#anti jensen obsession

[laf-outloud]

https://www.tumblr.com/laf-outloud/729317893590990848/you-would-see-for-yourself-i-think-if-you-ever

Sorry, I don’t know the whole context of this, so forgive me if I’m missing the point a bit. I’m doing some inferring on what the OG quoted post might have been, but it made me think of something.

I think there is some truth to actually being at a con to understand the atmosphere there, like CE cons (or Comic Cons, to be fair). Different cities gave different atmospheres for sure and some are worse than others, but for the most part, people treat the actirs fine in ops and things.

It’s definitely true that Jared gets some shitty people wearing insulting shirts or giving him the cold shoulder on their ops. Utterly unacceptable, and this kind of thing should be squashed, but that requires having workers who pour over social media because some insults are more obscure (while others are obvious). But then we also see that Jensen gets insulting morons, too, only many of them are too dumb to realize they are insulting him, or no one taught them not to be creepy weirdos. Anyway, my point with this is that both a Jared and a Jensen get some shitty interactions, and both seem to get them from Jensen fans. But, despite these examples, most people are nice at cons, the dicks are the exception. Things often look miles worse on Twitter or wherever than they were in person, so I agree with the idea that someone has to be at a con (like CE) to fully get what it’s really like. Again, not excusing bad behavior.

On the other hand, those people who deliberately cut Jared out of answers at panels, while dicks, I guess unless they actually insult him, there isn’t a rule that you have to ask both actors a question, it’s just common courtesy. However, for the attention whores who use their time to gush over Jensen ("I worship the ground you walk on" 👀), or who monopolize the actor’s time by trying to have mini convos (people asking Food questions or ask them for food recommendations at local places tend to do this a lot) or who tell whole ass stories about themselves (or stand on chairs to literally show of their stalker-level tattoos) need to be stopped by CE Staff or volunteers. If this is too uncomfortable for " the volunteer" con workers who aren’t really permanent fixtures at each con, then they need to hire people running the mics who are permanent abd who aren’t afraid to shut people down on the spot.

I’m glad your con experience seems to have been very good, and that they made the rules for questions explicitly clear from the start. And people respected them.

I think one problem with CE is the fact that they just have the band play between panels when a staff member should actually introduce the guests and remind the audience of what is not allowed. CE seems to rely too heavily on the actors, or band, to do the heavy lifting like transitioning between panels, and that can put them in awkward positions if they are supposed to lay down rules for the audience.

Anyway, sorry fir the ramble. I guess in short, I just wanted to chime in that most CE con-goers are either nice, or at least mind their own business, but I agree something needs to be done about the shifty ones. And CE really needs to get more serious about informing their own rules.

Oh yeah, I agree! I don't think I ever mentioned that there were a ton of people doing crappy things at CE cons, just the minority who do exactly what you talked about. If it wasn't clear, I just think that having only Jared at a multi-fandom convention weeds out the few who do make it a point to be rude towards him because they are there to see the other guy. (I don't know what Jensen's going to do when he's on his own. Hopefully, there are enough GA fans to drown out the AAs.)

"CE seems to rely too heavily on the actors, or band, to do the heavy lifting like transitioning between panels" I would say this is a cost-cutting measure on Creation's part, but I suppose if the contract with the band includes managing panels, then there's not much that can be done. And it wouldn't really be that hard for Rob or Rich, or any other band member to address the audience at the beginning with the rules, but apparently no one likes to be seen as the disciplinarian.

As for Creation, I would love to know if they've actually enforced any of their rules in recent years, particularly the ones listed below.

[what-do-1000-swords-look-like]

Just saw a very unhinged take on the birthday posts Jensen and Danneel posted for Danneel's birthday yesterday. It's one thing to be an anti but when it's clear you have a meltdown every single time Jensen posts or says something related to his wife or he's seen anywhere near her, you might want to take a good look at why this sends you into a mental breakdown each time and why you feel the need to broadcast all of that onto social media & believe that either Jensen or Danneel will see it and suddenly change/live their lives according to what you're telling them, I guess?

Me every time I see this one person's posts come across my dash (it's literally like clock work at this point):

On the other hand, the kids looked absolutely adorable and I am so happy that they got to go to Disneyland in Paris!!!

Arrow is such a cutie (and a younger version of her mom I think), Zepp is a cute younger version of his dad it looks like, and JJ is so adorbs (I think she mostly looks like her mom but when you see her grinning, you can see her dad coming through). They are just the cutest.

Happy belated birthday, Danneel! Keep posting, queen.

[supernaturalconvert]

Or another thing he wants to copy Jared on. Even AAs have to admit, he has a weird complex/equation with Jared going on.

I mean during the show I can understand it was a bit of a character bleed but this. His answers n now even his jokes he literally recycles everything Jared says. Get help Jackles.

[sweetcitrusboi]

Me to tht one twt account that's obsessed with analyzing Jensen and acting like they know him personally in regards to his opinion over destiel. Like plz leave this man alone u don't know him and u need to focus on tht shitty booty ass "goodreads" list in ur bio full of the blandest cishet based romance genres I ever seen.

[castielfucks]

damn I thought it was a funny story but everyone is so mad about this gum. post deleted cos ppl can't behave.

[dotthings]

Cas haters and Misha haters are in blatant conflict with the views of Jensen Ackles, who is theee head producer of the SPN universe now and will continue to be on any revival. They are also against the show's plainly stated open messaging on family don't end with blood, Cas's immense importance to the plot in every season since he joined the show, and that Dean loves him and Cas is family, which is also Jensen's plainly stated viewpoint, repeatedly. The man doodled "family don't end with blood" on his charity t-shirt, said that Dean loves Cas, said that he, Jensen, cares not just for his friend Misha but for the Cas character, and has spoken eloquently on the deep bond between Dean and Cas.

Also, Cas haters and Misha haters generally suck and I'm sick of their atrocious takes on the canon. They should try actually paying attention to the story of the show they claim to be so obsessed with, and if they dislike Misha, they need to at least respect that they aren't entitled to their viewpoint being indulgently catered to, that Cas and Misha are very very loved by many people involved at SPN and by a majority of the fanbase and of the SPN audience overall.

Someone needs to give the Cas antis and Misha antis a reality check.

[redneckangelsdrinkmoonshine]

I found out that Anti Hellers exist. I also found out that there are Anti Jensen and Anti Misha tags.

Look, I don't care what y'all like. I just don't understand why some people have the urge to hate on something other people enjoy. Like, what the hell is actually wrong with you?

Leave the show, but the Anti Misha and Anti Jensen tags??? Dude, y'all don't know the actors. I don't know them personally as well. We all think we do, but we have to remember, THEY ARE ACTORS! They could literally put on the sweetest mask and sweep us off our feet. Like, how could you dislike or even hate a person you don't know?

"bUt HoW cAn yOu lIkE A PerSoN yoU doN't KnOw?" It's not like I'm obsessed with these guys. I like them, I like what they've shown us, when it comes to their personalities. I can say I'm rather fond of Jensen and Misha actually. Like, okay, y'all don't like them, why make extra anti- whatever tags. I don't get it. Someone explain to me what purpose it serves. Explain it to me as if I'm a toddler.

People fucking exhaust me.

[lol-jackles]

You have a stalker!! I see andreafowler66 commenting on most of your Jensen negative posts. Gotta make sure an AA is there to always defend his honor from a random tumblr post where he isn't tagged and will never see it!

Hi Andrea! I know you'll see this so maybe you should stop obsessively checking or following blogs who regularly say things you don't like, you'll be much happier. We see your constant comments, you aren't changing anyone's minds so I don't know why you keep trying. Go back to the side of the fandom where Jensen can do no wrong no matter what he does, you'll be happier there.

Huh, yeah when I do occasionally check my activity log, that username pops up. It is funny how un-tagged Jensen posts gets AAs more mad than anti tagged posts. Just block me and save yourself the fury of my awesome existence. A month or so ago I had to block an AA because their butthurt was the size of the moon and so took up too much space in the comments.

I had a message the other day that one of the angry AA anons got impatient waiting for my response and went on a copy and paste spree to bloggers' Ask boxes saying I was the bloggers' "mentor".

Mentor? AA anon, the correct term is Jedi Master and none of your targets were my padawans.

Remember kids, only AAs deal in absolutes, like the Siths.

Common AA activity is dumping trash into someone else’s living room and then hating them for being messy.  It’s a way for them to avoid the responsibility of dealing with their own emotional trash and instead, making it someone else’s fault.  This is what middle-aged Ackles Army stans are like. @andreafowler66, don't be like that middle-aged AA stan.

[laf-outloud]

'So, Philomon, how much do you wish the wonderful Jensen Ackles had starred in, directed, produced, written and sung the theme tune to Walker Independence?'

Also, accurate.

[incarnateirony]

What an overview.

So let's see what we have with scripthunt now

Wiki leaking but helping lie about the pilot script to incite harassment she could have stopped at any time.

Wigglebox satellite stalking jensen and whatever the fuck that finale script stunt was and being mad 2po and wiki ever released the script that proved I was right and they were lying, which she implied she would have chosen to hide.

2po lying about--well, everything. First the M&G he tried to retaliate when he was busted lying, then just. You know. Lie after lie after lie easily disproven with receipts. Honestly just like. My whole blog vs his whole blog. My receipts vs his unsubstantiated claims. The 5K he conned people out of and then him and wigglebox lied, is a good start. It's been out for days and he still pretends no one responded.

2po's sources are violent antis that actually were threatening to cut hellers at a con for asking heller questions in a Cockles M&G. This is why his retaliation failed. Because his own sources were drunk, rabid and yelling. So his lies got outted.

working with what's basically a 4chan troll using pepe memes as his "source" against me that is actively doxxing people in a revenge quest to find my sources and not even doxxing "the right people." but sure as shit spamming their contact info into people's inboxes and making public allegations. Openly spent their time trying to get a server to hate on Misha. UPDATE: THEY RESPONDED TO LET US KNOW THEY'RE ACTUALLY A REDDIT TROLL.

An ocean of trolls that feel entitled to break historic LGBTQ DONT OUT PEOPLE rules and trying to blame everyone but themselves, including Misha, after using it to drill in more attacks on Misha. (gestures at the last few days of my inbox, and that's just the like 1/4 i replied to.) This, for the record, is the exact talking point Snot Rag kept trying to re-spin in our server (well, one of them.) So yay. You guys got used by a reddit incel to attack a guy.

Grifting tens of thousands of dollars out of fandom "for charity" which actually just lets them cruise gold panel cons, get something signed, and then return equivalent pocket change for the actual investment to the charity. (scripthunt's whole schtick.)

A good deal of that server is banned and on a revenge quest. Sins include harassing users across multiple channels, obsessive sea lioning and trolling for months on end, and trying to hijack server permissions to delete it.

Sneaking socks into multiple servers, not just mine, just general ongoing violation of privacy and trust. Doesn't end at Misha. All reporting back to 2po.

Oh yeah. Just. Excellent folks.

Update:

@louisianefille

That snotrag person messaged me back in March. Not sure when they got banned from the server, but they sent me a link to a blind item that was supposedly about J*red. IDK what they were up to/where they were going with their messages.

[secretswiftymarvelfan]

To celebrate I'm gonna send you some Jake Jensen, Fake Dating and this line- “You’re funny, but I can tell you’re hiding something.”

ooh this is a fun one! Thank you @sweater-daddiesdumbdork for sending in some prompts!

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Island Paradise - Jake Jensen x Reader

A/N: my ever present obsession with Glass Onion definitely came through in this one 😂

Summary: Stuck on an island paradise pretending to date your best friend... what could possibly go wrong...

Word Count: 3.8k

Warnings: Language! Fluff! Lil bit of Angst! Anti-Tech Mogul!

Dividers by @firefly-graphics

Masterlist / Challenge Masterlist

Leaning back in your chair you threw the small foam ball across the office towards your best friend and fellow movie nerd Jake. He easily caught it in one hand before throwing it back across the office to you. The ball narrowly missed Pooch’s head as it went.

“Seriously guys? Can’t you move your desks closer together if you’re gonna do that? I don’t get why they’re so far apart considering how you’re best friends” Pooch says as he sits down at his desk.

“Where’s the fun in that?” Jake says holding his hands up, signalling for you to throw the ball again “it's the challenge that makes it entertaining”

“Cougar doesn’t seem to mind” you add pointing over to Cougar who was reclined back in his seat, feet up on his desk, hat tipped low over his eyes as he snoozed.

“Plus if you’re looking for someone to blame you should be looking at Clay, he’s the one who called us all in only to disappear into some meeting” Jake points out.

“I still stand by the point that I think it’s stupid your desks are literally on opposite ends of the office, makes sense to put the nerds together” Pooch states shaking his head.

You roll your eyes as you chuck the foam ball back towards Jake. At that exact moment, Clay walks back in and catches the ball midway through its journey to Jake.

“You guys wanna know what’s going down?” Clay asks pocketing the ball and holding up a file.

Everyone got up from their desks and made their way over to the central table they often used for mission planning. Clay began laying out everything from the file on the table, Jake instantly reaching out to take one of the photos.

“Wait are we going after this guy? One of the biggest tech moguls in the world right now?” Jake asks looking down at the surveillance photo.

“Hero of yours Jensen?” Aisha asks arching a brow.

“No he’s an egomaniac that is clueless about every company he owns and I’ll never forgive him for destroying my favourite social media platform, but can’t deny the companies he owns make some cool tech,” Jake says with a shake of his head.

“Yeah well it looks like he’s looking into investing in some more sketchy businesses,” Clay says placing another surveillance photo down showing the target meeting with a known arms dealer “the bigwigs want us to do some more digging before they organise a sting”

“How are we gonna do that?” You ask.

“Well our target is a bit of a party boy, every year he holds a private festival on his private island, we’re gonna infiltrate it and plant bugs and hack into his systems” Clay explains “you and Jensen are gonna pose as a couple attending the festival”

You feel your mouth go dry and your heart skips a beat. Jake was your best friend, in many ways he was your person. He was also the person that you had the biggest, most helpless crush on. A crush that started from the moment you met him and never wavered. You had never been brave enough to tell him your true feelings, you didn’t think he felt the same way and as time went on it just got harder and harder. The last thing you wanted was to jeopardise years of friendship.

There was no way you could do this, you couldn’t pretend to be Jake’s girlfriend. Be given that taste of heaven and not be able to keep it.

“Why us?” You squeak.

Clay narrows his eyes slightly “because Jensen specialises in comms and you in espionage” he says as if it was obvious.

And it was obvious, of course you two would be the top picks for this kind of mission.

“Yes. Right. Of course. Sorry um… period brain” you laugh weakly, pointing to your head.

You instantly regret your words as soon as you said them. Jake’s eyes widened slightly, Pooch clearing his throat uncomfortably, Aisha giving you a small awkward sympathetic smile.

Clay gives you a curt nod before turning his attention back to Jake “Jensen can you make up an Instagram page, fake IDs, the works and get the pair of you on the invite list” he asks

“Sure not a problem,” Jake says nodding his head.

“Don’t forget to set up a photo shoot to get all those cute couple pics” Pooch smirks.

You could feel the heat rising in your cheeks at the idea of having to take some couple photos with Jake. How on earth were you gonna survive this weekend?

“Uh no I think we’re good,” Jake says glancing over at you before quickly looking back at the intel on the desk.

“I’ll let the pair of you go over the intel, and prepare yourself,” Clay says glancing between the two of you and passing you the file.

A week later you were sat next to Jake, his arm slung around your shoulder as the speedboat took you towards the private island. You readjusted your sunglasses as you looked down at your left hand, fiddling with the jewel that sat on your ring finger. Something pooch had suggested to strengthen your aliases.

You’d wanted to say no, but he was right, having this show of commitment to each other was a good way to stop doubts from flying. For an expert in espionage, you’d found yourself trying to weaken your aliases not strengthening them. When you a Jake had sat down to talk boundaries he’d been the one to point out that zero PDA would only arouse suspicion. He of course wanted to make sure there was nothing you’d feel uncomfortable about but that just made it so much harder for you. Damn the considerate bastard.

“You okay babe?” Jake whispered in your ear pulling you from his thoughts.

You look over at him, noting the hint of concern in his eyes “yeah” you managed to say “yeah I’m good… babe”

Jake’s lips twitch upwards as he rubs your shoulders and looks back ahead. You swallow nervously trying to calm your nerves, looking out at the horizon.

Arriving on the island you were instantly greeted by a tall man holding a clipboard “name”

“Andy Rogers and this is my fiancée” Jake smiles wrapping his arm around your waist, telling the man your fake name.

The man hums arching a brow as he looked between the two of you “right” he mutters as he glances down at his clipboard, flipping through a few pieces of paper “ah yeah here you are, on the paid list”

“Paid?” You say in confusion.

The man frowns at you “yes, the list of influencers who paid to get invited” he states looking down his nose at you “like the other 90% that are here just for the clout”

“I wanted it to be a surprise,” Jake says quickly as he looks over at you.

You blink a couple of times before realising he was trying to cover up your slip-up. You quickly recover, tucking yourself into his side and plastering on a bright smile.

“Aw babe it’s okay, the trip is enough of a surprise” you smile running your hand over his chest, earning a smile from Jake as he holds onto your tightly.

“Cute,” the man says in a bored tone “here is the key card to your room, do not approach the host or talk to him unless he talks to you, are we clear?”

“Clear as the sky,” Jake says taking the keycard “C’mon babe we’ve got exploring to do” he smiles down at you before guiding you away.

Once you were out of earshot Jake leant in to whisper in your ear “some espionage specialist you are” he says teasingly.

You quickly jab him in the ribs with your elbow “shut up” you complain “the paid bit just confused me, I can’t believe people actually paid to be here, all for some name drop and a few photos” you say looking around.

“The internet is a very strange place” Jake hums in agreement “now c’mon let's go check out our room” he grins, wiggling his eyebrows.

You couldn’t help but laugh as he pulled you off towards the hotel-like building where you’d be staying. It didn’t take too long to find your room and surprisingly it was pretty basic. It was your typical hotel set-up, a double bed, desk, one chair and bathroom. Which made the issue of sleeping arrangements more of an issue.

“I’ll take the floor,” Jake says as he pulls out his laptop and sets it on the desk.

“What? Are you insane? You can’t sleep on the floor” you argue shaking your head.

“Well, I don’t wanna make you feel uncomfortable having to share a bed, so unless you’re offering?” Jake says arching a brow.

“No I’m not, but-“ you say before sighing deeply, reassuring yourself that it would be fine “look we’re two grown-ass adults, we can share a bed it’s fine, plus it’s not like we haven’t fallen asleep together before” you point out recalling all the movie marathons you’ve ever done.

“True, but let me know if you change your mind, we both know we’ve slept on worse than a hotel floor” jake chuckles reminding you of the many many missions where you slept on forest floors.

You smile softly over at him “thanks Jake, so do you wanna go over the plan for tonight?” You ask as you move to sit at the foot of the bed.

“Go out, have some fun and try not to get too drunk” Jake nods with a lopsided smirk.

“Jake,” you say giving him a pointed look.

“Yep, I’ve got the fake keycard here, you just gotta swap it for one of the staff’s, got an idea of a target?” Jake says holding up the keycard he brought with him.

“Are you sure you’ll be able to make the card access all areas?” You question making Jake gasp.

“Are you doubting my abilities?” He gasps before pointing over at you “you should know better” you shoot him another look “yes I can, for a tech mogul he’s picked some pretty basic tech” he confirms as he grabs the TV remote and flips on the TV.

“Good that’ll make it easier, I can easily swipe a waiter's pass,” you say with a shrug of your shoulders.

“Oh shit, they have all the Marvel movies! Even the ones that aren’t out on streaming yet!” Jake exclaims as he flicks through the TV before turning to look back at you “do we have to go out tonight, can’t we do the swiping tomorrow?” He asks hopefully.

“No” you pout because you would much rather have a marvel marathon than go out and fake date “we can’t raise any suspicions”

“Can we at least watch the new Black Panther movie when we get back later?” Jake pleads with puppy dogs eyes.

“Of course, I never pass up Marvel” you smirk “now we better go out and mingle a bit, make sure we don’t look like outsiders,” you say nodding towards the door.

Jake nods in agreement slipping his laptop back into his bag out of sight. Once the both of you were ready, Jake took your hand and led you out of the room and towards the pool area.

You had expected to have to be the ones who reached out and started conversations, but you had barely sat down at the bar and ordered a drink when a bubbly blond sat down beside you.

The conversation flowed pretty easily, mostly because she just talked about herself and all you and Jake had to do was sit, listen and pretend to be interested.

“Anyway enough about me! What was it that brought the two of you together?” She grins as she sips on her cocktail.

“Oh movies, we both kinda nerds when it comes to that sort of stuff,” Jake says honestly, smiling over at you.

“And travel” you add, recalling all the photos Jake had put on your Instagram page, all of which were from R&R days on missions.

“Yeah and travel there’s not a place we haven’t been” Jake chuckles as he shifts in his seat.

“Awesome! Where’s the best place you’ve been” she asks excitedly “I went backpacking in Bolivia and it was amazing!”

You stifled a laugh as you glanced over at Jake who was rubbing his beard to cover his smile “yeah we’ve been to Bolivia, not our favourite” you say making Jake snort with laughter.

“Yeah, we have fun in Mexico though” Jake grins.

“Oh, I love Mexico!” The blond exclaims “I like you two” she smiles pointing at the two of you “I’ll make sure to see you two later, see ya” she says hopping off her stool and giving the both of you a little wave before disappearing off.

“I’m starting to think this weekend is going to be easier than expected” Jake whispers in your ear, a shiver running down your back when you felt his lips ghost over the shell of your ear.

You swallow, nodding your head as you look over at him “yeah” you managed to say.

The mission might be easier, but keeping your cool was only getting harder and harder.

You were seriously struggling. Not with the mission. The mission was going perfectly. You had swapped the key cards, planted the bugs and hacked into the system to download all the info you could. All that was left to do was make sure you didn’t arouse any suspicion.

No, where you were struggling was with your feelings towards Jake. Because this weekend had been perfect. He’d been everything you ever dreamt of and more. But it wasn’t real.

It wasn’t real when Jake would wrap his arms around you and kiss your neck and shoulders. It wasn’t real when he pulled you onto the dance floor and spun you around. It wasn’t real when you woke up this morning, your head on his chest, his arms wrapped around you securing. And it certainly wasn’t real when he decided to feed you some of his pancakes, gently wiped away the syrup with his thumb and licked it off.

The story he told of how he proposed was also fake. Which killed you the most because it would be the perfect kind of proposal, one that would have you shouting yes over and over again as you leapt into his arms.

You weren’t sure how much more your heart could take, it felt like it was going to burst out of your chest at any moment. You needed to relax, try and just have fun, the mission was pretty much completed after all.

Which is probably why you decided to drink a bit more than you usually did. You weren’t drunk per se but you were definitely tipsy, making you act a little differently.

“Hey, you okay?” Jake asked as he grabbed your hand and pulled you off the dance floor.

“Pfft yeah I’m fine,” you say waving it off, your hand patting his chest.

Jake’s brows furrow and his eyes scan your face in concern “let’s get out here” he says, not giving you a chance to argue as he pull you away from the party and back towards your room.

“Jake I’m fine,” you say once back inside the safety of your room.

“No you’re not, you’re acting skittish and weird,” Jake says shaking his head “you have been all weekend, now what’s wrong”

You bit your lip as you try to think of something to say to explain your strange behaviour. You couldn’t stand being here any longer, you needed to get off this island if you had any hope of remaining sane.

“I think we should just abort the mission, just call it off and get the hell out of here” you state shaking your head.

“Why” Jake frowns in confusion

“Because…. Because um….” You stutter “Because I think this is all one massive cult and- and they all know that we’re outsiders and they’ll turn this into one massive murder mystery party with a cooky detective with a strange accent, they’re onto us and I’m gonna be like Florence Pugh, like everyone out there those influencers are just weird and not normal” you rant gesturing wildly.

Jake looks back at you eyes wide, his palms pressed together as he held his fingers to his lips to try and stop himself from laughing “You’re funny but I know you’re hiding something” he says pointing with his hands over to you “so just tell me what’s up”

“I- I can’t” you whisper shaking your head “just please forget it”

Jake shakes his head as he walks over “no because something’s wrong and it’s upsetting you so tell me what it is so I can help” he says cupping your cheek.

You bit your lip to try and stop it from wobbling “you can’t jake” you sniffle.

“Try me” Jake presses, wiping away your tears with his thumb.

“Jake” you whisper shaking your head.

“Y/N, sweetheart please” he continues to press.

“Jake please just stop” you beg, you couldn’t do this, admit your feelings, it would ruin everything.

“No not until you tell me what’s wrong” Jake states firmly.

“It’s nothing” you mutter, sniffling back your tears.

“It’s clearly not, Y/N c’mon” Jake presses, stepping even closer to you.

You choke back a sob, you had to stay strong, no matter how close he got, or how soft his hand felt against your cheek. But you felt like you were a volcano about to erupt.

“Y/N please” he presses once more causing your resolve to completely crumble.

“Because I love you okay!” You shout “I’ve loved you ever since I met you and it’s only gotten worse and this weekend has been hell because I’ve gotten to live the relationship I’ve dreamt about for years and its all fake and once the weekends over its all over and gone and I just hate that” you ramble getting everything off your chest, tears free fall down your cheeks.

A deafening silence fell in the room as Jake stared back at you, mouth agape, eyes wide. You watched him as he slowly blinked and closed his mouth as he tried to think of something to say. Clearly trying to work out a way to let you down gently.

“Look, just forget it,” you say stepping back and holding your hands up “it’s stupid and you clearly don’t feel the same way and you’re my best friend and-“ you say beginning to ramble, your hand shaking as you wipe away your tears.

“Whoa, whoa, whoa shit wait hold up” Jake interrupted surging forward and grabbing your hands to stop you from stepping back any further “you just caught me by surprise that’s all,” he said with a light chuckle “fuck Y/N I’ve loved you since the moment I met you too, I just didn’t think I ever had a chance”

“Don’t lie to me Jake” you stutter shaking your head at him.

“I’m not, I’d never lie to you Y/N, never,” Jake says softly as he cups your cheek “I love you Y/N”

“You do?” You whisper in disbelief.

“Always have” Jake smiles softly.

You look up at him, wide-eyed as you searched his eyes and face for any hint of a lie. But you found nothing, you still were struggling to believe it though.

That was until Jake slowly leant in, his lips softly capturing your lips. As soon as his lips met yours it felt like a shock of electricity travelling through your body, bringing you to life. Your arms wrap around his shoulders, fingers running up into his hair.

Jake’s arms snaked around your waist lifting you slightly as he pulled you closer. He slowly started walking the both of you back towards the bed, a squeak of surprise escaping your lips as you fell back onto the bed.

Jake held himself up enough that he was only an inch or two away, letting out a short breathy laugh as he looked down at you “hey” he smiled.

“Hi” you grin biting your lip as you smiled back up at him.

“Do you believe me now?” He asks gently brushing some hair out of your face.

You nod your head “yeah… yeah I do” you whisper.

“Good because I’m sick of pretending, pretending that I don’t like you more than a friend, pretending that being your fake fiancé isn’t killing me inside,” Jake says with a small shake of his head.

“Same” you mutter reaching up to cup his cheek and smiling back at him.

“So how about tomorrow we have our first real date? Enjoy the time we have left on this island together” Jake suggests.

“Sounds amazing” you grin nodding your head.

“Perfect” Jake smiles as he leans back down to kiss you.

Monday morning you and Jake stepped off of the speedboat and onto the small dock together. Jake’s arm draped over your shoulder, your hand holding onto his as the both of you walked towards the bar where the rest of the team was waiting for you.

As soon as you stepped inside the bar, the team fell silent for a second before instantly jumping into an argument. There was so much shouting you could barely hear what was being said.

“Whoa, guys what’s going on,” Jake asked as you reached the table.

“Just shut up and let them tell us what happened” Aisha shouts ending the argument.

“How did it go guys?” Clay asks turning to face you.

“Great got everything we needed,” you say, frowning slightly trying to work out what was going on, looking up at Jake to see if he has any clue.

“Yeah, they’re dating” Cougar nods.

“Told ya, pay up pooch!” Clay cheers holding out his hand.

“For god's sake,” Pooch grumbles as he pulls out and places 100 bucks on the table.

“What is going on here?” Jake says shaking his head in confusion.

“We had a bet on whether you guys would finally admit that you liked each other and you two just won me 100 bucks” Clay explains proudly.

“Wha-wha- how did you know?” You stutter in shock.

“You guys are so painfully obvious, how would we not notice” Aisha points out.

“Right well here’s the intel, I’m gonna go spoil my girl,” Jake says dropping his laptop bag onto the table.

“And since you wouldn’t have this without us, we’re gonna take our cut,” you say grabbing 50 bucks from Clay’s hand.

Before Clay could argue, Jake had steered you out of the bar and towards the beach “let's go celebrate babe” he grins.

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[deaneverafter]

Literally cannot with so-called "Jensen fans" who will spend all day, every day, obsessing over "the coven", a dozen people who while vile, ultimately have zero reach and can really do nothing to affect Jensen, while ignoring (or worse, defending and befriending) heller cult, who say the same exact toxic things, but more often than that, much worse things, about Jensen. But haha, it's okay because they said they love him, so it makes it okay, doesn't it? Call him ugly, this phobic, that phobic, but end it all with "but I love him, haha", "I say this hateful manifesto with the utmost love, because I want to FIX him", but it's all fine, them saying THE worst things about him. All thousands and thousands of them, and their multiple accounts, spamming every account and post, showing up for every project he does to cause drama, embarrass him. But a handful of bullies that only get any traction when someone else is obsessing over them, now that is the real threat 🙄 That, and apparently, if you hate Jared, it's fine, you can do whatever you want, say whatever gross, damaging things about Jensen, and it's all okay, because "they're on our side" (spoiler alert, they very much are not). And lastly, it's the whole "I haven't seen them say anything bad about Danneel, so they're good in my books". That seems to really set off some "fans". Because when tinhatters or antis say Danneel treats Jensen like garbage, they call that bad behaviour. But when the hellers say the same exact things, Danneel has him worshipping at her feet, Danneel thinks he's nothing, Danneel loves Misha more than she loves him, Danneel's main priority is deathstiel, Danneel wants to force Jensen to bang Misha, they act as if it's all good stuff, yass, Queen. Even though, if true, it would actually be incredibly toxic and downright abusive. But they praise it, and I suppose, that's good enough? As long as you hate Jared, love Danneel and use her to put Jensen down, you can say whatever you want about Jensen, attack him in any way, without any repercussions. Such "Jensen fans" will have your back! Do also notice that every drama, every "controversy" that has come Jensen's way these past couple of years, it came from heller fam and Misha, it wasn't the haters who admit they're haters (despite their best efforts to damage Jensen and his career, they just don't have it), it was the snakes in the grass. Even a huge portion of the things those antis accuse him of, criticize him for, those "social justice issues" come from hellers (for example, their tantrums about the con photographers, calling him a predator, thief, etc. That was hellers who started that, the haters, "the coven" just saw the opportunity and continued it). If you were actually a Jensen fan, that should be the most important thing to think about, protecting him, not about fighting Jared stans, not about backing up "supernatural fam" (wtf even is that, other than a bunch of opportunists leeching off Jensen?). Of course, at the end of the day, everyone's allowed to care about what they want. All I wish is for people to not be hypocrites and put their money where their mouth is. Like, absolutely call out the weirdo haters and tinhatters, etc. But if you actually care about Jensen, have the same energy with hellers and Misha stans being disgusting as well

The priority shouldn't be whether "spn fam" is being overhyped, their importance to the Supernatural story or the show's legacy being overstated. Especially when they've shown they really don't care about Jensen, they don't see him as a friend or even a coworker they respect, Misha and the rest only see him as a way to gain clout, habitually use him to get attention for themselves, to make themselves less irrelevant for just a bit. The priority shouldn't just be is Danneel being worshipped blindly or "respected" (because let's be real, the things hellers say don't exactly paint a pretty picture. Hellers only think they're singing praises, because anything they can use to mock or demean Jensen is a good thing in their books), while Jensen gets treated like a leper, a loser, no biggie. The priority should be, at the very least, is Jensen being treated like a person, being afforded basic human respect. The priority should be, what can I do so people who enjoy mocking him, insulting him, spreading gross rumours about him, don't feel welcome to stick around, so they're not hurting him and his career. It shouldn't be let's defend and befriend them

[cultivatingyourfuture]

after hearing the pitch on your main blog, and scrolling far enough to see the tags you were putting on some posts, i am very intrigued about the everything that is going on (especially with emily) so could i get a brief rundown of the everything pls n thanks you

i spent forever trying to figure out how to tell a "brief" version of this story and this is how i settled on doing it. keep in mind this is the brief version and if you want in depth explanations/analysis on specific parts of the story i IMPLORE you to ask me about it because there is just no way for me to say everything i want to here and I STILL had to omit some details for brevitys sake. ok

content warnings: death. physical abuse. emotional abuse. verbal abuse. violence. implications of sexism. implications of misogyny. body horror. child death. child endangerment. talk of drug addiction. talk of alcoholism. obsession. stalking. kidnapping.

two fucked up siblings [paige jensen, pierre jensen] make a company (regrowth) and make cyborgs about it. first one they make runs away but the data they're still getting from it reveals their tech works like.. extraordinarily well with plant life? they build a tech empire off of this idea. they continue making cyborgs as well but the brother has so much guilt about the first go round he refuses any part in it (but still allows it to happen. his sister is the only reason he has any semblance of power, after all.) the sister continues running new experiments regarding combat and medicine and anti-aging and etc etc with her technology on a variety of subjects-- some willing, some unwilling, some already dead before they could say something either way. notable cases include toni finnigan, a terminally ill woman who engages with the project as a last resort and considers herself indebted to the siblings as a result; neil marshall, a young boy who accidentally saw the siblings first attempt to procure that first subject which went horribly ary and got the wrong guy (who was neils father); emily jyung, the scientist overseeing much of the cyborg testing at paiges discretion who decides she can't live with what she's done and seen and submits herself to the process in order to find atonement; holly pendleton, a girl who signed up for a very simple consumer test, took a wrong turn, and found paige jensen elbow deep in some poor guys chest cavity; and vallen rosamel, an addict and thief who makes the great decision of trying to hit on pierre jensen on absolutely the wrong night. pierres inferiority complex keeps him where he is in his position of power even though the weight of the cyborg project and his involvement is slowly crushing him and paiges fear of failure has her spending more and more time on it in a desperate attempt to make something of herself since pierre (charismatic. likeable. dude) gets all the credit for her (brash. awkward. woman) innovations.

meanwhile in like........ summer 2000 that first runaway cyborg falls into the backyard of this scientist with a really bad caretaker complex named francesca (i never call her francesca/frankie tbh i call her fizzle) who sees this thing with cracked glowing eyes and vines crawling out of its arms and goes oh. okay. and takes it in and starts fixing it up-- culling the plant that's affixed itself to this person's core and repairing the technology and finally fitting a voicebox onto it because it can't speak. this person(?) then relays that it has no idea who it is or where they came from, just that there were two people and this impending sense that they needed to leave, now. because of their lack of memories, they decide on a new name for them and they choosd Cherry, after the type of plant thats now in their systems. cherry uses he/she/they pronouns because fizzle (trans woman) asks him about it and she's like Oh. Um. Good question. Let's... find out? and so they use all pronouns and then never change that because those work well enough.

cherry adjusts well enough but they're really frustrated with their lack of memories because they don't even know if they consented to the process or not, they don't know if they had a family, they don't know what they left behind and what's waiting for them or who's looking (side note-- the only thing that feels any bit of familar are songs. something something foreshadowing something something playlist thats a work in progress). it doesn't help that the time they spent between escaping and coming across fizzle consisted of a lot of people being terrified of them and looking to hurt them (one guy literally shoots them like?? two days before they find fizzle????) so she's got this crushing sense that she's missing a fundamental part of herself that makes her able to be """human"""-- or, at least, accepted by humans. and she decides that whatever that is was probably lost along with her memories. so that really bothers them.

anyways a good bit of time passes and then they start picking up this high pitched frequency and fizzle can't fix it nor figure out the source of it so cherry just has to deal with Robot Tinnitus for a little bit. but they figure out that the frequency changes depending on how far / close they get to... whatever the hell the source is. so they wait till dark and they go out and Follow It, and it lands them at this dingy little nightclub juuust in time to watch someone stagger into the alleyway holding their head like they're in pain. or maybe hearing something very very loud. so cherry slowly approaches as the frequency gets louder and louder and more painful and boop! connection found.

the person she's founds name is vallen rosamel and shit has been WEIRD for him as of late. his hair started growing in a different color about four months ago the plants do that just roll with it, all of the substances he was taking just quit working one day, and theyre having longer and longer gaps in their memory every day. and now there's this SCREAMING in their EARS and oh my god. who the fuck are YOU. so after a lot of confusion and a lot of gentle explaining they figure out that vallens the same thing cherry is. which begs a LOT of fucking questions like What's up with that frequency. Who is making them. How is he just out and about. which are all very very important questions but cherry is so excited to FINALLY FIND SOMEONE LIKE THEM that they forget that for a little bit lmao. but cherry convinces vallen to let their friend do a couple of tests (which are very limited. bc the kind of plant vallens got is a citrus fruit and fizzle has a citrus allergy lmao) and what they figure out is that while cherrys got... like... a fourth of a human brain and LED eyes and cybernetic legs and a cybernetic arm and no digestive system and oh yeah NO MEMORIES, vallens got like. some brain, eye, and digestive modifications. and that's about it. the only thing he can't remember are those aforementioned memory gaps as well as however they came about being a cyborg too. sorry cherry but you haven't exactly found someone like you :( and vallen is like okay I want nothing to do with this. no ones gonna fuckin believe me so i may as well just try to live my life the way i have been (spoilers: that life's not good!) and cherry kind of talks to him for a bit. says she understands how confusing and frustrating it all is. but is also like Man you are my ONE HOPE of figuring out what happened to me can you even just CONSIDER sticking around just long enough for me to know you can't tell me anything new. and vallens like ff. fine. anyways that turns into 1 to three years I haven't decided yet. vallen and cherry (and fizzle) are kind of gay about it. it's fine don't worry about that.

anyways eventually Shit Goes Down. vallen gets activated by some other force, stops responding whatsoever, knocks cherry the fuck out and takes fizzle down too when she tries to stop them. all three of them end up in regrowth. uh oh.

cherry gets confronted by paige who has this whole speech but the basics of it are:

-she purposefully sent vallen out into the world in an attempt to find cherry. was going to just kill them originally but decided to let them linger in case she could ever Use Them for her own purposes and apparently that time has come

-never took direct control of vallen-- any connections they've made with him are more than likely genuine because paige can't handle social manipulation like her brother can-- but she was certainly keeping tabs and certainly knows a couple of things even if she doesn't say it directly (like the fact she's calling cherry 'cherry' and not. whatever his name was before. hm.)

-apparently paige has discovered some shit about pierre that 1. she thinks will DEFINITELY bring cherry onto her side and 2. has made her decide that pierre has to go NOW

-"you can either help me or ill just kill you/wipe your memories and return you to testing" and "you can either get revenge on one of us or lose to both of us" as her main points

cherry is having none of this. breaks the fuck out of her containment and runs rampant through the facility, breaking shit, knocking people out, runs into pierre at one point who just stares at her and calls him a name that........... isnt "Cherry" before she just sprints the hell away, up until he 1. locks himself in an old lab, 2. modifies her cybernetic arm by hand to attach a blaster weapon onto it (painful), and 3. escapes into a vent and finds himself in all the backparts of the facility. ends up seeing more cyborgs during testing and is like Holy shit how many people have they done this to. these people need to go home.

keeping this part brief bc the rest of this will also.... not be. I promise I'm telling the brief version here. cherry finds vallen (has to fight him. doesn't want to. does it anyway.) and gets him out of paiges control via dropping a fucking light fixture on him and shortcircuting him a bit. they find fizzle. they go from the lower parts of the facility where the projects been held up to the company building bc they figure out the servers are there and if Cherry can get into those she can find the other bots' memories (and hopefully enough info to incriminate regrowth?), free those, and get them out of there. they get up there and the buildings been evacuated which makes finding the servers much easier. cherry parses the information and also figures out her memories aren't there + her file is mostly redacted. but theres that name again! the one pierre called him!! and if the memories aren't there then. where are they.

sorry no time to dwell on that bc more cyborgs attack! cherry, fizzle, vallen get them their memories back which overwrites their protocols. good news; thats all the active cyborgs left in the building (gonna give u names right quick-- holly (foxglove), mara (hellebore), enzo (chestnut) ) cherry is like we gotta find you guys an exit. as they do so cherry comes across pierres office and is like......... hey. yall go ahead. i need to. check something. fizzle and vallen are like 🤨 but they're like okay. please be careful. and they Go.

this is the part of the story where I advise you to look at the content warnings up above very carefully

so cherry goes into pierres office and starts rummaging around, looking under placemats and taking apart photo frames n stuff, looking to the password to his computer. she finds some stuff-- other passwords, checks, an image of a girl?, but eventually she just says "fuck it," plugs into it, breaks through the password screen, looks through the files and THATS where she finds her memories. finally. after all this time.

so cherry hides under the desk and downloads all of it. all at once. don't worry about that too much right now but this is a disorienting, horrifying experience for cherry to say the least. and as if the memories themselves aren't bad enough cherry is like... why did he know that name but paige didn't. why were they on his computer. why... was a picture of me... behind one of the photo frames.... on his desk .......

and then the door creaks. and pierre sees them. and explains his side of things. we'll revisit that in a bit. so cherry is horrified and is very much ready to murder pierre. and she, uh. does. she chases him down the hall (because of course he runs. of course.), points her blaster at his head, and fires. she just kills him.

and then, because he's still pissed and terrified, he goes to find paige. paige deploys another cyborg (kudzu; dead body that paige essentially pilots and therefore not considered an "active" cyborg). cherry kills that too (lot easier when youre not trying to keep them alive). cherry finds paige. they talk. they fight. beat the shit out of each other. cherry aims and is ready to kill but realizes that's what paige wants. says she'd rather her be alive for every moment people realize what she's done. lets her go. paige watches him walk away, then gathers juuust enough strength to enter a few more commands into her main console, then collapses.

cherry, while trying to leave the building, is then confronted by a previously "retired" (see: shut down and locked up for years) cyborg, neil (lemon). cherry is horrified to see him-- so horrified, in fact, that she doesn't do anything when he approaches and impales her through the stomach with a blade built into his arms. she drops, and he walks away.

cherry then crawls her way back to the regrowth server room, plugs herself into the system, and uploads her consciousness in a last desperate bid to stay alive. they are found by fizzle and vallen later. reporters and police swarm the building, and they retrieve lemon, having found him curled up in an alcove in the wall of the main trial area for the cyborg project. paige jensen is arrested, cherrys body is retrieved to be repaired by fizzle, and regrowth is no more.

... so. ok. let's take several steps back and fill in some gaps here.

eveline ethel woode grew up in the same town paige and pierre jensen moved to when pierre was about 2 and paige was 10. daughter of a textile ceo and an ex movie starlet, she was very much under her parents thumb. her mother blamed eveline for ruining her career, since she wouldn't have had to have left the business had she never gotten pregnant, and her father's anger at the most likely heir to his company being a woman combined with his own alcoholism led to a lot of physical abuse that left eveline with a permanent limp and a broken nose. this treatment broke eveline woode to her very core. which went almost entirely unnoticed (or at least uncared for) by everyone except for one pierre jensen. because pierre-- pierre was not only perceptive (how else are you going to figure out what makes people like you?), but he was going through something similar to eveline. do you know how comforting that can be, to know you're not the only one? to see someone suffering the same way you are? neither of them deserved that. neither of them deserved to be alone in this. pierre, slowly, fixates on the idea of getting eveline out of her situation-- on saving them both. and maybe, just maybe, he'd finally find someone he wouldn't have to pretend for anymore. maybe he'd finally have a solution to how fucking alone he was, maybe he'd,

and then eveline Leaves. at the age of 16, she pulls the strings to get herself a cheap little rented home for the next year in a town far the hell away that has enough of a reputation of being where no one wants to go, and she leaves. and this... isnt how things were supposed to go for pierre. she was supposed to leave with him. she was supposed to be HIS escape, not her own. this isn't the way things were supposed to go, just who the hell does she think she is, taking his ONE CHANCE of happiness away? it's like she doesn't even care what--

eveline woode lands in a foggy little town in georgia and things are okay. she always loved flowers, and there's enough actual air in the sky here to let them grow. she's as alone and isolated as she's always been, and that emptiness never quite goes away, but at least she's safe now.

anyways, whatever funds she was able to scramble together from her parents isnt going to last forever, so she picks up some odd jobs and through that ends up meeting this guy named scott. scott is a father of two and he's been through some similar shit to eveline so he Notices The Behaviors (and she's about the same age as his daughter which makes him worry about her MORE) (also Why is a seventeen year old living on her own in this shitty town thats worrisome on its own) and slowly eveline starts to become a good family friend of theirs. she babysits his son, housesits, shes invited to things-- anything to make her feel welcomed and loved. which is... not anything eveline is used to. she tries to not think about it, considers it as just doing her job and doing what's right but like. she loves the marshalls. and they consider her as much of family as they can. mason, scotts daughter, fills her in on pop culture and his wife gives her gardening and baking tips and he shows her music he loves from his record collection (and she starts a small one of her own, too!) and theyre Happy. eveline woode is happy.

anyways meanwhile paige jensen is relaying to her brother about her New Ideas for cybernetically enhanced people and how hard it's going to be to find a volunteer willing or otherwise and pierres like ".... otherwise??" and paige is like Oh. I mean. we couldn't do that. i mean, it'd have to be somebody NO ONE cared about that NO ONE ever notices that has NO CONNECTIONS and NO and pierre sees an Opportunity here. and he suggests a target. because she can't be doing that well for herself anyways, right? not without him there. paige has already perfected memory transfers; all he'd have to do is modify them a little and then everything would be the way it was supposed to be. maybe it's a little grotesque, maybe it's immoral, maybe it's too far, but it'd be worth it in the long run. it'd be fine. it'd be fine. it'd be f

pierre finds eveline, follows her for a few weeks, figures out a path she takes at a certain time in the night that's just secluded enough for him to grab her and leave (besides. bad town. lotsa police reports go unchecked. this Can't Go Wrong)

it goes wrong. someone rounds the corner and pierre goes to hit them over the head and realizes it's a man. but the guy gets spooked and falls ass backwards and impales himself on a fence which was NOTTHEFUCKINGPLANHOLYSHIT. and to make matters worse, the guys son rounds the corner too and at 12 years old neil marshall watches his father scott die and gets a good look at pierre jensens face in the process.

so. scott dies. eveline thinks of it as some divine punishment for anything good happening to her. returns to her self isolating ways. the marshalls never see her again. December 18th 1999 pierre jensen goes to her home directly, knocks her out, and drags her away. it's not until december 24th that anyone realizes she's gone and by then there's not many leads besides some missing items, a broken window in the door, and her own blood.

so when subject 0 runs away and pierre is also faced with an ultimatum of kill a 12 year old or submit him to the same fate as his sister that's kind of when he realizes that umm. uh. maybe this was a bad idea actually. because the ONE THING he was in it for is gone and, as far as he knows, dead. but his face is on magazines and he's catapulted into popularity and he has a company to run, doesn't he? and after so long of feeling powerless, of feeling like nothing, can he really bear to give that power up?

so. additional things. neil marshall gets his memories back and ends up spending a lot of time waiting for cherry to get repaired and wake up because he needs to tell eveline he's sorry and that he misses her and also that he's sorry. fizzle and vallen kind of get the fill about eveline from neil bc the poor kids gotta talk through this shit good god. cherry gets repaired and is functional, hypothetically, but she still doesn't wake up.

so from the database he's still in, cherry is the one sending out information about the story. there's this desperation to understand why they're here and how things ended up like this and to make people know what happened to them. what happened to eveline. because cherry has lived their own life with their own experiences that have shaped her own ideologies and attitudes and shes.... not.... eveline. not anymore, anyway. and this crushes them in so many ways because things were getting so much better for eveline for such a long while there and SHES the one who deserves the friends and the family and the revenge and the peace of mind but she DOESNT GET IT. she'll never get it, because cherrys the one who gets it. because eveline woode died on december 18th 1999 and cherry is what has grown through the gaps like an infection and how much of her is even left there, really? something something commentary about haunting the narrative and being considered less of a character and more as a motivation when you always deserved better from the narrative you were stuck into.

anyways. cherry does eventually get back into their body, reconciles with the fact that eveline is not her humanity and that maybe he never was human and that's okay because it's him and that's all that matters, continues to have turmoil about it but it's. fine. rough reconciliation with the marshalls because he's not eveline but they deserve to see eveline alive again so here he is. cherry pushes on and values the life he has and can only hope that that can in some way grant evelines memory peace.

anyways cherry would be 43 years old today and i think he owns a record/head shop and still goes to therapy once a week send fucking tweet

[dotthings]

Anyone who continues the false narrative “Jensen hates Destiel” “Jensen is uncomfortable with Destiel”

FOUR YEARS AFTER SPN ENDING OMG WILL THE ANTI-DESTIELS EVER SHUT YOUR MOUTHS SMEARING JENSEN

While Jensen has made it abundantly clear he supports queer readings, he supports queer fans, and Destiel shippers, and he’s completely cool with it.

Anyone doing that isn’t a Jensen Ackles fan, full stop.

They need to get off my lawn.

This is aimed at certain dedicated Jensen stan accounts and Jared stan brosonlies alike. It’s all disrespectful, inane, hateful, and cowardly. They’re all cowards, because they don’t even have the guts to own their own hatred of a queer ship so they keep hiding behind Jensen, projecting onto Jensen, using Jensen as their hate flag.

Seeing Jensen continued to be dragged through the mud like this by the side that claims to respect him, while they use him like this, it’s painful. This is supposed to be part of Jensen’s base??? They treat him like trash.

This is not respect. This not being a fan. They’re eaten by their obsessive hatred for a queer ship and use Jensen for it.

[sapphyreopal5]

Not an ask, just an opinion.

Personally, I think Jensen has been in love with Jared the whole filming of SPN and Jared and he were involved all that time. When Jared decided to try to make his marriage with Gen work, broke up with Jensen and wanted to leave SPN, it devastated Jensen to the point where he wanted to hurt Jared very badly, by stealing the legacy they created together and making the Prequel. That would explain the anger exhibited by those videos/pictures he posted of him body building during The Boys, the refusing to take responsibility for his own actions and blaming Jared, the bad decisions, the sadness and self-loathing he exhibits whenever he is around his wife, the self-aggrandizing (to get Jared's attention) and why he only looks alive and happy when he's with Jared. The supposed women he is having affairs with are just for cover, to appease his ego and stroke his soul, which is probably the only thing keeping him going right now, underneath the swagger of ego. He's an unhappy, jilted, ex who met his soul mate and now has to live without him. I don't see his unhappiness ending anytime soon.

Hmm interesting opinion/ask you shared with me here, Anon. I see you are a so called "tin hatter" who has managed to find my blog. Thank you for stopping by to share your thoughts with me. So, I am going to begin by saying that I will admit I myself have had some questions about some things I've learned and noticed myself with what I have seen, heard, etc. I do think a lot of what you're saying here has some truth to it. However, it is not as simple as them being exes or in a secret relationship or in love with each other and I highly suspect things are one sided. I don't know if you've read much about my blog or if you've just seen certain anti Danneel posts of mine but my blog is mainly about the SPN cast along with spirituality related topics, particularly divination. For that reason, I am going to share with you a reading I did about this topic back on October 4, 2023 after a friend of mine and I have been seeing some things while dreamwalking, and noticing some things that have manifested after seeing said things.

In the Tarot, The Hierophant who is said to be the masculine counterpart to The High Priestess represents spiritual wisdom, religious beliefs, conformity, tradition, institutions, personal beliefs, freedom, and sometimes on the contrary challenging the status quo. The 3 of Cups is said to be a card of celebration, friendship, creativity, collaborations, independence, alone time, hardcore partying, and sometimes even the notion that ‘three’s a crowd’. The King of Pentacles is symbolic of wealth, business, leadership, security, discipline, abundance, or on the opposite end of things being financially inept, obsessed with wealth and status, and also a stubborn personality. The Page of Wands represents inspiration, ideas, discovery, limitless potential, a free spirit, newly-formed ideas, redirecting energy, self-limiting beliefs, and a spiritual path being presented. The 7 of Swords (a card I admittedly am not liking in this reading I did) is a card that stands for betrayal, deception, getting away with something, acting strategically, imposter syndrome, self-deceit, and states someone is keeping secrets. Death in the Tarot may sound self-explanatory as to its meaning but is not always meant to be telling of a literal death. In the Tarot, Death is about endings, change (and resistance to), transformation (internal and external), transition, and inner purging. Lastly, The Emperor in this deck ties in somewhat with The Hierophant with some similar meanings and what the card represents, which include authority, establishment, structure, a father figure, domination, excessive control, lack of discipline, and generally being inflexible.

So, I post an extremely small fraction of the things I receive divination readings about and post things with the direction of my guides. Some of my guides include the higher selves (in Jensen's case, former higher selves [currently a "dumped" incarnation]) of both Jensen's and Jared's. Some of the things I have not posted on here involve the true nature of their relationship, which again is not as straight forward or as simple as a said secret relationship between them or both being in love with each other. I do agree with you that Jensen seems to feel some hurt from some thing(s) Jared has done (or not) behind closed doors. After watching some old interview clips, con videos, etc., I do notice some interesting looks and behaviors coming from Jensen's direction (body language, how he looks at Jared compared to other people, etc.).

The King of Pentacles being diagonal from the Page of Wands (which I feel symbolizes Jared in this particular case) and also the 7 of Swords is very interesting (and concerning as I'll explain why). The Hierophant and The Emperor (boot looking card) paired in present in this reading together states there is an authoritative father figure that's fairly religious (Jensen's father who Jared reportedly called "Papa Ackles") involved that is a big reason why Jensen is in the closet. However, the 2 cards that tinhatters are probably not gonna like seeing the explanation for here are Death and 7 of Swords. As I'll explain below, these 2 cards are setting half the tone in this reading with . I am not here to appease to people with what I write and such. If it resonates okay if not then it doesn't, simple as that. The card in the center (Page of Wands) curiously is the same card I feel represents Jared. This to me confirms that Jared is more or less on the receiving end of things and isn't so much "giving" out as much as some think but instead "goes with the flow". I also believe greatly that Jared doubts himself a lot and seems to put himself down a lot when praising Gen and others, which is part of what's called Imposter Syndrome.

Based on what I know of his dad Alan and have seen in some YouTube videos (like this one, [trigger warning: this is a Pro Life related video so if this is a trigger do not watch!]), I do believe now based on what I've learned about his past, have observed both on and off camera with women versus Jared say, and even his actions (or inactions) that Jensen is not of the straight orientation. I believe also his dad is a big reason for this, as I think he is afraid of not getting approval from his dad should he not conform to the Christian family man image Jensen to this day tries to sell (and is failing at doing so more and more as the days go on). The Emperor (authoritative father figure) and The Hierophant (religious, institutional, and traditional ways of being) I believe tie in strongly with the dynamic between Jensen and his dad. Is Jensen afraid of "getting the boot" (The Emperor) from his religious dad (The Hierophant) and therefore his family? You mentioned the women/woman Jensen's sleeping with is all for cover and even his marriage with Danneel, or the so called "bearding". I have been wondering if this is why Jensen has never once that I can recall shown Danneel any real affection publicly (and vice versa). You can talk all you want about feeling this and that about her Jensen at cons but those of us who pay attention know better. Actions (and inactions) speak much louder than words. The 3 of Cups in this reading seems to point to what you are suggesting here.

With regards to the King of Pentacles representing Jensen, he likes to dress "nicer" (personally, I want to burn the green shirt he wore to the Charlotte con a couple months back), is VERY big on personal image and sticks with the Christian family man persona that clearly isn't working out. However, I believe he makes a lot of very poor decisions both from a business aspect (thus the "financially inept" tidbit from the King of Pentacles description coming into play here) AND in his personal life. I also elaborated a good deal here on the King of Pentacles representing Jensen in this reading I did a few months ago regarding Drake and Jensen's relationship dynamic (Drake being a so called "mini Jared" or "Jared 2.0). I also mentioned in that post things about Jensen wearing green velvet to interviews before The Winchesters aired. Rumors have been going around for a while that Family Business Beer Company is doing badly but I believe it's becoming more apparent in recent months. They are aggressively trying to expand the distribution of their beers yet their location hours remain at a solid 30 hours, which in itself is a troubling sign (as is being closed for 3 days of the week). Recently I've read a couple posts here on Tumblr mentioning possible layoffs have happened at FBBC in the last couple weeks, which is also always a troubling sign things aren't going so well. With respect to his personal life, whew I think that's just a downright hot mess. The lawsuit that was announced at the end of August with Jensen and Danneel Ackles named certainly will impact both their personal and business lives.

The house that Jensen bought back in July is surrounded by cemeteries (aka marked graves, who knows about unmarked graves), as I posted about here. I'll make another post about this but some speculated it was for business ventures aka a business investment to which my guides say "not quite, more like a real estate investment period". I agree with my guides 100% for multiple reasons and trust they are right. If Jensen intends on using this giant mansion for purposes remotely related to business investments, he and Danneel will be very unpleasantly surprised for multiple reasons. There is understandably some doubt about whether Jensen actually moved to Connecticut at all, due to several sightings of him in Texas at different times after he and Danneel were announced as the new owners of their CT mansion back in July 2023. Regardless of whether Jensen is fully living there, lives there part of the year, just bought it for a vacation home or whatever the story is, the fact is the Ackles don't seem to have had any strong ties to the state prior to them buying this house. Why buy a house on the other side of the country where you've barely visited previously if everything good going on for Jensen is in Austin, including Jensen's said best friend Jared?

I hate the be the bearer of bad news here but if you all think this is merely a business investment and that this will be converted into a B&B or another brewery location, I'll point you to 3 sources that says to me any plans Danneel and Jensen may have like this are extremely likely gonna get foiled real fast (type of zone their house is in, what you can and can't do in different zones in Connecticut, and oh my someone tried to petition to allow B&Bs in residential zones over 10 years in a house that's not even 4 miles away from the mansion and DENIED). Oh, and when signing the papers for buying the house, the lines indicating the purposes of buying the house per the online deeds records did not include any commercial purposes, only personal residence purposes. Hmm.... I would call the mix of these things being financially inept.

Jared on the other hand I wholeheartedly believe is represented by the Page of Wands in this particular reading. While both of them own businesses, are obviously wealthy, and both have refered to themselves along with Jeffrey Dean Morgan "the three kings", I believe that Jared has a more youthful spirit and can be more free-spirited than Jensen by a long shot. Generally, Pages cards represent either children, the younger self of a person in question, or in my opinion someone who has a youthful spirit (can be full of energy, enthusiasm for new ideas, is playful, etc.). Although the description of this card doesn't directly say it on the link I provided I always think of a youthful or playful soul when I see the Page of Wands. The Page of Wands in my deck has 3 peppers on it. It has been said that Jared switched out the prop Ghost Pepper jerky Dean ate in Season 15 Episode 5 "Proverbs 17:3" (scene clip from YouTube below) with real Ghost Pepper Jerky as a prank. Sam and Dean in Season 1 Episode 17 "Hell House" (which happens to be playing on my new TV in my room now as I'm writing this) also pulled quite a few pranks on each other going back and forth, and also reportedly did so in real life on the set but off camera. Jared I noticed also tends to dress more casually or if he dresses up more nicely it's not in elaborate outfits unlike Jensen. I mean also the second clip I shared from YouTube below says it all for me with regards to this card representing Jared in this reading from a youthful spirit point of view.

I also recall reading about how Jared explored Epcot Center and Universal Studios for a day by himself when he was just 8 years old, scaring his grandfather nearly to death who was crying when Jared walked out of the gates of Disney World. This to me shows that Jared is indeed a free-spirited soul who isn't afraid of embarking on new journeys alone (even if others don't like it and Jared doesn't end up liking what follows, thus at times does challenge the status quo even if he and others don't like the outcome), and seems to value novelty or discovering new things and even has more of a creative streak than Jensen if we're to be frank. It was also stated in this article I linked to earlier in this paragraph that Kripke felt that Jared's soulfulness and likeability would be more suitable for Sam Winchester while Jensen's more "charismatic" character would better fit Dean Winchester. Therefore it seems that Kripke and others just might agree with my statements about Jared's personality and that the Page of Wands represents Jared in this particular case.

If you notice in this reading, The Hierophant (the card that looks like a hand) is pointing down towards the 7 of Swords. Along with the 3 of cups being next to The Hierophant, this suggests that secrets are being kept hidden from the public's ears regarding sexual orientation and feelings overall (many signs point to it... literally). I'm not going to go digging through the tinhatters stuff because there's frankly way too much of it ha ha, and I'm sure you Anon are aware of at least a lot of it (and others who are coming across this will probably know some things). It's interesting going across the reading on the other side is the King of Pentacles above The Emperor which to me points to Jensen and his dad, along with society's expectations of men like Jensen as a whole (thus the whole Christian family man image Jensen's trying to uphold versus the reality of things).

Now, onto the part where at least a lot of tinhatters are likely not going to believe what I say or will like me less for it. I'm not here to appease people's beliefs or tell them what they want to hear but I'm instead here to simply state what I've observed, my interpretation of this tarot reading, etc. If someone resonates with this cool but if not, well that's on them not me. The 7 of Swords card is one of the most dominant cards in this entire reading and very much sets the tone. This card as I mentioned earlier speaks of things such as betrayal, deception, keeping secrets, ulterior motives, and even getting away with something. Jensen has been called homophobic for multiple reasons, including his remarks regarding how Brokeback Mountain ruined western films for himself and also saying that Destiel is not a thing. I have heard of the saying that the most homophobic men are in fact in the closet and trying to compensate. As Dean Winchester once said "Of course, the most troubling question is: "Why do these people assume we're gay?" and Sam Winchester said "Well, you are kinda butch, probably think you're overcompensating." (interestingly the website however says "but I just think you're overcompensating). People also do say art imitates life (and sometimes seems to predict things), which I won't fully explain here why that is the truth with Supernatural and Jensen and Jared holistically, not just in a tinhatter's kind of way. It seems Supernatural really did model Jensen and Jared's relationship in many ways... at least, that's what we're supposed to believe.

Based on what I've been observing myself, have been learning via divination (and watching manifest), and what another friend and I have been learning via dreamwalking, a lot of what we're all seeing publicly is in fact smoke and mirrors. I do believe that some of the negative things that have happened between them did manifest in part as a result of Jensen acting upon hurt emotions, but also due to more self-serving ulterior motives on his part. I believe Prequel Gate (along with The Winchesters related posts happening while Walker was airing on multiple occasions) and YANA ring a bell for some people.

Regarding Prequelgate, I saw a Tweet of an old clip where Jensen specifically said "hell no" about doing a reboot as Dean after Supernatural ends and Jared confidently says "I'll answer that for him... NO". I agree with the OP that this didn't age well... This goes back to the 7 of Swords card. I agree with Jensen's critics, that Jensen is an opportunist who looks at every chance he can get to make money. Did Jensen genuinely believe he'd never consider making a SPN reboot as Dean, or did he intend to do so in the back of his mind all along? Clearly The Winchesters became the Dean Winchester show. I was given an interesting nudge a couple weeks ago to watch the movie Jennifer's Body in my divine hearing. I realized there are many parallels between Jensen and Jared, and Jennifer and Anita "Needy. In fact, I have concluded that the relationship dynamic between Jennifer/Anita and Jensen/Jared is in fact 100% identical behind closed doors.

Something else that's been bothering me lately as I'm doing this research. Now, I'm not sure what Jared's views were when Jensen decided to open the Family Business Beer Company physically in 2018 given the name was clearly a nod to SPN, 2 years after Jared opened San Jac Saloon in 2016. However, the FBBC LLC itself was filed and therefore was actually born November 5, 2014, which was 2 years before San Jac Saloon was opened. Did Jensen have plans of essentially "taking over" the Supernatural brand possibly for years and cashing in on it without Jared?

With regards to YANA, I noticed also in my research that Jared wanted to end SPN multiple times (from what I understand 2 of these times took place in 2008 and 2015) but was stopped from doing so by Jensen and perhaps others chimed in as well. Was Jensen truly concerned about Jared's well-being and just enjoyed working with Jared so much he doesn't want to stop and that continuing SPN (and therefore those big paychecks) was just an added bonus... or was Jensen simply acting concerned about Jared's well-being while having ulterior motives up his sleeve the entire time? Also why, just why would Jensen and Misha even go with the YANA nonsense? I mean some of the posts correlated with things like Jared announcing his return to Gilmore Girls, Jared's McDonald's commercial airing the same day a YANA video gets released, Jared getting his 3rd national corporate sponsor from Chevy again on the same day a YANA video gets released, etc. Honestly, this YANA businesses sounds an awful lot to me like another money grab. And don't sit there and say this was all the studio making them do it. At the end of the day, we all have choices. You can't really force people to do things they don't want to. Instead of choosing to say no to making YANA a thing, Jensen and Misha still went about it. Conforming to an authoritative institution's wishes (The Hierophant and The Emperor) for self-serving business and therefore financial purposes (King of Pentacles), eh Jensen?

I'm also interested in hearing from anyone why exactly Jensen reportedly made 50% more than Jared per SPN episode in later seasons (100k for Jared versus 150k for Jensen). The most logical explanation I could come up with based on research was Jensen got a director title attached to his paygrade after season 5, even if he wasn't actually directing the episode in question (directed 6 episodes in all). I suspect some favoritism may also have played a role, even if no one is saying it. I especially find it interesting that Kripke who was the original Show Runner for Supernatural initially didn't think Jared was smart enough to play the role of Sam Winchester. Sure, Jared certainly may have proven he is intelligent and therefore Kripke stood corrected on that tidbit; however, Kripke has repeatedly praised Jensen for things like his charisma (riiiight, go watch any interview of Jensen and you'll hear lots of umms, uhhs, and even inconsistencies between what he says from interview to interview), looks, charm, etc. It can't just be feeling overwhelmed or burned out with work as to why Jared wanted to leave SPN multiple times but didn't, nor does it explain why Jared had the breakdowns that he did in the past and why he was diagnosed with depression to begin with.

Edit: Adding this in because I believe it's very important to note here with the suspected favoritism and hostility on the set of SPN. Now, if this is remotely true at all, that Kripke got onto Jared's case "for having a bad day" and essentially holding production up over what some called "a hissy fit" back when he had his breakdown in 2007, oh boy am I now a big time Kripke critic. Also, Kripke overly praising Jensen as seen here is just absurd. Get it together Kripke, you're embarrassing yourself.

Now, for the other part of this reading the tinhatters are probably REALLY not gonna like... the Death card. Like I mentioned before, Death in the tarot isn't always about a literal death but is often times about the death of something and following that, the birth of another. This translates to things like transformation, change (and resistance to), inner purging, and endings. *Shudders* ENDINGS?! Like the so called "Jivorce" is really happening?! THIS CAN'T BE OMG! Chill out all... just a bit. I don't believe as Poseidon said that they will completely drift apart. However, there are only so many chances someone like Jensen will get from Jared as far as maintaining friendships and such goes. I also believe that with the physical distance that is presenting itself, a distance between them on a spiritual, psychological and emotional level will follow suit if it hasn't started already.

I briefly touched onto Jared's playful, youthful personality earlier when I explained my interpretation as the Page of Wands representing Jared and how this card has 3 peppers on it. I also touched onto Jared pranking Jensen by switching out the prop Ghost Pepper jerky with real Ghost Pepper jerky. The title of this episode is "Proverbs 17:3". The ESV Biblical verse says "The crucible is for silver, and the furnace is for gold, and the LORD tests hearts." According to bibleref.com, the meaning of this verse says: "Scripture often uses the metaphor of a crucible: a container used to heat metals to burn off impurities. Passages frequently apply this in the context of God testing, purifying, cleansing, or providing loving correction to His people (Malachi 3:3; Zechariah 13:9; Jeremiah 9:7; 1 Corinthians 3:11–15). The "fire" of hardships, persecution, or God's testing proves what parts of a person's life are godly and which are not". Interestingly, Jensen eating real Ghost Pepper jerky could in a metaphorical sense be compared to "turning up the heat" physically and is therefore the "crucible" here. I believe however with the way things did go for Jared with regards to the set of SPN, YANA, Prequelgate, etc. that it is Jared's heart that is being tested and that Jensen (equivalent to crucible here) is being tested physically.

I mentioned the 3 of cups earlier having a possible interpretation that "3's a crowd". Interestingly, the Page of Wands happens to have 3 peppers on it. Often times this card is a very positive one and indicates a time of celebration, friendship, creativity, and even hardcore partying. I believe however that while this card offers a silver lining in that things will turn out okay overall for all parties involved, it won't be the happy ending certain parties involved are hoping for. In this case, the said wishes for Jensen of being involved with Jared as more than friends, and also any and all current lovers and relationships. I personally think that it's partially true what tinhatters believe but it's alot more complicated than what people want to believe. I've generally held more positive views of Jensen in previous posts. I still believe there is some goodness in Jensen somewhere. However, based on learning more things about Jensen, looking at his mannerisms and especially when I went to the main panel physically at the Charlotte convention earlier this year, my views of him have admittedly shifted some. After noticing some things personally, what I felt in the room during the main panel along with what I've learned about their dynamic, I believe Jensen has a so called "dark personality" for multiple reasons that in itself is for another possible post. Jensen can advocate for Jared all he wants with words BUTt based on the events and funny timing of when things were announced/aired surrounding The Winchesters versus Walker and YANA, along with other things, his actions sing a very different tune...

I mentioned earlier that I believe Jared struggles with Imposter Syndrome with regards to the 7 of Swords card, which is apparently common in people who have anxiety and depression. Jared was diagnosed with depression as many of us here know. I believe the one who is transforming and changing here is Jared, and Jensen is who is resisting these changes. Provided that Jared's been given the greenlight for a fourth season while Jensen's The Winchesters was cancelled (and not to mention a lawsuit naming Jensen and Danneel came out of it), it seems Jensen did not listen to signs pointing to no (and therefore resisted changing his ways). I do believe that the way things went with The Winchesters being criticized heavily was the death of Jensen's life as he knows it... Given the Page of Wands is in the center of this reading, it seems many signs and things in this reading point to Jensen and in this case ultimately going back to Jared. According to this Tumblr post, Jared took with him from the set of SPN the fact it's not necessary to work 14 hour days. Based on how this post was written, from my understanding of things it was suggested that Jared wanted it to be clear that people can joke around with him and be comfortable around him despite being the boss. I may be misreading this but to me, this does imply that there could've been some mistreatment or passive aggressive type of behaviors on the set of Supernatural... or just like I said earlier in one sweet word, favoritism.

On a final note, I noticed that timing is everything just as Jared knew while timing his announcements with the AKF versus YANA business. The Emperor in my tarot deck is the boot looking card and the 7 of Swords card is depicted as a mouse holding knives. The day I did this reading (October 4, 2023) I happened to watch "Guardians of the Galaxy Vol. 1" a couple hours before I did this tarot reading. In the first scene of the movie after the title screen and Peter is no longer a citizen of Earth, he is seen putting his headphones on and starts kicking around small creatures that stand only a little above his ankles (equivalent to the mouse in this tarot reading in the sense of being smaller than we are and both being seen as "pests") while wearing what appears to be rain boots prior to stealing The Orb from Morag. Peter Quill aka Star-Lord is certainly no conformist, loves his freedom, is obviously free-spirited, creative, and is highly receptive to changing for the better. On a perhaps more odd note, my guides have told me for a while now that I am essentially the real life female Star Lord (personalities being very similar, some intimate life details, many encounters with "other kinds", issues with educational institutions, leaving Earth [in my case via dreamwalking many nights, almost crossing over aka "ascending" off Earth multiple times, and almost physically once too over 10 years ago], problems with authority figures and discipline, and more). I'm not sure if this is true or not but as an added bonus, some websites including this one stated that Jensen auditioned for the role of Star-Lord/Peter Quill.

How interesting, given I received this particular reading on the same day I watched this movie for the first time since I finally understood why my guides kept saying "nope" for me screwing or fucking around", and would instead consistently say "you Fooled Around and Fell in Love"....