#and she said that it was weird that my ex was in the gc

[even-if-in-another-time]

god i fucking hate amanormativity

[weezerlvr228]

It's giving the...main character syndrome. like who tf does she think she is??? Y/N???

NO OH MY GOSH ANON. LET ME TELL YOU. LET ME FRIGGIN TELL YOU.

[visacardteamloverrr]

ex's or not? cs55

summary: y/n and carlos once were the it couple, how are their lives after the breakup? did everyone move on?

warnings: writing this i was sick, i was done and i was ready to delete so enjoyy

i also was supposed to write part 2 to i'll be waiting but oh well...

y/njazzy

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y/njazzy Prague you've been great, next up my beloved Vienna 🍒

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y/nstan mother is GLOWING

lilymunihe music to my ears (literally) 🫶🫶

y/njazzy i'm blushing 😊 💋

alexandrasaintmleux i haven't heard you play for agesss, see you in Vienna ig

y/njazzy and whose fault it is?? clearly not mine missy

alexandrasaintmleux oh look at the time, i have to go !!!

chillis the post breakup glow up is reaaal

loverofy/n can we expect some album soon queen?

charlesleclerc exactly @/y/njazzy, care to share with the class???

y/njazzy i will not confirm nor deny

y/njazzy and lord perceval do not push my limits. besides, if you would honour me with your presence, you would know. the choice is yours

charlesleclerc no comment.

user1 she calls him the way that carlos does...

jazzychill she looks so hot in red 🔥

chillistan don't you find it weird that after all charles is in her comments?

y/nfan through all the years y/n was with carlos, she formed a friendship with charles (especially with carlos in ferrari) and other people from the paddock, so it's nothing weird

jazzlover besides, alex and y/n are besties, no?

y/nlos do you remember how carlos would always melt when y/n wear red??? because i do.

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carlossainz55 🌶🍔☀️

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soylago ON MY KNEEEES

charlosfan what do they feed our drivers, he and charles are soooo hot

chillis the second photo, two plates, carlos sainz is that a date?

landonorris and where are pics from our little golf tournament 🤔🤔🤔 oh, maybe they aren't here because YOU LOST AHAHAHAHHA

carlossainz55 cabron we all know you cheated.

landonorris what a sore loser we have here

charlesleclerc do you remember when we played uno once?

maxverstappen i wonder why you played uno only once

charlesleclerc lando almost lost an eye

landonorris I ALMOST DIED, HE TRIED TO KILL ME

carlossainz55 do NOT listen to them, those situations did not happen

carlossteponme Y/N LIKED???!!

y/nfan they actually still like eachothers posts, i believe they said something about mutual breakup and that there's no hard feelings between them

y/njazzy

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y/njazzy new project coming up 🔜

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landonorris tell me who he is.

y/njazzy no❤️

landonorris and why exactly ???

y/njazzy i'll tell you, you'll tell oscar, oscar will tell logan, logan alex, and then magically the whole grid will know

landonorris you won't even tell your best friend?

y/njazzy you're talking about yourself or ?

landonorris PARDON #exbesties #friendshipover #offended

y/njazzy WAR IS OVEEEER

landonorris bye.

lilymunihe A MAN? A MAN? A MA-A-A-AN

lilymunihe girlies to the gc riGHT IN THIS MOMENT

lilymunihe avengers ASSEMBLE @/alexandrasaintmleux @/carmenmundt

carmenmundt i think we've missed a chapter here...

y/njazzy alex didn't.

carmenmundt excuse me !

lilymunihe SHE DID WHAT

alexandrasaintmleux tf y/n? i thought i meant something to you?

y/njazzy if i'm going down i'm taking everybody with me 😘😘😘

alexandrasaintmleux DO NOT QUOTE CHANDLER RN

user1 carlosy/nnation how are we feeling

user2 we don't.

user5 i have an idea...

user3 don't. don't give me hope

user7 fuck the guy NEW PROJECT IN THE MAKING ??? NEW MUSIC ???

user9 do i sense some movie soundtrack

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user2 can you imagine

user5 Y/N LIKED !!!!!

carlossainz55

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carlossainz55 getaway with mi amor

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charlesleclerc i pay my respects to her

carlossainz55 ¿disculpe?

charlesleclerc for putting up with you 😘

user carlos sainz jr i was NOT familiar

user1 which one of you bastards stole my man

reyesvdec ❤️

user2 APPROVED BY MAMA SAINZ

user6 i miss her and y/n together in the paddock

user5 that's y/n. mark my words

user1 i truly aspire to be as delusional as you

y/njazzy she's a lucky girl

carlossainz55 im a lucky boy*

user8 y/n's comment? im dead

user3 carlos' response?????? i am crying, the boy really is in love

y/njazzy

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y/njazzy love. love love love.

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user8 our girl is in loooove 🥹

alexandrasaintmleux match made in heaven

carmenmundt you compliment eachother so well 🫶

landonorris you two are disgusting

y/njazzy jealousy, jealousy

user5 the luckiest girl???? i wonder why... maybe because she has carlos sainz

user ring ring, that's the mental ward calling for you

lilymunihe i'm heartbroken, how could you leave me

alex_albon execuse me? i'm right here??

y/njazzy lily it's just an act, let's run away together

lilymunihe i am ready to go

alex_albon HEY ITS NOT FAIR

alex_albon he can't even stand up for himself

carlosssainz55 he can

carlossainz55

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carlossainz55 mi amor, you're the closest to heaven that I have ever been. I don't know what I did to deserve you, but I promise to cherish you forever. I am so incredibly grateful for you and everything you do. I want to thank you for being there for me, even after we broke up. there is no one else on this earth taht i would spend my life with. you are my person, and I am yours.

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georgerussell mate leave something for us

alex_albon what I am supposed to do rn, lily won't let me in to our apartment

charlesleclerc gentelmen we are so finished

landonorris die lol 👎

oscarpiastri yk that they can see you crying, right?

y/njazzy my one and only ❤️

user can somebody check on user5

user5 I KNEW I WAS NOT CRAZY

user5 PARENTS ARE REALLY BACK TOGETHER

y/njazzy

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y/njazzy the only ex i would ever come back to 💋💋💋

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alexandrasaintmleux finally the ferrari girls are reunited

y/njazzy not for too long

alexandrasaintmleux foul

charlesleclerc too soon y/n, too soon

maxverstappen i won't even ask about the last pic

carlossainz55 the less you know the better you sleep

landonorris i cannot belive this is happening

y/njazzy sucks to suck ig

carlossainz55 only ex i couldn't move on from 🫶🫶🫶

y/njazzy you flatter me

user1 the difference in the capitions pls ✋️

[am-i-the-asshole-official]

aita for not telling someone i dont want to be their friend?

in my freshman year of high school, i became part of this friend group with like 12 other people. we had a very active groupchat, always sat together at lunch, etc. this girl, lets call her “J,” would sit with us, but she wasn’t part of the group. she knew two of the people in the friend group from middle school*, so we eventually added her to the gc. over the next couple months, everything was pretty alright. however, myself and a few others in the group slowly started talking to her less and less. there’s nothing wrong with her, it’s just one of those cases of “sometimes in real life there will be people you dont like that much for no reason.” the only real issue was that she’s very self-deprecating, and doesn’t make very many original comments/jokes outside of being self deprecating or complaining about her dad. (ex. one of my friends got the role he wanted for a play, and instead of congratulating him J went on to give a rant about how much she thinks she sucks at theater because she’s never gotten a lead role.) fast forward to now, we’re all sophomores. i never talked to her that much in the first place, but i feel kinda bad that now pretty much None of us talk to her. people don’t respond to her in the gc anymore because all she really does is make us feel bad for her or quote unfunny memes**. i dont think any of us Dislike her, but we dont really like her that much either. nobody has said anything to her because we know she’ll take it super personally. i genuinely want her to make friends who will like her, but she cant do that because shes trying to be part of our group instead. i feel really guilty, like we’re leading her on by not saying anything, but i also dont feel like i should be the one to tell her since i only talked to her for about a month. its really tough because nobody wants to admit that we’d rather she leave us alone, so nobody does anything. i think shes somewhat aware of how we feel, but hasnt left the gc or found different people to sit with at lunch. i really dont know what to do and i feel guilty. am i the asshole for not doing anything?

*she was only acquainted with the people from middle school, they werent close

**kind of related, my friends make fun of me a lot in a joking way (which im totally ok with bc i know them), but J tries to include herself in these jokes by making fun of me too (which makes me uncomfortable, i barely know her). its just kinda weird cos its like. shes not calling me stinky bc she’s joking with me shes doing it bc she wants the approval of the people in the group. its really impersonal

What are these acronyms?

[imraespace]

GUYS I NEED YOUR OPINION ON SOMETHING BC apparently im in the wrong here.. this might be a long yap but!

I used to be in a trio right it lasted for 8+ years until high school came around. I ended up in a different high school while the other two was in the same one ykyk around quarantine time we messaged alot like we had a dc server as well that lasted from 2020-2022 until school opened back and those two friends apparently drifted apart bc friend a made new friends and friend b was by herself and then idk apparently they drifted apart.

THEN THERES ME HELP they both used to message me alot to rant and being the oldest! I helped them and it worked for a while until friend b put her foot down ans confronted friend a and I WAS JUST IN TYE MIDDLE OF EVERYTHING anyeays we all split up and friend b stuck with me for a few more years yk.

so here's the problem.. friend a had a bf when we three used to hang out and apparently they broke up yk.

so like I think 2 months ago friend b told me that she's talking to a boy and im like aw! then she said it's friend's a ex and I'm like what..🤔 SHE SAID THEY BOTH LIKED EACH OTHER and like isn't that.. weird to date your ex BEST FRIEND bc they were both closer ans considered each other bsfs (I have my own bsf so it didn't bother me haha 16+ years and still going with my bsf!)

anyways she asked me if I will support her and I said yeah but I'm a bit weirded out that it's YOUR EX BEST FRIEND EX you're talking to but apparently she got mad at me for looking out for her bc I told her what if friend a finds out and and drama starts but whatever! THEN SHE WENT IN TYE GC AND TOLD OUR ONLINE FRIEND and he supports her and said shes in the right SO I WONDER IF IM JUST STUPID I THOUGHT THATS WEIRD I've never been in a relationship so..

but friend b and I are drifting she's changed over the years and ignores me when I rant but I have to listen to her rant🤔 she ignored me when I unblocked her and told her why so idk what we are! anyways she also said that they're dating now and already posting up abt anniversary🤨

so am I wrong for thinking that's weird or..

[wqxianvents]

his ex girlfriend is sooooo annoying, i actually got annoyed. like i know its a game but there have been ppl that i’ve seen act like that and its just like bruh, this man is on his phone minding his own damn business and you wanna walk over being like “can’t believe ur on ur phone”, “glad we broke up before that happened”, “people said i shouldnt get serious with you” SHUT THE FUCK UP WHO CARES

hes over here talking to his girl and his pet ai. NO ONE ASKED YOU TO WALK OVER HERE AND START YAPPING ✌️

funniest part tho was him ‘indirectly’ saying we’re annoying, uncomfortable and weird then she goes “does that person know you feel this way?” and hes like, “i bet she’s listening right now” LMFAOOO like yes girl he makes sure to remind me everyday that im those three things, and yes, im listening.

literally has my contact as WEIRDO like. yeah.

the call afterwards was so cute though 🥺💕 one of the things i adore abt harry’s calls is his little giggles/chuckles/laughs. i melt everytime 😭😭 thats my baby…. our relationship is a literal tug of war pls

him in a wedding dress will never fail to take me out, in conclusion; harry and june are my baby boys while teo is my sugar daddy or smth bc SHEESH HIS CAFE OUTFIT??? his birthday suit 😍😍 lemme stop

might be spoilers if you’re not far in their routes! harry and teo’s are past day 20 chats & june’s is day 7!

MY babies. MY boyfriends, mhm. NAH JUNE HAD ME GAGGED SAYING THAAAAT like dont do that to meee 😭😭 ‘m all urs june 🥺🥺💕 they’re so funny omg i need a gc with all of us and every piu piu LMAO

EDIT: i realized i posted the wrong harry photo smh,, also not piu piu dragging me???

[stardustsomewhere]

can we get a fruit cult saga recap :0

yes sorry it took me so long to reply!

my ex gf (lemon) got me into the cult because she was like oh theres this funny groupchat im in can you join so a few days after she joined i did. at first it was all really funny and sweet and any red flags seemed like ill timed jokes? like they had a groupchat called THE PIT they would send you too but it felt so silly i didnt notice it was weird.

anyways after a few weeks i suddenly checked the gc at work and saw they were egging my girlfriend on who was on the roof of her office building. for context shes deathly afraid of heights. they kept telling her to jump or to scream at people down below and call them slurs. i was sure it was a bad bit until she posted photos and then i left work to go get her. i found her in the stairwell having a panic attack and talking about the "angels" and how she was hearing voices and stuff. genuinely terrifying stuff

i was out of my element so i just called my mom and asked her what to do and she said hospital ASAP so i drove my gf there. they didnt really take her seriously but kept her for about 72 hours but when they released her she dumped all her medicine and refused to take it. i forced her to for a bit but she was still acting weird so i gave up and was planning on leaving

then one night i ate some mushrooms she had forged and went CRAZY and ran out the house. i didnt get too far before my body rejected it and i puked and passed out. my gf thankfully had enough sense to take me to the hospital and we both had to get our stomachs pumped (awful, do not suggest) turns out for a while she had been misidentifying mushrooms and i had avoided dishes with it in it cause i hate mushrooms and never noticed.

so it seemed like really good at this point! we were dedicated together to making sure nobody else got hurt and we were going to transition the group chat into a much safer version with everyone getting help and such. i wanted to stop apple from hurting herself and others. then apple demoted lemon from her stupid rank (top rank was ring) and lemon LOST HER MIND. she was so upset it was all she talked about

then she threw another member under the bus to get promoted again and started acting really distant and weird. we stopped talking about how we were going to help them see the truth and get out of all the brain washing and more about if we believe in the fruit god (im an atheist and she knows this. this is important to me as a physicist too plus religious trauma)

then is started getting sick and after a few days i started acting and doing erratic stuff. i was fully aware it wasnt normal and called off work for a few days to figure it out. i was about to go to the dr when someone told me to check me food on here and lo and behold, the mushrooms again. she had been putting it in my food ON PURPOSE THIS TIME

the next morning after sleeping the shrooms off as much as i could i opened my phone to see she decided our apartment was OPEN TO ANYONE IN THE CULT. she was having the leader come LIVE WITH US! i had been given no time to know let alone consent. i paid half the rent and most the bills (she helped in other ways dw it was very 50/50) and i was just so upset and scared that i just said its over. i took my cat and most my stuff (left my furniture, there was no hope of moving it) and just moved in with a friend. thank god she had a spare room for an office she was willing to rent to me.

bcs i left now everyone in the cults really mad at me so i honestly just got overwhelmed and shut my phone off. i dont wanna text them for a few days tbh. it was just too much. especially this one guy called fig, they were just always so mean to me it made me cry several times. they kept trying to find ways to hurt me, including some ableist stuff about how i should do drugs even if i medically cant. some of their friends (shrimp and plum) also went out of there way to attack me and try and physiologically torture me. i felt so bad i just shut my phone off

honestly at this point idk the benefit to trying to be anyones friend in this cult. idk why im even trying to help them. i feel used and abused. i feel VERY abused. i dont know. lifes hard

[terraliensvent]

https://www.tumblr.com/terraliensvent/748646463188467712/httpswwwtumblrcomterraliensvent7485817966582

in my opinion i don’t really blame pokii or bear for getting upset about milo’s part in the original psa. pokii wasn’t even a mod anymore at the time. and the overall content the og (even current) psa contained had nothing to do with her (therefore it was weird to throw pokii under the bus in there at random so i see why she got angry). she is a cham admin after all so im sure this wasn’t good for her image. shes still an admin tho so im sure the cham staff already knows the situation. the psa was mostly issues with bug and coy, and the bearsproutz / ponyzilla incident. i do remember the unorganized shitshow of the og psa and saw the comments pokii made on the toyhouse thread before it was deleted, so i wanted to investigate this myself to form my own opinions.

iirc the former terra mods made edgy jokes in a private gc (like racial and homophobic jokes) and milo + another ex mod(?) (can’t remember who) had issues with it (they’re a poc aka ‘person of color’)

i know you’re gonna say “where’s proof” again probably.. but i promise i clearly recall the og psa had a link to a youtube screencap video scrolling down a private group chat with bug, milo, pokii, bear, and the other ex mod discussing the issue with pokii. i did try to find it but i think it’s unlisted now sadly. though, if you do scroll down a little on this version of the public psa document, there’s a link to the og psa, but you have to request access so it’s probably still in that one somewhere? if someone wants to try and look (don’t want them to have my email so would rather not try and get access myself): https://docs.google.com/document/d/12UMx6drwia7mTdniDAj_vwsi5QQyQu0d0la9cHwGSIE/edit

to summarize:

• pokii said some version of a slur as a joke, but she didn’t say the actual words + there were no screenshots of her saying them where it originally happened. but she admitted she did say a racial joke, and it was done in the private chat with the former terra mods (who were also said to have made edgy / offensive jokes- but pokii was the one who got in trouble for it).

• bear was defending pokii as well since they’re friends(?) and bear is a poc / said she was fine with the joke / made similar jokes too, but milo and the other mod weren’t having it. it was a bit yikes bc i recall pokii accidentally saying what she admitted to saying twice(?), but it just looked like she was getting upset / flustered and milo + the other ex mod barely let her talk or defend herself.

• milo kept belittling pokii and saying things like “ur an adult and u act like this” and “i may be younger but at least i have more sense” every time pokii tried to speak her piece. pokii is an adult (20s) and milo was still a minor at the time (17 I believe) but they were being wildly childish and immature about the whole thing for someone who seemed to have ‘genuine’ concerns about the issue at hand.

• overall it looked like they weren’t interested in a peaceful resolution and wouldn’t leave it be unless pokii got punished despite her trying to make amends. which again, it’s fine if they were uncomfortable with her.. but they definitely kept going for the throat. pokii didn’t lash out once during the whole gc but she was getting pretty heated and did say some heated things (reasonably so imo).

• not to mention milo seemed to be throwing out other baseless accusations to see what would stick (i.e. claimed pokii also said another type of slur towards milo?? but had no proof + didn’t show screenshots when asked and tried to change topics). and also another thing about pokii being creepy(?) with milo’s boyfriend in a private server they were all in, but this was disproven by said boyfriend after. and again, milo refused to provide proof.

in conclusion: as someone who’s a poc myself and has been scolded by others for making slurs in a joking manner, i think it was really a matter of “one joke might not offend one poc but another poc could be offended”. yeah pokii could’ve just.. not said what she joked about (and i honestly have no clue what her race is), but milo and the other ex mod were making her seem like she was a horrible person and jumping down her throat the whole time. we all make mistakes so i can see how pokii and even bear would lash out at milo. especially if they’re just trying to move on (and again bear is a poc and had no issues with it + it was done amongst friends in private and not publicly so they probably thought it was fine). i don’t think someone should be villainized for jokes especially if they genuinely apologize (which pokii did in the video of the gc)

thanks if you read everything- as i did try to show some form of proof. but again you’ll have to request access to the og psa with the video link i mentioned. i know you said you were deleting asks, but i hope you don’t remove mine because i spent a while typing this and trying to do some research / recall the situation. i just don’t wanna get banned and im scared if i try to get the og psa then i could be exposed. i love terras but they seem to be prone to so much controversy every other month.

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ill allow this since it was related to a previous ask

i actually do remember the screencap video too, and while i wont say that your rendition of events is completely true just based on the fact that i cant go back and look at it myself, ill just operate under the assumption that it is for now

i think that we can say (based off this) that both sides had their faults. at the same time though, the OG PSA document is gone (replaced with a better one), the youtube video is unlisted, and pokii, bear, and milo arent terra mods (and i assume none of them have any plans to try and rejoin the staff team anytime soon). im inclined to just let this specific saga die, since a lot of the claims are now baseless from evidence being buried, its become a game of he-said she-said.

reminder to all anons to take evidenceless claims with a grain of salt, and dont go out of your way to bother or harass anyone. it seems that everyone involved in this specific saga is attempting to move on.

[bisluthq]

some people really go out of their way to interpret specific details about Matty as weird vague metaphors that don’t even really make sense about Joe. Like I’ve seen people say “you left your typewriter at my apartment” is a metaphor for Joe leaving his phone at her apartment, on which she saw the “tortured man club” group chat 💀💀💀 because they were so adamant that song would be about that lmao

… that’s a really insane thing to think lmao. Like beyond insane. Firstly, because no one forgets their phone places longterm like that’s really something you make a big effort to retrieve. You fucking personally go there and fetch it if you have to. People don’t just arbitrarily leave their phones places because we require our phones in order to function in society.

Secondly, and this is also what I said to the anon who was like “but why would she be finding Matty’s crap” (well she shouldn’t have been, that’s why it bugged her!! Obviously some of Joe’s crap is still around but the crap that’s still around is mutually owned crap that he didn’t want anymore?) it was THEIR apartment/house/etc so it’d be a really odd way to phrase it? You could say “the apartment” because it wouldn’t have been his anymore but it was, for a long time, his as well? And if she didn’t think of it that way then as I’ve said before that’s kinda lowkey financially abusive because just because you own something, if your partner lives there then at least while they’re living there it’s their place too?? And that *is* how she refers to home/s shared with Joe tbh from Lover onwards (which is like when they formally moved in together like they formally moved in together in about 2018 after Rep Tour was done) because she’s not THAT crazy. Cars are kinda like that too like if you’re living together then it’s generally speaking “the cars” or “our cars” regardless of which is which. Again, it’d be lowkey financially abusive to tell your partner of 6 years like “this stuff’s mine” for things like that? People have their personal stuff obviously (like phones and clothes and gadgets they like and items they’re attached to) but when you live together, big things like house/s and cars and fucking furniture are sorta mutually owned items regardless of who bought them? Even like personal grooming things are “ours” (in gay relationships much more so - my ex and I shared everything except lipsticks because we like different colors and foundation because we have very different skin tones, but even with hetty or hetty presenting relationships things get shared idk like generally the only things that are yours personally are things the other person has no use for at all or toothbrushes for hygiene purposes idkkkk).

Thirdly, none of the other details in the song line up with Joe unless as we’ve said before he’s got a tattoo on his dick which seems unlikely and is super into pot which also seems unlikely and thinks he’s Dylan Thomas which seems unlikely and really likes Charlie Puth and has strong opinions on musical success which seems unlikely and goes into self-sabotage mode which seems unlikely and shares personal information with Lucy Dacus which seems unlikely and is referred to as crazy which is just categorically untrue and did the middle finger ring to wedding ring finger thing which would be odd since she felt like she was dying on the altar waiting for him and she feels like she could decode him (which again she seems to think she couldn’t because he confused her). But you know who is tattooed af, obsessed with weed, loves Charlie Puth, considers himself a great artist, is friendly with Lucy and the rest of boygenius, and is legit NUTS? Matty Healy lol.

Fourthly, the GC is soooo random. Andrew Scott made it and used it to be a Gen X dude who like wished Paul and Joe good morning on it every day and then it died. This wasn’t some life changing thing. It was a GC made between three actors who knew each other and per the people in it, the only person who really used it was Andrew to send random crap in (very very Gen X behavior I’m ngl, that demographic in my experience is weirdly into group chats and uses them in very odd - to me as a millennial - ways. It’s like Boomers send individual messages with the most utterly rando crap lol like those “Have a Happy Day!” pics or Jewish boomer ladies love sending “Shabbat Shalom” pics every Friday and I don’t know where they find all this crap but anyway; Gen X isn’t as bad but they love their Group Chats and sending random crap into those idk so I 100000% believe that’s how that chat went and Joe and Paul were like “mkay thanks Andrew” because that’s what I do with Gen X skewing chats I’m in lol). The GC tells us nothing except Andrew is Gen X and Joe and Paul are not.

[ask-serendipity-sky]

I wonder how pjms felt about jikook and Jk back in 2017 or 2020, let's say. You know, when jikookery was full force on our screens. Was jikook real to them then?

Well idk if you were a fan then. But majority of them are ex jkkrs/army.. but many stopped shipping Jikook around 2019-20 when they started being on our faces lol. Not because it became too real for their liking but because of immense hate JM got from tkkrs those years. The hate translated to hating the bond and the person which was bringing hate to Jimin. Now they became full blown JK and Jkk antis to the point they'll accept a random man's relationship with Jimin if that's what makes Jimin happy but NOT JK. They started feeling anyone who loves Jimin will stop shipping Jikook because that was one of the major source of JM hate. They do see JK being JK to Jimin but they started making him stalker of Jimin, trying to molest Jimin etc etc.

Some of nasty solos even hate Jimin in their gcs for still being with JK. One of pjms chats were leaked in 2021 and there she was saying how she's done cleaning up the mess he creates everyday by sticking to JK. She was one of JM solos who was so adamant about proving he's a straight fuck boy, not because he is but to tone down the moments he had with JK. The minute some Jkk moments comes out she'll immediate bring back 2013-14 pic n videos of him trying to be 'strong n masculine' which he has said multiple times was something he's not. She was saying how she wants him to be atleast 'top' in the relationship IF he's queer, with any other man in the world except JK. She's canceled now.

We literally saw many Jikookers started hate train against JK and stopped being jkkrs during seven era lol. Even here you can find multiple jkk blogs started being anti JK blogs. I get being unhappy about SEVEN era, even I was not happy nor celebrated any of the wins. But after those 2 weeks, I'm back to normal, I still love JK, i got back to watch his lives and enjoy Jkk.. because it was what it was (it was part of bigshit's 'master plan' to give a huge debut for JK on West) and we can't change. Also at the end of the he's the person my baby loves so much lol so there's no way I can just avoid him like that. How can I say I love and support Jimin 100% when I'm hating the person he loves ?

Hello,

Ah this makes a lot of sense. Seven era is great example.

I get it. I don't hate on Jk for bringing Jimin hate (although he has) but I do hate on others that do.

Maybe that's why it's easy for me to call out bullshit and the whole Seven payola thing? Because I'm not as attached to Jk as I am to Jimin? And my soft spot for Jk exists because of Jimin. I think everyone here probably knows that.

(Although there are things I love Jk for and those are separate from Jimin. It's not always about jikook.)

What's that saying that you bias the person you want to be like or something? Maybe that's why I am fascinated by Jimin... and I am most like Jk with bits of Namjoon lol Maybe pjms are the same way!

It takes time to understand Jk and jikook and rationalize what we can't see. Especially since Jimin is still with Jk despite the hate, threats, weirdness, sabotage, and Jk's better treatment by their company.

Thanks for sharing your thoughts.

[foxitytox]

Bruh Im gonna cry myself to sleep tonight. I just had the most awkward interactions with one of my friends who is also my ex girlfriend in out gc with our friends. We were talking about how there are now Funny, Nice, Pretty women cuz her griflriend recently broke up with her. and then she worded it weird when she said there is one woman who is all those things and then she was like "but she broke up with me" and i thought she was talking about me and she was like "I wasnt talking about you I was talking about (her most recent ex-girlfriend's name)" and this happened where all of our friends could see it and no one texted in the gc for like 3 hours after and i dont know what to do cuz im having anxiety over it for some reason.

[peedamoomee]

i saw your ex today at a cafe and weirdly it triggered me. she’s really pretty and slim! you were on my mind a lot today for a few reasons. being added to that gc for the hangout was interesting because as soon as i saw you were in it i knew i wasn’t planning to go to whichever function was being held. i just can’t and don’t want to be around you. also because there is free mixing and alcohol there and hardly any of my real friends were gonna be there. so i figured i wouldn’t go. when i woke up at 4am for fajr this morning I went on instagram and you were the first face i saw… seems like the banff trip already  happened. i totally thought that would be later in the summer but oh well! it’s crazy to see how you’ve become to close with people who i introduced you to although now we don’t even speak to each other. you’re probably hanging out with them rn and having fun. which is good for you. i’m glad. it’s great that since we broke up you have been able to make friends with these people. you’ll probably end up being closer with them than i ever was. i joked once that you will now replace me in all of their functions and although you said u couldn’t i think it’s for the best. i won’t be free mixing anymore. i’ll only see the girls when it’s just them hanging out, but i don’t wish to be around any of the boys especially because you will also be there around them. and that’s not something i want to deal with and a situation i want to put myself in.

then when i fell back asleep i had a dream you and i were with your mom and she was telling me how rude i was and that she didn’t like me and how i never ate with your family or greeted them or tried to become close with them and it upset me so much in the dream. i felt so bad. i feel like i was such a bad girlfriend in your family’s eyes. i probably wasn’t what they pictured their son to be dating and for a girl with a hijab to be with him was even more odd. i always felt uncomfortable around them because i felt like they were weird around me. i’m so embarrassed that i stuck around for as long as i did. i don’t really think i was wanted that much! it’s so embarrassing. anyway. your ex is such a pretty girl really. i was surprised. anyway. i don’t think you and i ever fit each other at all. we were too different in too many ways. i don’t really listen to bossa nova or frank ocean that often. she probably did. i think she must have been more similar to you. what did you and i even have in common?? what benefit did i even bring to your life? she honestly should’ve been the one who dated you, because you guys would’ve been able to have a more real relationship that was genuine and would’ve made sense in peoples eyes. i think your parents would’ve liked her a lot and so would your family and it would make more sense. to be honest, i don’t think i ever fit into your life. and although i like who i am, sometimes i wish i could change who i was to be with you. but i don’t think it was ever meant to be me. i think ill be a stain on your dating history because we were never meant to be together. i’m so embarrassed that i tried to make it work for so long and im so sad and regretful that i hurt you how i did. i wish i could’ve given you a better longer relationship instead of wasting your time. you deserve to be with a beautiful girl who just fits you. i never did. i couldn’t even if i tried. you were never even mine LOL.

[incarnateirony]

fdsjkhfjdsh TODAY I GOT A MESSAGE LIKE HEY SUP MIN, THOUGHT YOU MIGHT LIKE TO KNOW HOW ABOUT YOUR EX BEING NUTS AND THINKING SHE CAN FUCK WITH US. JOHN TOLD ME THE GUY THING AND I SAID YOU WERE ALREADY AN HONORARY GUY ANYWAY WHO CARES ANYWAY NOT SURE WHY SHEA DECIDED TO SOB STORY ABOUT YOU TO ME WHEN SHE WAS THE ONE THAT BLOCKED ME TEN YEARS AGO WHEN I REFUSED TO TRANSPORT CZAR HAZMAT OUT OF STATE FOR THE LAST TIME SHE FUCKED YOU OVER

yeah. pff. yeah.

Did he intentionally steal a few techniques of hers, realized she only had two valuable ones, and screw her in a way I'd normally ethically disagree with? Yeah. Is it very funny? Also yeah.

man I didn't even ask for that, she's just been that big of a cunt for a decade running that everyone keeps coming for her while she tries to villainize me and I hear about it after the fact.

Like. How stereotypical of her is it. Whether the cheating/plotting ex girlfriend or cheating/plotting ex wife arc these years apart. To try to run to the guy's gamer bro friends and do this shit only to realize nobody believes her or wants her drama like years late. Why? Because she already burned out, abused, and overdemanded of those men for no logical moral reason they need to help and no other imperatives for them to do what she wanted or-else.

When I told them how bad she shit talked them for years some months ago, I didn't even KNOW she'd been so brazen that, around 2014 when she FIRST bounced on me and I blamed MYSELF, that when the guy she brought in to the houses we were browsing to buy instead of me turned out to be a useless sack of shit couch potato like everyone including me warned her, then trying to harass my friends into driving across the country to pickup her own mistake and blocking them if they don't, and she really thought she could manipulate these same people. Oh holy fuck me.

Shealyn Bonds, you are not the main character of life.

You can't even channel your own inside joke for branding your pagan shop, you have to steal mine. Stop.

god. by the end it was corban realizing I was an artist and us just talking about art anyway. I just hadn't drawn in 12 years for misc life and disability reasons but like "OH, THIS IS FAMILIAR, I'VE SEEN THIS" "Yeah. Cuz I drew it in like 2012 and used it as a CC/TK profile picture then one day Shea vomited high saturation color on it and called it painting it." "RIGHT" "Yeah anyway, I hear you're not allergic to using AI as an art tool so here's my base work and what I've been morphing it into since I can't handle full art anymore with my hands" "BADASS"

Yeah. He's been using AI to increase his output. He's been making money hand over fist. And john ofc as every day like... we have a daily gc and she tryin

"Mmmmm yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaa she tried to do some native american scrying with her ancestors over discord or something." "Oh, what, Hermes, the actual god of communications and business and technology shit, couldn't tell her? What's this all over her website. I wasn't aware Chief Great Great Great Grandpa felt like waking up for your zoom call." "Yeaaaaaaaaaaaaah. It was... weiiiiiiird... and not like... mystical weird... I've been on video with you, and you don't even charge. I know weird mystical. This was like. Weird facebook" "hey buddy remember who that art piece is even of?" "No?" "My In Character rendition of Hermes, who by astral was that thing, and by day was a musician named Aaron Eema?" "Kind of?" [pulls up his like 2010 website with the Rumpocky joke on it] "Yeah bro I plugged a really weird real life channeling story that confused everyone on there and then she lifted that for her brand name." "Jesus christ, that's shameless." "Can we try 'hermballs' instead?"

[heavyhitterheaux]

So after he texts my friend asking why I blocked him she was like “isn’t it obvious💀” and he was like “I still wanna be friends wit her she’s cool and shi” we flirted for 2 MONTHS and all you got was that I was COOL?!?! FR? Anyway my friend tells me that he still wants to be friends and since you know I was down bad and honestly just felt a level of comfort talking to him, my delusions gkt the best of me so I unblocked him and we started talking as friends right😭 so basically the girl who he told me about was now his gf, was i jealous? Yes. Was I gonna be a home wrecking whore? No. But he would be talking to me as his one of his friends so he would tell me about their kisses and how sexy she is I was just like 🥲 anyway my friend then texts me and is like “be honest do you still want so and so?” And I was like “yea but I’m not finna act on it because I’m not a homewrecker😭” I was being a lil delusional ok🤦🏽‍♀️ the red flags looked like green flags to me ok. Anyway randomly in a convo (all 3 of us were in a gc with other people) she asks him “do you think she wants you still?” In which I was like uhhh why would you ask him that😭 anyways he says “nah she said we cute tg” I was lying. Anyway flash forward I realize that I always text him first he ion wanna look like I’m tryna get wit him or am begging for his attention because he has a gf so I stop texting him first and we just atopped talking. We stopped talking for like a couple weeks right? Now because we were in a lil situationship and I was his “home girl” I still followed him on ig and his stories would obviously pop up on my feed😭 this Biggs gon text my best friend “tell yo bitch ass friend to stop viewing my shit she’s ugly asf I never wanted her she’s weird and I have a gf that can beat her ass” I WAS LIKE HUH?!???? Nigga I haven’t talked to you in weeks😭 the fuck are you so angry for? My guess is that she got mad or something but I was just in total shock because huh????? Anyways I told him that his head is shaped like a bowling pin, he can’t walk in a straight line to save his life, his dad left when he was 6 and he hasn’t seen him since, he got cheated on 3 times, AND his head is bigger then his skinny ass body look like a hot air balloon. But anyway that’s honestly the end I blocked him and he cheated on his gf wit his ex they got tg but she lied and said that this guy touched her ass so he got physical with the guy and got his ass beat and now she and the guy are getting tg so karma is a bitch🤷🏽‍♀️

OMG LAV!

That is INSANE

You definitely dodged a bullet with that one and karma is most definitely real

[imraespace]

guys I wanna rant a bit..

REMEMBER THAT ONR TIME I said I blocked my friends n blah blah I didn't mention this one online friend but OMG I LOVE HER SM she's the only one who came out and texted me on tiktok and it was quite a long message I almost cried AND WE MADE UP AND she even told me to take a break and I did!! I took a break from messaging ppl for a while BUT MY ONE FRIEND IRL yk the one I talked abt with her bf being her bsf ex when I unblocked her and explained it to her she left me on read FOR DAYS THEN MESSAGED IN THE GC ABT HISOKA JUST YESTERDAY? SHE LEFT ME ON READ FOR WEEKS. idgaf abt hisoka😒😒

I love my online bsf kinda sad someone I met online 2 years ago treats me better than an irl friend I've known for 8+ years..

that same friend told me that I've changed apparently.. and I did technically.. one day I'll show my old messages LMAO BUT EVEN SO OVER THE YEARS I STILL LOOK OUT FOR FRIENDS I EVEN GOT QUESTION IF IM 16-18 WHEN I WAS 14 BC OF THE WAY I ACTED ONLINE AND I STILL ACT THE SAME bc that's how I treat my friends!

but now she speaks abt her weird ass bf and rant to me abt her parents and me being the friend I am I hear her out but now it's pissing me off bc she doesn't listen to me I'm debating if I should block her again.

[broodyjoey]

Sometimes I'm really jealous of the GC of our family, whatever I've wanted to do, I always had been reprimanded or had to fight my way through it, just to get the bare minimum of what I want.

It takes months & years for me to figure out a way to get the things I want done. Sometimes depression plays a part in it too, I'm too depressed to go sneak around in order to get what I need & want.

But the GC of our family need not sneak around, she can do whatever she wants and everyone applauds her for it. She's done something again today, something that I've wanted to do for years. And to her, it's nothing she needs to hide around about.

Me? I had to sneak around, just to go to my first clubbing experience. My first drink was from my aunt, otherwise they wouldn't have had let me drink. My first concert was with a friend, with support from her dad. (he's rich and she's allowed to use his card as long as she asks first.)

I had to drag my depressed ass out on a walk just to schedule my therapist appointment in secret, never really having enough money to go buy from this fancy little soda bar, a few streets behind my house. I used my allowance money to pay for my own therapy, ever since I turned 17 & I never tell them; they have a stigma against mental illnesses and psychiatry medications.

Eventually, when I had enough money to buy the drinks, it had already closed down during covid and never came back to the same area. Years of me waiting and saving up, dragging my ass to the place to search for it...just wasted into this.

Today? My little sister, the GC, she brought back a big bottle of the soda bar's drink. The grape-based drink and it was so normal for everybody.

Nobody asked her how much did she spend on this drink. Nobody scolded her for eating out, nobody said it was a waste of money.

Ah, the wonders of being a GC. How wonderful, how sweet.

Back when I was in the office job, and I bought back some drinks, they'd all blabber with their tongues and drink the beverages I brought back, while scolding me about how bad it tastes, how they don't like it and that I am wasting money.

Yet they've asked the GC to buy the same exact drinks again, and they say that the drinks were delicious!

Ah I'm so furious, sad and disappointed all at the same time. It's always like this.

Yet I never learn not to offer such things. Then again, they'll go:

"You filthy monkey! The drinks you brought us is disgusting, a waste of money!"

"How dare you not buy us drinks when you brought your own! Selfish evil monkey!"

"Your tastes are disgusting and pathetic, even if it's the same exact drinks, your little sister has the better judgement!"

I'm done with this, I shouldn't even bring anything good back home. They'll just waste my money and my efforts. Took all my money and buy the things that they don't even use, took my gifts and never even used it, took my gifts and insult it and me.

I'm so tired of this house. They want me to stop using my phone and pay attention here. But how am I supposed to live and keep myself sane from all these?

I am trying my best to stay alive with all the weird shit going in my house every single day. I have to deal with liars, insults and physical abuse. And yet I am not even allowed a respite from it all in the form of a phone addiction.

Even prostitutes have drugs to run to, my ex had alcohol and weed, my other ex had anime.

I deserve my escape right?

But to them I must be subhuman, I am not allowed an escape from this hellish enclosure, when I get home from work I am not allowed to stay out with my friends.

I am to go back home straight, where I have to play referee for my parent's train wreck of a marriage, have to be a punching bag for my sister's insults and I am not allowed to get angry, cry or even be slightly upset.

I am to be a wooden doll in my house.

Then a sex doll for my past bfs.

I am not a doll.

I am made of flesh and blood.

And it seems only my friends understand this. Even though I am usually the butt of their jokes too.

But they could tell something's up. They know I've been suicidal, that I've been planning my death, that I've had enough of this goddamn world.

But none of them can help me escape it. I'm stuck here.

I can't do this anymore. I don't know how to escape it quickly. This is like a prison, no matter what I do, it is punished.

Like some kind of wild animal in an enclosure. It hurts, it's suffocating.

I want to run away.