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a decent chunk of women who matt sleeps with has heard of him before (and not for his photography). do women just go around telling their friends things like "so i went by matt helm's place the other day and you would not believe what a good [redacted] he is!" and it gets passed along like some sexy game of telephone?
#and it's always younger women too.#all harping on this guy pushing 50#which TRACKS#because he's hot lbr#(and if you've seen the happenings on this website lol)#lmao#suggestive#m.h.#typewriter dings
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my confession as a grown ass 19 year old is that im still obsessed with those "characters reacting to the show theyre in" gacha videos, idk what it is about them but i can never stop watching them
the saiki k ones are so good because its always either like conveniently avoiding clips of saikis powers and everyone is really confused, or its a power reveal
#they sometimes make me sad because a lot of them are very misogynistic toward the girls#and the people making them tend to be very young#it makes me sad that we're conditioned at such young ages to treat women badly#theyre always kub*kai and either sat**sai or ar*ace saiki (censors so it doesnt show up in those searches)#and for some reason a lot of people just cant ship/hc those without writing the boys' love interests off as homophobic/bitches/etc.#ok but anyway. the ones that arent misogynistic are very fun#i love seeing younger people enjoy fandom things like that#im sure there are people my age or older enjoying it too lmao#saiki k#tdlosk#the disastrous life of saiki k.#meows post
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Me normally: Let people love what they love
Me, after a Test Match Special commentator expresses their belief that the new All Creatures Great and Small is somehow "better" than the 1978 version: This is pure insanity and TMS can no longer be trusted on anything, how can they even be trusted to know about cricket, do they have no TASTE
#Look it's fine that this show exists and people will watch it and like it and that's ok maybe it's just not for me#But that was like a statement purely designed to piss me off#There were lots of issues with the 1978 adaptation! I still vastly preferred the books any day!#And I actually initially had high hopes for the new one because they at least cast a Scot (albeit a Highlander not a Clydesider) as James#And the actors at least looked a little bit younger than Christopher Timothy and Robert Hardy#And thank god Helen actually sounds like she's a farmer's daughter and doesn't speak RP!#But from the half hour I've seen of it I've had to write off this new adaptation#For two major reasons#First of all there's Siegfried#Siegfried is one of the key central aspects of the vibe of the books and therefore key to any adaptation#Robert Hardy was too short and too old for the part but he lived and breathed the character#The twinkle in the eye bouncing off the walls and in and out of rooms followed by half a dozen dogs utterly full of life even when angry#But this new Siegfried is just sort of... Eeyore-esque; he comes into a room and you can see the flowers droop and the set turn grey#Siegfried was angry Siegfried was happy and the historical character he was based on was no stranger to melancholy#Since Donald Sinclair did commit suicide or rather self-euthanasia after Alf Wight and his own wife Audrey died#But this slow grumbly figure in the new adaptation is not Siegfried Farnon- the book character didn't grumble more often he exploded#And why did the adaptation give him a dead wife that's so weird? What could that possibly add to the source material?#And this brings me onto my second problem which is to do with women and age#Firstly I have no idea why they aged down Mrs Hall or at least made her look younger than a woman her age would have back then#But what really drove me mad was when Heriot goes out to see some old woman hill farmer in the episode I saw#And this woman is far too clean and young-looking and you can see that she's wearing 'natural' look make-up#And a perfect set of clothes that looked like they were straight out of the House of Bruar autumn collection catalogue#Say what you like about the 1978 adaptation but old women looked like old women regardless of whether or not they wore make-up#It may be that the better quality of television screens means that the 'natural look' shows up on screen more clearly than it would have#But natural look make-up was not really a thing in the 1930s and for old women Yorkshire hill farmers I doubt they'd have much on at all#They just don't seem to be capable of allowing people to look old and wrinkled and real or have bad teeth or unattractive clothes#And everything is far too tidy- everybody looks far too perfectly country and quaint#Anyway the moral of this story is of course that I always recommend reading the books because they're much better#than any tv adaptation; but if forced to choose at least the 1970s one felt real and yet didn't have to be grim either#Ok that's my rant over please do feel free to enjoy the show I just got annoyed because the opinion was expressed on TMS
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ii quite enjoy cooking although i dont know a whole lot about it but it is fun and i like to experiment and just wing stuff.. i also dont have a lot of like, resources bc my house is fucked up and nothing works and we own one pot, ive wanted to try baking out for a long time but the oven doesnt work yadda yadda yadda But well one day, whenever i live somewhere else, i can try it out.. but i liike doing what i can do here and it is so nice when i make food and its yummy :] esp if other people eat it too and also like it. i made cinnamony soft apple thing and my momma said is really good she liked it
#i get sad if i think about it too much bc i really would like for my dad to teach me stuff#but he cant due to how he lives within the soil of the earth these days. but he was a chef and made rly good food always.. well its ok#i also always regret that i was such a picky eater when i was younger#and i became much more courageous w trying new food and realized i like eating just about anything#around when i was like uuh.. idk 15 or 16 or so but#there was always a lot of food my dad would make that i wouldnt even try bc i was picky and i didnt stop being picky until years#after he died. i wish i could let him know. hed be happy about it i think#only slightly related but when i was little and would see in like#movies or at school and stuff how the mom/women stereotypically do the cooking in households it confused me#bc my dad cooked everything at my house like the only thing i can rmbr my mom making ever is like#Box mac and cheese
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So...I just watched that new movie Blood, and this is almost exactly how I imagine Arya's face shape (especially in the first picture). The longer face and pointed chin fit so well with how she is described.
#arya stark#asoiaf#asoiaf fancast#There are a lot of great fancasts but for me I always imagine her face to be a bit longer then a lot of them#I feel like a lot of the longer face claims are older women and there's not a lot for younger fancasts too#anyways...just thought of Arya when I was watching
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how do i do it though. how do i let go of the bitterness and the hardness when they kept me "okay" for so long? does it come when i finally leave? can it ever?
#babes i actually relate to the frigid angry woman more than im comfortable with but this time there's no prince coming to save her and idk#i was never beautiful but i was and am angry and capable and that's served me well but being angry is exhausting#it's a birthright i can't give to a younger sibling. it doesn't transfer.#i dont inspire devotion. there's no version of this that ends with me waltzing with a true love.#im not the type you launch a thousand ships for.#so what's left?#who am i when i have no one? when ive spent my life making *me* less to make others more? when im nothing but a useful piece of furniture.#i know God loves me! i love Him! but it's not the same. i want *people* to love me. i want to be someone that theyd fight for.#im feeling that 'women have minds and hearts but im so lonely' scene from little women 2019 so much right now.#except im not jo. my family loves me but theyd never do for me what jo's would do for her. theyre also all focused on surviving.#i feel like a military ration. there to be consumed but cast aside the moment something more palatable comes around.#how do i become consumed with joy? how do i let go of the cynicism? its all thats kept me safe! but its choking me too.#its like tony stark in iron man 2. the thing thats kept me alive this far is killing me. i need to find an alternative but its looking like#ill have to synthesize a new element to make it happen and that freaks me out.#ive always been derivative. never an individual. how do i become a trailblazer when my job was always to hold the hand of the one blazing#the trail? how do i become myself happy and free?#because i WANT to be more#i WANT to be more than anger and coldness and a useful idiot. i WANT to be me and be so so happy#but i dont know how to get there#and if someone suggests therapy im shooting you. i dont want to listen to one more person pretend to care about me and tell me#all the things i need to change and spend even longer not learning how to think for myself#i want to be more than this. but i also cant stand the thought of taking up any more space than i do#anyway.#anyone who's read all this thank you and i promise im fine im just in my feelings today lol#im going to work out and get some happy brain chemicals flowing and then ill take a shower and itll all be good.#please dont worry about me! im just having A Moment TM#lilac rambles
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I'm on ep5 of LOK and remembering why I have never gotten past the first season of this show. The love triangle shit is driving me INSANE in the worst of ways. It feels like fucking high school drama.
I will stick it out... because I have heard the show gets better... and also the promise of endgame Korra and Asami.... I will stick it out this time....!!!!
But God. It's so annoying 😭😭😭😭
#speculation nation#i will stay strong. i WILL... i will....#the thing is like. atla always had the romance subplots & some jealousy plots. but it was like#they had bigger fish to fry. at the end of the day the romance was never the prime focus#bc they were fighting a War! and they were younger than the LOK team too#it never felt so heavy-handed in atla. in LOK it just feels so Forced....#doesnt help that im like. man Bolin really would be better for Korra than Mako.#stop paying attention to a wishy washy guy who wont even pay 100% attention to his own girlfriend (who's not you!!!!!)#i rly do like Bolin and Korra's interactions. but also the way the writing is pushing Bolin's crush on her kinda sucks#bc i think theyd be best as bros. genuinely.#and i Know we get the f/f ending but god DAMN im still. ugh ugh ugh. what a time.#also barely relevant but who was the lady Tenzin was seeing before his wife. im so curious#this man is so stiff howd he get TWO women falling for him like that??!#ALSO... the fact that ep 4 is so heavy on the fear and seriousness. then ep 5 is just like. oh no! love triangles!#hfkshfksd ive been enjoying some of the show but rn i am so annoyed by it hfkshfkd#i will stay strong... i will... it will be worth it to stick it out....... I Will...!!!!#fanny watches lok
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I am not immune to the same fallacies and failures of judgement my fellow men are subject to. I am superior to them because I am More right than they are though
#this is about how I let age gaps be much bigger if it's a woman who's older#it's wrong but then again#she's so hot and charismatic you could imagine being in love with her for a life time easily. what is age to love?#so when the woman is older I think the show is about being in love with an older woman but when the man is older not so#then I think the show is about crushing on young women#see.#plus#when the dude is older I'm always like 😑 this is ur nasti sexism again. you think women are subhuman and you like young ones.#some of this is biased by the perspective of my consumption#but some of it is the filming!!#movies about attractive older women have the camera lovingly capture all the minutiae of her movements habits and expression#like you fall in love with the way she speaks; turns her head; blinks#you see her fragility with her strength; her weariness with her grace#when the dude is older the camera does not usually focus on him shifting his hair or raising one corner of is mouth#it's still doing that with the female lead#so I guess I perceive older female love interest stories as being about loving someone older#and older male interest stories as being about loving someone younger#and it is so much harder to convince me of the second#not impossible as long as the youngest person is not too young. and the age of the youngest person is proportionate to the gap#(meaning of the younger is 25 I'm going to want a smaller gap than if the younger person is 50.)#but also I know 20 year olds and. those are not children but#they are not capable of participating equitably in a relationship with an adult 8 years older than them.#let alone 15 😬
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God I’m so sad Desirée DeLite (Ace Attorney) and Ialai can’t have girls night wine night together they’d have a ball tbh
#morally dubious women represent#luke.txt#drunkposting#Desirée is as of October 2024 29 years old#so it could be like hmmmmm ialai you want a younger woman that’s younger but not so young that they’re inexperienced hmmmm#because I do know after they split a couple bottles of Merlot they WILL start to lez out it’s human nature it’s what wine does#too bad ialai is DEAD and also earth is not cosmere not even japanifornia#I know that there’s nothing in canon that says Desirée is a wine kinda gal and that’s just shit 14 year old me made up#but like. she’s literally always wearing red. and also named Desirée. wine mom alert
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actually wait that poll unlocked a fuckin memory and i feel like talking about it so‼️
( not tmi or anything but in case this gets long or you don't wanna read it im putting a page break here LMAO )
ok so on my 18th birthday, my grandparents REALLY wanted to go to dinner to celebrate. i didnt really wanna, but i got to dress up so i said fuck it. this was around when debates over trans women in sports were first brought to the mainstream ( as far i know ) right. so we're sitting there in the restaurant, im eating my cake, and my grandfather starts going off about how they're letting men compete against women and how unfair it is and shit. WHILE WE'RE CELEBRATING MY BIRTHDAY. IN FRONT OF ME. THEIR GNC GRANDCHILD. WHO REFERS TO HIMSELF WITH MASCULINE TERMS EVERY TIME YOU SEE HIM. LOUDLY. it's been two years and i STILL can't believe the audacity. like YOU invited ME out to dinner and start talking that shit?? if they weren't family and we weren't in public i would have told em to shut the fuck up
#they STILL talk about this stuff at family gatherings too apparently#i always keep to myself til we leave but my ma has told me they complain about people demanding you use the right pronouns or whatever#and god bless her soul she tried to be like 'actually its not that hard even if you cant tell because you shouldn't assume' and#'if they tell you how to refer to them its just basic human decency to respect that'#no clue how they took it since i wasnt there but they just ended the conversation after that 😭😭#god dont even get me started on my uncle#hes awful and clearly mentally unwell and obviously really old#we have a family friend who had two moms right. they never tried to hide it and didnt really acknowledge it as anything weird. bc it wasnt.#my uncle is the one that introduced us so clearly he knew their mom was gay#and he did#he never said anything about it while we were kids out of fear of making us gay or smth#but at the last family gathering he was updating me on what was going on with them cuz we havent seen em in a while#and he told me that their daughter had apparently gotten a boyfriend#which is great! im really happy for her#but my uncle was like 'yeah i was getting worried because of ( one of her mothers names ) being. . . you know?'#and i was???? flabbergasted?????? esp because of personal things with their parents he was JUST telling me about#this is the same guy who after 20 years STILL cant spell my deadname right. not relevant just still so fucking funny to me#but yeah he laughed when he said it and everything like he was making a funny joke#tbf there is smth so insanely comedic about telling your butch niece you were afraid someone 50 years younger than you liked other women#just because her mom did#crazy shit
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i want to shit talk my bio father soooo badly on here.
#ill give you guys a few facts abt him so you can hate him more along w me ^^#let's see. besides him being a cop the only people he has ever dated have tended to be married women or minorsssss (my mother)#(she was 16 while he was 19. and they got married)#he always placed his work above me as a child when i did want to spend time with him. and now blames himself for me being trans LOL#there's so much more and he is one of the main people who has caused me to suffer when I was younger too yayyyy
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GOD. HELP. PLEASE FORNTHE LOVE OF GOD. HELP ME <- is slightly self-conscious and extremely worried about doing something Incorrectly
#like i promise my og piece for today was sharena centric I PROMISE. I SWEAR. I PROMISE. ON MY LIFE. I SWEAR#like a rule i set for myself was to include alfonse as little as possible and if he's there he's just There#like i was rambling to my sister about it the other day but like. alfonse is an extremely important part of sharena's life#and like sharena is luigi. younger sibling syndrome. ofc she's gonna bring him up he's a huge part of her life#i still don't have the proper words for it but i said it's like misogyny ouroboros. specific phenomenon#where someone is soooo caught up in perceived misogyny (whether it's there or not) that like.#they don't even give the female chara a chance. like eg camilla or charlotte immediately being written off for being oversexualized#and this type of person ONLY focuses on that and refuses to actually engage w camilla or charlotte as characters#under the guise of like. caring about women. and maybe they do! but the way you're doing it you're eating yourself.#and how this relates back to sharena is like. that 'let female characters exist outside of their male counterparts'#WHICH. SOUNDS GOOD. ON THE SURFACE. but like i feel like it's too easy for some people#to see a female chara have a significant tie to a male chara and immediately decide to write her off as 'just that'#when like. ESPPPP in sharena's case. and esppp in alfonse's case. two things are happening here#sharena and alfonse have VERY different ways of expressing their affection for each lther#sharena more overt and alfonse way more subtle. and then there's the mario and luigi thing happening#where mario exists and stands on his own as The Main Guy. objectively#meanwhile luigi is just always thinking about mario and how cool he is. cause he looks up to him#and like idk idk i am not a mario expert i can't do a full analysis/comparison here but like. that's the dynamic they have.#NONE OF THIS IS RELEVANT. or maybe it's Barely Adjacent. to the entry i'm gonna submit#BUT I FEEL SO BAD.... my big piece had sooooooo much more storytelling i promise...........#the one i'm about to post I PROMISE YOU. it's just concept art and the focus was Not primarily on alfonse i swear to god
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Saw an ad for a girls fight club in my neighborhood. Shaking and sweating this is like my nightmares come true
#i really like fighting + play fighting!! extremely!!#but when i was younger i would do it too rough and accidentally hurt and upset the girls i would do it with#+ always kinda feeling like a guy... i always just feel like im beating women?? which isn't ACTUALLY whats happening but thats always in the#back of my head#so it twists into I Dont Want To Hit Women but i distinctly want to wrestle and punch ALWAYS#and full body fighting with mixed genders is NOT a thing here really#im so tempted but im like. petrified of the idea at the same time.#its on one hand everything i want but i inherently feel bad for wanting it#sydney talking
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Had the most. Specific dream
#Late 1800s maybe early 1900s#two brothers. the older brother inherited a large company from their parents and is very wealthy#and he loves his younger brother very much. his younger brother is an absolute madlad though and LOVES model trains#and full size trains too ig. the younger brother somehow gets into some kind of train accident and loses function in one arm and#part of the function of one leg#years later and the health of the younger brother is further declining#so he and his brother go on a great train trip#while on the train (the older brother is struggling to properly care for the younger) they meet a woman#she is incredibly graceful and it turns out that she always wanted to be a ballerina#but she couldn’t make it in the big city#so instead she works as a sort of valet for older women who travel#taking the train from city to city and helping them load and unload off the train and navigate it safely#the younger brother asks to hire her help for the duration of their trip. she accepts and is so taken with the younger brother#that she offers to stay with the brothers full time to care for the younger brother#she is beautiful and refined and kind and the older brother immediately realizes that he could love her#but she shares more in common with the younger brother. they both have great passions in life and they can help each other achieve them#(she can help him travel and he can employ her while she trains to work in the ballet)#and they fall in love. and the older brother is too good of a man to interfere in his brother’s relationship and confess his feelings#so he lives on in silence#the end#I woke up crying. wow wtf#I have never had a dream both so coherent and so emotionally moving#I’m going to go chew glass about the blorbos that literally live in my mind ig#older brother ilysm#is this like. a sign? should I write a short story or smth about the brothers?#like. it literally came to me in a dream#wow y’all the older brother loved his younger brother so much 😭😭😭 he would give up anything just to give his brother a comfortable life#where he could buy model trains and ride real trains and fall in love with train valets. augh ahddgkdls
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I look youthful but in an uncanny valley way.
I have a major case of the baby face and have what I call chipmunk cheeks. But I also have massive dark purple circles under my eyes. So I look really weird and mismatched lol.
#plus I don’t wear makeup so I’m sure that has an affect too lol#I always get mistaken for younger then I am#but I know it’s not because of youthful beauty or anything#the Gucci Gucci eyebags are make sure if that#also the vein ridden translucent skin lol#it’s so weird though because I can find dark circles SOOO attractive on other women#I just don’t like how they look on my face
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just realized the reason it seemed more fun as a kid when men taught was because they didn’t have the primary voice and so it didnt seem like they were talking down to us
#On mothers day when they had a separate thing for all the sisters and the brethren taught everything#Dont know if this feeling was a universal experience#But like especially being a 11 yr old being taught the same lesson that was prepared for 5 yr olds slightly tweaked for SR primary#Exmo#Was i just too self aware as a kid?#Probably#but like esp when i was younger the way adults (especially the women!!) talked to me (With the Primary voice!!!) made me so aware-#That im just a child to them#But i always struggled with that so maybe its just the way i interpreted it and its not inherent in the church#But i stay blaming everything on the church. Its a hobby#Merry if you read all this im going to explain the primary voice to to one day#Everything about primary makes me want to abolish the mormon church more#Like ive never seen a prog/mo advocating for the protection of kids (in general)#Their liberal enough that they wouldn’t be saying “protect kids from |gbtq” but also if they were to advocate for kids as a minority group—#in the same way leftists do then they would have to actually deconstruct their worldview#I dont think you can actually be a mormon leftist#Like that would be SO funny to see someone try to be actually.#But no; liberalism that creates no real change while saving face suits prog/mos so fucking well its gross. Hmm might do a rant post on that#Ok wow these tags got a bit long
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