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shoezuki · 3 years

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Isn’t one of Techno’s boundaries not being sexualized though? /gen

I’m confused on why everyone is so upset? Were you joking?

So like its a kinda weird whole thing if i Actually take all of whats being around n analyze it down to its bare bones. But imo it comes down to how perceptions and definitions of 'sexualization' are just... weird n a lot of ppl have different ideas.

Like ESSENTIALLY it all started w This

And the thing is ITS NOT ENTIRELY A JOKE. it Is to be Haha Funnie. But also i Do think highly of te hno n have like. Think some celeb type crush on him yknow. More like 'yo holyshit 😳' type thoughts a the dude.

So essentially the bare bones Beginnig of this: i made a tweet that Could either sound vaguely sexual or literal (we love to fight here) and i thought that the Either Or type of 'wait what does this mean' is REALLY FUNNY. and it was like some of the intial 'i dont get it..... WAIT' replies had me losing my shit

But like. People started to freak out over it somewhat n essentially it comes to this. Is this sexualizing technoblade? Is this against his boundaries? I really don't think so. On both accounts.

For one, the concept of sezualizing ccs to me has a lot to do with objectifying, reducing them from human beings to something sexual. Me making a tweet that COULD be interpreted in a vague nsfw way isnt really equivalent. This one is more like saying someone is sexually attractive in my mind. SECONDLY, his boundaries that ppl have cited to me in order to say he is Against This. Is like. When he found flirty donations towards him weird, how he doesnt want ppl to make sexual content of him and his friends. And for one a vague tweet isnt creating content, and this is Not a flirt towards him. Which WOULD be fuckin weird if i was @ing him w this shit. But i aint

BUT LIKE. that aside. My biggest whole Thing is. How is this much different than how other ppl talk or treat him.

Like. Is this any worse or More Explicit than saying youre a techno simp or that youre Down Bad for techno? At one point there was a copypasta people kept making which a Bigger acct had made which was describing techno's voice as 'hot smooth' but that was fine while mine isnt? What about his jokes about his elbows being hot and how people beg for pictures of his elbows? Is that too far and is that Sexualizing him?

Moreso i saw a mutual of mine (whos still my mutual there LETS GOOO) make a post saying something along the lines of 'if this is sexualizing would how people compliment art of him and how they draw him be sexualizing?' And THAT is extremely fucking interesting to me.

Basically its like..... people tend to pick and chose what is and isnt good on a whim or to go along with the crowd, even though these things could be considered equal in such ways. And like what ppl consider is or isnt sexual changes HUGELY depending on context, intents, personal ideas, etcetcetc. So what i say could be fine to one and then be weird to another. Which is FINE.

Its jus when people decide where boundaries lie for ccs and other people in relation to majorly harmless things like this. THATS weird and it becomes a means of ppl flexing their superiority real quick.

#this is a lot more than what u probably asked for vsksgsishs whoops #but i HOPE THIS MAKES SENSE.#its a LOT like when i was 'sexualizing connor' for that connoreatspussy url #and kinda shows that what is and isnt sexualization isnt just. a clearcut thing.#anon #twitter beef

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jennibeultimate · 3 years

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Personal recap Worlds 2021 - Ladies FS

And of course I am doing one for the ladies. I am just fuming with anger right now. So this might get harsh and salty. Just a warning. I go down from place 1.

I like Anna's skating and musicality and I am actually glad that even if this was neither her best performance nor a performance that touched me it was still the best of those Russians on the podium. If Trusova would have won with her skates I would be even more mad. So congrats little fairy you did it. ❤️ She is a sweet person and she deserves the world. The scoring is not in the skaters hands, but her scoring was...a choice but still a lot more reasonable than Trusova's....

Liza's story is amazing. Just from this point of view it's an amazing achievement. A rolemodel for all figure skaters that they have a chance after their puberty. Her tears when she found out she won over Trusova touched me. So congratulations from the bottom of my heart. 🎉 BUT this was not a silver medal winners performance. Too many mistakes, too little program. One 3A was fantastic but the rest was so and so. I am glad she got ahead of Trusova but it's not a performance I would remember and 69 PCS is questionable at best, compared to Loena, Kaori and Karen it's not right.

Alexandra Trusova...where to start? It would be called a major downmelt if she wouldn't jump quads. Her TES shoot her up high and looking at the protocol technically calls look ok, I would have lowered some GOEs but the TES are hardly my problem. The PCS are atrocious. There was no choreography, no interpretation, nothing left of what seemed to be improvements in the SP in the season. The PCS were way too high. 10 points should go down at least. 56 was what Eva Lotta got and sorry this was worse than her by a lot. And I am sure without quads and without being from Russia, she wouldn't have gotten those PCS. And that's my big fat problem. This was rigged and corrupted PCS scoring at its best. And this program won the free skate??? Wtf. If that's the future I won't watch skating any longer...nothing against Trusova herself but judges are setting the wrong example here. And no I cannot say congrats from my heart because I would have not put her on the podium. It's clear she also benefitted from a lot of the last group skaters not doing well and her high PCS from the SP. I mean everyone trains hard, so not deserved would be wrong to say but just I am not good with this. So still...

Congratulations to the medalists! You fought hard!

Karen Chen is probably the most underestimated of this competition. She came through with two beautiful programs and showed everyone that she was the right choice for this team. I can only applaud👏👏👏 She was imo robbed of the Bronze here. Her PCS are too low compared to Trusova and Liza and others. 4th place is still a very good result for her and saves USA 3 spots for teh Olympics. (wouldn't it be the biggest joke if ladies have 3 spots but the men don't? Not that I wish for it but that's a still a possibility) Her spirals are just A+! 😍 One of the only programs of today worth rewatching.

Loena Hendricks just did that!!! 🔥 🔥 🔥 🔥The underdog of this comp just did that! She was the best today. World champion material. Ofc others may have stronger technical content but the cleaness and presentation was the best of everyone today imo. Even if I am not even a big fan of the program but so well suited to her. Really happy for her. 😊

Kaori Sakamoto is the loser of the day. I am still fuming on Kaori's behalf. Yes there was a mistake and yes she has a Flutz but again if everyone gets a pass on edge calls so should Kaori. Edge calls seem only to exist for Kaori. 🙄 She was lowballed in PCS. An almost clean program and 1 point more PCS than the 2 falls skate of Trusova? Sure...🤮 I probably wouldn't fume so much about Trusova's PCS if others like Kaori and Loena would have scored in the 70s but no...admittedly I don't think this was the best version of Matrix...anyway Kaori deserved better. Love you Kaori! ❤️ ❤️ ❤️

Rika was extremely hard to watch. Heartbroken for her. 💔💔💔She seems to still deal with her ligament injury, still looking at the trainings I thought she would do well. I think not competing and being in such a good position to win this made it mentally tough on her here. I like this lovely program a lot but for today's program 69 PCS was friendly but not when I look at Trusova though...this were just a couple too much mistakes sadly. I hope she can rest well. She will come back stronger! ❤️

I am including Satoko here because she is the other heartbreak for me. 💔 Nothing worked. She was totally out of everything. She is such a magical skater. 63 PCS are just horrid for a skater of her caliber. Puh...I am sad...love you Satoko and happy birthday 🎂 ❤️

I am so heartbroken for Team Japan in general💔😭😭😭😭

Olga Mikutina was my surprise of this competition. When I watched her live at Euros 2020 she fell all over the place, this was such an improvement. Impressive! 👏👏👏Lovely! You got yourself a fan. 😍

Bradie Tennell - I read that her skates broke prior to the SP so that hindered her here. Still I think Bradie did fairly well but too many little errors that lowered TES and PCS are a big joke anyway. Normally I would say those PCS were fair but then we have Trusova and that's where the sense stops for me...

Haein Lee - she is a lovely skater. She is young but a very committed skater to presentation etc. I like her a lot. Not a bad result for a first World Championship. Ofc they were hoping for a 3rd spot but this wasn't a given from the start.

Yelim Kim - my other fairy just dropped a whole lot. 😭 Not much worked like usual. I am so sorry. Such a perfect SP and now this free skate to drop her even behind her teammate. Maybe she wanted too much starting in the last group? The pressure is huge. Haein Lee and Yelim Kim just have the best dresses of this competition! Korean ladies costumes are always A+++❤️ ❤️ ❤️

Lastly I just mention those I liked in the earlier groups:

Josefin Taljegard 🔥 🔥 🔥 She was on fire. Interpretation A+++ her skating and technical content in general are too low to be competitive but I would rather rewatch her a 1000 times than watch Trusova or some of today's other performances ever again. Also I would rather gladly take 24 programs with less technical content and performances like hers than this diaster free in general from today. In other words stan Josefin! ❤️

Eva Lotta Kiibus - her program is well made. Her technical content is good. Her costume is a dream. She can show more of her personality during the program but the basics are great. Love her. 😍

Lindsay Van Zundert - delivered again a wonderful clean program. Very positively surprised with this young lady. 😊

Overall this event was a disappointment. Scoring wise it should not have surprised me. Performance wise it was disappointing as well.

No not a competition worth rewatching. If this is the ladies figure skating of the future then I quit watching ladies. I hate the uneven apply of rules and the playing favorites of the Russians. And also JSF should finally start backing their skaters or Japan will drown in the end.

Sorry for the on going ranting about Trusova's PCS but this is the main problem for me why nothing of everyone else makes sense. And just a clarification, it's not against Trusova, it's the judging and the way this kind of skating gets more reward than ppl with actual programs. It must be disheartening for a lot of skaters.

Bye.

Praying for a better men free skate. 🙏

#figure skating #rika Kihira #kaori sakamoto #alexandra trusova #anna shcherbakova #elizaveta tuktamysheva #yelim kim #Personal recap #stockholm 2021

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jiubilant · 3 years

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id rlly love to post microfics abt my tes ocs on here? but on the other hand im scared of, like. being not lore-friendly enough. but then i see ppl like u and many others post amazing little ficlets abt ur amazing little characters and im like wow :0 i wanna do that too

HEY DO IT. DO IT. DO NOT BE AFRAID one of my favorite things about tesblr is the oc content that people produce for it and i'm sure i'm not the only one <3

if you don't want advice on writing stuff like that IGNORE ME FROM HERE ON but whenever i sit down to write something about my own characters that i plan to post here, these are the three questions i keep in mind

if my own characters are the main focus of the piece, have i provided enough background information about their situation that people who don't know the characters might still be interested?

if i'm writing something lorebreaking (here's your concern), is its relationship to the established lore still clear enough that the reader won't be confused / require more context?

is the piece self-contained enough to stand without that extra context, either in regard to the characters or the lorebreaking premise?

the way i personally address point 1 is usually by referring to my characters with epithets ("the dragonborn," "the archmage," "the hero of kvatch," etc) rather than their names, which immediately clues the reader in to their history and place in the story—if you've played oblivion then you already know who the hero of kvatch is and what they've done, and i the writer get to skip explaining all that to you. it's sort of the same principle as newspaper headlines. the reason you see "local woman saves child from burning building" in the paper rather than "jane doe saves child from burning building" is NOT to separate jane doe from her actions or at all devalue what she's done, it's so readers who are skimming the paper don't go "who the hell is jane doe, i don't care about this" and go check instagram instead. to be clear i am absolutely not saying "YOU MUST USE EPITHETS. THIS IS THE ONLY WAY TO GO"—there are LOTS of other ways to introduce a character in a way that gets the reader's interest. i just want to stress that it's important to get that interest. there's an immediate "why should i care" threshold in every reader that the writer has to find a way around, and that threshold is particularly strong (especially in a fan space) when a reader's introduced to a character they're unfamiliar with. other ways to establish familiarity or interest are to begin the piece with something funny, intriguing, frightening, or surprising, provide context early in the piece that tells the reader who the character is (this can be as simple as writing a sentence like "[your nerevarine's name here], slayer of gods, stares fearfully at the cockroach" and then continuing to drop little contextual clues as needed), or just to post about your characters a whole lot beforehand (hype generation) so that the people reading your story already know who they are. that'll work in this context

for point 2...to use an example, i wrote a piece awhile back about a character of mine whose mail was delivered by a dragon courier. the non-canon element i introduced in that piece was "years after alduin's fall, dragons have made peace with mortalkind, and one dragon is even working as a mail-deliverer." this was an unfamiliar idea to the reader that i couldn't just drop on them and expect them to accept, so i introduced it by making the piece's focal character (it was ravi) an audience stand-in—the concept of a dragon courier is just as new to ravi as it is to the reader, and he reacts to it with the same skepticism and surprise as the reader might. i the writer then get to introduce and explain this lorebreaking idea in a way that's integrated naturally into the story. skyrim does a form of this with its "what are stormcloaks. what's a thalmor. what are hamburgers" dialogue options

and point 3 is really just to say that it's usually a good idea on a scrolling platform like this to post something that your average scroller doesn't have to click on anything else (i.e. a "read the next installment here" or "click here for additional context" prompt) in order to understand, because your average scroller doesn't want to do that. your average scroller wants to scroll

uh yeah that's it i think. roll credits

#ask

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mynameseri · 4 years

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The more I think about this, the angrier it makes me, but why are all of the writers on this app so underrated and unappreciated? Like, you guys put so much time and effort into your posts, yet they don't even get the time of day. So much work is put into making those those writings, all to please the people who look at your content. A lot of them probably don't even like them. As I'm sure this isn't your biggest concern, because even with this, you continue to write to make others happy, which I greatly admire. But, I seriously feel like you deserve more ham like 50 likes on a post. It's so awesome that you continue to make your masterpieces. It really reminds me of how much you must enjoy writing, and making the people who actually do care about more than just them getting the content they want, and actually care about te person behind the screen happy like that. I really love your writings, and I hope that other people realize how talented you are as well. Like, I tried doing it once, and whoosh. No. And the art you make is so fire! Like, it really makes me wanna go try to draw for some reason lol. Haha, you need to share some of your talent with me though. No, fr. Hand it over 🙂🗡️💥 (Sorry if this sounds dumb or cheesey, I'm really bad at talking and socializing with people in general, but yeah-)

ahhh this is so nice and sweet. I sometimes feel underappreciated but people like you and all my friends remind me why i do this. I write for everyone but I mostly draw for myself. I love to write but I write to make everyone else happy cause it seems to get good feedback. I just wish people would know how much their comments and asks mean!

dead ass to ppl who ever send me an ask when i’m at work i stop everything i’m doing to reply to yall asap. it makes my heart flutter that yall wanna interact with me!! a peasant!!!

you’re not cheesy at all! i love you and all your messages you’re amazing and i am so happy you’ve continued to interact w me all this time!!!!

#eri.answers #drunk eri loves to talk

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cnc-hoebayb · 5 years

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The boys as supportive hype men bfs

For when you’re lookin extra fine and they just wanna hype the shit outchu

Zabdiel

-“dimelooo mamiii”

-literally that ^ but with different inflections on dif syllables everytime depending on mood/situation lol

-not a very big social media man, but will post a quick story of you like “🥴❤️” dressed in something reeeeaal nice then delete it later (bc he want u for his eyes only duH!)

-but in public tho !!

-wow

-that’s his game, he’d be huggin all up on you like no ones watching

-Defintely would get caught by the paparazzi for some “provocative touching/staring” with each other

-Buys you everything

-flowers in that little shop on the corner? Done. Ice cream on the street that looks way too good? Chocolate vanilla swirl it is.

-Would probably go all out and buy you a new fancy piece of jewelry too

-its his own lil ritual to get u a new pair of earrings that match with the particular outfits he loves to see you in uwu

-he honestly seems like he’d want to hype you up all day but then spend the rest of the night with you in private

-hype you up in his own personal way ayooo

-details? I think a lil bit

-whisper dirty praises in your ear about how good you look

-goes in between rough and tender touches over his favorite parts of your body

-dead eye contact the whole time so it’s super intimate

-k that’s all u get u thirsty hoes

Erick

-does that thing to random strangers like “that’s my gf” and points at u

-for literally anything

-like when you’re ordering food for you both at a fast food place and he’s watching you lookin snackish tell them you’d like two number 5’s

-he leans over to the old lady next to him like “that girl- mi novia 😉”

-he’s also very vocal

-just likes you or him (or both) to be the center of attention

-“SHES WALKING IN AND SHES SO HOT GUYS WATCH UR FUCKING SELVES”

-kinda embarrassing but at the same time so sweet and way flattering so u don’t front bout it

-doesn’t really show you off on social media, but more in public or to his family

-Just wants to show his favorite ppl his fav person and how amazing you are

-compliments you all day

-really bad pick up lines mostly

-but they’re so bad that they’re actually really cute and funny

-pretends that youre a stranger at a store and hits on you like you’ve never met before

-“Erick please not here,” you’d beg while in line at the busy concession stand of the movie theater

-“im jus asking if u as sweet as those cookie dough bites u got right there mami mmhmmm”

Joel

-literally the cutest of them all

-not super extra, but very lovey and sweet

-you’d walk in the room all dolled up and he’d be super star struck like “oh my god dude you’re so beautiful”

-for literally any outfit too tho

-You can walk in with his sweatpants and necklace on and he’d lose it just as hard

-stares at you all day

-buys you flowers just for the heck of it

-sweet gentle touches and kisses all day too

-when he talks about you in public it’s all super down to earth and him saying how gorgeous you are doing anything

-takes you out to show you off

-somewhere where he knows a lot of press and people in general will be

-makes it super obvious you’re there together

-“don’t worry HONEY, I’ll grab the door for you BABE” and looks other homies dead in the eyes for dominance purposes

-he really would take you anywhere to show you off tbh. The dog park, museum, grocery store, you name it

-he fills his camera roll with candid pics of you through the day

-when you guys get really rowdy at the end of the night bc you’re tired, he records you the whole time dancing n singing and being a crackhead

-but its wholesome content of you guys being happy in love and having so much fun :,)

-he posts it all and everyone is like “couple goals wowo” and it makes your heart melt bc you’re with someone who makes you confident and happy and he’s everything

Richard

-literally not one second where his hand would be off of you

-ESPECIALLY in public

-hand in your back pocket, on your waist, in your hand

-also the type of guy that would be super extra and do things like hold the door for you dramatically, carry you over potholes or puddles in the street like “no te preocupes amor, i gotchu”

-a master at subtly tho

-and subtle teasing

-would mention how fine you look at the beggining of the day with a low whisper in your ear and a hot neck kiss

-then totally drop it for tension purposes

-would ignore u in person for a bit or maybe he just doesn’t see you much that day

-then would post a fire pic of you like “sheeesh🥵”

-comments under all your recent pics suddenly with thirsty shit

-all the fans are freaking out like “GET UR MAN”

-but he’s still avoiding you personally bc he knows it gets you all riled up

-so you watch him post and hype you all day until he gets home finally and wants to touch you and love you

-and you’re like “NO! No touching bc u can’t play these games Camacho”

-He smiles at you and puts on his nasally play voice while swooping in to lift you off your feet, tickling your sides and kissing you all over

-“mira que sexy ohmygaaad”

-ok but also

-he’d take his time with you when it got down to business, letting you know everything going through his mind when he kisses you, every time he removes another piece of clothing, telling you how perfect you are

-slow passionate intense nights that feel like they could last forever

Christopher

-constant screaming

-“oye mamiiiii”

-his million stories on insta are all of you with dif filters, emojis, and captions

-he’s singing or yelling in the background every one, but honestly no one can tell at this point

-besos every other second

-you’re just *taking a bite of pizza* and Chris would drop everything like “fucK pls kiss me now”

-a lot of seductive glances from a distance

-intimidates everybody in the room tbh

-will be that guy talking to anyone being like “doesn’t my baby look ultra fine today- well i mean she always fine, but today it just hits different”

-probably very sweet like Joel but in his own sappy Chris way

-will sing to you every love song that comes on in the car or while you’re standing around

-dances with you in public just to spin you around, kiss you, and tell you how good you look

-you’re always afraid to look like that one annoying pda couple but the way y’all make it look is actually rly sweet and sincere

-also does that thing and records you being a crackhead at night, but he’s actin just as wild so all the videos are so hard to follow

-they’re all of you guys SCREAMING and CACKLING SOO HARD and no one can form out anything anyone is saying bc you’re both just being idiots

-he records you dancing like a dummy in the dark corner of your room and he’s just there like “AYY AY DALE MAMI AY”

-for some reason i just see him at the end of the night wanting a long, deep makeout sesh more than anything

-bc sometimes kissing can be just as intimate and passionate when you’re with the right person, and Chris is exactly that guy

-he’d be kinda vocal and mumble every time your lips disconnect abt how much he loves you and how crazy you make him by being so god damn beautiful all the time

#need me a zabdi or a chris ngl #someone who can handle me bc im a lot #and i oop #esp during crackhead hours #tag which boy u need the most rn lol #cnco #cnco headcanon #zabdiel de jesus #erick brian colon #joel pimentel #richard camacho #christopher velez

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unproduciblesmackdown · 4 years

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let's see those Prime Numbers for the ask meme

2) favorite albums?

well i was Ready for kesha’s album Warrior to come out in iiii think it was the end of 2012 or early 2013?? i snuck out to that tour in dc that summer also. totally solid album and it was fun to have something so fun during a totally Not Fun period lol. i was also pretty into owl city at the exact same time lmao, that’s Blatantly for when you’re depressed lol...and i also eventually saw that guy on tour when a new album came out in 2015, and that was fun too, and was Enjoying Myself a factor in the tipping point of “ah jeez i gots 2 get outta here” that i had in the next month? maybe! and uhhh i listened a lot to the phoenix te amo album. that one wasnt tied to anything at all but i have heard it So much. super short and also rock solid and relistenable. and then here we are and the bmc obcr is a gift to the world b/c a) it exists and b) Cuz It All Slaps and c) it’s so fun to either sing or dance along, or cry along if it’s the agtikbi reprise and d) lgw... and e) all the eternal, well-mixed wroland vocals

3) favorite memes?

oh god lmao idk......real earlier 10s stuff was the I Say Hey he-man meme, and the “that really rustles my jimmies” meme which was real underrated......there’s been plenty of Memes where i’ve been like “this one is funny to me Every Time” but of course now looking back on it it’s like. what’s a meme??? Vine

(skipping 5 & 11 cuz that’s the Entirety of someone else’s ask and i don’t wanna just have to scrap theirs completely and i’ll get to it next!!)

11) favorite fanarts?

you know what, there’s continuously been a ton of amazing fanart where i’m like, i’m so glad i’m seeing this, & this is Artistic Fuel, and marge simpson anime has really been just this Standout Experience lmao like......idk for as Inspiring as it is, there’s only a couple things i’ve drawn that are Directly inspired, but i just flip for it all the time and like, it’s supremely expressive and like, comics that aren’t chronological but more like a Collage Of a Moment / Concept which i think is super cool and also i love when stuff reminds me that it doesn’t have to look ~super cleaned up~ to look great.

13) favorite people you know?

oh god this one really got out of control lol i started like, talking about everyone ever from this past decade. so for Convenience i’m interpreting this as “people *i* know, but they don’t know me” so that i can cheat and say will roland, voted person of the year 2019. by extension, essential supporting crew who helped us reach this point, like john simpkins or joe iconis. leave it at that!! it’s 5am and you know i’m not lying. who knew where going “wow, This guy” in late 2018 would have so much Value.

17) a fandom you wish more people were in/you had more people to talk to about?

oof hmm.......amnesia tdd didn’t really have a “fandom” even though it obviously got a lot of attention, it’dve been fun if it had though lol. it’s tricky to answer this one cuz i always prefer like, smaller fandoms and/or finding the Niche or some other way of just like, interacting with a small corner of things, so i’m never like wow god damn wish i’d been absolutely in the thick of it with this thing. i’ve been in Corners n Niches and it’s been fine by me, really

19) a fandom that you had the best time in?

HMM lol.........marble hornets sure was fun but like, a lot of that was just the content itself and not necessarily The Fan Experience, tho i sure got a lot out of it in a ton of ways. i mean tbh that’s true of each thing i’ve really Gotten Into majorly, i go hard af and then walk out the other side with these #connections or #experiences like whoa where’d these come from lol!! but really like, overall, i’m probably having the best time right now. the “fandom” is basically just our agenda lmao but like i said i’m always having the best time when it’s a pretty niche deal, And the sheer variety of Contents n Characters to draw from here is super nice, and the fact that it’s like, oh yeah and i’m finally recognizing this should’ve-been-obvious entire Passionne i’ve had since always, and that’s great too, and like, also just having the Variety Of Live / Current Unfoldings that go down.....like, everyone havin fun with the Joe Iconis Xmas Xtrav was entirely great. and just the Engagement level is basically the best, cuz like there’s the times where maybe i’ll get a zillion notes and that’s definitely fun in its own way but i always enjoy just the way smaller amount of ppl who are Particularly Enthusiastic, and like, there’s times where like, maybe i’m *technically* in this larger circle of ppl but like, totally more of like a Tangent or peripheral to that circle or whatever lol........this feels like a really solid balance of like, being sorta in this orbit of people in a chill way, but also definitely the direct interactions Existing, which is always important lol but hasn’t always been a constant throughout my Fandom Experiences at all

23) who were you at the beginning of this decade?

2009-2010 was a real distinct year lol i was in my second year of college in the middle of my teens, when i’d hardly really been getting to Explore My Interests Freely up to that point and still wasn’t, but all of a sudden it’s like goddamn i have to figure out my major???? and i’m like, obviously in the middle of only just now Really getting to figure out my identity in this deeper and more genuine way, thanks to being lucky enough to Live On Campus and be away from home like, 2/3 of the year, but i was just like, oh god i’m in Stress Hell now all the time cuz like. i’m trying to figure out my whole thing and what my ~Career~ should be and i just have no idea but am like, trying super hard all the time lol it was not successful and i was just really stressed about it all the time. i was def quieter back then.....pretty lonely at the time, i did not get into mh and gain the presence of any Online Friends until late 2010, and i hadn’t yet been sort of accepted by a small faction of theatre people via my roommate’s connections.....i wasn’t at all Out yet, and was def In Progress of figuring it all out.....i didn’t have nearly the Self-Esteem i have now lmao, it was Not a great time and in a lot of ways ‘09-’10 was the start of a downturn into Worse Than Usual Times, though in Other ways it was definitely an upturn lol like. the latter related to stuff that was important to me / who i am, the former tied to the situations i was in and the godawful morale that resulted

29) a time when the worst case scenario happened but you pulled through?

well by the end of 2012 i had my Wrath Parent deluxe mad at me big time, AND i was stuck at home all of thee time with that (not at all hours but. every day.) it was terrible!!! tf was going on in 2013, cuz that shit was definitely like, a gross blur of a lot of indistinct misery. and then, relatedly, when it was so shitty in 2015 that i was like fantastic, i am so officially sick of this i’m outta here. i revisited some Misery Posts from that period lately for someone stranger on twitter’s project or something, and boy i was having a bad time Summer Of ‘15 lol, things not getting better at home And a job that was so shitty that it was like..................bye. lol. and then i spent a year living out of a minivan. which was real lucky in ways b/c like. infinitely better than if i had not had that minivan. and when that broke down i was also then lucky enough to have this friend who was relatively nearby who’d also been willing to just like, set me up to Not have to ask the lgbt center where that trans-friendly forest zone a couple cities over was. nothing as dramatic as it could’ve been, fortunately

31) a time you were scared?

hmmm when leaving The Parents Home overnight, that was intimidating. bit of completely jumping into the unknown there, and also like, when you spend your lifetime assuming that Someone’s Arbitrary Wrath will be uponst you always, it’s hard to shake that sense of dread and doom, like ah jeez i am really potentially bringing hell on myself here........and like i mentioned with Start Of The Decade, there was just a ton of fear there all the time lol, trying to figure out virtually overnight The Whole Of Who I Am And What I Want when i’d only just even gotten to start......also i wanna say i maybe came out in 2011?? and i sort of also felt obligated to come out to my parents also (plus i think i was giving them like, one last chance to surprise me and be decent and kind of Grow Up themselves even tho i was the like, 16 y.o.) which yknow, kids you do not have to come out to anyone at all. someone was talking the other day abt how they didn’t think lgbtq “discourse” had evolved as much as you’d hope over the past decade, but idk about that, it's only a little bit of a wildly complex topic, and for starters Online Trans “Discourse” of a decade back was wayyyyyy in a vastly different place than it is now, leaps and strides really. so the way to ~really~ do it was presented kind of more rigidly i think. anyways i did it via email and was incredibly stressed to even open the reply a couple days later lol......which ended up being really weird and vague, and then there was a phone call where no one brought it up, and the only result was increased ire and resentment :( ........and then there was still like, cops encounters! near or not-as-bad-as-they-could’ve-been vehicular collisions! but tbh generally my reaction to the latter was underwhelming, except for one particular time when i was a passenger and also tense af for the rest of the ride. that’s it for Immediate fear really lol......oh wait one time i was at this decent sized Convention Panel Event and when i’m nervous i can Only talk more (it’s possible!!) and i snuck into line for the q&a and Right when i got to the mic (intimidating) they were like oop we’re low on time, lightning round!! :’] that was obviously more just a crapton of l’anxiete

37) a fashion that fell out of style that you wish would make a resurgence?

were Gladiator sandals this decade? the strappy deals that like, went up the ankles / calves? that was in fashion for a year or two and i’m into it. i like sandals and that kind of drama

41) something you learned a lot that not a lot of other people might know about?

i don’t know that i learned way a lot of anything that’s real in-depth knowledge and niche lore.........i have learned Nothing

43) an important relationship (of any kind) you had?

i had???? lmao well either way let’s say current relationships count and like, pretty much everyone in my Sphere i value a lot! i never like, have or have had a ~close~ ring of ppl around me lol like i thought it was lucky if i talked to someone Every Day (and not at all the Usual thing) and now it’s more likely that i talk to two people every day and maybe that sounds sarcastic but it’s not at all lol. i know my social stats aren’t impressive but i so appreciate what i get to enjoy and have. and other Connections might be way more like, we are friendly acquaintances, we talk on rare occasions, we haven’t talked at all in ages, we talk but only to trade cute pics of cats, Etc etc, but i seriously do appreciate all of everyone who’s cool who i get to interact with in any way and like, be in each other’s spheres and Not just like, absolutely on nobody’s radar. also obviously soph you are here in that list in case i wasn’t implying it good enough lol it is 5am and god knows deciphering what i say at any time can be its own challenge.....ur Epic Highs and Lows of bmc 3.0 is so good lmao

#hell yeah tysm now also i should go for Passing Outs #(where you pass out like knocking out)#thank you Three Other Asks i see and appreciate it as well #oh wait shit four!!!#lol #it's 5:20am bed time bitch all day hit the hay #i forget what i say here i've been on and off doing whatever for the past 5 hrs obviously lmao #nothingunrealistic1

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asinskare · 6 years

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is this low ni, ne or te?

okay so this post may be a bit of a mess bc full disclosure while i think i can see perceiving functions in other ppl i don’t Understand them and that is both the purpose and the content of this post so i was hoping that some of you might help me.

the way i understand things is not gradual. when i first get into a topic i pick up some basic understanding, but it is nowhere near sufficient to be called complete and then i plateau for a very long time. regardless of how much new information i learn it doesn’t help me understand the topic any better until a critical piece of information is presented. when that happens suddenly all the dots connect and everything makes sense and i fully understand. the moment i fully understand i have this euphoria and it feels like an Epiphany even if it is things that were obvious to everyone else.

but what is important here is that understanding is very sudden for me and that’s why i can call it an epiphany almost. because every time it happens nothing makes sense before and then suddenly i have this moment !! of “i finally understand everything!!!” and core of all the information i had heard so far suddenly falls into place and i have the Formula for how everything works.

the best analogy i can come up with is it’s like trying to put together a puzzle blindfolded for the purpose of seeing the picture on the puzzle. only once you have put the whole puzzle together is the blindfold removed and i can see the picture. the puzzle pieces are then the information and the picture is understanding.

or as a graph it would look like this

this is exactly how learning typology is for me. i didn’t understand fi-te for years until suddenly it all came together after some discourse had here. or variants which i didn’t fully understand until very recently even though i have been learning about them for about 4 years.

idek if this is related to perceiving functions but i want to know if this is low ni, low ne or maybe just low te? or maybe is this something else entirely? i would love to hear what you guys have to say

#i get the inkling that maybe it is both low te+ni #but i could be wrong abt that #and would like your input #sorry for using you guys for my selfish need lmao #it’s just that i really trust you ppl #mbti #ni #te #ne

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I request a scenario where you, sam/foot/weeb, get to marry the love of ur life chenle

thank u for discussing this w me I’m gonna cry r u ready for this NOBODY ASKED BUT IM GIVING

• y'all know I love my bby chenle right ?? • ok so I’m on my phone doing this I’m h u Rt• but aNYWAYS • I would marry him like 59 times and ?? I’d still be happy that’s good• ok so just he’s rly cute and I’d buy lots of cats and just bury him in kitties and I would cry actual tears of joy that’s a pile of amazing• and ?? Like y Es I would totally be up 4 going out to get sweets at like 2am and just sitting out at night and eating them and talking about life• also oHMY g o d I love breakfast u know just pls I’ll make u breakfast every morning with ur fav even if I have to wake up at 4am or travel 5 miles by walking BYE • I’m probs the most annoying person ever and I’ll just literally shower him in love and just literally every 5 minutes ask him if he’s ok• also I am rly affectionate just l o v e me and keep me warm pls I’m cold all the time• I’m also that cliche bich that takes sweaters and hides them in a secret closet (´ｰ｀)• this is fun• look chenle bby pls if ur ever sad I will cry too and just h u g the pain away and love u okay• also protec u with my life• I’ll buy cute lil cat pajamas for u bby I love u• I’m actually sobbing why did u sarcastically ask this radish• my dream is to actually live in Iceland but I will sacrifice for him• like sure we can live in china if u want idc• also I just wanna b a veterinarian • u know how many cute lil animals I’d have omGG• just havin like 28 parakeets and they’re all just o u t and he’s runnin n screaming everywhere SO CU TE• also stress• but I mean I love him with all my heart like,,,yes release the keets if it makes u happy• ice cream like once a week tho pls• I want that to be my religion• J U ST eatin ice cream n walkin around to look at stuff and just BUying everything • also pls,,,gimme ur nose it’s rly cute bby• u guys I’m tearing up the more I think about him the more love I feel• he just too cute• id probs pay him for a bunch of solos （╹◡╹）♡• wakin up to hear him screeching chewing gum I AM A L I VE• als o just constantly me having to stay away once a week to silently sob• y'all He is p e r fect • “uhm why do u have 600 pictures of an Asian guy with u all the time”• “yeah sorry gtg something came up”• OMG • I literally am so fascinated with spiders• and he’s scared of them aw babs that’s cute• if u see a tiny jumping spider to a huge as fuk tarantula gET ME!!!• the cutest thing ever would just be him SCREECHING because I’m holding a tiny lil spider in my hand just crawling everywhere • can I mention cats again• I am a strong believer in cats soothing your heart and protecting you from heart problems• literally I will spend 10mil to make a cat a service cat for him 🙃• like,,,,if ur scared here’s a cute kitty to purr n make u smile• also endless supply of love from me I’m full of it• I never stop feeling love this is a fact• I am also a good listener and 99.9% reliable with secrets• u ate marks fav cookie??? Don’t worry hun I’ll never tell• also I will literally b rich if I’m a veterinarian so I’m going to a new country every other month• forcibly pushin out that home• pls,,,come to Russia with me I can speak Russian bb • honestly when I’m 25 what can’t I do• I WANT GIANT PUPPERS OMG THEYRE LIKE THE SIZE OF ME NOW• c. Henle riding on a giant Caucasian ovcharka just scremaign and being happy that’s so fukin cu t e• literally take my s o u l I love u• this is re a l LY long I’ll edit it tomorrow I G• but also just I wanna pinch his cheeks and sMOOSH them together and make him happy that’s so wonderful • lele with smooshed cheeks ::))• also like 4993020 lil cheek smooches FUC• I shed a tear I would be so s h y tbh I don’t act like it• I’d probs be that person who has to ask for a hug• I see so many people talking about backhugs for chenle and I would love lt that’s so adorable• also I wanna be bigger than him • like taller ig ??• I like to be big spoon !! Fun fact • I like to snuggle up to ppl rather than snuggle into them• kitty cuddles aw• pls I like to play with hair and snuggle and just squeeze occasionally it’s so sweet• also literally a separate drawer for cat socks • probably just buying like 500 presents for Christmas just for him u know• also that birthday• pls lemme just drag u around lil cute shops and buy u literally anything u want• just luv me and hug me n hold my hand I will be 1056% content• oh I’m crying??? Didn’t notice I was too busy lookin at u smile• ommmmmm I would definitely go to roller coasters with him just for that cute squeal• not if he’s scared• I’ll protect u bby ily• I’ll protect from everything • I can’t fight tho I’ll learn for u• I actually have 37 wallets with just pics I show to people • I don’t like a lot of pda just hold m Y hand thx ❤️• literally I hope I have like 50 succulents just at my job • omg what if he sent cute lil notes in my pocket or food just to say “I hope ur day is amazing!! ily!!”• if that happened • “hey there did u know I am in love wit h zhong chenle”• radish I’ll b at ur house w hyuck a lot just to talk abt happiness• BOY DO I HAVE SOME SOFT STUFF FOR U• frick omg cuteness!!! sittin outside in the middle of fall with kitty print scarves and cute gloves and fluffy sweaters and just sitting in the dark and cuddling to stay warm • just out to look at the stars• silence is so beautiful and that silence is amazing • or “cloud” gazing• his imagination would be so adorable• comin home to literally 60 pillows in every room• “uh bb what’s this??”• “pls shush n stop being mEAN I didn’t know what to DO”• omgmgm im so sappy I’d send cute short letters to him all the time • if I got them back I’d s c r e a m• eating a samich or smth and reading it and just almost suffocating • also I’m sleepy af rn and it reminds me• I love laying on laps or having ppl laying on my lap so I can play with hair• pls let me nap on ur lap and just literally encase myself in my big af pink rainbow sweater • it covers everything but my legs• I would be so warm w him I’m sobbing• huggin me while I’m nap on the lap• I am so soft for this• sending selcas every few hours just because• literally no I won’t send my ugly• but sweetie pls send all of urs I will s OB and frame literally all of them• more lap naps• just gimme hugs and lemme smooch ur nose and cry myself into a nap on ur lap • I’m really tired • I can’t think anymore and I’m so soft right now• so here’s the hcs about the marriage id want with the bby I can’t have that nobody asked for•my e yes•ok sorry ily• i also love u radish sm❤️• n chenle babs, bby, sweetie, hun,,,I’m literally cryin for u 💚

#ok so I'm crying #this was too precious to write #I want this in my life #a lot tbh #chenle is the only o n e I'll take :)))#nct is too good to be true #tagging this so everyone sees how much I love him #nct dream #me #ugly #jenzo #fuk I'm so #tired #thank u autocorrect #sorry radish #ask #pcypaige #chenle #ocean

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jeonclouds · 6 years

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2018 books / February

2018 Brooks / February.

February books. January 20, 2018 | Tessa MM. (08/48)

Keeping track of my 4 books of the month…

1. Alice’s adventures in wonderland

2. The stranger - Albert Camus

3. Los 4 Acuerdos.

4. Chicken soup for the teenage soul.

Alice’s adventures in wonderland (005):

“Down, down, down, how far have i fallen now?”

“Oh, why did i cry so much?”

“Never get angry” ((thats a bad advice caterpillar)).

The Stranger (006):

“I may not have been sure about what really did interest me, but I was absolutely sure about what didn’t.”

“I opened myself to the gentle indifference of the world.”

“Since we’re all going to die, it’s obvious that when and how don’t matter.”

“Have you no hope at all? And do you really live with the thought that when you die, you die, and nothing remains?“ "Yes,” I said.”

“And it was like knocking four quick times on the door of unhappiness.”

PS: i remember i hated this book because i saw myself within Mersault, he is really, uh how you say it in english? Huraño, distant? aloof? he is portrayed as someone detached and emotionless, just the same way as i portray myself to the world and ppl around me. He is very impassive and he doesn’t really think about events or consequences and i was like ‘okay same!’, i think thats bad, he feels content with his indifference over the world, maybe bc he is protecting himself from pain (like me). He is so casual and indifferent over life events, i was pissed when Marie (his gf) asked if he wanted to marry her and he said he didnt cared lmao, that he would do it if she wanted to, and i was like bitch tf!!?? but at the same time i was like 'okay…me’ It made me reflect on myself and how i react when he killed the arab and he didnt showed any signs of guilt or remorse, there i was like 'okay thats not me’. His behavior is so distant and unresponsive, and he literally sees life and the people around him with despair, he appears to be so apathetic, its, its fucking annoying and amazing and it honestly makes me think about myself and how i make the world see me, its, ugh. It was a good book but i did not liked the fact that i could see so much of myself in the main character, a few moments ago when i was pondering about this i started to really think that…i, don’t want to be seen like that, and its scary to know that people could actually see me being that way, behaving that way, responding that way, because i know that i have done it, and now i dont like it anymore, as much as i want people to see me as someone 'mysterious’ i dont want them to see me as someone who doesnt care about her surroundings damn this book, it was a good book though, annoying as fuck, and it bored me and pissed me off, but its still a good book, i will carry with me the lesson i have learned from it, so, thanks joonie for the recommendation.

Los 4 Acuerdos (007):

“Estoy hecho de luz, estoy hecho de estrellas”

“Lo que realmente somos es puro amor, pura luz”

“Tu no escogiste tu lengua, ni tu religion, ni tus valores morales: ya estaban ahi antes de que nacieras. Nunca tuvimos la oportunidad de elegir que creer y que no creer. Nunca escogimos ni el mas insignificante de estos acuerdos. Nisiquiera elegimos nuestro propio nombre.”

'El 95% de las creencias que almacenamos en nuestra mente, no son mas que mentiras, y si sufrimos es porque creemos en todas ellas’

'En el sueño del planeta, a los seres humanos les resulta normal sufrir, vivir con miedo y crear dramas emocionales. El sueño externo no es un sueño placentero; es un sueño lleno de violencia, de miedo, de guerra, de injusticia.’

'El sueño personal de los seres humanos varía, pero en conjunto es una pesadilla. Si observamos la sociedad humana, comprobamos que es un lugar en el que resulta muy difícil vivir, porque está gobernado por el miedo.’

’ En el mundo entero, vemos sufrimiento, cólera, venganza, adicciones, violencia en las calles y una tremenda injusticia. Esto existe en diferentes niveles en los distintos países del mundo, pero el miedo controla el sueño externo.’

'No es la muerte; nuestro mayor miedo es arriesgarnos a vivir: correr el riesgo de estar vivos y de expresar lo que realmente somos.’

'Los seres humanos nos castigamos a nosotros mismos sin cesar por no ser como creemos que deberíamos ser. Nos maltratamos a nosotros mismos y utilizamos a otras personas para que nos maltraten.’

“Acuerdo 1 - Se impecable con tus palabras: Las palabras captan nuestra atención, entran en nuestra mente y cambian por entero, para bien o para mal, nuestras creencias. ”

“El mayor pecado que cometes es rechazarte a ti mismo.”

“La cantidad de amor que sientes por ti es directamente proporcional a la calidad e integridad de tus palabras. Cuando eres impecable con tus palabras, te sientes bien, eres feliz y estás en paz.”

“Sé impecable con tus palabras. Este es el primer acuerdo al que debes llegar si quieres ser libre, ser feliz y trascender el nivel de existencia del infierno. Es muy poderoso. Utiliza tus palabras apropiadamente. Empléalas para compartir tu amor”

'Usa la magia blanca empezando por ti. Dite a ti mismo que eres una persona maravillosa, fantástica. Dite cuánto te amas. Utiliza las palabras para romper todos esos pequeños acuerdos que te hacen sufrir.’

Acuerdo 2 - No te tomes nada personalmente: Cuando nos tomamos personalmente lo que alguien nos dice, suponemos que sabe lo que hay en nuestro mundo e intentamos imponérselo por encima del suyo.

'Si eres veraz contigo mismo, te ahorrarás mucho dolor emocional.

Acuerdo 3 - No hacer suposiciones. La manera de evitar suposiciones es preguntar.

Acuerdo 4 - Haz siempre lo maximo que puedas. Si haces lo maximo que puedas viviras con gran intensidad. Vivir con plenitud. No necesitamos saber ni probar nada. Ser, arriesgarnos a vivir y disfrutar de nuestra vida, es lo unico que importa.

'Si eres impecable con tus palabras, no te tomas nada personalmente, no haces suposiciones y siempre haces lo maximo que puedas tu vida sera maravillosa y la controlaras al 100x100’

'Si te caes no te juzgues’

'El perdon es la unica manera de sanarnos’

'Quiero que utilices tu imaginacion y la percepcion de tus nuevos ojos para verte a ti mismo viviendo un nuevo sueño, una vida en la que no sea necesario que justifiques tu existencia y en la que seas libre para ser quien realmente eres. Imagina que tienes permiso para ser feliz y para disfrutar de verdad tu vida. Imaginate que vives libre de conflictos contigo mismo y con los demas. Imaginate que no tienes miedo de expresar tus sueños. Sabes que quieres, cuando lo quieres y porque no quieres. Tienes libertad de cambiar tu vida y hacer lo que sea como tu quieras. No temes pedir lo que necesitas, decir que si o que no a quien sea o a lo que sea. Imagina que vives sin miedo a ser juzgado por los demas, Ya no te dejas llevar por lo que otras personas puedan pensar de ti. Ya no eres responsable de la opinión de nadie. No sientes la necesidad de controlar a nadie y nadie te controla a ti. Imagínate que vives sin juzgar a los demás, que los perdonas con facilidad y te desprendes de todos los juicios que sueles hacer. No sientes la necesidad de tener razón ni de decirle a nadie que está equivocado. Te respetas a ti mismo y a los demás, y ellos te respetan a ti. Imagínate que vives sin el miedo de amar y no ser correspondido. Ya no temes que te rechacen y no sientes la necesidad de que te acepten. Puedes decir: “Te quiero”, sin sentir vergüenza y sin justificarte. Imagínate que te amas a ti mismo tal como eres. Que amas tu cuerpo y tus emociones tal como son. Sabes que eres perfecto tal como eres.’

'Puedes andar por el mundo con el corazón completamente abierto y sin el temor de que te puedan herir. Imagínate que vives sin miedo a arriesgarte y a explorar la vida. No temes perder nada. No tienes miedo de estar vivo en el mundo y tampoco de morir. ’

Chicken soup for teenage the soul (008):

The love we give and recieve is all that matters, and all that is remembered, suffering dissapears, love remains. “Have i told you yet today that i love you?”

“We need four hugs a day for survival. We need eight hugs a day for maintenance. We need 12 hugs a day for growth. - Virginia Satir.

Think of the people in your life, ate there any words you’d like to say? Are there any hugs you want to share? Are you waiting and hoping someone else will ask first? Please dont wait! Initiate! - Charles Faraone.

I have learned never to underestimate the healing power we all have. It is always there to be uded for the highest good. We just have to remember to use it.

"What i am is good enough if i would only be it openly” - Carl Rogers.

“I own me and therefore i can engineer me. I am me, and i am okay.�� - Virginia Satir.

“Don’t worry about failures, worry about the chances you miss when you don’t even try.”

“Most everything that you want is just outside your comfort zone.”

“Everything you want is out there waiting for you to ask. Everything you want also wants you. But you have to take action to get it.”

“Keep in mind that part of growing up is dealing with difficult issues, and the benefits can be great if you have the courage to ask for help. Human beings are not designed to go through life alone. No one has to bear the burden of tough times all by themselves.”

“Sometimes you dance with a partner, and sometimes you dance alone. But the important thing is to keep dancing.”

“As you take a few minutes each day to quiet your mind, you will discover a nice benefit: your everyday, “ordinary” life will begin to seem far more extraordinary. Little things that

previously went unnoticed will begin to please you. You’ll be more easily satisfied, and happier all around. Rather than focusing on what’s wrong with your life, you’ll find yourself thinking about and more fully enjoying what’s right with your life. The world won’t change, but your perception of it will. You’ll start to notice the

little acts of kindness and caring from other people rather than the negativity and anger.”

“You only have control over three things in your life—the thoughts you think, the images you visualize, and the actions you take (your behavior).”

#books

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jennibeultimate · 3 years

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"Look if Jason wouldn’t be from the US he wouldn’t even receive those PCS and that’s all I am saying and it’s the truth, not a myth." Aaaaand that's an immediate sign that nothing else you say is worth my time or energy to consider. I know Hanyu fans are hung up on "he has to be the best and we will consider nothing else even when he screws up", but the fact that you can be so blind as to believe this really doesn't say anything good, buddy.

Lol "buddy" get your ego down...yeah I am a Fanyu, what about it? "It doesn't say anything good" Lol 😂 What makes you superior as a Jason uber?

I think you anon got a full analysis on why Jason Brown is no Olympic medal contender, but you are hung up on my personal opinion that Yuzu is better in PCS than Jason and my sidekick that he wouldn't even be relevant without his federation. Don't you have anything else to say about the rest of the arguments? I guess not and this says more about your blindness than mine.

Let me explain my two points you got so mad about, that you decided to go off in my anon ask - again.

If you truly believe this sport isn't influenced by politics of the big federations like USA and Russia, I congratulate you on ignoring all issues that have been brought to light (Sochi scandal, Salt Lake City 2002 etc) Go to @skatingscores (Twitter) and you can clearly see the bias the judges have towards Russian and American skaters on the big stages and how judges back up their own skaters (US judges were already suspended over the years for judging too "nationalistic") No top level skater wins without backup of their federation, no not even Yuzu (even if you will also see Fanyus claim the opposite). Japan may not be the US, but it is relevant in this sport. And if you look at what content Jason has and what other top level skater deliver there arouses the question what makes him deserving of highest GOEs and PCS when no one else without quads gets them? Don't say he is so much better and deserves all of that, he has an edge problem that is never marked and still keeps getting high GOEs while other skaters of no name countries don't get the pass. The ppl getting a pass are from the political powerhouses in this sport. Why doesn't get someone like Deniss Vasilijews higher PCS for his interesting programs and fine jumps? Because he is from a no name country(not to say he is the same level as Jason just for showing how passports and federations matter) Why doesn't Yan Han get higher PCS when experts say his skating skills match Patrick Chan's? Because wrong passport. (I am ofc talking if the skaters deliver solid programs) (Yeah quads aren't everything and quads should not come massively into play when judging PCS, but I think for complexity of a program it should be relevant if you do quads or not as it needs more time for quads than triples and also if doing only triples leads Jason to good PCS, I don't see how the same can't be applied to other skaters with only triples?) It isn't Jason's fault which country he is representing, but don't dare to believe his passport has no value. Do you really think Jason would be where he is right now when he wouldn't be from the US? Do you think the same Jason representing Latvia like Deniss would get the same points he has now? I don't.

"he (Yuzuru) has to be the best and we will consider nothing else even if he screws up" - where did I say that? First Yuzu's or anyone's PCS should have nothing to do with Yuzu or anyone screwing up or not - it shouldn't affect PCS this severely and the PCS cap rule is one of the dumbest sh*t ever - if all it should influence only in the performance part. Why I think Yuzu is better? Technically Yuzu still has the WR in PCS which makes him the best in the judges eyes like it or not. He is the only skater to reach 98/100 PCS and 49/50 PCS. But even if I think ISU is corrupt as hell all I did was disagree with you. You think Jason is the best, I think Yuzu, Shoma, Kevin are all at least on same or better level performance and interpretation wise and also have good intricate programs (CO) deserving of superb 9s, also other lower level skaters would deserve 9s in PE and IN just that the judges don't use the components as they could to differ much more in each categories, which judges don't do. If we talk about transitions (TR) no one can deny that Yuzu has one of the most complex programs and with quads btw. I think more skaters could do better transitions and have more complex programs if they only skate with triples. I would like to see all skaters skate with triples to really make a call on who is better. Considering quads and the complexity of the program Yuzu should win this department against Jason. Let's look at skating skills (admittedly not my best knowing field) but let us look at the rules:

I don't say Jason doesn't fullfill any of those things, so I just mention two things I think he covers up well but isn't as precise as some others 1. rhythmic knee actions no one is better than the Japanese skaters (all 3 Shoma, Yuzu, Yuma) - their natural knee bend is a trademark without compare - 2. speed - he is comparably slow. Yuzu, also Shoma accelerate speed without effort (yeah I know Shoma and his damn many crossovers, but it doesn't reduce the fact he doesn't need them for speed.) So for me Jason imo isn't even the best in this department also I mentioned Yan Han, he is better too. Look Jason is a superb skater, I generally like his programs and imo he is among the best skaters PCS wise, but not the best. (And btw PCS are judged like categories nowadays. The difference between the top skaters is so marginal it doesn't make much differences in the end with placements. You cannot win on PCS alone, but on TES)

So that's my many reasons why I think Jason is not the best PCS skater. And I also said I didn't mention other skaters only Yuzu, but now I did, so it's not about me only seeing Yuzu 😉

Also just for the record I may have started the argument about Jason not being a medal contender here, but you were the one to chose to go off in my anon ask and I answered. Also you still didn't share your analysis, but hide behind anon ask, so what do you want from me? Come talk to me and discuss openly?

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FYI: I don't have anything against Jason, I wish him well. My intention with my analysis and post before wasn't to make Jason look bad in any way, just to put the predictions I have seen in perspective. I would be super happy for him if he would consistently land a quad. I love Jason's lines and his spins are one of the best, I admire his flexibility and also admire that he has programs true to himself. I may not be the biggest Jason stan, but I like him as a skater and especially what I see from him as a person.

To everyone you can ask me anything and I will answer with my opinion and my knowledge on this sport, if you don't like it, that's your problem. 🤷‍♀️

Again a long post - sorry not sorry.

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