#anwayssss

[achilleslyre]

@aquataines ohhh absolutely i am soo happy to talk about food as an amalgamation of the uchihas love and the way it haunts them after the massacre. i'm really passionate about this so you don’t even understand the can of beans you have opened. i am going to be talking about both canon and filler in this though, because there is lots of supporting canon however filler continues to support and fuel this thought.

growing up with his family, sasuke is very commonly shown at the dinner table with his family eating together, and it’s where a lot of conversations with his family take place. now to start this off, i’m going to point out the obvious that the uchiha canonically are a clan that holds too much love inside of them, which is what develops their sharingan. carrying so much love within you of course needs an outlet to come out. we don’t really see the uchiha showing much verbal affection towards each other but sasukes family very obviously loves each other. fugaku even tells itachi that he doesn’t wish for words of flattery, but nonetheless to show his thanks and return the love back to itachi for what he said fugaku immediately offers to get him his favourite snack, dango. so we would infer that they communicate their love to each other in a different way. food.

sasuke and his family really share their most intimate moments together when they are in the kitchen at the table. here is where sasuke asks fugaku why itachi doesn’t give him much attention while at the dinner table, and fugaku explains that itachi is just not very social, sasuke later admits to mikoto that he thinks he’s unfavoured between him and itachi by fugaku, to which mikoto explains the differences between him and itachi and reassures him that he’s not. it’s where they’re seen talking most commonly just in general as well, about the sharingan, about training, exciting moments, ect.. the dinner table is where their love is shown when they gather together and eat the food that mikoto has made with the love for her family. it’s where they feel most comfortable to show their love and be honest because in the kitchen is where their love grows.

why is the food their centre of love though? just in general making food for someone is something very special, intimate and ultimately caring. you are turning basic ingredients and foods into something for others to not only to take nutrients from, grow and gain strength from, but also to spend time with them and enjoy the taste of the food you made with care together. you pour the love you have into the food you make for the people you love because you want to see them be happy and healthy. for people like mikoto and itachi who’re shown to enjoy cooking, it’s something special that they put everything into because not only do they want to see their family eat to keep them alive, but they want to see them enjoy the taste and feel the care and love for them that they’ve stored within the food as they make it. they want to place their love inside their family and have them carry their love around wherever they go and what better way to store their love inside them other than to put it in the food your make for them? mikoto is obviously the main cook of the uchiha household and she makes sure that her family stores the love she puts into the meals she cooks inside of them. she is frequently seen ensuring that her kids are fed, making sure they’re filled up, making them lunches, giving them snacks and making sure they are eating good food.

itachi as well, in filler, spends the episode finally getting to be around sasuke and bond with him. the day was spent making sasuke happy and sharing the love that he does have for sasuke with his brother, and at the end of the day makes a huge feast for sasuke. he made him so much food to show sasuke that he cares about him and loves him, he wants to see him eat and he wants to see him eat well. he intends to pack him full of his love. not to get into the fact that clearly mikoto would have had to teach itachi how to cook, sharing the ‘secret’ of spreading love. now this isn’t canon however i personally would like to think (considering how young itachi is here and how much he can make already on his own) that mikoto also had started teaching sasuke how to cook a little as well. this will come back later, which is why i mention it.

the common theme within all of these meals— all of mikoto’s dinners, her bento boxes, fugaku and itachi’s dango, and his feast for sasuke— they are all good, yummy food. they’re something you want to eat and hold inside you and cherish. they’re all made and/or given with care, thought, intention and love.

sasuke grew up eating a variety of good tasting and well made food.

after the massacre, though, he changes. sasuke has lost the love from his family, he doesn’t have it anymore. sasuke grew up with food being the indicator of love, and grew up with the dinner table being the centre of family and bonding. as a reaction to the loss of his family he couldn’t bare to keep storing that love inside him, food as a love language died with them. his family was now gone, and the thought of storing love (read: well made food) inside him after his family was killed was not in the question. after the loss of their love, the only thing he needed to focus on was catching up to itachi to kill him.

here we can see what foods sasuke favours post massacre. “sasuke’s every move is designed to make him stronger, he approaches his diet with equal intensity.” his diet has changed drastically. from being fed a large variety of yummy, well made food filled with love and care for him to enjoy eating, he goes to eating raw and bland food, anything just to get stronger quicker. you could argue that he just didn’t know how to cook, which i can’t say he didn’t, but as i stated before it seems very likely that mikoto started teaching the boys to cook from a very young age, added to the fact that sasuke intentionally only starts eating food for its nutrients and health benefit, it’s fair enough to infer that he can cook at least some meals that he used to eat, he just can’t bare to anymore.

“he never selects his meals based on what he actually likes.” we look to his favourite foods to eat and they’re broken down into their health factors. this kid, reportedly, is known to be eating raw tomatoes simply because he wants to get stronger as fast as possible. he does not like the taste of what he is eating. he does not eat food with the intention of enjoying it’s creation. with the loss of his family he lost the will to store himself with love (this is not to say he does not still have love, he has been stored with love all his life, he is an uchiha, he will always be motivated by love), he couldn’t bare to continue consuming love filled food so he ate food solely to get stronger. food made with no care, thought, intention, or love. the love of his family haunts him. this is beside the point but i can’t even begin to express how heart breaking that is. the uchiha show their love with food and sasuke stops eating food created with love once he loses his family, all the love he had.

sasuke, isolated, left all alone in this village with no friends spent his time from 7 to 12 years old avoiding the love of food. but when he finally finds someone to create a bond with, what does he do?

he offers naruto food. despite what he says, this an olive branch to start forming a bond with naruto. this is him extending care with the intention of filling naruto so that he doesn’t go hungry. whether the food was made with love or care doesn’t matter because at that moment sasuke put the intention into the food. it’s how he creates bonds, it’s how he shows care and how he shows love because that was how he was raised, he was raised to bond over food, to show care and to love with food.

the uchiha’s love has always revolved around food and it’s woven so into the text that at this point it’s not even a head canon to me, but fact.

[4bsurdcreature]

Siblings

[storge]

I thought I'd never see you again.

Story of Kunning Palace (2023) 1.33

[iamfabiloz]

rings dinner bell 🔔 goosefeather enjoyers come get ur food!!

some goose test designs doodle 👌 I am finding myself thinking hes rlly cool,, KWKW I like the brown Canadian goose inspired design the most tbh KWJW One day I’ll make a proper ref of the mans 🤔

[shatteredthrone]

was tagged by @selkymaiden to do this picrew ty!!!! :3 🫶 the girlies in order: eva 🌱 | kimi 🍓 evelyn ☕️ | brooke 🎣 tagging @urthemiiel @nazali @brooktroutlesbian (only if you want to <3)

[boowhumps]

Whumptober 2023

Day 26

(@whumptober)

By - B.W

⚠TW⚠

~ Swearing

~ Mentions of Hospitals

Enjoy!

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Karyme just frowned at the stack of papers on her desk, as if they had personally offended her.

In a way, they had. She was tired, no, exhausted. The work had piled up over the last couple of days and Karyme had practically no time to get it all done.

She had spent the last few days in the hospital with her son, watching him fight against a severe case of pneumonia. He was only four years old, and his childhood was nothing but hospitals. He didn't know anything else, this was almost normal for him..

However, after the scare he gave the doctors a week ago, he had been improving. Karyme took the opportunity to go home and catch up on the work she needed to get done.

This had been proven to be difficult, however. She was burnt out, and she wanted nothing more than to curl up in bed and rot away.

Not because of Ashton.. he didn't ask for this life..

But Karyme hadn't either.

She had no time to herself anymore, and it was taking a toll on her.

..work, doctors, work, doctors..

An endless cycle. An unbearable cycle.

Karyme couldn't escape.

Karyme sighed, closing her laptop and rubbing her eyes. She had been glued to the desk for hours.. and hardly anything had gotten done. She considered calling her boss multiple times, but she had accepted the work when she didn't have to.

This was her burden, and hers alone.

Karyme finally gives up on the work, instead resting her head on the desk, letting her eyes flutter closed.

She almost passed out multiple times, only to snap out of it. She couldn't deny her needs.. she needed to sleep.. and desperately.

'..just a few minutes of resting my eyes..' She thinks in her head as she finally allows her eyes to close.

She didn't expect for her body to give in to sleep so easily, but before she knew it she's out cold, head resting on her desk, and many reports left unfinished.

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Karyme feels herself come out of a deep sleep, feeling a hand on her shoulder. She's so exhausted she can only muster up a groan as she's disturbed from her sleep.

There's a voice, but it's too far away to hear. Karyme doesn't want to open her eyes and lose sleep, so she chooses to ignore the voice.

The voice eventually dies out, but the hand on her shoulder does not. Karyme doesn't register anything else after that, and she lets herself fall back into sleeps warm and comforting embrace..

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Karyme stirs, feeling the sweet relief of sleep leave her grasp. She turns her head, spotting no one. She's alone in bed..

Her thoughts travel back to last night. Wasn't she working on the reports.? Maybe Kaiden moved her while she was asleep..

That wouldn't be far fetched, Kaiden always did stuff like that..

Karyme sighs, running her hands through her hair. She slowly picks up on the noises coming from the living room.

There's the sizzling of food and the soft time of music. There's also laughter..

Karyme forces herself to roll out of bed to see what's going on. She opens the bedroom door and is hit with the aroma of breakfast..

..she couldn't remember the last time she had an actual breakfast.. let alone with her family..

She walks down the hallway, hearing the voices clearly now.

Kaiden and Astrid's voices can be heard, singing. There are small fits of giggles in between the lyrics, and it seems like her daughter still doesn't know the actual song lyrics.

Nonetheless, they're singing and having a good time. Karyme almost doesn't want to interrupt their bonding.. Selyna knows she is an expert at that.

Karyme waits until the music slows, and then stops. She takes her chance to enter the living room.

Astrid is in front of the TV, changing the channel. Her face lights up as she turns to face her mother, realizing that she's actually home.

"Mama!" Astrid cheers, practically jumping into Karyme's arms.

Karyme hugs the girl tightly, sighing. "Hi honey.."

The girl is quick to drag her over to the couch to tell her about all the adventures she went on while Karyme was away.

Karyme nods and occasionally smiles at her daughter. A pure soul, untainted by mistakes..

That was what Karyme wanted for her kids. She wanted them to never hurt like she did..

Kaiden ends up walking over to them, smiling.

"Astrid, sweetie, can you go to your room? I need to talk to mom." Kaiden tells Astrid.

Astrid nods, quickly running off to her room. Karyme frowns as she looks over to Kaiden, who makes the same face back at her.

"Found you asleep at your desk last night," He says. "I thought I told you to come home and rest.."

Karyme sighs. "I was going to.. I just wanted to get the work done first.."

Kaiden crosses his arms. "Karyme, you need rest. You've been up and out all this week."

Karyme frowns. "I know that.. but I have stuff I can't just put off.."

Kaiden presses his lips together, nodding. "Right.. but rest is needed.. especially when you're sick."

Karyme raises an eyebrow. "I'm not sick.."

Kaiden steps closer. "It's been 11 years, I know when you're lying."

Karyme shrugs slowly. "..not physically sick.."

Kaiden nods. "Better, but my point still stands.. you're sick and need rest, now.. go away." He says, turning away from her.

Karyme raises an eyebrow. "What is that supposed to mean.."

"It means go to your room until I say so." He replies.

"..I'm 29, Kaiden. I'm not a child to be grounded." Karyme replies.

Kaiden turns his head towards Karyme. "Hush, now go to bed. I'll bring you food later.."

Karyme sighs, dragging her hands down her face. "..yeah yeah.."

Kaiden gives her a smile. "Atta girl."

Karyme rolls her eyes playfully. "And if I don't listen.?"

Kaiden puts the spatula down, now facing Karyme.

"We both know that won't go well for you." Kaiden says.

Karyme crosses her arms. "..right.."

"Now go," Kaiden says. "I'll see you in a bit with food."

Karyme nods, and forces herself back up the stairs to her bedroom. She lays in bed, feeling sleep beginning to crawl back in..

She welcomes it with open arms.

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[star-girl69]

protective clarisse save me ANWAYSSSS enjoy

*mentions of clarisse picking reader up and carrying her around

PLEASE ignore the fact i forgot ambrosia existed thanks 🙏🙏 yk i just be saying stuff

it starts out like any capture the flag game

except for the fact you’re on different teams

like in so it goes when clar tells y/n “don’t do anything i wouldn’t do”

everyone once in a while the teams switch up

and clarisse has a really hard time when you’re not on the same team, but she can usually function

she’s worried out of her mind obvi

we all know you’re her achilles heel

but for some reason this time clarisse just has a really bad feeling

she’ll probably threaten everyone on her team- if they so much as LOOK at you in the wrong way she’s going to make their lives a literal hell

and everyone is like ok scary lady 🫡

they all know clarisse don’t play about you

so the game is going pretty normal

you’re just doing your thing and clarisse is hunting around you

it’s really funny because you and a few of your siblings are just fighting whoever makes their way to you

and you win every time

bc clarisse is still letting you win 😭😭😭😭

the good members of her team get told to turn around

and then she lets the weaker ones, the stragglers she doesn’t care about, pass through and then smiles when you cheer after winning even tho she can’t see you

you feel her eyes on you tho sometimes it’s kinda creepy

but basically annabeth and the blue team had set up these trenches in random parts of the wood

they were lined with like a bunch of leaves and spare linens so they were soft at the bottom

but someone 🙄🙄🙄 ugh

forgot to soften up one of them and that’s the one you fall into

she hears you scream and she’s like WOAH HOLY FUCK

running through the woods you’re crying at the bottom of this 6 ft deep hole your siblings are screaming

like she literally throws herself to the ground and drags you out of the pit pure adrenaline

and like she could tell just by your screams and the look on your face that you were HURT HURT

but she knows you need her rn so she pulls you into her lap and asks what hurts

and you can’t even speak you’re in so much pain but you gesture to your leg and maybe clarisse just didn’t want to notice it before but like that bitch is BROKEN

she’s literally shaking

“it’s okay it’s okay baby it’s okay someone is gonna go get a healer right? SOMEONE IS GOING TO GO GET A HEALER, RIGHT?”

*cue like 10 random campers all running off*

and you’re screaming and crying and your siblings are freaking out so the game kinda stops bc everyone is like what happened 😭

then they just walk into this clearing and see you pale and crying and leg obviously broken, sitting in a shaking clarisse’s lap

one of her siblings definitely has to come over and subtly say that she’s like doing a good job LMAO

bc she is STRUGGLING

like she’s never been so scared in her life

her heart is pounding her hands are shaking

but for the first time in her life she’s not really angry right now

she’s just fucking terrified

and she HATES it

she’s stroking your hair and has her arm wrapped around your waist so tight

she tells you “just dig your nails into my arm”

and you can’t even comprehend what’s going on so she grabs your hands and let’s you squeeze so hard she swears her fingers come out a little crooked

FINALLY some apollo kids come over with a stretcher

so then she starts yelling at them “BE GENTLER SHES HURT DUMBFUCKS”

then finally after clarisse’s incessant screaming she holds your hand as they take you back to the healers

then 20 minutes later they reset your leg and put it in a little cast and give you some AMAZING painkillers

so you’re like omg

clarisse is like pale and sweaty and her heartbeat is so erratic one of the healers actually has to come over and be like “maybe you should sit down and get checked out..?”

she starts screaming at them

then you’re like “omg no my saviors are fighting ☹️☹️☹️☹️”

“no no i’m sorry i didn’t mean to make you sad it’s fine it’s fine we’re not fighting”

“yay!!!!!!!”

she has to lay down in your bed and take some really deep breaths in order to calm down

and you’re just happy bc you are floating and you have your gf with you

you’re babbling on about something and clarisse is like wtf is happening to me

but also she’s acting like you just died

holding your head to her chest and staring off into the distance like that one painting of ivan the terrible holding his dead son y’all know

and you’re just happy

she’s kissing all over your face and head and telling you about how she’s gonna help you

“i’ll carry you whenever you don’t feel like using your crutches, i’ll make sure you take all your medicine, i’ll find and kill whoever did this to you, i’ll sleep with you every night just in case, and i won’t let you out of my sight ever again, and i’ll make chiron switch the teams back”

she ends up doing all of those things obvi

she annoys chiron so much he makes a permanent rule that the ares and your cabin always have to be on the same team

clarisse becomes 10x worse in terms of protectiveness

like she’s watching you like a HAWK

she just felt so totally helpless in that moment so unprepared and she never wants to feel like that again

she doesn’t think her heart can take it actually 😭

she does find the person and loses dessert privileges for 5 months for what she did!!!!!

she sleeps with you ever night bc the meds make you sleep restlessly and she’s always there to whisper in your ear and lull you back to sleep

even if you’re like oh i can just use my crutches she’s always staring at the ground like it’s a monster that’s gonna hurt you so she’s like

“hm well i don’t think so actually haha just let me carry you”

“I WANT TO WALK CLARISSE”

*picking you up* “no it’s fine this is safest”

“LET ME DOWN”

basically you’re just the love of her life and she can’t imagine something else happening to you

[livingprophecy]

@lantsovheir      )      yaroslav  &  vasily.      (original  character  starter  call)

          “𝐈  𝐔𝐍𝐃𝐄𝐑𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐍𝐃  𝐌𝐘  presence  here  is  —  complicated,  to  say  the  least.”      nervous  fingers  smooth  out  the  front  of  the  blue  kefta,  and  while  far  less  conspicuous  than  that  of  the  true  shadow  summoner,  the  dark  embroidery  still  sets  yarik  apart  from  the  rest.  he  is  still  getting  used  to  a  human  body,  human  conversation;      the  prince  had  suffered  at  the  hands  of  morozov  as  well,  WHICH  MADE  THEM  MORE  ALIKE  THAN  MOST  WOULD  THINK.  he  swallows  then,  glancing  down  at  his  feet.  saints,  this  was  not  a  conversation  he  wanted  to  have.      “were  it  not  for  the  political  state  of  your  country,  i  promise  i  would  stay  far  away.”      with  the  rising  cult  for  the  starless  saint,  another  shadow  summoner  could  send  ravka  into  another  civil  war,  and  yarik  wants  nothing  more  than  to  be  with  the  other  amplifiers  somewhere  far  away  from  here.  blinking,  he  realizes  his  crudeness,  internally  cursing  himself.      “your  highness.”      he  adds  hastily.

[gorgugplushie]

There is smthing sooo abt fabian n adaine wanting to call adults abt lucy being .. found . Saying its what she deserves and her parents need to know . N rizs hesitation bc the one adult trying to help got murdered over it . They want and need help but theyd also put people in danger by association.. and their kidsss their just kids who shouldn't be worrying abt this anwayssss :(((

[jesterhasmoved]

Lil Shadowhound comic

Finally finished this dumb comic FUCK. This shit was NOT worth it. Anwayssss enjoy i suppose.

This is apart of my Villain Erlang AU, he was a part of the brothers in this.

[afro-hispwriter]

Um anwayssss i dont want to hear another person say salturn is worst than midsommer.

worst as in fucked up mentally, fucked up situation, gory

[jungle-angel]

Ok!!! I was looking at your posts about TGM because I can't help it when it comes to reading 😂😂!! You're an amazing writer, but my favorites are with my dearly beloved FANBOY!!! I swear I will do anything for that manzzz!!! 😂❤️❤️❤️❤️

Anwayssss, I wanted to ask if you write something about Coyote being best friends with the reader and he's trying to help you get together with Fanboy?!?!?

Please and thank you:)

Say no more my friend, I gotchu (lol)

You and Mickey had been friends for quite a while

But you wanted just a little bit more than that

Luckily for you, Coyote was his best wingman

And he could tell what was going on right away

"Ok, looks like you need a little help from the love doctor" (lol)

So he took you in the back and gave you the rundown once you told him

"Seduce him with Star Trek"

You blinked a few times like "what?"

But Coyote was dead serious

"How am I gonna do that? I don't know jack shit about Star Trek other than 'live long and prosper'."

But Coyote cocked an eyebrow like "You know more than you think"

So he took you back out there and you guys hung around with Mickey for a little while

"Hey Mick, you know (y/n) hasn't seen the new Stark Trek miniseries right?"

He went completely bug eyed

After you two got to talking, Mickey wouldn't shut up

But it served you well because you guys couldn't stop watching the series on your first date

The first thing you did was send Coyote a text saying thank you

And he sent you back the little winky face and a message that said "I gotchu"

And every day you've been grateful that he helped get you two together

Because your lives began right after that

[abandonedstairwell]

Had to reupload this because I forgot a detail but yooooo. Sonia. Why won’t the drawing shrink on tumblr! Anwayssss. Have a great day!

[taegularities]

rid i finally watched hwarang and i didnt know choi minho from shinee was also part of the cast???? and i!!!! visuals!!!!!!!!!!! i wonder why hes not part of the wooga squad :(( but anwayssss gosh i miss actor tae !!

omg confession !! i never watched hwarang, i actually just saw some tae clips a few years back :') but i did know about choi minho !!! and OMG I KNOW, now that u say that... why is he not part of the wooga squad indeed D: !!

[pettycrimesgreeneyes]

I miss Kanye when he was black, before the mental illness took over and he decided to fuck with the Kardashians. This song is so bittersweet and nostalgic. ANWAYSSSS this is the best Chicago edit ever.

[happycemicalcells]

Hmm why Sunny name Omori in headspace? :b

This was a realization that I had in the morning while reading a fic, which is what lead me to actually using tumblr with the encouragement of my friend. Also please tell me if anyone has had said anything similar to what I'm about to say, i would love to know >:3. this is probably gonna be a long post btw.

So i think we could all agree its a bit weird that out of all the names Sunny couldve picked for Headspace he picked the name of his sister's piano, Omori? I mean the whole point of Headspace is so Sunny can escape the reality where he had killed Mari, naming himself the object of which had made Mari basically mistreat him seems kinda contradictory to the whole point of Headspace. But, that's were it clicked for me, its not that he saw it as the object that made Mari mistreat him, it was what he had felt like she cared the most about, that she had cared more about the damn piano than she did him. I mean the most recent memories of her that he had was Mari spending so much of her time on the piano practicing for the recital, which is the reason why he played the violin, thinking that it would be a nice way to spend time with his sister. What he blamed was not only himself for not only being able to properly play the recital piece but the violin, why else would he smash it? Sunny naming himself Omori in Headspace was to feel loved by Mari again. To have her spend time with him like he had originally wished for when learning how to play the violin with Mari playing the piano alongside him.

"The piano starts alone, the violin ends alone"

Anwayssss, hope yall enjoyed reading that cuz i had fun typing away on my puter. I do think i got carried away with it but this should be fine.