#anywho dont hate on me lmao

[a-mongooose]

Something something favorite character something something scrimblo<3 Idk i wanted to draw lard nar holding a comically large gun. i think he likes comically large guns. was just supposed to be a sketch but it did not stay that way . :]

[beaversatemygrandma]

Hey google, how do I make my dinged up ‘05 Camry as terrifying on the road as a semi or squatted truck?

[liverpool-enjoyer]

https://www.tumblr.com/liverpool-enjoyer/746422248149303296/inbox-me-1-thing-you-want-to-know-about-me

Fave fanfic tropes? + least fave?

ooooo okokok lemme tell you straight up the "least fave" category is gonna be a LOT longer lmao

as for my favorite tropes i loooove a good soulmate au. n also even tho ik its a little cringe im a sucker for a hanahaki au ok I CANT HELP IT. OOOO WAIT N HOW COULD I FORGET. THE CLASSIC: "Oh. Oh." MWAHMWAHMWAH CHEFS KISS I EAT THAT SHIT UP EVERY TIME. n idk if this next one is a "trope" but i love cuddling. that is like. the Peak of affection n it jus makes me melt n squeal n clutch my phone to my chest. i also love some good ol fashioned found family. whump is also good. i fw whump. but fluff is like, peak. oh n i love fics in which the two characters being shipped are either married or getting married, its so romantic <3

ok the least favorites,,, my number one for this is fucking a/b/o. i jus,,, CANT STAND it. im not gonna go too in depth cause ik its SUPER popular in the soccer community n i dont want anyone to feel like im shaming them but,,, AH. I JUS DONT GET WHY PPL LIKE THIS. its WEIRD. ok im sorry thats it abt a/b/o. the same applies to age gaps tho that shit is fucked up too. the next trope i hate is slow burn IM SORRY. a kiss sixteen chapters in is NEVER worth it. i also cant read fics in first person. like i will immediately click away. same w fics w no paragraph breaks but i dont think that ones a "trope" sm as it is an error ig. also for soccer pacifically i dont like aus that make them not soccer players. hang on,,, whats that noise? oh, looks like im getting a call. from inside my house. anywho i'll click away immediately if i see the "character study" tag bc BOOOORING. i also dont fw smut. which makes fanfic reading pretty difficult ESPECIALLY CAUSE SOME SICK FUCKS TAG THEIR SMUT AS MATURE INSTEAD OF EXPLI- no, no, serenity now, serenity now,,,

inbox thing :D

[spamgyu]

I loved the jeonghan fic! It’s so good 😊 from the way people were responding made me think it was gonna be like mingyu level angst, but it’s that nice angst- where it is heartbreaking enough to be like “damn 🥲” but not mingyu cheating level where you want to punch, scream, cry, hate, walk away from, you know 😭 the only thing that can top cheating angst imo is death �� & that’s just a sad topic overall lmao. Anywho, cant wait to see what else you got up your sleeve 🫶🏻

LSDKFJSDLKFJ I think it was because it's Jeonghan and ..... he's baby....

the way everyone got traumatized from Cheol and Gyu's angst that this didn't hurt as bad i ....... guys pls he's watching the love of his life marry someone else............. that shit hurts.

not to trauma dump but ending a relationship in good terms is so much more painful than cheating like wtf wym i dont HATE YOU ???? moving on??? how??? we still love each other???? anyways..... lmfao

maybe i do need to krill someone.... (im kidding omfg)

ANYWAYS THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR LOVING AND READING MY FIC AHHHHHHHH

[innovatorbunny]

Gotta admit I do appreciate how articulate you are when talking about something you don’t like. Personally I find gacha alright because I don’t find myself being too pulled into it, and the exploration part being paired with the game is alright with me because I enjoy visiting the same scenery again and again. It’s just me enjoying repetitive gameplay. I can totally see why you wouldn’t like it.

I follow you partially because it’s nice to see an explanation on why someone dislikes something I enjoy. And that sometimes in the end the thing you enjoy is literally just what someone else hates. It’s preference

(Of course this doesn’t apply to the inherently predatory nature of gacha and similar topics,,, I think it’s pretty safe to say it’s best to agree that those things are just bad especially to those susceptible to developing addiction)

Anyway, have a good day!! Also thanks for introducing me to Elphelt lmao

oh wow really?? ive never really considered myself to be very articulate and precise, in fact its something i think i struggle with, so thank you for that www

anywho, yeah i also dont find myself pulled into gacha too badly, at least not anymore. and i can definitely agree genshin has its merits, lots of genuinely lovely scenery, simple but engaging gameplay and characters that are easy to get attachted to (of course this is also one of its problems considering its a gacha).

one of the main reasons that i believe genshin is so promising is because it gives a lot for free - its a decent replacement for botw for people that dont have the disposable income for that game or the console. genshin is a similar experience that can be played on multiple devices, the pulls are obviously there.

my point wasnt really that the game is bad because gachas are predatory - although that is certainly a reason why its bad. the main problem i was discussing was an inherent incompatibility with the genre of the game and type of game it is. open world is best when there's a concrete conclusion, and gachas are designed to last as long as possible. at some point, the game will start to feel some amount of hollow, even if you still enjoy the game.

im not trying to say you shouldnt enjoy genshin, because even despite this flaw its still very possible to do so. but it being a gacha causes it to clash very hard with being an open world, which becomes noticable once you stop exploring for enjoyments sake and start doing so for a prize.

[kulemii]

i know i've been kinda not around as much on tumblr and discord lately but that's been bc this new job is kicking my ass. since i'm driving, i cannot safely check my phone throughout the day and the work is so fast paced so ya know... but here's a bit of an update for anyone curious:

i'm an official deliveryman ( i know i'm a woman but i like the way that sounds, dont check me) and so far i've delivered up to 200 packages a day. i've been on the road for roughly two weeks now (give or take) and so far i am LOVING IT!!! the time flies, there's no one bothering me throughout my shift so long as i do what i'm supposed to, i can listen to my tunes, talk on the phone (if anyone is ever bored enough to voice chat on discord someday let me know- i'd be down), although the job is face-paced it's still laid back which is perfect for my temperament- i could go on!

there are things i hate too like, being at the mercy of the weather, people that live in apartments with stupid set ups that dont leave instructions on how to navigate their complexes because that eats up so much of my time, when people dont answer their damn phones (eating up my time), businesses because they also eat up my time, also the weird sexism that happens like, sometimes women will be rude as fuck to me despite how polite i am to them then a male fedex or ups worker will come in, suddenly they're the nicest bitches on the planet (this has happened a couple of times- that's why i think it's sexism). another thing is dogs, people act like they can't fucking manage their dogs and i have to just accept it as inevitable that i will eventually be attacked by someone's dog at some point. when that happens, i will sue :) also, i technically work for a major company but the company i work directly work with is a subcontractor or some shit and they're a new, small company- super unorganized and i dont like an unorganized employer. i like to have confidence in the people that pay me.

all in all, i do like the job. i love it. i'm good at it and in fact give me a month or two and i know that i'll be excellent at it. i'm still learning right now.

oh but yesterday, i did make a decision that i don't want to stay long. i want to collect my experience and then i'll dip out for a company that pays more because this MAJOR MONEY MAKING MACHINE pays the least out of all the delivery driving companies. it's a shame. the reason why i made that decision is because yesterday the owner went on this weird speech about how she's older (55-not that old to be saying this shit) and wiser than all of us and no one can get one over on her because she's seen it all because she's ex-military. oh, and that she's hired 12 new drivers WITH experience so we're all easily replaceable if she sees we can't handle it lmao. babygirl... you're easily replaceable. you don't pay that well compared to the competitors nor are your benefits good.

next thing! i have orientation at my second job on the 9th which pays a few dollars more than this job doing kinda the same thing. it's part time but there are possibilities for full time. i just needed to get my foot in the door first. *in my nishiki voice* so, who did you say was easily replaceable? hahaha. anywho, i give myself about 6 months to a year at that main place, long enough to put the experience on a resume before i start looking for other options but i think driving may be my calling because i'm genuinely happy doing it already and i can see myself growing doing it.

i'm gonna be tired as hell juggling two jobs but duty calls 🫡

[australet789]

IK you don’t like talking about ML so I’m sorry for bothering you about this, but what part was a leak? /gen the movie stuff or like something about a new season? I haven’t been actively watching so idk, but I’ve been seeing stuff about the movie recently /genuine

I do like talking about ML!!

I just distanced myself from the fandom because i didnt have many ideas and the instagram/twitter fandom tired my patience enough. Twitter mostly, because the algorithm suggested me "trends" and it was, mostly, Marinette and Adrien salters

Anywho, about the leaks. Several episodes of the new episodes got leaked, specially Destruction, and Transmission part 1 (which is the mid season special). People have been sharing the ends cards and parts of the episodes and 2 instagram accounts (that i think were from the same person) decided to "share" the episodes with the bullshit excuse of "we are doing this for the fandom!" when they just wanted more followers.

Even the twitter side of the fandom got tired lmao.

But yeah that's why im angry. Like, leaks are common in fandom, but for fucks sake, we are just one week away!

So yeah, i dont hate ML, i enjoy watching the show, the fandom sides are my main thorn in my side. I hope the new episode invigorate new ideas for me, cause im very deep into TLK stuff rn hehe.

Edit: Someone who works closely to ML have confirmed that the videos on those Instagram accounts are just bait!! They used thumbnails and descriptions to make people follow them. So at least no full episodes have been leaked!

Unfortunately, some screenshots going around are indeed leaks, and are mostly from the episode Transmission (The Kwamis' Choice Part 1)

[marmett]

i love how every time i come onto your blog majima is judging me for not being forklift certified lmaooo

anywho- let's play the ask game! >:D i gotta basket a' questions for ya: A5, A13, B2, B4, C1, C6,C7, D7, E2, F7!!!

A5: Favorite final boss(es)?

sorry for being a predictable slut, but majima in y5. it was just. such an emotional and dramatic scene, when kurosawa brought him out in chains, beaten and bloody, and saejima was infuriated, and then it switched to confusion when they let majima go and gave him his tanto. and then when kurosawa told them to kill each other. the DRAMA. still confused on how he learned to do shadow clones, though.

A13: Favorite minigame(s)?

i love all of the rhythm based ones! karaoke, disco, dance battles, i love them!

B2: What’s a scene that never fails to make you cry?

GOD. so many. tachibana's death in y0, when majima chooses to walk away from makoto, majima and taiga's reunion in y4, the rooftop scene in y5 when majima says if its btwn him and taiga and haruka, they should die bc no one would miss them, just so many >.>

B4: Who would you like to post more about but you don’t? Why don’t you?

yasuko, i can never post abt yasuko enough. but my little pea brain mostly makes thoughts and connections based on stuff ive seen recently, and since i dont rlly see a ton of yasuko content i just dont achieve critical yasuko thought very often.

C1: What was the most infuriating moment?

when they killed yasuko. i was too mad to cry when she died, bc i wasnt even sad i was just angry.

C6: If you could revive any deceased character, who would it be and why?

YASUKO. she never should have died.

C7: Which character should have died but didn’t? (If that’s too harsh, who deserves to rot in prison?)

u know im not rlly sure. i cant think of any characters who from a thematic standpoint would have made more sense to die. i get where ppl are coming from when they say kiryu shouldve died at the end of y6, and ok yeah thematically that wouldve made the most sense but consider: i like him and it would have made me sad :(

D7: Who was the least engaging protagonist?

hmmmmmm...... i hated akiyama in y4. i actually didnt like him at ALL and when i got to his part in y5 i took a rlly long break bc i didnt wanna play as him. y5 made me like him a bit more, and now im fine w/ him, but i still like the other protags more lmao.

E2: Bops: Haruka Sawamura, T-Set or Dream Line?

haruka shouldve tiger dropped T-set for being so fucking rude ngl, but also. im sorry haruka, but i prefer T-set's singing voices to hers ;_;

7F: Who are you fighting on the Millennium Tower rooftop?

mmmmmm no one, im baby and id just cry if someone tried to fight me. that, said, i do think kiryu needed someone to knock some sense into him at a few key moments. sorry.

edit: forgot to answer b4... it is now answered....

[bkghq]

Am sorry love , whoever this is please dont let thier get to you, you are very beautiful and lovely person<3 and usally people who hate / bully are the ones who is most unsucure and you dont desvere any of thier "hate" you are very strong person, maybe you migth not belive it but you are and very worhty ❤ and i don't know whats happening in your personel life since am not a part of it but trust me everybody has problems and you are not alone <3 and dont forget that every problem has a solution and even if you struggle, you are still doing your best <3 with all my best wishes i hope everything will be ok for you ❤💖 we love you<3

bro come here im giving u da biggest kith ever you're saur sweet ONG and dw i'm fine now ! i have saur many gud ppl in my life who make me saur happy (including u!!) its Important 2 look past what ppl w no life have to say lmao . . . anywho i hope u're having a great day mwah

[sqtzworld]

sigh.

i realize i dont rant here enough like as much as i should. i should be drawing and not spending time being a fucking idiot ranting on TUMBLR at 2 am but shuake is just too serious for me

CUZ yall don’t understand my level of. crazy. my level of insane my level of obsession its been like 7 months of just straight up fixation and i always find the same things to feel the new feeling of love again for them. saw someone talking about their short film like a little summary on what its abt and the inspiration, a little love letter to their lover of sorts saying how the film is abt genuinely loving someone who is good to you for the first time, “This was the first time I would say "I love you" to someone, and it not come from a place of fear or a toxic one. This film is a celebration of vulnerability, and letting pure, secure love in without the constant impulse to self sabotage” I’ll quote and bc i cant think of love without immediately thinking of shuake (its a genuine problem lmao😭), i HAD to just think about them and yk what. idegaf their love is so beautiful to me. i think the idea of akechi having bpd and the same mental issues and disorders as me finding love in someone who is also very similar to him in some sense, like them both being autistic and such, just really speaks a lot to me.

im definitely not an opposites attract person, although they technically WOULD be opposites i think the whole troupe of “enemies” to lovers is the fact that they arent really enemies and actually have a lot more in common than first thought, at least when done well anyway so to me, they aren’t opposites when it comes to like. the things that matter like personality and the things that make people connect and become closer like the things u cant control ig lol but anywho, bc i hc (its basically canon) akechi having bpd i think thats why it means SO MUCH more to me and i love his character sm. he’s not my favorite, but bc that’s the first time i see a character like that be represented with something so similar to me and not be treated like a villain or just be really extreme like akechi is definitely. well. extreme but he’s not like, let’s say, like yuri level from ddlc like i wouldnt even consider that bpd she just straight up crazy😭 like idk, i just really relate to akechi so i really see him having bpd and bc ive always felt soo left out bc of my bpd even in spaces you would THINK would be safer, i always feel singled out somehow and although i still dont really know why, ig i see myself in akechi a lot and even akira too so the idea that parts of me could find that love and care like the fact that parts of me could find other parts of me, ig im not broken lmao like its all a little puzzle :)

okkk lore drop🔥🔥 got so hashtag emo there BUT that meant something i promise!!! that whole idea of feeling like ur missing something or theres just something wrong with u or ur unloveable or whatever, the idea that akechi felt that and FOUND it in akira makes my heart melt like a fucking fangirl i hate everything. i always think abt shuake and their love bc people always say how they are so toxic blah blah blah, and yk what, lemme not lie, that’s probably the truth! but i cant see them being soo toxic like that especially with how young they are like akechi was like. a few months of just turning 18, akira was 17 like they arent full grown adults even tho akechi was definitely aware enough to know what he was doing was wrong (even at 15 or however old he was when first helping shido i would say), you wouldnt understand the FULL severity of it like its a lot to explain but HOPEFULLY i make sense lol😭😭 and i think just being so young and growing through so much like im already. off. and i dont even live a life CLOSE to that EVER like of course he’s gonna be a little. off his rockets🤩 i mean what did yall expect😭 i keep using this phrase but yea!! so the idea of him meeting akira and finally being able to feel that youth and enjoy parts of life that typically teenagers get to live is si sweet to me.

mind u, im not saying that him living that “teenage life” is the way it HAS to be lived bc i think my life is better without those things as a teen myself and its most definitely not necessary but to me, akechi is just like. a very much stan twitter gay guy😭 he has his little bit of nerd (WHICH I LOVE^_^) but like anyone, of course he would want and need that friendship, that connection. do i believe he wouldn’t really care abt friends and shit? yea bc look, i dont really care for that myself but i wont lie to you and tell u i would love just ONE good connection in my life like yk, a friend i actually want but im not gonna be all friendless here so back to akechi!😊 he’s just very normal high schooler to me, ONE THING I LOVE ABT HIM AND SUMI ACTUALLY. i feel like with sumi, because ae doesn’t know like anything abt akechi’s past and what’s he’s done and stuff i feel like akechi just gets to live a “regular high schooler life” with sumi, yk? like everytime akechi and sumi would hang out (i like to believe they would hang out pre royal idgaf🥱) and akechi would complain or talk akira, sumi would just think “ah he’s on his crush thing again” like ae has NO CLUE he’s gonna shoot him in the head and yk what. that connection definitely means something bc that would be the first person akechi has ever met his age who ISNT involved in his “work life”?? like isn’t involved in his cases and shit like. a genuine healthy friendship🤯🤯🤯 and thats ANOTHWR reason i love sumigoro (make fun of me all u want but i seriously do not. gaf😜😝) bc i think akechi would really go and mess that up, he’d be like “wait. do i actually like sumi” all bc of the fact that they have a good connection and akechi isnt used to that

WHICH brings me to what i was GOING TO bring up (sorry for the crazy detour) but YEA, the whole idea of having a love and always feeling the need to self sabotage reminds me smm of shuake. akechi going and ruining their connection even though there was definitely ways he could’ve gone abt killing shido…. with the phantom thieves’ health possibly👀👀???? i feel like that was the prime explain of self sabotage, guilt and the fact that he wasnt even actually processing what he did and HAS done. like that one scene after 11/20 where he’s in the studio filming and their asking him abt the pts and he gets slient and thinks abt some shit like abt the pts and sorta feels guilty (idk if thats the undesirable child scene i think it is but im not sure lol) but yeah that, that is the PRIME explain of processing and guilt. after killing people and doing all that shit for so long i think that was the first time it actually hit him like “oh shit wait. i’ll never see these people again” like the idea that it hit so close to home, these were kids HIS age, even younger too and.. what EYE like to believe, people he thought probably deserved more life than even himself (like the after thought of it) bc u cannot convince me he really sent his ass over to shido’s palace just to tell joker some shit like girl. and getting himself killed too like naww that’s embarrassing as shit😭😭 like ik thats talked abt and thats what the whole scene is abt but like. EXACTLY he felt guilt for his actions and felt he needed to atone!! HE HADNT REALLT PROCESSED ANYTHING IF HE WAS FEELING THAT NOWW ofc he was going to get innocent people killed like. YEA😭😭 but he’s a fucking kid like what did u expect him to do, even if i had that power even with the current knowledge i have☝️🤓 i wouldnt even realize wtf im doing like yk ur doing something bad, but as a smart kid too.. its all abt competition lol, but in all seriousness tho and they show that in the game

ok sorry got off track again but yea, self sabotaging his love with akira all for the competition of it all, clearly i will never just flow into it naturally so ill state it plainly, self sabotaging his love and overall genuine connection with akira bc thats all he was ever thought to do, from his own mother and obviously, his own father. had to sabotage the love he had for his mother bc well. she ended up kwording herself😭😭 and had to sabotage the love for his father (which didnt exist to me idc) bc he had to kill him, i mean. he was awful😭😭 so having that constant battle between that, thats one thing i LOVE like ADORE ABOUT SHUAKE i love the idea that they could be vulnerable with each other i also love akira and his personality cuz he compliments akechi so well in SO MANY WAYS whoever wrote and made their characters and storylines personally ate with their yaoi deliverance😍😍 LMAO that was a joke but honestly. gave us such a good ship TY🙏 atlus at least for SOMETHING ur good at like like the thing i quoted said, THE WAY THAT IF ATLUS WOULDVE GAVE US AN I LOVE YOU BETWEEN THEM. aside from the fact i would’ve killed myself and died and then fell off a cliff and then kill myself again and killed myself a 3rd time just to make sure i also would’ve cried SO BAD, ik thats asking for WAYY TOO MUCHH but let a girl dream smh like IT WOULDVE MESNT SO MUCH AND HAD SM WEIGHT, it truly would’ve been akechi’s first ily that would’ve came from a genuine good place or would’ve been the first ily he ever heard that didnt try to manipulate or gain smth out of him!! which is. BEAUTIFUL ALL WAYS U LOOK AT IT like they definitely had their ups and downs (shuake i mesn) but the fact akira still wouldve loved him and seen him through everything is just so. something abt the unstable and the unstable but a little more stable dynamic😍😍 but seriously tho lol, i love their connection. again, it just speaks a lot to me SO PERSONALLY i hate everything

one thing i love abt royal is how we got to see akechi’s character a bit, i do like the royal writing a lot for this reason, some parts felt like aww yk lol and kinda reminiscent to the beginning of the game which felt a lot more genuine even tho royal’s writing felt more fanservicey, it had SOME sense of like, ok the characters arent written toooo bad here like the middle of persona so i appreciated it and u can tell atlus put a lot more work on the royal trio scenes (the fanservice was crazy in that part😭) so i also loved that too lol bc again, we got to see akechi’s character and the effect joker had on him and how like. less of an asshole he was like i wish we could’ve seen just a BIT more of him. again again i just LOVE dynamics like shuake and seeing characters grow and shit and shuake just does it so well UGH i hate them😭😭

[lowcosmic]

hi! Cosmic! How are you? Everything good?, well here I am writing a bible of what happens to me in my life again (this is long you don't need to read it)

Soooo, do you remember that I have an ex-boyfriend, well that boy who we are going to call "potato" so as not to go around calling him ex-boyfriend every 5 seconds has been looking at me in the most stupid and horrible way and with a face of "I hate you" since we broke up , and here the problem is that potato and I live close so since we both go on school transportation we have to sit together most of the time so imagine that you are trying to be calm on the transportation, because also in that same Transportation is the ex and Potato's friend so it's very uncomfortable because not only Potato sees me badly but also the two of them and if potato isn't discreet you don't want to hear from them because they even talk about me knowing that I'm there and also They ask him in the most annoying voice in the world "so you broke up with your girlfriend? I don't know that you found her potato., she was always a bad girlfriend" or something like that, and I mean, even though they say it in a "soft" voice, you can even hear them in China, and well, that's it. I got used to it, to be honest, but God, it's uncomfortable like you don't have an idea. I mean, please get me out of there. I'd rather walk home and get tired than experience that. (๑-﹏-๑)

Besides that, yesterday I log in instgram and well I found that one of potato friends write me, and I was like 😨, but we have like a normal talk I guess, he told me that potato hasent been good, that sometimes he is sad and that potato wants to fix things whith me, and in resume and not make it that largue we ended that when I was prepared we are gonna try to fix things whit potato, for to we end as friends, but I dont know beoccuse is confusing becouse I miss potato but as a fríend because he was a really good friend but now and being honest I am scared of him, like he intimidates me, you know maybe I am too extreme but every time I see him I run to my friends just to hide because I just fear him now ૮(˶╥︿╥)ა, but oh well what I can do about it? Cry? Yes probably but my eyes already burn me when I cry and the glass es dont help so its no a idea ⸜(｡˃ ᵕ ˂ )⸝

Sorry cosmic for writes this bible, sorry so much! (っ- ‸ - ς)

-🫧

potato’s such a random name lmao —

anywho

U AND UR FRIEND HAVE SO. MUCH. DRAMA. TO. SHARE. AND I DON’T MIND A SINGLE BIT OF IT , keep strutting ur fingers to write these bibles like 🦕 anon does with requests LOL

honestly idk how ppl can talk crap about u , you are AMAZING.

and also? if he intimidates you , it’s okay to admit it and try to move on. you’ll find someone better eventually.

[brothalynchhung]

2023 overview

im such a loyal person man LMAOOO i still specfically come back here to do this lool anyways this year was fucking insane like FUCKING insane and long as hell... grniguehrsi

i think i started the year a lil depressed cuz i was working that fuckass job

lets seee

i think jan 2023 was nothing but me suffering through that fuck ass job, gyming, etc.,

that old apt ahahah i mean tbh it was nice but too big and TOO SECLUDED omg

actually the way i spent a whole year so isolated from society was crazy what the fawk

i dont even think i got much out of it like self improvement wise

maybe japanese? guitar? but that came only at the end

i guess playing ps5... lol -_-

i gained so much weight cuz of depression and that stressful ass job

the way i think majority of that weight was just the AMOUNT OF CORTISOL BUILD UP I HAD

anyways jan was whatever

then i went to umrah in feb which was stressful cuz the amount of ppl and the BUGS man god

this whole time i thought my prayers werent answers but they were tbh i had a good year even if there was struggles

i didnt get gl yet but APPARENTLY thats too much to ask for

whatever

then barcelona lMAOOO which was okay!! i think i would have obv enjoyed it more if i wasnt there for work but i mean still it was just another european city

my spanish was ass

i was too paranoid about someone jacking my phone lol

survived tho

ate some GOOD ASS FOOD. omg best food ever

and the sangriaasss omg

it was worth it being the canon event of me getting fired LMAO

hoenstly was a lil ugly ass bitch that co founder was fuck him fr

loser highkey

anywho

so spain barcelona and saudi 2 countries down within the first 3months of the year

tbh basically up until june majority of my year was this stupid ass job travelling here and there complaining about that ugly ass bitch

omg what a shaytan that man was holyshit and not like a powerful shaytan more like a whiny weak insecure life sucking pitiful pathetic piece of shit shaytan the one that lowers the energies of everything around it

pitiful ass human fr im so happy that shit got out of my life

that was the best thing to happen to me this year like not exclusively him but the whole job too LOL

like thanks for the pay and travel finessed the fuck out all tbh BYE

chaper closed thank god

and whats crazy is that the SECOND after that meeting i forgot about it all lMFAOOOO LIKE I WAS READYY

march was cool i finally got to go back to america

actually march lowkey changed my life

texas was so much fun omg i miss america man americans are nice just h8 their govt

sxsw!!! DUDE ive always wanted to go and GOT TO ALL under someone elses coin LMFAOOOOOO

met cool ppl ig, saw cool things, film and tv industry - coool cool cool

and i didnt rlly have to do shit there LMAO

anyways then went to houston where nadas friend HELD IT DOWNNNNN

like finally omg i got to get hiiii FINALLY

RODEO HIGH VEGAN SOUL FOOD HIGH

THE FOOD WAS SO GOOD THE RECORD SHOPPING WAS SEXY

so good

then i came back and i was mad depressed cuz i should be out there working and learning from ppl who like the shit as me not stuck out the middle of FUCK ASS NOWHERE DOING NOTHING

which yeah i think that like lit the fire out of my ass about how much i hated the job and place and cuz ad was like quarantine istg

thennn hmm april..OH YEAH JAPAN

BASICALLY ONCE I GOT BACK IT WAS HELL DEALING WITH THAT FUCK ASS JOB CUZ OF THE STUPID ASS.

i dont even remember waht the bullshit ass term is

uhhh i forget lMAOOO that stupid bullshit where i was PERFORMANCE PLANNN

stupid as fuck what kind of corporate fake working society term is that omfg

AND FOR NOTHING BUT THAT THING IN BARCELONA WHERE I DIDNT GO TO SOME BULLSHIT

i dont care was worth it like fuck yeah bitch!! i really am using yall to fuck around and travel cuz THIS STUPID ASS JOB IS NOT MY FUTURE

and it isint omg its like it never exsited LMFAO

anyways that stressed me out but thank god i had edibles lmao

DUHA HELD IT DOWNN

mmm then i survived to japan

I WENT TO JAPAN THIS YEAR OMFG AFTER YEARS!!! YEARSSSS!!! OF DREAMING ABOUT JAPAN!!! I GOT TO GO

honestly me going to japan was what made this year like this def had to be one of the best years of my life just for that on its own

actually like yeah this def was oddly enough one of the best years of my life?

emotionally hell yes but everything else was good

jsut stupid self-inflicted stress (minus that fuck ass job)

anyways japan was amazing left it wanting to learn the language and AM

i cant wait to go back

and the fact i hit tokyo kyoto and osaka all at once omg amazing

nintendo world 😭 shibuya 😭 just kyoto in general 😭

i bought so much omg

THE FOOD OMG THEIUEHGSEIUH

i had so much good food this year lmao barcelona, japan, texas 🤪

anywhoo after that i basically dont remember much of may like it was just tryna get through the shit and deal with that stupid ass plan and talking to that dumb bitch

which i punked off and he didnt like like fuck u u ugly untalented waste of life ? im not talking nice to u or respecting your bitch ass

and he think getting rid of me was a slap in the face as if that wasnt exactly what i wanted LMFAOOO

3 months leave with pay ??? and i scammed yall w the ticket price?? LOOOOOL oKAYYY THANKS!!!

CHAPTER CLOSED

so basically june they let me gooo true freedom then had the best month of my life in thailand which was FUCKKINGGG MAAZINGGG

omg thailand was so much fun i felt so free

the most free and most happy i ever felt in my life

krabi .. rayleh beach omg the weed and shrooms on the beach 😭

seriously i had no one in my face, no bitches, no work, money, freedom, time, no problems NOTHING

i seriously think those few days in krabi were the happiest moments of my life ever

like pure freedom and security and happiness in ever sense of each word

soooo grateful

and i deserved it after all the stupid ass stress that stupid ass job put me through

and the whole time i was there i was just so grateful i never felt that much gratitude in my life ever

thailand in general was fun omg i bought so much stuff i loved bangkok

i just love travelling man seriously im just built to travel around discover and learn about the world i love connected with the world and exploring and adventuring i hate being stuck in a place

all i ever want to do is travel and live like really LIVE

hate work

anywho right after i came back to my freedom then basically just chilled until i had to go to canada

which was 🙄

listen - ottawa was surprisingly okay actually i enjoyed it, i smoked, i walked around listening to y2k music, stayed at home all cozy, appreciated the nature and the nostalgia lmaoo even chilling w lina and her cousins was fun

but toronto -_- listen im never going to forgive that bitch for throwing me out and those other hoes for not being there for me

shout out to p tho lol

all i wanted to do was leave istg

toronto was a lil boring but i was also just mad cuz all my friends were all

CUT OFFFFF ill never see yall again except maybe nadine and p

for once ottawa was better than toronto

anyways i think im 1000% done w toronto

CHAPTER CLOSED

thank god finally

oh yeah i started a youtube account that im trying to take seriously i guess LOL

i still need to keep going and working on it but its fun

OH YEAH CHICAGOO

LOLLAAPALOOZAAA

yeah thank god that crazy bitch didnt come but omg what a waste of a ticket but anyways her L not mine

just thankful that i had the money for all of this -_- shout out that fuck ass job i guess lmao

part 2... ?

[fancymuffinparty]

Hello there! I am a multi shipper as well and a big fan of AoT. Im also a big fan of your work; the Summer Fling series is probs my favorite, I love the way you wrote the Bert/Ymir pairing; in all my years as a fan of AoT I've never actually met another BeruYumi fan! ^.^ we aren't a very big part of the fandom. Anywho, are you going to write more for them in the future? also, do you have any head canons regarding the two of them?

Hello hello!!!!!!

I'll be honest... I'm always a bit hesitant to talk about beruyumi because... it gets a lot of criticism. I dont even mind that its unpopular; small ships have never fazed me. But it's the backlash and hate it used to get that deterred me from being outspoken.

It used to be REALLY bad. Now, luckily, i've found that people in SnK are either pretty chill/tolerant or just dont care lmao. And then on the rare occasion, there's people like you and me that are like 'wait, i like this pairing, it's great!' and we vibe lol.

I wrote the SFS back in 2017, and although it was a mult-ship fic, the beruyumi in it is what probably turned off a few ppl from reading it :/ But it also revealed other fellow BY shippers and so that was well worth it!!! So thank you for taking the time to read that one! It will always hold a special place in my heart because it was like one of the first multi chapter fics i actually finished lol (even tho my writing style has changed A LOT since then and yikes!!)

Now, in regards to your second question, YES! I have plans to write more for them in the future and in fact... currently, i am working on a new fic called Streamline! :) It's a modern AU, pro swimmers AU because i will always headcanon Bert and Ymir as athletic and as strong swimmers! Check it out, if you wish!! :D dude, i've been wanting to write it for like 5 years!!!)

oh lordy, i have SO many headcanons for these two! I could write a whole ass post about it 🤗 (that's tbc!! because i've already gone overboard with this post haha also, i need to warm up 💪)

anyway, thank you for this nice ask :) and for being a fellow BY shipper that appreciates this small but mighty ship!!! hope you have a nice day:)

[rand0mgu]

Life

So I guess this is an introduction. Hi, i’m Theo im a trans guy living in North Mississippi. I am very very closeted because well look where im living lmao. Anyhow im a minor so no weird shit lol. But what I will tell you is that i’m in highschool and if you cant tell then well maybe you didn’t read the bio well im just a random guy venting about my thoughts and venting about things or simply just chatting. So if you wanna hear about my life i suggest you read this blog. So now that the introductions are over i’ll get into whats going on. So my school started back August 1st so im in school lol. School is pretty well but my school recently started what we call block schedule which means instead of having 7 45 minute classes we have 4 2 hour classes. And its honestly not that bad although my last class( 4th block ) goes by incredibly slow which I hate. Also I have no clue how im going to go about publicly transitioning. Anywho another funny thing is that in my second class ( 2nd block ) theres this guy i was close with in middle school and i hadnt seen him since then so i figured he moved well he didn’t im pretty sure he failed a grade so its weird seeing him. He looks great and I wish i could reconcile with him because we were pretty good friends and he seems pretty cool now. I just don’t know how to go about it since we havent spoken in so long. I don’t even know if he remembers me. I hope he does. We have seen eachother but I dont think either one of us knows how to go about talking to one another. Anyhow I have school in the morning so I will see you guys tomorrow. 

Bye

[asparklerwhowrites]

Unpopular writing advice <3

As always, I don't mean to offend anyone!! This is just the way I think, feel free to (constructively) criticize and disagree with me.

#1. Force yourself to write

When you're in a slump, and you just don't want to write - you have to FORCE yourself to. Even if its just a paragraph, and its a terrible paragraph, you have to FORCE yourself, because technically, it's the only way you'll find motivation to write again.

#2. First drafts are not as good as you think they are

Unless you're a writer with years and years of practice with editors who help you out, your first drafts aren't gonna be that great. Even if you STUCK with your outline and characters - you're going to need to rewrite it. I know that it's a bit of an 'older' ideology or whatever, but just editing your first draft and not rewriting and scrapping parts isn't going to help your story and craft get better.

#3. Thinking your writing is completely perfect is not okay

A lot of writers go through this- you think that your writing is absolutely out of this world, until you learn that your writing actually isn't going to get better. Until you start critquing your own writing, and understanding its flaws instead of turning a blind eye - that's actual growth.

#4. Your wip may not ACTUALLY be found family

Found family is used so laissez-faire-ly nowadays that half the books aren't even ACTUAL found family. The essence of the trope is being lonely and completely lost, without an actual family, and the people you meet and befriend become your dysfunctional family instead. While my wip has elements of found family, I won't claim that it is a 'found family book' because it doesn't fulfill all the tropes.

#5. Writing fluff and filler is a-okay

Fluff and fillers add such a sweet content that absolutely matter and shouldn't be cut out fOr tHe pLoT - its so underrated okay.

#6. Accepting criticism is a must (if you want to grow as a writer)

It's really hard - but its genuinely the only way to improve if you wanna become better! Other people's perspectives and feedback are a great, great way to improve your writing. You don't have to do it right away, or when you're not ready - but someday, oneday you'll have to.