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Danny?. .. .. Phantom?
Danny Phantom ?
Heh cool cool.
#Hachi art#Friend from the other side AU ??#Danny Phantom#vlad plasmius#for context Plasmius is never named#he named himself#and in ghost zone culture learning one true name have heavy emotional trust value#for a ghost born being named by other mean being accepted#to be able to live among the kin#and not being name mean being rejected#unwanted
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Do the antisemites that invaded the pro-palestinian movement know the origin of the word Palestine is from the Hebrew root פ.ל.ש, the root for the word invaders? Do they know it's based on Philistia, the name given to the region that's based after the Philistines? Do they know we don't actually know the actual name the Philistines called themselves, and that we called them that as an insult, because it's from the same root as invaders?
Like do you realise all this time the name of this land was "invaded" while we weren't here? When you try to claim Jews have no connection to the Levant do you realise what you're claiming? This is driving me insane.
(this is NOT saying palestinians aren't natives and don't deserve a country of their own, and I will block anyone who reblogs this trying to claim that)
#this is purely about the irony of outsiders who know nothing about our culture and history trying to tell us we don't belong here#“no peace on stolen land” while the land is literally called “invaded”?#like palestinians rejected the name palestine at the beginning y'know#* looking at the meaning of the name being invaders * i wonder why they did that#again Palestinians aren't the invaders. the Philistines were. way way back.#Palestinians only have ghe misfortune of carrying that meaning in their name#morgan medaber#i/p#israel palestine conflict#israel#palestine
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Dick or no dick confirmation Pickles was always going to be trans to me anyways; if he's swingin' somethin that's phallo babes, if he's not then his t-dick fat. What's not to get.
#metalocalypse#jay talkin#I'm sorry they wrote that awful gross little man far too likeable and relatable to on a trans level#for me not to hoot and holler and cheer for the trans pickles agenda#changes nothing about his character arc or any of the show anyone is capable of being the kind of person he is#don't make the mistake of thinking thats exclusive to cis men#his transness wouldnt change that#only adds on an extra layer to him that i think works fantastically.#Listen that dude was rejected by his family driven to drink and drugs young to escape that ran away to be in a band#is called fucking Pickles of all things and refuses to tell anyone his real last name;#over the span of four seasons and two movies he slowly starts to learn to be for others what he never had#he becomes more caring more supportive#it's not a stretch to say he undoes some of the toxic masculinity he's been keeping himself shielded behind#and learns how to be a kinder man.#all of which have no contradictions with him being trans!#In fact it doesn't take much extra thought to find ways a lot of this can line up with some trans masculine experiences#i mean. Did no one else have a younger phase where they swung as far as they could into crass rude and uncaring ways#to try and assert their masculinity only to grow and realise that you can be a man and be more caring.#Did no one else have father issues. 1 800 come on now i know those are both shared experiences a lot of us have had LOL.#at the end of the day this show aired nearly 20 years ago and is finished. we're not getting more of it#so nothing is altered nor changed if pickles is canonically trans or not ok. its fine#i mean hell i dont even need canon confirmation hes trans to me and thats all i care abt#but i think if yr getting suuuuuper weird abt needing him not to be canonically trans you have some issues#and bio essentialist ideals of gender if you think only a cis man can act like he does#again. anyone can be like that. its not exclusive. him being trans would not change him in any way shape or form lol#AND ALSO GODDDUUUGH for once i love getting to see a guy pushing 50 whos depicted as trans#do you have any idea how dire and barren it is out here. we never get to see a trans guy older than 30 and whos not a pristine model#I WANT MORE OLD SHLUBBY SHITHEAD TRANS GUYS IN MEDIA
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Not Emma trying to actively sabotage Itsuomi and Yuki and then getting absolutely WRECKED in the process.
#a sign of affection#yubisaki to renren#a sign of affection episode 5#a sign of affection spoilers#yuki itose#nagi itsuomi#emma nakazono#yuki x itsuomi#I was willing to give Emma just a little bit gf grace#I mean she wasn't calling yuki names or being a bitch to her or anything#but once she saw she was with itsuomi she just decides to blurt out a lie to make it seem like they spent the night together#only for that not to work because of Yuki's hearing loss#and then itsuomi looked at her like#the fuck are you talking about#we didn't do shit#sweet sweet karma#hopefully she just drops this one-sided crush on itsuomi before the season ends#but honey listen up#HE'S JUST NOT THAT INTO YOU#and you drinking yourself into a stupor every time he rejects you is not gonna change that#move on honey#and shin#stop enabling her#please and thank you
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no but im thinking about how 4halo could be together while keeping their dynamic intact. forever asks bad on a date and bad is like yeah :D friendship date. several dates later bad's the one to propose and he says "will you merry me" as in like. be merry with me. feel joy forever for we're together and we have 11 children aka all of the eggs we have forcefully adopted from the other parents and i dont know what life would be like without you. you changed my life for the better. besties 4evar, forever
#and then richarlyson falls into pieces#and dapper gets to be smug#i don't super enjoy the ship when theyre lovey-lovey but oh my god its so fucking funny to be in a relationship and just Deny it#to each other to everyone else to themselves#is that a wedding ring no its a donut#made of metal#a decoration i wear that's inscribed with my bestie's name because i just like him so much :3#do you see the vision the vibe is queerbait themselves to Hell while being Actively Queer#more thoughtful examination of bad's character is that i think a relationship that actively rejects sincerity is what he'd be most#comfortable in#he's Full of compliments for the other players and eggs but he will Never say that to their faces. he uses sillytime and insincerity as a#shield. if he ever trusts someone to be like. close to them. to consider them a teammate like he considers dapper a teammate#then it doesn't matter what label it gets -qpp or genuine besties or romantic or another option i cant think of- i think that not#acknowledging that sincerity is the only way he could bear letting them into his heart#i don't know forever as well to give a thoughtful analysis but i think that giving him something low pressure that isn't a Romance might be#good for him too if only for the fact that his Romances have all failed p badly. better to just be silly about it yknow just joke around a#lil if it doesn't mean anything then it wont hurt#<- basic angst trope im not sure fits him but be rest assured i am Looking at him. studying that beast.#qsmp#4halo#qsmp shipping
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last post for the night i swear
the real tragic part about the whole science fair incident is that perpetual motion is impossible to achieve
ford’s machine would have never worked, regardless of whether or not stan had interacted with it
(warning i accidentally wrote an approximately 30-tag dive into ford’s character in the tags don’t click see more if you don’t want to read that)
anyway!! good night everyone ❤️🩹
#it’s also tragic because ford didn’t know#the impossibility of perpetual motion was discovered far before that point and yet he didn’t know#i mean. ‘he’s actually just so arrogant that he thought he could break the laws of physics’ doesn’t make any sense#his reaction to the situation really didn’t match that interpretation as far as i can tell#i don’t think it’s just a ‘oh no! my dream school (that i was essentially shoved into pursuing)!’ type deal#here’s what i’m thinking:#fact one- stan and ford were seemingly already drifting apart by this point in time. this is important to note#fact two- it’s really emphasized to him that he’s smart. that’s all they say about him really- that’s he’s a genius#fact three- filbrick does not even care enough about stanford to say his name. he calls ford his ‘ticket out of this dump’#these last two points were likely heavily emphasized to him throughout his childhood#filbrick found out ford was smart and thought stan wasn’t. so ford became his plan to make money#ford is heavily bullied for his weirdness. his hands and his interests. being smart could ‘make up’ for this in his mind#he wants to leave. he outright states this- he doesn’t feel like he belongs and he wants to go somewhere he does (his own bermuda triangle)#so what essentially happened- i believe- is that ford internalized all these things#that his weirdness is bad and that he makes up for it by being smart and that he’s meant to make his family money-#-and that he wants out#his machine fails. this is a slap in the face to him. perpetual motion is impossible?#but why didn’t he know that? he’s supposed to be smart isn’t he? if he isn’t smart then what the hell is he?#what redeeming qualities does he have? how is he supposed to help his family now? he’s a failure isn’t he?#he spots a familiar bag. stan was here. suddenly he has an excuse- a reason to believe it wasn’t his fault#(and there’s really nothing to be at fault for but he doesn’t think that)#it’s easier to blame it on stan because of how distant they’ve grown. he can’t read stan as easily#and his reaction is suspicious- did he actually sabotage the project? is it…actually not ford’s fault at all?#they don’t speak to each other again for another decade#stan because he’s afraid of rejection#ford because he doesn’t want to face his own insecurities and emotions about everything#it’s easier to pretend that he wants to be famous and isn’t just doing it to make it his father money#and it’s easier to distract himself with things he loves than to feel all the guilt and hurt and frustration#and that. is perfect for bill to use to manipulate him#that’s my thoughts anyway. sorry for the rant was not expecting that to happen
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Giving nicknames, testing boundaries (Patreon)
#Doodles#SCII#Helix#Max Vyer#Dexter Favin#How /did/ Max come to like him so much in just two years? I have my theories :3#More Teen Max!! Nothing has changed I just continue to love him lol#Two years is a pretty quick turnaround for such a stubborn kid - though I guess for a child two years can be a long time haha#Went from just hating Dex's guts of trying to drive him away and make him quit and hating being kept on a short leash#Does make me wonder how much of him kissing him was an impulse - I mean obviously lol but how much was genuine attraction!#Certainly seemed like a lot :0 Even upon being rejected he couldn't give it up! Still took him another several years to act again tho haha#I mean - in the text lol who knows what they got up to in the time skips hehe ♪#AnyWay lol - them getting used to each other of slowly working into tolerating each other#Max said something in one of his wake-ups that as I read it implied Dexter was something of a polyglot?? Which - love that ♪#If not conversationally-fluent then at tourist-fluent y'know I think that's great <3#Which got me thinking about other languages and insults and curses haha#I like the idea of Dex only really strong-arming Max about Actual deviant behaviour - something that puts himself or others at risk#Harmless little things like any teen would do - like name-calling! Haha - just get a kind of neutral ''Huh''#As well as interest <3 Not an outright dismissal not a lecture but at least the appearance of investment!#Considering Max's home life I can't imagine he had all that many people genuinely (or fake) interested in his shenanigans#All about suppressing the symptoms more than rooting out the cause it's amazing what just showing a little interest can do#I also just think it's cute of Max getting away with something silly and harmless but totally biting and mean! <in his mind haha#Silly lad <3
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*sniff* my new icon is, of course, Akira Tōya
#changing my icon because I deserve a little treat after naming and facing some of my deepest insecurities#and being Tōya for a while will be a treat#look at him. look at my beautiful son#might try to find a different screenshot of him sometime because this is from a scene where he's rejected and is trying to process that#but I mean it fits my current mood so!
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rewatching deep breath and I really really don't see the appeal in the pasternoster gang, they're just so annoying to me
#someone enlighten me please#because ughhh vastra specifically infuriates me a lil bit#what do you MEAN clara is not allowed to be confused when a man literally CHANGED BODIES#and more importantly is acting completely OFF THE HINGES in front of her#because fine kinda bad that she wants to 'change him back' to his previous version#because she's rejecting his older face#but DUDE I'd also be terrified if my man lost his mind in the process and couldn't even remember my name anymore#that's SCARY clara is SCARED that her doctor is gone for good#she doesn't know the regen process she doesn't know that there's this initial amnesia and dishevelled moment after the change#and then there's vastra being super patronising and pretending that clara doesn't like him because he looks older#UGH#also imo vastra is kinda shitty to Jenny#someone please explain to me why they're so loved by fans
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you know. back when i reviewed poetry submissions for [insert unnamed literary magazine here], i once got a submission containing only two poems (you could submit up to five) both of which were about the author's older brothers, whose names are dan and john (my older brothers' names are dan and jon...athan) and her relationship w them and descriptions of them were not all that unlike my own brothers. still one of the weirdest things that has ever happened to me
#i understand my brother's do not have the most exotic names in the anglophone world#(although this was an international outlet and we frequently got pleeenty of submissions from non-anglophone countries)#(in fact one of the reasons i got sick of it over time was seeing too many worthy poems be rejected for bullshit reasons#and that seemed to happen in especially high numbers to poems from perspectives of other cultures/international issues#that i found to be very well-crafted and objectively deserving! but u can only afford to publish so many poems a week right#so u have to pass over the vast majority of stuff. so u have to grasp at reasons like 'the voice is too close' whatever tf that means)#(that shit used to pissss meeeee offff. i hate literary magazine readers. it's a fool's job and i can say it bc i've been the fool)#however that being said. what a coincidence#tales from diana#they were good poems too. i think i gave them a thumbs up before they were eventually rejected like most other thigns that are worthwhile#did i ever mention the literary publishing world is bullshit? bc it is#especially especially the poetry side of it. completely bullshit and so out of touch w how ppl read and appreciate poetry nowadays#no wonder that shit makes no money. well that and nobody wants to pay for it anyway#but when it comes to my poetry i have no problem being a starving artist. i never made a dollar from my work#but i don't think my work has ever been worth a dollar. it's never COST me a dollar either#and as far as i'm concerned i don't really want to be appreciated much for it#not that i ever have been. well. lol#but it wasn't about me bc i have reviewed thousands of submissions but only submitted to like... a handful of outlets over time#and having been on both sides of that equation. i do think that that's not for me#sometimes i do think about self-publishing but i don't even think the work of that would feel worth it to me#and if i were to do that i would probably do it under a pen name.#i don't have a collection of poems. i just have poems. thousands of em.#if i ever get around to writing those plays i have outlined in my head i might consider it though#bring back the closet drama
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POV me trying to act like a normal human in order to give my OCs traits that normal people have (it isn't working and I'm overdoing it)
#IF YOU LACK THE FEELINGS OR DESIRES THAT PEOPLE TYPICALLY HAVE THEN HOW DO YOU KNOW THE RIGHT AMOUNT TO HAVE#unregulated that boy is unregulated people are complex so like yeah someone wants like#attention of smth or to be seen as like a star y'know fame and all that like how do people with those brains work#is it like a genuine and enthusiastic IMMA BE A STAR !! MY NAME IN LIGHTS PEOPLE CHEERING MY NAME !! always and forever?#or is that the dramatics of media I don't know cuz I never met anyone irl like that#not as far as I'm aware#I mean a big thing abt me is everything has deniability so if I were to make media of some short like idk a gaming channel#I mean sure I'd want people to see it and to have a community so I would hype myself up y'know grandiose of sorts#but do I genuinely believe that? yes and no. like sure it CAN happen but if it WILL is debatable and probably unlikely#so yeah I like the idea of it ig in theory but I'm always expecting to fail not in a negative way tho lmao#more of being realistic and reasonable and if no one ever got into any of the stuff I made I wouldn't mind cuz like#I'm not doing it for the people I'm doing it for myself cuz I find it fun#idc abt the attention#usually when I get attention I reject it honestly lmao I'm not a big fan of it#anyway that's where I'm at so like do people genuinely enjoy attention? is that a thing?#what exactly are people feeling when they get attention like good? happy? seen? idk
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It really is in line for me that my first BG3 Durge character was specifically designed with Anakin Skywalker in mind, but, like, female. I love her so much, I want her to commit many atrocities <3
#(And then later making a Male Anakin but I haven't gotten that far into the campaign with him yet).#baldurs gate 3#bg3 durge#bg3 dark urge#bg3 oc#both of their names are anakin but its very easy to differentiate who is who#because Female Anakin is currently in the underdark#Male Anakin hasnt even killed the goblin leaders yet#Male Anakin is an elven fighter because wow can those guys pack a punch#and female anakin is an elven druid#because the elven class are the only race i can find with the jawline i need to make an anakin character#“i want anakin to commit many atrocities” i say while physically incapable of being mean to people#i wan male anakin to romance astarion but that man makes it so hard#not because of the approval rate but because talking to the man is HARD. His flirting makes me uncomfy lmao#i wanna be this man's friend not his lover#every time i get rejected by him at the tiefling camp i want my tav to laugh it off#quit looking hurt we're not interested in him like that
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As part of my Normal/Scary end game propaganda, I'd like to offer up the fact that Scary has consistently from day one called him Norm and before he fucked it up by saying she had an "attitude problem" after the debate they were actually pretty close and Scary was more emotionally open and social with Normal then anyone else in the group
#im pretty sure no one other then scary actually calls him norm#i think Taylor calls him norm a couple of times but its almost always full name normal#i wish will was capable of being mean so we could've kept the uncut pilot version of Norm#linc started crying cuz he was worried about his dad and norm literally called him a baby and started actually full on bulling him#it was wild#everyday i think#about how it was only after normal rejected and discouraged scary from talking about how she felt after the debate#suddenly she 'doesn't care' and is hanging out with willy more#what im saying is that its normals fault that scary got groomed lol#dungeons and daddies#dungeons and daddies s2#dnddads#dnddads s2#scary/normal#what even is their ship name#normallygoth#is that anything?????#gothly is fun#scarily is better im into that#scary marlowe#normal oak
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Alternate ways to say “I love you” (Patreon)
#Doodles#Original#Yanderapy#Still in the ''Getting To Know You'' phase but with all the other steps missed lol#Especially Ishida calling him Micchan - he skipped right on past Maeda-san or Mitsuru-san or even Mitsu-kun and went straight to -chan#He probably asked permission first but like - Mitsuru would've said yes to basically any endearment lol#Boundaries what boundaries#He does intentionally call Ishida ''Ishida-san'' tho - he's too nervous to ask (there's that fear of rejection again)#But he also just likes calling him like that! He likes that Ishida is a year older than him but he can leave off the -sempai#But he also likes being respectful and leaving a little bit of distance#All the nicer when he finally bucks up the courage to get a little closer hehehe ♪#Ishida would probably let him call him by his first name without honourifics if he asked but Icchan might be a Little♪ too far right now lol#Maybe someday tho >:3c#Anyway lol to the topic at hand! They're discussing Love Languages obviously - Mitsuru brought it up and Ishida didn't know any specifics#Yet more of his yandere side lol - it makes him feel powerful! And cared for of course haha#Mitsuru seems into it :3#Also Mitsu is by no means touch-starved - his family isn't exactly touchy-feely but they're not afraid of closeness either#He gets hugs and general friendly touches - and clearly he's had his hair messed with lol - he's just a tactile person!#Doesn't make it not embarrassing to say so openly to his boyfriend tho haha - that Expectation y'know#Ishida takes it in stride ♪ If it will make Mitsu happy to touch him then what does it hurt to do so#The PDAs! Goodness you two (lol)#Mitsuru does appreciate that he took right to it :) No hesitation to make him feel loved! Shows he cares <3
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actually crazy how much more comfortable i've become with discussing things on this blog since i started posting like, a month ago. i mean that was the point but the difference feels a little stark just looking through my post tag on here. this guy was afraid of being schizoid on the schizoid blog
#💀👍#[staring into a flashlight] it's working. i can feel it working#i mean it would be nice 2 have the space 2 do it on main as well#but i don't super feel like navigating portraying myself ''acceptably'' especially considering politics#not that those aren't important+i'm not conscious of them#but it seems 2 be like a semi-popular idea on my dash 2 reject ''pathologizing yourself'' in literally any capacity#+i get where it comes from. i believe criticizing the psychiatric institution is important#but sometimes it almost feels like. fellas is it unleftist 2 be mentally disabled in the ''wrong'' way#like i know the personality disorder as a framework is a terrible+often weaponized way of discussing a person's mental condition#in an ideal world it would not exist#...but we are not in an ideal world+i looked verrry hard 4 the words 4 myself#not my fault they came from an oppressive institution!#i'm not going 2 reject them when the alternative is nothing. my apologies/mind your business#...some kind of throughline here with people who genuinely want/need ''stigmatizing'' labels 2 describe themselves#being shouted down by people who don't need those labels in the name of dismantling psychiatric stigma#like how low-functioning autistics have 2 beg the online autistic community 2 allow them 2 use ''low-functioning''#there's merit in critiquing the existence of a label+what it implies#but they do also still serve 2 describe experiences that you can't just neologism your way around#ohhh i think i cracked it actually. i'm so smart
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when the guy in charge of student teaching placements FINALLY emails you back and basically says “we don’t have your placement yet because all the local school rejected your application sorry anyways our deadline to find you a placement is a week into the start of the semester”
#i'm so angry#and feel so awful right now#i was told that my placement at one school was Confirmed and that i was AT THAT SCHOOL they just didn't have my teacher yet but now#apparently my application is bEING CONSIDERED AT TWO DIFFERENT SCHOOLS#and i'm supposed to start student teaching around the fifth on janurary but the email implied that i wouldn't have a placement until the#thirteenth. the semester starts the ninth. i'm just. frick.#and the applications are something WE FILLED OUT OURSELVES so like it feels personal because it wasn't just something college slapped my#name on like we wrote them out and answered questions and like ik logically that rejection most likely means that schools just don't want a#student teacher wHICH IS FINE but it feels personal especially because of the way he worded it and student teaching is supposed to be this#exciting thing and like just super awesome and important and like. i feel awful about it#anyways sorry for the rant i just feel very defeated and unwanted lol#trying not to cry in front of my dad and his gf#i'll prolly delete this later
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