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#and if ppl don't like it then???? idc???? okay???
melioradeluxe · 1 month
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was feeling super bad for writing a fic of 2250 words (still not fucking finished...) for an event. for a specific prompt but then i remembered. i can do whatever the hell i want
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mobblespsycho100 · 7 days
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i dont get how everyone isn't obsessed with kabru tbh like how can you not care abt kabru . hes like, the best.
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bylertruther · 1 year
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some byIers be like "well, yeah everyone in hawkins from kids to teens to adults knew that will was gay and called him all sorts of slurs and made fun of his clothes and laughed at him but that's just because they had secret knowledge bestowed upon them by a higher power or something about him being gay. clearly it wasn't because will is visibly gay and does not act like other boys (aka is gnc) or fit in with them aside from his party who are also outcasts for different reasons. everyone knew that he was gay even though will has never tried or done anything with another boy, and it has NOTHING to do with how we're told in many ways that he does not act like, dress like, or like the same things as everyone else in literally under the first twenty minutes of this show. will is our conforming #hypermasc king who isn't ever scared of anything, has never needed to be saved (and definitely not repeatedly), never cries, never gets called slurs aimed at feminine men, is on par with hopper when it comes to being a manly macho all american man, and would fight anyone and everyone with pure ice in his veins. fuck you if you call him sensitive or acknowledge that he runs away and hides when confronted with danger bc obviously being scared and fighting in any not offensive&aggressive way is Bad and Emasculating and something to be Ashamed of. embracing will's canon traits is Bad and instead acting exactly like lonnie does is Good and makes you an exemplary ally btw. so is taking everything about will and plastering it onto mike instead somehow for mental gymnastics reasons that i will never explain to you bc i know it's dumb."
and somehow..... i'm supposed to respect some of u and ur opinions? 🤨
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hauntedtotem · 7 months
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ppl when they find out teenagers act like teenagers 😱
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kcrra · 2 years
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antis will literally get online and make a post that goes something like: "i fucking hate alicent, i hate rhaenicent, they make me want to kill myself and everybody who likes them, if i ever have to hear about them again i'll end it all, did i mention how much i HATE alicent every time i see her it makes me foam at the mouth" blah blah blah blah blah
and then with absolutely zero self awareness at all, tag their post: #rhaenicent #alicent hightower #alicent x rhaenyra #rhaenycent #alicentandrhaenyra
like. yes. i too, when i hate something, willingly enter the space entirely intended for, dedicated to it, loudly proclaiming my distaste to a large group of people i know enjoy it. oh wait! i'm not an absolute freak, so i don't
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wingedarchivist · 2 months
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Do not let them know.
Remember, She is not here.
Stop looking for Her.
You will not interact with Her in this life.
It's for your own good.
It's not Her.
They're not one of your siblings.
Stop looking for confirmation.
She's gone. Live a little.
Stop thinking about the past.
How She hurt fixed you.
Be yourself.
Live, so that you do not waste this time.
The time you have without Her.
You still love Her.
Because She is the only one you know.
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daz4i · 10 months
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i am so angry about being alive it's not even funny anymore
#what's the point in any of this 😐 i will literally never be okay. i never have been okay. I've had debilitating anxiety since birth#it's not going to go away it's literally getting worse as i grow older and so is my depression#hate to hear ppl say it gets better when I've been gradually getting worse since i was like 13#which is extremely funny. bc when i was 13 is when most of my suicide attempts took place#at least i was active and took initiative back then 🙄 i only became too tired to keep trying since#i don't want to kill myself i just want to be dead. I'm tired. I'm angry. I'm always feeling awful. nothing is worth it#even when i feel good it's like 1% of how bad i always feel. and it's not like there's much good to go around anyway#i don't understand now people don't constantly feel like losing their mind over how shit life is truly#there's this line in nlh actually. where yozo asks how come ppl don't constantly want to kill themselves. and yeah felt#i can barely distract myself anymore bc nothing is stimulating enough esp when I'm alone#and i don't. care enough. about anything. to want to stay alive. like i said nothing is worth it. idc if ppl would be sad sorry#i don't even know what I'm saying anymore man. idk why I'm doing so bad rn. it's been a tough week ig.#nothing actually happened but everything is just. less than average. a little worse than neutral. just enough to be grating#i don't want to kill myself but i wish i could#wish i wasn't a coward wish i didn't fear permanent damage or hospitals or even just pain i have no control over#nothing happened but everything sucks. existence is disappointing. i would like to stop#vent#suicide //#negative //#ask to tag#i genuinely don't know what to do now. i can't distract myself. i probably shouldn't fall asleep when I'm like that#(at least if i don't want to have nightmares like i did all week and for tomorrow to be even worse)#tbh i doubt i even COULD fall asleep like that lol my brain's working too fast as usual 😐#sigh. sorry for the vent. trying to clear some of the dirt off my psyche
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plushpile · 1 year
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Bro not me finding a r4dfem plushblr 🤢
If it wasn't clear, fuck T3RFs, fuck exclusionists, fuck any and all bullshit like that
I'm trans and my account is a safe place for queer people of any kind, we love and support our queer plush friends here
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heavenknowsffs · 10 months
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Kicking my feet in the air and giggling
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reikunrei · 1 year
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tbh i will forever be thinking abt the little happy wiggle Mike did in the pizzeria when El was like “i... missed you” that shit was SO CUTE
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peniscat · 1 year
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jskdkfkff why would anyone tag a post where they say they're uncomfortable with a relationship with said relationship's name. like what are u trying to accomplish here
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dxffxdxl · 1 year
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on the topic of jkr,,,,,, the stuff she has said about gender and trans people does not justify the way everyone stormed in that one time she met a bunch of gc lesbians. like. what the actual fuck was that. it was disgusting and i remember it every time jkr is TT on twitter. her views absolutely did not give people the right to be so gross towards lesbians as a whole, but people did with 0 hesitation (everyone is so quickly to point it out when someone goes against gays as a whole! but it's okay to be nasty to lesbians, particularly if they don't look feminine!)
i remember this every single goddamn time jkr goes TT. which happens every fucking week, bc instead of attacking politicians or organisations (real-life action and change) it's easier to log into twitter dot com and launch against the same people every time, bc it's v cool to be against someone literally everyone already hates instead of idk going against the homophobic/transphobic politician of the week. people aren't seeing the forest for the trees.
-rant sponsored by unabomber
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morningmarionette · 2 months
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im currently writing an atsugawa (I hate the name shin soukoku or whatever I'm sorry but I'm actually not. also I cannot pronounce soukoku {this is the real reason I don't use soukoku}) and I don't even ship it lmaoo
#maris bsd 🗞️#like its not a bad ship for my personal tastes#I like them alot more in trios tho I've realized#absolutely adore anytime atsu aku and kyouka are together#two disaters and a teenage girl going through the inexplicable horrors#my favorite#I also desparately wish more people saw the atsulucygawa vision.....#anyways the fic is actually more like before an establish relationship but you can read it as romantic if you want#you'd have to work extra hard though because their bickering isn't like#romantic bickering they're actually kinda getting on each others nerves#but then they have a cute moment talking about their respective agency co workers and realize they do have common ground and that's how muc#they love their lil found dysfunctional families#actually its mostly akutagawa talking Abt port mafia (IM SICK OF PPL SAYING HE DOESNT CARE ABT THEM IDC I wRITE CANON NOW TY) and atsu#realizing that akus never rlly been in a position where he could safely and openly show his affection for anyone#and the one time he did they left (dazai) (this is how the conversation starts)#(aku says smth Abt gin and atsus like “awhh you care alot :3” and akus like “no I don't” and then atsus like “ykw its okay to care Abt ppl”#and akus like “:(( but what if they leave again” and atsus like “but what if they stay?” and basically lists all the reasons why they'd sta#and then akus gets all soft and has a nice moment of caring about everyone he works with#(except maybe chuuya I cant rmb any times they've interacted and i cant think of anything fun or like core memory things they'd do together#and then aku is like “what Abt you and your family? how are they?” and then it's atsus turn to be all sappy about their family#and so then they end up having a way better day than expected AND they walked away from it with a new friend and an even better#understanding of each other and stuff#yeah#reminder I don't even ship atsugawa but wow I feel deeply abt them both.#maybe Id like them as like QPR??#I can see that alot better#but man atsulucygawa....#even they'd probably be QPR though imo#anyways pushing my “aku doesn't feel like he can allow himself to share his affection for people because he doesn't want them to leave”#agenda ty for coming to my Ted talk
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h377b7iss · 3 months
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#idk who i am#did notes there's a new splinter#she existed like last year but i didn't know it was her i always confuse her with blythe but yeah idk#there's like.... okay so spark has personality issues honest rarepair ppl don't usually believe me but dds#super saiyan will or fuckin bobolio........ is comparable but pretty much completely different in basis#bo FUFCK originated from like having to grow up really fucking quick in some real ass situations just like ultimate adult figure except not#not in a protector way its like he exists similarly to patrick like social type except he isnt social hes been through some shit same as edw#fuckin smiley#right im specifically jus differentiating between bo and idk blythe pt2 and ive been keeping it secret cause she fucking sucks like not as m#not as much as cassie lol jk but fr like idk one of my tattoos is named dahlia maybe thats when she originated who knows i feel like shes#existed within me for a while i can always tell when dahlia is fronting in serious situations cause its like. literally not caring abt#literally not caring about others as a defense mechanism and entirely investing in myself in the situation and getting myself into a vetter#a better situation whether that be me alone somewhere or elsewhere i guess#ive been working on getting closer to spark but shit sucks cause like idk how to like idk interact like literally idk how to#basically you just talk to him i guess#but yeah its like idc thats the whole thing like in whatever situation its like focus on you dont engage plan your way out of this negativit#there are perks and downfalls to having whatever disorder#the dissociative part is axtually not a bad thing as long as u have someone there in brr robot mode to#function at high capacity while dissociated#cause while dissociation can come with airheadedness or distance it doesnt usually do that unless someone with some strong ass expectations#thinks that dissociation means ur like not in ur brain#thats honestly different theres an absense aspect as well as a dissociative aspect#you gotta jus be there in thefuckin background for whenever you dissociate#mfs be telling parts of me to go to sleep UGH and it fuckignnsucks cause its so annoying and it makes me tired as fuck like no im not sleepi#ng in my brain theres dormancy or jus#like sitting behind myself or within or something#sleeping within yourself isnt a very good thing for me cause its like. im always tired yknow like damn i wish i could do that#thats regular depression#thats another thing reasoning kind of like everything feels really far away physically so going anywhere is such a slog its like..#reading a book thats kind of boring and youre like oiay next chapter is like 10 pages away and then its hard to pay attention to what youre
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knittinglizards · 1 year
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if the kid in the bl spy x family series isnt as charismatic as anya what's the point of it. just high budget generic au fanfiction
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bixiaoshi · 1 year
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#ughhh i hate questioning other people's feelings for me#and i hate even more that i could just ask hey r we friends but i don't bc i'm terrified of the answer#and like i've read some things that led me to believe this lmao so like. im just gonna stay questioning what i am for other ppl#which is the worst thing ever. i hate it. i hate not knowing what is my place in people's life. i hate wondering if i even have a place in#their lives#bc it terrifies me. it terrifies me to realize that i don't. it terrifies me to get an answer i expect#so i just. kind of push them away. or push myself away from them. telling myself that idc convincing myself that it's okay#when its not!!!! its not bc it makes me overthink and it makes me feel incredibly lonely bc who can i turn in this situation#and not even that but ik if i get a positive answer im not even gonna believe it#bc i convinced myself that im not rlly important in people's lives and im not rlly wanted around#im terriefied of being alone and being left behind but i also am terrified of letting people be closer to me and _know_ me#i'm terrified of not having people at arms length and then this happens and i know it's my own fault bc i dont put the effort#but also. ive never seen ppl put the effort back. the only ppl i have let myself get close to arent even in my life anymore#and that makes me wonder. am i the problem. is it my fault#am i destined to feel like this with every single one of my relationships w other ppl#and it just takes me to what i've always said and felt. attachment to fictional characters is easier than attachment to ppl#but it gets extremely lonely#jo.txt#do i tag this w smth lol. does someone need this tagged
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