#and i’d like to think im okay at it :]
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If you managed to chat with yourself face to face of a version 5 years ago, what would that conversation look like?
i’d tell her alllll the necessary things to get fat as fuck ngl!!! can you imagine how big i’d be if i’d actually known what to do all those years ago 😭
would also tell her who to avoid though!! which friends to hang onto as well… i’d tell her to take italian straight from the start, dont even bother with spanish 😭 stick with your first major… make sure to always roll up your car windows… do NOT go get legends arceus the day it comes out… turn in that god damn intro to python homework… don’t let evan take your bong you’ll never get it back
#this was fun to think about!!!!! i’d also give her all the things i’d wish i’d known about myself#it’s okay to be feminine#its okay to like what you like#you don’t have to hide any part of yourself.. it will get better…#UGH im emotional#talk#ask
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The reason so many people stopped watching Doctor Who during Capaldi’s run as the Doctor is because Amy and Rory’s departure was so uniquely out of character that it wasn’t as satisfying as it was set up to be and completely disrupted the Doctor’s character arc
Poor Clara never stood a chance, in this essay I will-
#someone ask for the essay actually im begging#it won’t actually focus on Clara that much tho sorry Clara#I been thinking about this so much cuz I keep getting into convos where I tell people I nostalgically got back into Doctor Who lately#and they almost always tell me how they LOVED Doctor Who during Tennants run but they started to lose interest during Matt Smith’s run#and then completely stopped watching during Capaldi’s#and I did the exact same thing and I’m noticing a pattern and I’m like okay there’s gotta be a reason so keep thinking about it#and so someone ask for the essay pleeeeeese#I’d rather write a character analysis essay than do homework#doctor who#amy x rory#the doctor#11th doctor#10th doctor#9th doctor#time war#river song
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truly one of the worst ways james and sirius’ characters were butchered (both by canon and fanon) is the implication that they thought remus was the traitor or spy because he’s a werewolf.
those boys did not spend 3 YEARS becoming ANIMAGI and risking their body, mind, and soul, as well as courting azkaban just to turn around and give in to prejudice against creatures???? like yes, i realise war makes enemies of everyone and it heightens paranoia, suspicion etc etc but this is just the laziest of all reasons??? if they weren’t scared of remus in school, after watching him transform, and they still used the damn nicknames, then why would they suddenly think his furry little problem made him unreliable??
and at that!!!! what tf kind of sense does it make for them to believe that remus was the traitor and then…do absolutely nothing about it???? the whole bullshit only checks out if they all firmly believed each other. if they thought one of them was a spy for the DARK LORD, then why would they shut up about it??? both james and sirius clearly realised the war was about more than just them; they would not be hiding a potential spy if they knew about it.
this is honestly why the whole thing, and r/s reconciliation rubs me the wrong way. if they thought remus was untrustworthy, then give me a reliable reason other than him being a were. (i’ve got a few but none of them are ever used in fics). and even if they had some doubts about remus, it would still never make up for his belief that sirius betrayed the potters and joined the DEs. ever. that’s entirely a false equivalence.
#sirius black#james potter#i’ve been thinking ab this a lot lately#for FoD primarily#bc i’m trying to figure out where i wanna place remus#and this part just. doesn’t make sense to me?#like much as i hate it. u can make an argument for remus thinking sirius could’ve killed muggles bc of the whole pRaNk bullshit.#joining the dark is still too far fetched but okay. i’ll take it.#betraying the potters? never. but the prev two are still enough to cast doubts#what possible reason could j & s have to doubt remus tho??? we’ve never gotten anything#which honestly makes me think it’s another way to 1. butcher their characters and 2. equate sirius to remus#bc if sirius also thought r was a spy then it automatically makes it okay for the other way around also no?#ofc if anyone else has alternative theories i’d love to hear#im also sceptical how much of the werewolf packs come in here#bc it doesn’t do what many people think it does#bc if that’s what made j&s wary…then how is it different from werewolf prejudice??#pen’s yapping
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Popping in because i want all of you to know that my most effective coping method recently has been that whenever i start spiraling i send a meme to my best friend about how much i love them and both the 1) reminder of how great they are and how lucky i am to have them in my life and 2) the time it takes to find a sufficient meme almost always manages to pull me out of it so highly recommend
#have i mentioned that i love my best friend because i DOOOOO#also sometimes they send me one back :)#it’s currently the most effective thing at making me feel okay again :)#idk maybe it’s kind of simple or obvious#but i just never thought to or had the will to replace the panic and depression with love🤷♀️#but like my best friend is GREAT and i’d so much rather think about that and appreciate that over all of the other noise#just like i finally feel like my brain has a safe spot again and i am so very thankful for it because i was going crazy#life’s just been so difficult recently and im appreciating the little bright spots more than ever i guess#and also my best friend is great and i love them and they are so so SO important to me :) <3!!!!#and i HAD to share that#very important to be crazy about your friends i think😤😤
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do yall think if i post a video of me performing great expectations at state the musical acc will repost me
#that would be rlly rlly cool okay#like . i don’t think im gonna command but that would be rlly cool#but i’d post my performance that’s being judged yknow#idk what i’m yapping#it would be very cool tho
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Who from the Tokyo revengers cast would you pick to be trapped on an island with?
Hi! There are so many good options. I think Draken. He’s loyal, strong, respectful, patient and great instincts. Mitsuya was a close second.
#first division girl#tokyo revengers#tokyo rev#ask aly#im like Emma so I think we’d be okay#I may annoy him at first but I’d grow on him
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always someone who barely thinks anyways going “yeah sometimes i just really need to turn my brain off” like girl we know….
#this is about no one on here#sorry feeling a lil salty lol#had this lil like chat date w a girl tonight and she just really didn’t match my energy#couldn’t really contribute to anything beyond v simple answers#kept talking ab how she wasn’t political and she didn’t think ab anything#like i’d say something NOT EVEN THAT DEEP OR CRAZY and she’d be like#i don’t think about that#….okay…#at one point told me no it’s good i like when someone does the thinking for me :))#………….im not trying to do the thinking for you……#cielo rambles!
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okay but XO, Kitty is so Shadamy coded it PHYSICALLY HURTS ??? the Minho / Kitty dynamic is nearly parallel to them IM WEAK IN THE KNEES CALL LIFE ALERT —
#otp: black roses#shadamy#shadow x amy#viv speaks#sonic the hedgehog#shadow the hedgehog#amelia (amy) rose#amy rose#LIKE IM FOAMING AT THE MOUTH#okay Minho is a bit more of a jackass and Shadow is a bit more reserved BUT PLEASE SEE MY VISION#I just started watching xo. kitty and my brain just went: hol up#sonic as dae SO CANON AND REAL TO ME#tbh yuri (?) I’m not sure who I’d cast as her bc I don’t know who I’d make juliana ya feel ?#blaze is the first character i think of but who would be her gf if not amy ????#anyways idk I COOKED WITH THIS#watch me make art outta pocket for this AU WATCH ME 🫵🏻🫵🏻🫵🏻🫵🏻#this is me taking my daily shadamy medication ok#my SHAYLAS#<333333#okay gbye I need a moment to breathe#shadamy is rly slapping me in the face right now and I’m HERE FOR ITTTT
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bro this girl i hung out with twice was like mostly nice but she kept hitting me with weird ass comments that sort of felt like digs but i couldnt tell…. like i told her that my off day is Sunday and i made a joke about all of my friends scrambling to book me for sundays and she goes “wow it sounds like you have a lot of friends 😐” like girl maybe i do…. is that a bad thing…. sorry
#like i was saying that its easier to get together on the weekends and now i only have one weekend day so scheduling is harder!!!#and then she asked how tall i was and i went ‘oh i think im 5’7 which is one inch too short to model haha’#and she goes ‘is modeling something you think you could do 😐’#like is that weird or am i insane bc it felt like she kept trying to spin stuff to make me seem like. self absorbed or something?#which like maybe i am but i’d rather be self absorbed than hate myself LOL#anyways it happened enough times where im like okay i dont have the energy to navigate an insecure mean girl….. good bye#im not wasting time getting to know people right now if there are noticable red flags im OUT like im tired of people going mask off on me#ive wasted my time on so many sleeper weirdos like GET HELP everyone get help. fix your hearts or die!
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I am far too obsessed w crop tops. It’s actually reaching a cataclysmic point but I can’t stop wearing cropped everything help me
#In my defense a lot of effort goes into staying fit/toned and I literally just look good w cropped tops idk#But this winter I suffered bc I didn’t have anything that wasn’t cropped like a normal person except for sweaters#I’d literally wear cropped tops and sometimes they’d cover my midriff but most of the time they#Did not#Thank god spring is coming soon but I was looking thru my closet earlier like Ok I have NOTHING in here that isn’t cropped. What now .#Im trying to be okay w not wearing cropped things more idk#Also it’s NOT for other people I just like wearing crop tops bc they make me feel good and it’s just kind of my default outfit#But im trying to branch out more bc im starting to see how extreme it’s getting#like I want one normal tee shirt that isn’t cropped. I think that would do me some good
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I doing so good (actually) with not giving into impulses rn
#camera talks#ive been practicing more rational thinking recently#(like I stopped a spiral last night by talking myself through why I might be feeling like that and why it wasn’t that rational to be mad)#and like similar yk#also I haven’t been on That persons blog for I’d say about 2 weeks which is really really good for me#like really really good#sometimes i keep having the urge to go back to their blog#but im trying to think through it and find something else for myself to do instead#it feels good to be this okay for a moment#and ive had my ups and downs even today#but im trying and i think that means something#and there are a few other things that ive been working on slowly and im trying !!#and i know these are small wins but they are wins to me. so its good i think
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guys i cannot wait to move
#it’s my new goal and like usually those switch but my psychiatrist said it best the other day: I’ve outgrown this town#and honestly? it makes sense because I’ve been doing a lot of growing over the past year or so#and with all the work trauma why would i want to stay here?#but here’s the real kicker is that it will take time to get where i want to go#so like. whatever ya know? but also. mhmm. i cannot wait to get there#it’s kind of wild cause I thought I’d always be in this town and maybe this is just a spur of the moment impulsive thought#but like. it genuinely makes me so happy thinking about moving#there’s nothing for me in this town anymore especially since the job i wanted fucking fired me and the guy i like definitely friend zoned me#so like. idk! im just…its time to move on. literally there’s one thing I’d miss from here and it’s my friend just cause yeah okay#we won’t get together but i still like him as a friend and care deeply about him#but like yeah idk. i just. there’s nothing for me here now so fucking a i might as well!#but moving where i want is gonna take some money so i gotta stay here and save up#anyway. sorry. it’s galentines weekend and like it is really chill and stuff but my friends who I haven’t seen in a while#were all catching up and then they got to me and were like oh and what about you? and I was like y’all just talked about how you wanna move#closer to each other but uhhhhhhh I am not doing that lol#anyway. just thinking thoughts. can’t wait to move. gotta just be patient now#i'm rambling again aren't i
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2024 word count drop ^-^
#i rambles#IM ACTUALLY SO PROUD OF THIS#IM WRITING AGAIN!!!!#AFTER NEAR TWO YEAR OF NOT IM DOUNG IT AGAIN!!!!#and i’d like to think im okay at it :]
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good morning friendz and happy wednesday !! i hope you have a wonderful day and find something that’ll make you smile and feel extra warm & fuzzy :3 we’re halfway through the week ! yipeee !!! 🤍
#i don’t have a ton to yap about this morning but i wanted to come say hi before work ^_^#tmro i’ll be workin from home finally and i can’t wait#i think i’m gonna edit some fics tonight + hopefully post one tomorrow .. it’ll be either kuroo or possibly . zoro .#both extremely self indulgent#the crowd pretends to be shocked#i have some half cooked drafts on here that i’d like to spruce up and make pretty enough to post#i queued up a bunch of posts i was tagged in bc ive been so grossly behind :( im so sorry#prepare to be sick of me#okay ig i did have a lot to yap about oops#have a great day friendz !!! ily ily !!!#₊˚⊹ ᰔ xoxo aims#ヾ( ˃ᴗ˂ )◞ — ✩ daily yap.
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Idk man im not being a hater and i genuinely have liked the site a lot and have used it for a while, but im starting to worry (especially with the very recent mass exodus from twitter) that bsky is going to turn into twitter 2 and it might already have… Like i’m lately getting contrarian unpleasant replies from complete strangers on my innocuous ramble posts like maybe it’s just a fluke but im starting to not feel comfy being chatty there tbh!
#more journaling#when i say innocuous ramble post i mean like#it still wouldn’t be okay to do this on any post but i’d take responsibility for it if i made a discourse post that invited that energy#but my post literally didnt encourage that energy at all and yet i get it. and i expect that only on twt but i didnt want to think it would#happen on bsky where people are supposedly nice and chill!! which is for the most part true and im in no way saying twt is good#im just worried the twitter exodus is going to be the tumblr exodus 2 lol#and i get it’s the internet w/e im just saying this is why i don’t jump on the bsky is a safe place bandwagon
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Almost forgot to do my daily, and obligatory post gor when im online
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Today’s thing is like will be Final Destination!
#yes i know it’s everywhere and some people dont like it but i do#it holds a special place in my heart#alongside the saw movies#i truly hust like movies where i know the whole premise is people dying in creative ways#or in ways to punish them#i dont think i’d ever watch terrifier though#i know i just said i like movies where people die in creative ways#but terrifier?#idk#it feels like there’s no purpose for the poepl to die other than the regualr ‘killer clown’ trope#i have killer klowns from outer space for that trope already!#final destination and saw the people actually have some sort of explanation for why they’re dying#okay im done talking sorry
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