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I think walking directly into the ocean would fix me
#personal#ocean tag#I'm having. a time#I DONT WANNA DO MY IGCSES#WHY DID I TAKE TWO SCIENCES#anyway. I'm fine. I'm regular#studying hell. what the fuck is a circle theorem#I wanna be on tumblr more often tho I feel like I'll reblog like 7 things a month and then vanish for weeks#BACK TO THE OCEAN THO. IT WOULD FIX ME I KNOW IT#can I just walk directly into a sea storm. is that too much to ask#when is it my turn to be happy.
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ORIGAMI NORIAKI KAKYOIN, designed+folded by me. One uncut square of roughly 60 cm home-prepared double tissue. Natural color changes (green for one side of the paper, peach on the other). Long post incoming!!















This project began a bit over a week ago, when the inspiration struck me, and I simply had to create him. My starting paper was super wrinkly! It got warped when I left it to dry overnight!! So it was very uneven. But! I took inspiration from a post I once saw about a tissue foil Ryujin that said “See this post as a reason to create something stupid, because it might actually turn out great.” So despite the flaws, I decided “I am going to fold this paper anyway”. And I’m glad I did. Shaping the face especially took a lot of trusting in the process. While I believe there is still room for future improvement, I also think it’s the best origamiyoin I’ve created so far.
Much of this folding process was spent shaping him. I spent an evening impulsively drafting the structure in Box Pleating Studio and then getting paper prepared. Precreasing and collapse was spread out over 2 days, and everything else was shaping.
Including image with side by side comparison of the first Kakyoin vs the latest below. While the old fold absolutely does not meet my standard now, it was an important part of this journey as well. Other miscellaneous process images included. (I do not claim the crease pattern to be perfect)
ALSO EDIT: NEW FOLD OF KAKYOIN HERE






#origami#paper folding#paper art#paper#origami art#art#kakyoin fanart#noriaki kakyoin#jjba kakyoin#jojo kakyoin#jjba part 3#jjba stardust crusaders#jjba#jjba fanart#jojo stardust crusaders#jojos bizarre adventure#kakyoin noriaki#jojo part 3#note that the hair is on the less usual side due to a design oversight#the head gets a twist around#so if you want it on its more regular side of his head#just flip the pattern#long post#but I'm excited#the opening on his backside is not intended to mean anything tragic I promise#origamiyoin lives. he's fine. he survives...origami part 3?#I mean I do want to create the rest of the part 3 crew#but I cannot guarantee specific characters at this time#anyway he was a joy to fold!#yayyy
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[I.D. Two drawings of Baxter Stockman from TMNT 2003. He wears a yellow v neck sweater and has orange glasses frames in both. In the first drawing he frowns with concentration, sticking out his tongue as he stares at a purple seed in his palm (the kind that Draxum uses to create vines) and gestures with his other hand. A small purple vine stems from the seed. In the second drawing, he moves his arm outward and the vine shoots up, curling over his head. He looks at it excitedly and says "Yes, yes!!" End I.D.]
I've decided, building on this post, after Stockman is told that manipulating vines is really hard and takes a super long time to learn that he decides to teach himself how to do it out of spite. Man is about 3 seconds away from losing control and sending that vine through his ceiling <3
#image described#tmnt 2003#2003 baxter stockman#tmnt 2k3#tmnt baxter stockman#teenage mutant ninja turtles#tmnt#scientists testing evil mutagens#stem au#tag ramble time: i cant figure out how to draw his actual canon glasses and make them look nice so i went with orange frames#idk i like giving him bright colors (and it fits better with the energy of the rise universe i feel like)#but also. they were so annoying to draw. because i accidentally drew them on the regular lineart layer#well i drew one pair on the wrong layer and then went 'screw it i'm just merging the glasses down' Bad Decision#cause when i had to recolor them to make sure they actually stood out against his skin i couldnt do my normal 'recolor the whole layer'#(hit protect alpha and fill tool the whole layer so it takes like 3 seconds)#no i had to go in and carefully reline them. it wasnt that long but it was way longer than it wouldve taken if i hadnt messed up my layers#anyway his glasses are awful and i hate them (affectionate) (they're fine they're just tricky to draw)#and that's my tag ramble ig hope you enjoyed if you actually read it for some reason lmao
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say what u will about barry allen but no other superhero has had a worse time. you come in, take up another heros mantle, be a hero for however many years, DIE!!! actually die not comic death but die to the point you are functionally irrelevant for 20 years you completely cease to be that character and the vast majority of people grew up with a different flash, get resurrected you're back now (yay?), writers don't know what to do with you because there's already another flash and there has been for the past two decades so the entire universe kinda hems and haws about what to do with you until they take you out of your main comics and just have you chill in the justice league, then you lose your powers and are once again no longer the flash.
I need a "where are they now" but for Barry Allen flash. dead for Twenty Real Life Years. come back to life. reset the universe. just to lose your powers and be booted again from the superhero title. God himself hates this man
"Oh wally got erased from existence" "well x happens to Batman" it's not even about what happens in the narrative it's like. you're the only mainstream superhero ever that stopped existing for two decades and when they do decide to bring the character back they have no idea what to do with you so you're eventually forever relegated to the sidelines And also you're not the strongest or the most skilled or the fastest flash and they keep retconning all the special stuff You did in specific and refuse to let your narrative exist beyond Dead Mom. bartholomew baby I'm so sorry
#:v#Barry Allen#DC comics#the flash#It's just like. idk I really like Wally and I grew up with him in the cartoon#wally is what made me love the flash!#but why can't there be space for both of them. there's like 80 different batmen.#and Barry is so different from all the other speedsters you know? hes methodical and stops to think twice and is cautious#everyone else is silly and hot headed and impulsive#not to say Barry isn't silly or impulsive but he's not like. Hal you know?#he's level headed and his jokes are more like Dad puns then anything#idk I just really like Barry and I feel like the comics Don't#Also I forerv have beef with new 52 ENOUGH WITH REBOOTS#new 52 is why we got those dogshit movies idc idc 🙄#Also I'm fine with superheroes going through shit constantly I think especially with like peter parker and barry allen#the appeal there for a lot of people is they're regular nerdy guys who get beat up a lot and constantly fall down#but they always get back up#it's why making Peter a ceo in the comcis didn't work#That's not really what his character is ya know?#he's not a tony he's the down on his luck guy who can't afford eggs this week but he will still save new york#anyway I wish they could just do what marvel did and let there be two spidermen. why not ya know?#im sure the appeal is there. give us them both Please
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Hey if you want to read a character study of BOTW trans girl Link and trans guy Zelda featuring heavy use of suicide/dying metaphors read my fic on AO3.
#tumblr still isn't letting me post regular link posts rip#does it just fine when i try to link the ao3 home page but doesn't process a link to an individual work#wonder what's up with that#botw#totk#botw link#botw zelda#link#zelda#anyway. wasn't kidding when i said i couldn't stop thinking about transfem link this morning#then transmasc zelda happened in the fic also. i'm not complaining#do still want to do a proper longform post-totk character study of zelda through a transmasc lens#but really who knows when/if i finish that one. glad this is here at least
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how are you holding up with the mighty nein teaser being the fjorester meet cute?
I'm obviously so fine about it I'm being so normal in this house right now it's BUSINESS AS USUAL
#yep i'm fine and normal this is just a regular day#anyway they look SO good i'm going to continue to be FINE about this#i hope that answers your question hahaha#fjorester#fairymonk#erin answers things#i have watched it multiple times
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Lyney has such a good cover (as a magician) because who would look at this damn twink and imagine he's a genius in both intellect and assassination skills
#◜✧ . ❪ muse. lyney snezhevich. ❫#He's such a suave goofball on main too 😭 NO ONE expected SHIT in canon and then bam. there came the massive lore drop#I'm most likely keeping everything from his story to his skillset; the only difference for the main verse would be the lack of fire powers#for Obvious Reasons. but that's fine bc he's versed in regular weapons anyway so it wouldn't make much of a difference in a modern au#(Already dreading the necessity of writing a bio for him & Sethos & Subj2 bc barely anyone goes here) (Also for Hugo actually)#(AND HEIZOU TOO. Perfect time to add a New detective into the mix)
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Just since I was in the mood and have not been focused at all, I also dragged out my Alleyman Tarot deck for the fun of it, and first of all, despite not doing much tarot in the past six-ish years, I've somehow become better at shuffling, which is GREAT because holy hell there are so many cards, but second of all, man I need to work with this deck some more. It's the most unhinged deck I've ever used and I love it.
#I definitely never really got too far with it cuz I sucked at shuffling lmao#could NOT do a bridge at all and now I'm much better somehow? despite not practicing?#but now i can! not necessarily with a whole deck (even a regular sized one) but I'm getting there#and trying to shuffle that deck was a nightmare in particular. takes SO long#but god it's fun#it does go hard with the death cards which I'm somewhat eh about cuz I do think death as a card is overrated but#i like how each death has a slightly different modifier so it's fine#honestly I love all of my decks I should use them more#anyway I'd say sorry for every time my occult twitter side awakens from its slumber but I'm not sorry so#that's just how it is around here lmao
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Zelda
She/her, 65 moons, cis molly
#Zelda (cat)#<- so it doesn't go in the fandom tags of the game lmao#Loner#honeyclan#<- the save file she's from. I'm gonna say she lives nearest to them#warrior cats oc#warriors oc#kiri’s clangen#clangen#She also doesn't have the chest spot on her sprite but I thought she looked better with it so. Y'know#I made her fur so massive but I need it to be known that the rest of her is massive as well. She's jut very large#also I HAVE RETURNED TO THIS BLOG!!! Can't say how regular activity here will be but I'm queueing this on thursday to go up on friday#and I've got three more finished cats to go up the three days after that. We'll see how many more I draw before the queue runs out#I'm doing hermit-a-day-may over on my main blog and I'm coming up on the end of the schoolyear so I may be mostly swamped until summerish#but I'd like to pick back up with posting these during the summer. I have some ideas for a comic that I'd like to do but I haven't written-#-it out yet becuase I want to get these designs done first and I think I'm about halfway through all the cats I have? across 5 different-#-clans two of which are very large so. Mass extinction events will be on once I start playing moons again!!#anyways sorry for rambling but I'm very proud of my next few designs. I think I've found a good method for doing them quickly. It involves-#-using actual reference images for the poses lmao#EDIT I lied I'm not even close to halfway#I've got 66 out of 181 done meaning I have 115 left#jesus fucking christ ITS FINE it's fine it's just a lot. not a problem though#I can pick up the pace after this next month or two#it's chill
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they published listings for student apartments in the city I hope to move to yay
#but I'm kinda confused about the questions you're supposed to answer on your profile like idk how to answer some of them#and I don't know if I need to answer all bc I think some are intended for people applying for regular non-student housing#but like for the section where you're supposed to include your proof of studies#they said you could send your application instead if you haven't started studying#but there's also a question on how much money you're getting in benefits and loans but I obviously haven't applied for that yet sooo#I don't know if I can leave that blank? it doesn't feel right to name a number that's a guess since I don't actually have it confirmed#do I write a comment saying I don't know yet since I'm not currently collecting student benefits?#oh nope they won't let you put anything but numbers in that box#also realised it said you had to fill in your profile before making applications 🫣#but I added stuff in immediately after applying so all the info will be there when they process the application so it's probably fine?#there's also a question of 'how many people are in your houshold' but I assume that's also for normal housing and not students?#but if I were to answer it anyways idk how. because I think what they want to know is how many people would be moving into their apartment#so in that case it's just me. but the question is how many people ARE in your household. and I live with others now so ?#but that's obviously not relevant to them so do I put in 1? or leave it blank?#but I don't want to risk them not processing the application because it lacks information#this is so stressful and their instructions aren't exactly clear 😭#gonna ask my mum about it when she gets home ig#and then hope I'm not fucked because the info was added after the application was made lol 😅#(but I think/hope they just say that because they need to have the info when they look at the application)#(which probably won't be minutes after the listing was posted + in the evening)#personal
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Janeway in 'Nothing Human' vs Tuvok in 'Resolutions' There's something here I know there is I can almost wrap my teeth around it.
#I can't watch Nothing Human bc the puppet really disconcerts me#but I cannot believe Janeway really came into B'Elanna's room after all that and the FIRST thing she says...her OPENER is#'Wow it smells awful in here~!'#DUDE....................TIME AND PLACE#HEHEHHE#C'MON MAN#B'Elanna: Is [putting it behind us] an order? / Janeway [normal!]: Yes.#'And what emotion is that?' C'MON MAN!!!!!!#Janeway & Tuvok#Kathryn Janeway#Tuvok#I can see why she and Tuvok are friends#'I understand you're upset but fall in line'#You can be upset but not if effects your work#<- Something which would be fine on a regular ship but is very difficult on Voyager#I think Janeway's certain coldness or ruthlessness which can be aimed at either friend or foe is an interesting#aspect of her personality#Ex: She and B'Elanna COULD have feasibly had a more touching scene together to close out the episode but they don't#I don't know if I'm explaining myself well right now I'm a bit ill and more than a bit tired#Something about uhh maybe....people under their command vehemently and emotionally disagreeing with them/their decisions??#you can disagree with me but not if you don't follow me anyway#Voyager a ship full of contradictions#they have to all work together and they are all closer emotionally than any other starship due to their situation#but they are also still 'at work' and are expected to follow orders. It's like a 'casual' hierarchy but it's still a hierarchy#and you can't fall too far out of line bc you're someone dear to me#but you're also a valued cog in the machine#and even though you ARE valued you ARE still a cog in the machine#but you're also my dear friend. and all of these things are true at once.#all of that of course but also Janeway & Tuvok are displaying a very particular kind of shared leadership style in these moments#Janeway is obviously on the whole MUUUCH more charismatic and understanding than Tuvok but still - when push comes to shove...
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migraine has been bestowed upon me
#thumbs down emoji#it's literally sunnyyyyyyyy why must i be the bearer of the curse i could be doing ACTIVITIES!!!#anyway yesterday a family member knocked on my window concerned bc my curtains were closed when they left the house and#i was like *horrified shock* *how do i explain to them that i'm sick as hell but also just living my life regular style to me because this#is regular style to me* so i was like like 'no i'm fine (:'#bc like. idk how to explain it more than i've already explained it. i'm chronically ill and disabled for real u guys :')#it was nice that they checked on me. sucked as a reality check :P#anyway that's unrelated to migraine that's 'needs 10 hours of sleep a night or gets even more sick' type situation.#Please wish me a very 'drs investigate physical uhhh mechanisms of migraine' as i think i've found a contributing factor and i don't#feel like i can get anyone to believe me or investigate.#meeting a new dr in a couple of weeks yaaaaaaay#ANYWAY! it's literally sunny i did my chores i can ferment my brain in peace nbd i guess
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Maybe I'll just uh... Draw that same pose in my regular style or something when I have the time
Or just make a different drawing entirely only in my regular style. I just need to think of some cute poses, I'm kind of burnt out right now and I have things to do
#tippy rambles#I'm glad some folks enjoyed it and like my chibi style! but i can tell that a lot of others just... didn't really like it very much 😅#which is fine! i draw in my regular style more often anyway!#ah well... can't please everyone and that's okay#wamuu thought it was adorable 😊
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mornin!!!
#mine#ts4#sims 4#the sims 4#simblr#sims#ofmd#stede#ofmd sims#my therapist suggested doing a regular dose of ativan (1 mg every 4 hours)#for at least the next two weeks#maybe even the entire month of march#and i was reluctant at first because u kno#worries abt dependency and whatnot#but ive done this before!#with higher doses for longer periods of time#and it rly helped and it was fine#i had a rly calm day yesterday and i wanna keep that vibe going overthe weekend#so anyway i'm glad i feel like i have “permission” to use my anxiety meds when i need them#and i know im a Grown Up and should be able to do that on my own but#i have a rly hard time justifying that im anxious enough to myself#i feel like i should save it for when i RLY need it#and my therapist was like uhhh it sounds like u DO rly need it rn????#and i was like yeah.... maybe.....#and she said drew how is ur prescription written?#and i was like........ up to 8mg a day#and she was like TAKE UR DAMN MEDICINE 😂#so. i am!!!!#also gonna hit the dispensary this morning because i have not been in a WHILE and i need some supplies 😂#anyway hello!!
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birthday specialness.
#first time having all of us together in…..forever#and first time overall for some of the meetings#first time max has met shan and kay has met her little brother#there’s circumstances i won’t mention here but was a big deal and yeah was nice#they all were full of nerves but the day was an act of love for my dad it was I can’t even explain it lol lovely tho#lots of special moments#sounds like not a big deal but it genuinely was so special in ways I can’t express on here or at all#family trauma AND love runs crazy deep#haven’t talked to my sister on the porch in forever the memories and comfort came back so fast#only go up there or meet places because of reasons but#she misses it here so much#anyways#and my dad was happy and that meant everything to me#he texted me before he went to bed while I was on route back to RI and it was simple but got me so bad loool#I'm glad we have the ring cameras have so many cute videos in there rn#some funny ones too#anyways I’m proud of all of them but especially my niece#and I can see myself in her because I've been there and that pain is something you don't know unless you do#and it’s lifelong#but she’s strong like me#she’s also getting her license#I let her drive the new bronco baby 🫨#it's not a regular thing tho sry girl hahah#she's pretty good tho#but that's a boundary I made#bad timing because I wouldn't have cared if she drove the old jeep around#it's fine once she secures the license max has a shit box he's gonna have to share till she gets her own haha#anyways I miss yesterday#feels good that it was me that made it happen too idk cute shit lots of love and some growth and whateva ❤️
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I managed to befriend only one colleague from the day program ( it's someone who I already knew from the trainings, but I always wanted to be friend with him as I thought he was really fun and chill ) and you know what, that's all I care about in terms of "finding my place" in this new staff team for the day program.
#💭#we have one more group home joining the day program next week so I still have a chance of finding new potential friends#but again it's fine if I only end up clicking with one person beside M#I feel like most of these colleagues are the gossipy / serious kind of folks who I don't vibe with at all#( and I sensed my regular colleague - who gossiped shit behind my back last week - was already talking to a coworker about me + M again.. )#so :/#at least this B guy is awesome as fuck#it sounds sort of mean but ngl if M isn't present in shift or we won't work together of the day at least I can likely interact with B#I felt miserable the whole day thinking M wasn't coming tomorrow already because I saw on the schedule he wasn't gonna be in tomorrow shift#but then when I asked if I'll see him tomorrow after he was telling me things that suggested he will so - he was just yes and o+<#anyways though...#B and I clicked SO well it was incredible#the moment I saw him for the first time in training - I thought how much I'd love to be his friend#and I was so delighted to find that he's actually part of this day program#I'm very excited to get to interact with B more he's so much fun!
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