#anhedonic

[pastel-strawberry-shorthcake]

I read a post not long ago that explained anhedonia and people in the comments were freaking out like this is such a scary condition!! And I was reading these all the while thinking this is just my life why is everyone so scared and stuff?? Yeah, Im not okay

[dramajunkyy]

[anhedonichaze]

I ve been suffering

Suffering from a long ago

Now it feels numb

I have no will to live

Nor do I feel like dying

This constant state of

Being anhedonic

Will this ever get okay

Will i be normal again

Will be able to feel things

The way I used too?

[serialunaliver]

found out there ARE terms and studies on the whole "looks thin with a supposedly healthy bmi but is incredibly unhealthy in reality" thing

this is something you will most likely not learn from your doctor - I was told I was healthy by bmi alone. actually i'm dealing with negative health effects so have to change my diet and everything.

people are so focused on appearance they manage to convince themselves they're healthy for having a normal weight according to bmi while having a terrible diet and health issues. the way this happens is pretty simple: you're in a calorie deficit but with junk food. so the number on the scale won't go up but you'll feel sick, tired, and develop health issues people assume you wouldn't have with your bmi.

[suncaptor]

The thing is nearly every emotion is like you will feel it again even with manic episodes or falling in love chances are you'll feel it again but November 5th? Literally how could the world orchestrate that again. What even was that.

[askfordoodles]

@the-c0nquerer-w0rm and I have somehow developed this crack AU where our two most problematic OCs (Evil!Nigel & N. Zyme) somehow ended up with each other and it brings me immense joy 😅

[iavenjqasdf]

Atlanta's been nice to me

[artemis-pendragon]

Yes skiing is a rich people sport however with the power of being poor and scrappy and wanting to spend time with my skier family i will make it happen

[wrishwrosh]

so fucked up that in order to pursue my true calling of spending $20 to $30 per day on esoteric used books about wwii i have to have a job

[bloodsplinter]

funniest thing was my mother trying to scare me out of starting t with the idea that it would make me more aggressive but it literally had the opposite effect #femalehysteria

[ask-me-about-therapy]

For Those Coping with lacckk of pleasure

[coleoptrata222]

stop taking my antipsychotics

[oscill4te]

idk if its bad that this is true, but the only time i feel sheer bliss is when I am alone and high

[panvani]

Like it's just I Do Not Dream Of Labor shit like even when I am interested in a given subject matter any amount of pursuit of this will be inevitably corrupted by bureaucracy and capital I don't see why "I'm studying in this so I can be financially stable doign work that won't make me want to kill myself" is treated as like, some personal failing or admission of defeat

[serialunaliver]

i'm going to try and get more hours at work because if I fake emotion anymore with my family at home i'll snap. I can only do it with financial motivation