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To everyone who keeps saying jax digital circus as ur "hear me out", i want u to know that he's gay, emotionally repressed, has no game, and does not deserve ur strap
#tadc#jax tadc#yes im tagging this#bc im a menace#but also bc it's 2am and i dont expect anyone to see this#but also#im right lmao#this isnt to say i hate him#he is my favorite#and bc of that i know#yall can do better#and also maybe theres a sadistic part of me#that thinks he needs to earn it#beg for affection u loser#anyways im goin to bed
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file name was "sad time!"
#AUUUUUUUUUUUGH#book 6 spoilers#book 6 twst#< just in case#i know some of yall havent read book six yet#(go read it. you will sob. its great)#anyways was just thinkin of the end bit and wanted to draw that hug#anyway anyway!#idia shroud#ortho shroud#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland fanart#and thats it baby!#im goin to bed !!!!!!! whoopee!
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controversial opinion: i love the maze i hope the admins add more shit in there i hope that shits so hidden u have to go through the whole thing with a fine tooth comb rats in a maze rATS IN A MAZE
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you are expendable, you are not expected to return
#i know i said id try to keep pressure stuff in containment but this is more of a vent piece than pressure fanart#and it felt wrong posting it on the side blog since thats really more of a fandom space than a soap space#kinda need the catharsis of strangers knowin whats goin on with me bc ive been kind of MIA on all platforms in terms of new 3D art..#i had something really insane happen that was a major permanent change to my life in september/august (cant talk about it) and#i havent really been handling it well at all#pressures been like the sole thing thats kind of keeping me above water mentally#but simultaneously like the level of obsession im at is insanely unhealthy it is ruining everything else in my life. but i just dont know#what else i can really do to stay sane. log on roblox think about my gay fishes and then go to bed#normally i try to ride out little mental health bumps like these and get back to work but its been like 3 months now and#im still struggling to be able to focus on client work. i can take it easy on myself just fine but i really dont want to let clients down#anyways thats whats been going on with me if anyones noticed the absence#soap talks#my art#roblox pressure#hopefully that doesnt put it in the main tags i try to tag fandoms so ppl are able to block them#raine
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top 5 songs also. perchance
bestie i would struggle to do even alltime objective top 500 songs so for this just have some newer stuff that's been tearing me up. also youre still getting more than 5 bc lol. but MOST recently, of course....
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yeah. sorry. i'm suuuuuuper into the atmosphere and execution of the entire soundtrack for ddbq but my god i am so captivated by the menu theme specifically. it's one of those ones that feels a little like home, and the solo at ~3:01 really just makes me melt. VERY much not the usual kind of thing i claim for kintrax, but even if it's a pretty mild one i do welcome the variety.
the darksynth has been INCREDIBLY hitting as of late as well, this one in particular really set something off within me, though no pity for the weak bangs hard enough to earn it a very close second. probs my fave currently but like i need some kind of robo/mechanical sona about Let Go.
EXTREMELY VOLUME AND FREQUENCY WARNING MY GOD but yeah back to my more usual shit. album that physically hurts to listen to. album that feels like the painful cathartic transformation of having your flesh ripped off to reveal the truth underneath. i cried to this song a bunch. considering doing a poem/making up some lyrics about it.
god. what a cool fucking album. aside from the BITCHIN soundset and textures, this is the only album ive ever seen where you can listen to it fully on shuffle and still never be able to tell where any one song ends and another begins. this does make it quite hard to choose a representative for it but hey.
mystifying vibe. gotta stop to take a moment to wrap my head around this one whenever it comes on. there's a very definite form in this one, but it's cloaked and its true nature continues to elude me...someday i'll catch it.
not much i can say about this one. just very compelling. very somber. the basis/inspiration for aformentioned poem/lyrics for second omen.
more of the same. wolfgun will sporadically reach out and grab me every now and then in general but for this one that's been "every time it comes on" since i got it. had a stint with a few days ago. "and now it's hard to believe this heart is even mine..." "but i'm not fettered..." god i hope not dude. i just wind up sitting and spending an hour or so with it whenever it shows up.
#joel joel joel please god man i am begging you to put the dbbq ost on bandcamp so i can BUY IT.......... PLEASE........#no funny shit either i want all the 500 variations on drydock too. give me the 28-second nothing bg ambience tracks or i start biting#bweeeaaahh#id like to give an honorable mention to wrapped in black from the sonic rush ost as well#hideki nanagumi you beautiful glorious insane bastard how DO you do it.#unforch the DS soundfount is just a hair too crunchy so i set out to find a remix that does it better justice but. well.#its very hard to even be on par with nanagumi ost. but i did get a couple that were decent anyway.#anyway im goin to bed now ill do the others when i wake up maybe probably hopefully
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i can not?? draw this dude?? so heres some quick panel redraw doodles while i try n figure this shit out
#art#my art#digital art#doodle#sketch#fanart#trigun#vash the stampede#i have more vash drawings that i just been sittin on cos ion rlly. like them..... but....... i also dont rlly love these either#ive been goin insane i havent been able to draw anything but trigun#but i havent been able to figure out how to draw anyone how i WANT gouuughhhhh i hate fanart#its the hair. i cant draw his hair no matter what i do ill have everythin else n then i get to his hair and m like mayb he should just. bal#stupid ass gouuughhhh urrrghhhh chokes on blood and dies#im going to bed.... anger nap.....#anyways thats the post
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It's April and with April comes camp nano yayyy 👑 I don't expect to be able to keep up this pace but jsyk. Here we go again
#got stuff goin on this month 😔#i wish i could just sit and write but alas#anyway im going to bed. idk how much longer this feature stays on#but nobody better evil boop me while im gone 🔪#👀👀#my writing#aftg#all for the game#royal au#i will tag#camp nano with emry#if you dont want these updates#but if you want to keep me honest!!#thatd be great too lol
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Here's a lil doodle of the prince ^^
Mainly cuz i rewatched a hat in time...
#a hat in time#ahit#ahit fanart#a hat in time the snatcher#the snatcher ahit#ahit the snatcher#ahit the prince#stuffy doodles#i forgot how much i loved this mf djdhdhd#anyway im goin to bed-
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occasionally one must be reminded that their parents are not paying absurd amounts of money for them to sit in a glorified hotel room and doomscroll
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idk the logistics of tattooing on fur but just hear me out
#welcome home#welcome home oc#doodle#nina noon#punk mob au my beloved#love me some good crust punks <3#shes very mean but she has a big heart for her fambily#especially her ‘pet’ wink ;o)#its molly mollys the pet shes very golden retriever energy in punk mob#less sad more goofs but still kinda sad#i also need to dive into her venom too cuz she has it in every version but the effects and potency depends on the version#this one def got some deadly shit goin on#regular mob got more….aphrodisiac/zombie affect#and normal kinda just tingles lol#ok anyway im going to bed honk shoo mimimi
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whatever //blasts your old man with the butch beam//
#rgg#ryu ga gotoku#ryu ga gotoku 7#yakuza like a dragon#yakuza 7#yakuza series#jo sawashiro#genderbend#snap sketches#sorry.#i laid in bed for three seconds and i dont know what happened i saw a vision and thought to myself 'how can i make my mommy issues worse'#unrelated ramble time my dad. texted me and he did the whole 'you need to eat' bit#and then i told him i was goin to my moms this weekend for a hot minute and he was all 'oh ill send you miso soup :) quick an easy :)'#like thank you...... i. LOVE. water.#i actually do like miso soup but it just seems like a funny thing to me idk LOL#immediately after that he was like 'wait ill just give you money for groceries'#which i felt bad bout since i always feel bad gettin money from my dad. not my mom tho she's a witch#see this is. why we're here tonight this ramble is NOT totally unrelated LMAO#anyway. i have a genderbent ichi doodle too but i figured one (1) instance of me being ill is enough for tonight#so with that im gonna look at the wall more and think of women BYE
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... HE DIES LIKE THAT?
#i got to starline's death and. wow they really did that to him#and then sonic said big oof#he cant even catch a break in death#anyway im goin to bed now LOL
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#im tempted to call out for a mh day tomorrow but ive just had 2 days off so i think they'll b mad#and i only have 5hrs and i'll be finished for 11 so i basically have the day off anyway but#my brain is kickin my butt rn so its gna be real shit 1 having to force myself through it#idk maybe goin to work will be good for me to force me out of bed#bc i stayed in bed till like 2pm today n that helped nothing at all
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hi i wanna do some evil science
by evil science i mean random character fusions
Same as last time, give me a character from something and I’ll slap them in a randomiser and fuse them with another randomly picked submitted character.
preferably no live action charas but depending on the character i May allow it. (THEY HAVE TO BE FROM A VISUAL MEDIUM PLEASE. NO PODCASTS)
also let me know what they’re from in case i dont know them
I may not get to all of the characters submitted / might drop a character for whatever reason. just doin this for funsies.
Edit: ok i’ve gotten a LOT of submissions so im closing them rn. thank u everyone!
#teapot noises#character fusion#also im goin to bed in like 2ish hours#so i wont post anything til tomorrow anyway
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I was gonna make a different post about this but I'm gonna start over with it to keep it more on topic because its been bothering me to no end, if you'd like to hear the musings of a long time fandom lurker then here goes:
I have seen many a fanbase rise and crumble over my time online but I don't think I've ever seen one as horrendous as Sparklecare's from front to back and I say that with my whole chest, don't get me wrong, I know there were good people here and I'm sure plenty of the stragglers have good intentions, I know no fandom is ever 100% awful... but 95% is still a fucking lot.
As a "professional lurker" I have seen some of you passively around for Years now and have always been honestly just insufferable- sure, back then it was just takes that I thought were stupid and infighting that didnt involve me which is whatever who cares I just kept scrolling, but now its gotten so much worse than that to the point that its astonishing, and don't even get me started on you pussies who go out to start shit under the mask of a tumblr anon, regardless of community you guys are always just the worst by default. To give credit where credit is due at least the majority of the blogs I've been used to seeing and loathing have already jumped ship by now, but jesus christ dude a mark was left nonetheless.
I don't say this lightly, I genuinely don't think there's any salvaging this fandom anymore, it's going to eat itself from the inside out until all thats left is chimerashits and all the other incestbros enabling kc's self destructive behaviors and begging kit for more slop, and then like 3 crit accounts yelling into the void with nobody around to listen anymore, this has never been a normal or healthy fandom and I think it completely lost the chance of ever being one a very long time ago. I've seen this a hundred times and I'll see it a hundred more, but nothing will ever hold a candle to the bullshit ive witnessed here day in and day out, truly.
I'm done directly posting about this comic, you're gonna get whatevers left in my drafts or inbox and then thats it, I'm going back into my cave with my ocs and watching this fire burn it all down from across the street in a lawnchair with a beer in hand knowing I can't do fuck all about it besides bear witness
I genuinely hope everyone negatively affected by getting caught up in this shitshow, long before march and however long things continue after, can know peace one day. Fuck kc and fuck all of this dude, I'm just continuing what I've been doing and making something better out of the ashes of the slop comic and I'm just gonna go back to keeping it to my corner as I always have.
Farewell chucklefucks, its been awful, please take care of yourselves.
#sludgetalkz#sperklacera#under a read more to not be too intrusive#ive been keeping tabs on things ever since the hour the doc dropped and im genuinely fucking baffled at how some of have been acting#im no saint by any means and i dont claim to be some sorta moral godsend. im a piece of shit and I grin and bear it. but oh my god#i just wanted to say my two cents before pissing off from the fandom for good is all im here for#im still gonna use this blog for other fandoms its not exactly goin nowhere but nobody cares about that part lol#this entire post is stream of consciousness and shit because im just done with this#i genuinely mean no ill will im simply just frustrated and fed up.#anyway with that im going to bed godbless goodnight
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Damn this Twisters promo is CRAZY

#thoughts#twisters 2024#you cant hear it but theres tornado sirens that have been going on and off for over an hour now too#also hi i love posting on tumblr while the threat of losing power grows more and more likely#if the power goes out how am i expected to go to bed without my emotional support youtube video#also yes im making jokes with all this goin on what the fuck else am i supposed to do??? go to my basement???#if a tornado touches down we die like men aka in our bedroom because we ignored the sirens#anyways doubt anything will touch down because nothing ever does so pls do not be worried about me lol
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