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catboyrightsdefender · 1 year

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in9 really hit me right where it hurts

#i hate that it reminded me so much of léo like. i didnt see any of the red flags in the eps just like i didnt see any of his. the way chas #looked so in love and ready to help him with his probleme and the whole mick thing. and joe reassuring him and chas trusting him and being #so happy and in love. and then the twist and joe explaining how he never loved him and was like if u paid attention you would have noticed #and all the things about being a secret and no one knowing about chas. it hit so deep #he was sooo good at pretending. and so was leo fr. 6 months he had me at his feet always promising me stuff and then backing away. being #the sweetest no one had ever been to me only to tell me that he didnt have feelings for me. not telling about me to anyone in his life.#going on dates with others without me knowing. he played so well. i felt so loved and yet so anxious all the time. put everything on hold #for him. only to find out he never loved me and was using me to show his 9k followers on twitter that he was a trans ally just like he used #other mentally fragile trans guys before me. fucking sicko. im still not completely over this #so yeah the whole haha i never loved you and you didnt even notice thing do be hitting hard #.txt #anyway....sorry for the vent lol

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deadmothsketches · 3 months

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Don't feed the plants.

#the things i would do to this man it is insane he has a damn chokehold on me i never want him to let go #im sorry i am going nuts over him but he is my problematic babygirl #he is such a bitch in my head but i love brats #lmfao jfc sorry sorry ya'll i just needed to vent #anyways #osomatsu san #osomatsu-san #mr. osomatsu #Karamatsu #Karamatsu Matsuno #Akuma Karamatsu #Beelzebub Karamatsu #fan art #my art #little shop of horrors ref #anyone is free to go wild in the tags i love reading that shit lol #btw i am probably never gonna draw something this nuts ever again holy shit that took forever #worth it but daaamnn dude never again unless you pay me

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albaqae · 11 months

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TW- DEPICTIONS OF PANIC ATTACK, OVERSTIMULATION AND DISSOCIATION, BRIGHT COLORS, also I vent a little :)

In honor of my most recent new rock-bottom record, decided to draw this scene from @tangledinink fanfic :)

This scene hit really close to home, I’ve just never seen overstimulation and panic attack described so well, it made me feel like maybe im not that odd and there’s actual people who know what it’s like. I dunno what that means for me yet but I feel seen so maybe it’s a good thing or maybe it’s the opposite and it’s just ANOTHER rock bottom I just hit lol

Screenshots of the scene under cut! That way u can c what I mean when I say THIS WRITING IS SO ANGELIC AND IT FEELS LIKE A GENUINE NEW TMNT GENERATION AND UGHHAHAHWHJZNSZ

DO YOU SEE WHAT I MEAN.

#it’s wild to think not everyone has panic and anxiety attacks relatively consistently #I remember the first time ppl told me they’ve never had one and it was like tf u mean thats routine for me #anyways apparently it’s not healthy :)#but it’s ok I just got therapy again let’s see what happens lol #I really hope I’m not digging myself into another hole because it feels like I’m on bedrock #rottmnt fanfic #rottmnt fanart #rottmnt #rottmnt donnie fanart #tmnt #donnie fanart #rottmnt Donnie #illustration #artists on tumblr #im sorry teenage mutant what now?#tw panic attack #tw vent

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lale-txt · 1 month

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waking up to fucking AI “art” on my dash

#i get that it’s getting more difficult to spot at first glance #but this one wasn’t and it was literally tagged as such like 🤡#thanks i hate it lol #from a person who called themselves a writer too like man #begging people to be more mindful of what and who they’re reblogging from #mistakes happen but when it’s clearly stated and and you still repeatedly put this shit on my dash then i’ll block you too lol #goes for uncredited art too idc in which form #because if you don’t bother preventing it from spreading then i’ll assume you support this behavior and don’t give two shits about artist #sorry it’s early and i haven’t eaten yet which means my mood is FOUL #anyway be mindful of what you’re spreading or else you’re no better than your boomer parent on FB #cw vent #lale.txt

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nuppu-nuppu · 1 year

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Ignore if you don’t want to read about me being stupid once again

#pls dont read if you cant handle venting and whining #once again i am here to say that i am the loneliest person alive and i feel like i can’t grasp the basic consept of friendship and do it lol #like idk how to be friends #i feel like i will forever be sad and lonely #and i know everyone will say you can talk to me and i know that but i’ve just been by myself for so long that i don’t remember how to have #actual conversations with people i feel like i am disconnected from reality #i feel like i am an extremely unlikeable person and that’s why i was all alone in highschool and idk i am oversharing on the internet again #because it’s the only place i kind of feel safe doing it #pls take care of yourselves first before comfoting me or anything im sorry i sound very pathetic #how do i start living again #how does one live anyway #im just in my head all the time #this was supposed to be hot girl summer but it’s once again summertime sadness #im so stupid!!!#im so anxious and depressed that i dont know what to do with myself #im so sorry for oversharing i have a therapist dont worry im kind of taking care of myself #but the eternal loneliness just wont let me go #idk how to be a person anymore #i’m just sad #thinking of going to a church and pretend to be a believer so i could have a community again lol

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shima-draws · 2 days

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Been having a rough couple of days. Send me asks?

#Long story short: I’m quitting my job! Yippee!! 🎉#Don’t wanna get TOO into it but I’m so fucking tired of being treated like shit and getting blamed for things completely out of my control #I’m done. I’ve BEEN done for months at this point #And now it’s at the point where my boss doesn’t think I’m doing my job right bc she keeps finding issues that again. Aren’t my fault #I’m sorry I can’t control everything for you! I don’t have that kind of power! I can’t make things magically happen the way you want!!#My other coworkers have been undergoing the same bullshit treatment so I know I’m not alone #But yeah I’m getting the hell out of dodge. My mental health has been sooooooo bad lately #I cannae. I’m going to end up dead in a ditch at this rate #Had the WORST panic attack of my life yesterday and my mom and I were both like. Yeah. It’s time for you to leave #Have fun running the department without me! Bye!! :)))))#Shima speaks #Vent #Anyway I’m a goddamn mess. Sorry. Lol!#I’m dreading going back to work on Monday I would literally rather claw my own eyeballs out #It SUCKS bc I know none of this is my fault but I still feel like shit anyway.#And I WANT to draw bc it’s the one thing that makes me happy but I just #Can’t. Right now. I’m not in a good emotional state #It feels like physical torture to sit down at my desk and put my pen to my tablet #Slams my head into the wall #I’m soooo tired girlies. I’m so over it #Anyway. Send me asks. Keep me company while I try not to have another breakdown. Tee hee <3

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bugdotpng · 1 month

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hi here’s more medical trauma / deconstruction stuff

#sorry if it’s a smidge on the nose lol #they’re corny but they’re cathartic 🫡#vent art #collage #medical #stitches #needles #idk what to tag for sorry #this is probably the last of these for a while anyway #bug.psd

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uhbasicallyjustmilex · 5 months

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current editing moodboard, please send help

#perfectionism is really kicking my butt rn #that and the fact i had like a week away from writing properly bc chronic pain and now i can’t get back into the headspace #so yeah #perfectionism and brain fog #the inimitable duo #and i know i just need to be patient because it’ll get in the end there like it always does #but rn i’ve spent two nights in a row trying to polish up the last bits of this chapter #and i still just feel so detached from it all i want to pitch my laptop out the window #but i can’t afford a new laptop each time i want to defenestrate it #so this little rant will have to do instead #UGH #it’s so annoying because i am actually so so proud of this chapter and have loved writing it and can’t wait to share it #it’s just this last little bit that i seem to be hitting a brick wall with #anyway sorry #four walls readers don't worry i go through this just about every chapter lol #i'm just feeling it particularly this time because it's a particularly big chapter (both in terms of length and content)#and sometimes venting in the tags and creating an alex moodboard is very therapeutic #writing stuff #alex turner #writer's block #lulu posts

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peanutbutterpika · 4 months

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sigh...

#persona 3 #p3 #minato arisato #makoto yuki #tw: suicide.#reposting because i think my last post was filtered??#anyways just a vent comic sorry for the angst lol #my art

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eeblouissant · 24 days

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Repost whoopsies ! I didn’t like the way the last one was cropped :[

#sorry I haven’t been as active as I like to be !#life has been absolutely dragging me through the mud recently #i found out that my (now ex) girlfriend had been cheating & work has *still* been impossible to find 🙃#I’m so stressed about rent next month that I haven’t even had the time to process her cheating yet #i might be quiet but I am still here occasionally stalking ! i miss drawing every night so bad #anyway 😭 lol like not to vent in these tags but also to vent in these tags ig #the golden girls #young!dorothy #dorothy zbornak #vampire!dorothy #art #artist #artists on tumblr #digital drawing #digital art

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stinkrascal · 1 month

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happy average normal everyday non-holiday sunday everyone

#waaaaaaaaaauuhuhghg i stayed up til 5am bc i hate this dayyyyyy i hate celebrating this daaaaayyyyyy #staying up all night is my way of procrastinating this holiday like if i just stay up i’ll get my enjoyment in #and then i will be able to handle this day. AUUUUUGH #im not gonna lie it’s been getting worse #it’s crazy what secrets do to u like whoa. i thought u were joking but no i actually am rotting from inside lol 🙈 but anyways #happy sunday to the normal people and to those with good relationships w your mother um goodmorning to u too i guess #thats bitter of meeee im sorry im happy for yall truly. and jealous 🤒#vent tw #lol me putting a trigger warning on my vents is so capricorn moon of me

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lavampira · 15 days

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lol I really haven’t been doing so hot lately at all even tho I’m trying not to let it affect things but my family keeps making me feel sm worse and I’m so tired of all of it. and I know at least half of my problem is because I haven’t been sleeping well so my mental health is crashed. but still. wish I had a brain that wasn’t so sensitive and wish people would be nice and wish I didn’t feel like I need sm reminding that people do, in fact, care even when it’s getting Like This and it’s not as lonely or isolating as it feels. lmao

#anyway sorry 2 get heavy :o) needed a vent for a sec lol #the life and times

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winryrockbellwannabe · 26 days

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AAAARRGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

#im so annoyed rn #Rant incoming im sorry i apparently needed to vent #HOW TF I ABSOLUTELY SUCK AT ONE OF MY FAVORITE CLASSES #like i really really find this interesting. i love to study it. i love to do the work sheets (not so much rn bc im failing it miserably)#SO HOW AM I NOT ABLE TO DO A SINGLE PROBLEM!?!?!? like this is getting ridiculous #like.... this is so sad #i actually like this. and tbh in my whole college journey there weren't that many classes i loved like this #idk this really makes me sad to be honest. bc it's one of those classes that i did try #<- it's the class that im retaking bc i failed it last year btw.#like last year i was so fucking depressed and hated my degree sm and this was the first class to make me feel the *joy of learning*TM again #and i failed it #but like miserably #and now im studying it again and im failing the easiest problems... from the first chapter #anyways dw about me - at least this is smth i actually enjoy and i want to know so it's not as painful to study #it just pains me that im naturally good at many stuff and this is not one of that stuff #arghh. gotta go watch a little bit of masterchef and go back to studying ig #aj rambles #<- lol forgot this tag

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springbon-t-art · 2 years

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And Stanley pushed a button.¨

MAN THIS STARED AS A SILLY ASK HOW DID IT WENT SO DEEP??? HAHAHA

Thanks to @ilovetheajolotes for giving me the ¨lore¨ idea, this game it´s a masterpiece and i just can´t say how amazing it is, but alas i´ll leave it for now :3

PLEASE DO NOT REPOST MY ARTWORK

#my sona #tspud #tsp #the stanley parable #fun fact i really don´t own tspud version ´cause i don´t have the money lol #but i got the chance to play it thanks to a friend of mine...#and got them most of the achievements and they got mad HAHAHAHHA #btw i´m using one of cinnamon cookie´s costume but i forgot the name #fortune teller maybe??? :p #anyways #YES I USED SCREENSHOTS i´m tired lazy to draw backgrounds rn >n<#SORRY if i made any mistakes on the writting lol #my artwork #i-is this considered as vent art/??? maybe???

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rosekasa · 1 year

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it kinda sucks that my biggest fear over the past 2.5 years was that all the people that i spoke to and considered as friends actually would just forget about me if i disappeared and then it kinda like. came true

#vent post #idk i just. think about this sometimes #i feel like i had so many friends in the fandom since 2020 #and like. i dont talk to anyone anymore #i know it's not a big deal but like #i took a break to try to calm my anxiety and be like look. you can step back for a while and people will still remember you. dont worry #but then like.... the worst case scenario Did happen.#anyway idk why im sad about this again lol it's been months #i just sometimes look through old convos and remember how i felt back then and how i hoped that anxiety was wrong and to just push through #but like. the anxiety was true #anyway #i think the worst part is that i just feel like i cant trust myself when i care about people because im always anxious and #clearly i cant tell if that anxiety is actually false #>>dont listen to your brain everyone actually cares about you<< but like. there's evidence that's false LOL #sorry it's midnight shdjs #alizeh talks

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another-clive-blog · 4 months

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Drops Fantasy AU. Doesn't elaborate. Leave. (I mean I don't have much but I can and will elaborate if given the opportunity to lol)

#It's not called DnD AU cuz Idk enough about DnD sorry :( I don't even know all the classes like this is ranger right ? Cool bow dude #Anyway Luke is a ranger and Clive Is Not. Clive is faking it so hard but that guy has never used a bow before help him #Fantasy AU is the last thing keeping me sane rn :)) It's mostly projection and vent. Most traumas are increased tenfold #Clive endured SO MUCH in this I'm not even kidding. I'm sorry Clive I love you but you're getting that angstier backstory or so help me #clive dove #Luke triton #unwound future spoilers #lost future spoilers #My art #Fantasy AU #I think it's VERY funny how I usually post at 3 am but this one has been scheduled for like. 10 hours now #Cuz I'm sick (got a cold wow) so I know I'll be sleeping by like 8 pm lol

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