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Wachowski Family HC List
Part 1: The Wachowski Origins
Buckle up bc I’m going way back straight out of the gate….the Wachowski family wouldn’t exist without two certain soulmates coming together after all.
- Let’s start from the very beginning….Tom and Maddie have at least known each other since grade school. In high school, they were part of the same friend group but Maddie had been dating someone else at the time. Tom had girlfriends “come and go” as his mom put it, but was single most of senior year.
- Tom was already en route to becoming a sheriff, having it run in the family and with his other two “lunatic” brothers on their way in to very different directions, he was on the way to being the lone and youngest Wachowski left to “defend Green Hills” once his dad retired. I lowkey feel like it’s actually something he never really wanted to do. It was more of a family obligation. However, he did like helping people (and he didn’t want to go to college) that was really the biggest draw for him lol.
- Maddie was the resident biology and animal nerd in her class. Her dad was a park ranger that worked closely with Tom’s dad at the sheriff’s office, especially for hunting/fishing license issues and animal control type calls. Watching her dad work was where she developed a love for nature and decided she wanted to be a vet.
- It wasn’t until one night senior year at a house party, Maddie’s boyfriend at the time dumped her just before prom. Tom, being a close friend and the upstanding “punch first, questions later” kind of guy we know he is, started a fight with the jerk that broke her heart. He skeedaddled with her from the party before Tom’s dad showed up to break everything up. ✨That was spark #1✨ They continued talking and hanging out more after that (it was also since then Rachel has been giving Tom the side eye).
- High school graduation came and went, Maddie went off to college and Tom stayed in Green hills and started training to become a deputy. He and Maddie kept in touch even when she was off studying. When she came back into town to visit her family, they would hang out and catch up.
- Tom’s dad passed away not long after he graduated and things were a bit rough for Tom at this point. His oldest brother didn’t even show up to the funeral and his other brother didn’t help much with the process. Maddie was a beacon of light in this darker point of his life.
- One weekend while he’s out driving with her during this time, they come across a fawn by the side of the road that (very clearly) lost its mom. Tom was an emotional wreck, not wanting to leave it behind. Maddie calmly helped scoop it up in some spare blankets in the back of his car and they took it to her dad so he could find the proper wildlife rehabilitator to send it to. ✨That was spark #2✨ They started dating the next day.
- Skip ahead a bit, they’re big in love. They move into a small condo type deal together once Maddie graduates college and starts veterinary school. Tom is working his three jobs to help her pay tuition: as a police officer, part time at a local sewing shop his mom used to work at, and taking odd jobs around town mowing, doing car repairs, landscaping work. He’s exhausted, she’s exhausted, but they love each other sm….they’re married 2 years later after he proposes on a camping trip (guess who was already on Earth and witnessed the proposal but was too young to even know what it meant at the time).
- Jump again, they buy their house after Maddie has been working as a full time vet for a while and Tom is promoted to sheriff.
- Maddie’s parents are both still alive and together though her dad is retired. Her mom wrote for the Green Hills newspaper for a good while on top of taking care of her and Rachel. Tom’s mom is also still kicking. She left her job at the locally owned sewing store when Tom’s dad passed and mostly just makes her living selling crafts and vegetables from her garden at the local farmers market while also giving local children sewing lessons. Tom is doing most of the supporting for her while getting some help from his one older brother who actually got his life together a bit and got a job in insurance. He moved back to Montana, but not to Green Hills. Tom hasn’t heard from his eldest brother in over a decade.
- They’ve been living in their house for about 8 years before the events of Sonic 1. They’re “too busy for kids” but they adopt Ozzy from a litter that was dropped off where Maddie works.
- Then we all know what happens next…
#sonic movie#scu#sth#tom wachowski#maddie wachowski#scu headcanons#I should have had that tag ages ago how should I have known the brainrot was gonna be this bad#anyways part 1 of several#I love the wachowski couple sm#they give off the energy that they have just known each other forever#and that they are friends first and foremost honestly#they’ve seen some shit even before Sonic came into their lives#I’ll never have time to write all of this into a fic so take it and fly if you so desire my prettys
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LOST: Season One
#lost#abc lost#lost one cap per ep#this was a project i was gonna do anyways but the timing worked out that i could post the first one on the 20th anniversary!#this is one cap per ep every season. from left to right. and this is important: its not a cap that sums up each ep#its a cap that REPRESENTS each ep. the way i choose them varies every episode#sometimes its an utterly iconic moment. sometimes it reps the theme of the ep. or it hits with a theme of the character themselves#sometimes the cap i use won't even involve the character whose centric episode it is. trust me. this makes sense#anyways i'll give a good example: for outlaws i was so tempted to use a shot of the judgemental soulful gaze of the boar#or perhaps sawyer in the rain after he shot that man#but! i used that shot of sawyer's dads legs as sawyer is hiding under the bed. i feel it worthy because this moment. this scene#is literally a core part of sawyer. it's a defining moment of his backstory. of his character. so yeah. makes sense yeah?#anyways some eps had Too Much going on (lord i could make one of these for exodus part 1 alone) and some not enough#or well they DID but like lacked in caps that Hit in the way im thinking. thank heavens charlie shot ethan cuz i was worried about that ep#i was like ''aw shit what am i gonna use'' and then an iconic lost moment happened kjhfdsjkhfd#anyways. there are 25 eps in season one. so im really glad that the last ep contains one of the moment iconic visuals/moments in all of los#oh i should add that these caps are unedited. i did not fuck with the colours or saturation in any way#i found 'em and i pieced them together. this is harder than it sounds. i browsed through all the screencaps of every ep of season one#and i will do so the remaining five seasons#some of these were super easy like i knew what cap i'd be using before i even started (eg. do no harm. the moth. in translation)#but some took some real Thinking. and some eps even had several caps that would have worked. this has all been quite interesting#also yeah. y'all already know damn well what cap i'm using for the very last episode
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horizon zero dawn (remastered) | the sacred lands 4/?
#horizon zero dawn#hzd#hzd landscapes#wow. tumblr really made me upload these one at a time. extremely slowly. with several errors. that was fun#i actually did a quest in my new file! shocking. (...well. part of a quest.)#i kept meaning to get some action shots... and then i would get distracted by relearning how to aim in this game and generally having fun#and i got one(1) action shot lol#anyway here's some sacred lands sunset pics :D#watcher#broadhead#hzd watcher#hzd machines#hzd the sacred lands#horizon zero dawn remastered#hzdr#hzd pc
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After a long and comfortable train trip and a bit of anxious crying, I survived my first ever doll con!

It was amazing and magical. There were so many dolls with fairy and elf costumes, vendors of all types of doll things and a photo space with different props to take pictures of your own dolls. It was really great. I bought very cute things for Shouko, some stuff for Onyx and my barbies, some clothes for my friend and a cute flexible stand for my sister. I saw 70/80 cm dolls for the first time, I saw Enchanterium in person (xD they're both much shorter than I expected xD) and I saw so many people who clearly had put a lot of effort to shell their character into their dolls 🥰


Shouko, despite having half her body hidden with how tight I was holding her, received many compliments, she got to try some outfits, I stepped on Lil Onyx's glasses and ruined them 😅 Despite the rocky beginning of the day I did have a great time. I even had bibbimbap after the con
I rate this experience: 8/10 would definitely repeat😁

#i was so nervous in the mornin that i didn realise i had a bus ticket and bought a new one😅#and the way i was carrying wrapped shouko liiking like a pillow earned me so many stares on the way#it was uncomfortable#onyx rates this method of carrying her 1/10 not doing again#she was not happy that i stepped on her glasses either#i smartly spent all the money that i took with me#eventhough i wanted to blow it all on one particular outfit that was really cute 😭#im very greteful for the quiet part of the con where i went to sit several times to ease the anxiety#i liked going after all and im exited for the one in september#and very happy i wont be going alone#cause after yesterday im sure i would have a panic attack if i had to go to that on my own#anyway it was great and the teain sit were really really comfortable#doll collector#onyx#shouko#brain dump
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THE ONLY THING I KNOW FOR REAL
#venture bros#brock samson#blood tw#really like how this ended up#it was worth spending several minutes figeting with brush settings#btw. the background and that bit in the foreground that covers the part I didn’t like is from the bat devil fight in c/s/m part 1#it’s from a two page spread specifically#(put slashes there to try and keep it from appearing in that tag btw#anyways. the only thing I know for real is kinda Brock core. listen to it it’s soooo good just like the rest of the m/g/r soundtrack
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“i know how difficult it is to pick yourself back up after other people have written you off.”
sorry. this is the most "post break up" shit anyone has ever said.
#said to your EX'S MOTHER. btw.#don't worry slade. i understand you.#sladiver#arrow lb#villian by maisie peters starts playing louder in my head every moment this dramatic asshole is on screen.#blacked out babe aND I CAN'T SHUT UP#WHOLE TOWN'S GONNA HEAR HOW YOU MESSED ME UPPP#YOU DON'T WANNA KNOW WELL THATS TOO BADDDDDDD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1#anyway yes i am planning on making a vid.#probably several. depends on if i can get through the rest of the show after i hit season 3.5 lol#i may have to resort to drastic measures (only rewatching the parts i remember enjoying#and then only watching episodes sara and/or slade appear in)#its fine. arrow is a dead fandom. there's no one left around to call me a fake fan for not watching all of the show lol
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Frye Fest - Final Countdown
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[19/20]
♡Back when it was just us♡
👋Team Paper👋
Splatfest World Premier 27-08-2022
[Master Post]
#aaaaand just one more left to go!#what was a truly terrible mistake of mine became quite poetic in the end#in several ways actually#1. Being that. After all these events we go back to the beginning one last time to where it all began#when it was just the three of them#for one last time before the big event#2. This just further solidifies my pick of team future#Why? Well#because I messed up big time in the past and only realised in the middle of the event and freaked out about it.#But I had to keep going#I came this far why give up now? So I pushed forward and here I am!#Also the origamis being shiver and fry was completely unintentional on my part#😭😭#I just thought it be funny to also add one on her head and then I realised while coloring that I could make it symbolise them 😭#Anyway#looking back with the first drawing.... HOW DID I IMPROVE SO MUCH IN 19 DAYS WHAY?!?!?! HOLY SHIT THE DIFERRENCE#frye fest#frye onaga#splatoon#splatoon 3#splatfest#splatfest world premiere#team paper#rock vs paper vs scissors#my art#saltys art
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discovered yesterday that I forgot that I dated someone in middle school and we were in the same server bc we were mutual friends with someone we went to HS with and they randomly started trying to get my friend group to drop me as a friend with false claims and hysterics
#they then blew up on several other server members for other things and effectively lost the entire friend group so go them I guess#but yeah the funniest part about this is 1) drama literally always finds me even if I'm not aware of it#and 2) I LITERALLY FORGOT ABOUT DATING THEM#and also we dated 7 years ago and they're just now bringing up these claims of my being toxic and manipulative like okay whatever#could I have been toxic during the relationship? probably! we were both so extremely mentally ill and should not have been dating#but my guy it's been seven years#anyway#mmanifold rambles
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🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄

#act 1 girlloser shri’iia my BELOVEDDDDD 🫶🫶🫶🤭#love to see her flop severely it’s so healing to me.#anyway shri’iia having that elaborate braid bc of my hc that extravagant hairdos are like part of the drow’s beauty standard#and it’s also tangled rapunzel inspired hehehe#at the back the little braids connects to each other and it’s supposed to look like a cobweb#act 1 shri’iia in the thickest drow accent ever: ofc im not lolth sworn i was born in the surface!#also act 1 shri’iia w her hair looking like a spider’s web and she can’t speak the common language well:
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picked up yakuza 0 again bc seeing new majima game hype made me crave playing cabaret czar and also i never finished this game back when i first played it and i gotta say
having a blast. meandering around. seeing the sights. instinctively ending up at the club sunshine doorstep again.

soon my beloved...soon
#personal tag#abt to google how the quickest way is to unlock club sunshine istg i loved it so much#i think last time i played i was 1) a worse gamer 2) too focused on progressing the Plot and 3)severely hindered by my button prompts ui#like they would show xbox buttons when i use a third party ps controller#i fixed that now and karaoke is going MUCH better#Im also focusing on just meandering this time around. just vibe it out#see what happens n just wander around#its funnily enough. a very relaxing experience#i feel like playing on the easy difficulty also helps me not get suuuper overwhelmed in the combat#sure im buttong mashing for the most part BUT im understanding the flow more#anyway#karli plays y0#thumbs up emojiii
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Replayed Modern Warfare 3 2011 on Veteran tonight and goooooooood night. Blood Brothers never gets any easier to watch no matter how many times you've done it and the ending really never misses huh
I apologize for the amount of yapping in the tags I reread it all on mobile and started giggling because it went on for so long but eh. Blessed are those who won't shut the freak up and all that
#call of duty#modern warfare 3 2011#i just. wow. wow wow wow wow wow#i've played these three games so many times over the last several years and i just.#they literally. never get old.#loose ends and blood brothers will never not make me cry and endgame and dust to dust will never not make me smile so hard#ending it with price smoking the cigar like he did in the first mission in the first game wHEN HE FIRST MET SOAP JUST UGHHHHHH.#i know y'all don't care but i don't care that y'all don't care i could literally yap about this until i shrivel up and die#i have never ever ever in my LIFE seen poetic justice played out so beautifully like it is at the very end#JUST. WOW. WOW WOW WOW WOW WOW WOW WOW WOW WOW. WOW WOW. WOW#they do not frickin make games like that anymore DADGUM#i also forgot how frickin sad down the rabbit hole is?? like jeez louise they didn't have much screen time but gosh#i also have never in my life heard such gut-wrenching anguish from a grown man in my life like price in that one scene#I KNOW Y'ALL KNOW WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUT THAT MAN MAKES ME FULL ON S O B IN THAT PART HE HAD NO BUSINESS#anyway i'll keep cutely living in denial and pretending literally any of the main characters besides price and nikolai are fine <3#foley and dunn and their team seemed just fine at the end of modern warfare 2 so i will accept that small mercy#at this point these games have taken everything else i love away from me so#y'all probably think i'm wild for how insane i get over these games but the nostalgia bit is a big part of it as well#like they're honestly in my opinion genuinely the greatest video games of all time#but the fact that i have that connection with my dad makes it so special#crazy cause he said he also cried in blood brothers and my dad is 54 and i have seen him cry one (1) other time in my entire life#heck infinity ward but also bless them i hope the devs live long beautiful wonderful prosperous delightful exciting fulfilling lives#Lord bless them and their entire bloodline for the contributions they have made to humanity not even joking#AND DON'T EVEN GET ME STARTED ON THE FREAKING SOUNDTRACKS DO NOT GO THERE OAUSYDJAKAKDN#MW2 AND MW3 CREDITS. EXTRACTION POINT. COUP DE GRACE. RETREAT AND REVEILLE. CONTINGENCY. PARIS SIEGE. PRAGUE HOSTILITIES. RUSSIAN WARFARE.#UGHHHHHHHGHHHH everything about these games is so unbelievably perfect and immaculate#i have got to get over my art block NOWWWWWWWWWW#makarov is also the best villain i've ever seen idc bro he's frickin awesome#i mean obviously he's horrible and a disgustingly evil human being but as a character he's stupidly well-written
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sigh..... brain made a heathers au
#it's very very Very unrefined and probably only fun for me and im still working on parts but yea. it's there isnt it#its kind of a type of au. that has several other aus inside it#including like a personality swap au. but selectively. and also not?#bc i cant decide if ein or aaron should be jd#bc even though ein fits jd Perfectly. like im frothing at the mouth abt it#the way i envisioned this personality swap aaron and using his ultima eyes as an indicator for his batshit moments#was so fucking tasty#anyway#eli rambles on#zane is martha. wld never change that for anyone#ram is probably most likely definitely going to be travis#thennnn ugh. who as kurt.#id love it to be one of zach's kids bc then the dead gay son song. but aph is obviously veronica#and i cant decide between ein and aaron#and then the only one left that has any meaningful relationship to travis' dad is katelyn's mom#but that doesnt fittttt grrrrr#i cld just do kacey or katelyn and make it their dad#but it doesnt fit the bad parenting theme hrrrrrgghhh#graaaaahh#also the reason it can't be garroth is because.#okay bare with me#the heathers are dante laurance and garroth.#see when i said this au has several other aus inside.#this au is just multiple aus in a trenchcoat#EVEN AUS WITH THE MUSICAL ITSELF#mainly bc 1. my designs for them as girls are so fine.#2. the swapping of their personalities is to a T yet also vibes with canon.#and 3. garroth is heather chandler. and that opens up not one but Two interesting avenues with the relationship between her and veronica#and her and martha.
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Forgot to post this earlier but I did in fact comb the entire Vesperia script to determine how many times he uses ま/まあ throughout the game, along with a few other phrases he uses repeatedly. This counts all of main story, every single sidequest, and every single skit in the game.
Final counts were:
ま/まあ: 280
Ma/Maa; translates to "well". He uses this at the beginning of a sentence usually, but it's sometimes in the middle. "Ma" is usually more quick and snappy. "Maa" is more thoughtful and/or prolonged. Obviously it can vary based on context, but that's the general breakdown.
んじゃ and any variants: 133
Nja, along with variants such as "ja", "soreja", etc. Variants are counted when they're all used to express "let's get going", when they're about to head off ("ja" could be used in a sentence such as "ja/but then, why is xyz like this", etc). They encompass translations such as "well then" (let's get going implied. includes "so then", "then" "alright then", and so on), "we should be off", "let's get going", "let's go", etc. (not to be confused with 行こう(ikou), 行くぜ, (ikuze), and other similar versions of this phrase. That can also mean "let's go", but any instances of Yuri using that particular phrase was not counted because it wasn't a variant of, specifically, んじゃ, which is also his most common "let's go" ja variant).
おい / おいおい: 66
Oi/Oi oi; translates to "hey"/"hey, hey", though "oi" is more or less an accepted word in English nowadays.
おっと: 12
Otto (not to be confused with "oto", referring to sound); an expression of surprise that can translate roughly to "whoa there" (which is the most common translation I do see for it and what I'd use in most cases too, context of course varying). The reason I included this one despite it being so seemingly low in number is because it's not a particularly common expression, much less one used multiple times by a single character? It's so rare from anyone else, which is just a regular thing relative to Yuri and his dialogue/speech (i.e. most characters sparingly use phrases repeatedly, as compared to Yuri... as you can see lol. Other characters use these words/phrases, but nowhere near as regularly, if regularly at all).
Realized along the way I should've included やれやれ (yare yare, "good grief", "oh dear", "oh boy" etc), but by the time I realized I should have in case it was an interesting count, I was too far into the script to be able to handle going all the way back through it LOL.
No. No, I am not joking that Yuri used ま/まあ 280 times throughout the course of the game. That is to say, it could be more if I missed any, but on the assumption I didn't, that's where it stands.
Why do I love this so much? Because it's a very specific character quirk of a character I adore. I'm very fond of his repetition. Thank you.
#GTF Vesperia Things#GTF Yuri Things#so glad I gave him his own tag jpfjugDFJISHFG he fuckin' needs it#OH ALSO note that I may or may not have (I genuinely don't know I don't THIIIINK I did?) accidentally picked up#the “but then" etc variant of ja. at this point I don't remember and I'd have to go back through my doc of this#bc I was skim-combing the script juggling several phrases mainly for ma. if I ever do a recount I'll confirm lol#also shoutout to Rays for using ま/まあ 68 times for him which is 4 more times than he uses it in Vesp arc 1 main story#I'm both thankful and amazed that Rays' writers ACTUALLY kept it to the correct general extent at large (when you consider the size of#both games and Yuri's role) I've always expressed how dedicated they are to the source material of the legacy chars but#that CEMENTED it LOL. the way they retain speech quirks for legacy chars is amazing and I applaud them#he uses おい / おいおい 54 times throughout Rays#おっと was used 10 times throughout Rays which is hilariously almost identical to Vesp's usage#んじゃ they did keep but I didn't count the amount of times#now MIND YOU Rays is split into 4 arcs prior to Recollection (which he's not in) and has to contend with about 200ish legacy characters#Yuri is largely in arc 4 and has a large chunk of appearances in arc 2#he's mostly absent from arc 3 after the beginning of it and he's not in arc 1 much after the first chapter (which is his chapter)#he does show up in a lot of skits early into Rays tho since they only had so many chars to work with for arc 1 skits#and I also included count of those phrases in events (both skits and events throughout the game)#WHAT I'M SAYING is that Rays still managed to retain his word choice repetitiveness#and managed to get the count that high which is a very accurate reflection of it#while trying to put about 200 legacy chars through a revolving door#they were THAT on the nose with Yuri's quirks and further cements that this is a very Yuri thing#and a character quirk choice that was brought in from the game of origin#and they DID do this with other chars not just him... but the fact that they DID to me means#they thought it was important enough of a quirk to make sure they didn't lose it in his dialogue#WHICH. I AGREE. I AM VERY VERY DEEPLY PLEASED THEY KEPT IT#it just goes to show how dedicated they were in faithfully translating the characters into a gacha game#(not tl in the loc sense but tl in the ''writing a char outside their origin game for a non-origin game appearance'')#it also proved my theory that Yuri's vocal repetition was done intentionally bc they found it part of him enough to carry it over#anyway yeah i have yuri lowell brainrot and he pretty much owns 98 percent of the real estate in my brain these days
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for the ask game: LILAC CHARCOAL AND RASPBERRY
anon this is so sweet 😭
[ask game provided below for reference; if you'd like to play, please reblog from OP here:]

#anon i love this but i have a covenant with God so i can't kill Him with you#this reminds me of the time my brother lamented his atheism and my agnosticism on behalf of our religious mother. but i'm not agnostic.#so i clarified i believe in God and that's never changed. i just choose not to worship Him + I think there are multiple truths (incl. gods)#which is shorthand but I've never been able to explain it to others to their satisfaction and it isn't anyone else's business anyway#he thought that was MUCH worse and became so dramatic. he was genuinely so thrown. he fixated on the fact it's heresy.#which I didn't expect because like yes it's heresy but heresy is a doctrinal concept -- it doesn't have any intrinsic meaning.#and not to be dismissive but doctrine is fairly sequestered from God. It's functionally and historically a voidable social contract.#i was involved with the church/attended various bible retreats for several years before leaving. but I didn't leave over God lmao.#my institutional involvement was always contingent on its alignment with my own individual purpose/practice/rituals/bible study/covenant.#which church/community leadership knew and tried to triage in various ways but like. it's not hard to reject authority baselessly derived.#so my present relationship with God isn't any more heretical than it was when I practiced Christianity as a religion.#If anything I was maybe more heretical in funnier and more flagrant ways when I was practicing than I am now.#but anyway. my point is.#i wont help you kill god but I'm always here for heresy.#alternatively i also recommend either (1) listening to god is dead (meet the kids) by british india#which when engaged with meaningfully amounts to the same philosophical state of being as killing God#or (2) forming a reverse orphic mystery cult relationship with Him the way I did when from ages 10-14#in other words#we can either sacrifice God to the secular age like thomas jefferson and nietzsche#or we can obsessively study the bible @ the cost of enough sleep that we (in brief spurts) access the parts of us inclined towards prophecy#those are the only two approaches to god that I'm capable of partaking in with any sincerity or intellectual honesty#and I'm unfortunately very married to sincerity and intellectual honesty.#(i'm sorry for meeting your very nice compliments with a nonsequitur illustrating why i should live as a hermit in a remote woodland shack)#(but I suppose I'm not sorry enough to remove the nonsequitur from my response prior to publication. so. take from that what you will.)
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#so far in my sporadic picking away at various manga series i feel i have the weirdest reader relationships with JJBA and Attack on Titan#when reading JJBA i am not really that invested in the characters or even whats happening to them and yet i still never decide to dnf it#and i dont even know what it is that keeps me reading except that its just very unique i suppose?#such an odd combo of different things that somehow manages to eventually have its own sorta cohesive logic and charm#also the art is just fun. its ornate and goofy and macho and flamboyant and gross#but as soon as i put it down i stop thinking about it too#and dont feel like picking it up again for at least several more days#with attack on titan i found the art style mostly really bad at first ngl#it reminded me of awkward drawings a high schooler would make like the inconsistentness#of like there are good action poses here but the people also look weird ugly bland and stiff and the backgrounds are often so empty#idk i was feeling pretty blah about it but something about how starkly straight-forward the story is was interesting to me#where its literally exactly what you heard its just#theres a bunch of humanoid giants attacking our city#and we have to stop them. that's it#and also the awkwardness of the art style i find works extremely well when it comes to the titans#like they are genuinely creepy to me. and they do actually feel massive the way theyre drawn. and the mystery around them interests me too#anyways im like 60% through part 1 of jojo(also read most of part 4 a few years ago) and only on vol 3 of AoT#but yeah those are the 2 series i have the most mixed feelings about so far#wouldnt say i love or hate either of them but still also continue to want to find out more#13readsmanga#p
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#update for the mutuals I gues.#it's 1:17 am#I've been writing letters every day to my dead bf.#trying to keep busy#trying to be okay.#sometimes I am! sometimes I feel fine.. other times I just CANT and that's okay. I am in therapy about it.#therapy is great I love my therapist they rule#i don't have a job yet.#I'm bouncing back and forth between my parents' houses.#that part sucks. I'm not a fan of that. and as we all know: Christmas is coming.#I'm not ready to do Christmas without him you know? I'm just not. but I will. I will do Christmas because Christmas was important to him#my forehead healed up okay. can't feel shit above my left eyebrow tho cause the nerves were severed.#I've read one book on loss and grief. it was good. helpful. I don't know if I can bring myself to read more of them? not right now at least#anyway. that's all.#Oliver
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