Ryu's expression was cute. His face was beet red, sweat seen on his face. His body had some areas flushed pink but he was in a trance from the pleasure his body got. Yeah, seeing him like that only made Matt excited. When he feels the grinding stop, Ryu looks to him shaking.
"..hhaaa...hhaaa..p..put i..it i..in. Please put i..it in..I want you t..to help me warm up..I wanna get warm..." He panted out for Matt to look at him.
"Don't worry, I'll warm you up......just brace yourself.." He said teasing him but he was being careful with him. He still didn't want to tear him but as he rubs the tip against him he slowly pushes against it as Ryu twitched whining now. It was hotter than his fingers!
He keeps holding Ryu's waist as the tip pushes in only to pop through. He whimpers biting his shoulder that Matt hisses feeling that. He groans from the heat. Such a tight fit still but he was going to be careful. However, Ryu squirms to try pushing Matt more inside.
"Ryu, ease now. I'm not going anywhere.." He said but heard whimpers. He even saw him sit up to reach in between them now stroking Matt as he watches.
"I..I'm fine..I just...I c..can't t..take it anymore..." He whines to sit up holding his wrists. Before Matt can explain, he felt Ryu moving his hips down trying to push Matt inside.
"Hey, I said I was going to help you warm-"Nugh!! He stops his words to feeling Ryu suddenly slam down fully on his cock! He threw his head back moaning out while tightening around Matt. His hand resting on his chest but it was shaking from the shot of pleasure running through his body.
"Ahhhhhh!!!"
'I..It's in! It's finally i..inside of me...' Ryu's mind screams twitching as he almost came from that.
Matt grunts feeling his mate twitching and slippery inside. He was hot thanks to his fingers but Ryu was panting drooling from the feeling.
"I..It's h..hot...your cock is so h..hot Matt. It's throbbing inside of me s..so much.....It's bulging my stomach..." He shook looking up but he was aching as Matt was panting loving how his mate felt. Yeah, they were going to be warm from this. As Matt tries to move, he winced feeling Ryu suddenly moving his hips moaning out as he did.
"Ahhhh ahhhhh s..so good! You f..feel so hot inside of me Matt. I want you to help w..warm me up. Please I w..want you to help me w..warm up." He begs of him but Matt grunts feeling the bouncing but he groans feeling him tightening up. He seriously was hot now but he held his waist seeing his mate bouncing on his cock moaning out. He can see his fangs out again but everything ached while moving.
"Ahhhh ahhhhhh ahhhhhh hhhaaaa nuggghh mmmmmmm...m...matt...Matt!!...Matt!!" He was crying out his name while moving but Matt twitches feeling his mate riding him but he was growling in arousal feeling him tightening around him. Damn it, this was a way to warm up but he only sees his hands resting on his chest while bouncing.
"Hahhhh ahhhhhh ahhhhh y..yes m..more! I need more..I want more. Please Matt..I need more of your warmth. Fill me with more!!" He begs only to quicken his hips that Matt grunts clawing his thighs.
"Easy Ryu, if you squeeze me like that I'm going to-" He sees him lean down to kiss him again deeply while not stopping his hips before Matt forces his hips down suddenly cumming inside. He heard Ryu's yelp but takes it all while breaking the kiss moaning out as he was being filled.
"I..It's hot...your cum is h..h..hot..." He whispered grinding into Matt's lap. "It's filling me u...up........" Matt panted from the feeling but he suddenly growls, flipping them to get Ryu on his back.
"!?" Ryu grips the sheets but feels Matt snap his hips forward making him moan again with a purr. "Matt!!!!!!! f...fuckkk!!" he moans feeling his rougher thrusts as Matt was holding him down.
"Your such a greedy little hellhound. You just came so suddenly but you even did the same to me. I think I'll keep you warm all night but I need to make you behave yourself." He growls to now pound away that made Ryu scream out drooling.
"HHHAAAA!! AHHHH!!! I'M S..SORRY! IT JUST F..FEELS GOOD! IT FEELS SO GOOD!!" He moans ripping the sheets but he feels Matt pounding into him that he only held him down while he cries in pleasure. He held him close still thrusting down into him but he only feels his hands gripping his jacket but Matt sits up now pounding away as Ryu cries out. He did take it off and lowers down still moving as Ryu still moans out.
"AHHHHH!! Y..Yes!! Yes ye..ahhhh nmmmm!!!.." He panted still pounding away but he only chuckles seeing how out of it Ryu was now. He feels him leaning his head back while being taken but he only held him tight while Ryu panted hotly against his neck.
"What's wrong? You want something else?" He still slams his hips but Ryu panted drooling as his moans wouldn't stop but he suddenly feels Ryu's fangs sink into his neck biting him. He growls again feeling him tightening around him again but he keeps moving his hips hearing muffled yelps as he takes him.
"MMMM!! MMMM!! MMMFFMM!!" His nails even cut into his back clawing him as he was still getting more. Matt only keeps going not letting him up but Ryu was adorable even feeling him drinking his blood.
"That's it..just take what you want..your already...so good." He teased still pounding in faster and harder that he feels Ryu cutting his back more that he feels his spots hit to make Ryu let out screaming. His toes curled crying.
"Ahhhh!! Ahhhh ahhhh ahhhhhh!!" He arches his back still drooling but he only feels Matt going harder and deeper that the bed moved with them pleasuring one another. Ryu was already out of it but Matt only keeps quickening his hips holding him down that he sees him twitching feeling close. "C..cumming..I..I'm gonna....a..again.."
"Not yet...I'm close myself...just a bit more.." he panted sweating a bit but he lowers down to bite Ryu's shoulder making him scream again. He feels the sting but he only moans clenching down again. Matt's movement got faster and faster, taking him as much as he can before he snaps his hips forward grunting as Ryu cries out again cumming in between them as he was panting. Matt panted himself but he only grinds against him while he purrs again.
"Hah...hah..."
"Heh; are you warm now?" He asked to see Ryu twitching but only whimpers to nod. "Good....though, thanks to your little display, I think we can go another one...you still seem eager to play." He saw Ryu blush.
"T..that's...." He yelps feeling him thrust again but his hand touched his chest before Matt held his legs up by the ankles.
"I know but trust me, I have enough to keep you warm through this storm. You'll be nice and warm till then." He teased with Ryu blushing worse. For that time, loud moans and cries were heard in that room. Well, at least Ryu was indeed warm but also full too.
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My ideal gender is the Desolation Row music video.
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Anyway made these enjoy or don't lol
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Something I feel like I need to get off my chest is the fact that I've read HSM fanfiction. Then again, I don't feel guilty about it so maybe what I'm telling you to do is go read some because Jesus Christ a lot of those writers are pretty good.
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My #1 post of 2022
GUYS MY ENGLISH TEACHER HAS AN ACE FLAG UP IM GONNA CRY
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AMAZING SHFHFHDVHFFHFH
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So I'll take the name "inmate anon" if you don't mind.
"So papers. Take me to your cell and let us see your transcripts, when your papers come in you bring them to us immediately. Got it Kid?" Cody nodded speed walking to catch up with the two. "Alright. Welcome to the Thomas-Wright grand tour of this shit hole. As you can see. This is the chow hall, that's put table" Brian said pointing "You WILL sit there every meal. Only accepting is when you have kitchen duty" Tim motioned over to another table with his head. "Avoid those guys" At the table sat 3 men. a tall thin man with white hair his skin pale enough to put Elmer's glue to shame. Another man with dark skin, his hair dyed red. The third, His teeth were pointed, obviously filed down. Cody cringed at the thought of it. "Who are they?" He asked. "No one uses those guys' real names. "White hair is Operator, a pretty prominent gang leader, Dark skin is Zalgo here for armed robbery, third one is Rake, gets the name from his teeth obviously. He's hear for dealing coke I think" Tim explained as they made their way outside "Obviously this is the yard. Most people use it for working out but there's also basketball and hand ball, most of the fights go down here, Tim's favorite is the handball court. It's just put of site of cameras. Youd think with how many heads have been bashed against the wall they'd have better security" Brian shrugged. "Now, take up to your cell. We need those papers, Kid" - Inmate anon
INMATE ANON I LOCE YOU
Plz PLZ MOAR
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MH CONTINUED AU GO
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*cracks open the doc*
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It’s September 20’th 2014
3 months after Entry #87
Tim is off and living an apartment the next town over from Rosswood Park
Jay wakes up. Last thing he remebers is sinking to the floor, hands bloodied. The operator Infront of him.
And now he’s back. And here. He’s. Alive?
He’s imedietly sent into a panic- he gets up and runs through the building calling for Tim
He tries to call but it seems Tim changed numbers
hEs like “oh god” he finds a place to check the yt channel and BOOM he doesn’t know where Tim is going! He’s leaving Rosswood Park that’s for sure
He tracks down Jessica and asks where he might be able to find him
He needs to know everything is okay. He needs to talk to Tim to know this. He needs to talk to Tim.. he needs to see Tim. It’s only been each other for so long. He misses Tim
He waits for her outside her doctors office like she told him to via txt
He walks around while waiting and finds the dumpster the mask is in. Don’t question why the trash wasn’t taken out shut up
He sees this and gets emotional “this must mean?? It’s okay?? He’s ok??”
To be noted This is my own AU / continuation so I’m not following the comic sorry for being gay
He missed Tim, he takes the mask. He needs *something*
Jessica thinks he looks familiar
While talking Jay has a coughing fit, Jessica feeling. Terrible lends him some pills and tells him her best guess on where Tim went
*INHALE*
Jay wastes no time. Finds his car, and goes. Doesn’t stop. Sleeps in his car.
He finds himself in a little neighborhood of apartments in a whole different city
Jay puts his car in a parking lot and goes looking for Tim (yes he’s recording. Yes he stole tapes and camera from a Best Buy. He exists) He finds Tim walking out of what seems to be a doctors office
Takes a moment to smile at the parallel
He shouts his name
Tim’s head bolts upright
Jay runs to Tim
Tim shakes Jay asking WHAT THE FUCK?! JAY?! YOURE HERE! YOURE OKAY? hugs Jay
Pulls Jay away, looking mad
Tim kisses Jay RIGHT ON DA MOUTH YES WE GAY KEEP sCROLLING
They cry
They go to Tim’s new apartment
Jay moves in
They have an argument after seeing Jay brought the mask
Tim throws it away again
Tim explains he’s been managing Deal with everything now that Alex and Brain are gone but sometimes. Just sometimes, he wakes up standing at his front door about to leave. Wearing his tan jacket
He hasn’t been able to throw it away. He can’t bring himself too
He’s been slowly stopping his habit of recording everything
He tries to help Jay do the same but Jay is still fully IN THIS
He gets bad bouts of sickness and is still fully paranoid
GOD I LOCE THIS AU SM? I WANT TO. MAKE COMIC
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Today was a pretty good day. But I am sleepy. I am laying in bed and listening to James play his monster game with his friends. It's been a nice night. 
And today was bad at all. I slept alright enough last night. My back hurt a lot so it was hard to like get myself going. But I got washed and dressed. I loce my overalls and i felt real cute. My hair was dirty but whatever. I felt nice.
James was in a weird mood. He had a job interview today and was feeling nervous I think. I'm proud of him for plugging away so hard to try to have a new job for the new year. I love him. 
I headed to work and it was an alright day. It moved much faster then yesterday. I did a lot of sewing. I worked on store stuff. I talked to some customers. It was very productive. 
And for the most part the kids were chill. I had to talk sternly a lot to one girl. Which had my throat hurting by the end of the day. But the oldest girl was my hype man whenever i asked someone to knock something off and that was funny. 
We did do some painting though and that was a mess. I had to cancel painting for the day after the third time i had to scrub paint off the floor. But most of them got it after that and helped me clean up. 
I wish we could have gone outside but James let me know it was very cold still so we didn't miss out on much. The kids would just play in the gym when they had some time. And I would just sew. 
The day ended pretty fast all things considered. James had sent me pictures of his dad and him getting a Christmas tree. It was very cute. And I was happy to go home. 
I got back here and printed some labels and put things down for pick up. I worked on some photos of all the things i finished today. And then made a cheese plate. Played a little animal crossing. It was pretty cold in here but i had my little heater and that helped. 
James made us fancy potatoes for dinner. And we are together in the living room. And then i was back to sewing. 
I broke two sewing needles on the fluffy pink fabric. Frustrating. All the ones i worked on tonight need a lot of hand sewing. At least it will give me something to do tomorrow. 
I went and sat with James to chat with his friends for a few minutes. Showed them my plushies. They seemed excited about all the frogs. 
And i was back to work stuffing the bears and giving them faces. I have 6 ready to finish now. And I hung two of the house shelves. Very pleased with how they look.
Once i was done that i went and took a bath. Washed my hair. Thought my thoughts. Listened to a scary story. My skin is very spotty right now which is very frustrating. But I'm trying not to let it bother me. 
Now I'm la omg here. And my toes are cold. And I'm ready to sleep. Tomorrow I hope will be a good day. For you all as well! Goodnight everyone! Be safe! 
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This is Krissy a very horny fit hotwife from Australia. I am 38 and hubby is 40. I love being a strong and bold hotwife and husband is a loser cuckold locked up in chastity. 
I was fucked by guys in my far neighbourhood, I fucked 3 best friends of my husband. I fucked my exes. I fucked my one in-laws. 
I keep butt-plug or something in my ass always. I just love it. I am very fit. I am 38 and I keep want to be fucked by guys until I become 60. I do not allow my loser cuckold husband to fuck me. I loced him 2 years go. He just loves me and take cars of me while watching me making him total cuckold and myself a pure bitch around. 
I love big cock guys and I love black cocks. I try to fuck black guy each week. I love rough gangbang and I took 8 guys in one go. I want to do more. I can’t feel enough now if I am getting fucked by just one guy. My holes crave for multiple cocks. 
I have my dating profile on few platforms. I sometime go on date alone and try to get fucked right away. I sometime met 2 guys on date and got fucked by them right away. Nothing makes me feel like a slutty whore compared to this setup. 
I fucked one guy in our bedroom while my cuck husband’s parents were in living room. Then I took 2 guys in our bedroom another time while my cucky husband’s parents were in house. I love being kinky and bitch. 
I have one construction guy - rough and toy who has a solid stamina and fucks me like anything. On weekends I invite him and ask him to fuck my brains out while by cucky husband watches me in his little chastity cage. 
Sometime I ask him to go outside or even just go totally outside and leave us alone. 
I love to feed my guys come to my cucky husband always. I know he loves it too such a cuck he is. 
I love to give hard time to my ass - I love keeping butt plus there. I rarely take them out. I go outside with them. I love when guys take turn on my ass and cum on my ass then my cucky husband licks that cum from my ass. 
Sometime guys message me and pay for me got hot anal session. They can’t get enough it and I get good money which I show it my cuck husband and tell him fuck you bitch. 
I love my cuck husband - I just dominate him and tease him and cuck him while fucking around and bitching around. 
I tease guys by showing my ass in tight jeggings, tight jeans, short dresses, shorts and yoga pants. Oh good the way they look at my is like they are going to right away eat me raw. 
Wifes around me are jealous and give me ass when I wear such clothes and mind fuck their boyfriends and husbands. 
Go ahead and become a brave bitch, fuck around, make your husband cuck, enjoy. 
Connect with me on Mewe and Thumblr. 
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The Dark Woman
I guess you could say this is a sequel to lieselstark2′s meta about Sansa, Jon, and Daenerys representing an allusion to The French Lieutenant’s Woman. There will be some minor spoils based on leak speculation.
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To summarize what lieselstark2 said, the trio each represent a character from the gothic satire book and movie The French Lieutenant’s Woman as well as its respective storyline.
Sansa is the dark woman - a tragic outcast who has been snubbed by society because of her rumored affair with a French lieutenant. Jon is a paleontologist engaged to the upper-class Daenerys who appears to be the heroine of the story, but is in actuality the foil to Sansa.
As for the storyline of The French Lieutenant’s Woman, it goes a little like this:
The paleontologist is an orphaned gentleman who visits the seaside with his fiance and sees the dark woman as she stares sadly out at the sea. He becomes curious with her and meets with her secretly three times even as he continues to court his fiance. The dark woman tells the paleontologist her story, and they form an emotional bond.
During this time, the paleontologist also learns that he may be disinherited from his uncle because his uncle has remarried a younger woman capable of having children. In a hilarious coincidence due to names, his servant, Sam, also falls in love with his fiance’s aunt’s maid, Mary.
The paleontologist falls in love with the dark woman and tells her to leave town. He then goes to tell his fiance’s father that his inheritance is uncertain, and the author of the book gives three possible endings:
The First
He returns to his fiance because the father accepts his lack of inheritance anyway. The two marry, but their marriage is not a happy one. He enters his fiance’s family business. This is considered to be the traditional happy ending for a gothic novel.
The Gods Flip a Coin
The author then inserts himself into the story and sits beside the paleontologist. He flips a coin to determine the order in which he will tell the other two endings. It is emphasized that are both as likely to be possible.
The Second Ending
The paleontologist returns to the dark woman and they have sex. He realizes she was a virgin the entire time, and he ends his engagement with his fiance and proposes to the dark woman by letter. However, Sam fails to deliver this letter and he is disgraced by his fiance’s father. The paleontologist’s uncle marries and the paleontologist does lose his inheritance when a child is born.
The broken engagement is so scandalous that the paleontologist goes abroad. The dark woman, having not received the letter, flees without telling the paleontologist where she is going. He has his lawyer look for her and finds her two years later living an artistic life with a painter. The dark woman reveals she has had a child by the paleontologist and there is hope that the three may become a family.
The Third Ending
The narrator turns back his pocket watch, and the events are the same until the paleontologist meets the dark woman. Their reunion does not go well because the parentage of the child is not made clear and the dark woman does not express a desire to continue the relationship. The paleontologist leaves and wonders if the dark woman was manipulating him the entire time.
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The Previous Meta
Lieselstark talked about a death cloak as well as the opening of the book being tied to Game of Thrones very explicitly to the point it could not be confused for anything else. The meta writer also made a point that the first ending was clearly false and intended to be false because it was a daydream and not in line with the satirical nature of book.
The movie actually disregards the first ending entirely. The third ending is the “real world” of the actors playing the second ending. However, the allusion that D&D make is not to the modern storyline, but to the book storyline... meaning they are heavily hinting the second ending as the ending of the show even though it appears as if the first and third are possible (Jon marrying Daenerys and the now suddenly unexpected but accurate to the allusion of Jon going to the Wall).
I agree with lieselstark2′s observation, and I want to explore this allusion in reference to the final season.
I do not think GRRM intended this allusion, though I do think D&D chose to include it in the show because it helps to frame and foreshadow the ending. The French Lieutenant’s Woman is an older movie based on a novel of metafiction - exactly the sort of story writers D&D’s age would be interested in and be influenced by in the post-modernist era.
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Where We Were in Season 7
Season seven starts out with Jon and Sansa ruling beside each other, but Jon ends up leaving to seek out Daenerys for support in the war against the Night King.
Lieselstark2 notes that Sansa has always been the dark woman, and I believe she was pointing this out because the original dark woman is the true heroine of the story. D&D have been subtly pointing out that Sansa is the true heroine of Game of Thrones and the foil to the false heroine Daenerys - because they know how A Song of Ice and Fire ends.
However, we do not see the obvious connection to the dark woman until Sansa is standing at the battlements in season seven, episode seven sadly looking out at the moors of the North while Jon is far away.
Let me explain the context of that scene, because it is a much stronger allusion to The French Lieutenant’s Woman than it appears on a superficial level, and I believe D&D are using the allusion to build Sansa’s character.
In the previous episode, Jon had gone on his infamous wight hunt and pledged his allegiance to Daenerys. Meanwhile, Sansa was plagued by Littlefinger’s schemes to set Brienne against Arya, ultimately leading Sansa to send Brienne to represent her interests at the dragon pit meeting.
Before Sansa’s scene, we have the dragon pit meeting and Jon and Daenerys talking about her cursed fertility amongst the dragon skulls. Once the dragon pit meeting is done, we see Sansa in her solar with Littlefinger. She is upset by the news of Jon bending the knee, and Littlefinger discusses the possibility of Jon and Daenerys marrying.
There is more to this scene than that, and the allusion to The French Lieutenant’s Woman is not the only thing going on, but it is clear that it is also being alluded to in this solar scene - Jon and Daenerys are the traditional couple expected in this storyline, though there is something else that is more difficult to pick up but also part of the allusion:
The rest of the scene has Sansa being manipulated by Littlefinger into believing Arya might kill her because Sansa is a threat to the Starks - an outsider because of her past decisions. It is unclear in the narrative if she caught on or not, but I believe she entertained the possibility and ultimately decided that Arya was her ally and Littlefinger her enemy in her French Lieutenant’s Woman scene on the battlements that echoes the dark woman staring out at the sea.
The original dark woman was an outcast and liked being considered an outcast because she had already broken so many rules and she liked the freedom it gave her. Throughout the story, the dark woman pretty much Littlefingered everyone and I think what D&D were trying to do in that scene with Sansa was establish that Sansa was willing to become Littlefinger and use his political manipulation to secure her own freedom from Littlefinger himself.
While many in the general audience look at Sansa and consider her a snake because of everything that has occured in her storyline so far, it is clear that Sansa’s storyline is about personal independence just as much as the North’s independence is crucial to the plot in season eight.
Sansa is not thinking about Jon in that scene, she’s thinking about her freedom, so when she leaves the battlements and asks for Arya, she has made a decision to become the manipulative dark woman she has always been but never fully embraced - even though it means she will be forever the “dark woman.”
She executes Littlefinger. The episode continues, and Jon’s parentage is revealed as well as him going to Daenerys to begin their relationship. She returns to the battlements with Arya, and I think the key takeaway in regards to the allusion here is that Arya and Sansa are Starks - outsiders in the strange, political world of Westeros. They need to protect and free themselves, but they do need each other - and no one else.
Essentially, they must embrace the fact they are outsiders together to survive. However, Arya is “no one” and Sansa is specifically the “dark woman.”
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Going into Season Eight
Fast forward to season eight and Jon and Daenerys arrive at Winterfell effectively engaged. Sansa is standing on the battlements like the dark woman - the allusion continues.
There are some other interesting connections to The French Lieutenant’s Woman as well. The paleontologist is disturbingly similar to Jon - he is a typical romantic hero who is cynical on the outside but actually an idealist on the inside (think Ned’s influence on Jon). He struggles with his sexuality (Jon struggles with the idea of fathering a bastard) and joins the clergy but becomes disillusioned (Jon joins the Night’s Watch and it does not go as expected).
The paleontologist also has a servant named Sam whom he is friendly with. A coincidence, but one which I am certain D&D are reeling over, and one which I think is important to determine the way in which The French Lieutenant’s Woman will foreshadow the framing of the end.
Early in the book, there is a quotation that prefaces a chapter on the fiance: “Loce can only be lust if there is no hope for immortality.”
I think it describes the relationship between Jon and Daenerys well. Many in the general audience believe that Jon and Daenerys are going to marry, have a baby, and rule together. They may not have married before having sex, but that does not mean they will not be together.
The relationship between the paleontologist and the fiance is not sexual, though I think the quote provides some interesting insight into the allusion itself and the ending of Game of Thrones. Jon and Daenerys will not be simply a lust relationship if they get together in the end... if. A relationship can only be love if it lasts... like Ned and Catelyn.
But Jon and Daenerys are doomed from the start, and we know this because of Bran’s reveal that was overlayed on their scene. Their relationship has no hope for immortality because they are going to be at odds by the end due to conflicting claims to the throne.
That is why we know going into the first episode of season eight a few things:
Jon and Daenerys will not be together in the end.
Daenerys is not the heroine of the story, Sansa is.
Sam will somehow be involved, which makes sense considering how he wants to bring Daenerys down.
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Building an Ending
In order to get to the second ending and explore the possibility of the first and third happening, Game of Thrones needs to establish its allusion to The French Lieutenant’s Woman stronger.
Basically, the paleontologist and the dark woman meet three times in secret before they are reunited.
The first is accidental, and he leaves embarrassed. The second is accidentally on purpose by the paleontologist, and he is given a false story that intrigues him. The third has that lie continued, but he excuses his interest in the dark woman by assuming he helped her leave town.
In season eight, we see Jon meet with Sansa alone in the solar in order to convince her that bending the knee to Daenerys was the right idea. Sansa does not agree and is clearly hurt.
Although not a perfect correlation since Jon and Sansa know each other well, I do think D&D are going to follow the storyline a little to help foreshadow the ending. The solar scene was part of that. It is an emotionally charged meeting where Jon tries to justify why Daenerys coming to the North is a good thing. However, we know the solar is a private place, and the body language prior to their argument is one of a couple.
The paleontologist leaves that meeting certain that the dark woman is innocent of the accusations, and we do see Jon defend Sansa to Daenerys when she comes up again.
In The French Lieutenant’s Woman, the fiance is determined to have the paleontologist propose to her. She wants no one else in the world, and is effectively going to trick him into doing it.
Which is exactly what Daenerys is doing: she is trying to get Jon to forget his past and stay with her forever, reminding him that Sansa is not the girl he knew and has changed because of her past abuses... similar to the dark woman being outcasted.
Interestingly, the conflict with Sam is mirrored in The French Lieutenant’s Woman. The fiance is not empathic towards Sam, which is a trait shared with Daenerys - and not something which Jon approves of.
The paleontologist begins to realize that the fiance is putting on an act, and I think Jon is realizing that in Daenerys as well. Daenerys wants to be a liberator, but in reality... she wants power.
There must be two more secret meetings between Jon and Sansa, and I believe they will happen in the South as the conflict between Jon and Daenerys heats up.
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The Two Meetings
The dark woman encounters the paleontologist and weaves a false tale about her affair with the French Lieutenant. It never happened, but the paleontologist is led to believe it did and is surprised by the dark woman’s acceptance and desire to be outcast... though this ultimately attracts him to her even as he tries to “save her” by convincing her to leave town.
Whether Sansa goes to the south willingly or is kidnapped, I believe that Sansa will ultimately meet with Jon secretly to try and convince him to take the throne for himself. He will reject the throne, but become increasingly attracted to Sansa and even the idea of becoming king as he comes to understand who Daenerys really is. He will also try to convince Sansa to go home for her own good.
Interestingly, the people in that Victorian society believed the dark woman was crazy, even though the reader knows she is sane. The fiance also appears to be well-adjusted at first, but it becomes apparent by the end that she is acting.
I think that dynamic will be echoed with Sansa and Daenerys. The general audience believes that Sansa is a traitor and Daenerys is a hero, though it is quickly becoming apparent in the narrative that Sansa is loyal to her family and Daenerys is actually power hungry.
The third meeting ends with the paleontologist then learning he is disinherited by his uncle and that the dark woman has left town. He fears that his relationship with the dark woman was discovered. However, his disinheritance also leads him to not fear the possibility of his relationship with the dark woman being discovered as much as before his disinheritance happened.
I believe that Jon has always been in love with Sansa, and the reveal that he is actually the heir to the Iron Throne (and thus her cousin) means that a relationship between the two of them is possible. However, like the paleontologist, he already has another commitment to Daenerys and it will ruin him if he breaks up with her.
Interestingly, Sam Farrow ultimately betrays the paleontologist. The paleontologist decides to leave his fiance after being disinherited, and Sam Farrow realizes that a poor paleontologist means getting married to his own lover is more difficult. Sam Farrow is asked to send a letter but chooses not to deliver it.
This leads to the paleontologist and the dark woman being separated. However, the paleontologist breaks off his engagement to his fiance anyway, meaning Sam Farrow’s plot ultimately fails. This leads the paleontologist to be humiliated socially, and he leaves to travel abroad, though he has someone try and look for the dark woman.
What I believe will happen in Game of Thrones is similar, with some important changes.
We know, for instance, that Sophie Turner kept a scroll from the season in her wallet that was supposed to be a major spoiler. We also know that she was gifted the storyboard of her last scenes. No one was able to determine they were a major spoiler for the ending, which means there is something very normal about the setting - and that it appears it had happened before.
Most of the spoilers we have seen so far in leaks seem to be referring to scenes outdoors. We are also never given the more private scenes in leaks, and since Sansa is frequently indoors with only a few people, that means most leaks related to Sansa never occur.
We need to build the ending based on the known leaks so far that appear to be confirmed and determine how Sansa fits into those pieces using The French Lieutenant’s Woman as a framework.
Daenerys captures Jaime
Daenerys executes Varys
Drogon burns King’s Landing and Euron’s fleet
Tyrion frees Jaime to rescue Cersei
Cleganebowl, Hound and the Mountain die
Jaime fights Euron and is mortally wounded after killing him
Jaime and Cersei die together
Daenerys executes innocent people in King’s Landing
Tyrion is imprisoned for helping Jaime
Tyrion tries to convince Jon to betray Daenerys in order to save the Starks from her being a threat in the future
Daenerys does not listen to Jon’s reason in her madness
Tyrion eventually has a trial in which Daenerys and Jon do not attend
Tyrion and Sansa conspire against Daenerys and try to get Jon on their side
Sansa betrays Tyrion after telling him they will rule together
Jon ultimately kills Daenerys by stabbing her
Kit apparently show two endings: Night’s Watch and death
Tyrion’s trial has Davos, Sansa, Bran, Arya, Sam, Brienne, Robyn (really?), Greyworm, a golden man, and a mystery green man present.
Tyrion is angry at being betrayed because he claims to have done what he did for the good of others.
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A Theoretical Summary
My speculation based on the links and the allusion to The French Lieutenant’s Woman is as follows:
Episode 5
Daenerys waits for Jon’s army to arrive so she can attack King’s Landing. We know they were about two weeks away the last time it was mentioned, and in the teaser we see Daenerys has returned to Dragonstone and Tyrion approaches her worriedly.
Even though it might seem as if Daenerys will attack King’s Landing immediately after Missandei’s death, we do see that Daenerys is far more cautious during Euron’s attack. She knows she cannot be as impulsive or she will have heavy losses.
We also know from earlier teasers that Jon also ends up in Dragonstone at some point, and just like Tyrion approaches Daenerys from behind, so too do we see Daenerys’s back to Jon.
Some point later, Cersei appears rather smug as she looks out at the city, knowing that she has plenty of bodies to protect the city from being burned down. I suspect this fact was echoed to Daenerys and was another reason she did not attack right away.
We then see Jon and his Northern army, alongside Tyrion, looking at the city. He appears very worried.
Then we see the Golden Company marching through the streets of King’s Landing and a hooded figure walking away from them in the background.
The hooded figure is too tall to be Jon or Arya. The feet are also too masculine to be Sansa (and why would she be sneaking in alone?). That leads me to think it is either The Hound, Brienne, Jaime, or Bronn. My money is on the Hound, and he and Arya are staking out their path to the red keep.
The teaser seems to promise by the end of the episode that the battle at least starts, with the scorpions being loaded and Euron hearing the dragon. Emilia told fans to watch this episode on a big screen, so my bet is that a battle actually takes place and it is fairly long (though not at long as the Battle of Winterfell).
So I assume these sequence of events:
Daenerys mourns at Dragonstone
Tyrion and Varys discuss her unraveling madness
At Winterfell, Bronn discovers Jaime has left for King’s Landing and that Cersei might be winning the war. He goes to kidnap Sansa for leverage, but Sansa promises him a castle immediately by the Umbers in return for helping her and her closest allies escape (Bran, Brienne, Podrick, Sam, and Gilly). He agrees, and the Golden Company assumes that Alys Karstark is Sansa and Winterfell goes along with it on Sansa’s orders. The group escapes, and Bronn heads North to his castle and to recruit the Wildlings that have since left. It’s possible Podrick goes with him so that Tormund trusts his word.
Jon arrives in Dragonstone to terrible news - the Golden Company is keeping his family hostage in Winterfell. Daenerys will not let him go to Winterfell until they have taken the Iron Throne.
Jon and Tyrion land the armies in front of King’s Landing, and he is conflicted about the battle.
Arya and the Hound sneak into King’s Landing. She wants to kill Cersei and he wants to kill his brother.
Cersei sends Qyburn to meet with Jon to surrender. Jon meets with her secretly against Davos’s advice and convinces him to betray Daenerys.
However, Jon isn’t sure he can kill Daenerys in cold blood, even as Varys pushes him to do so. Tyrion learns of the plot and tries to stop it, but it ultimately never happens because Jon is reunited with Sansa as she secretly arrives to tell him she has not been taken hostage. She arrives with more Vale forces (including Robyn Arryn) as well as Tormund, Ghost, and his wildlings. Jon is very relieved to see Sansa, but is worried about her being in King’s Landing and what she is planning. He tries to convince her to do nothing and to go to the Vale until Winterfell is retaken.
Jon agrees not to go through with the plot and confides in Tyrion, and Daenerys learns of Varys going behind his back. She executes him, much to Tyrion’s surprise and horror.
Sansa decides to use this turn of events to her favor and convince Tyrion to join forces with her to have Jon claim the throne from Daenerys. He is at first unwilling, but when Jaime is captured by Daenerys to be executed later alongside his sister, Tyrion agrees.
The battle begins shortly after Varys’s execution and Yara’s arrival.
Daenerys, wary of Cersei plots continuing during the siege and fearing that Jon may betray her if they do not take King’s Landing before word travels to the Golden Company in Winterfell, attacks King’s Landing directly in a brutal way. She disables Euron’s fleet first by using Yara’s arrival to distract them, and then burning the ships in the harbor.
The Unsullied then siege King’s Landing and kill innocents, but this is largely to convince them to escape the safety of King’s Landing and empty the city so Daenerys can make her final attack. Even so, this brutality horrifies Jon - but he must go along with it because Daenerys is unaware that Sansa has tricked Cersei and he is afraid to admit she is nearby for fear of Daenerys acting against her.
Sansa and Brienne help Tyrion to free Jaime in an eerily scene as the one between Catelyn, Brienne, and Jaime in the second season. Jaime admits he came to King’s Landing to save or kill Cersei, and Sansa commands Brienne to help him... knowing full well that Arya is already planning to kill her anyway.
Arya and the Hound sneak into the Red Keep, and Cleganebowl happens. However, the Hound is wounded in the attempt.
Euron survives the burning of his ships and tries to shoot down Drogon using a remaining Scorpion. This injures Drogon, and grounds Daenerys, slowing the attack on King’s Landing.
Episode 6
Daenerys and her allies regroup, and she learns that Tyrion helped Jaime escape, though she is still unaware that Sansa is in King’s Landing. She imprisons Tyrion. She promises to execute him aongside his brother and sister.
Sansa is surprised to learn that Tyrion did not betray her, and she realizes that Tyrion wants her to marry him when they finally get Jon to betray Daenerys.
Jon and Sansa meet again secretly and he is furious to discover she had a role in Jaime’s escape. She tries to convince him that Daenerys is crazy, but Jon refuses to consider her plot.
Jon tries to convince Daenerys not to burn what is left of King’s Landing or to execute the Lannisters. Daenerys refuses to listen to his reasoning, and prepares her second assault.
I think a scene between Yara and Jon is possible, and that Theon will  over hear it. Yara tells Jon Theon died for the Starks, but Daenerys helped them protect the North and he isn’t willing to die for his own Queen. I believe Tyrion will then leave a seed of doubt in Jon’s mind by telling him Daenerys would not die for the Starks - would his family ever really be safe?
Sansa and Sam prepare to send ravens to the lords of the realm proclaiming who Jon really is. However, Sansa knows that once she sends the raven there is no going back. We do not see the ravens being sent.
Jaime reunites with Cersei, and Brienne is too hurt to watch the reunion and leaves the room. Jaime tries to convince her to leave King’s Landing, but she refuses. Euron appears and fights Jaime, and Jaime wins but is mortally wounded.
Brienne reunites with Arya and they arrive too late to save Jaime as he begins to die in Brienne’s arms. He asks to be taken to Cersei, and Brienne agrees. Once he dies, Arya kills Cersei. Jaime and Cersei’s bodies lie in wait in the throne room. Qyburn witnesses everything.
However, the two cannot get back to Daenerys’s army before the battle begins, and they struggle to get out of King’s Landing as Daenerys begins her assault in earnest.
Because Cersei and Euron is dead, the defense of King’s Landing is pitiful, especially as Drogon is able to wreck fiery havoc unchecked. This means that all the deaths that occur Post-Cersei were deaths that did not need to happen.
Arya is reunited with Sansa. Sansa goes to Tyrion with the news of Jaime and Cersei’s deaths, and he is grief-stricken. Between Robyn “Let the bad man fly” and Bran doing whatever Bran does, Sansa begins to suspect he may betray her in the future. She is also disturbed about the possibility of remarrying him since he is a Lannister.
The Golden Company learns they are not going to be paid and they defect. Arya and Sansa convince them to fight for their family in return for all the gold the Lannisters have left. They do not agree, so Sansa makes another agreement: do nothing in Westeros and leave. Robyn pays ransom for Winterfell.
Daenerys is able to enter the Red Keep and is happy that she is finally able to take the Iron Throne from Cersei. She is followed behind by Jon and some of her army. She is shocked to find Jaime and Cersei already dead. Qyburn tells her that Euron killed Jaime and a young woman with the description of Arya killed Cersei. He also states that it appeared as if someone bought off the Golden Company.
Daenerys realizes that this means a Stark won the day again, and even though Jon tells her they will rule side by side, Jon remembers what Tyrion said about Daenerys being a future threat, so just like Jaime he kills Daenerys when her back is turned in front of the Iron Throne. Everyone is shocked by this sudden and unexpected murder.
Drogon takes away Daenerys’s body and flies back in the direction of Essos. I assume to Valyria, but it remains uncertain.
Jon does not reunite with Sansa and Arya, but instead seeks out Tormund and Ghost to return to the Wall as an exile for his crimes. Sam tries to convince him not to go, stating that he will send ravens all over Westeros about who he really is, but Jon says he will refuse it anyway, like Maester Aemon.
Sansa and Arya watch Jon leave the Red Keep. Arya is frustrated and turns away. Jon looks back, and Sansa waves sadly.
Now we see Tyrion being taken from his cell. He assumes he is being freed, but he soon realizes he is on his third trial. He is upset, stating that he did what he did “for the realm” though Bran reminds him that he “would never bet against his family.” He is to be executed for a host of crimes, but the trial is clearly used as a show trial to put all the blame on Tyrion and the Lannisters and unite the survivors.
The execution is watched by Sansa, Arya, Bran, Davos, Robyn, Grey Worm, a Dornish man, and some weird green man, apparently. I don’t assume this is the full list. However, it is meant to represent the survivors of the Seven Kingdoms and of Daenerys’s army. Like Littlefinger’s trial, I do not think Tyrion realizes what is happening first until it is too late. It is possible that Bronn returns and serves as a witness - and Tyrion does not have the money or the will to serve him again after already receiving a castle from Sansa immediately after helping her.
The Iron Throne is ruled by a general council for a while with Bran at the head - but not really as a king. More as a Godswood charm that is able to watch over the entire realm as the memory keeper.
Sam returns to Horn Hill and occasionally works with the Maesters.
Gendry rules at Storm’s End and Arya occasionally visits between travels.
Brienne returns to Tarth and has an heir by Jaime. Podrick is helping to train the child.
Bronn rebuilds Last Hearth. He may make mention of wishing he had a bigger castle.
Tormund continues to lead the wildlings North of the Wall.
At some point, Jon is inspired by Tormund to return to Winterfell.
I think it is possible that some external threat is worrying Sansa and the realm about an invasion, though the seven kingdoms are not entirely united in its defense. Sansa does not have the South.
Perhaps fAegon makes an appearance, or Drogon was captured or laid more eggs. Who knows. Either way, the Seven Kingdoms needs a real leader again, and Sansa is sitting on the raven that could unite them... but not have the King to do it. She talks with an advisor about possibly marrying a southern leader, though she cannot imagine Gendry would agree to it because of Arya, and Sansa is not certain she can trust anyone else.
That’s when Jon arrives home, and it is possible the storyboard that Sophie was given may actually be their reunion at the end of the show, and I think their reunion implies two things:
Jon will be King in the North.
Political Jonsa is the only option going forward.
Their reunion is not merely platonic, given the charged meetings between them in the past, though the storyboard Sophie was given may not have the final scene.
I believe the final scene may be Sam receiving a new letter written by Jon and/or Sansa about their marriage and Jon ascending to the throne, and then Sam sits down to write the story of what had happened.
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