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#anyway. listening to orange juice again. like it's my fault
hella1975 · 1 year
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noah kahan really said growing up in a small, bitter hometown is about the rage and the hatred that's been sung about many times before but it's also about love and devotion and the 'all three of us were drowning and we didn't know how to save each other but there was an understanding that we were all drowning together' of it all and knowing people so intimately yet not being able to help anyone and he's morally grey at best in a lot of his songs and objectively the bad guy in others and that's just how it is and it's about substance abuse and normalised crime and teen suicide and country roads and failed exams and leaving and being left and love and hate and love and hate and love and
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Sunday lovin'
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warnings: domestic bf!steve, food and eating
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You wake up slowly, sun streaming in through the blinds. Steve’s strong arms are wrapped tightly around you. He feels so warm that you don’t wanna move for the rest of your life. But you do start to stretch, squirming gently out of his grip.
“Where are you going?” Steve’s morning voice whines in your ear. You turn to face him, smiling softly.
“As much as I’d like to stay in bed with you, I have breakfast to make for the two of us.” That makes him hum happily but he pulls you tighter to his chest.
“You could keep snuggling with me?” He kisses your temple, sighing happily.
“Baby…you’re gonna be very hungry in about thirty minutes so how about I make breakfast, bring it up, and we can keep cuddling?” He sighs dramatically, letting you go.
“Fine! But if I die due to lack of cuddling you better write on my headstone that it’s your fault.” He pouts as you climb out of bed.
“Oh relax you big baby!” You ruffle his bedhead, kissing his forehead quickly before heading into the bathroom to brush your teeth. Steve pretends to sleep but you can see the eye cracked open as he watches you hum along to a song that’s been stuck in your head for a week. He was so grateful that you had agreed to move in with him. You were so sweet all the time and he did not know how he survived without you.
Meanwhile, you head into the kitchen, pulling out some turkey bacon, eggs, and your blueberry pancake mix. You turn on some pop music, singing along as you start to make breakfast. You try to be quick, knowing that eventually Steve will get impatient and come down here and you really don’t wanna bother him.
He’s been working a lot lately, the job at his dad’s firm practically killing him. He hates that people know he’s the boss’s son, and especially hates how people expect him to be useless. You know the job drains him so you figure breakfast in bed is the least you can do.
You pile the plates high with bacons, pancakes, syrup, and sunny-side up eggs. You balance the plates on a tray with two tall glasses of orange juice. When you finally make your way upstairs, Steve is already sitting up.
“I wanted you to be sleeping baby!” You pout as you set the tray on the nightstand. He smiles regardless, reaching for the delicious smelling food.
“If I was sleeping I would have missed listening to your adorable singing!” He winks as you set the tray on his lap.
“Oh just eat your pancakes.” You grin anyways, sitting next to him and taking your plate. He smiles, cutting himself a large bite and shoveling it into his mouth.
“This was so worth you climbing out of bed!” He chews with his mouth full, smiling when you shoot him a disapproving look.
“You deserve it baby. Been working so hard lately.” You start to dig in too, humming when it tastes pretty good.
“I haven’t been working that hard.”
“Yes you have. I know that being at your dad’s firm has been…difficult so I wanted to do something nice for you!” You shift to sit next to him, resting your head on his shoulder.
“You’re so sweet…I’m so lucky to have you.”
“I know!” You boast, content to sit in silence with your adorable boyfriend and eat your breakfast.
Soon enough, your stomachs are full and your plates are empty. You set them on the nightstand, curling up to him again with a yawn.
“Morning nap?” He suggests and you smile, eyes already starting to close.
“That’s the best idea you’ve had all day.”
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You’re boygenius one is sooo iconic btw
Can you do petals on the moon-wasian project
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Petals on the moon - (ellie williams x reader)
Iconic??? Thank you sm anon, like literally this made me smile but anyway I hope you enjoy<3
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This story is inspired by the song Petals on the moon by Wasian Project, if you can please listen to the song as you're reading:)
Pairing: Ellie x fem!reader
remember requests are always open feel free to leave one or just send me a song and I'll take it from there :)
HUGE Warnings: Mentions of murder, kidnapping , descriptions of a dead body, depression, graphic descriptions of suicide and funerals (please don't read this if you aren't in the right mental state)
Summary: In which Ellie regrets her decision
wc: 2.0k
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Feeling down
Orange juice
Cigarette
To get me through
As it rains
I conclude
I need help
From someone new
"you know you're going to get cancer if you keep smoking that shit" she heard Joel's voice talk from behind her.
"Getting cancer sounds better than living" Ellie replied as she took another puff.
Smoke filled the air as Joel walked behind her, placing a cup of orange juice next to her.
Ellie looked down at the cup, and she let out a sigh as she remembered the time you mentioned you hated the orange liquid.
"Ellie what the fuck is this?" she heard you talk from the kitchen.
"It's juice" Ellie spoke, eyebrow raised, confused on why you were asking.
Were you really that stupid?
"I know it's fucking juice you idiot, I meant the flavor"
"It's orange juice... it's my favorite flavor"
"Ellie this shit is sour"
"ok so what do you like? apple juice?"
"As a matter of fact I do"
"you are so fucking disgusting" Ellie muttered as she took the box of orange juice from your hands.
She opened the top and she brought the base to her lips as she started drinking directly from the box. Ellie heard you make gagging noises before you walked back to the kitchen. A smile spread onto her lips as she continued to enjoy the juice.
"Ah fuck" Ellie cursed she felt her finger tips burn. She looked at her right hand realizing she was so lost in thought that her cigarette had completely burnt down.
"I don't want this" Ellie said as she pushed the cup back to Joel before she threw what was left of the cigarette on the floor.
She heard Joel sigh from beside her, as he grabbed the cup and gulped down the orange juice within seconds.
The air around them was silent, the moon was already high in the sky, and the light of the stars filled the air.
It was cold, but what else would you expect in September? September was your favorite month. Ellie remembered the day you walked into her and Joel's house wearing a stupid bee costume.
"Halloween is month away, you idiot" Ellie mentioned as you walked in with a huge smile on your face.
"So? I can start preparing"
"Dude you're literally so fucking weird"
You gave Ellie a small smile before saying "but you love me don't you?"
All Ellie could do was chuckle at your antics before you ran out the house screaming "I'm going to try on another costume!"
She heard the door slam.
"Of course I love you, how couldn't I?" She whisperered to herself.
Ellie was snapped back to reality when she heard Joels voice.
"What?" she questioned.
"Are you going to her funeral tomorrow? " Joel asked again.
"Yeah" was all she responded with.
"Ellie-"
"Don't start with your it's not your fault bullshit Joel"
"Ellie but it wasn't-"
"it was!" She almost yelled.
Joel tried putting his hand on her shoulder but Ellie pulled away. She stomped to the front door of their house before she turned to look at him saying: "it was my fucking fault"
Joels eyes softened, and he opened his mouth to speak but Ellie quickly interrupted him.
"I should've opened the door, but instead I was too busy sucking up to Cat"
Ellie took a deep breathe before she continued talking: "She died because of me"
"Goodnight Joel see you tomorrow" was the last thing Ellie said to him before she walked into their home.
So take me in your spaceship
Throw me up into new places
Blast me into silence
Let your guidance get me through this
Gravity is pulling me
Along and I can't find a way
To understand
Why I'm here again and again, oh
Ellie felt alone.
What she's feeling now is something that she couldn't even describe.
It felt like there was a hole in heart that couldn't be filled with anything, it felt like she was walking around without a purpose, without guidance.She didn't have anyone to talk to since you've left.
Ellie didn't know if she's never appreciated you enough. Or if she ever showed you enough love. But now you weren't here anymore, made her realize all the times she has neglected you. All the times she could've spent with you but she was busy with bullshit.
She wish she could bring you back to life, even if it was just for 5 minutes so that you could fill this hole that you left.
Ellie wondered what it would be like to live in space. Floating around aimlessly, wondering if you might see an alien or two. This is what her grief felt like. Like she was aimlessly living her life, like she was floating around hoping that someone would come fill the hole in her heart.
No hook ups, no cigarettes, an no amount of orange juice could fill her.
She was supposed to remember the good times the two of you had, but it seems that tonight she was plagued by your last moments.
The way you knocked on the bathroom door that night she and cat were hooking up in, the way she heard you crying and knocking on the door, begging her to open up.
All she did was pull away from Cat's lips and she yelled a quick "fuck off" before her and Cat's lips connected again.
She remembered the loud sob you let out after she yelled out you.
At the time Ellie thought you were being overdramatic. Maybe you were drunk, maybe you had a bad hookup, but she never expected that your body would be found 4 days after that.
If she had just opened the door that day, you would still be here with her. You would still randomly show up to her house to annoy the shit out her and leave.
But now here Ellie lays in her bad. All alone.
Without you.
Yeah, she thinks being sent into space would be better than feeling this empty.
I feel like everybody's singing out of tune
I feel like I can't help but always be so blue
But in the end I know I must keep pulling through
And brace myself for all the hell-like petals on the moon
Ellie felt out of place.
Everyone standing outside your grave deserved to be here. But she didn't. She couldve stopped your death, but yet she was selfish.
She wanted to prove to Dina and Jesse that she wasn't in love with you. Everyone in Jackson knew Ellie loved you, but she was too stupid to admit her feelings, like a fucking pussy.
And now she couldn't even tell you.
If she never decided to prove a point that day, if she never decided to even invite you to that party you would still be here with here and this stupid fucking funeral would not be happening.
Her eyes followed the coffin as it was lowered into the ground.
She knew you were in there, but she didn't want to believe it. The girl she was so helplessly in love with was being lowered six feet under for the rest of eternity.
The crowd erupted in the song "Amazing grace". Some people were singing, some people were crying.
This is all her fucking fault.
Ellie heard Joel softly crying from behind her. And all Ellie did was shamefully look away.
She had to stay strong for Joel.
You were like a daughter to him and he isn't taking you death well. As strong as Joel pretends to be, Ellie knows he's struggling.
She knows he started drinking again. She knows he barley sleeps. She knows he's concerned for her mental health.
Did she deserve it? Did Ellie deserve his love and pity after letting you die in such a gruesome way?
Ellie has your blood on her hands, and yet Joel tells her it wasn't her fault.
Feeling cold
Train delayed
You've gone home
And I'm afraid
Helios
Sun divine
Hold me up
Into the sky
Ellie remembers the day your body way found like it was yesterday.
The night after the party Ellie woke up with a pounding headache.
She groaned when she heard Joel barge into her room with a frantic look on his face.
"What do you want Joel?" Ellie asked through a yawn.
"y/n didn't get home last night"
And Ellie immediately sat up.
"What?"
"Where is she Ellie?"
"I-" she opened her mouth to talk but Joel's phone started ringing.
The only memory she had was you crying and begging her to open the door.
Then the search started. They searched every street, every river and every ditch in Jackson to find you.
4 fucking days.
4 fucking days of searching and interviews, and you still weren't found.
Ellie was on a train when it suddenly stopped, she pulled out her phone to text Joel and to tell him that she'd be late to the search that afternoon.
"They found a body, on the tracks!" Someone yelled from the front.
And Ellie's heart dropped to her stomach.
It was yours.
Your skin was cold meaning you had been dead for days. Your beautiful skin was littered with bruises and cuts. And around your neck were hand prints indicating that you had been suffocated.
Your cause of death was suffocating which means you were alive during the torture you faced.
If only she had opened that door. If only she wasn't filled with lust in that moment.
All Ellie could do was look up to the sky and hope that you were in a better place.
Maybe you've gone to that "home" called heaven religious people keep talking about.
Born again, alone again, again
Home again, you're gone again, again, again
Will somebody be there for me when all my friends have left?
Even if I'm undone in the end, ooh
Ellie stared up into the sky admiring the clouds. She walked towards the huge oak tree that the two of you always hung out at.
"C'mon ellie" you begged her one night.
"Dude it's literally 3am"
"So?" you yelled as you jumped onto the bed.
Ellie let out a groan she pulled a blanket over her head.
"We can go the oak tree and tell eachother scary stories" you told her as you pulled the blanket off of her head.
That night as the two of you lay under that beautiful oak tree and she looked over to you and she realized how in love she was with you.
That day changed everything for ellie.
She stood under the oak smiling at the memories.
Ellie climbed up the tree, as she pulled out a rope from her pocket.
You were strangled to death, she will die the same way.
She tied the rope onto the branch, and she slowly climbed out of the tree.
As she hopped out the tree her eyes landed on where the two of you carved in your initials all those years ago. And for the first time since your death Ellie started crying.
All the emotions she bottled up. All the guilt she felt. All the anger she felt just come out.
Ellie fell to her knees and she started sobbing. With tears in her eyes her hand reached up to touch the marking and a new wave of sadness flooded her.
She doesn't know how long she sat there sobbing, but hours must've went by.
Her throat felt raw from all the sobbing, her eyes felt puffy. Her whole face hurt.
Ellie looked to the rope that was hanging from the tree.
She looked at it, and she heard it calling her. The loneliness she felt and every ounce of pain she currently felt will all fall away if she just hung herself. She knew everything would be ok, and that she'd finally be with you again.
Ellie quickly got up and she gave your initial a kiss, before she got the chair that she secretly stole from Joel earlier that day.
Ellie placed the chair below the rope and she got onto it. She out her head through the rope, and she jumped kicking the chair to the side.
It felt like someone had kicked her in her something, the air was completely knocked out of her.
Is this how you felt in your final moments?
Ellie was in pain. Everything hurt. Now she knows what it felt like. What you had to go through. What she had put you through.
Ellie stared at sky as she felt more and more at ease.
The physical and emotional pain she was feeling this entire time was fading away.
Ellie's eyes rolled to the back of her head she took her last breath. Her body went limp.
She was finally put out of her suffering.
And for the first time since your death Ellie felt free.
Who knows, maybe she'd see you in the after life....
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Authors note: well idk why all my work has been so depressing but anyway just remember you are loved and go always be kind....
Yours truly,
Zia:)
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aggedyann · 2 years
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Black Out
Short little thing about Tim and Ethan in a middle of the night blackout.  
“Ow! Fuck!”
Tim awoke to Ethan’s cursing.   “Babe?  What’s wrong?”  He reached over to switch on the lamp next to the bed.
“Power’s out.”  Ethan sniffed as Tim discovered the lamp wouldn’t turn on.  “I guess I haven’t figured out the layout of your apartment yet.”  He carefully made his way to the bed and groped around for his phone.  Finding it, he switched on the flashlight.”
“Everything ok?”
Ethan shook his head, turning away to bury a harsh sneeze in his t-shirt.   “HatChoo!”  He turned back to Tim.   “NyQuil’s wearing off, for one thing.”  He sighed.  “And I can’t tell if I’m starting to run a fever or hypoglycemic.   I woke up and I’m sweating.   I went to check my temp and blood sugar, but I can’t do that in the dark.”
Tim frowned.  “Dizzy?”
“Yeah, but fevers do that to me, too.”
Tim swung his legs over the edge of the bed, grabbing his own phone, also turning it into a flashlight.   “I’m coming with you.” He coughed.   He glanced at the time.   “It is time for NyQuil anyway.”    He trailed Ethan to the bathroom, watched while he checked his temperature.    
“98.4.”
“Blood sugar.  You don’t eat enough when you’re sick.”  Tim fussed as Ethan pricked his finger.   He buried his face in the crook of his arm.  “AhhrShoo! HahhRrahhShoo!”  He exploded as Ethan waited for his machine to beep.
“64.”  Ethan reported as Tim straightened up.  
“Snack time.”  He led Ethan to the kitchen.   “Sit.   What do you want?   I mean, that can be made without electricity.”
“Preference is always peanut butter toast, so ummm…” he paused to cough.  “Half a peanut butter sandwich, please?”
“Coming up…after these sneheezes…heeYehhShoo!…EeckShoo!”  He crossed over to wash his hands.
“Bless you.”
In the dim light of their cell phones, Ethan watched Tim smear peanut butter on a slice of bread and fold it in half.   Placing it on a paper towel, he set it in front of Ethan.
After blowing his nose on a napkin, Ethan picked up the sandwich.   “Thank you.”
“You gotta eat more; you’ve been picking at your food since you got sick.”  Tim nagged.  “And I have to ask: what is it with peanut butter when you’re sick anyway?”
Ethan shrugged, swallowing.  “I can taste it.”   At Tim’s confused look, “colds dull my tastebuds.   Everything tastes blah.  Except peanut butter.  That tastes normal.”
Tim nodded in the dim cell phone light, handing over a glass of orange juice.   “So, to get you to eat, I should make peanut butter everything?”
Ethan shrugged.  “Besides, peanut butter is my go to for low blood sugars anyway.”  He laughed.   “When I was little, my dad used to just give me spoonfuls of it when I dropped.”  He pressed his napkin to his nose.  “AhShoo!”
“Bless you.  NyQuil after this.”  Tim promised, sipping his own orange juice.  
Ethan gave a small smile.  “I really am sorry I gave you this.”
Tim shook his head.  “My fault.   You did tell me to stop kissing you.”
“Not that I put up a fuss when you didn’t listen.”
“Can’t keep my hands off of you.”
Ethan laughed.  “Well, I hope this stage of our relationship never ends.”
“Mehhh HehhghSchoo!  HeyyEddgeSchehh!  Ugh…this snehhh…heyyyYyehhShoo!  YyyehhScheshhh!  This sneezing.”
“More?”  Ethan asked.
“No.”  Tim’s face relaxed for a brief second, then contorted again.  “Yehhes.   YehSshoo!  EhhChesshoo!”
“Bless you.”  Ethan swallowed the last bite of his sandwich and passed Tim a napkin.    “We gotta get you some NyQuil.   Once you start like this…”
Tim groaned.  “Don’t I know it.   I hope I won’t keep you awake.”
“Not if I’m taking NyQuil,” Ethan grinned, finishing his juice and encouraging Tim to do the same.
Tim finished his juice and blew his nose, squashed two sneezes, and blew his nose again.  “NyQuil?”
“Go lay down.   I’ll bring it.   You need more water?”   Ethan stood up to pull water bottles out of the fridge.  
Tim shook his head, pulling a new napkin to him.   “HehtShoo, Heyyyehhshoo!”  Gingerly wiping his nose, he stood up, trailing Ethan down the hall.     Crawling into bed as Ethan grabbed the pills from the bathroom, he blew his nose again as Cashew curled into his side.
“HatChoo!”   Sniffling, Ethan handed Tim his blister pack as he sat on the edge of the bed to take his.  
“Bless you.”
“Thanks.   You gonna be able to sleep?”
Tim nodded in the dim, grabbing a tissue.  “HehhEckkSheshh, EhhSheshh!  This’ll die down soon.  Guess I gotta make up for all the time I coulda been sneezing while I was sleeping.”  
Ethan laughed.   “Guess so.”   He pulled the covers up around his neck.   “Hope it’s not too long.”   He pressed down on the flashlight icon on his phone as Tim did the same so they lay there in pitch blackness.
“Haven’t been in a room this dark since camp when I was a kid.” Tim commented.  
“I don’t think I really have.”  Ethan noted.  
“You know the dark has its advahhn AhhhHatShoo!  AhhRShoo! Advantages.”
“You know, it’s a little more romantic when you can stop sneezing long enough to actually fool around right?  Speaking from experience.”
Tim’s response was a loud blow.  
“And one or both of us don’t need to constantly stop to do that.”   Ethan said gently, leaning over and kissing his cheek.    “I’m sure there will be other blackouts.   Or you can always find us a cabin in the woods.”
“HehhckChehh!  HehhyehhtSheshhh!  Ugh!  I’m not sexy?”
“Let’s just say you’ve been sexier.”
Reassured, Tim stopped talking so Ethan could fall asleep.  And in time, he was finally able to fall asleep as well.
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bill-y · 3 years
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INURE
Peeta Mellark x male reader
[ We all know who Katniss Everdeen is, but what if Primrose hadn’t been chosen but another boy from another unfortunate family? YOUR family. ]
Info: This is basically a reader insert and I’ve changed a few rules, not ground breaking though. The reader is a bit bland for now but I plan for his actions to be different. Because he has different moral grounds from Katniss and such. Would appreciate feedback! FEEL FREE TO POINT OUT TYPOS. GRAMMARLY SOMETIMES DOESN’T DO MY DYSLEXIC ASS JUSTICE
Part five: Click here, butters, elpacho, last meheecan.
Part six: You're here, dumb!
Part seven: Finally here!
Wattpad account: L0calxDumbass
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Peeta and I end up helping Haymitch to his compartment, the reek of vomit and alcohol wasn't exactly pleasant.  Since we couldn't set him down the bed, we ended up hauling him to the bathtub, setting the shower on him. 
Peeta gave me an odd look when I laughed awhile ago; there was no humour in the situation after all. Forming a good impression wasn't really on my agenda. "It's alright; I can take it from here," he said.
I nodded, "Okay," I nodded, putting my lips together. "Do you—need me to call those Capitol people?" I asked, stumbling over my words. My confidence seemed to have been drained at some point.
He shook his head "No, I don't want them," he responded. I nod for the last time and head to my own room, relieved that I don't have to wash putrid vomit off Haymitch's chest hair, or something. Though it would be the perfect "revenge" for the people working here, I get why he doesn't want to see them. 
I wonder, why does he want to help such a wreck? Was he simply kind like the time he gave me bread? Or was he using this to gain Haymitch's favour? A feeling of nervousness bubbled up within me, a kind Peeta Mellark was way more dangerous than an unkind one. Not everyone in the district can afford to be kind, so kind people make such a mark on me.
I looked at the packet of cookies at the table beside the fancy bed—a lump formed in my throat. Kindness would've been nice, but not in this situation. I sighed, taking my attention to the window instead. 
There stood a lonely yellow flower, a dandelion. It took me back to the schoolyard, all those years ago. My eyes had just left Peeta's bruised face when I saw that dandelion; hope rose within me that moment, I plucked it gently from the ground and hurried home. I grabbed a small, broken bucket and grabbed Nal's hand and headed to a meadow. It was filled with the same flowers.
It was the first moment where Nal smiled after our Father's death. He loved the way the flowers smelled and looked. However, he was quite upset because we had to eat them, with the rest of the bakery bread. My father loved his plants, maybe a bit too much. 
I remember countless hours we spent in the woods looking for a specific type of plant, whether for eating or for medicine. He had me memorize them by heart, which took a couple of years because I got distracted halfway through. 
The next day, we were off to school. I hung around the edge of the meadow after, contemplating whether I should jump the fence. My mother couldn't get a job, well, she didn't want to. She thought the whole District would shame her the moment she stepped out of our crumbling home. It made no sense to me; we had nothing to lose anymore.
Which is exactly why I went under the fence, retrieved the old, leather-bound daggers my father made from scraps and wood. It was pretty frail, but if you handle it carefully and throw it properly, it won't break—most of the time.
I didn't go beyond twenty yards that day; I didn't feel confident enough to go deeper, fearing I'd get lost in the forest. I took home a small rabbit that day, we hadn't had meat for months, so it honestly looked like a full course meal, like the one we were served in the tribute train.
My mother isn't the greatest cook, so she burnt a couple of bits, mainly the thighs. But it still filled us. The woods became my second home, escaping the sad atmosphere my mother gave off and the pressure the Peacekeepers would regularly make us feel. 
The hunting started slow, but each time I went under, I went deeper. I stole eggs from nests, jumped from tree to tree and managed to shoot a squirrel or two down. I struggled with the fish; my father would always throw his dagger to the fish with little to no effort. Whenever I'd throw mine, it would miss. It took me a couple of times to figure out the water distorts my vision.
The plants were no effort; I knew which one to pick, which ones were poisonous. The signs of danger used to terrify me back to the fence until I gathered enough courage to climb the tall trees, then I stuck with it, not liking the feeling of being chased. The wild dogs would always leave me alone after a while.
On July 15th, I finally signed up for the tesserae, carrying the first batch of grains and oils in the same broken bucket I used to gather those dandelions. I patched it up with some scrap bark. On the 15th of every month, I would put my name once again. I still had to hunt; grains weren't enough. We still needed soap, milk, thread and many more things we used to have. I began to trade in the hob, learning how to hold my tongue in the process. My father used to trade there as well; he used to do all the talking while I watched, stayed silent. 
And so I simply tossed the game I had to their tables. They caught on fairly quick; I'd only speak up when it came to bargaining or when I'd change what'd I'd buy. Or when I would insult wild dog soup. My father was a charismatic man, always able to persuade people to buy whatever. Not me, though, I was like a sore thumb. Painful, to talk to at least.
My mother wasn't very enthralled with the fact that I had been hunting, too much like my father, she said. That's when we argued, "Don't be stupid like your father!" she shouted. I remember my face contorting to anger, how my fists clenched as she continued to scream. 
I finally exploded, "Why don't you go out and get a job if you don't want me hunting, then? You'd rather we starve?!" I said, slamming the table. "I won't die, I won't end up like father! I won't be Capitol's pig, neither was he!" 
"But if you do die?" She argued back, tears flowing down her cheeks as she gripped both my shoulders. "I'm only thinking of you, Y/n!"
I scoffed, glaring at her, "If you're thinking of us so much, then why aren't you helping us?! If I don't die being accused of rebellion, then I'll die because of those stupid games because of you!"
"Don't blame me for this! It was your father's fault for being brash—" She reasoned, but I cut her off by pushing her off me. I stared at her as if she grew three heads. "They asked you," I whispered, "All you did was nod, you could've lied."
Her green eyes shook at my words, "Lie to the Peacekeepers? The Capitol? And get us killed as well?! I only what your father wanted," 
"They didn't have anything on father! It was your voice that gave it away! It's your fault that he's dead, now we're over here starving because you can't get over yourself—"
Then there was a sting on my cheek. She had slapped me. My eyes landed on a crying Kunal; guilt surged through me, so I ran. I ran to the woods and slept on top of a tree, humming a soft tune to the mockingjays next to me. They listened and sung back. I fell asleep to their lullaby, surprisingly, not falling off.
I found my hand on the same cheek my mother slapped that day. I was going to die the same way I said, how ironic. I won't be able to apologize or tell my mother I loved her anymore. A sigh left my lips as I continued to stare out the window. 
I clenched my fists, punching the wall as my breath hitched. I let out a groan, holding the stinging part of my hand. I glared at the wall, grumbling under my breath before I decided to fall asleep, not wanting to think of my regrets and what I could've done. As I closed my eyes, I only hoped my dreams would be pleasant. 
"Up! Up! Up! It's a big big day!"
Effie Trinket's voice awoke me from my dreamless slumber. I groaned, muttering profanities as she left my compartment. I tried to imagine what it was like in that stupid wig--- well--- head of hers, it made my head hurt.
I had fallen asleep in the green shirt, causing it to become wrinkled, the. Not that I cared, there will be some stylist stripping me anyways. I shuddered at the thought of Capitol people touching me, what a nightmare. My eyes landed on the packet of cookies on my bedside table. I decided to grab it.
I entered the dining compartment, still half-lidded and yawning. Effie Trinket brushes me with a cup of black coffee. She was muttering obscenities, probably because of Haymitch. Peeta held a roll, looking somewhat embarrassed  "Sit down! Sit down!" Haymitch said.
Peeta flashed me a smile, amused by how dishevelled I look. To be fair, I wasn't a morning person, I find waking up to be a tiring task. I rubbed my eyes, the packet of cookies still in my hands as I slid down the chair.
They served an enormous platter of food. I'd hate to admit it, but I was starving. So for the first time, I decided to stab it with the fork, not sure what to do with the cookies so I pocketed them. I figured I'd eat them much. . . much later.
I chewed slowly, glare on my face as my eyes struggled to remain open. I didn't even notice the orange juice next to me because of it. Peeta nudged me, handing me a cup of brown, rich liquid. It was quite warm. "They call it hot chocolate," he said. "It's quite good,"
My green eyes moved from him to the cup, then back to him. As if asking for permission. I sniffed, muttering a "thank you," before I took the cup from him. The moment the hot chocolate touched my lips I felt awake.
Not only was it hot, but it was also amazing. I've never tasted anything like this before. Coffee was a luxury, this I cannot even fathom. After I've drained my cup, I put it down and muster a sheepish smile. "Is there more?" I asked, my voice hoarse.
Effie seemed to be excited by my sudden interest. "Glad you're finally appreciating the finer things," she quipped as another cup was passed to me. "Right," I responded, gripping the cup tightly.
I stopped eating when I felt somewhat full, only asking for more hot chocolate. Peeta is still eating, breaking off bits of roll and dipping them in his hot chocolate.
Haymitch hasn’t paid much attention to his platter, but he’s knocking back a glass of red juice that he keeps thinning with a clear liquid from a bottle. Judging by the fumes, it’s some kind of spirit. I don’t know Haymitch, but I’ve seen him often enough in the Hob, tossing handfuls of money on the counter of the woman who sells white liquor. He’ll be a mess again by the time we reach the Capitol.
"So, you're supposed to give us advice," I said, taking a sip of the hot liquid. He grinned, "Here's some advice, stay alive," then he burst out laughing.
My brows furrowed, "Ha. Ha." I let out, unamused. I glanced to Peeta, surprised to see Hardness in his eyes. Usually, he looked mild. "That's very funny," he said as if adding to my remark. He suddenly lashed out at the glass in Haymitch's hands. It shattered, spilling the blood-red liquid on the floor. "Only not to us,"
Haymitch took this opportunity to punch Peeta straight in the jaw, knocking the boy out of his chair before turning around to reach for more spirits. I stopped him, driving a knife into the table, between his hand and the bottle, barely missing his fingers.
I expected some sort of retaliation, but that didn't come. "Oh, well what is this?" he said. "Did I actually get a pair of fighters this year?"
Peeta rose from the floor and scoops up a handful of ice from under the fruit tureen. He started to raise it to the red mark on his jaw.
"No," Haymitch stopped him. "Let the bruise show. The audience will think you’ve mixed it up with another tribute before you’ve even made it to the arena."
"That’s against the rules," said Peeta. "Only if they catch you. That bruise will say you fought, you weren’t caught, even better," said Haymitch. He turns to me. “Can you hit anything other than the table?"
I shrugged, pulling the knife off the table. "Your head or. . ." I said, before tossing the knife in between the seams of two panels. If I was confident at one thing, it's my aim. But not so much with a bow.
"Stand over here. Both of you," ordered Haymitch, nodding to the middle of the room. We obey and he circles us, prodding us like animals at times, checking our muscles, examining our faces. “Well, you’re not entirely hopeless. Seem fit. And once the stylists get hold of you, you’ll be attractive enough.”
Peeta and I don’t question this. The Hunger Games aren’t a beauty contest, but the best-looking tributes always seem to pull more sponsors. Though I do enjoy the fact that the stylists are likely going to have a hard time styling me.
"All right, I’ll make a deal with you. You don’t interfere with my drinking, and I’ll stay sober enough to help you," said Haymitch. "But you have to do everything I say,"
Of course, there's a catch. "Fine," Peeta said while I shrugged carelessly, sipping on my hot chocolate. "In a few minutes, we’ll be pulling into the station. You’ll be put in the hands of your stylists. You’re not going to like what they do to you. But no matter what it is, don’t resist," Instructed Haymitch
Oh, well there goes my plan on being a general nuisance. Damn you, Haymitch.
He takes the bottle of spirits from the table and leaves the car. As the door swings shut behind him, the car goes dark. There are still a few lights inside, but outside it’s as if night has fallen again. I realize we must be in the tunnel that runs up through the mountains into the Capitol. The mountains form a natural barrier between the Capitol and the eastern districts. It is almost impossible to enter from the east except through the tunnels. This geographical advantage was a major factor in the districts losing the war that led to my being a tribute today. Since the rebels had to scale the mountains made them easy targets for the Capitol's air forces.
Peeta and I stood in silence. My finger raised, mouth opening but I decided it wasn't worth it and awkwardly shuffled to one of the windows. He seemed to have caught on, however. "Nice view, isn't it?" he joked.
"I guess if you're blind," I answered dryly, raising the warm cup to my lips. "Sophisticated darkness, my favourite type," I finished.
He chuckled, walking next to me, the train slowing on cue. My muscles tensed as the sunlight entered the compartment. It was blinding. After my eyes adjusted I finally saw the Capitol.
I would be lying if I said it wasn't beautiful. Rainbow hued buildings that tower to the sky, possibly beyond. Shiny cars rolling on the fancy, clean pavement streets. The cameras failed to capture its beauty. It would've been perfect if not for the fact that the oddly dressed colours, wearing blizzard wigs and painted faces exist.
They looked painfully artificial. I much prefer the natural tones of district 12. "Eugh, how do they look at themselves?" I muttered, catching the attention of Peeta, who chuckled at my comment.
Huh, I forgot that he was there.
The same disgusting people began to point at us, enthralled. I was sickened, they couldn't wait to watch us kill each other like wild wolves. I suppose that's better than ending up at soup.
I stepped back, a scowl on my face. No longer able to stand the obnoxious attires and the mocking smiles of scums. Peeta held his ground, smiling and waving at them.
He only stopped when the train stopped at the station, blocking up from their view. "Who knows?" he said. "Some of them may be rich."
My body seemed to freeze as I took one last sip of the now-luke warm hot chocolate. That's when I realized, I had misjudged him. Not that I can read people well.
Which made sense, if I could I would've known that his father visiting me, offering to help Haymitch only to challenge him and now, waving and smiling at those slugs. He had a plan in mind.
He hasn't accepted his death yet. Peeta Mellark, the boy who gave me bread was fighting hard.
And that terrified me.
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~Pop goes [Y/n]~
Yandere! Laughing Jack x Female!Reader
“ Hey [Y/N]?” 
“ Yes, dear old brother of mine?” 
“ I finally made a friend. . .” 
“ Oh? What does this friend look like? What’s his name?” 
“ Well his name is Laughing Jack and he is a clown!” 
“ Oh, a clown? I love clowns!! When can I meet him!” 
“ He’s my friend [Y/N]. . .” 
[Y/N] little brother whined as he looked at his sister hanging upside down from the tree in their backyard. [Y/N] wasn’t like most girls, while most girls would ignore their brother, younger or older [Y/N] didn’t. She absolutely adored her younger brother Zach. 
“ I’m not trying to take away your friend silly!! I just want to meet him!! How does he look?” 
“ Well. . . he is super tall and is black and white all over. Plus he-” 
“ Wait. He is black and white?” 
“ Yes, dummy if you listened-” 
“ Why isn’t he colorful like the rest of the clowns we’ve seen?” 
“ I don’t know but I can ask him!” 
“ Please do because I am curious! Can’t keep me in suspense now can you?” 
Jumping down from the tree [Y/N] fixed her clothing which consisted of jeans and a hoodie, complementing the cold temperatures plaguing her small town. Fixing her hair so it wasn’t in the way, [Y/N] ran to engulf Zach in a hug as she twirled him around laughing, causing Zach to smile and laugh as well. 
“ You know I love you right Zach!” 
“ Of course! You tell me that everyday sister!” 
“ Well, I don’t want you to forget okay! Now let’s go back inside because I am freezing out here and I know that we are both craving some food right about now.” 
“ Okay [Y/N]! Also, Jack told me that he doesn’t have color because he isn’t like most clowns!” 
“ Well, that’s interesting, we don’t attack creativity or originality so that’s good!” 
~~ 
“ YOU’RE LEAVING US!” 
“ I CAN’T STAND IT HERE WITH YOU ANYMORE!” 
“ OH SO FUCK YOUR WIFE AND KIDS HUH? YOU KNOW HOW HARD IT IS FOR ME TO GET A JOB RIGHT? NOW YOU’RE LEAVING ME AND THE KIDS FOR THAT WHORE!” 
“ DON’T INSULT HER LIKE THAT! IT’S NOT MY FAULT I FOUND THE RIGHT ONE A LITTLE LATER THAN USUAL! BESIDES, IT SEEMS YOU HAVE ENOUGH PEOPLE TO SUSTAIN YOU!” 
“ WHAT THE HELL DOES THAT MEAN?” 
“ MAYBE IF YOU STOPPED WHORING AROUND MAYBE WE WOULDN’T BE HERE!” 
“ AND THE KIDS?” 
“ YOU BIRTHED THEM NOT ME! YOUR PROBLEM NOT MINE!” 
As the screaming raged on [Y/N] Zach close by as he was sobbing in the hug. Asking his big sister why their parents were arguing and why they were screaming, most importantly why they were hiding but [Y/N] only smiled as she laughed and placed a kiss on Zach’s forehead. 
“ It’s okay Zach! Remember the song I taught you, “ Half a pound of tuppenny rice, Half a pound of treacle, That's the way the money goes, Pop goes the weasel!” 
Zach nodded before singing as soft gasps came out as he tried to calm his breathing and stop his crying as he sang with [Y/N]. Soon after the screams ended  [Y/N] smiled as Zach fell asleep with his cheeks all puffy and slightly red. Kissing his forehead slightly, [Y/N] whispered as she promised Zach a promise that she has yet to break. 
“ I’ll protect you Zach, I swear it. Nothing and  no one will harm you for as long as I live.” 
The next day [Y/N] woke up with Zach’s hand holding her own as she guided him down the stairs after brushing their teeth in the morning. [Y/N] smiled as she and Zach both jumped down from the second step to the floor, giggling a bit as they skipped over to the kitchen. To their surprise, their mother was already up and running cursing small curses as she tried to make breakfast for her kids. 
“ You kids are awake! Great I have an interview at 9 and it’s 8:45! [Y/N], you can finish the rest of the breakfast right? Remember chores first and games later okay! See you soon!” 
Their mother ran as she hurriedly put on her heels and grabbed her purse, exiting the house soon enough. [Y/N] stood holding the spoon that was used to mix the contents of a pot wondering what the hell she was supposed to do. 
“ Um. . . Zach, sit at the table and I’ll make us breakfast okay!” 
“ Okay [Y/N].” 
[Y/N] grabbed a chair and climbed it to peek at the contents, it was just oatmeal but it couldn’t be that hard to make, could it? She simply got the container and read the directions making sure to follow it correctly. After making the food [Y/N] served it and handed a plate to Zach and placed hers next to him. 
“  [Y/N] I’m thirsty.” 
“ I think we have some spare orange juice, I’ll see if I can find it.” 
Going to the fridge [Y/N] opened it and found a small bottle of orange juice that was filled enough for both of them to drink from. As she made it back she served her brother a cup of juice which he drank rapidly. [Y/N] only smiled as she picked up her own spoon only for Zach to say, “ [Y/N] my food is hot. Can you blow on it?” 
Sighing a bit she laughed and picked up the spoon blowing on it slightly to cool down the oatmeal and decided to play around with it. 
“ Zach! Here comes the airplane!” 
Making childish sound, ‘vrooom’, ‘ Zooom’ she spoonfed Zach the oatmeal she prepared, it seemed like the disaster that occurred yesterday was being drowned out of the laughter of Zach as he enjoyed playing with his older sister. 
~~ 
“ [Y/N] I’m hungry.” 
“ Hold on Zach if we could rush cooking trust me I would, I am starving.” 
“ Jack gave me some candy that I could have.” 
“ And he didn’t give me some? I am offended.” 
“ Because you are a girl [Y/N]” 
“ That does not make sense but okay I guess, treasure your candy and I’ll treasure our dinner.” 
“ Wait, I want to eat dinner too!” 
“ You already have candy Zach, you can’t have dinner if you have candy!” 
“ O-okay! I’ll put it away!” 
“ I’m just playing Zach but if you have candy before dinner it will give you a tummy ache, and you won’t enjoy candy if you do that.” 
“ Hmm... Okay [Y/N]” 
Mixing around the chicken noodle soup [Y/N] pondered and thought where her brother got the candy from. He said Jack gave it to him, but Jack wasn’t real was he? Unless. . .
“ Hey Zach, question what kind of Candy did Jack give you?” 
“ Hm. . . not sure all I know is that they are colorful though. I would share but Jack doesn’t want you to have any.” 
“ Hmph! Fine! That’s fine, I guess I won’t share my soup with him either! His loss. . .” 
At the sound of this sarcastic remark, Zach jumped up to say, “ H-he says that he can’t give you candy because you aren’t special but your soup looks tasty!” 
“ Oh? Well, thanks for the compliment Jack but it’s a shame that I’m not special enough for candy. If there is extra feel free to take some soup I guess.” 
[Y/N] began to serve dinner with a pondering thought. ‘That candy came from nowhere so it’s only safe to assume that Zach is lying or Jack is real, what did he mean by special? There isn’t much difference between me and Zach aside from age, I would say the both of us have vivid imaginations and similar personality. Wait! Could it be age? I’m gonna have to keep Zach close by... .until I get to the bottom of what’s happening.’ 
[ Y/N only stared at Zach eat the soup with a smile on his face, Zach was the only reason [Y/N] could even smile in this world. 
“ Brush your teeth?” 
“ Yes.”
“ Wash your face?” 
“ Yes.” 
“ Ready for bed?” 
“ Yes- WAIT! NO! THAT’S NOT FAIR!” 
“ Keep it down Zach! Before the neighbors come after my as- I mean come complain!” 
“ Were you about to say a naughty word?” 
“ Yes, but I didn’t. Anyway’s we are having a sibling sleepover because mom isn’t coming home till late so.” 
“ Yay! Does that mean I get to cuddle next to that bear dad got you?” 
“ Yes, yes it does. Now onward child to my room!” 
“ Yay! Wait, Jack is asking why I can’t sleep by myself.” 
“ Well, Yah see Jack, Zach and I have sibling sleepovers that not even mom can stop so, it’s a tradition and I will be shook if it ends now!”  
“ What does that mean?” 
“ It’s best if thy don’t know!” 
“ Hmph! Rude.” 
“ I-, okay well someone ain’t getting cuddles!” 
“ Aww C’mon!” 
“ Well hurry to bed.” 
“ Okay, wait,  Jack where are you going?” 
“ Is Jack leaving or something?” 
“ He said he is going to walk around the house.” 
“ Huh, okay just make sure to watch out for some steps.” el
Suddenly, sleep overcame everyone as Zach cuddled into [Y/N] as [Y/N] only stared in horror as she saw the silhouette of another being, assuming they are only staring at them. It was a tall-skinned being with shaggy hair. [Y/N] could not see who or what it was but she tried to steady her breathing and make it seem like  she was already sleeping. 
Suddenly the being began to move and [Y/N] closed her eyes and clutched onto Zach tighter afraid that this being would harm Zach. The being shifted and officially left the room and began going down the stairs only to briefly pause, before stepping over a step and continuing his way down. 
‘ He knew about the step, he knew the stairs had strange steps! Either he was here for some time inside the house already or he is Jack!’ 
[Y/N] stayed awake for some time before succumbing into a deep sleep, not before staring into the eyes of a tall-skinned monochrome man resembling that of a clown. 
~~ 
“ Hey Mom, I’m sorry to bug you but will you be gone all week, at night that is?” 
“ Yes, but why do you wanna know that sweetie?” 
“ Well, let’s just say that Zach really misses you and stuff.” 
“ Zach has you right?” 
“ Well yeah but having a mother seems better, I’m not saying I don’t like taking care of Zach but it’s just that maybe it would be safer if you got here earlier. What in case someone breaks in or something?” 
“ This is a good neighborhood so I doubt that, besides you have the next door neighbors in case of anything so don’t worry. On top of that, why do you ask now? What happened all of the sudden?” 
“ Nevermind mom, I get it, you have to work and I’ll just try my hardest okay! Have a safe day today mom!” 
“ Okay sweetie, remember get Zach to school and you too okay! Bye! Call me or the neighbors if you need something!” 
As [Y/N]’s mom left for work once again in the morning, [Y/N] pondered on the thought that again, like always nothing changed. 
~~ 
“ You have your lunch right?” 
“ Yes!!” 
“ Okay good boy Zach! Now off we go to school, I’ll pick you up after my school okay?” 
“ Okay! Does that mean we can play later after school?” 
“ Of course silly!” 
“ Hey don’t call me that [Y/N]!” 
“ Okay, if you say so, but also if you get good grades! Don’t forget to be nice to ‘ Everyone. . .’.” 
“ But I am!” 
“ Okay but why did you fight with that kid named Tommy?” 
“ He said that the boys had to take care of the girls and that I was a baby because you still took care of me!” 
“ Zach. Let me say something.” 
[Y/N] crouched down to meet her brothers height as she began to speak. 
“ Zach, mom is a girl and she takes care of the both of us! Does that make us babies?” 
“ W-well n-no” 
“ I am your older sister so I have to take care of the younger people! Does that make you a baby?” 
“ No. . .” 
“ You’re not a baby Zach. . . in fact I think you’re a strong boy! Who saved me from the pirates? Who saved me defeat the giant in the backyard?” 
“ I did!” 
“ Exactly, now would a baby be able to do that?” 
“ You’re right [Y/N]! Thanks. . . you really are the best sister in the whole world!!” 
“ I know I am! Now get to school before we both get in trouble-” 
Zach began to run across the field to get to his class as [Y/N] ran to get to her class before her teacher called roll. Upon entering her classroom she was met with her teacher calling roll, luckily, [Y/N] name hadn't been called and she quickly sat down. 
“ I feel so bad for her. . .she was telling me how much she liked that kitty she got. On top of that all those spooky things going around her house.” 
Feeling intrigued, [Y/N] asked about the so called ‘spooky’ things occuring. 
“ Well, Sarah. You know Sarah right? Well, anyways her cat was found last night hanging from the tree, cut open and was spilling some form of candy. It was so gross and Sarah was crying and crying. Her little sister was horrified but Sarah said that all these weird things happened ever since her little sister got a new friend.” 
“ A new friend?” 
“ Yeah, Sarah thinks it was an imaginary friend at first but then her little sister started appearing with treats and whatnot, just something that an imaginary friend wouldn’t do, but she just assumed that her friend was some neighbors kid or a homeless. Anyway, that’s all I know.” 
“ O-o-oh, well if you have Sarah’s number let her know that she has my condolences.” 
“ Of course! Oh wait! [Y/N] don’t you have a little brother?” 
“ Yes I do.” 
“ Has anything strange has been happening so far?” 
“ Well not really we both have a vivid imagination so it shouldn’t be much.” 
“ I see. . . take care of him okay? If it is someone, make sure to keep him safe. There are a lot of strange closeted freaks around here.” 
“ O-oh. . . yea of course! Nothing is going to happen, over my dead body!” 
After class was done, [Y/N] took out her phone and began to search for anything occurring matching those descriptions. 
‘ What would make a good search that might get me something other than clown giving candy’ 
[ Y/N] laughed at her search idea but dismissed it as she remembered that this was important and began to continue searching. 
‘ Hmmm. . . animals dead cut open spilling candy?’ 
“ that might work” 
Once hitting the go button she was met with grotesque images but nothing of the sort. Sighing she tried maybe searching for a more personal thing. 
‘ Black and White imaginary clown’ 
Some lazy articles were present but one that caught her eye was, “ WOMAN CLAIMS HER SON WAS MUR. . . .” 
Without thinking, [Y/N] clicked on the link and was sent to an article talking about a woman who claimed her son was murdered by a monochrome clown. It talked about how the mother had a son named James who told her he had an imaginary friend. However later that day she had a nightmare, of other children in a fair playground. Her son was given candy by his friend but she thought he was lying. Later that day the dog was murdered, cut with candy spilling out. She ran and alerted the neighbors, the cops telling her that it was a robbery, but she swore that everything was locked. The next day she kept her son in, setting a baby monitor to listen for anything strange, but suddenly she claimed her son was killed and nailed onto the wall. She tried to kill the clown except she stabbed her son on accident. She is now in a criminally insane institute and someone keeps playing, “ Pop Goes The Weasel,” outside her room. 
“ Well damn, this clown is one fucked up clown.” 
[Y/N] put her phone away and began to think. The mother found out and after 3 days her son died. This is strange, if this follows a pattern, this is the second day and something should be dead spilling candy late at night. We don’t have an animal so I don’t think that’s gonna happen, but if he improvises, well damn. She checked her phone and link again to find out the clowns name, “ Laughing Jack.” 
‘ Shit. . . it’s the same name as Zach’s friend. . .no doubt about it. This is the same clown we both are dealing with. I swear. . . Zach will not die by his hand!’ 
~~ 
“ I’m sorry [Y/N], but he called you a naughty word and I got mad.” 
[ Y/N] tried to hold back her laughter when she went to pick up her brother that day. According to the teacher, Zach and Tommy got into a fight because Tommy called out a bitch and you just had to laugh. Yet, it was a cute sight to see your brother defend you. Zach kicked Tommy in a certain place, normally Zach would be in trouble but other kids heard what Tommy said so it outweighed the crime. 
“ It’s okay Zach, you tried to help me and that’s all that matters. By the way, did you really kick him there?” 
“ Yes, I know you told me never to hit there but I had too!” 
“ just between us, good job!” 
“ Thank you [Y/N].” 
Walking down until they reached their house, [Y/N] told Zach to put away his things before coming downstairs for lunch. As [Y/N] was preparing a meal she began to think of Jack. If Sarah’s sister happened to have the same friend that would explain where Jack was always leaving to. It all started to make sense, but if her cat died yesterday that would mean that Jack would. . . no he wouldn’t. He would need also need to kill an animal and give it to us, but what if he works differently and there is no pattern? I mean she was the only witness I remember even being on the web. 
“ [Y/N]! What are we eating?” 
‘ I mustn’t think like that, Sarah will be safe, her sister will be safe. Everything will be fine. . .’ 
“ Anything you want Zach. . .” 
~~ 
Setting in a nice room and sleeping, what could go wrong. A loud clunk was heard, waking the siblings with a jolt. This scared Zach, but for [Y/N] she was both scared and glad. If It was jack then luckily Sarah’s sister was safe, but if it wasn’t Jack that would mean that it was a robber and that Jack was going after Sarah’s sister. 
“ [Y/N]. . . what was that? I-is m-m-mom back?” 
“ Stay here Zach!” 
[Y/N] was walking in silence, avoided the step that made noise, and walked down only to hear Zach come down the steps and whisper, “ [Y/N] the bear dad got you is gone!” 
‘ An animal. . .” 
[Y/N] sprinted down and ran the steps to see her teddy bear, the giant one her dad got her for her birthday before he left hanging from the ceiling fan, with candy spilling out. Relief washed over her as she realized that Sarah’s sister would be okay if it weren’t for Zach screaming, alerting his sister to his side. [Y/N]’s eyes widened at the sight, a red liquid. . . ‘ Blood?’ except followed by the blood were a pair of eyes, blue eyes like those of Sarah, small baby teeth, and a tongue. [Y/N] wasted no time and grabbed her brother and ran to the neighbors calling their mother and the police. 
No doubt about it, the police said the same thing. It was probably a robber, but they warned their mother that she shouldn’t leave her children like that alone ever again or CPS would be involved. Their mother thanked them and apologized to the officers along with the neighbors for staying awake and taking care of the children. The police went inside the home to recover the bear and the organs, explaining how they might be connected to a murder that happened recently, right across the street from them, two blocks down. At the sound of this, [Y/N] panicked and asked if the victim was a little girl, blue eyes, light brown hair, an older sister, etc. The officers were surprised and suspicious of [Y/N] for knowing a lot of info and began to question the girl. 
“ How do you know that?” 
“ I heard about some strange things occurring at her house, you see she is one of my classmates and I'm worried! Was it her?” 
“ Y-yes it was, but the conclusion we came to would be that the person who did it probably tried to scare you too and they snuck in to display what you saw in your house. You will be questioned later but be safe. Parts of the crime scene were found in your home, either you’re the next or its someone who gets a kick out of these displays.” 
“ Thank you officer and of course, you will be informed if anything changes!” [Y/N]’s mother apologized and thanked them once more. The house was secure and they could return, the only shocking thing was that Zach was speaking to Jack again. Zach was a little uncomfortable that jack arrived a little later after all this happened and that he was laughing. Zach just kept asking Jack where he was and if he was okay. 
[Y/N]’s mother was a little confused but rushed her children inside the house. [Y/N] walked over to her mom and they began to talk, mostly about the incident. 
“ Mom, hey. . . I think it’s best if me and Zach stay home. . .” 
“ I want you to go to school, it’s safer.” 
“ If someone did some inside the house to scare us, let’s say we are next. That means that they might stalk us and if we go to school, which means that will find out where we are will only lead to more danger.” 
“ If you stay home where he might come back you’ll be in more danger, [Y/N] listen to me, it’s not that hard to listen to your mother is it?” 
“ Why can’t you take the day off and take care of us? You always come home late, ever think that maybe we are more in danger because of that?” 
“ No need to raise your voice nor get sassy! As your mother I am doing the best I can for you guys but if you want to complain then complain to someone else because I am sure we are all shaken up after these events-” 
“ If you were around the house more you would know! Ask your boss, I am sure she will be okay with you staying home or coming home back earlier-” 
“ I bring food to this table, to this home by working more hours! If you had a job then maybe you would understand how difficult it is-” 
“ I do have a job and that’s being the mom you FAILED TO BE!” 
‘ slap’ 
“ I DON’T EVER WANT YOU TO TALK BACK TO ME YOU HEAR!” 
Zach came down the stairs and ran to [Y/N]’s side in fear for her. Their mother sighed and told Zach to go back upstairs to sleep, but Zach refused. [Y/N] laughed a little before grabbing Zach and saying, “ No wonder Dad wanted full custody of us. . .” 
“ W-WHAT THE HELL DID YOU SAY?” 
“ I said what I had to say! Dad saw that you could never be a good mom and look, I am that proof! Who is playing house now?” 
[Y/N] tucked in Zach before giving him a kiss on the cheek and saying good night. She walked back to her room, before Zach said something to [Y/N] that made her smile. “ Y/N, b-be safe, I love you and Jack wants me to tell you, good job for standing up to her.” 
“ Thank you Zach and Jack, thanks for that.” 
~~ 
Another day, and Sarah didn’t come to school so nobody heard the details about last night. [Y/N] has only tonight, because if everything so far has been based on the pattern, Jack was going to kill Zach tonight and [Y/N] wasn’t going to let that happen. She thought of some ways that she could outsmart Jack. 
‘ Jack can teleport because all the doors were locked and he killed Sarah’s sister yesterday and did his whole charade thingy. Anyways, if that’s the case then he can’t know where Zach is but he hangs with him all the time and if I tell Zach to run Jack will only get to him faster, Jack could also kill me too. . .My only choice is to confront him. .’ 
Once having her resolve, [Y/N] left school a little earlier than usual, her mother would be getting a call so no doubt about it she will find out, but in the end she would thank [Y/N] for saving Zach. Except that never happened. It was late at night and [Y/N]’s mother wasn’t going to come home and just stay late working. [Y/N] had a plan to confront him, simply put they were going to have another sibling sleepover, if Jack only killed children he would have to take Zach away from her giving her enough time to bolt with Zach or to tell him to go over the neighbors and leave her with Jack. 
“ Zach, mom is going to be late again so come and sleepover in my room. I don’t have the bear anymore but still, I can be the next teddy bear.” 
“ Okay [Y/N]!” 
Zach was safely tucked in the bed and was snoring peacefully, [Y/N] pretended to be asleep and heard a soft shuffle, only for a voice to speak. 
“ You’re not asleep.” 
[Y/N] opened her eyes, bridal style carried Zach and ran. She had to make it downstairs and at the very least make him go with the neighbors. Zach awoke within the ruckus and was confused when [Y/N] told him to run to the neighbors when she opened the door. Jack apeared right in front of them halfway down the stairs, only for [Y/N] to jump over the railing and continue to the door. 
“ ZACH NOW!” 
Zach ran and kept ringing the bell until the neighbors opened, Zach was safe! [Y/N] turned around to meet with Jack, she sighed before she told him that he would never get Zach. 
“ Thank’s for the compliment but I’m not going to let you hurt Zach.” 
“ Out of all the children I’ve killed, every home I visited, you are the only one who paid attention, cared even, if only the others were like you.” 
“ Thanks, but like I said I don’t intend to let Zach die here!” 
“ You aren’t stupid, you know that I could easily kill him, but I admire that side of you. If only Issac was like that, shame really. I came for life and a life I shall have, so tell me, wanna strike a deal?” 
~~ 
“ Please help my sister!! She is trapped with someone scary!!” 
“ Of course! Let’s call the police!” 
By the time the police were called onto the scene, [Y/N] was long gone. [Y/N]’s mother was arrested for child negligence and for not administering parental supervision such as a babysitter or a relative coming over. Zach was forced to live in an orphanage but his neighbors gladly took him in, unknown to the rest they were trying to have a child for so long but haven’t been able to, Zach didn’t mind. Except, he wanted his sister [Y/N]. 
Christmas rolled around and Zach was opening the gifts his new parents got him, except one was wrapped nicely in decorative paper. Zach’s parents weren’t sure who got it, but it was for Zach. It was a big bear, one like [Y/N] had. Zach cried a little at the memory before smiling, his sister was alive, he knew this, but where was she. She was right outside watching him smile, [Y/N] smiled at the sight before an all too familiar clown arrived to pick her up. He grabbed her hand, feeling nothing from him,  [Y/N] thought back to that night, the night he claimed her as his, mentally. Whether it is for comfort or for something else, Jack was glad to have someone like [Y/N] with him, someone to care for him. He looked down at the girl as he ruffled her hair before leaning forward. 
His hand got closer and closer to her cheek before he touched it. 
“ Pop Goes [Y/N~”
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Hey you know how I’m At Last it’s mentioned that Skye went to prom last minute in a lab coat? Maybe could you do a fic where Skye goes with Melissa?
yes i do remember that! fic under the cut
"Skye?" somewhere in the world of microbiology - a world Skye isn't very fond of but has to explore for her semester's grade - she can hear a voice calling her. If it's a sister she's ready to stab her with a pen.
Fortunately, it's not a sister. Unfortunately, it's Melissa Patenaude. Skye pulls her goggles off her head and smiles at Melissa, who's leaning casually against the doorframe of the school's lab, already in her soccer uniform.
"Oh, hey," Skye says, nervously tucking a lock of choppy blonde hair behind her ear.
"Hey Penderwick," Melissa uncrosses her arms then crosses them again. "You're going to be late for soccer."
Skye glances at the clock and - rats - she is going to be late. The being late part isn't that bad, she's good enough that the coach won't yell at her or make her do extra drills. No, the real problem is Jane. After becoming captain, Jane made it a point to make an example out of Skye, and Skye is ready to accidentally push her sister out their bedroom window.
"Okay, yes, give me a moment," Skye says, pulling the goggles back on to gently put the petri dish back in the incubator. Once she's done, she wipes off the bench and pulls off her goggles and gloves. She's acutely aware of Melissa watching her, and for the millionth time, she's frustrated by the blush creeping up her neck. It's not like she doesn't know why - Skye's had a girlfriend before - but she really doesn't know how to deal with liking a girl she was once willing to pitch off the school roof. Not that she'd do that now.
"Science looks confusing," Melissa says as Skye pulls off her lab coat and hangs it on a hook.
Sky tugs her soccer bag out from under lab bench and loops it over her shoulder. "Says the girl who was in a play," Sky counters. After the whole Sisters and Sacrifice debacle, Melissa realized that she not only really likes plays but is good at acting. She’s even taking a stab at producing, and her show is playing this weekend.
“Oh speaking of,” Melissa says, reaching out and grabbing Skye’s arm, pulling towards her. “You’re coming on Saturday right?” She looks up at Skye pleadingly.
“Just as long as you don’t make me act in it, I’ll be there in the front row.”
Melissa grins at Skye as she adjusts her soccer bag. “Good. Now hurry up your sister’s going to kill us.”
The girls don’t talk again until the next day at lunch. “Penderwick, what are you wearing to prom?” Melissa asks as she drops into a seat next to Skye.
“Prom?” Skye asks, munching on a carrot stick. Melissa takes one from Skye’s tray and mimics the way Skye chews on it thoughtfully. Skye sticks out her tongue and Melissa laughs, pulling her dark hair into a bun, directing Skye’s attention to Melissa’s earrings. “Hey we match!” Skye says suddenly pointing to her own ears. Skye had never pierced her own ears since she hates earrings, but she deigned to wear clip-ons after Lydia enthusiastically gifted her shooting star earrings. 
“Yeah, I saw them at the store and they made me think of you,” Melissa says casually, like she knew that Skye would point out the earrings, but she looks secretly pleased. 
“That’s nice,” Skye says helplessly. After the surprise wore off, she now has no idea what to say to something so sentimental. Melissa snorts.
“You look so lost.”
“I am,” Skye says truthfully. This makes Melissa laugh a loud laugh.
“Shall I call Jane?”
“No, it’s fine,” Skye says, laughing along with Melissa. “So anyway, what were you asking?”
“What are you wearing to prom?”
Sky shrugs. “I don’t plan on going.”
Melissa sighs. “I knew it. Well, there goes my fallback.” Skye politely tilts her head, waiting for Melissa to continue. “Well you know how Genevieve and I broke up?” Skye nods. After years of listening to Melissa, she’s learned that trying to talk mid-rant doesn’t work with Melissa. She’s like Jane in that way. “Well obviously I needed a prom date so I asked Jane’s friend Artie - I mean he’s cute right?” Skye makes a noncommittal noise in the back of her throat. She’s never thought of boys as anything other than someone to be friends with. “Well he can’t go, I think it’s because he likes Jane. And so, pride ruined, I asked Pearson and he’s going with Genevieve can you believe it?” 
Skye shakes her head as she chews meditatively on a celery stick. 
“So this brings me back to the only other person I’d like to go with.”
“Who’s that?” Skye asks as she swallows. Melissa stares at Skye for a moment as their friends groan around them. 
“I’ll figure it out.” Melissa says, disappointed. 
“Cool!” Skye says brightly before turning to Molly to ask her about the passing drills they did the day before.
It takes Skye three days - the morning of prom night to be exact - to realize what Melissa had been saying. She sprints down the steps to the kitchen, jumping fully over a tottering Lydia. Iantha, Rosalind and Mr. Penderwick look at her, startled, as Skye barrels into the room. “I’m an idiot!” she announces to the room at large. 
“We already knew that,” Jane says casually as she cuts waffles into pieces. 
“Why?” asks Batty more politely as she leads Lydia into the room. Iantha quickly bends down to put Lydia in her high chair. Ben follows, looks Skye’s face, and skirts around her, heading straight to the pile of waffles in the middle of the table. 
“Melissa was asking me to prom!” Skye cries, clutching at her cropped hair.
“We already knew that too,” Jane says as she takes a sip of orange juice.
“Jane,” Rosalind says in a warning tone. It’s a miracle she’s awake this early. Usually she sleeps late during vacation. If Skye believed in fate she’d pin the presence of her entire family on it. But she doesn’t so it’s all her fault. 
“Iantha what do I do?” Skye asks pleadingly to her step-mother, who’s looking at her with a sympathetic albeit resigned look. 
Iantha purses her lips as she hands a fussy Lydia her recently dropped crown. “I’m not sure honey. It’s too late to get you a dress or a suit isn’t it?”
“Rosy? Do you have your dress?”
Rosalind nods. “I do, but Skye will it fit?” 
Skye heaves a dramatic sigh. No, it won’t. Skye and Rosalind are built differently enough that none of Rosalind’s dresses will fit Skye. Skye turns to her father, always a steady ship in times of crisis. “Dad? What do I do?”
“I’m sorry filia mea but I don’t know. Perhaps just try speaking to her?”
“Speak. That’s a good idea. Thank you,” Skye says mechanically as she turns towards the front door, marching towards it with determined strides, pausing momentarily to grab her car keys before leaving. 
“What about breakfast?” Iantha calls after her. She turns to Jane who sighs. 
“I’ve got it,” she says, secretly pleased at this turn of events as she packs some waffles for Skye. She’s always thought Skye and Melissa had potential. 
Jane’s good mood dissolves, however, when she runs into Skye standing on the front steps looking dejected. Jane, who was ready to trek the mile to Cameron High School, stops short. “What’s wrong? Do you have a headache? Shall I bathe your forehead?”
“Stop with the headache,” Skye says, waving away Jane’s hand. “I just realized I’d promised my science teacher I’d work in the lab tonight, help her clean it before school ends.”
“On prom night?” Jane asks.
Skye throws her hands in the air. “I hadn’t planned on going when I’d accepted!”
Jane doesn’t say anything to Skye, who’s stomping around the front yard trying to find a tree she can kick while she rants about the pressure of school dances and dumb crushes. “Some maidens may balk from the fear, but Sabrina Starr never wavers in the face of pressure.”
Skye stops her pacing. “What?”
“Nothing! Get in the car, we’ll be late.”
As seven in the afternoon draws closer, Skye’s mood worsens, until she nearly stomps into the lab. She’d sat through an entire day of school with Melissa, who seemed glowing as Skye’s heart sank. Now, she feels even worse as she sees Jane fiddling with the rack of graduated cylinders. 
“Jane what are you doing here?” Skye asks as the science teacher steps out of the back room. She catches sight of Skye and grins as she puts the box in her arms on a dry bench. 
“Hello Skye, why aren’t you getting ready to go to the dance?”
“Dance?” Skye asks.
“Yeah don’t you remember? You mixed up the dates when you agreed to help tonight. You thought prom was next week, not this week,” Jane jumps in, making her just go with it face. Skye had seen that face enough times to know nothing good came out of it. “So I offered to help instead.”
“You’re cleaning a lab?” Sky clarifies. She’s pretty sure Jane would rather die than go near anything science related.  
“Of course! I mean who wouldn’t want to wash one hundred graduation cylinders?” 
“Graduated,” Skye corrects.
“From what?”
“Never mind. Jane may I talk to you for a moment?”
Skye not-too-gently takes her sister’s arm and drags her towards the rack of lab coats. “What are you doing?”
“Cleaning gr-”
“Graduated cylinders I know. Jane this isn’t gonna work.”
“Why, it’s just in the gym. That’s a three minute walk.”
“I have nothing to wear!”
Oh. Right. How had Jane forgotten that? She looks around and catches sight of the coats. “There,” she points.
“You want me to wear a lab coat?”
“Yeah. Or you could just stay here and let Melissa go to the dance on her own.”
Skye sighs. “Fine. Help me put it on.”
Ten minutes later, after donning the coat and letting Jane twist her hair this way and that way until her eyes are uncovered, Skye slips into the gym. She looks around for a moment to get her bearing, and instantly someone is wrapping their arms around her. Skye turns to see Melissa grinning at her. Skye steps back and does a double take when she sees the blue gown Melissa chose.
“It matches your eyes,” Melissa says. 
“Yeah,” Skye says, smiling a little.
“God you really don’t know what to say do you?” Melissa asks with a grin. 
“No I do not.”
“Then why don’t I save you the trouble: ‘I, Skye Magee Penderwick, formally apologize to Melissa Patenaude for being dense and not realizing that she’s been asking me to prom for three months’.”
“That works,” Skye says, silently thanking Jane for cleaning the lab so Skye can be here, burning up under the gym’s bright lights in a lab coat as the prettiest girl she’s ever seen teases her. 
“Good. Hold out your hand.”
“What?” Skye asks, doing as she’s told. She looks down to realize that Melissa has tied a white rose corsage around her wrist. 
“Here. To match your lab coat.”
“Thank you,” Skye says softly.
“I assume there’s a story behind the coat?”
“Obviously.”
“And it has to do with Jane?”
“The one and only.”
Melissa links her arm with Skye’s. “Tell me all about it.”
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keanureevesisbae · 4 years
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Coach Cavill - Chapter 6
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Summary: Henry is driving Amelia and Isabella to school, but at what price? 
Coach!Henry Cavill x Amelia Jung (Asian ofc)
Wordcount: 3.3k
Warnings: None
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‘That hurts, mom!’
I scoff, as I put in an elastic at the bottom of the braid. ‘You told me you wanted tight Dutch braids, that would sit right the entire day,’ I retort. ‘So now I am making tight Dutch braids that will probably sit right all day and now you are whining about it. You are quite something, miss Isabella Jung.’
Benji pulls his lips in, trying to hold in a laugh, but he fails miserably. ‘Don’t yell at mom,’ he says to his sister. ‘She is just nervous.’
‘How dare you?’ I ask Benji, pointing my index finger at him, ‘insinuating that I’m nervous. I am not nervous. Why on earth do you think I would be nervous?’
‘Because coach Cavill is going to pick you and Isabella up,’ he says, with the biggest duh-face I’ve ever seen, ‘and you chew your cheek as you always do when you’re nervous. Don’t worry, mom, he offered it himself and he likes to do it. I just know that.’
‘Mom is in love,’ Isabella sings.
‘Oh, shut your face,’ I laugh. ‘Benji, you sure you don’t mind that Henry won’t be driving you to school?’
‘I don’t mind. As usual, Lola, Jake and I can drive with Hattie and I don’t mind being here by myself.’
Isabella is giggling and it’s the type of giggle that doesn’t predict anything good. ‘Mom, if Henry and you start dating,’ she starts. See, that’s not anything good and especially not something I want to hear right now.
‘No, no, don’t you dare going there.’
But she will, she always does. Why do I even bother trying to raise this kid? She always goes her own way. ‘Will he become my dad?’
‘No, honey, you already have a dad,’ I say. ‘Can we not discuss this? Please?’
The doorbell rings loudly and I quickly rush to the door, thankful that it interrupted this awkward moment. However, we haven’t finished this conversation properly and I sure hope that Isabella won’t bring it up when Henry joins us.
When I open the door, I can’t help but smile.
Henry looks so handsome. His brown leather jacket hangs open, revealing a black cable knitted sweater, paired with jeans that accentuate every beautiful part of his legs. They are so well shaped, goodness me.
‘Good morning, Amelia.’
‘Good morning, Henry,’ I say, after I recovered from the initial shock of the deepness of his voice. I heard him talk to me yesterday and times we met before, but today it has a bit of a morning rasp to it and it nearly makes me go weak in the knees. ‘Ten minutes early. Fashionably early, I dig it.’
You dig it? Oh my, Amelia, how old are you? I hate myself.
He smiles. ‘I need to make a very good impression on you and the kids and need to make sure that you know you can rely on me,’ he says. ‘Anyway, I brought you a cappuccino, a coffee for Benji and orange juice for Isabella. I hope that’s good.’
‘That’s wonderfully sweet. Please come in.’
Henry steps inside, as he hands me my cappuccino. ‘It is not as great as mine, but the cafe downtown is pretty decent.’ He walks to the kitchen and says: ‘A very good morning to you two.’
‘Coach, my mom is—’
‘This close of grabbing scissors and chopping of your braids,’ I say as I enter the kitchen. ‘And I’ll seriously do it.’
Isabella wants to sulk, but one simple raised eyebrow, is somehow doing wonders, because she keeps quiet. ‘Thank you for the orange juice, coach,’ she says.
‘Yeah, thanks,’ Benji says with a smile, taking a sip of his coffee.
‘Aren’t you a bit too young for coffee, Benji?’ Henry asks.
‘No,’ he mumbles.
‘I get where you are coming from,’ I say, sitting next to Benji, ‘but after his first all nighter, he was addicted and that might’ve been partially my fault. I may have poured him some coffee, because I didn’t want him to start drinking energy drinks.’
‘Benji, my man,’ Henry says, ‘your mom is a smart woman. You should always listen to her, she knows best.’
‘And she is also very pretty,’ Isabella adds and even from the corners of my eyes, I can see the smug grin on her face.
‘Okay, young lady: grab your bag, we’re leaving in three minutes.’
Isabella nods with a cheeky grin on her face, before rushing upstairs.
‘Oh, Henry, before I forget…’ I grab a wrapped up sandwich, throwing it to Henry. ‘Okay, Benji, I wish you all the best of luck on your test. You’re a smart boy, you’ll ace it. Remember K is Potassium.’
‘Good luck, kid,’ Henry says, patting Benji on his shoulder.
Once Isabella finally is ready, we all sit in my car and it’s actually nice to finally not be the driver for once, but a passenger again. When Dean and I were still together, he’d always drive and I actually didn’t mind. I remember when we first started dating. We’d drive off to shore, spend hours on end with our feet in the sand and sneak off to places where no one could find us. In all the years after that, I just got in the passengers seat, out of a habit, but then Dean cheated, I had to buy a car because he took ours and of course I could drive, but it was difficult from time to time, to get used to not being the passenger anymore. Being a passenger reminded me of being loved. Reminded me of being taken care for.
I look to the side, staring at Henry’s beautiful profile, as he looks really good driving my car. Never thought someone like him would look this good in a car that screams “family-car”, considering the truck he drives.  
‘Mom, you are staring at Henry and you always tell me that is very rude.’
Oh shit, oh shit, oh shit. Caught by my own daughter at a moment like this. My heart is painfully pounding in my chest, I can nearly feel the vibrations in my throat. ‘I’m not staring.’
‘Liar liar,’ Isabella starts and somehow Henry catches up and adds: ‘Pants on fire.’
‘I’m not a liar and my pants is no— Okay, okay, I was lying. I was totally staring at Henry, I’m  deeply sorry.’ I take a sip of my cappuccino to focus my thoughts on something else, but nearly choke on it when Isabella says: ‘Mom couldn’t stop smiling when she came home with Benji last night.’
‘Isabella Jung, you are really pushing it right now,’ I say, turning around. ‘Henry, stop the car. Isabella is going to walk to school.’
He already is slowing down, as he has a big grin on his face, but Isabella is quick to respond. ‘No, no, I’ll be good. I don’t want to walk to school. It’s still dark outside and mom, you know I don’t like that.’
‘Then zip it.’
‘Okay,’ she mumbles.
I lean back against the seat and have to use all my willpower to not look to the side again.
‘So, Isabella, what are you doing at school right now, as you have to wait for your classmates?’ Henry asks.
‘Well, normally I would go with Yara to school, so we could play in our classroom before school, but she has to go to the dentist now. She is a little afraid of her dentist, so I promised her that I would be extra nice to her when she comes back. I even brought a little snack for her.’
‘That’s very sweet of you,’ Henry says.
‘Well, nice people do sweet things. Like, you brought us something to drink. That is very sweet.’ Isabella chuckles and adds: ‘Can you do that every morning?’
‘Don’t answer that,’ I tell Henry. ‘Because if you say something that remotely looks like a yes, then this little one will hold you onto that.’
‘Sorry, kid, you heard your mom.’ Henry stops in front of the school and gets out of the car, after he firmly told us to stay put. He walks around and opens my door, as well as Isabella’s door. ‘Ladies,’ he says with a smile.
‘Thank you,’ I say with a chuckle and Isabella holds out her arms. Without thinking twice, Henry carries her out of her car seat and she has a bright smile on her face. I can’t help but be a mom and that role never stops, so I say: ‘What do we say?’
‘Thank you, coach,’ she says, as Henry gently puts her down again. ‘Mom barely carries me.’
‘That’s because you are getting too big for me to carry you on a daily basis,’ I tell her. ‘I mean, I wished you stayed two years old too, but unfortunately, you’re growing.’
Isabella sticks out her tongue.
‘Well, I wish you two all best of luck today,’ Henry says, jokingly pulling one of Isabella’s braids. ‘And what time do you want me here, Amelia?’
‘Four,’ I answer. ‘If that is okay with you.’
‘Of course that’s okay with me. I’ll be here at four. Enjoy your day, ladies!’
✰ ✰ ✰
Something is wrong, I think to myself when I walk out of the school at four. Henry sits on the drivers seat, the door wide open and his feet planted on the curb. He smiles when he sees me, before he gets out of the vehicle to meet me halfway. ‘Allow me, please,’ he says, taking my bags from me. Oh, what a gentleman. ‘Why are you frowning?’
‘Did you wash my car?’ I ask him, as we are nearing the vehicle that is shining like it barely does ever since I bought it.
His cheeks color red, as he stammers: ‘Well, I had some time to kill, so I figured I would go to the car wash. There was like an inch thick layer of sand on the back window.’
‘Don’t expose me like that, Henry Cavill,’ I laugh, as I nudge his side. ‘I can’t believe you did that. How can I pay you back? This all must’ve cost quite a bit.’
Henry shakes his head, as he opens the door on the passengers side for me. ‘Don’t you worry about that one single bit.’
‘Henry,’ I say, as I take a seat, ‘I’m a mother and a teacher. It’s my second nature to worry.’
He chuckles, as he closes the door and walks around the car. ‘Well, I’m serious, you don’t need to worry about it,’ he says to me as he gets in.
‘There has to be something that I can do to pay you back, even if I don’t actually give you money. Come on, I can walk your dog, I can make you more sandwiches, I can do your laundry.’
‘There is absolutely no need for you to do that. Besides, you can barely handle your own laundry, let alone mine.’
‘That is just plain mean,’ I laugh. ‘That was one time.’
‘Sure, it was,’ he teases me. ‘You know what, how about I’ll think of something you can do to pay me back and you will drop this issue, until I bring it up again.’
I can’t help but scoff a little. ‘Fine,’ I say. ‘But you do have to think of something.’
‘Will absolutely do, Amelia. Tell me, how was your day?’
Is this for real? Is he doing the whole domestic husband thing, that Dean stopped doing two years ago, where he asks me how my day went?
I lean back in the passengers seat and say: ‘It was okay. As usual, the little ones are absolutely adorable. Oh, and, I got bombarded with questions, because apparently, we’re on Instagram and the moms of Luna Meadows—single or not—are very jealous of me.’
‘What?’ he asks, visibly confused. ‘I don’t understand.’
‘The pumpkin patch pictures Hattie took of us?’ I try to help him remind and he starts to nod. ‘She posted them on the Instagram account of this town and people saw.’
‘Oh,’ he says, finally catching on. ‘Why are they jealous of you?’
‘No, no, no, no,’ I laugh, ‘don’t play dumb on me now. You know exactly why they are jealous of me.’
Henry shakes his head. ‘I honestly don’t.’
‘Do you not own a mirror? I mean, look at you. You are by far the most handsome man Luna Meadows has ever welcomed and I’m spending time with you.’
‘I highly doubt it,’ Henry says and this is honestly heart warming. Not only is he gorgeous, funny and caring, he is also a very humble man. Besides, he is blushing again and I like seeing a man who has the body of someone who can bend iron, so vulnerable like this.
‘No need for doubt.’ I can’t help but smile.
‘Well, I kinda understand now why every single man was looking at me with a cocked eyebrow and a look of pure jealously. You, Amelia, are the catch here in Luna Meadows.’
‘I’m not.’
‘Oh, so humble.’ Henry starts to laugh and I can’t help but chuckle. ‘Well, despite being the talk of the town, I really like being around you and your family. It all seems so familiar.’
I smile. ‘That means a lot.’
He parks the car next to my place and he tells me to stay put. He walks around the car and helps me out. Without a second thought, he grabs my bags and I say: ‘You know, thanks again for everything you did today for me. It hasn’t really been easy to do some things after the divorce and you just swooping in and doing this, it truly means a lot. It’s nice to not do everything myself for once, you know what I mean?’
‘I know what you mean and it’s not a problem at all,’ he says. ‘Once again, I’m happy to do it. I really have to go, I’m sorry. I have a few things to do.’
‘Don’t apologize,’ I say. ‘I will see you tonight and you have to promise me that you’re going to think about how I can thank you.’ My pointer finger digs into his sweater and he starts to laugh, before promising he will think about it.
‘I’ll see you tonight and say hello to the rest, okay?’
‘Will do.’
✰ ✰ ✰
Benji is in the locker room, changing out of his judogi into his normal clothes. As usual, Henry joins me in the hallway, his shoulder leaning against the wall.
‘So,’ I chuckle, ‘thank you for the lovely cappuccino and I hope you finally figured out what I can do as a thank you.’
‘I thought I told you not to bring it up anymore,’ he says.
‘Oops.’
He laughs. ‘But, I actually thought about it and figured out what you can do.’
‘Enlighten me, mister Cavill.’
‘How about,’ Henry says, ‘you and I go out this Friday? Benji doesn’t have a game, so we both don’t have to get up at an ungodly hour the next day. I can make dinner reservations… If you want  to of course.’
Henry Cavill is asking me out? The most handsome man Luna Meadows has ever is asking me out? I have to stay calm, but my mind is going crazy. Please, whatever you do, just don’t say anything stupid! ‘Of course I want to,’ I say, almost way too eager, but it’s a plus that I said it in a normal order. ‘Oh no, I don’t have anything to wear.’
‘I’m calling bullshit on that one,’ he laughs, ‘but whatever you’d wear, you look beautiful in it.’
‘Stop,’ I chuckle, my cheeks burning up. ‘You know, can you maybe make sure it’s a bit secluded? It’s a small town and people see everything and want to know everything. Also, I don’t want to add anymore fuel to the rumors. Not yet, at least.’
‘Noted,’ he says, ‘something secluded for miss Jung. Any other wishes?’
‘Are you going to wear something formal? If so, should I too?’
‘I was planning on wearing a blouse and some slacks, matching jacket.’
‘You’ve thought about an entire outfit already?’ I smack his arm and add: ‘This is unfair.’
‘I have been thinking about it all day,’ he chuckles.
I can’t hide my surprise. ‘You thought about this all day? Meaning you knew how you wanted me to pay for what you did today when I asked you the first time?’
He rubs his face, before he lets out a nervous laugh. ‘Okay, maybe, but I had to work up the courage to actually ask it.’
‘The tough Henry Cavill was afraid of asking me out? Oh my.’ I use my hand as a fan, before bursting out in laughter. ‘Well, I’ll think about what I wear, but Friday is good.’
‘I’ll pick you up at… Six?’
‘Make that seven,’ I say. ‘Dean is picking up the kids at six and I don’t want to make anything more complicated than it already is.’
‘I totally understand that,’ Henry says. ‘Well, I’ll be there at seven then.’ I see Benji walking up to us and Henry pats him on his shoulder. ‘You did great, bud,’ he says. ‘Can’t wait to see how you’ve improved in the next training.’
‘I’ll watch those clips you told us to watch,’ Benji says, holding out his hand, as an invitation for Henry to participate in their handshake.
After we said our goodbyes to Henry, Benji and I get in the car and when I drove the car off the lot, I ask: ‘Benji, I want your honest opinion about something, okay?’
‘Okay.’
‘If Coach Cavill and I were to go on a date, would you mind?’
‘He asked you out?’ Benji asks, way more excited than I expected him to be. ‘You did say yes, did you?’
This wasn’t the reacting I expected at all. ‘I figure you are okay with it, seeing the enormous grin on your face.’
Benji starts to laugh with me. ‘Of course I’m okay with it, mom. You deserve this and if there is anyone out there in the world that I think is even remotely good enough for you, it’s coach Cavill.’
I actually did the parenting thing really well, I think to myself. ‘So, you really don’t mind?’
‘I don’t, mom, I’m really happy for you.’ Benji places his head on my shoulder as we wait for the traffic light to turn green. ‘You deserve this.’
‘Thank you, sweetheart.’
When we’re back home, I usher Benji to come with me, as we barge into Eve’s house. I see that both Isabella and Yara are still awake and they look busted, as they should, because they shouldn’t be up right now.
‘I can explain,’ Eve begins to defend her choice of leaving these two up, but I don’t give her time to actually explain.
‘I’m going on a date Friday night with the one and only Henry Cavill,’ I say.
‘Shut up,’ Eve says. ‘Oh, honey, I’m so happy for you!’
‘Mom, are you for real?’ Isabella says, running up to me to jump in my arms. I nearly tumble back, but Benji places a hand on my back to give me some support. ‘Can we look for an outfit now? Please?’
‘Not now, because you have to go to bed in ten minutes, but you can definitely help me out,’ I laugh. ‘I think you don’t mind that I’m going on a date?’
‘No, mom, I love it,’ Isabella says. ‘It’s only fair. Now dad has a new girlfriend and you have a boyfriend.’
The girl has a point. ‘Let’s just wait for that date, okay?’
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elisaphoenix13 · 3 years
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Delusional (Ch.1)
Okay, so this is something that won't be for everyone. It's a trope that me and my friends got into while RPing so this was born. I think this will be one of those fics that I'll only continue if there's enough interest. Let me know what you think!
Tony had been pissed when his parents told him that his mother was pregnant. He had no idea what possessed them to think having another kid was a good idea when they could barely pay attention to the one they already had, and he even said that. It ended up turning into an argument between him and Howard and Tony gave them both the cold shoulder for the entirety of Maria's pregnancy. Whether it was because of her age or possibly because of Tony's ongoing silent treatment stressing her out, his mother went into labor a month early. Tony couldn't even bring himself to visit his parents or the new baby at the hospital, but they eventually came home with his new baby brother that he almost considered ignoring completely.
But then he realized that would make him exactly like Howard.
So when his parents went gallivanting off to some party one day, leaving their preemie baby in the hands of the maid, Tony finally decided to properly meet his brother. A seventeen year age difference wasn't unheard of, but it still felt weird to walk into the nursery with the knowledge that the baby inside was a sibling. He decided he would make sure the baby was still alive and then go back to his bedroom to study for his physics final, but when he approached the crib the baby was sleeping in...he softened.
His baby brother slept peacefully on his back with his arms stretched out on both sides of his head and every so often snuffled in his sleep. He wasn't covered with a blanket and he vaguely recalled hearing that he shouldn't be at his age, but he was at least dressed warmly in tiny blue footie pajamas. He had wisps of dark hair that looked like they would be soft to the touch and Tony was tempted to reach out and see but he refrained. He didn't want to disturb the baby.
Tony had been so focused on ignoring Howard that he had to wrack his brain for his brother's name, which he knew his mother had told him. He was pretty sure he had been studying at the time and was only half listening, but it eventually came to him.
Scott.
Scott Harris Stark.
It was barely seconds later that the baby started to fuss and Tony looked around a little lost before finally giving in and leaning down to scoop him up. Tony was a goner after that. Scott's hair was just as soft as it looked and Tony was worried he could break his brother if he so much as sneezed. It didn't stop him from taking over most of the responsibilities of caring for Scott from that moment on though. Tony did his research, watched his mother, and even asked the maid for advice, but soon he was changing diapers. He fed Scott, stayed up for hours on end when he was colicky or sick, dressed him, played with him…
Tony was determined to make sure Scott had the love and attention he was deprived of. At least Maria tried with both of them.
But when Scott was just under a year old, tragedy struck. Both their parents died in a car accident on the way to a party, leaving Tony alone with his infant brother. Fortunately he was freshly eighteen so he could have legal guardianship over Scott and Tony had Rhodey and Obadiah for support and help with the company he now had control over. Scott always came first though. Tony made sure he had a decent childhood despite the fact that he easily got sick, and the adorable smiles he got in return were well worth it as Scott grew up.
So was the boy's first word. Dad. Tony never corrected him since he did raise Scott, and his brother never knew their parents. So as far as Scott knew, Tony was his father and Tony made sure to hide away the truth. As far as he was concerned, the lie wasn't hurting Scott and it was partly true in a sense.
He didn't expect it to be easy and it wasn't. Because Scott was born premature, he had special needs in the form of allergies (both food and environmental), asthma, and he even got sick constantly. Most days found Scott in Tony's room because the boy whined whenever Tony tried to put him in his own room, and he was terrified Scott would stop breathing in the middle of the night. Scott slept in Tony's bed until well into his grade school years when he finally started to grow out of his need to be near his father. Tony was still nervous and checked on Scott before he went to bed and at least once in the middle of the night when he woke up.
When Tony first found out Scott was allergic to peanuts, he was a wreck. He threatened the doctors to help his kid when he heard Scott wheezing for breath, and when the boy was finally recovering, he demanded they do whatever they had to do to check for any allergies he might have had. Tony didn't think he could handle seeing Scott as sick as he was again. The wheezing, the hives, the overall misery his little boy had been in…
It turned out Scott was severely allergic to all types of nuts. Peanuts, cashews, almonds, walnuts...if it was a nut, Scott couldn't have it. That was easy enough to plan meals around but then there was also shellfish, sesame, parsley, and pineapple. Whenever they went out to eat, Tony scrutinized every ingredient on the menu if it was available, and if it wasn't, he demanded to talk to the chefs. Fortunately once he learned what food Scott could have, it became second nature.
Tony always made sure to carry an inhaler and epipen with him, had extras held for Scott at school, and more in the boy's backpack. He taught Scott as early as possible what he couldn't eat because it would make him very sick and for the most part, things went well enough. There was only one incident at school when Scott unknowingly ate something he wasn't supposed to, but he was quickly treated with one of his pens and sent to the hospital. Scott was quick to bounce back from that since the school staff had been prepared, so the only constant issue was his asthma.
Scott never let it slow him down and Tony swore he was going to either go gray at 25 or suffer heart failure. The little boy was constantly climbing everything, and Tony once had to pull him off the bookcase that he managed to climb up to the fifth shelf. The fifth shelf. Rhodey had his fair share of retrieving Scott from high places whenever he visited too.
Before Tony knew it, Scott had grown into a young man with a talent for hacking and engineering and had a penchant for tacos, oranges, and lollipops. He helped Tony with a lot of his projects but absolutely refused to help with anything related to weapons. Scott never liked violence and always hated that Stark Industries was solely based on weapons making. Tony never faulted him for it.
"Scott, have you seen my--?" Tony stops mid sentence when he looks over at the young man and finds him at his computers with his feet kicked up on a small part of the desk, dozing with a lollipop in his mouth. "Oh, that's safe."
He walks over and takes the lollipop out of Scott's mouth and he jolts awake. "Hey! I was eating that!" Scott complains.
"Yeah, you were very proactive about it. I didn't raise you for 21 years so you could choke and die because you fell asleep with candy in your mouth." Tony rolls his eyes and sticks the candy back in Scott's mouth before he could protest. "Now have you seen that little screwdriver you like to steal?"
"You had it last, and I've been busy updating Jarvis's code." Scott answers.
"I saw that. I guess you're so good you can do it in your sleep."
"It was uploading!" Scott drops his feet to the ground with an annoyed huff. "And I told you I wouldn't help you with your stupid weapons. That includes finding misplaced tools."
"Fine, fine."
Tony tries fixing the cow lick in Scott's hair and rolls his eyes when it only floofs back into place. He learned very early on that his kid's hair was untameable but that didn't stop Tony from trying. Hair gel, pomade, hair spray...none of it could contain and style Scott's hair. The cow lick worked for him though so Tony wasn't too obsessed with trying to find something to keep it in place.
"Well while you wait for your new code to upload, why don't you make me a sandwich?" Tony says. "I gotta get the Jericho prototype finished tonight."
Scott frowns. "Why do they want you to fly all the way out to Afghanistan? What's wrong with how you usually sell this stuff?"
"It's just for a couple of days volpino. Now where's my tuna sandwich?" Tony asks.
"Probably in the fridge. It's deconstructed." Scott says as he leaves the lab.
"Oh, haha. Funny. I like mine constructed so get on it. Chop chop."
Tony smirks when he hears Scott mumble something under his breath along the lines "slave driver", but with no heat. Things had gotten easier as Scott got older but he never really grew out of his physical problems. He still had his food and environmental allergies, his asthma, and even his tendency to get sick, but that had mostly been remedied when Tony moved them to Malibu. The warm weather helped with that and Scott didn't get sick nearly as often as he did in New York, and that had been a huge relief for the both of them. Tony only wished he had thought of it sooner.
When Scott comes back with the sandwich and sets it nearby for Tony, the man looks up at him and rolls his eyes when he finds the younger man drinking out of a juice box. "You know you can have beer now right?"
"Juice is better." Scott says. "When are you leaving tomorrow?"
"You'll probably still be asleep. Even if I leave late." Tony grabs the sandwich and takes a bite. "So try not to blow up the lab while I'm gone." He adds around his mouthful.
"That's no fun." Scott says sarcastically. "Pepper called by the way. She said she has some paperwork for you to look at before you leave."
Tony groans. "Tell her I'm not home."
"It'll be true in a few hours anyway."
"Don't underestimate Pepper. She'll be waiting on the tarmac for me to look at those papers if she has to." Tony grumbles and then looks up at Scott with a suspicious smile that makes his son narrow his eyes at him. "You're 21. Maybe it's time to start giving you some responsibility with the company."
"I do. It's called making sure my dad doesn't blow himself up because he writes codes when he's half asleep. How are we still alive?"
"Rhodey and Happy." Tony replies dryly before whapping Scott upside the head. "Don't sass me."
Scott rubs the back of his head as he walks back over to his personal workstation to check on the progress of the code. When he had shown an interest in engineering and computers, Tony had immediately set up Scott's own work area with age appropriate equipment that he either replaced or updated as Scott got older. He was good at it too. Tony couldn't count the number of times he got calls from the FBI asking him to get Scott to stop leaving them viruses with laughing cat videos or something. They were always harmless and easily fixed, so Tony's response was to tell them to update their security so Scott couldn't get in.
Apparently they had yet to find a way to keep Scott out and Tony wasn't about to take away one of his son's very few joys in life. As long as it all stayed harmless, Tony would look the other way. He knew Scott was very capable of hacking into pretty much anything, and he was glad his kid was a pacifist. Because Scott was definitely very capable of getting his hands on nuke codes.
Tony actually wouldn't be surprised if Scott had already gone in and changed them.
Some whirring pulls Tony out of his thoughts and he looks over at the kitchenette to find DUM-E making smoothies again. A quick glance told him that there was at least peanut butter and almond milk in it so it wasn't safe for baby boy consumption.
"Hey! Are you trying to kill your little brother with that?" Tony asks and DUM-E beeps sadly when the blender goes off. "You know he can't have nuts!"
"There goes my social life." Scott says and Tony makes a face.
"I don't want to hear about that."
"Says the man whose one night stands I had to chase away."
Tony laughs. "To be fair, it was funny to see them get creeped out when you just stood in the kitchen and stared at them while drinking your juice box."
"...yeah. That was pretty fun." Scott admits.
"Sir, Miss Potts is on her way down." JARVIS says and Tony groans.
"Ugh the dreaded secretary with her paperwork."
There's a few beeps before the lab door hisses open and then the sound of heels clicking across the linoleum.
"Tony-"
"I know," he sighs. "Paperwork. Give it to Scott."
Pepper places the small stack next to his arm. "He's too busy making sure you don't blow yourself up."
"You know I had to teach him how to do that right?"
"And now he's better than you." Pepper says and Scott cackles.
"Ouch. My pride." Tony clutches at his chest in mock hurt.
"Please just look at this and sign. It won't even take you ten minutes." Pepper sighs.
"I trust you."
"Nice try."
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shyvioletcat · 4 years
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“Didn’t you hear the news? It’s safer to shower in pairs.” Rowaelin XDDD you are such a good writer ❤️
Thank you my dear. I hope you enjoy this, I most certainly did.
Camp Shenanigans Masterlist
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Aelin was at breakfast when Lysandra dramatically dropped down into the seat next to her, huffing an frustrated sigh.
“What?” Aelin asked as she poked at her watery eggs.
“I can’t do this,” Lysandra said.
“Do what?” Aelin said, deciding she could do without eggs today.
“I can’t spend another day with Mr Stick-up-his-ass Salvaterre,” Lysandra explained. “He just kills the mood, no one has fun when he’s around.”
“Surely the kids just ignore him,” Aelin said and she took a sip of her orange juice. That was watery too. Why was everything they were meant to consume watery?
“Switch with me?” Lysandra said.
Aelin laughed. “No way in hell. One of us will murder the other.”
“Just one day, please,” Lysandra pleaded. 
“Try Manon, I think she’s getting a little exasperated by Fenrys’ exuberance,” Aelin suggested.
“Who’s exasperated at me now?” Fenrys asked as he sat down, his plate piled with pancakes. Rowan dropped into the seat beside him and she heard Lysandra snort at today’s choice of hair colour. Today Rowan’s hair was hot pink, the most ridiculous colour yet.
“What!” Aelin exclaimed. “They only said I could have one pancake.”
Fenrys grinned at her, “But the servers don’t have a crush on you.”
“Give us one?” Aelin said.
“What will you give me?” Fenrys asked, leaning forward, grinning.
Aelin narrowed her eyes. “Definitely not whatever you’re thinking.”
“Whatever could I be thinking, Galathynius?” Fenrys’ voice was bedroom soft and teasing. 
Their stupid conversation was interrupted by Manon and Lorcan sitting down at the table. Aelin continued her staring contest with Fenrys though, her lips were tight over her teeth as she tried not to laugh. Fenrys did no such thing and tipped his head back and laughed. Aelin used that distraction to swipe a pancake off his plate. She glanced at Rowan then, his face was hard, his jaw clenched, not touching the food on his plate. There was something gleaming in his eye, something she easily identified. He was jealous. And couldn’t do a damned thing about it. 
Aelin tried desperately to hide her smile, but she was falling so she opted for distraction instead. She nudged Lysandra’s side and nodded to Manon. “Now’s your chance, ask her.”
“Ask me what?” Manon said
Lysandra’s eyes darted between Manon, Lorcan and Fenrys. But she didn’t ask, she just sighed and mumbled, “Nothing.”
~~~~~
The kids were having a field day today. It had started when Rowan and Aelin’s groups were in the presentation about respecting others and being leaders or something, Aelin couldn’t be bothered to listen again. She really should be, to set a good example. But she had been distracted, and so had the kids. 
She and Rowan were seated up the back, next to each other. That alone was enough to send the kids into a titter. And then Rowan had leant back in his chair and thrown his arm over the back of hers. Once the kids had spotted that they were whispering and nudging to neighbours to turn around and have a look. But what had Aelin well and truly distracted where the soft, careful touches Rowan was brushing against her skin. Out of sight of young eyes he was drawing patterns just below the sleeve on her arm, if he wanted to rub at his hair or neck he would use the arm he had draped around her, fingertips brushing on her neck, making her shiver despite how warm and stuffy the room was. 
Those touches along with the memory of that kiss last night in his bed had her wanting to sneak off like the teenagers they were currently babysitting and relieve some of that frustration building in her blood.
The frustration only got worse during the afternoon activity. It was archery and of course, of course, Rowan knew exactly what he was doing. Aelin was sitting in the bleachers with some of the girls in her group watching Rowan as he shot arrow after arrow, getting very good shots on the target. Aelin was trying to not openly ogle her boyfriend’s body, but the way his muscles shifted under his tight t-shirt she couldn’t help herself. She was busy constructing a metaphor about comparing his ass to the tautness of the bowstrings when she caught a snippet of the conversation between the girls in front of her. 
“How good do you reckon his aim is?” Naomi said, her tone leaving no argument between whether or not it was an innuendo. 
Aelin wasn’t thinking when she muttered, “Perfect.”
Three heads turned to her and Aelin realised her mistake, she felt a blush rising in her cheeks.
“What did you say, Miss?” Kayla asked.
Aelin scrambled to recover, but managed to put her quick wit to use, “I said inappropriate.” The girls just giggled and Aelin stood, wanting to leave before her cheeks went a deeper shade of red. “Think I’ll give it a go. Let’s keep the conversation PG, ladies.”
They were still giggling when Aelin stepped onto the archery range, right next to Rowan. He looked over at her, his baseball cap shading his face.
“Why are you blushing?” He asked, a small smiling playing at his lips.
Damn it... Aelin thought to herself. “No reason,” she said a little too quickly. “It’s the heat. Care to teach me?” Aelin said, indicating to the bow he held.
“It would be my pleasure,” Rowan said, a mischievous smirk on his face.
The next 20 minutes had been pure torture. Rowan took his archery instruction very seriously and wanted to make sure Aelin was in the perfect position to get the best results. Those gentle brushes during the presentation were nothing compared to this. He was lifting her elbow, tightening her grip on the bow, nudging her feet apart. The worst had been his hands on her waist and hips. The clever man that he was he managed to hide those instructions from the kids with the angle of his own body. Those touches were firm, then lingering and had Aelin thinking of those times he had touched those places, without meddlesome clothing in the way. 
“Okay, breathe out and release,” Rowan whispered much too sensually for the current setting and Aelin did as he said. It wasn’t a bullseye but it was close, landing in the outer circle around it. When Aelin turned to smile at him she found he was already smiling down at her. Gods, she wanted to kiss him. Instead there was a ringing of a bell ending the activity. Aelin handed him the bow for him to put away.
“Might want to put that amazing aim to use later,” Aelin added with a wink before walking away.
~~~~~
Rowan had left a few moments ago, heading for the shower block. Aelin had followed, musing aloud that it was a good idea to go now that the kids were in bed. Well, they were supposed to be anyway. It didn’t take long for Aelin to catch up to him, grabbing his ass playfully. Rowan whirled and Aelin cackled at the look on his face.
“Who on earth did you think it was?” Aelin asked.
“I was hoping it was you, honestly,” Rowan said. “What are you up to?” 
Aelin skipped out ahead of him. “Didn’t you hear? It’s safer to shower in pairs”
“Oh is it now?” Rowan said, the corner of his mouth quirking up.
“Mmhmm, talk of an axe murderer or something,” Aelin said with a shrug. “You know how the camp stories go.”
Aelin reached out for his hand and he took it, and it didn’t take them long to find their way to the shower block in the dim lights. When they got to the doorway of the women’s side Rowan went to keep walking but Aelin tugged him back. 
“What… no.” 
Aelin grinned at him. “Come on, everyone is done with the showers. And you’ve been teasing me all day.”
“I don’t know what you’re talking about,” Rowan said, a look of feigned innocence on his face.
Aelin didn’t reply, she just tugged his hand again and this time Rowan didn’t fight it.
Laughing, they stumbled into a cubicle, dropping their towels and clothes on the small bench, stripping off the clothes they already wore. Completely bare Aelin backed into the shower, turning on the water. Rowan just watched her, eyes raking over her body. Aelin snorted and he raised a brow in question.
“What?” He demanded stepping into the stream of water, closing the flimsy curtain that separated the cubicle behind him.
“I can’t take you seriously with that hair,” Aelin said as she stepped into the water as well, chest to chest.
“Might I remind you that this hair is your fault?” Rowan added. 
“Might I remind you, you were the one who lost,” Aelin said as she pushed his head under the water. 
Rowan spluttered, then shook his hair out at her which had her squealing. She went to move away but he caught her around the waist. “You were the one who cheated.”
“You can prove nothing,” Aelin as she began to wash out the chalk.
Rowan lent his head back back so that Aelin could rinse his hair under the water. His hair was still tinged with pink and now her hands were as well, but this muted pink was better than the hot pink of a few moments ago. When she was done Rowan straightened, his eyes darkening as he looked down at her. Aelin didn’t know which of them moved first but their lips met, hands touching everywhere. 
“Aelin?”
At the sound of her name Aelin pulled her head back, one hand covering Rowan’s mouth. His eyes had gone just as wide as hers at the sound of Lysandra’s voice. 
“Yeah?” Aelin’s voice was a little shaky as she answered.
“You right in there?” Lysandra asked and Aelin heard and another cubicle open.
“Mmhmm,” Aelin said as Rowan’s grip tightened on her waist and he nipped at her fingers. She gave him her best scolding glare. “You just surprised me.”
“Oh. Well Aedion just called, he got landed with some of your classes. Wants you to answer some questions,” Lysandra said.
“You came here to tell me that?” Aelin said before she could stop herself.
“That and to have a shower. Still feel like I’ve got sand everywhere after hauling all those canoes up from the water with minimal help from the most giant man in existence,” she explained.
Aelin actually groaned at the miserable timing of her friend’s appearance but it was luckily covered by Lysandra turning her water on. Aelin finally uncovered Rowan’s mouth, showing her that crooked little smile of his that she loved. They stared at each other, both defeated, and Rowan’s eyes seemed to say better luck next time, Princess.
They let each other go, disappointment sinking into Aelin’s gut as Rowan slipped through the curtain. She barely heard him sneak out, hoping that Lysandra didn’t hear it at all. Lysandra chatted away, mostly complaining about Lorcan and his sullenness, Aelin was ready to wholeheartedly agree with anything her friend said against the man just to vent her own, although completely different, frustrations. When Lysandra announced she was leaving, Aelin decided to stay a little longer, trying to scrub the lingering pink from her hands that did not want to budge. When the water started to go cool Aelin gave up and turned the shower off. She shook off the excess water before stepping into the dry area of the cubicle. She went to grab her towel but then froze as she looked down at the bench where she had left her things.
There was a small washcloth she didn’t recognise and her set of underwear. And that was it. Rowan had finally taken his revenge.
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dweetwise · 3 years
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you know the drill. have some fluffy riconti <3
ship: felix x ace warnings: mentioned (past) sexual content word count: 2430
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Where there’s smoke, there’s fire (part 3)
When Felix wakes up, he immediately notices something is off.
There's a brief moment of panic when he realizes he's not in his own bed, the layout of the strange room different than what he’s used to. To make matters worse, someone stirs next to him in the bed, and Felix—
Has his hand on the man's bicep and has apparently slept curled up next to him.
Ace is still asleep, sprawled out on his back on the hotel bed, snoring softly without a care in the world.
Felix recalls last night. There was the fire alarm, and they'd talked while sharing a blanket for warmth. Then, he'd invited Ace up, they'd kissed, Ace had agreed to stay the night…
… And things had escalated to the point where Felix had come in his pants like a teenager.
Felix buries his face in his pillow in embarrassment and silently wishes the earth would swallow him whole. Nothing about this situation is like him at all; usually, he’s careful to a fault, and having a one-night-stand with a man he just met has been something reserved only for fantasies.
But Ace hadn’t seemed to mind. On the contrary, he’d been understanding and even encouraging, not running for the hills despite Felix’s numerous fuck-ups.
Felix peeks up from the pillow and looks at Ace. Something flutters in his gut upon taking in his bedmate's relaxed features while he sleeps. And then something different stirs in his groin when he realizes Ace is shirtless, a lean arm stretched behind his pillow, the duvet only covering half of his hairy chest.
It's embarrassing how much the proximity of a very male body next to Felix is enough to wake his libido, years' worth of repressed sexuality now hitting him full force. He barely resists the urge to reach out and touch the grey curls, not wanting to wake Ace, since they don't have anywhere to be—
Shit!
Felix bolts up to sit on the bed and frantically glances around the room for a clock, acutely reminded that he's here for business and not a gay escapade.
“Oof!” Ace protests and flinches awake when Felix accidentally knees him in the ribs.
“Sorry,” Felix apologizes half-heartedly, finally spotting the alarm clock on the nightstand next to Ace.
Seeing the numbers 8:40, Felix immediately sighs in relief and slumps back down on the bed. He still has plenty of time before his business appointment.
“Sleep well?” Ace's asks, voice groggy with sleep while he blinks awake.
“Yes,” Felix says. “Uhm… and you?” he asks awkwardly, immediately feeling much more self-conscious now that Ace is awake.
“Like a baby,” Ace flashes Felix a grin but doesn't meet his eyes.
Ace proceeds to sit up, before yawning long and loud, stretching his arms above his head.
And Felix stares like an absolute creep at the way Ace's shoulder muscles move with the action. He wants to run his hands all over them, thanking his luck that they still have time for a lazy morning under the covers.
“Well, I should probably get out of your hair,” Ace says, shattering Felix's daydream. “Leave you to prepare for your important meeting.”
Ace pulls the covers away from himself and turns to get out of bed, and Felix wants to protest—
“No,” Felix finds himself saying out loud, Ace's head immediately whipping around to look at him in surprise.
“I, ehm,” Felix starts, clearing his throat self-consciously. “I have time. If you do too,” he manages lamely.
A smile slowly spreads over Ace's face, making his eyes crinkle at the corners and a familiar warmth sparkle within them.
“It's kinda chilly, huh?” Ace grins, leaving Felix confused.
“Not particularly—” he starts, feeling almost too warm under the thick duvet.
“We should cuddle for warmth,” Ace interrupts before eagerly slipping back between the covers, making realization dawn on Felix.
“You're right,” he says, playing along while trying not to smile like an idiot as Ace scoots closer. “I'm very cold.”
“Well, can't have that, now can we?” Ace smiles, lifting the covers and extending his arm, and Felix gratefully take the opportunity to cuddle up to him.
Sighing blissfully as Ace's arms wrap around him, Felix buries his face in the crook between Ace's neck and shoulder.
Making good of his earlier thought, Felix brings one of his hands up from Ace’s back to smooth over the man’s shoulders. Ace hums in approval and starts petting Felix's hair, and Felix never realized just how nice it is to be held. His few girlfriends were always much more petite than him, and even though Ace is shorter and smaller than him, he's broader and bigger than a woman and Felix feels safe in his arms.
Felix's other hand, on its own accord, comes up to rest on Ace's chest, and it's only when the man huffs in amusement that Felix realizes he's been playing with his chest hair again.
And it suddenly hits him just how weird it is that he's happily cuddling the man he only met technically today without technically even having sex with him.
“This probably isn't how a normal hook-up goes, huh?” Felix realizes, hesitantly stilling the movement of his hand.
“Not really,” Ace chuckles, the sound reverberating in his chest under Felix's hand. “But normal’s boring anyway, don’t you think?”
“I suppose,” Felix murmurs with a smile, doubts successfully reassured. On impulse, he places a soft peck on Ace's neck.
When the other shivers and gasps, Felix pulls back to look at him, startled by the reaction.
“Uh, neck's kinda sensitive,” Ace offers with a sheepish grin.
Well. It sure would be a shame if someone used that information for their advantage later tonight.
“I don't know whether to be turned on or scared,” Ace jokes, seeing the mischievous smile on Felix's face.
“Later,” Felix says, leaning in for a kiss that Ace dodges, Felix's lips landing on Ace's stubbled cheek.
“I promise you don't wanna taste my mouth right now” Ace explains. “It's a distinct combination of booze and death.”
Felix would like to pretend like he's not grossed out by morning breath, but then remembers he didn’t even offer to lend Ace a hotel toothbrush last night.
“Fair enough,” Felix says, settling for kissing Ace's bearded jaw instead.
The prickling under his lips is pleasant and, again, so distinctly masculine. Felix can't help nuzzling into Ace's jawline, his own morning stubble rasping against the trimmed beard.
“Having fun?” Ace teases, returning the gesture, scraping his beard over Felix's stubbled cheek.
“Sorry,” Felix chuckles. “It's just different. In a good way.”
“I'm not judging,” Ace grins. “If you wanna bump your head into me and knead my chest hair like a cat, go right ahead.”
“I'm… a little obsessed, sorry,” Felix says, a hand running through said chest hair once again.
“Baby, a guy with your face? You can do whatever you want with me," Ace purrs suggestively, and Felix feels heat rising up his neck.
“Do you really think I look good?” Felix asks, almost regretting it once he realizes just how insecure he sounds.
Sure, his ex-girlfriends complimented him every now and then, but that's what couples do, right? The kids back in his school years sure didn't make it a secret how "weird" and "boring" they thought Felix was.
“Don't tell me no one ever told you how pretty you are,” Ace grins. At Felix's confused frown, Ace's smile falters. “Fuck me, no one ever told you how pretty you are.”
“People don't generally tend to compliment strangers,” Felix points out.
“They should if the stranger looks like you!” Ace exclaims, now sounding almost offended on his behalf. “Okay, babe, listen. This is important,” Ace says, grabbing Felix by the shoulder and looking straight into his eyes.
“You're gorgeous,” Ace says. “And, yeah, I don’t really tend to be stingy with compliments, but you're easily in the top five of most attractive people I've ever seen in my life.”
“You said this was important,” Felix says with a small smile, trying not to flush from the praise.
“It is!” Ace insists. “You need to know that you're a ten and you can't spend your life picking up fives and sixes.”
Felix frowns, not really seeing where Ace is going with this.
“I mean obviously I'm not referring to myself—” Ace hurries to add. “But if you ever start getting more involved in the hookup scene, you need to set the bar high. Because trust me, you're not gonna run out of options.”
Felix barely resists the urge to tell Ace that he can't see himself sleeping with men that aren't him, but manages to just nod instead so he doesn’t sound too clingy.
He's still flustered that Ace finds him this attractive and isn't afraid of saying so. Maybe it's a cultural thing, the Argentine much more free with his compliments than is customary in Germany.
“So, now that we've established how hot you are…” Ace starts, sensing Felix's awkwardness about being in the spotlight like this. “You probably didn't have the time to check out the breakfast buffet, huh?”
“No, I only got here last night,” Felix says.
At the mention of food, Felix suddenly notices a pang in his belly, signaling an empty stomach. Having only had a couple of pathetic airplane meals for the past 24 hours, breakfast is sounding pretty tempting right about now.
“Well, need some help with that?” Ace suggests.
“Help?” Felix asks, confused.
“You know,” Ace gestures lazily with his hand. “Get all the insider information. Which cereal to pick. Whether apple or orange juice is better. Important stuff.”
Hearing the strange suggestion, something clicks in Felix's head.
“Are you asking if I want to have breakfast together?” Felix asks.
“Is it working?” Ace grins.
“Somehow, yes,” Felix says, and Ace’s smile widens even further.
“I hate to say it, but we should probably get out of bed in that case,” Ace says, sitting up on the bed and taking the cozy warmth of his body away. “I'll swing by my room to freshen up. See you downstairs in half an hour?” he offers over his shoulder, starting to dress himself.
“Sounds good,” Felix agrees, hurrying to get out of bed so he'll have time to make himself look presentable.
Making for the bathroom to brush his teeth, he walks past his phone on the desk, suddenly remembering something crucial.
“Oh,” Felix says, making a nearly-dressed Ace perk up and look at him. “Can I please have your number, just in case? I don't want to lose you again.”
“Aww, babe,” Ace smirks. “The three seconds we were separated by the elevator were hard on me too.”
“You know what I mean,” Felix mutters, shooting Ace a half-hearted glare.
“I do, I do,” Ace defuses with a smile, walking up to Felix with a partially buttoned shirt and extending his hand. “Here, I’ll type it for you.”
As Felix hands over his phone and watches Ace add his number, his gaze inadvertently drifts down to the man's exposed chest. The crumpled, pastel pink shirt combined with the generous neckline exposing a hairy chest should look nothing short of ridiculous and trashy.
Instead, Felix forces his eyes away before his sweatpants start tenting suspiciously. What the hell is wrong with him?
“There!” Ace finally finishes his task and hands Felix back his phone. “Call me?” Ace suggests and—thankfully—proceeds to button his shirt most of the way up.
Felix glances at the number, smiling as he sees "Ace ♠️" as the contact name.
“Cute,” Felix comments when he presses the call button.
“Not as cute as you,” Ace winks, grabbing his own phone that lights up on the nightstand. “Thanks babe, I got it.”
“Do I even want to know what you're saving me as?” Felix mutters, intrigued.
“Oops, would you look at that, gotta run!” Ace grins, avoiding the question and making for the door. “See you in thirty, handsome!”
“Be safe,” Felix reflexively calls after him, and Ace turns and raises an eyebrow, making Felix choke on his own embarrassment. “I mean… yes. See you soon.”
Like he should have said in the first place. You know, like a normal person.
Instead of making fun of him, Ace just smiles in a kind of derpy way.
“Can you stop being so adorable?” Ace teases, but then he's out of the door before Felix can even begin to think of a reply.
Left to his own devices, Felix realizes he only has thirty minutes to shower, shave and get ready for what is essentially his first date with a man.
He hurries to the bathroom and turns on the shower, a flash of shame shooting through him as he spots his previously soiled boxers still drying on the towel rack.
Still, he manages to shower, shave, blow dry his hair and brush his teeth with ten minutes to spare.
But then he runs into his next crisis; what the hell does he wear?
Felix ends up laying all of his outfits on the bed, and yes, five entire outfits might have been excessive for a three-day-trip, but it sure comes in handy now.
Does he wear his work clothes? It might be overdressing for the occasion. He can't wear the leather jacket, since they’re only going to be indoors. Can he go with the t-shirt and vest? Will Ace think he's a slob?
Suddenly recalling Ace has only seen him in his pajamas, Felix realizes anything he chooses to wear is probably a vast improvement.
And then he also realizes he only has three minutes left, having wasted most of his time overthinking his outfit choice.
No small amount of cursing later, Felix manages to dress himself in the casual outfit, only fretting momentarily over whether the jeans are too casual or not. Since he has no time left to gel his hair into place, he haphazardously brushes his bangs over to one side and hopes that it’s good enough.
Barely remembering his keycard, Felix is out of the door with only one minute to spare, power-walking to the elevator.
He pushes the call button, and then pushes it again… and again, when the elevator isn't fucking arriving. He glances at his watch, remembers he didn't remember to put on a watch, sighs and runs a hand through his hair in frustration. But at least the elevator is finally here—
“Fancy seeing you here,” Ace quips as soon as the doors slide open.
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dawn-aethwyn · 3 years
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Sleep Tight
Knock, knock.
She stirred and shook her head to gain her bearings. Dawn seemed to be wearing a shirt a size too large for her that she didn’t remember putting on.
Knock, knock, knock.
“Oh!” she bounded down the stairs of her loft bed, almost tripping from a mix of her rush and clumsiness. She caught her footing toward the end. “Nailed it.”
She opened the door, “Nijah? Adventure time-?...”
It was a black void before her. The smell of sea salt and ocean waves sprung to life, the scenery around her shifting to the Kugane markets.
Before she could understand what was going on, the scene shifted again. She appeared to be sitting in a fancy Hingan bar, a table reserved for three. Dim lights were scattered throughout the establishment. Something clicked in her head and she realized she could see clearly; she must have been dreaming. She pursed her lips at the disappointment. To her left sat someone who she knew was Carrera in an elegant raven gown, and to her right, a Xaela in a suit. Both of them fixated across the floor.
“K-Khair?” she muttered out.
The Xaela shot her an annoyed glance. “No.”
Off in the distance, a Hyur gentleman sat at a piano, playing a gentle and alluring tune, haunting, even. “Hadriel?” she asked.
“Well, at least you got one right, you’re shooting with fifty percent accuracy right now.” the Xaela muttered.
“Wait, where am I?” Dawn asked, confused.
The Xaela sighed, “Some way, somehow, you’re sitting in my memories. I would ask you to leave but I have the feeling you don’t know the way out.”
“Ah.” she swung her feet and hummed, listening to the music.
Adala perked a brow, “So what are you doing? Are you just going to sit there and annoy me?”
Dawn thinned her lips. “I was trying to be quiet and not annoy you.”
A hand ran through the Xaela’s hair as she sipped her drink, “Your very presence grates on my nerves. And here I thought you might’ve wandered in here for some actual reason. An existential crisis perhaps. Some grand question as to who you are now or what to make of the predicament you’re in.”
The White Mage gave a cheesy grin to Adala, “Nope. Just looking around. I… I don’t know how I got here, to be honest.”
“Probably the brain damage. But what do I know?” she shrugged, drink in hand.
Deadpanned at her, “Hey, wasn’t that your fault? What was it you said? ‘Let me take the helm.’.” she voiced mockingly.
“I’ve never met you before, but I hate you. I want you to know that. I hate you to the very core of my being.” Adala retorted.
Dawn tried to control her smirk and ended up with a scrunchy face. “Oh well. Since I’m stuck here, might as well enjoy the company and music.” She stuck her tongue out teasingly, then looked to the pianist. “He looks younger.”
“Well, by your recollection, he’s a great many years older now. But he wasn’t always.” Adala commented.
“So he always wore those bandages? And the eye patch?” she replied.
Adala laughed, “No, not always. He didn’t always play sad music either.”
Dawn tilted her head as she regarded Adala, “What changed?”
“He lost things dear to him. Things he could never replace. Since then he’s been a solemn man, alone and spiteful. But as I understand it, things have changed now.”
“What do you mean?”
“Well,” she scoffed, “He has that new little wife of his and whatnot.” she waved casually, her tone grew a bit disheartened, “And he’s rejoined the organization. Killing us one, by one. Must be true love.”
“Why would killing anyone mean true love? That sounds insane…”
Adala tapped on the table and took another sip of her imaginary drink. “I guess you don’t understand. As long as we exist, we are a threat to each other. To people we might love. He’s smart, moved from the bottom up and is collecting our respective soul crystals. Though why he gave you mine is beyond me. The Hadriel I know would’ve kept it to hedge his bets. He’s a sentimental fool.”
Dawn squeezed her eyes shut and thought really hard about orange juice, trying to wish it into existence. It was a dream, so why not? A cold glass of Lominsan OJ sat in front of her, condensation running down the sides. She gasped, a giddy smirk wore on her face as she giggled and wiggled happily before taking it in both hands. Adala’s brow twitched as she watched her.
“What are you? Twelve?” Adala hissed.
“Hmmmmn, what do you mean by sentimental?” she swayed at the music.
The bitter Xaela drank some more before answering, “Oh, I think he knew you were going to draw from the stone. He’s a sucker for helping the helpless. Put a little injured gaelicat with a broken wing in front of him and see just how quickly his cold demeanor melts.”
“Am I the gaelicat in this story? What does that have to do with being sentimental?” she sipped from her straw and swung her feet one after the other while sitting along the stool.
“Well, he knows I would side with the organization. It’s nothing personal, just business.” she shrugged, “Probably feels some measure of guilt for letting me die. Coward couldn’t even do it himself; he’s killing his friends and doesn’t even have the courtesy to do it in person.” she huffed a heavy sigh, “But… I don’t blame him. We’ve all seen enough of our friends die. Killing a friend, I wouldn’t wish that on my worst enemy.”
A wry smile came from the Xaela. “Of course he hasn’t bothered to kill Rina or Carrera yet.” she grunted and rolled her eyes, “Ugh. The man’s so soft.” she lamented, “ At least Hikaru is dead, I never did like him. But, to answer your question, I think he knew you would use the crystal wrong. You’re supposed to use the memories to learn and be better, not suck in the rich aether. A part of my soul was left imprinted on this, hence the name: Soul Crystal. And you’ve absorbed that. So in some small way, I live on. And here we are; you’re sitting here, invading my private time.”
“Sounds like a personal problem.” She jabbed playfully.
“Like when you almost died without me? You really need to learn how to fight. You’re weighing everyone around you down.”
Dawn felt that one. It was personal, and as much as she was invading into Adala’s world, she in turn had access to Dawn’s. Perhaps even more.
“I… I’m trying. It hasn’t been easy these last few months…” her eyes were downcast and the mood shifted immediately. 
It was Adala who laughed now. “Look at you. So soft that mere words pierce right through you. Anyway, what are you going to do about that little parasite in our chest, hmn?”
“Our chest? Anyway, I have to deal with one problem at a time. Right now it seems like I have to deal with trying to find a way to wake up.” she huffed with puffed cheeks.
“Did you want to wake up?”
“Of course, why wouldn’t I?” she asked incredulously.
Adala chuckled and bore a sadistic smile, “Okay.. let me help you with that.” She summoned her odachi to her side and violently cleaved into Dawn.
Her eyes shot open as she looked around the clinic. She could see the plants in the waiting room and recognized the familiar, sterile scent. She moved back against the pillow gingerly so as to not rattle her brain any further.
“Oh. Well, then.”
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malewifegrantaire · 3 years
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The Birthday Thing
READ PART ONE HERE
PART TWO: Guess who’s coming to dinner hang out for no apparent reason (as far as Grantaire can tell)?
Combeferre had inadvertently ruined the rest of Grantaire’s week. It wasn’t his fault, of course. He couldn’t be blamed for Grantaire’s Incredibly Bad Brain. But still, “I just know Enjolras and I know he likes you” is a very reckless phrase to pepper into a conversation with someone of Grantaire’s constitution. He could hardly fall asleep that night because the words I know he likes you were clanging too loudly against the bars of the jail cell he called a mind. He didn’t mind too much though. The clanging was because Enjolras liked him, which made all of the noise sound a bit like music.
Grantaire picked out an outfit for the party and laid it out like he was a little kid excited for a school trip. Embarrassed with himself, he threw the entire outfit into his clothing hamper so he wouldn’t have to look at it lying out on his dresser anymore. Which was obviously a mistake, because now the clothes were are wrinkled and they were touching his actually dirty clothes. Which meant now he had to do a half load of laundry on a weekday, which he really didn’t like doing.
As he folded his laundry, Grantaire felt his phone buzz in his pocket. Huh. It was from Combeferre. Odd.
hey, are u free? sorry lol i am bored and wanted to know if u wanna hang out ??
Very odd. Maybe the wrong number? Just to be safe, Grantaire texted back:
grantaire is folding laundry right now, like a responsible adult.
Two texts back:
very interesting use of third person..
i can help if u want! i love 2 fold things
So this was Grantaire’s life. He used to be young and wild, and now he’s the sort of person that makes plans with people who text him sentences like “i love 2 fold things.” He typed his response.
uh, sure? might get boring, but i’ll never say no to an extra set of hands.
About fifteen minutes later, Combeferre was inside of Grantaire’s apartment. “You got here fast.” Grantaire said.
“I was in the neighborhood.”
“Aren’t you always?”
Combeferre took in Grantaire’s apartment, which gave Grantaire such a wave of self-consciousness that he thought he might be sick. It was a fine apartment, kept clean mostly because Grantaire hardly spent any time in it. The ceilings were far too low for Combeferre.
“This is a really nice place.” Combeferre said. “Have you lived here long?”
“Five years, I think.” Grantaire said. “I think the landlord thought I’d have left by now, but, well. I’m still here.”
“Yeah, I mean, it’s nice. Good windows. Not easy to come by.”
Grantaire laughed at that. “Hey, was there something you wanted to talk about? Or are you just here to admire my big beautiful windows?”
Combeferre looked slightly embarrassed. “Uh, the latter, I guess.” he said. “I mean, just what I texted, I was bored, and I guess . . . I don’t know. I guess I thought we could just hang out?”
Now it was Grantaire’s turn to be embarrassed. Of course. Combeferre is the sort of person who’s actually, you know, decent. He was just trying to be nice and Grantaire was accusing him of having an ulterior motive. Way to go. Grantaire cleared his throat. “Well, thanks for coming. Feel free to park wherever. I only did a half load of laundry so I’m finished folding, sorry. I know how much you love to fold.”
“I went through a very intense Marie Kondo phase.” Combeferre grinned. “Let me know if you ever need your closet to be reorganized.”
“I’ll keep that in mind.” Grantaire said. It was dawning on him that, being more of the roaming type than the nesting type, Grantaire almost never had people over his apartment, and therefore had very little hosting experience. So he did what he always did in situations like this - said what people say in movies and books and all that.
“Can I offer you a beverage of some kind? I’ve got . . . tap water. And orange juice. And maybe beer?”
“I’m alright, thanks.” Combeferre said kindly. Combeferre’s fridge was probably fully stocked with sparkling water in every flavor for guests to sip on, the bastard. He sat down in a little chair by the kitchenette. “What, what is it?” he asked, looking at Grantaire’s expression. “Why are you - what’s funny?”
“Everything is too small for you in here. It’s like shoving a Barbie doll into a Polly Pocket house.” Grantaire said with a laugh. Combeferre tucked his long legs a bit closer to himself.
“Well, Barbie is a good role model, so I’ll take that.”
“I think an averaged sized woman or two might disagree. Anyways, you’ve got impeccable timing.”
“What do you mean?” Combeferre inquired.
“I mean that someone must have wanted us to hang out today. God, the Fates, some non-denominational arbiter of Destiny.” Grantaire was doing that thing he always did where he ended sentences in a way that begged the listener to ask him to explain himself. Why he chose to speak in these irritating circles? We will likely never know. Grantaire sure as hell didn’t.
Combeferre rolled his eyes, but he seemed more amused than annoyed. “You’re impossible.”
“It’s been said before.” was Grantaire’s reply. “What I mean to say is I’m literally never home. Not literally-literally, but, you know. This apartment is basically a glorified storage unit that I visit when there is absolutely nothing else to do. So the fact that you happened to be passing by on a laundry day...”
“... a work of divine intervention?” Combeferre finished.
“I’d go so far as to call it a miracle if I believed in that sort of thing.” Grantaire said.
Combeferre’s next question caught Grantaire off-guard somewhat. “So you’re an atheist, then?”
Grantaire had never actually seen a shrink, but he had the passing sensation of being sprawled out on some brown leather fainting sofa. Maybe that’s what this was, a psych eval. He’d get a message from the official Les Amis de l’ABC e-mail account later in the week saying “sorry, R, you’ve been deemed mentally unfit to be a part of this organization. We know the Musain is public property, but if you could avoid the premises during our scheduled meeting times we all think that’d be for the best.”
“Well, yeah, aren’t all of the lefties heathens nowadays? At least that’s what Twitter tells me.” he said. His paranoia would not rob him of his (debatable) sense of humor.
Combeferre just shrugged. “I guess if I had to call myself something I’d say I’m agnostic.”
“Huh!” Grantaire said, genuinely surprised. “A member of the ‘namby-pamby, mushy pap, weak-tea, weedy, pallid fence-sitter’ brigade, are we?”
Two things occurred to Combeferre at once: One, that Grantaire was quoting Richard Dawkins, and two, that Grantaire could not have been certain that Combeferre would recognize the quote when he said it. Grantaire was both the sort of person that committed Dawkins to memory and the sort that didn’t really care if someone mistook his references for a string of improvised insults. The more Grantaire spoke, the more Combeferre became aware of how little speaking they’d ever done.
“I guess I just think one can never be sure.” Combeferre said.
Grantaire thought now would be a good time for a subject change. “So, how is party planning going?” he asked.
Combeferre sighed. “It’s . . . it’s going.” he said. “Well, okay, I’m being dramatic. Courfeyrac is actually the one doing most of the planning. I just get weird about stuff like this. I want Enjolras to like everything, you know?”
“I don’t think Enjolras is capable of disliking anything you do.” Grantaire said in a way that to the untrained ear might sound like a veiled insult, but that Combeferre suspected was an attempt at genuine sincerity.
“Well, thanks.” Combeferre smiled gratefully. “I just want him to have a good time.”
“He will. It’s the rest of us you’ll have to work to entertain.”
“Well, Courfeyrac has a slew of party games he’s preparing. Oh, and, uh, Enjolras mentioned he’s glad you’ll be able to make it. By the way.” Combeferre said, which made Grantaire blush, which made Combeferre smile.
Grantaire hated that. Not just when Combeferre did it, when any of them did. Making faces or little comments, as if they were in on some big secret. It’s like they were proud of themselves for noticing Grantaire’s little crush, like they knew something funny or scandalous or cute. But they didn’t know anything, not really. Grantaire didn’t have a crush on Enjolras at all. It was more like a religion. Maybe he’d been too quick to brand himself an atheist earlier.
His annoyance with Combeferre soured the rest of their conversation. He became mean, curt, and downright humorless. This wasn’t at all fair, he knew. Grantaire probably annoyed Combeferre every third sentence (maybe every third word) and that had never stopped Combeferre from being his usual amiable self. There was another difference between the two: Grantaire lacked both grace and graciousness, and Combeferre, it seemed, never ran out of either.
“Well, I guess I should be leaving.” Combeferre said after a while, rising from the squat chair he was sitting in.
“I guess.”
“Uh, thank you for having me over. We should do this again some time. I had fun.” Combeferre lied.
Grantaire smiled, but the smile did not reach his eyes. “Yeah, why don’t we all do brunch some time? You can bring your friends, it’ll be a real party. Everyone can sit around admiring my huge windows. What a blast!”
Combeferre knew he was joking, but he couldn’t decipher the punchline. What would be so bad about having all of their friends over for brunch? Why did he say the word “friends” like that, all sardonic and italicized? Combeferre almost asked him, but instead he just shook his head and smiled.
“Okay. Well. Bye!”
Grantaire waved lazily. “See you around.”
Under normal circumstances, the phrase “Enjolras mentioned he’s glad you’ll be able to make it” would have found itself fluttering in the pit of Grantaire’s stomach. Instead, there was something else sitting in there. Something that felt a bit like failure, a bit like guilt, and - most surprising of all - a bit like affection.
This is precisely why he didn’t like having people over.
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hunnyuwu · 4 years
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Royal Flour || NCT Jeno
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Premise: Y/N is the child of a local baker in a small village within the kingdom's vast circle. While everyone in town is in love with Y/N, the poor child seems to never take notice, committing all of their time to her time to perfecting father's meticulous craft. What happens when the kingdom’s prince first lays his eyes on her?
Pairing: fem! reader x prince! Jeno
WC: 3.5k
Warning: this will be extremely cliche and cringe hehe
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Y/N hummed to the soft tune that danced into her father's bakery through the open windows. The local string instrument genius was out again like usual, and Y/N was so grateful for the boy who constantly practices out in the courtyard by her house. It gave her so much pleasure to listen to the beautiful tune as she rolled out her millionth dough in her lifetime. Even if it is repetitious, Y/N never saw baking as a chore, the love her father had for it really did transfer straight to her.
"Ah, good morning, Y/N!" Y/N looked up from her pin roller, a gentle smile climbing to her lips.
"Hey, Luna! The usual?"
The girl younger than Y/N by a few years nodded frantically, excited for the steaming, fluffy bread. No one's bread could compete with her father's bakery.
"How has your father been, Y/N?" Luna hummed, looking around the nearly empty shop. It was only the crack of dawn, so it made sense.
"He's recovering, I believe he will be back soon!" Y/N chirped, packaging up five loaves and a few pastries into a large canvas carrier. While Luna used to only get one loaf per two days, the girl now was a daily customer, heaving a whopping five loaves away every day. As a special thanks, Y/N always slipped in extras for Luna, the cute girl had a special place in Y/N's heart.
"That's great to hear. Tell him to get well soon for me, okay!" Luna gave Y/N a sweet look, gratefully accepting the large bag from Y/N.
"Are you sure you will be able to carry those all by yourself, Luna? I can ask a friend to help you. I'd come myself, but I can't leave my father's shop unattended."
Luna waved Y/N's concern off, "Stop worrying, Y/N. I'm capable of this much. I'm off!"
Luna set off to the door, but a question flooded Y/N's mind, "Luna!"
Luna's curly hair spun around, letting the petite girl look back to Y/N.
"I'm just kind of curious. I know all those loaves aren't for your family. Do you give them to someone else?" Y/N was always curious about Luna, she was a complete mystery to her.
Luna winked, "I do give them to someone else. Anyways, I'm late so I really gotta go, see you soon, Y/N!" She gave one last wave before leaving through the large wooden door.
~ ~ ~
Y/N stood over a small stone marking. Nothing within her mind. She set down some flowers, remembering an important person in her life.
"Ah, I see that you're here too." Y/N turned around, not expecting this voice.
"Father? You're not supposed to be out of the infirmary!" The girl chastised, quickly running over to the man who limped her way.
"Ah, you're no fun, Y/N. Besides, those ladies are always so stuck up and nosy. I needed to escape even for a little bit. You have to admit, this is a good reason." Y/N softened, today was her mother's official 20th year passed away. The two always made a point of visiting her mother at least once a year on this day.
Y/N supported her father to her mother's grave, his dear wife's grave. Y/N always felt so bad, her mother passed away while she was in labor with her. The doctors and nurses simply couldn't do anything for her. She only hung on long enough to make sure that her baby was alive and sat before she tragically drew her last breath. A tear flooded into Y/N's eye, it was her fault that such a lovely woman passed away.
"Come on, Y/N. I know exactly what you're thinking right now. The last thing your mother would want you to do is believe that it was all your fault, that you were a mistake. It was a risk that your mother was willing to take, you have no idea how much she loved and cared for you when you were in her belly. Want to know something that she told me, right after she was told that she could either save herself or her baby?" Y/N was silent, tears slowly streaming down her face. She solemnly stared at the tiny stone, the only marking remembering her beautiful mother.
"Yes."
"She told me that you were her greatest accomplishment in life. You were the masterpiece in her life, the only regret your mother had was not being able to see you grow up into the fine woman you have become. You bet your persistent mom is surely watching you from above, smiling and guiding you, just in another form."
Y/N, not able to form a word, simply wrapped her arms around her father. She didn't deserve such amazing parents, even if one wasn't there for her life. She knew her mother was always looking over her.
"Let's get out of here, hm? Mom must be happy that we visited her, but she would be even happier if the two of us stayed safe and happy, right?"
Y/N smiled up at her father's sweet look, "Of course, father. I'll take you back to the infirmary."
Y/N's father grumbled sassily, saying something about those rotten nurses, which Y/N's quickly laughed at.
"They're there to help you, father. Not make your life miserable."
"Says the one who doesn't have to deal with those nagging ladies all day."
(Hmm, why are my eyes sweating?)
~~~
"Breakfast really is the best meal of the day." A male sighed, eating his usual. One hard-boiled egg, a glass of orange juice, and two slices of bread with strawberry jam. He gave a satisfied look to the two ladies in the corner of the room.
"You know, the bread has been amazing lately. Was there a change in the royal baker?" The Prince asked, the two ladies shifted uncomfortably, looking at one another for help. The prince shot a look at the two, weirded out by their odd behavior.
"Yoona, I would also like to know about the baker." The King said, voicing out his son's thoughts.
"U-Uh, well, I don't know the baker personally, may I go figure out for you, your majesty?" Yoona curtseyed to the King quickly rushing out of the room, leaving behind the other maid.
Yoona busted into the kitchen, panic written all over her form.
"WE HAVE A PROBLEM." Yoona screamed, bringing the whole cooking staff to a halt, alarmed by Yoona's exclamation.
"What's wrong, Yoona?" A cute looking girl walked over to the older girl, waiting for her response.
"Who's that baker you always buy from?"
Luna's eyebrows shot up, not expecting this, "From a father, now his daughter, that sell bread in the middle of my village. Her bread is the best, right? I bet the royals love it!" Luna gave Yoona a thumbs up, clearly excited. Yoona, on the other hand was a lot less impressed.
"Yeah, they love it. A little too much I dare say. They want to know who the royal baker is!" Yoona exclaimed once again, leaving everyone a little more nervous than before.
"Huh, yeah we don't have one of those." Luna said, rubbing her chin with her fingers. Yoona desperately wanted to slap her forehead at the girl's innocence.
"Yeah, no duh. What do we do?" Yoona hissed. Another cook came forward, being the head of the staff.
"Well, we have two options. We either tell the truth that we have just been buying from a village baker for a little while, or we fake it till we make it."
"So, it's either that we piss them off now, or we piss them off later..."
Yoona, Luna, and the head cook all looked at one another, making a clear decision. Luna sighed, "Huhh, fine. I'll come clean..."
~~~
It was now later in the day and Luna was nervously twiddling her fingers behind her back. She looked down at her maid's uniform, waiting for her demise.
"Luna, I don't remember you being a baker?" The Queen remarked, hearing that Luna came to announce the arrival of the royal baker.
Luna hummed, ready to make the big reveal, "Well, your Majesties, there is actually not currently  a royal baker." Silence effectively ensued. The King and Queen that were both sitting on their thrones were utterly confused.
"And how could that be, Luna? Who supplies that bakery items then?" The King said gently. Luna sighed.
"I've been buying from a small baker from my home village. It's the Heights District your majesties."
"Why didn't you just hire that baker, Luna? It's much easier than buying from this baker every day?"
The king and queen were taking this a lot better than Luna expected. She didn't want to even think about trying to persuade Y/N from leaving her father's bakery for the royal's kitchen. That task is virtually impossible, and that was Luna's specialty.
"Ah, well the bakers consist of only a father, who is currently in the hospital with a leg injury, and a daughter who has taken over. So-"
"How lovely! We can pay a lot more for her services here I bet. Miss Luna, please convince this amazing baker to come work for us!" The queen gleamed, Luna deadpanned inwardly. The queen was always... a bit of a ditz.
"She will be a bit hard to convince, though, you're majesties."
"Hmm, then bring my son. He is a very good persuader as you know. Now, run along. Hopefully I have good news by tomorrow." The king gave her a look, basically saying that this decision was final. Luna bit her bottom lip, but nodded nonetheless, waltzing out of the room.
She ran down the hallways, out to the expansive pastures behind the royal's castle.
"Your Highness!" Luna yelled, flailing her arms around like a mad man.
The prince, who was on horseback with his companion, quickly trotted over to the small girl, slightly frightening her.
"Is something wrong, Luna?" The prince questioned the girl who seemed like a little ant compared to him on horseback.
"Your parents ordered for me to take to you to my village to hire a baker."
The princes eyebrows raised, why was this his job to complete with a maid?
"It's a hopeless task for me. Your parents said to bring you along to maybe make the baker a part of the royal staff."
The prince sighed, the baker did bake some hella good bread. While he had a lot of questions, he shoved them down for now, trotting back over to his partner from before.
"Princess Mina, I have to depart early today. Sorry for the sudden interruption."
"But Prince-"
"Sorry." He said louder, stopping the princess who yaps like a chihuahua before she could even start. How could his parents even make him attempt to love this... desperate creature.
He quickly departed with Luna as soon as he could.
~~~
"Would you like to take the carriage your-"
"Let's walk, Luna. And besides, how many times do I have to tell you to address me by my name when we are in private?" The prince questioned with a playful smirk as the two finally set out on foot.
"But-"
"Luna." The prince growled.
"Fine... Jeno..."
The crowned prince, Jeno, gave her a fluffy smile, ruffling his hand through her hair. The two were close from a young age, but they also had to hide their close friendship from a young age as well. Once upon a time, Jeno had a large crush on the girl, but she viciously rejected it, saying that she only saw him as an older brother. While he thought he could win her over, he quickly gave in to her wishes as she was quite the stubborn girl.
"So, tell me about this baker, Luna."
Luna smirked, knowing how Jeno would react when he met the girl.
"Mmm, I'm not going to tell you." She said, causing Jeno to give her a deadly glare.
"You know who you're talking to, right?"
Luna shrugged, giving the boy an innocent look, "I thought you said we were friends when we were in private?"
Jeno quietly huffed, looking away, "Fair enough."
The two talked for their decently long journey, about this or that, about their childhood, anything.
"Man, you walk a long journey every day... Why don't you just live in the headquarters?" Jeno asked as they entered Luna's village.
"Ever heard of having a family?" She said, sarcasm dripping from her tone. Jeno rolled his eyes, "Hmm, okay then."
Luna saw Y/N's bakery sign up ahead, it's go time.
"Alright, we are here, Prince."
"I thought I told you-"
Luna ignored him, swinging the bakery's door open, the smell of bread smacking the prince in the face.
"Hello, Y/N! Are you here?" Luna called out as Jeno stepped into the small, but cozy shop behind the girl. He looked around, kind of confused why Luna called out a girl's name. He thought that the baker was supposed to be an older man, according to Luna at least.
"Ah, hello, Luna! You're never here around this time!" A beautiful voice called out, a youthful girl came out of nowhere, surprising Jeno.
Wow...
She's absolutely gorgeous...
Jeno's jaw dropped as he saw the girl fiddle around quickly with some equipment, taking pastries and bread out of a stone oven. Luna smirked, she knew this would happen. Y/N wasn't the village sweetheart for nothing.
Y/N finally turned around, swipping her hands over her floury apron. Her eyes widened when she saw the male standing next to Luna.
"You never told me that you had a boyfriend!" Y/N said joyfully, going on about how Luna was such a mystery. Jeno was so taken aback by her sheer beauty that he couldn't even say anything at the moment.
"Nice to meet you! I'm Y/N, the daughter of the baker who owns this place. He's currently unable to work, so I've been handling the place." Y/N offered her hand for a handshake, completely oblivious as to who Jeno was.
Luna paled as Jeno simply looked down at the baker's outstretched hand.
"A-Ah! No, Y/N!" Luna yanked the confused girl's hand away, giving a nervous glance toward Jeno.
"Well, we have come to explain something to you."
Y/N tilted her head, but complied.
"I just pulled out a batch of pastries, so why don't you two sit down for a little?"
Y/N brought the two to a small  wooden table among the few that they had there. There really wasn't enough space...
Jeno gave Luna a glare immediately after Y/N left.
"You didn't plan on telling me that the baker was a girl my age?" He hissed, keeping his eyes on Y/N to make sure that she wasn't close.
Luna smirked, sipping on the water that Y/N provided to the both of them, "What's the big deal? I thought you were courting Princess Mina right now?" Luna smiled, knowing she was getting on the boys nerves. He was about to retort when some pastries were set in front of the two.
The both looked up to see Y/N standing, staring at the two, probably waiting from them to start.
"Aren't you going to sit with us, Y/N?" Luna said, her features scrunching up.
"No, you two are my honorary customers, so I couldn't possibly sit with you."
Jeno's eyes widened, Luna nor Jeno brought money with them. He heard Y/N chuckle.
"You two aren't paying today, it's on me."
Jeno's heart melted, everything about her...
"Ahem." Luna interjected between Jeno and Y/N's little staring contest.
"So, first of all, bring a darn seat to sit in, Y/N." Luna said with full authority. Y/N sighed, giving in.
"I've noticed that you have been wondering what I do, right Y/N?"
Y/N nodded, full of enthusiasm.
"I work for the royal palace."
Y/N's eyes widened, "Wow, that's so cool, Luna!"
"But, I've been kind of feeding your bread and pastries to the royal family... without telling them it was yours.”
Y/N nodded, a frown forming on her lips, "Did they think it was good?" Luna gasped, thinking that Y/N was going to be furious after hearing the news. But she took it in the most ideal way possible.
Jeno was surprised by her lack of enthusiasm after hearing the news, it's not every day that someone in their kingdom had the honor of having their items or goods used by the royals. There were lines ready to get the royal's approval to gain attraction to their businesses.
Luna nodded, "Y-Yeah, so much in fact that the cooking staff had a panic attack because you are sorta technically the royal baker at this moment..."
Y/N's eyes widened, "You guys don't have a royal baker? How unfortunate... I'd be willing to continue to send my products to their highnesses." Y/N then smiled, directing her smile to Jeno.
Jeno blushed, he'd much rather she become his future wife instead...
"Hmm, the thing is that the king and queen personally requested that you become the royal baker, though..." Luna said, tentatively. Y/N was silent for a moment, Jeno nervously awaited her answer.
"It's an honor, but I'm going to have to politely decline.
~~~
Jeno sighed as he sat down for breakfast the very next morning. He saw that very same loaf of bread from the pretty baker in Luna's village.
Y/N.
Everything about her made Jeno's mind go crazy. She was polite, hard-working, kind, slightly quirky, and had a sweet personality. He so desperately wanted to get to know her, but that would be difficult as she was too difficult to sway when it came down to the decision. He wanted her here, but he also understood why she wanted to stay at her bakery.
Jeno sighed once again, chomping down on the bread freshly made this morning, oh how much he would rather see her face than the product from her hands.
"Son, is something bothering you?"
Jeno looked up to his father giving him a stern look, he straightened up from his slumped position by his food. He gave his father a look, "I'm fine, your highness."
"You look unwell, dear." His mother cooed, concerned for his well being. He was being so difficult just at the thought of the girl.
"You have an engagement with Princess Yeeun today, Son. You better freshen up so that she doesn't see you in your miserable state."
Jeno huffed, while he was fine with Yeeun, he really didn't see her as someone he would spend the rest of his life with. He hated the tradition of engagements and decided who would be best to continue the royal lineage. There were so many girls that wanted to marry him, but just did not take a liking to any of them.
Later in the day, after his 'date' with Yeeun, Jeno walked out into the rose garden, looking around at the blooming flowers. Y/N reminded him of these flowers, maybe if he ever saw her again he could escort her through the gardens one day.
"Prince."
Jeno looked up from his place in the garden, watching a smirking Luna walking his direction.
"What is it, Luna?" He said as she neared him.
"Thinking about a certain someone?" She said, poking some fun at him. He choked, not quite understanding what she could be on about.
"Luna, the only people I think about are my parents and my horse."
Luna rolled her eyes, looking down at the flower that Jeno was cupping in his hand. A gentle smile rose to her thin lips, "First of all, a horse is not a human. Secondly, I saw the way you oogled at Y/N, Jeno. You can't fool me."
"And so what, I'm never going to have her, so why even think about it?"
Luna sighed as she saw Jeno's face gradually go sour. A thought popped up in her mind.
"Why don't you invite her to the King's birthday party?"
Jeno shot his head up, eyes wide. He looked down at his petite friend.
"A-Ah well, I'm going to have to deal with all of my potential suitors, though..."
"So what? I know you could give her a dance. Besides, I'll take her for the rest of the night. You can mingle with all you're girls you want, but her presence will show you how dumb you are."
"How dumb I am?" He barked, causing Luna to chuckle, "Yeah, how dumb you are for not trying to get her. I know your parents are strict, but why not try to court her? At least get to know her. Your dumb face showed me that you fell in love with her immediately after she opened her mouth."
Jeno blushed, why could Luna always read him like a damn book. He thought he was so sly about it.
"I don't know, Luna."
"Well, I'll invite her then."
Jeno gave her a look, "You little snot..."
"All in your best interest, Prince. Besides, every single guy in town wants to court her, and she's coming to an age where her father is starting to ask her about marriage. I'd stomp out your competition before someone does actually whisk her feet off the ground. Just a fruit for thought, though. See you later, Jeno."
Luna turned around, waving to him lazily before departing. Jeno looked down, Luna always had these crazy ideas in her head, but maybe this time it would actually work out? Or it could cause a war between the neighboring kingdoms...
Just a fruit for thought, huh?
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Storge (Familial Love)Pt.1- EraserMic x Student!Reader
This post includes: Mentions of loss of family, cursing, mentions of fiscal problems, mild violence and injury, a prominent homosexual relationship, and mentions and depictions of anxiety.
Original Request:
 “Imagine living all by yourself. You’re a teenager that lost their parents years ago and refused to become a part of the foster system. So now you work and take care of your own apartment all while going to school at U.A. It was starting to take a real toll on you when Mr. Aizawa and Mr. Yamada approached you, like concerned parents. It could be written as platonic or romantic. (Not with the reader, I'm talking about Mic and Eraser)”
Authors Note: 
As per usual I over wrote! This will be divided into two chapters. I went off on a bit of a tangent with this one but to be fair i wrote the first half over two months ago and the second half this week.
Word Count: 3.5k
 (-15 degrees Celsius is 5 degrees Fahrenheit for my American bbs)
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Chapter 1
         It was bitterly cold out, the kind of cold that clung to your skin and left raw red noses and cheeks behind. It was a short walk from your apartment to the grocery store, it was all up hill and tonight, it was against the wind. The cold weather had come in fast; you’d lost your winter jacket last spring in a fire that took out half of your building. Annoyingly, it seemed that villains usually acted up in poorer neighborhoods, it was always the low-income apartment complexes that fell casualty to attacks. There was less of a hero presence, and while you had your provisional hero license you still weren’t allowed to patrol your neighborhood alone at night.
         You hugged yourself against the biting wind, jewels of frozen rain whipping against your face. The dull golden glow of the grocery store doors was a blur through the tears forming in your eyes but none the less grew closer. The smell of sample soups and baking bread pierced through the onslaught of cold, a small pocket of warmth melting the air surrounding the doors. Two orange glowing heating lamps hummed on either side of the door, the awning keeping the rain from snuffing the lamps out.
         The store was near deserted, not a surprise considering it was ten o’clock at night. In your general experience there were three types of people who shopped this late at night, shift workers, insomniacs and hungry stoners.  You scurried off towards the baskets and faced the wall pulling the wad of bills out of your pocket, counting carefully. A lot of the first years at U.A.  were in need of a tutor and you were in need of some cash, they passed their classes and their  parents paid pretty well and as long as the session were between school hours and your serving job you could afford some actual produce every once and a while. You shoved the bills back in your pocket, there should be enough for the basics and something green.
         You grabbed a basket and began your wander through the aisles, you knew what you were going to grab but it still felt nice to pretend you had options. You were rounding the corner to an aisle when a can pyramid of wet cat food collapsed into your legs, you stumbled back grabbing onto to a shelf of pickled herring to keep from toppling over.
         “Fuck, sorry!” a familiar voice shouted. The ground tremored and a jar of herring shattered sloshing liquid down your arm. You looked up to see your English teacher, Mr.Yamada, one hand slapped over his mouth the other gripping a can of cat food.
         “Fuck!” he cursed into his hand.
         “I-it’s okay!” you laughed shaking the herring juice off your hand. Seeing your teacher in the wild felt weird on its own let alone seeing them demolish a cat food pyramid in a messy bun and exploding jars of herring. You couldn’t help but laugh, like really laugh. You dropped your basket and held your knees as you laughed. He joined in, the embarrassed blush draining from his face. The two of you laughed until a rather flustered older lady in a branded apron scurried down the aisle with a mop.
         Mr. Yamada apologised profusely and promised to pay for the broken merchandise. The woman, however, lit up when she saw him and assured him that it wasn’t necessary. She must have been a listener of his radio show because eventually Mr. Yamada was signing the back of some crumpled receipt paper and she was smiling to herself as she walked back to the cash registers at the front of the store.
         “Sh-should we clean up the mess for her then?” you asked looking at the abandoned mop.
         “No, I should be cleaning up. You should be getting back to your parents, they’re probably wondering where you’ve been.” Mr. Yamada said scratching the back of his head and staring down at the felled cat food pyramid.
         “Oh, uh-” you stuttered, it had been a while since someone in your life hadn’t known. It felt weird explaining your situation, you had gotten used to being on your own by now and the looks you got when you did were hard to bear. The looks that you used to read as sympathy had begun to wear on you as pity and with every new person that knew, there was one more person afraid to retraumatize you by bringing up anything family related.
“No, I’m all on my own, have been for a couple of years.” You sighed and sucked it up. He was a teacher, what was he going to go do? Teach you nicer? You knelt down next to the pile of cans and began a poor excuse of pyramid construction. “I-I can help!”
“Oh, I’m sorry.” Mr. Yamada said, a dark look crossing his face ever so briefly. He quickly replaced his grimace with a somewhat theatrical smile. “Thank-you!”
He joined you on the floor stacking cans, but clearly missing the point of pyramid stacking. “You were late for class this morning, everything okay?”
You blinked and kept your eyes trained on the cans. You had been honest so far, might as well keep going. “Yeah, sorry. I got off work late last night and was just so tired I slept through my alarms. It won’t happen again.”
“Nah, that’s okay. It happens to the best of us.” He waved a hand over his head and smiled warmly. Eventually he gave up on helping the forming of the pyramid and decided instead to just hand you the cans that had fallen out of arms reach. You thought about telling him you could reach them with your quirk but couldn’t bring yourself to endure having him go back to stacking.
 “You know, if the whole hero thing doesn’t work out you could be a professional cat food pyramid stacker.”  he laughed as he admired your somewhat lopsided spire of cat food cans.
“Glad to know my homeroom teacher believes in me.” You grumbled melodramatically.
“It could be a fun double gimmick!”  he exclaimed waving his hands about. “Like how I’m a radio host and hero, you could, ya know-”
“Stack cat food cans and be a hero?” you entertained the ridiculous thought.
“Yeah, I see big things coming from it. Lifetime supplies of cat food, billboards of you swarmed in cats…” Mr. Yamada continued listing possibilities varying in absurdity.
You looked down at the puddle of pickling solution and glass and sighed, toeing a large piece of glass with your shoe. You grabbed a box of cereal you had been planning to buy and ripped open the top taking out the bag of cereal and putting in back in your basket. Then you placed your hand on the bottom of the box and turned it upside-down so the opening was facing the floor and focused on pulling the glass up into the palm of your hand. Like a vacuum the shards of glass were sucked up into the box and you flipped it over before releasing your gravitational pull.
“Smart.” Mr. Yamada grinned and grabbed the mop to finish the job. “We better get the glass and mop back to her.”
You grabbed your things and walked to the front of the store with Mr. Yamada, he with the dripping mop and you with your jingling box of glass. When the cashier from earlier caught sight of you two she turned bright red and apologized for leaving you to clean up the mess. Mr. Yamada assured her that it was his fault in the first place and he should have anyways. You nodded along when she spared you a glance between lovestruck gazes at your teacher.
A young man in the same branded green apron, noticing his coworkers lack of productivity, opened the next till and waved you through. By the time you were done with you whole grocery order for the week Mr. Yamada was also stepping away from his till with his two cans of cat food and a receipt inked with a red heart. Mr. Yamada paused at the door to zip up his coat and put on his gloves.
You did the same and zipped up your layers of hoodies and tugged your beanie over your ears, bracing for the frigid walk home.  “Where’s your coat?”
“Oh, I don’t- I need a new one. I’m a ten-minute walk away, I’ll be oaky.” You said stuffing your hands into your pockets. It had been a while since anyone had chastised you about dressing appropriately, you felt a little bit of warmth fill your chest.
“It’s freezing raining out, fine my ass!” Mr. Yamada exclaimed, exasperated. The tower of pop cases next to him swayed.  He winced and continued quieter. “I’ll give you a ride.”
“Thanks, but I should be okay wa-”
“It’s fifteen below and raining ice, you’re not walking.” He said. Something told you that it was settled, there was no arguing. It’s not that you didn’t appreciate the generosity, it would be nice not to have to thaw yourself out when you got home, but he’d have to see where you lived and that left a pit of embarrassment forming in your stomach.
“Thank-you.” You said quietly. He nodded and clicked a button on his car keys, a black car down the block humming to life under the heavy hail. The two of you stood under the heat lamps in a silence you were sure felt more awkward for you than from him.
“So,” you tried. “what’s your cats name?”
He smiled and looked at the food. “She’s Mr.Aizawa’s cat really, her name is Sushi and she’s a dramatic little snob who only eats fancy wet food.”
“But is she cute?”
“Adorable.” He beamed. “Okay, let’s make a dash for it.”
The two of you took off through the hail and practically jumped into his car, which felt like an oven on your chilled limbs. The car itself was nearly immaculate aside from a neatly folded up leather jacket laying across the back seat and the light dusting of white cat fur clinging to the cloth seats.
“Okay, which way am I taking off?” Mr. Yamada asked throwing the cans of cat food int eh back seat.
“Just straight down the hill until you hit tenth street, then take a right.” He nodded a pulled out into the slick road. The low murmur of the radio and hum of the engine kept the silence at bay, it had been a while since you’d been in a car you realized. You’d spent most of your commute time walking or on a bus, neither of which were particularly warm nor comfortable.
“So, you don’t have to answer if you don’t want to, but who do you live with?” Mr. Yamada asked after a long moment of quiet.
“No one, just me and my sad wilted ivy named Sho.” You looked at him through the corner of your eye, he kept his eyes on the road a sad smile pulling at the corners of his lips. “I was already fifteen when my parents died, and I had no interest in being part of someone else’s family. So, I’m all on my own. Provided that I can prove I can take care of myself and show up once a month to a meeting with my case worker until I turn eighteen.”
The smile slipped and he slowed to a stop at a red-light, the light painting his weary features crimson. “Why don’t you have a jacket?”
You chuckled to yourself, most people weren’t so brazen with their questions. “Last spring the apartment complex I lived in caught fire during a villain hero show down and half of my apartment got torched, my coat along with it.”
“Fuck.” He cursed under his breath, gripping the steering wheel tighter. “Sorry, I shouldn’t be swearing so much around you. I-I’m just…fuck.”
The light turned green and he turned the corner. “Turn into the third complex down the road.”
         “You’re case worker, are they the one signing all your permission slips?” Mr. Yamada’s eyes were still trained on the road.
         “Yeah, Mr. Nezu arranged it. Is that a problem?” You felt your stomach drop, you couldn’t afford to miss any training.
         “No, no. I just-” he sighed and pulled off to the side of the road. The two of you sat there in the storm, the radio rumbling about power outages and low temperatures, and the hail beating down on the roof of the car.  “I’ve been your homeroom teacher for two years and I didn’t know about any of this.”
         “I asked Nezu to keep it to himself, I didn’t really want people to know. Everything was so new and upside down in my life that I didn’t want everyone watching me go through it, you know?” You tried to explain, fiddling with the handle of one of your bags in your hands.
         Mr. Yamada stared out at the road for a moment, drumming on his steering wheel before blinking back into himself. He turned to look at you for the first time since you’d gotten in the car. “Yeah, I get that. Y/n, I am your homeroom teacher and you know you can come to me if you need help with anything, right?”
         For the second time that night he made your chest bloom with warmth. It had been so long since anyone had fussed over you that didn’t know what to do with yourself. You kept picking at the bag handle in your hands. You nodded shyly, looking down at your hands willing the warm tears forming in your eyes away. The car was thick with a heavy quiet, it felt like a blanket curling around you. The car began to move again, and Mr.Yamada pulled up in front of the door to your building.
“Okay, well have a good weekend?” he asked as he unlocked the doors.
“You too!” I nodded and gathered my bags. “Thanks, for the ride Mr.Yamada.”
You open the door and got out of the car; the ice hailed down around you as you ran towards the door.
* * *
         The storm had left the world covered in frost and had kept most people from venturing out the next day. For a Saturday in a busy city like Musutafu everything was quiet, so quiet that your manager told you to leave early for the night. It wasn’t as cold as the previous night, thankfully the wind had died down in the morning and the sky remained clear all day. With the streets so empty it felt eerie like something had been lost with the coming of the storm. You hugged your layers of hoodies closer to your body and trudged on through the snow filled streets.
         You had tutoring sessions tomorrow afternoon which usually meant a free lunch or snack courtesy of your “student’s” parents.  That thought got you through the night as you curled up under your bed sheets still wearing a hoodie to bed, having gone to bed with a nothing but a cup of noodles and cheap coffee in you.
* * *
         You had made it through the weekend, mercifully all three tutoring sessions had supplied some kind of snack or drink, one even a full lunch. It was a good day indeed, exam season meant longer sessions which turned out to mean more food and more money.
The world still felt muted under that layer of snow that persisted through the weekend. Shops were slower to open, and chimney smoke greyed out the already pale sky. On Sunday night it snowed again, this time light fluffy flakes that made the city look pretty under the setting sun as you walked to work.
When Monday rolled around it was felt like everyone was rolling out of bed from a long nap, fresh faced with sleep still in their eyes. The streets and sidewalks were slicked with ice and made your walk to school a hazard. You fell a few times, bruises forming on your knees and hip as you made it through the gates of U.A.
You shoved your hoodies and beanie into your locker with raw red fingers and tried to warm up your pink nose in your palm before entering the classroom.
“Good morning, Y/n.” Mr. Yamada greeted as he passed behind you. “How was your weekend?”
“Good, thanks!” you let go of your nose and started to fumble with your books. “I worked pretty much all weekend, but it kept me busy and out of the cold.”
“Glad to hear it.” He looked at you for a moment, something unsaid behind his eyes. But then it fell away and he was back to himself.
“You’ll still be on time if you beat me to the door.” He started to walk in dramatic slow-motion, miming fake panic as you shut your locker and walked past him and crossed the threshold.
“Man, can’t believe I lost that race.” He grumbled as he followed you in, a goofy grin on his face. “GOOD MORNING!”
The room shook with his voice and the day started as it normally does, with Mr. Yamada rattling off announcements periodically using his quirk to make sure the students were all awake. The day continued, your next period a practical class co-taught with Mr. Aizawa and All Might. It was a routine rescue drill using the snow to their advantage and making a blizzard obstacle course. You’re team completed your run, faster than usual. You were glowing with pride, high fiving your classmates when Mr. Aizawa waved you over to him. Your celebration was cut short, he was a tough teacher and rarely offered any sort of instruction if it wasn’t constructive criticism.
“Mr. Aizawa?” you asked.
“Y/n,” he looked forward, hands in his pockets. “I’d like to see you in my room at lunch today. I have something I want to discuss with you.”
“Something you can’t talk about here?” You were in shit, you knew it.
He looked at you and you must have looked scared because his eyes softened. “Don’t worry, it’s not a bad thing.”
“Oh, okay.” You still felt uneasy about whatever it was he need to talk to you about but at least he wasn’t going to ring your neck for something you didn’t even know you did. “I’ll see you then.”
He nodded and looked forward again.
 “Good job on the course.” He murmured quietly as you walked back to your team.
***
         Lunch hour came and as promised you made your way to Mr. Aizawa’s classroom, 1-A, while your friends all left for the cafeteria.
         Inside, Mr. Aizawa slouched deeply in his chair snoring and Mr. Yamada was perched on the edge of his desk reading a paper with one hand and drinking a coffee with another. Mr. Yamada looked up and nearly jumped off the desk clamouring to his feet, waking Mr. Aizawa. Despite the fact that everyone knew they were together you had never really been able to picture them as a couple until now. They both stammered out greetings and swayed awkwardly, steeling themselves for something.
         “You wanted to see me?” you asked, their apparent nervousness somewhat calming yours.
         “Oh, yeah!” Mr. Yamada shouted in excitement. “I have- a thing!”
         He turned to Mr. Aizawa who was already picking up a shopping bag from beside his desk. Mr. Yamada waved you closer and took the bag from Mr. Aizawa, thrusting it out towards you. “I-I didn’t want to singe you out in class, so I asked Sho- Mr. Aizawa to ask you here. Um, anyways I don’t know if it’ll fit, if it’s doesn’t I can get a bigger one. Or if you don’t like it we can maybe go looking for one you like better…”
         You took the bag from his hands a lump forming in your throat as you peered inside. You saw a furry hood and black quilted nylon all bundled up and you felt tears fill your eyes. You only vaguely registered Mr. Yamada’s rambling as you reached in and pulled the jacket out to look at it. It was a simple black parka with a grey faux fur hood. The tears openly spilled down your face and you looked up at the pair who were silently watching you with grins plastered on their faces.
You didn’t know what to say, so you just looked at them with tears running down your face for what felt like minutes. When you final managed to get words out all you could muster was a “Th-thank you.”
“Mr. Aizawa picked it out, if you don’t like it.” Mr. Yamada replied awardly.
“I-I like it. I love it. Thank-you, guys.” You sniffed.
“Oh, well in that case I picked it out.” He amended, earning an elbow to the ribs from Mr. Aizawa.
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A Lone Butterfly - Chapter 4
Title of Chapter: Numb
Word Count: 1.3k
Warnings/Tags: Grief/Mourning, Mentions of kidnapping, Angst and Feels, Age Difference
Pairing: Javier Peña (Narcos) x Isabel Cotrille (OFC)
Summary: After being in the hospital for a week, Isabel is looking forward to going home to see her mother. Before she can leave though, Javier must reveal something he's been keeping from her.
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A full week has passed since I was brought to the hospital and I've finally been told I can leave tonight. My body has not fully healed, but the doctor said I should be good to go as long as I take it easy. A bandage is wrapped across my entire mid section, due to the broken rib I suffered. My body is still riddled with purplish-yellow bruises and the cut across my neck is taking forever to heal, but I feel much better than I did a week ago.
I stand in front of the bathroom mirror and assess myself. Wow, I look terrible. My facial bones stick out more than normal and I have a fading black eye. The color that was once in my cheeks is now nonexistent. My hair looks decent since I washed it, so at least there's that. I sigh and head back out to my bed. Plopping myself down on it, I finish my breakfast.
Once the nausea wore off and I was able to hold down my food, I couldn't stop eating. I had never been so hungry in my life. Slowly, but surely I regained some of my strength. Physically, anyway. Inside I felt hollow. Maybe I was just bored. Staring at a white wall for seven days will do that.
I was questioned again a few more times, each time more frustrated with myself for not being able to remember anything new. They told me it wasn't my fault, that I was kept drugged most of the time spent at the cartel fort so I may not remember anything for a while. Or ever.
Javier has remained a constant presence since my rescue. A little guilt creeps up on me when I think on how obliging he's been. I've been so stuck in my gloom, that I've forgotten to thank him for for being here with me. He helped me get in and out of bed the first few days and helped me change out my bandages among other things. The nurses took his place when it came time for me to shower, which I was grateful for. I know Javier already saw most everything there is to see since I was barely clothed when he rescued me, but that doesn't mean I want him helping me shower.
It's strange the since of familiarity we've developed over the last few days. Before then, he was a fleeting presence in my life. I only saw him a handful of times. I spent the majority of my childhood in the states with my mother and my grandparents, except for the visits we took to see my father. I remember him bringing me to his office, to parties, and Javier would be there. I had to have been around eleven or twelve. As got a little older, I remember thinking in an innocent way how handsome Javier was. He was much younger than my father, and new in his career. I would get shy around him and my father would laugh at me.
Then there was the funeral.
Last year, my father participated in a raid on one of the largest cartels in the city. A shootout took place which ultimately claimed his life.
I flew in for the funeral by myself, my grandparents having already passed years prior. I had inherited their condo and had lived there by myself for the last two years.
I stood with my mother during the ceremony and as the burial took place. Many people came up to us and talked of what a great man Agent Cotrille was. Javier was the last to approach. He told of how my father taught him everything he knew about the job, had even saved his life on one occasion. At the end he made us promise him that we would let him know if we ever needed anything. We had already heard those words a dozen times, but something in Javier's eyes made me realize he really meant it.
As I eat the last bite of toast and finish off my orange juice, I hear a knock at the door.
"Come in," I raise my voice loud enough for them to hear.
It's Javier.
He's wearing jeans and light brown jacket. His hair is damp from the rain outside. I look up at him and our eyes meet as he closes the door.
"So...are you taking me to see my mom?"
He waits before finally speaking.
"Look. Isabel. I have to talk to you before we leave. I haven't been totally honest with you."
I'm annoyed. I just want to go home.
"What do you mean?"
"After we rescued you from the cartel, they... retaliated. You were very important to them. It was no accident that they chose an ex DEA member's daughter. They wanted to use you to send a message to us. That they wouldn't hesitate to go after each DEA member personally. We've also found out that they sought to use you as an in to the sex trafficking ring, though we stopped that before they were able to get very far with it."
I listen to his words and my stomach is sick. He continues.
"My point is...they had plans for you. Big plans. They weren't going to just let us get away with taking you."
"What did they do?" I demand.
He looks at me with a pained expression for a moment before masking it.
"They killed your mother."
He says it like he's ripping off a Band-Aid. My shock doesn't allow me to process it immediately. I sit there on the edge of the hospital bed, speechless. After everything that's happened to me, this hits me the hardest. My eyes glue themselves to the linoleum floor. I don't feel numb anymore. I feel...angry. And panicked. And scared.
He looks intently at me, sympathy radiating from his body.
"Isa. I'm sorry-" I stop him before he can go on.
"How?" I show no emotion in my voice.
Javier sighs deeply before beginning.
"They broke in, thinking you'd be there. When your mother wouldn't tell them where you were they... they shot her."
"When did you know?" I demand.
"Two days after you got here." Which meant he knew she was already dead when I asked him about seeing her. He lied to me.
"Why did you let me believe she was alive?" I almost yell the words. A tear escapes and falls down my bruised cheek.
"You had already gone through so much- I didn't want to overwhelm you."
I was furious. And I needed time by myself to process this.
"Get out."
"Isabel..."
"Get out!"
Javier looks at me one last time before turning the doorknob.
Once he's gone I turn my head into the pillow and sob until my cheeks are puffy. I cry for my mother, for myself, and for everything taken from me. Eventually, I cry myself to sleep and dream of my mother. In my dreams I go back and forth in my swing set as she waters the flowers in the little garden outside my childhood home. The sun shines down upon us and I watch as butterflies fly circles around her. She turns to look back at me.
"Mama!" I squeal in delight.
"Too high, Isa. Come help me with the garden!"
I watch as my child self runs up to her. I'm almost there. She holds out her arms to me but disappears just as I reach her. In her wake the sky turns bleak and even the flowers at my feet have all shriveled up and wilted away to nothing.
I stand there all alone. A lone butterfly.
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