#anyways i am so hyped for the finale omggg

[melonpaya]

🌟 Protostar

[ranhaitanisgf]

i’m here to spread well known awareness that the next season of tokyo revengers will contain BONTEN PEOPLE.

BONTEN.

THEY’RE GONNA HAVE LIKE 3 EPISODES BUT STILL.

this better revive the tokyo rev fandom for at least 2 months and i’ll be satisfied.

i’m on the edge of my seat for bonten!sanzu to be animated holy shit 😭😭.

OMGGG i would literally be able to die happy if bonten was able to make the fandom come back tbh ... GUYS PLS COME BACK WE'RE SO CHILL !!!!

SAME THO CAUSE LIKE ...... i get the bonten hype now .... WAITING FOR RAN AND RINDOUUUU (+sanzu mr crazy man ig..... jk jk ....) watch me screenshot every single moment of ran that i can bc i am CRAZY .

im wondering though when they will release fourth season!! bc the spacing between s1 and then s2+3 was very strange ... s1 came out like 2021, but then both s2+3 came out in 2023, so i wonder if they'll make the final arc into a 25-26 episode season or if they'll split it into parts ??? i also think it's interesting that s2+3 both have white noise as the opening, which makes me think that the closer releases was because it was technically one season but split into two parts/arcs????? idk im sorry im literally just yapping LMAOAOA

okay actually LET ME COOK (dont) but honestly the whole timing/pacing i think is veryyyy interesting b/c why did they end s3 right at the hospital scene w/ kakucho ???? like that was sooo random ?? the other seasons ended with mr mitchy at least going into the new future, but they didn't even show the end of the rest of the 'past' of tenjiku arc (if that makes any sense) like the scene w at the riverside, (thats where i thought they would end it tbh ..) IDK IDK dont let me cook actually .

so sorry i turned this into a yap sesh .

ANYWAYS U GUYS LETS GET EXCITED ABT BONTEN CAUSE KFHFHDKJGH IM HYPEDDDDD ASF im literally gonna spam post sooo much just word vomit when they come out i swearrrr ,,, &&&&& IT BETTER BE SOON I DONT WANNA WAIT SO DAMN LONG !!!

(also hope ur day / night is going well new mootie :3)

[satoriberry]

TOKI NATION WE ARE GOING TO BE FED !!

btw gonna treat this post like a live tweet thread where i'll be commentating everything with screenshots hopefully!!

omggg pre-episode hype lets start this shit!!

ok so we're already starting off kinda bad with them replacing this amazing character entry with this made-up scene with them in a hallway ALSO THEY TOTALLY SKIPPED THE PART WHERE TOKI WAS LIKE "thank you for making this team feel like a real one" and shit

AND THEY ALSO SKIPPED THESE SCENES!! WAHHH I WAS SO EXCITED TO SEE HIM SWAYING :(

nothing to say just aryu being the best character ever

THEYRE BOYFRIENDS YOUR HONOUR11!1!!1!!

my pathetic little meow meow

SILLY LITTLE UNICELLULAR CREATURE IS BACK!!!

"my ball" omg he spoke engurish!!!

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA RRPAH ROAH AORH RURFFURUFFURUFF AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA **** ****** ******** **** AAAAAAAAAAAAAAA anyways :3

WHY IS HE LIKE THIS WHY IS HE SO ":3" LOOK AT THE WAY HE'S SO CUTE AAAAAAAAAAAA ok lets keep going

BOYFRIENDS EEEEEEEE ^0^

and we finish off the episode with an additional time that talks about nagi's road to being a highschool dropout.

final opinion: it was good! the animation wasn't as lively or as rambunctious as i expected, considering how many goofy moments there are as seen in the manga, and it feels a bit rushed (also apparently they crammed 5 chapters in this episode??? idk twitter said so), but i still enjoyed the buildup of the match. though, i feel like there's been a steady drop in animation quality starting from ep 13 (am i saying that because they've been doing aoshi dirty? yes. yes very much.) BUTT!!! still a nice watch. solid 7.5/10 :3

[sapphire-innit]

DRISTAAAAA TIMEEE

VOD: TommyInnit Speaks To Dream’s Sister AGAIN

(rp): Drista!! I love this chaotic child and am looking forward to seeing the children bully each other lmao. I especially love the mythos around Creative mode, and that the most benevolent god on the Dream SMP is just as likely to ban you as hand you a shulker box lol.

I do wonder how in character cc!Tommy is going to be able to stay during this stream: on one hand he’s a master at staying in character even during lh moments, and on the other Exile arc is some Dark Shit and Dristas like what, 14?? Overall I expect this to be one of the lighter streams, with a smattering of moments where we remember that, oh right, Tommy’s pretty actively suicidal at this point and he sees this as one of his last hurrahs.

Speaking of our boy Tommy: it's very clear we are getting closer and closer to the infamous pillar. He switches rapidly between Fight and Fawn reflexes and has mostly internalized Dream’s treatment and conditions at this point. The one stand out moment being him calling out Dream killing Mexican Dream last stream, and pointing out he was changing his story even when Dream tried to lie and say he died of “a drug overdose [...] or natural causes”. I’m curious if Tommy is going to bring it up again, and even more curious if he eventually believes Dream about it; something to watch out for, for sure. I don’t think it’s a coincidence that this moment of rebellion happened right after he had someone both stand up for him and spend time with him that wasn’t actively hostile or going to end (supposedly, at least by intention)

Hey we didn’t start off drowning for once!! cc!Tommy was also singing, though that could have been mostly out of character as well. Still, remarkably in a better mood, he even mentions having an appetite! You love to see it, and it's clearly because he’s looking forward to Drista’s visit

He’s building a log tower and on one hand, Tommy building Towers is a natural state of being, and on the other…. I know the pillar is coming and I am scared

A mention of the Anti-Dream hole… I still worry about when exactly and how Dream is going to find it. Still, I’m glad it exists, both for Tommy having a space for things important to him, as well as what it represents about his mental state re:not giving over completely to Dream

DRISTA!!!! LOL she was already online we didn't even see her join LOL. CHAOS GREMLIN she just flew over in creative mode and started wrecking shit, as is her right lmaoooo

“You massive jer--, (quieter) whats a nicer way…, YOU MASSIVE DICKHEAD” oh, Tommy..

I like how he tries to punch her even when shes CLEARLY IN CREATIVE MODE ADSADASD

The violence inherent in fourteen year olds,,,, adsfsadfsdfds

I hate this conversation why is this the conversation asdffdsfsd TEENAGERS

DREAM YOUR NOT EVEN A TEENAGER WHY ARE YOU FOLLOWING THE SAME LOGIC

Well SHE can destroy the obsidian asdfsdfds She just Spleefs

“What would Dream do” Probably worse lets be honest

Is he actually gonna go back to L’manburg?? I don’t believe it but I also want :(

Again with the stabbing

AND DOWN HE GOEEEESSSS

“I have the fork, but I'm also killing you” afsafsdfdsf Tommy why are you wearing your good shit omg

Lol cc!Dream trying to defend his character for mocking Tommy’s accent adsfsdfds “I would NEVER” in the totally not believable tone lmaoooo

DID SHE REALLY GO AT HIM WITH A FORK I'M FUCKING DYING DSAFDADSFDS

“I will take it from you and I’ll kill him”... I have so many thoughts about how this works in lore. Is Drista possessing Dream? He can kick her out clearly, but she still has God Powers…

Lol and now SHES mocking his accent lmaoooo (... is it bad she sounded pretty close to me? lol)

Adsfdsfswd casual chaos Drista just broke the Nether Portal

Asking Drista to stop destroying things is a big ask to be honest lmaoo. Also she seems to be at least somewhat informed that ‘Dream is not supposed to be nice to Tommy’ or at least seemed hesitant to do /weather clear

GOD THE LAVA BUCKETS AND THE POTION OF HARMING adsfsdfsdf

“Tommy [beheaded him] actually… and killed Mexican Dream” Dream you motherfucker

“How to Sex 3” THE PANIK!!!!!! From Both cc!Dream and Tommy!!! This server is Not Child Friendly lol (Doesn’t…. That not even include sex things…. afasfsd)

Honestly I can’t stop smiling this is so wholesome somehow even with all the cursing and violence

Pigstep IS a bop, Tommy is right

“Just let him, just let him this one time” :(

“Tommy I still have the Fork” Drista totally willing to stab her brother to visit L’manburg

HE TOOK THE FORK ASDASDAS

Yes, closing your eyes will totally protect you from Forks lol

“I don’t need school, I dropped out” Is this Lore Crumbs, is this Lore

HEYYYY ITS THE BEDROCK, the one piece of bedrock he has lol, I think he still has that in current day right?

Drista is writing her name in BEDROCK adsfsdfds “I’m not going to be able to get rid of that actually” “That's the Point”

LOL SHe also recognized the burrito as from Mos lmaooo

Somehow “I really want to go to the other place.. I don’t know why he won’t let you” hit hard… it was def ooc, and she doesn’t have the full context, but still… its just someone else wanting and asking for Tommy to be able see L’manburg…

Afsdfsd the Small Gasp when she spleefs herself omgg

HES THERE!!! HES THERE!!!!!! L’MANBURG!!!!!!

Punz!!! WHY!!!! Were you there bc Drista might let Tommy through, was this a safeguard for the LORE. Also he’s currently working for Dream directly right, as a merc?

Drista trying to save Tommy!!!! Punz why are you winning a fight with someone in creative adfsadfsd He’s too good lol

They have negotiated a visit… I’m so emotional I wasn’t expecting this…. No one told me we got a real L’manburg visit !

BIG Q SHES FOURTEEN!!! Omg they didn’t tell him it was Drista. BIG Q!!! BIG Q DON’T SELL HER DRUGS

“He was Naked” good for you Drista, good for you. There’s something so hilarious about Drista just stabbing Quackity over and over again cause she’s uncomfortable lol (as is her right)

LOL THE FINAL KILL WITH MAGIC WHEN HE’S ALREADY DROWNING IM

Wha --- what video was it????? What is this Tommy picture on the Technoganda???

….”are you sure I’m allowed here” Dream’s conditioning is strong :(

“At many minute I could get mugged” To be Fair Tommy, that was true before

Did Tommy just suggest spawning in a Wither asdfsdfds

DRISTA DOG ARMY!!!! Aww and Tommy has one too~

THE BENCH!! THE HOUSE!!! Aaaaaaaaa He’s sitting on the bench nature is HEALING

AAAAAAAA A BLAZE!!!! Pfffft

…. Who destroyed the front of Tommys house?

,,,,Drista what are you doing with that soULSAND

“OK we'll turn on him” adsfsdfsd

OH HEY TECHNO!!! Lol “Oh god he meant me” fucking mood big man

……. Tubbo hallucination……… fuck

LOL HE COMBAT LOGGED “YOU CALL THAT COMBAT” I'M

To be fair, logging against a /kill is probably the only way to get away lmao

…...F

“Getting thrown off a cliff is literally how Theseus died!!” lol its also hilarious to me that Tommy def does not remember being called that. Personally I don't think it fits him super well anyway, but I do like it as something Techno calls Tommy, that shows how much he misjudges Tommy's character and intentions. No heroes here, just a kid trying to do good by their friends and what they care about

Techno actually looking up how to kill someone in creative mode

…. :( I just want my actual clingyduo content this is meeeeannn

OH HEY TECHNO …. You fucker he would and it would be HILARIOUS (get mad if Drista opped Techno that is lol)

….

….

IS THIS WHY THEY’RE BEDROCK BROS????? BECAUSE THEY BOTH HAVE DRISTA BEDROCK??????????????????????????

HOW DID I NOT KNOW THIS ???

LOL TRUE DUO SUPREMACY TUBBO’S GOT TECHNO'S BEDROCK

Oh F Techno got him with the Obliterator lmaoooo

“I have 114 levels PLEASE” asdfdasfsdf

LOL Tubbo with the TNT there's our nuke boy, I'll take my crumbs where I can get them

THE SHULKER HOLY SHIT

“Don't let someone get it!!”” ADSFDSAFSDFDS they all tuRN CC REAL QUICK WHEN THE SHULKER BOXES COME OUT

Awesamdudes like: MORE PLEASE AFDASFDSF

Techno immediately snitching about Elytra and dRISTA GETTING THE ACHIEVEMENT

EVERYONE SNITCHING IN CHAT I'M!!!! DREAMS REACTION ASDFSDFDSF

Drista being the chaotic giver of illegal gifts is so fucking good I'M THRIVING

THE RUN ON PUNZ !!!! omg

Also can we just take a minute to appreciate Tommy being allowed around people <3 <3 This is so wholesome and good and chaotic as all hell

“I thought I was Tom Cruz for like a whole week” ...TOMMY??

LOL SHE BANNED TECHNO OMG

Dristas on a banning Rampage afsdfsdf

BAN GOGGY OMGGG

Omg shes actually making a wITHER DASDASDFAS

Oh no poor Tubbo I didn’t know he was liVE

319k viewers jeezus

Awwwww Techno hyping up Wilbur's song :) that's so sweet actually

…………….Fuck you Dream :( saw the chance to Twist the Knife in c! And TOOK IT

LOL THE FUCKING FORK IS THE BEST BIT LOLLLL

Lol ironically the Bedrock bros song is the oNE COPYRIGHTED ONE, god why did Minecraft ever copyright Pigstep what a shit move honestlyyy

Pigstep fucking goING TO TECHNO LOLLLLLL “this is the most powerful item on the server since it DMCA’s people”

LOL PUNZ TRYING TO STEAL ANOTHER SHULKER

Poor Sam he actually has to BUILD give this man a SHULKER

Lol Everyone wants a shulker so much

….aww he tried to toss the pigstep disc lmaooo DRISTAS LITERALLY HOLDING IT Scaaaaaammmmed

Drista “I NEED IT ON HAND” So committed to violence !!!

The fucking creepers on the way out omg fuckign PERFECT

LOL TOMMY WASN’T READY FOR THE TURN AROUND ON CURSING LMAO You can tell he's always been the youngest who people aren't sure how much they can curse around lmao He's so soft honestly he talks such a big game and then CRUMBLES when called on it lol

Asfdsfs she fell through the same hole again afsdfsdfsd

Drista has been introduced to a Weapon and she’s gotten ATTACHED lmaooo

Wait HOLD THE PHONE Dream has multiple sisters??? Lol

“Yeah I like Shit” Dream: “whAT???”

Bye Drista it’s been nice!!! I hope she had a good time, she seems like a good kid (who is definitely not a content creator lol though she keeps up admirably)

Drista’s one of the few people who can make Tommy speechless lmaooo he looks actually shocked lol

Also first mention of GhostInnit…. cc!Tommy…..

Keep preparing…. Was his original plan to rush Dream even if (maybe especially if…) he died? Fuck man

Also holy shit was this stream right before Quackitys? ? amazing

This was honestly such a BLAST and a really good time, and I can see why its viewed as one of the few breaks we get during Exile :) I feel so refreshed and it was so so nice to have Tommy hanging out in L’manburg having fun with his friends (even if Tubbo was stuck being a Hallucination and Also Banned lol) No deeper insight, I just haven’t stopped smiling for an hour and a half <3

[unproduciblesmackdown]

which bmc scenes make you the softest bc for me it's gotta be most of the stagedorks scenes ESPECIALLY a guy that i'd kinda be into. mostly bc of christine cause her and michael are my favs (i love them all sm though) but also bc of jeremy because he is a close second to both of them. also vimh but vimh makes me cry a lot although nowadays i can hardly watch one scene without at the very least tearing up. anyways yeah which ones make you soft

i simply rewatched bmc and took notes for this and really got off track at points in the sense of sticking to What Makes You Softest but that’s how it goes babey

ACT ONE - in mts when jeremy is just having a whole moment being smitten in christine's presence while she's inelegantly picking herself up off the floor and smearing on lip balm and adjusting a skirt wedgie - jeremy and michael just being default that glad to meet each other in the middle of a random schoolday - michael hyping up jeremy's crush on christine and just encouraging this momentum to get jeremy to sign up for the play - ilpr.....that christine stops after like, the first two verses and goes back to her book b/c she doesn't figure someone's looking to listen to her beyond that but then she sees jeremy's still 110% paying attention and the whole rest of the song enfolds with increasing enthusiasm - jake doing that whole bit "all the pressure i feel to be the best at everything all the time" lmao classic stuff here, depressing content delivered in this humorousse way. charming moment - "leave me alone, i've had a bad day" - 2pg......when michael taps jeremy on the shoulder to get jeremy to join in on his choreo, which jeremy then does.....that michael asks if jeremy will be too cool for Video Games and jeremy just responds Emotionally Directly......we love the Favorite Person moment......that this song just ends with the two of them grooving 2gether god bless - jeremy stammering and Tics and Fidgeting when the squip remarks uponst it - jeremy delivering the Looking Pretty Sexy Brooke as awkwardly as possible and she's just like "thanks :)" - jeremy's own Theatricality coming out......hey hamlet - jeremy spinning around in place alternately addressing both brooke and the squip with "oh i'm supposed to meet my friend michael" - nice little detail wherein brooke signals for chloe to join in on her choreo - speaking of, v fond of the Moment jeremy is in on both their choreo......brooke sort of alarming jeremy with her whole attempted grande finale, straw and all, ft. the first instance of her messing with his hair so much she's just tugging his entire head around - cute that jake and rich have a sort of 2pg-esque handshake routine too - jeremy's "that's sad, what should i do" reaction re: jenna - rich's Earnest invitation to come over and play xbox... - "bonjour, jeremy" "ooh brooke!" and this whole exchange, her complimenting him, him laughing at "That Was French" and remembering to ask about pinkberry - love the whole choreo sequence/s in sync up, especially fond of his Moments with the girls, bumping hips with chloe (twice), hearing some Gossip from jenna, posing with brooke.... ;__; - the bowling alley performance art exchange before agtikbi ;____; - agtikbi......the glittery hearts choreo.....the whatever! the interlude or whatever!!! the I Guess A Part Of Me section hhhhoughhh ;o; ;o; ;o; ;o; ;o; that she pulls him into a hug and puts her head against his shoulder omggg ;_________; - brooke just trying to interact with jeremy the Right Way w/o any guidance on the bleachers and it continues to be awkward and funny....like comforting just his Leg while he converses w/his squip.....how she just ends up Physically pushing him around by the hands and head and shoulder and etc......whole situation here in upgrade.mp3 clearly less than Ideal but jeremy and brooke are nevertheless very cute individually And together - meanwhile jake also trying to genuinely Be With christine in upgrade is also charming lol, quitting archery to hang w/a girl like her.... - i always love when the Playful Shove brooke gives jeremy at "but at the mall, you looked at me" pushes him back a whole few steps....this moment of them truly Getting each other sans anyone else's interference.....tres magnifique - jeremy being That psyched to see michael for the first time (in like, less than one full day lol)....michael being That psyched just hearing that jeremy's cool scifi thing worked out after all - lgw ;_________________________; - like i'm some normal, handsome guy..... - giving us All that silence after "The Problem Has Always Been Me" - the whole bit where he launches into the "I'm Not The [series of insults]" and i've realized it's really especially a stretch to say i'm Soft for these moments in lgw but i Am vulnerable and that's its power. little 1" tall will roland on my screen here just made me shed a real tear doing That.....

ACT TWO - brooke's Howl at the end of her verse lmawooo - oughhh jeremy and brooke Greeting each other at the party too, jeremy unable to disappoint her and going for the Real Compliment, just v charming. rip - jake and jeremy's danceoff lol hell yes and then jake just having Misunderstood the costume plan between him and christine lol - the squip getting in on the dancing :) go you funky little ai - jeremy and brooke singing that last verse of Halloween v enthusiastically at each other, - again that jeremy is just genuinely glad to see michael.... - the inherent intimacy of singing mitb b/c your bff dumped you..... - AGTIKBI REPRISE..... ;______________________________; hhhhuouuuoh my god :'3 the lil detail that at the Height of things christine is Shy and turns away.....just. This Scene oh my god - soft in a vulnerable way like, rip to jenna where we're seeing chloe's Lack Of Enthusiasm in accepting a call from her :[ - the Shift at the start of the pants song :] - and the lil mitb reprise during said pants song lmao, also always having a great time w/this concept of "maybe this teen having a rough time needs some guidance from someone grown w/all that bonus maturity here" - i wish there was a way i could help everyone but i don't know how so i guess i'll just do theatre..... - jenna being Moved simply being asked for the first time ever How She Is u_u then her being like "....Okay!" lmfao jenna's great - just have to say in whatever context i'm v fond of pitiful children there at the end lmfao the bass kicks in like that and we're having a great time - the audience always having that response to "all the way to broadway" - jeremy going "you came to see me in the play? :)" like, that he's processing the significance of that in the middle of these Very Raised Stakes - i'm soft for will roland's vocal glitching mouth noises live every night!!! - jeremy like "ha! >:)" flipping his squip off after he's successfully Apologized lmfaoooo love him - but then having that real And I'm Stronger Than You Think I Am victory like :'| - that michael's been by like a ton btw during jeremy's probably somewhat concerning coma. also cherish the lil dance he does while they're celebrating mr. heere's bepantsedness - jake and jeremy sharing a Dab - and just the Popular Kids actively seeking him out to help re: christine b/c they just Want To Be Supportive.....very nice - this vimh interlude or whatever with christine and jeremy like jlsdfhh i think of this all the time - me and the voices in my head have made up our collective mind ;__; what do they say we should do ;______; and the Woohoo! ;_______________; - huoughh kiss and you KNOW especially the [jeremy spinning away in sheer enthusiasm] of 2.0 just KILLS THE MAN ;O; - jeremy not missing a beat despite the squip's interruption leeet's GOOOOOOOOOOOOOO - the more than survive na na na na na na na na na na na's but they're all So, and jeremy ending With everyone but also there with Himself and it's so Good and Everything Wants What Vimh Has!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hhrough ;0; - that jason does that spin at curtain call w/his excellent squip costume... - that in virtually any given curtain call when they get into line together there's that lil ritual of george smacking will's ass lmao love languages

i mean tl;dr quite Same in that like, most likely to inspire tearing up over something or other includes agtikbi reprise and vimh which is just like, again any finale wants what it has, and the I Guess A Part Of Me bit of the non-reprise agtikbi like Oof augh this is so cute, and lgw always Gets me, and while i was rewatching speaking of being soft and move-able i was also just continually struck with delight over various moments throughout, and noticing little details for the first time thank god. just Vulnerable the whole time

[jwoogf-remade]

i have such good people in my life.

i'm just sitting here, and realizing how loving everyone i know is. my heart beats for all of my friends and mutuals. i haven't had the best days and i just,,, i don't understand how i got so lucky. everyone always does their best to cheer me up in the best ways possible, and i'll never understand how i'm just so damn lucky to have these kinds of people in my life??? i'm overly affectionate, and i think that sometimes that scares people away. also the fact that i'm a bit of a crackhead. but you guys just stick by my side, no matter how crazy i get sometimes. i'm so freaking grateful, and i'm so lucky to be where i am today. i'm so lucky to have you all in my life. i love everyone, so much. my heart beats a million times a minute for you. i'll always be here if you need anything. i promise i promise i promise.

@angeltual maddie, my heart is so soft for you. you're such a genuine person, and i will never understand how i got so lucky to be your friend. you make me smile when i just simply see you on my dash. please know you are loved times a million, and i love you times a million. you're so kind to me, and i will never understand how i got SO darn lucky. thank you for being such a good friend to me. i can never thank you enough, angel. you truly are an angel. i love love love you, maddie.

@gukkscafe you have made me smile so many times to the point where i can't count, shay. i am so grateful that you've been there for me through all of my hard times. you're so loving, and i am so lucky to have you by my side through everything, even though i'm a pain in the ass sometimes for not responding on time. you still tell me you love me and appreciate me. you hype me up when i'm not in the best moods. you listen to my horrible ranting. you comfort me when you can. you're there for me, and i will forever be grateful for you, shay. i love you, with all my heart, you beautiful human. i am so damn lucky to have you as my best friend. yes, my best friend, you dork.

@goner-jimin rayne, you're the softest human i have come to know. we've been through a lot together, and we've been friends for a year now. you're my longest internet friend, and i hope one day we come to meet each other. so i can hug you and squeeze you. you're so kind, and i love how you're always there for me. you listen, and although you never really know what to say half the time, i appreciate you being there for me and doing your best to cheer me up. it really is truly appreciated. you're truly appreciated. i promise to always be here for you whenever you need me, just like you've been for me. you're loved, i love you so much.

@hobioh / @silksmoothie JUHI!!! you are the sweetest human to exist, and i want you to know that i love love love you. we don't talk as much as we used to, but i want you to know that i'm always here for you if you ever need anything. you are so incredibly funny and you deserve ALL of hobi's kisses hehe i hope one day you marry that man 😔✊

@hobichus OMGGG parker!!! you are so so so freaking soft n sweet! i know we don't talk much but you are still so sweet and adorable. you make my heart clench with softness :(. you're just so adorable, parker :( like,,, my heart is ZOOMING just writing this. i love you, and i hope we talk more :(

@junguwuz eve!!! omg!!! i love you so so so much :( you are so kind to me, and i love talking to you. i message your inbox from time to time, and it's just always a good time when we talk. you're so so soooo nice and literally just a cute lil fluffball,, jungwoo would LOVEEE you!! hehe he would find you just as cute as i do 💗💗💗

@jenology cy :( omg i love you with all my heart. i know you probably won't see this, but i love you. i really really really love you. we text on imessage now and i love talking with you. i am so so so happy to be your friend and to have found you one day out of the blue. i would love to talk more and more and get to know each other more and more. i am so grateful and lucky to have you in my life. although we suck at responding and have two different timezones, i still enjoy talking to you when we can talk. you are the sweetest, most lovable human i have come across. please let me know if you ever need anything, i'll always be here, bello angelo.

@jenos KRYS!!! oMG you are literally so charming and adorable and yet also freaking funny. like you don't even know states,,,, even though you live in CALIFORNIA. omg krys seriously HSBDHSBDB you crack me up everytime we talk, and i hope you're doing well over there on the west coast. you're such a lil dork and i love you, you dweeb. hehe seriously i love you and i'm always here for you if you need anything. 💗💗💗

@jeonssky sky you are literally such a fuckin dork. and we both really suck at responding to each others messages, bUT ITS MOSTLY YOU BC YOU ALWAYS SAY "oh shit i didnt know you messaged me" HSHDHSH omfg sky you are a mess and we've been trying to talk like normal human beings for the past like two months but we always fail like dysfunctional human beings. but i love you, and i appreciate you a lot. you are really close to my heart, and i just can't thank you enough for being so kind to me and chatting with me. i'm really comfortable with you, and it's weird bc im normally not this comfortable with people i've only talked to for a few weeks. anyways, i love you bitch, pls take good care of yourself.

@jaeminslovr ABBY!!! you are so so so sweet :(. i don't understand how i got sO lucky to have you in my life. you're a fellow gemini venus, and it just warms my cold soul, bc you're so loving and lovable and caring and soft. you knew who i was already and it was sO sWeEt. i hope we talk more so we can get to know each other better :( i love you i love you i love you 💗💗 please let me know if you ever need anything, sweet human.

@pentagonexobts omg :( omg i just love you so much. you're always there for me, and you always check up on me and you're SOOO SO caring. you message me everyday to check up on me and see how i'm doing. you read my lil rants and you just care so much. and i want you to know that i care so much abt you too. it's easy to tell you care abt me, and i appreciate that so much. i finally know your name now HSBDKSJDKS but in all seriousness, i love you. and i'm always here for you if you need anything, just as you have been for me. i appreciate you with all my heart, thank you for being such a good friend to me. truly.

@sopeduo MIA OMG!!! you are so so so cute and adorable. let me just GET THIS OUT OF THE WAY REALLY QUICK!!! i love you, so so so darn much. you're such a good friend, and you're so accepting. you're really funny and although everyone bullies you, i promise to not bully you 😔✊ i mean at least not too much LMAO but in all seriousness,,,,,, i love you. and i still listen to that playlist you made me. it still warms my heart to the core, and i still smile while listening to it. you're so kind, and i wouldn't trade you for anyone else in the world. you're my cute lil name twin :( and i love you to the cheeze and back 😔✊💝💗💓🧀

@seokheaven omg frick you are the love of my life. i love you so so so so so so so so darn much. you make me feel so happy and so loved, and i am so lucky to have you in my life. i will never stop loving you, i will never stop caring for you. you make everything so much easier, and i miss you all the time. i'm clingy and i love you so so so so much baby. you're so understanding, and so caring. you've accepted me through everything and been there through everything. i will continue to love and accept you just as much as you have me. i won't ever leave you, i love you. so so so freaking much. thank you for being the best person out there for me. i love you. just,, so freaking much. 💖💕💘💓💗💝💞💝💗💓💕💘💖 i love waking up to your messages and to all the hearts you send every morning. i truly am the luckiest human to exist.

thank you for sitting through my sappy paragraphs and reading them, if you read them. i love all of you with all my heart. and i want you all to know that i am incredibly lucky to have all of you in my life. if i forgot to add you, i am sO soRrY. i'll probably rb this and add you along to it if i forgot. i was just looking through it in alphabetic order, and you know how tumblr hates me with all its soul :(

but seriously, i love all of you. so damn much. so so so damn much. please know that i'm here for you, whenever you need me. thank you for being so amazing to me, and treating me well.

i am so lucky to have you.

[milkybonya]

Hi Milky! It's been a little while :) I've been a bit overwhelmed with life and mentally somewhere else for the past few weeks. Not in a bad place but just.. A lot I guess. It's finals week here and so far things are going well! I've taken 2 of my 5 finals and I got high A's on both so I'm happy :) but I also started my second job yesterday so the whole finals and 2 jobs thing has just been WHOOSH if you feel me?? But I've been staying positive and happy throughout it don't worry :) I still write to Kingdom everyday which is definitely therapeutic and it makes me smile! I found out Jahan's favorite color is purple today bc he answered me in a menpa and I'm so 🥺🥺 over it!! Sweetest boy truly 💙

Sometimes at one of my jobs I get the opportunity to listen to music during part of my shift so I usually put on my soft/slow kpop Playlist so my ear buds aren't too obnoxious with my Jikjin or I love you LOL! The Playlist has a lot of cute songs that make me happy! But whenever I hear My Treasure or Beautiful I always think of you and that makes me smile :) and yes I think of YOU! Not even Treasure themselves 😂😭 I just watched the Darari remix exclusive performance video! It was so great omggg the song is still really cute even tho it is a more rockish remix so I was still a little caught off guard with their all black edgy (but hot) outfits jdjsjs they all looked so fine 👀 Haruto in the long blonde hair I'm losing it 😭😭😭 I'm really into the ripped black jeans look so basically... It was a good video for me lol. I'm sad Darari promotions got canceled tho :( Hyunsuk (I believe it was him, I saw it a week or so ago) had to tell a fan promotions got canceled on a fan call like YG didn't even make an official statement about it :( the same thing happened to Kingdom too... Mujin had to tell us on vlive that Promise promotions got canceled. So upsetting 😔

Also oh my GOSH THE SKZ CONCERT?!!! All your pictures looked amazing oh how I wish I could have gone!! I bet it was amazing... You mentioned seeing red lights live like omg how did you survive??? What an awesome experience!! I can't believe it lasted 3 hours. What a time 🤩 any other concerts lined up??? How much more time do you have in Korea?? I hope you've done everything you wanted to do and more! But there's still time I hope 🥰 I'm not sure if I mentioned this or not but the Russian department at my school is trying to line up a summer study abroad to Latvia as a language intensive program! I'm sooooo excited even though it would be summer of 2023 and that's so far away but it's fine I'm getting hype anyways jfjdjsjs

Also you left me some questions in your response to my ask a while ago and I don't want to forget them!! I haven't seen the web dramas!! But haruto as a cold character ahhh that sounds so good 🤩 I'm going to be so busy over the summer bc I'm still going to be working 2 jobs and I'm taking 3 summer classes with one being condensed into 5 weeks ndndnsn I may or may not cease to exist until mid July starting in like a week or two so if I can't get to it I'll have to add it to my watch later list for the second half of summer (which I desperately hope won't be as busy as the first half)! Also hello??? I didn't realize Asahi wrote/composed orange!! He is so amazing I am falling in love brb don't mind me- jdjsjs and I kind of answered your question about my summer plans earlier! I hope I can go back home sometimes to see my mom. This is going to be my first summer away from my family and I'm kinda sad :( but my roommate is staying at school as well and she is basically a sister to me at this point so it won't be too bad (except when she's gone with her boyfriend which is like all the time but that's another story-). I love hockey!! My favorite team is in the playoffs rn and I am really hoping they pull through the first round 🙏 everyone was expecting us to do terribly (including myself ngl) but we're actually only one win away from getting to the next round! I'm so proud 🥺 I don't play personally but if I had the free time I'd love to pick it up. Whenever I'd play it in gym class it was so much fun 🤩 I can roller blade and ice skate decently but not well enough to do anything more than skate. Definitely not Play a whole sport jdjsjs I'd love to try field hockey tho. Since it's basically floor hockey. Maybe someday!

Anyways I'm going to wrap up here since my message is terribly long now and I'm worried Tumblr will eat it 😫 pls Tumblr nim I beg 🙏🙏 hope you had a good day/have a good day!! 💙

hello my love!! i'm sorry to hear you feel overwhelmed :(( i hope you're taking it a day at a time and that things can calm down after finals! and i hope you get a high A on your other 3 finals!!

omg working 2 jobs and studying,, i worked just 1 before and it was already bad :(( but also i want to tell you, even if you're not in a positive mindset, it's okay ♡ don't feel pressure to force yourself to think any certain way ♡♡ but honestly regardless, i'm so proud of you for staying positive ♡

YAYY I'M SO HAPPY YOU GOT NOTICED IN A MENPA 🥺 and purpoe is such a cute colour ;")

listening to music while working is the best~~ i wasn't allowed to, but my friend who wore a hijab would hide her earbuds under there and i was always a bit jealous hehe but i'm so glad you get to listen to music!! especially since working can be so tiring T-T

i'm so honoured you think of me when listening to treasure AHH honestly i'm always thinking of you too 🥺 and darari remix was insane,, seeing it live too they popped off !!! and now the video is so good !! Asahi being so silly in the background of all the cuts is hilarious hh but i'm also so sad promos are cancelled :(

omg stray kids live,, i'm still not over it ☆_☆ Seungmin is my bias and that day really just confirmed that fact,, the way he was being so cute and running around the stage waving at all of us ! also red lights live aha i aLMOST PASSED OUT IT WAS INSANE T-T

i'm seeing astro on the 28th and i'm super excited >_< Jinjin and another member will have solo stages that dayyy hehe

i only have a month left here,, so sad but i think it really is time for me to go back aHh but i really want to come back here sometime

hey even if your exchange program is summer next year, you can still be excited!! i was excited for my exchange even when it was a year away and still unsure because of covid.. so it's okay to get excited !!!

omg your summer sounds so busy :(( definitely take your time with the web drama and just watch it when you're free! also i hope you can find time to rest :(( but yes, Asahi, Haruto and Hyunsuk all worked on orange!! the kings they are!!!!!!!

i understand you wanting to go back to your mom :(( i really hope time will pass quickly so you can see her soon >_< but wow your hockey team is doing so well!! i hope they stay winning!!

i went rollerblading the other day and it was so fun but scary since i haven't done it in a while >_<

field hockey and floor hockey are both so fun!!!

luckiky tumblr didn't eat this >_< have a good day/night love!!