#anyway. sorry i just had to expose myself 😔

[hondayota]

just spent like an hour lowkey stalking this one girl on the internet that i don’t even know irl instead of doing homework

[emotionalpretzel]

Oh my god I’m about to expose myself so bad here but I only JUST made the connection this morning that you and ao3 user empretz are the same person. Like. I was thinking about your comments over breakfast all like “man I should ask empretz if she has a Tumblr or something that I can follow” and then it just. hit me. empretz is short for emotionalpretzel and I already follow you. I literally followed you here and did the spotify wrapped tag and everything while completely unaware and just thinking you had a good blog/seemed cool. fkskdnwjxsn I am so incredibly smart ANYWAYS hello!! I was thinking about you today with appreciation and I hope you have a good day

um??? 😭😭 thank you so much i honestly don't know what to say. this must be what is feels like when ao3 authors get comments on fics, like i GET IT now djjchdhs. you think abt my silly ass comments?? 😔❤️ those weren't even my final form, im going to be so annoying on your comment section from now on im sorry 🫡🫡

i was surprised when you followed me on here because this is not a fandom blog but hello!! hope you have a great day too, you made my day!!

also, fun fact about my spotify wrapped: it has heather on it ONLY because of your video

[daisyvisions]

Life has been so weird lately.

I ult bias switched from Hoonie to svt wonwoo (sorry to my bby Hoonie it just happened out of no where 😔) and enhypen sunghoon and txt Beomgyu are hot too… Anyways! Life life has actually been so weird. I’m technically off for summer, but I have online courses that are literally killing me (they’re just boring) I’ve spent so much time on tumblr that I’m pretty sure I’ve cleared entire hashtags. I never have time to send asks anymore tho 🥺 every time I think I have time I end up getting caught up with something 🥲 my friend groups have been going through weird changes lately. Like the original group that I had from last year was already pretty big (16) and now it includes a bunch of new ppl and it’s like 30 ish? I don’t really like some of the ppl in it bc of how they are but other ppl love them so I just suffer in silence 🥲 I’m trying to send in asks again tho! I suspect I’ve been in a Hoonie drought and that’s why my ult switched I guess (wonwoo has my heart and has taken over my dashboard)

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aww babe hope all is well regardless! and it's okay, I've been in a drought in terms of writing inspiration because all ive been reading and exposing myself are fics for Eddie Munson from Stranger Things jsnddhjsfjsdnkjasnd

and... switched your ult bias 🥺 oh hoonie definitely come for your ass when you least expect it and will remark his territory

[raven-at-the-writing-desk]

I'm so sorry to see the situation has come to this 😔 Don't feel bad about the anon feature, the fact that you are putting more boundaries because other people couldn't respect the previous ones is shitty and says a lot about some people on this fandom. I send you my best wishes from here!! ♡

(Also, I was the nonnie who gushed talked about how atrocious our beloved Rook's hair was hehe, I was planning to go off anon some day but didn't decide so now it's the perfect time to do it oops? ><)

Pspsps do you have more brainrot of Rook...? I was looking at his tags and saw your second anniversary brainrot (i hadn't see the trailer yet at that time, but was a very pleasant surprise) and I died with the photos of Rook kasvaksgajaka he seems the type to look good in every candid photo without trying OTL he was soooo cute while posin g ajshskshsjsbsks aaaa like the looks cute but can kill you vibes are soo hot also also that groovy card of the beans day's also does things to me like pls step gently on me AND HIS EYES UUUUGHH

I will proceed to shut up now and wish you a pleasant day/night!! ♡♡♡

[Referencing this post and this post!]

*holds head in hands* Honestly? I still feel bad about having to do it at all, or even bring this situation to light 😔 There’s still a nagging part of my myself that’s telling me that I’m the one overreacting in this situation, and that self doubt been really hard to deal with 💦 because while I can always turn off Tumblr and its notifications, I can’t turn off my brain. dhsbsjsvsjsns hi Rook Hair Anon

bxsbsjwcwyFuwvwjb I ALWAYS HAVE BRAIN ROT OF ROOK WDYM 😭 dbdksbsjs He’s so. So kAskzkansjsvsjsbsjwbsjs OTL dramatic... Yeah, definitely comes across like the kind of guy that effortlessly looks good in every candid shot, but goes the extra mile to be extra anyway just because he can 😂 and yes the “cute but can kill you” energy is immaculate bbdebiwhwevdheheiwjwjwjwhwgwisosjsksnkx I’m not a fan of the pattern on Beans Camo outfits but the angle of Rook’s Groovy is 👌 HNNNNNbnNNNngH h h huntsman looking down on you with a sly grin and those pretty eyes... ///// ‘s jssbjwvwhwhqjakN92&@?)2?1

Oddly enough?? Lately I’ve also been having mild Kalim rot??????? Which is pretty strange considering that I’ve never seen Kalim as more than a cute but annoying friend type of character... I BLAME IT ON THIS ART OTL cksbjsvsjsbdehendjdk I specifically like +10 years older Kalim!! I CAn’T PROPERLY EXPLAiN WHY BUT I DO??????????? 😭

I think I was kind of averse (even though I really enjoy his personality) to rotting for OG!Kalim because I tend to prefer more mature looking characters, and Kalim still looks like a baby djwvsjsvsjsje BUT +10 YEARS OLDER KALIM 😳 Totally right up my alley???? Which may come as a shock to many of you since my two favorite characters are pretty big schemers and Kalim is as pure as sunshine jdvsjshsjskdjdksns but I actually really appreciate characters with a lot of empathy and the ability to smile through tough situations too. Older Kalim specifically appeals to me because dnsbjssbjww I assume he retains that sunshine that he had on his youth, but time and experience has made him a little wiser... but he still manages to smile and stay cheery despite having grown up and been exposed to all the less savory aspects of the world. That’s honestly really rare to find, so it feels like something precious I’ve got to protect 🥺

Hjsndbsjwhsgsosnwldodnsksb ANYWAY SORRY FOR HIJACKING THIS POST TO SHOUT ABOUT OLDER KALIM HAHAHAH

[calciferstims]

🔥✋🔥 (izzy hands) anon here once again lmfao. its getting better! i only had a fever this morning that went away by itself and havent had one since then! im hoping it wont come back later this evening or night though. and just because i now said this, watch it coming back within an hour after, jinxing tf outta myself 😀 < that emoji looks funny af lol...

i remember when you talked about it a while ago, but i would never have thought it was about gay pirates lmfao. but tbh i also never saw anybody else but you who talked about it.

"exposes his whore gay ass" lmfaoo PLEASE ahahah 😂 cut what? the moaning or the whole scene? lmfao i just had this view in my head where he just has the longest, most outdrawn daddy moan loll.

i feel like i have seen his face before, but when i looked up his wiki where he's been starring in films and series, i aint seen any of those. thats weird as fuck lol.

"the man looks like an izzy" lmfao. for sure he does. he look like an izzy hands person 😂

yall israel hands nickname was fucking basilica hands. thats weird af lol.

you're very welcome!

yep it is! we have talked a lot before tbh, but i have never been caught until now haha. 😅

aye thats a good idea! ima choose this nice koala emoji, so you know it is le moimoi 🐨

hello again!! sorry it took me a hot minute to get to this 😅 love the Izzy emojis, lmao.

So glad ur feeling a bit better!! Fingers crossed🤞

Wow…. Can’t believe you’ve just been living unaware of The Gay Pirate show…….. that’s ok tho bc now you know it exists.. you’re welcome 😌 everyone go watch it immediately right now 👁👁

GHSGSH OK SO LIKE,, yknow in the scene he does his whole weird gay bit and then he’s done and has that little Instant Regret face and moves on but APPARENTLY, according to an actor who did a livestream this one time, that whole bit just. kept going. like 3 times as long. I have no idea what con o’neill was doing but I know what he’s capable of and frankly I’m desperate to see the rest 😂 although I have to say the mental image of the longest ‘OOOOOOHHHHHHH DADDDYYYYYY 😩😩’ ever is KILLING me LMAO 😂😂

wait ok I can’t just keep talking about the daddy scene without showing it. here it is if you feel like being embarrassed lmao. he’s like??? mocking the other guys for laughing and flirting before I guess. but the look of utter horror on their faces murders me DHDVFH

hmmm 🤔 I eagerly try to produce a list of con’s entire filmography but like, you already said you looked him up so who knows lmao

yeah he was also known as basilica! but like, I haven’t been able to find where that comes from at all??? or if it’s even legit???? which is like why I was saying I wish we knew more about him/had more reliable resources, rip 😔 anyways I hope the real israel hands is watching with abject horror from the heavens as we all objectify a 55-year old homosexual version of him

eyyy love ur emoji selection! 😌 very cute

I feel like I’ve definitely recognized your Vibes when I’ve gotten asks from you before lol, just like ‘oh yeah this anon again! neat!’ but yeah 😂 just figured it would be nice to know for sure when it’s you!!! like,,, pen pal correspondence,, 😌😌

[wanderingpages]

Besides ur nudes being used in a sex blog thingy, do you have any stories from tumblr back in the day? Sorry if this is random I’m just so bored and I miss ur writing lmao I just wanna hear (see) you talk (write). Miss u bro

Lmao omg I miss you too and also rip to my nudes 😔😳

And no that was probably the craziest thing to ever happen. But there was a little drama between some of the blogs I was following👀👀

Alright, it’s a ride lol: I used to follow this blog that people submitted one shot about their favorite characters and whatever, and there were a few people who were kinda well known on the blog, to the point where they had their own section on the blog: “stuff written by so and so.”

So there was this one person who seemed pretty nice, didn’t actually have a blog so she sent in her stuff via emails and then a few months later under one of her stories (based on character x finding out character y was pregnant) she said she got some news that she in fact was pregnant herself. I think a bunch of followers of the blog got super invested (myself included ngl) so instead of having fans bombard that fanblog with asks in regards to her, she finally made a tumblr and people would flock over to her blog and ask her all these questions, even stuff about her boyfriend to the point where he was answering questions too. They were cute and funny, nothing crazy, she still wrote to the fanblogs and stuff, but for some reason, this domino effected into a few other “known” blogs coming out with “guys I’m pregnant!”

I think one of them was actually genuine, don’t recall the rest except for one blog, who for some reason, told us she was a teenager, found out she was pregnant told us she was kicked out of the house and now living with her boyfriend. Then told us she lost the baby but was trying for another one?? And Everytime there was an influx of asks coming from the original pregnant lady’s blog, her asks would also get similar questions. When the first blog was getting questions for the boyfriend, suddenly so was hers, to the point where he’d have days where he’d specifically takeover the blog and answer questions and post stuff on her account. Then her asks got explicit, nothing compared to the weird stuff I occasionally get but even wilder. I just specifically remember her boyfriend saying he fucked her behind the register of the store they both worked in when no one was there, and I think people started to be like um wait what...y’all know there’s cameras right...?

Suddenly her asks were more people being suspicious of her, even people going to that first blog to be like “uh hey what do you think about that other blog... doing that weird shit in public?” Lmao I remember the response being like “well... that’s kinda scary? Hope they’re okay?” Like once off and nice but “idk her” vibe still about it lol miss that blogger (she kinda stopped blogging after she gave birth (her kid was super cute)) anyway so people started really looking into that other person, wondering why she only posted pics of her and her bf in groups and they were no where close to each other when online they sounded grossly intimate. So someone from her school went to that fanblog and exposed the hell out of her, saying that was her cousin, she found her blog and realized she was saying all these crazy things that weren’t true at all for no reason and that guy in the picture was a few years older dating someone else entirely.

That poor fanblog just wanted people to post their oneshots haha they became a weird catalyst of relationship drama?? I was just...eyes wide on my dashboard watching this all unfold.

[merrrrrrrrry]

Hellloooooo. It’s your holiday pal back at it. this week has been hectic. i’m sorry for just now getting around to really reading your reply and responding!! but anyways how was your week? ❄️❤️

winter months DO feel like the rusting of the body and mind tbh. i feel more burnt out and just mentally and physically exhausted than i have all year. it’s been a pain to motivate myself to do anything. hate you know that struggle too rip maybe it’ll get warmer so you can go on more walks x i used to love morning walks but i haven’t gotten up early enough to take them as much as i’d like 😔

plastic trees are fun!! they’re a lot less hassle too as you know exactly what to decorate them with and you don’t have to worry about them toppling over or having an allergy to them. my family used to do plastic trees and my mom would actually just take it and shove it in the guest bedroom no one stays in all decorated after the holidays so she could just simply place it back in the living room when december rolled back around lmao

the live tree my family has this year is different than the usual tree and i’ve been allergic to it unfortunately. very itchy all over anytime i’m in the same room with it for very long. it’s pretty!! but at what cost haha

shdjdkdk that’s so funny about listing louis off with the birthdays this month. i do that too! my birthday is this one actually and i always lump louis in there with those i know who have december birthdays like i’m an actual friend of his in real life lmao i wish *daydreams softly*

ooo all those desserts sound delicious. i’ve never tried most of them and when looking them up they looked incredible. i would love to try some jaggery rosogolla :) i wish i had a bigger sweet tooth! i tend to like more bitter sweet things like dark chocolate, but there is definitely something about buffet desserts that just look and taste better so i agree with having a plate full of nothing but desserts at a buffet!

ooo christmas movies. i think home alone 2 is a good one. the grinch is a classic. and i love rudolph. i’m also a big fan of the christmas chronicles surprisingly (the only modern christmas movie i’ve ever really enjoyed tbh). Elf is also one i enjoy. and then i watch christmas vacation with my parents every year! have you seen any of those? ❄️

i think my best gift was probably a big frame of old vintage vinyl sleeves my mom put together for me from record labels that existed from the 60s-70s-80s. i still have it in my bedroom. it was one of the coolest and most thoughtful gifts given. how about you? ❤️

music recs! hmm! i absolutely love japanese breakfast and beabadoobee. check them out if you haven’t x any music recs for me? 👀

also the pun “utter majesty” about the lovely fella in the middle of the road. EXCELLENT CONTENT.

hope you’re well!!! ❄️

My week's been okay. I've finally been able to start walking again. I started again on the 4th or 5th day of my periods. But the lethargy still abounds akdbkks

Rusting is such an apt word what with all the skin peeling off akdjk. I thankfully don't have any allergies that I know of but who knows what i discover in the future. Maybe I'll turn out to be allergic to pine after all, I've neve been exposed to it I think.

I don't want Louis to be friend really. I won't deny that it'd be probably cool but I don't really want rhat. But it's still ridiculous that I think of him and H enough that I mention their names like it's just another person I know and not someone I get some peripheral knowledge about akdbakak. What must it feel like to them, to be a part of so many lives and minds, feels unbelievable just to us sitting in the sidelines

I don't like very sweet stuff. I always prefer dark chocolate but I'm open to having sweeter indian desserts simply because we have so little amounts at a time. We all have a tendency of taking maybe 2 bites of one rosogolla a day and then keeping it for later madbk. And yeah, for cakes and mousse and other western desserts, i usually don't like it when they're too sweet.

I don't think I've watched any of those except home alone but that's just due to Me seeing very few movies in general. But Grinch has been recommended to me as well as nightmare before christmas so I'll try to get to those

I haven't received gifts in a long time actually. It's usually just items of convenience and use. Family giving newer clothes that are required. My brother did contribute to giving me my first phone along with my parents last year so that counts i guess

I don't know either of those artists so I'll check them out and let you know how it goes. But I've just been listening back to Troye Sivan in the last 2 days

Thank you, i aim to please😘, here's another

Hope you've been having a wonderful day 💕💕💕