#and so im very nervous and stressed

[4letteraroace]

happy first day of spring semester. i was late to my first class, asked to be removed from the waitlist and was told to wait a week or two (so no i will not be removed) and now im hiding in a bathroom stall before my next class to try and breathe through my emotions privately. will reblog with updates about how the other things i have to do today that are anxiety inducing go.

[strawberrybyers]

they play too much because now i’m stressed 😩 the pic of the duffers looks to be at the radio station but the other pic looks like maybe a military base?? who is the guy in the white shirt?? i was thinking maybe charlie or noah but i’m not sure 🧐 possible stunt double ??

[puppyeared]

gregnant

anton belongs to @poicyss

[awakenthebeing]

This has probably been asked before, but what does Piepoe think of the REAL Peppino? Would she mistake him for one of the clones?

Piepoe doesn't really think much of him, but she actually feels very uneasy around the real Peppino. While it isn't exactly afraid of him, they do know just how much damage he can do if he's pushed to his limits. Usually when the real Peppino is nearby or approaches Piepoe's vicinity, they will sit up straighter, and be more on alert and cautious. While it looks like nothing has changed in her facial expression, she is actually much more focused than usual.

(This reaction overall tho is bc they haven't exactly formed any sort of communication with one another. If Peppino shows kindness and or even just treats his crafted toppin fambly nicely they will immediately be ":)" and much more trusting towards him.)

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

I've always wondered if you happened to have a discord? If not have you ever considered making one?

i do have one! however i use it very sparingly because 1) new people (especially groups) scare me & 2) brain's been fucking weird for a hot minute and i barely talk to people i'm already friends with let alone strangers

[sneez]

the other day i was looking through the drawings on my old laptop and found this self-portrait art challenge thing i did at some point several years ago, so i thought it would be interesting to update it with my current self for old times' sake :-) i don't know why i felt the need to be so mean to myself in all the descriptions but i have tried to be at least slightly nicer this time around. sorry past me [id under cut]

[id: a series of four full-body digital drawings of a pale-skinned person at different ages. the first three depict me in 2007, 2013, and 2017 under the heading 'George'; the fourth, in a different art style, depicts me in 2023 under the heading 'Ned (I changed my name)'.

the first drawing shows a young child with long hair wearing a fluffy pink jumper, a pink skirt, and pink shoes. bullet points above read:

annoying

copies other people constantly

draws cute animals

arrogant

cries when told off

maybe 1 friend

the second drawing shows a young teenager wearing a hoodie and trainers and looking uncomfortable. bullet points above read:

anxious

listens to Simon and Garfunkel exclusively

bad under pressure

anime

writes bad fanfiction

draws bad fanart

the third drawing shows a smiling teenager wearing a plaid shirt, jeans, and brown boots. bullet points above read:

what the HELL is a Self Esteem

really into 60s music

cries a lot

0 fashion sense

usually dissociating

thinkin about trees

the fourth drawing shows a young man with messy brown hair, a striped brown shirt, a beige woollen tank top, and burgundy plaid trousers; he is leaning on a wood-textured folding cane and holding the strap of a brown leather satchel with his other hand. bullet points above read:

still no self-esteem but medicated now

significantly worse handwriting (wrist knackered)

I haven't changed much to be honest

RBF so severe I get followed around by the security guards at the supermarket

autism

end id.]

[clemkesh]

aaaaaaaaah

[hella1975]

end of march is crazy for writing like i have a 1.5k essay im doing today and tomorrow, a 2k word essay im doing wednesday and a 1k word research proposal im doing friday. and in the remaining week of the month i am WILLINGLY going to finish taob (~10k OPTIMISTICALLY) and make a solid start on tams (~5k-10k depending on how well writing goes). like yes girl write around 20k words worth of MULTIPLE PROJECTS in a handful of days there is no way this can end badly at all

[ialwaysknewyouwerepunk]

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[alienaiver]

IM SO ANXIOUS ABOUT TOMORROW IM LOCKED IN PARALYSIS GOING INSANE

[exmeowstic]

teehee (closest i have been to a panic attack in a GOOD while)

[janebonbon]

Guess Who's Moving!!

It's me, I'm moving multiple states away with my cat in like 1 month! (That's still so crazy to me!)

I'm very excited none the less for the future! There will probably be more sketchy posts in the future before then. Whatever I can manage to squeeze in! Thank you guys for staying with me through this crazy time and thank you for (almost) 60 followers! :]

[imflyingfish]

Also its crazy how nobody has called me out or made fun of my blotched speaking on the minecraft server or not. Occasionally they will be confused if i say something dumb but for the most part people habe treated me nicely (aside from when they kill me but whatever)

[funshinebf]

i think my strabismus is getting worse cause its getting way harder for me to focus it to fix it for a while. like usually it adjusts after a bit of looking at something far away for a while but it hasnt been adjusting lately even when im looking at stuff for a long time

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

dear google, how do i ask my stepfather if he was being Serious or Not about buying extra edibles and if so, can i have one-

[princessmyriad]

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