#anyway i have to work in the morning so good night ✌️

[trans-wolf]

I literally can't NOT pick at my face if I look at it any closer than a fucking yard away. At this point I need to just cover all the mirrors in my house ffs.

[moonlitstoriess]

Hi! I really enjoy reading your work so I really wanted to make this request for you if that’s okay:)) I was wondering if you could write headcanons for what it would be like to be in a relationship with Dorian? He is just my number 1 favorite character in the series and there aren’t that many posts about him:(((

No for real though, Dorian is literally one of the best parts of TOG and I love him so much☹️ Anyways, this is for you, anon <3

Warnings: NSFW themes, there is another warning before hand✌️and just our perfect amazing king Dorian in all his glory🤭

SFW

To start off, I am a firm believer that because Dorian is a book lover, he has this habit of leaving small notes for his darling in unexpected places--inside their favorite book, under the pillow, or tucked inside their clothing. The notes are always sweet, sometimes romantic, and often playful, like a small riddle for them to solve.

In my world, it is CANON that he loooooves gossiping. Like this man will sit with his lover and talk shit about EVERYONE. The second he learns some news, he is immediately whispering it into his beloved's ear, and vise versa.

The funny stuff aside, this man is a lover in the true sense of the word. He is such a romantic:(( Dorian definitely enjoys planning surprise dates for his lover. Whether it’s a picnic under the stars or a quiet evening at a quaint, hidden restaurant, he always finds creative ways to show how much he cares.

Dorians love language isn't just acts of service though, because it is mainly physical touch! Like if he could, he would always stay by your side so that he could be touching you in some way. So, Dorian has a habit of reaching out to gently touch his lover’s hand or shoulder whenever he feels a surge of affection. It’s a small but meaningful gesture that reassures his lover of his constant support and love.

Whenever he isn't busy ruling a whole kingdom, Dorian is with his darling. That means that there are a lot of moments where they engage in playful rivalries and challenges, from who can make the best dessert to who can tell the funniest story. It’s all in good fun and adds a playful dynamic to their relationship.

They 10000% share countless inside jokes that no one else understands. Like sometimes, in the middle of a serious council meeting, Dorian will catch his lover's eye and they will both struggle to stiffle a laugh, sharing a private moment even in the midst of royal duties.

Whenever he is in deep thought, his darling will often climb on to the throne with him, sitting on his lap or leaning against his side. It's an intimate gesture that reminds Dorian he doesn't have to bear the weight of the crown alone. He definitely plans on marrying his beloved after this.

Speaking of marriage, Dorian definitely has a habit of whispering sweet promises to his lovers ear when they are lying in bed together. He'll speak of their future, the life they'll build, and how he will always be by their side.

I also think that sometimes, in the middle of the night, Dorian will wake his lover up for a spontaneous adventure. They'll sneak out of the palace and explore the city, walking through quiet streets in disguise, talking about anything and everything.

This man loves their small, daily rituals that keep them connected. Like, he would neverrrr attend to his duties if he didn't receive his morning cuddles and kisses. Always holding hands under the table during meetings, or sharing a quiet drink or meal together.

This man is LOYAL. Like if he has known you long enough already and has fallen in love, he would go to war for you. No one can even dare to say something negative about you because Dorian will make them regret ever saying that. He will always protect his sweethearts honor and dignity.

I don't think that Dorian is someone who gets jealous easily because I believe he has confidence in himself and his beloved to trust them enough not to betray him like that. So, if a fool tries to make a move on his lover, he will allow them to deal with it but if he sees that the idiot isn't getting the hint, he won't mind stepping in and getting the message across. A death stare, a hand on their waist, a claiming kiss to his lovers lips.

And if the bastard still didn't get the clue, well.....Dorian isn't necessarily a killer or an assasin like his dear friend Aelin, but he wouldn't mind killing or beating someone up for his darling.

All in all, despite the pressures of court life and Dorian's responsibilities as king, he and his lover have an unspoken understanding that they are each other's safe haven. No matter what happens, they always make time for each other<33

NSFW

Dorian is a switch.

Like there are days when he is beyond exhausted after doing all this "kingly" stuff which is why he just needs his lover to take care of him in both sexual and non-sexual ways.

But in general, he just loves giving the reigns to his beloved, immediately becoming putty in their hands.

"Whatever you say, my love." "Can I please touch you? I am begging you, sweetheart, please" "Don't stop, don't stop, pleasepleaseplease"

After all, he just has this fucked out, satisfied smile on his face that only his beloved can give him

Let's also talk about the fact that Dorian has a good amount of trauma from everything that happened with his father, the war, the valgs, and Sorscha. Therefore, he gets nightmares often and when he is awoken from them by his darling, he clings to them. But beyond that, he needs to make sure that they are real and won't leave him.

Those are the nights where its more than just 'sex'. Its so much more intimate because its the souls that are binding. His lover would keep on whispering praises into his ear as he buries his head in the crook of their neck, slowly thrusting and refusing to let go.

But, there are also many moments where its Dorian who takes control.

He does both, sweet and loving, rough and hard. Why should he always do one when they could always mix it up? Of course he would take his beloved's preference's into consideration as well

This man looooves sex. He doesn't really like quickies because he enjoys taking his time but of course sometimes he just can't wait anymore.

What? It's not his fault that he is so attracted and addicted to his lover! Everything they do or wear turns him on.

Don't even think of walking out on him after an argument because he will lift you up, sling you over his shoulder, spank your ass, send the shocked guards standing outside their shared bedroom away, kick the door closed, and teach you a lesson. Angry makeup sex? Check.

He is a sucker for marks. Any type, really. Scratches, bites, hickeys, kisses, etc. He loves when you wear a slightly revealing attire that allows others to see your marks and know immediately who you belong to. He also loves receieving those marks so that others would know that he belongs to you as well.

He is definitely into BDSM. I mean, those phantom hands of his? You wouldn't even need ropes while those exist. Yeah....I'll leave you to imagine the rest.

His other kinks would be impact play, orgasm control and sex in public places where there is a high risk of getting caught.

In conclusion, Dorian loves nothing more than connecting with his lover in both body and soul.

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[larkingame]

[6.30.24]

I couldn’t sleep last night so I stayed up late writing and I’ve yet to really get around to some shut eye so I figured I’d do an example of what my daily report will probably look like. This is by no means like what you HAVE to do. Part of my process as a writer (and something that has helped me become better at it) is sort of introducing mindfulness practices and reflecting on what went right/wrong and how I felt throughout the process and is just an example of how one person is going to do this. You could literally just write. Yep. Here’s the date. I wrote 510 words today.

Anyways. I wrote about 3500 words last night (early this morning) on a romance scene between my character nash and the mc. I’ve been really stressing out about this scene bc it’s nsfw and I become like extremely nervous around writing stuff around that, so I popped on Gibson girl by Ethel Cain and got into a sort of trance state and popped it out. Overall, I’m happy with how it came out, (but I’ve yet to do any real editing on it so let’s see how well that sticks lol) and despite feeling stressed about it, sitting down and forcing myself to do it and rip the bandaid off felt really good, and I’m happy that the biggest chunk of it is over with. I need to work on just getting myself to write even if I don’t feel like it and not waiting till 2:30 am to start on something I’ve been putting off for a week (but, that’s what this challenge is about am I right fellas? (gender neutral)) overall successful day 0, and I really hope I can keep some semblance of this momentum up throughout the new month. ✌️

[thornsnvultures]

eddie munson x gn!reader

cw: implied ptsd, night terrors, accidental violence (sorry wayne)

a/n: i'm half asleep but i had to get this out of my head, ok gn ✌️

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Eddie was having nightmares again. It had been a while. Maybe it was the summer heat. Maybe he had too much pizza before bed. It could've been anything, or nothing. But the dreams were back. And so was your lack of sleep.

You couldn't do anything when he was like this. Waking him up only made things worse. Wayne had a bruise on his cheek from when Eddie lashed out in fear when his uncle, terrified by his poor boy's screams, tried to shake him awake. Then Eddie would fall back asleep and have the nightmares all over again.

He never remembered them, whether that was a good thing or not you weren't sure, but you sat with him anyway. Just sat and watched over him, maybe with a cup of tea in your hands. You sure as hell weren't going back to sleep until he worked it out of his system. So you clutched your cup to your chest and waited.

Some times it made you cry, made you want to scream and whine with him. Because this wasn't fair. If you could take this away, this pain that made him wail like a banshee some nights, you would in a heartbeat. Some times it made you numb. You would sit in the living room, unable to stay in that room because you wanted so badly to comfort him but you were too scared to touch him, to make his pain worse somehow. And Wayne would come home and see you there, curled up under the blanket you showed Eddie how to crochet so he would have something to occupy his time, his mind. And he'd sit with you until Eddie's cries stopped. Maybe pat you on the shoulder, tell you that he's thankful. For you, for being here, for taking care of his boy, for not leaving. You didn't know, he never said.

Eddie would wake up sweaty in the morning, his throat dry, his limbs sore, and pull you in close from your side of the bed to his. He'd press a kiss to your shoulder and stay that way until you woke up too. Until you pointed out the glass of water and medicine by the bed. Because you cared for him all the time. Even when he doesn't feel like he deserves it. But you always hugged him a little tighter and he let you sleep a little longer.

[warmaidensrevenge]

Is it hot in here, or is it just me?

Pairing: Steddie x plus!size reader

If you want to read my other work you can find it HERE

A/N: At long last, another part in my Steddie fic. Please forgive if it's not the best. I'm really working on my smut writing. I know it's not the best so thanks for reading. I'm kinda excited because I'm gonna be taking a creative writing class next year. So hopefully that will help with my writing. Also, I just want to say. That I kinda just wanted to give you guys a taste of the threesome. But I promise I'm going all out in the next part. So basically this is a filler episode. Anyways, enjoy. As always feedback and reblogs are greatly appreciated. ✌️

Warnings: 18+ smut, language, slight body insecurities, mentions of force sex, mentions of menstrual cycle, fluff, and not proof read and no word count.

Summary: How you ended up with not 1 but 2 boyfriends is beyond you. Why Eddie and Steve are into your thickness is strange but, they make you feel like a queen.

Part 5

September 1986

You started feeling better about yourself the rest of the day. You and Eddie spent most of the morning and afternoon in bed. You knew the moment you guys left, that the own personal heaven you and Eddie created would be gone. And not wanting that to happen just yet, you laid their holding each other.

Everything felt so right with Eddie. It felt so good finally being with him. Like you were made for him. But all that afternoon you missed Steve.

Eddie took you out for lunch and called Steve to join. You guys met at the diner and you hugged Steve so hard.

" Miss you Hun."

Steve lifted you a bit and turned around. " Missed you too baby girl."

He set you back on your feet and gave you a close mouth kiss. You were shocked at first because neither one of them kissed you in public before. But you kissed him back. Smiling after.

You guys got the booth you had gotten on your first date. Sitting the same way as last time. Both of them were kissing your check and caressing your thighs when the same waitress from last time came.

You saw her roll her eyes and gave you a look of disgust. " What will it be?"

The guys stopped and picked up the menu. Cindy kept giving you ugly looks and you felt embarrassed again. You looked at your menu and just ordered a salad with water. The guys looked at you and you faked a smile.

" I'm not that hungry." You tried assured your men.

Then you heard a scoff. All of you did. Coming from Cindy. The boys scowled at her. You could instantly feel the tension in their bodies. You placed your hands on their knees, to silently ask them to not make a scene.

They didn't and instead ordered their food. You had excused yourself to use the bathroom because you started cramping. It was about that time of the month and you knew you would be starting soon. When you cleaned yourself you were starting to spot. You thanked whatever higher power there was that you didn't start last night. That would have been very messy.

You went to the sink and pulled out some ibuprofen and took it with a sip of water after washing your hands. That's when Cindy came in. You were about to leave when she started talking.

" So you're their new girl huh?"

" Umm."

" Hey I know it's none of my business. But I just want to warn you to be careful. Okay?"

" Uhh what do you mean?"

" I used to be one of their girls. It only happened like twice. But I stopped. Because I heard that they forced a girl once. So umm just be careful. Don't do anything that you're not ready for."

With that said she went to the stall.

What the hell? They forced a girl to have sex with them?

Your thoughts ran a muck. Feeling out of it already, you headed back to the table and put on your best performance. Being a happy girlfriend. Though right now you felt like a complete fat, short hobbit. Your body hurt and you felt just so damn ugly compared to the few of their so called "ex's".

After lunch the boys took you to the mall. They wanted to buy you something nice. Though you really weren't up for it. You tried your best to play along.

-

Eddie and Steve noticed that you were a little off. But your smile made them feel a bit better. While you were trying on an outfit they talked quietly amongst themselves.

" So we had sex last night. And again this morning." Eddie grinned at Steve.

" You were gentle with her I hope."

" Of course. It was perfect man. Thank you for letting us have our moment."

Steve was sad that he wasn't there and that Eddie got to make love to you. He wanted to feel your pretty pussy wrapped around him too. But he knew Eddie needed you. But he needed you too. He wanted another moment alone with you. Sure the first time he was with you went beyond his expectations. But anal wasn't what he pictured the first time would be like that. There was this rawness that he loved about it. But though the lustful times you had with him weren't enough. It didn't fill his heart like it did Eddie's.

" Hey umm do you think I can have a night with her?" Steve asked.

Eddie raised his brow. " You already had a night with her."

" Yeah but...It wasn't like yours. I really want it to be special."

" Wait what? It wasn't special for you?" Eddie was confused.

Steve didn't give him all the details about that night. Just saying you guys had sex. " Well it was but not like I wanted it to be."

" What happened?"

You came out of the dressing room to show them the outfit. You had scrunched your nose and shook your head. Then went back in to change.

" So?" Eddie asked again

Steve sighed. He really didn't feel comfortable telling Eddie what you let him do. But he had to be honest.

" We had anal. I had the feeling she wanted you to be the one who had her pussy first."

Eddie clenched his fist. He had to talk himself down from getting angry. That was something that was supposed to wait. Until all of you were together and you were completely ready for it. But then the thought of you waiting for him eased him. He smiled to himself. You loved him. You loved him enough to save yourself for him. Even though he knew you wanted Steve too and you could have let him. But you didn't.

"Did it hurt her?"

Steve shook his head. " I don't think so. But it was her first time so maybe."

Eddie shot his head towards Steve. " Her first time?"

You came out showing them a dress. They both smiled and gave you a thumbs up. Your giggles made their heart flutter. When you went back inside they continued the conversation.

" Yeah. But I went slow and she came."

Eddie nodded. " Alright. So what you're saying is you want just one night without me?"

" Uhh yeah. Only if it's cool with you."

Eddie looked at the dressing room door and wanted to say no. But he had to share. " Only if that's what she wants."

-

While you were changing outfits you kept looking at your gut and your thick ass thighs. You hated it. You hated every god damn pound. Every fucking dimple in your ass and legs. Your fat ass floppy arms. You hated the first outfit because it was way too tight. Even though it was labeled your size. Then the dress fit and you liked it. But when you went back in to change, all you kept saying to yourself that only a moo moo would fit you.

Had you been gaining more weight? Have your boys noticed? Would they tell you if they did? And what was Cindy talking about? Steve and Eddie always asked if you were ready and if you wanted to. So that made no sense to you. Maybe she said that because she's jealous. From the looks she gave you, that was a very strong possibility. Or maybe the guys do it so much because of that.

You shoved all the questions away for another time, when you weren't out on a date. Besides your back and stomach were killing you now. So you took some more ibuprofen and left the dressing room.

" So. I don't really need anything. But I would like to get you something." You smiled at Eddie. " You need some new jeans. Those bad boys won't last much longer."

" Well let me buy you this dress and I'll let you buy me a pair." Eddie offered.

You nodded and Eddie gave you a kiss on the cheek and went to find something in his size. You went to Steve and he pulled you on his lap. You wanted to get off but you had little to no energy to fight.

" Do you want anything Hun? How about a new sweater?"

Steve gave you a loving kiss that made you melt into him.

" I don't need anything either. Just you."

With a soft smile on your lips you kissed him again.

Eddie was coming back but saw you two have a moment. He was glad to see that you were happy with Steve. But a small part of him wished it was his lap you were sitting on, his lips you were kissing. He shook those thoughts away and went to you guys when he saw you put your forehead on Steve's.

" Alright, so I want to try them on for you"

You looked over to Eddie and gave him a sweet smile.

You stayed on Steve's lap as he rubbed your back. You guys kissed a little more while Eddie tried on his jeans.

" Okay so how about these?" Eddie asked

" Hmm turn around." You said circling your finger.

He did.

" Yeah definitely. " You got up from Steve's lap and went to Eddie.

You lifted his shirt a little to see if the waist line wasn't too tight.

Eddie was grinning from ear to ear looking at you helping him. When his eyes met Steve's, his smile faded. Steve's eyes were wide and his mouth was slightly agape. Eddie saw him stand up quickly and move behind you. Before he did that Eddie had seen a red stain on Steve's blue jeans.

Steve wrapped his arms around you and you smiled. But that smile went away as fast as it came when Steve whispered that you leaked through your pad and pants. Your stomach fell to your ass and your face got really hot. You didn't know what to do. You looked up at Eddie and saw him trying to figure something out to help. But Steve was the first to react.

He moved away from you just a bit and pulled off his sweatshirt and tied it around your waist. You wanted to cry. You wanted to run away from them and crawl in a hole. But Steve turned you and held your waist firmly.

" C'mon sweetheart. Let's get you home."

You let him lead you out of the store into the car. With Eddie following suit. Eddie kept shaking his head beating himself up for not wearing something to help you like Steve did.

Once you got home you took a shower to clean up and finally let yourself cry. You should have known better than to carry small pads during the beginning of your cycle. It always came down like Niagara falls the first 3 days.

-

"Did you know she started her umm...her..."

" Shark week? Nah man. She was fine last night." Eddie was going through your nightstand grabbing some comfy clothes for you, while Steve changed your bedsheets and put them in the wash with his jeans and sweatshirt.

" I'm gonna go rent a movie and get some comfort food for her." Eddie said laying your clothes on the bed.

" Yeah okay." Steve nodded finishing putting on the comforter.

" Try and find a heat pad and rub her back. It must be really hurting her right now."

" What if she doesn't have a heating pad?"

" I'll pick one up just in case."

" Okay. And some midol yeah?" Steve said grabbing his wallet and tried to giving Eddie money.

" Nah man I got it."

" Well use it for snacks or something?"

' No it's cool. I got it. Oh umm should I get her some tampons or something."

" Uhhh that's a good idea. Umm you know what size?"

Eddie shook his head.

" Ask Liz. She should know."

Eddie nodded and took off.

-

When Eddie left Steve sat on your bed waiting for you. But then he remembered something that could actually make you feel physically better. He got up and went to the bathroom door. Happy that Liz gave you the master bedroom.

"Hey sweetheart. You okay?"

" Uh huh." You sighed.

Steve went in and took off his remaining clothes. Getting in the shower with you.

" I hope this is okay baby girl."

" Umm yeah. It's okay." You said nervously.

" Are you sure?...I leave and wait for you."

You turned around and covered yourself as much as you could.

" Hey. Baby what's going on?" Steve stepped closer to you.

You didn't look at him but you stepped closer too. " I umm I just feel ugly. And I dont-"

Steve cupped your face with both hands finally getting a bit of water on him.

" Sweetheart no. You're so beautiful. Don't let those thoughts get to you. You're so unbelievably gorgeous I can barely stand not looking at you sometimes."

You looked into his eyes and almost believed him. He leaned in and placed a small kiss on your lips.

" Baby girl, believe me. You really are so damn pretty. I wish you could see yourself through my eyes." His voice was low and deep. Calling to your core.

" Damnit Hun. I really wish I wasn't on my period."

Steve smiled against your lips giving you one of the hottest kisses you had ever had.

He dropped his hands down to your waist. "Well...we are in the shower."

You moved your hands around his neck. " Ohh no. That's gross."

" It could help with the cramps. If you cum. Which I know I can do."

"I...I don't know."

"Let me make you feel better sweetheart."

You bit your lip and took a second to think about it.

" And it will help with the cramps?" You said just above a whisper.

" Mmhm. Want me to help?... Let daddy help you." He cooed kissing your jaw down your neck.

Daddy?

Why the hell did that turn you on?

" Are you sure you want to do this sweetheart." He said between kisses

" Y-yes please."

You heard a gutteral sound coming from him. It making your skin rise. He turned you around and one of his hands went down and touched your small bundle or nerves. You sunk against him letting your head fall back on his chest. A soft sigh left your lips feeling his gentle fingers rubbing lazy circles.

You could feel his erection pressed against your ass. You swirled your hips just a little to try and give him something. You looked up at him. He grinned and kissed you. His tongue swirled in your mouth. The moment he touched yours it made your body shudder.

He moved your arm behind you and had you wrap your fingers around his length. He slowly fuck your hand as he continued rubbing circles around your harden clit. His free hand went to massage your breast but you whimpered.

" oh baby girl. I'm sorry. They're sore huh?"

You nodded and he moved his hand to grab at your waist. You were close to your release when he slid a finger into your aching sex, that was contracting around his long finger.

"Oooohhhh." You moaned, throwing your head back.

"You gonna cum for me?"

" Uh huh."

"Good girl. You gonna cum for daddy?"

" Mmm fuck." You mewled as he pumped faster.

"Call me daddy." He cooed in your ear.

" Yeah?... Oh.. daddy! I'm... gonna- You said breathlessly.

" oh baby girl. Can I cum too?"

" Yes daddy. Cum with me....shit...C-cum for me."

You felt his hot release shoot up your back. And when he curled his finger hitting your g-spot you came too.

You leaned into him as he pulled his finger out of you and held you. He rinsed his hand and put both of his arms across your chest. You brought both hands up and held onto his forearms. Resting the side of your head on his chin.

" Mmm you did so good for me sweetheart. Do you feel better?"

You nodded and smiled. Steve always knew how to make you feel better.

" Good. Let's clean up and we can go lay down."

...

Finally all cleaned up and dried off, Steve led you to the bed and cuddled with you.

" I love you sweetheart."

"I love you too dad."

Steve grinned. He liked that a lot. He rubbed your back for a little bit until Eddie came back.

You looked up and smiled. " Eddie spaghetti."

He chuckled. " Hey Angel. How you feelin'?"

" Mmm better." You hummed resting your head back down on Steve's chest playing with his chest hair.

Eddie pulled out all the goodies for you. He went out to heat up the pad and took off his jacket and laid it on the couch. He quickly came back and dressed down to his boxers. He climbed in the bed with you and Steve and put the heating pad on your lower back.

" Is this okay right here?" He asked.

" Yeah."

" Okay." Eddie whispered putting his hand on your waist.

You were quiet for a while both of them tried to comfort you. You really did love them both. But a question was eating at you.

You moved to sit up grabbing the pad. You leaned your back against the wall and fidgeted with the loose string hanging from your long sleeve.

Steve and Eddie sat up too.

" What's the matter sweetheart?"

You could feel them burning a hole on either side of your face. You swallowed the lump building in your throat. " Did...did you guys ever...forced a girl to umm have sex?"

" Did someone tell you that?"

You turned to face Eddie. Looking in his eyes for just a second and nodded before looking back down to your lap.

Eddie looked at Steve and they both knew exactly what you were asking about. But that wasn't what happened.

Steve grabbed your hand. "No. We never did that. We never would. But... There was this one girl."

Eddie took your other hand bringing it to his lips. "We were hooking up at her place."

" When her boyfriend came home." Steve said.

" She said that we had gotten her drunk and took advantage of her. But, we met at the mall." Eddie sighed.

" That's why we make sure to ask every time we want to do something. So no one gets the wrong idea."

You looked at Steve and nodded.

" Is there anything else you want to know about Angel?"

You leaned your head on Eddie's shoulder and he put his cheek on the crown of your head.

" I know that we kinda talked a little bit about it. But I'm really not feeling so great about myself...Do umm....do you guys think I'm fat?"

Eddie and Steve furrowed their brow and Eddie lifted his head. Steve reached over and grabbed your face gently to look at him.

" Why would you ask that baby girl?

Eddie wrapped his arms around you.

" Did we ever make you feel like that?" Eddie said scooting closer to you.

" Well no. It's just..." You put your hands on Steve's. " So far all the girls I've seen that you've been with look nothing like me. And I can't help but feel ugly and fat in comparison."

You slightly hung your head wanting to cry. You felt Eddie's grip tightened.

" You're right sweetheart. You look nothing like those girls. But you are not ugly. You're so beautiful. Everything about you is gorgeous. I told you not to let those thoughts get to you."

You sniffled." I know. I just can't help it."

" Look at me baby."

You looked deep into Steve's eyes.

" Seriously. You're so perfect. Your smile, your laugh. Everything about you is perfect."

Steve gave you a soft kiss. After Eddie turned you to look at him and put one hand on your back and caressed the apple of your cheek, rubbing the tear that fell.

" Don't cry pretty girl. Steve is right. You're so special and so damn sexy. We see who you really are. We all have flaws but we don't judge you for yours. We know all about insecurities. But you never have to feel insecure with us. We see you, we hear you, and we feel you. When we're with you, nothing else exists. Only that gorgeous smile, that sweet voice, those big pretty eyes, and this beautiful face." He kissed your cheek. "You're amazing Angel. And we love you for everything you are....I love you."

These guys were gonna be the death of you. They're so sweet and beautiful. It was hard to believe that they were all yours.

...

The guys did everything they could to make you feel better all that week. Taking you out on dates, buying you flowers. Eddie even let you braid his hair, while Steve braided yours. Steve introduced you to his parents. And for the most part they were nice. You finally saw what he was talking about when he said they ignored him. They exchanged pleasantries but that was the extent of their interest in Steve's love life. Your heart broke for the lack of attention he was getting. And you promise to try and give him all that he needed.

They stayed with you for most of the week. Switching every other day. When Monday came around, the guys went home. Eddie pulled his car themed calendar and wrote out your shark week for the rest of the year. While Steve did the same with his daily planner. They wanted to be prepared for you. Making sure to have a care package ready to go.

-

Class was cancelled on Monday so you ended up working. With Liz joining you after school. She would catch a ride with Eddie since they both were going to the same place. You felt a little weird about that. Since they hooked up and all. But you trusted Liz and you trusted Eddie. When they walked in together, Eddie jogged over to you and spun you around in your swivel chair.

" Hey pretty girl. I missed you."

You blushed. " I missed you too."

He put his hand on the arm rests and gave you a big smooch, with Liz making gagging sounds.

You looked at her and narrowed your eyes.

" So what's the plan for dinner?" Eddie asked. His body and eyes never leaving you.

" She's having dinner with me. You know. It's sad that we live together now and I barely see her. You guys need to share." Liz said with almost a sneer.

You and Eddie just grinned at each other.

" Actually, I have a date with Steve."

" Really?" Eddie jerked his head back a little. " He didn't tell me."

Eddie didn't look too happy after you said that. You moved his hair behind his ears and gave him a quick but sweet kiss.

" Don't be upset with Steve. He just came over during his lunch and asked. I'm sure he was going to tell you."

Eddie tilted his head and grinned. You were always trying to make the best of the situation. And he absolutely loved that.

" Okay pretty girl. Do you have time for a break?"

" Ummm." You looked at Liz and she waved her hand. " Uh yeah."

" Okay come on. I want to show you something."

He stood up and held out his hand. You took it and he led you outside to the back of his van.

When he opened the door you smiled.

" What's all this?"

Eddie was staring at the side of your face to see your reaction. " I uhh. I wanted to have a place just for us."

You gave him a look of adoration. " Just for us?"

You looked back in the van. He put in a fold out foam chair and a crate with a radio. There was a stuffed puppy sitting in the middle. He also has a stack of your books and a small box filled with your guys favorite snacks. You saw his D&D books with a brand new note book. There was a case of beer and a case of coke bottles.

" You did all this for me?"

He put his arm around your waist and kissed your temple. " Yeah pretty girl. I thought whenever you get in a funk. We can go somewhere and just relax."

You climbed in and looked around and saw a brand new brush and scrunchies. Hand lotion and blankets. Your smile got bigger and bigger with each item you found.

Eddie climbed in and watched you. Seeing you that happy made his heart full. He swore to do everything he could to make sure that you always smile when you were with him.

He looked at the ceiling. " Oh. We're totally missing the best part."

Your eyes followed him to the front and watched him put up a sun shade cover and close the back doors. A soft green glow shined from above.

" Oh Eddie."

" Come here pretty girl."

He sat down on the fold out and held his arms out for you. You went to him eagerly and snuggled with him.

He pointed to a certain spot. " That there, Canis major. And there is Ursa minor....and right there, that's Taurus."

You listen to him name all the constellations he took the time to create. In this moment you never felt so loved and so lucky to have Eddie in your life.

...

That night Steve had decided to finally make you dinner again at his place. You guys had the house all to yourselves. So while Steve made dinner you were making peach cobbler.

Steve had Eddie show him how to make a mix tape for the special night.

" Foreigner?"

Steve looked at you and had a guilty grin. " Uhh yeah."

You chuckled. " No, Foreigner is cool. You just seem like a Steve Perry fan."

" Oh I am."

"That's cool too." You gave him a genuine smile.

When dinner was done, you guys sat at the table.

" This looks so good dad."

Steve sucked his bottom lip and grinned at you.

"So what is the plan after dinner?" You asked between bites.

" Hmmm. Whatever you want to do."

"What if we clean up and then we could do a puzzle?"

He smiled. " That sounds nice."

You beamed at him and he swore he died and went to heaven. There was so much he wanted to say. But for some odd reason all he wanted was this. Just you and him. Together, eating dinner and talking. He loved these moments with you. The comfortability you guys had with each other was something he never had before. And he couldn't get enough of it.

"What's the matter?"

Steve looked at you and shook his head. " It's nothing."

" Steve baby, something up....just talk to me."

He cleared his throat and leaned forward a little. " I just can't help but think this is too good to be true. Like, you're everything I want in a girl. And I know that I put these rules in place. But when I'm with you, all bets are off. Sometimes I feel bad for wanting you all to myself. But then when we're all together it's nice. I wonder if maybe I screwed up by letting myself feel this way for you so fast."

" Do you not want to feel that way towards me?"

" No. I do. It's just now, I can't bear to lose you."

"You won't lose me. You and Eddie are very important to me. I know what you mean. Being selfish. Some days I need you and your roughness and other days I need Eddie's tenderness. But at the end of the day. I want both of you in my bed. Or be in yours or Eddie's."

" That's what I want too. These times you and I spend together mean everything to me. I just don't want it to end."

You stood up and held out your hand. " Dance with me."

He took your hand and held you close swaying you along to Waiting for a girl like you. You rested your head on his collar bone.

" When I'm around you, I lose it too. It's really hard to be good when you look at me like I'm the prettiest girl in the world."

" To me you are."

You kissed his chest. " If I promise to never give up on us. Will you promise to always hold me like this?"

He held you just a bit tighter. "I'll never let you go if that's what you want."

" I want."

He laughed while lifting your chin to look at him before letting it go. " I promise sweetheart. Whenever you need me. I will be here. And I promise as long as I'm here, no one is gonna hurt you."

Your gentle smile made you look so beautiful. It took Steve's breath away.

"You're just so... Perfect. Steve Harrington give me your heart. I promise to take care and protect it with everything I have."

" You have it. You've had it all along baby girl."

You lifted to your toes and closed your eyes to kiss him. This kiss was perfect. It wasn't too soft and not too rough. There wasn't too much tongue but just enough to send your body into a frenzy.

You sucked on your bottom lip after Steve broke the kiss.

" You know. I can be gentle too."

You opened your eyes and looked deep into Steve's pretty brown eyes. " Yeah?" You whispered into his mouth. " show me."

You kissed him again. He moved behind you and pushed your hair to the side to kiss your neck. Then he pulled down the collar of your shirt and placed a soft kiss on your shoulder before letting your shirt go. He did the same thing to the other side. He walked back to face you and caressed your cheek with the back of his hand. His fingers ran through your hair, massaging your scalp as he kissed the opposite cheek. He put his free hand on your lower back and pulled you closer.

Your core ached for him. All you wanted was him to make love to you. Right here, right now.

You lifted your arms so he could take off your shirt. He lifted his head away from your neck and reached for the hem. Sowly pulled it over your head and kissed all over your body. Doing his best to kiss every inch. Your hands slipped under his shirt and your fingers slid through his chest hair. You tried to take off his shirt. But he did that really hot way guys take off their shirts with one hand. Seeing him do that made you rushed to take off his pants. He laughed and held your hands.

" Gentle. Remember baby."

You bit your lip wanting nothing more for him to ravish you. But he was right. You wanted to see this side of him.

He dropped to his knees and kissed every stretch mark and every faded scar. He went to unbutton your jeans and peeled them off with your panties. You got to your knees too and kissed him all over. Your hands went around his neck and into his hair. You pushed yourself closer to him as his hands went to unhook your bra. He slowly slid the straps off leaving a trail of moisten kisses behind it. You felt your cunt clenched as he massaged your chest.

He got to his feet, pulling you up with him.

Now in his room, you sat down on his bed while he lit a scent candle. He turned off his light and the soft glow from the candle dance on his skin. He walked to you and leaned over for a kiss.

You reached up and held onto his belt. " Can I take this off?"

Steve grinned. " Yeah"

Once his body was on full display you drank him in. Every inch of him was perfect. From his feathery hair down to the bottom of his feet.

You stood up, moving Steve to lay down on the bed. You straddled moving your lips from his down to his chiseled jaw line. You grinded your sex with his as the kissing continued. You put one hand on his chest and one on the side of his face while he lifted you by your ass. Your lower half shook as his tip went in with ease. Just for a moment you moved only to fuck his tip. Making all your juice flow.

Steve could feel your wetness drip down his shaft and wanted to ram himself in you. But he decided to let you take control. And oh did you.

You slowly took him in just to let him out completely. Doing it over and over again. With every hop taking him in more and more. You held back your moans until you were at the hilt. Almost crying from the delicious pain that shot through your core.

Steve threw his head back when he hit the end of you. Mewling at the tightness of velvet walls. You leaned back putting one hand on his thigh and the other on his stomach. You started rocking back and forth as Steve's fingers dug deep into your thighs. Sighs and fucks left both of your mouths. But when you started to move faster Steve wanted you closer. So he sat up wrapping one arm around your waist as the other cupped your breast. You hung on his shoulders moving faster, searching for your release.

You rest your face on the slope of his neck moaning. That's when his body tensed.

" I'm gonna cum." Steve grunted

"M-Me T-Two."

" Yeah...cum for daddy."

Your body shudder and twitched as you fucked him through it. Milking his cock for everything it had.

" Mmmm" you hummed finally coming to a stop.

Steve laid back down pulling you to rest on top of him. After a few minutes you lifted off of him and nestled in his arms. You played with his chest hair as he stroked your arm.

" I want this forever Steve." Your voice was soft and weak.

"Me too." He said holding you closer.

And he really meant that. He wanted you forever and a day.

...

September 18th 1986

You were pacing your living room waiting for your guys. Tonight's the night. It was officially your 3 month anniversary. 3 whole months since you started dating Steve and Eddie. And you had planned on tonight being the night you were finally gonna do the unthinkable. Have sex with both of them. Did they know this? Well no. Had you made sure Liz was gonna be gone for the night? Uhh yeah.

You weren't really sure how this was gonna work. Fucking both of them at the same time. But Liz helped you out. You guys went out of town that afternoon and went to a sex shop. You had gotten a small pink vibrator and some strawberry flavored lube. You had also bought a butt plug per Liz's suggestion with a pair of fuzzy hand cuffs. You were so embarrassed buying it you almost didn't. A lot was gonna happen tonight and even though you were scared, you were gonna take the lead on this one. But a conversation had to happen first.

You were already wearing the plug when the guys finally came. After the hugs and kisses hello, you asked the boys to sit down so you could talk.

" Okay. So tonight I think I'm ready for both of you. But I just want to say a few things."

They were both surprised. This wasn't what they expected for tonight's date.

" So I know that we all have trouble with wanting alone time with each other. So I'm making a rule."

Eddie leaned back into the couch and grinned. Steve raised an eyebrow. He liked that you were taking charge. It was definitely different from other girls.

" So I want you guys. Like all the time. So whenever you want me. Take me. If I'm with you Steve and you want to. Then just do it. Of course ask how I want it and I'll let you know. And the same goes for you Eddie. But you guys can't get mad or jealous at the other for it. Also, I would like to set out a couple of days during the week that we all can be together. But, between school and work. It's gonna be hard. So can we make it so that Saturdays are our days for all of us and Sundays can be like a date/ recovery type day. I would like us to be together more often but maybe during the holidays we can."

" That sounds like a good plan." Steve grinned.

"Yeah. Is there anything else we should do or more rules." Eddie tilted his head and gave you a smirk.

" Well let's see...safe words?"

" What do you have in mind pretty girl?"

" I guess the basics. Green for good, yellow for almost there, and red for stop."

" Yeah I like that." Steve licked his lips before leaning back into the couch.

" So what's off the table is anal fisting. That just seems too painful."

They chuckled.

" Vaginal fisting. Ummm. Maybe. But definitely not now."

They nodded.

"What about spanking or choking?" Eddie said giving you a shit eating grin.

" Only if I ask for it. Or when a punishment is handed out."

A little growl left Eddie's lips and you caught Steve adjusting his junk. You smiled to yourself at the effect your words did to them.

"Is that ok with you guys?"

" Yeah. Definitely." They said in unison.

" Okay. Good. so....umm want to give me a massage?"

Eddie licked his lips and took off his jacket. Steve smiled and got up. When you guys went to the room you took off your clothes and laid down. You watched as they took off theirs as well. Eddie put up his hair and was about to start taking off his rings.

"Eddie baby. You can leave them on. I like the way they feel."

" Yeah?" He asked, honestly surprised.

" Unless you don't want me to ruin them."

" No. No. I'll leave them on."

You laughed softly.

"Are you sure you're ready for this sweetheart?"

You looked at Steve as he sat at the end of the bed.

" I've been ready. Just take it easy on me. This is my first time with 2 beautiful guys."

Eddie chuckled sitting next to you. " Of course pretty girl."

You closed your eyes as Eddie started massaging your shoulders and Steve started rubbing your feet. You instantly got goosebumps. You never had this sensation before. This type of seduction was intense. Feeling hands on your breast and on your thighs shook you to your very core.

...

The night was a complete blur of appendages and lips. The sounds of moaning and grunts burning into your memory. In the morning every inch of your body was sore. But in such an amazing way. You woke up before the guys and went to the bathroom and looked at yourself. You looked so different now. You felt as if you were floating. You saw the hickeys all over and smiled. This feeling was utter bliss. Finally after 3 agonizing months, they had you every way you wanted them too. And you couldn't wait for the next time.

You washed up and decided to make your guys some breakfast. When you were mid pancake flip the phone rang.

" Hey y/n."

" Erin? What's up?"

" We're in town now. I think I'm about 3 minutes away."

" Uhh wait what?"

" Yeah....Did you forget?"

" Uhhh."

" Damnit y/n! It's my birthday."

" Oh fuck!! No I... I'm-"

" Just get ready! I'll be there soon."

She hung up on you and you just stood there.

"OH FUCK!"

...

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[fjadwrites]

Blogging Plans And Reading Just One Book

Good morning!

This is actually a blog entry at past 8 AM here in 🇵🇭 since... sleep keeps winning. Urgh! Of course, there is a reason. I really couldn't sleep last night and I ended up sleeping at past 1 in the morning. It's a good thing that it's weekend. I don't have to wake up early to help my sister prepare for work. Maybe that's why I ended up sleeping that late. I just know I don't have to wake up way too early. 😁✌️

One more day before I reach my second week of daily reading. What do you know? I made it! Well, I did fail at reading as soon as I wake up. Sleep always wins on me. So the challenge that I chose to keep up was to reach my reading goal and write about it the next day to give updates. And so far, I was able to do both. Maybe I should do a weekly recap blog entry? Or not. I mean, I've been writing my daily thoughts about what I've read here on my blog. So doing that would only feel repetitive. But I seriously think I should write something different each week that may or may not have something to do with reading. As a way to make this blog a little diverse, in my opinion.

I do have topics that I want to write about. They've been pending for who knows how long already. And now I recalled that I have a Ko-fi account that I've neglected in so long. Like, what the heck? I never realized that I've neglected so many account in the last two years. I also neglected my hobbies in that time period, as well. What kind of person am I? I can't help feeling that I'm so lost in what I really want to do in life.

Thankfully, something sort of "snapped" in me and forced me to finally start doing this. Now I don't have any reason to neglect my blog again. And maybe my "special" weekly blog entry would help me start navigating my Ko-fi account in some way. Of course, that entry would still be free to read in the meantime. Or as long as I can make it. Wait... why does that sound a little greedy on my part? Hopefully not.

Anyway, with me writing things like this instead of filming like other booktubers do, consider this as my own way of vlogging or documenting my reading journey. Yes, it can be boring. As much as I want to film videos about this, it doesn't really sit well with me, you know. I have to do a different way to express my thoughts about what I read for the day, and so I chose to write them down instead. And I know, I feel comfortable doing this and I wouldn't be too stressed about editing and filming and most of all, storage space. 😂😂

I only read one book yesterday even while I keep finding more to read. Yes, I did a digital e-book haul once again and I'm seriously putting such stress in myself again. I'm so sorry. Of course, I reached my daily quota yesterday, which was 27 pages. Now, I'm 53% done with the second volume. I was able to read 92 pages yesterday and I just realized that the first two volumes of this series encompassed the 12 episodes of the first season of the anime version. Who knows? Maybe I'd be able to finish reading the rest of the second volume if daily life activities wouldn't get in the way. My first sister (the one born after me) and her son (my nephew) were here since yesterday so I have a feeling that things would still be busy just until they go back later this afternoon.

I have to use the generator for, like, three times because I kept getting lower numbers. One time was 17 and the second one was 18. Like, seriously? And when I chose for the third time, I got this. The reason why I have to do this 3 times was because I've already reached my 18 pages while I was reading the fifth volume of the light novel "The Most Heretical Last Boss Queen" at past midnight. Crazy of me, I know. But I couldn't sleep, that's why. So now, I needed additional numbers to aim. Today, I have to read 53 pages and I've already read my 18 pages. So that's... 35 more pages for me to read. Not bad at all.

By the way, should I try changing the numbers of the range for my number generator? Still not going to pass 70 as the maximum. But maybe I should do something with the minimum number. Should I use 20 as my minimum pages to read? I think I should do that tomorrow.

I have a lot of things to consider doing here on my blog. But do you know what I kept on saying when things would start to become overwhelming for me? Take it one step at a time. And that's what I have to do now that I have plans on my other neglected accounts.

For now, that's all I have. See you tomorrow! Happy reading. 😊💕✌️📚📖

[intimidating-fettuccine]

HI! how are you doing? i hope well :) out of curiosity do you have charging fees for your commissions? i see you do them but rarely see any on your page (i hope that didn't come off as rude) or any like if it cost money and how much money it costs thingy post? ( i have literally no idea what their called) and i was wondering if you could answer that question i would be very grateful because ive been wondering for a while now and for some reason (idk why i was nervous to ask) have the balls to ask you (idk but this seems really awkward im sorry) anyway im sorry AGAIN for my weirdness or whatever and hope you have a good day/night/morning etc 😍✌️

I DO have charging fees for my comms, that's why they're comms ^^

Requests (the things you see posted onto my blog) are absolutely free, and you can always send them when the inbox is open without any charge at all.

Commissions I DON'T post, because they're customized. They have pronouns, personal names, personal appearances, etc., whatever the commissioner wants, and because of that I don't post them. They tend to be very personal works, so I share them only with the person that pays and commissions me for them. I just see no reason to post a commission if it's tailored for one person, whereas a request is tailored for multiple people so obviously those are all posted. ^^