#apricottulips

[aclowntiny]

Hi! First of all, belated congrats on the 800 followers! 🥰🥰

Can you pls do how ateez would react to you calling them pretty boy? would they find it funny, get a bit emotional, be confused..

Thank you! ❤️

No, thank YOU 🥰 Ooh I can SO see some of the reactions already, truly a full spectrum here 😆 let’s get this 🍞! Warning: a bit suggestive in two, super silly in another 🤡

Ateez When You Call Them ‘Pretty Boy’

Hongjoong

You’d asked if it was a good day to pay a visit to the studio, and it was. Grabbing Hongjoong’s coffee order for him, your favorite for yourself, and an extra little treat to split, you swung by to see the hardworking man you adored.

“How’s it going, pretty boy?”

Your words fell out affectionate, honeyed as your eyes were when they fell upon your love.

“Good, beautiful.” Hongjoong replied instantly, but you can see the way his face ducks out of your view with a wide, shy smile.

“Good,” you repeated, “I brought you some caffeine and sugar to keep you going.”

“First I’m pretty, now this? No wonder I thought I was dreaming when you walked in,” Hongjoong replied, leaning over to plant a kiss on your forehead.

Swinging open the door with sugar coating your words and gaze as you had, you couldn’t help the flush you felt creep across your cheeks when it was handed right back to you. “Oh, stop it,” you waved off his compliment.

“You started it,” the love of your life shook his head and smiled, pulling you down into his lap, arms snaking around you, “so let me keep it going, hm?”

“Ok, pretty boy.” You couldn’t see Hongjoong without twisting, but as you rested your hand against his cheek you could feel warmth, smiling with satisfaction.

Seonghwa

“I-I don’t know, (y/n), what do you think?” Seonghwa was trying on a new outfit, something similar to a photoshoot ensemble he’d be modeling, and if his tight posture was anything to go off of confidence wasn’t running high.

Not that you could understand why- his body proportions, intense eyes, skill at owning a concept, all of them blew you away. “Are you kidding?” You waved an arm over him as he stood beneath a corporate dressing room spotlight. “You look amazing in that! You’re so tall and handsome they’ll beg you to switch to modeling. I know you’re feeling shy about the crop too, but there’s no reason to, pretty boy.”

With a glance down, Seonghwa repeated your words shyly.

Pride colored your smile as you took a step closer. “Beautiful man.”

“(Y/n), stop it,” he chided sheepishly, but all that did was encourage you.

“Why, scared of the truth?” Your hands found the collar of his top, tugged you closer in.

His ears were red. “No, I just…I do really appreciate it. Sometimes I worry my body could be better or that I won’t work the concept well or… I don’t know.”

“We all feel that way, hun, but trust me when I say you’re stunning, ok?”

Seonghwa’s eyes returned to yours, pink still dusting his cheeks as he smiled at you, your hands still on his chest. “Well, if I’m stunning, then you’re positively celestial.”

Celestial? Alright, then it was your turn to blush as Seonghwa pulled you into a quick, messy hug before disappearing back behind the black dressing room curtain.

Yunho

You crawled on top of Yunho where he lay flat, one hand propping up his head.

“Joining me?”

“If I may,” you teased, hovering above him in a rooting splay of limbs.

“Anytime,” he remarked, the hand not resting behind his head finding the small of your back and gently coaxing you all the way down, “you’re my favorite blanket, you know.”

“And you’re my favorite pillow.” You breathed in response before leaning in for a kiss, one Yunho deepened immediately, sending you gasping into his parted lips and fixing him with a wide-eyed smile of disbelief as you pulled slowly apart. “Little warning next time, pretty boy?”

The teasing glint in your eyes was contagious, it seemed, twinkling in Yunho’s as well. One corner of his mouth turned up in a smirk. “What did you call me?”

No beating around the bush, not if that was how he was playing it. “Pretty boy,” you repeated with a smirk of your own, one hand sassily supporting your chin.

Before you knew it, Yunho’s hands had encircled your hips and he slid out from beneath you, taking your place as the one hovering over. The bed creaked beneath each shift, the newfound pressure of his elbows.

“Call me that one more time, I dare you.”

You dared.

Yeosang

“Do you mind grabbing me a water while you’re up?” Those words came from Yeosang, your boyfriend, as he reclined on the dorm couch, a long day of work settling into his bones. Even in a somewhat tired state, he was gorgeous, his jawline accented by the way his head tilted back against the vertical cushions.

From the kitchen, you looked upon him fondly, not even tearing your eyes away to pop open the refrigerator and produce the requested bottle, your fingers closing around a familiar cold and plucking it forth. You made your way back to the living room with anticipation glimmering in your eyes.

“Whatever you say, pretty boy.”

At those words, Yeosang sat up. “What?”

“I said whatever you say, pre-”

“No, I heard you, I just…” He tilted his head like a cat, lifting a giggle from you. “I don’t know how to take that.” Yeosang’s face was serenely blank, only the tiniest hint of a furrow across his brow.

“Take it as a compliment. Or would you prefer ‘handsome man’ next time?” You ask, leaning an arm on the edge of the couch, head ducking closer to his.

Looking satisfied, Yeosang nods, a little smile playing on his lips. “That’s right.”

“Alright,” you tease, playfully swatting him, “getting a little bit cocky, are we, pretty boy?”

“I thought we agreed on-” You cut him off by presing your lips on his.

San

Faintest strands of light filtered into the room through the blinds, but they were not nearly enough to pierce the fluttering lids of your content eyes. San lay at your side, pressed just about as close as humanly possible to you, his nose gently nuzzling into your neck as if he could breathe you in.

His arm was thrown around you, your legs tangled in a mess of pooling pajama fabric upon the mattress.

“(y/n)?” Something about the way the little rays struck his shining hair, the utter content in his voice, his dark eyes peering upon you, had your heart soaring.

“Yes, pretty boy?” You replied before even thinking about it, the first sweet words that came to you rolling forth. He gave pause, lips parted soundlessly as his gaze softened even more- if that was possible.

Eyes shining, San broke into the widest of smiles, adorable dimples revealing themselves as he wrapped both hands around you. “You- you really think-”

An involuntary giggle escaped you at his surprise, the heart-fluttering way he clung to you, but your response came as immediately as the endearment itself. “Of course.”

“I can’t even begin to tell you how beautiful you are to me,” San replied, tone soaring with emotion, “but this moment right here is the closest to heaven I’ll ever get. Thank you…just for being you. I love you, (y/n).”

Your gaze shyly flitted between the sheets and San’s loving eyes as you smiled. “I love you, too, pretty boy.”

Mingi

The two of you are play-fighting, just halfway to having a fake wrestling match when you land a soft “blow” on his chest. “Take that, pretty boy!”

“Pretty boy? Coming from the most beautiful?”

At that point he’s frozen, you’re frozen, both of you are just staring at each other. Mingi’s ears have gotten a bit red. And all at once everything in you gives into the flush of his words, your head falling shyly onto his chest.

“Hey, don’t get shy on me now,” he says, tilting your head up with a finger under your chin.

“Ok,” you agree, leaning forward to connect your lips, smiling as Mingi’s arms wrap around you.

You lower your joined bodies down, and the moment you separate, Mini giving you a lovestruck grin, you press a hand to his chest, lightly pinning him down. “I won.”

“Nope, you kissed me,” Mingi argues, leaning his forehead against yours, “so I’d say I won.”

Wooyoung

In all honesty, you thought you were being sexy. Wooyoung and you were tossing banter back and forth, then you crossed your arms stubbornly and hit him with the holy grail of corny fanfic flirts: “Oh yeah, what’s it to you, pretty boy?”

His eyes widen, though, and soften. “You think I’m pretty?”

Of course the first thought crossing your mind is to clarify, to object on the grounds of be more turned on, but as you fix your gaze on him Wooyoung looks so…enamored? Overjoyed? You just can’t kill his enthusiasm because hey, he’s not wrong in the slightest.

“Of course I do,” you agree, banter almost entirely forgotten now in place of a more earnest tone, “you’re surprised?”

“I guess a little,” he replies, sliding over to your side to kiss your cheek, “but I’m happy. Someone as beautiful as you really thinks I’m pretty too!”

Jongho

How had it even started? Someone teased someone, you were sure, but nearly all your thoughts had faded, your entire being focused into the pumping of your legs as you ran from Jongho’s chase, a mad little laugh escaping you as you rounded a tight corner.

Venturing a swivel of your head, you saw Jongho bearing quickly upon you. Curse his soccer legs, the man was a fast runner. Speed would not be your method of victory.

Evasion, then. Eyeing the kitchen, you sprang up onto the counter like a cat, folding your legs as you scooted into the corner where cabinets met just enough distance above the smooth surface for you to compact into. Folding your legs into a froglike crouch, you smirked at Jongho as he barreled into the kitchen after you. “What are you going to do now, pretty boy?”

The moment the words reverberated from you, Jongho’s nose was wrinkling in apparent disgust. “Pretty boy? Oh, that is it.”

Without warning, he scooped you back off the counter and into his arms, holding your back to his chest as you protested. “Why do you have to be so strong?”

“I thought you loved it,” he replied, breath warm against your ear with each of his teasing words. You could feel his heartbeat against your back from all the running.

“I do, but I also like winning,” you pouted.

“Too bad,” Jongho chuckled as he spun you around into a kiss.

[gunilslaugh]

hi!! i'm pretty new to tumblr and i love your blog, do you have any follow recommendations?

Hello, welcome I actually only started my blog 2 months ago lol, but gaonsguitarpicks

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Are all other blogs that I really like :)

[sankyeom]

Hi! Could you perhaps add me to your permanent tag list or at least to the children of divorce one? I've read a few fics of yours and absolutely loved them!! Thank you :)

of course, i can definitely add you to my permanent tag list!! 💜

[minniepetals]

Hiya!! I noticed you haven't posted pt. 7 of R&T, are you doing alright? Take the time you need as long as you're okay! 😊💜

i’m doing better than i was! thank you for the concern 💕

[twocutefouru]

[emeraldenha]

Hi! I'm really loving breaking me in two, could you add me to the taglist? Thank you :)

yes, I’d love to add you! thank you so much for enjoying the smau so far😌

[heeracha]

thirty-three. / thirty-four. — the one with the simps on jungwon's timeline. / thirty-five.

for me. — k. sunoo

✴︎ synopsis: to sunoo, you were just a random girl in one or two of his classes who happens to be friends with his friends while to you, sunoo was the guy who you’ve been swooning over for a year or so. now, with you tweeting about your crush on him on the wrong account, sunoo has just one question. you’re the one who confessed to him, so why the hell is he the one chasing (literally and figuratively) you?

✴︎ pairing: sunoo x fem!reader

✴︎ content/genre: smau, college au, fluff

✴︎ warning(s): swearing, always HEHE

✴︎ note: hi <3

✴︎ au taglist: @tomorrowbymoa-together @icywhatim @giyyuzz @ncityy04 @yougeans @hobistigma @nyfwyeonjun @big-fool-energy @amakumos @pixyseeun @angel-hyuckie @meiiiwa @jvnsun @aria-grace-scott @msxflower @pebbypenny @isaluv @snowfalltxt @dinosdance @m1ng-how @taylorswifeyyy @tobiosbbyghorl @urresidentdrugdealer @leeis @yizhoutv @chirokookie @apricottulips @jay-durian @studioreader @kuromieiie @hibuki-chan @mildlystupid @tenten-67 @hiqhkey @wh4txium1n @uhhalexwashere @sunswoonie @ahnneyong @clarakyunisageek @silkyyvenus @wonderwrench @yourlocalhotgf @jaycheoluwu @haechans-sunflower @kkquml @hoonstrology

✴︎ permanent taglist: @ja4hyvn @robotsahi @goldenhypen @acciomylove

[wonunuu]

iris beauty ❀

47: forever with you

✎ synopsis: falling for a guy is never easy, especially when your best friend of many years basically claimed him; you and mina have been friends for as long as you can remember, but your loyalty and trust are tested when she asks you to pretend to be her in meeting a guy she had been talking to online and you unintentionally start to develop feelings for him.

✎ genre: romance, angst, comedy

✎ pairing: reader x yoon jeonghan

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a/n: aaand this concludes the series!!! thank you all so much for reading. the amount of support this au received is incredible. i never expected it to get this much love. i really can’t thank you all enough. your asks, tags when reblogging, comments, etc, made me smile like a total idiot srsly 🥺🥺 ahh thank you thank you a thousand times!! i hope you all look forward to the sequel!

whoops just realized i made sm typos :/ and AHH joenghan curse is back 😭

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[hakuyeo]

8; i'm seeing RED.

➥ where you, [l/n] [y/n], very much like a man named park sunghoon. it doesn't help when the man isn't interested in anyone else except himself.

『park sunghoon x reader smau!!』

ignore timestamps!!

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a/n: did i play u+me=love on loop while writinh this chapter... the answer is yes and i don't regret it THAT SONG IS A FUCKING BOP

a/n: also sunghoon already softening up to yn? lawl👁️👁️

taglist! [open! send an ask!(✿◠ᴗ◠)] @bigtittietoji @ncityy04 @nyfwyeonjun @studioreader @abdiitcryy @dyingmocha @ja4hyvn @msxflower @navsnct @mykalon @angel-hyuckie @clear-color-hair @apricottulips @yizhoutv

[cozyjsuh]

mouth breathers (29/?)

summary: jaehyun realizes his mistake but only after y/n makes him jealous lol. when he goes to fix, y/n is gone. will he be able to fix his ignorant mistake?

pairing: jaehyun x reader

taglist:

@ncityy04 @kevincametomyparty @apricottulips @notminniie @sssourcandy @nctssidehoe @marklexleaf @angelichris-b97 @928jaem @fitecuddles @cowward @dong-hyuc @casualgemini @ncityluvvs @markdorklee @toodaloola @raywishii @stayzenniesstuff @seeking-faces @intelligent-raccoon @sensiblebutch @peachyjunz @donghyuckster @jae-canikeepyou @somecoolname @kpopstanh

a/n: hi, this might be the last chapter for a while again lol. sorry, but i’m going to try and wrap this series up so i can work on my taeyong x reader series. anyways, thanks!

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[littlecafe]

libra pleaseeeeeee (if it ever takes your interest)

@apricottulips requested via message beforehand too (literally thought i lost the ask but then i remembered it was in the messaging thing askjhfsdf)

so libra is a cardinal air sign, ruled by venus and it’s probably the sign people think of first whenever you mention beauty, a more extravagant, social version of their yin counterpart taurus

libra is all about balance and fairness, they don’t want to cause too much trouble and have a tendency to just agree to agree so people won’t hate them and this just reinforces how indecisive they can be as they’ll be constantly tip toeing back and forth in order to please as many people as possible instead of forming their own concrete decisions 

like all other air signs libra is a social sign, each air sign is social in their own way and with libras there is more of an emphasis on partnership, they want to find the right one

being ruled by venus, other being beautiful and having an eye for style, libra does like to enjoy a more expensive, cultured lifestyle, they enjoy the arts and being pampered

so of course i had to make libra’s playlist filled with “pretty” songs lol i don’t know how to explain but the sound of all the songs are very nice and....just pretty, whether it’s more soft airy (the fifth season, air, i) or leaning more to a cooler aesthetic (blue moon, summer night) and many of the songs’ lyrics are focused on love~

libra is also quite sensual, though in a very different way from scorpio which is the sign people think of first when it comes to this topic lol...so i knew for sure ga in’s bloom is the perfect headlining song for the playlist which combines the beauty and sensual sides perfectly

as for the artist libra reminds me of, oddly i think it’s gray? asfhkjsdf his style of music, beats, vocals are all aesthetically pleasing, catchy, and more on the safer side of musical spectrum which is suitable for the general public and casual listening.....also if i’m not wrong he’s a libra rising himself (he revealed his birth time somewhere lmao)

if you missed the playlist post here’s the link and thank you for requesting and waiting patiently as i make my way through this, i know by this time people have been waiting for weeks ;__;

[sankyeom]

sorry, i'm an anti-romantic — a park sunghoon x reader social media au (completed)

#summary: after years of casual dating and never committing to relationships, your friends challenge you to fall in love. which is why you seek out park sunghoon, the campus heartbreaker, to pretend to break your heart. little do you know: his reputation is a complete lie.

#pairing: park sunghoon x reader (she/her pronouns)

#genre: social media au, college au, fake dating au, strangers to lovers, humour, romance

#warnings: swearing (not excessive but just a warning in case that bothers you), mentions of alcohol consumption, jokes about death/suicide (“i want to kill you,” “i want to kill myself,” etc), jokes such as “i’m going crazy,” mentions of sex/one night stands (nothing explicit), very mild sexual jokes (very pg-13 i promise it’s nothing bad)

#start: december 8th 2021

#end: may 20th 2022

#status: completed

#update schedule: every four days at 3:00pm pst

#tag list: closed! please read this before asking; requests to be added will be (lovingly) ignored because they happen so often. you can check if you’re on my tag list at the bottom of this post or here

#disclaimer: i’m not going to be using any pictures of thin korean girls as the reader so you can picture yourself as you are!

profiles (1): y/n have a heart challenge: failed

profiles (2): once upon a time not long ago i was a hoe 🍑

chapter one: sunghoon frat boy era

chapter two: my 13th reason

chapter three: it’s giving ✨fuckboy✨

chapter four: booty call?

chapter five: i could change her 👉👈

chapter six: we’ll get there when we get there

chapter seven: oh so she’s PRETTY pretty

chapter eight: we’d love that! i think?

chapter nine: BREAKING NEWS

chapter ten: dude i think i’m blushing

chapter eleven: you’re down BAD

chapter twelve: no 🖤

chapter thirteen: we love to see it 🕺🕺

chapter fourteen: not helping, jake

chapter fifteen: honeybun

chapter sixteen: he’s my boyfriend

chapter seventeen: MAYBE dating isn’t so bad

chapter eighteen: i find you fascinating, park sunghoon

chapter nineteen: WAIT A GOD DAMN SECOND

chapter twenty: where the hell have you been, loca?

chapter twenty-one: are you ashamed of us, hoonie? 🥺

chapter twenty-two: brb deleting my existence

chapter twenty-three: sugar pie

chapter twenty-four: actual, genuine trouble

chapter twenty-five: HIS NAME IS NOAH !!!!!

chapter twenty-six: you wanna fight, sugar pie?

chapter twenty-seven: cosy sleepover vibes

chapter twenty-eight: hope you have a terrible day :)

chapter twenty-nine: sunghoon simp era

chapter thirty: he’s on thin ice

chapter thirty-one: the “almost” kiss

chapter thirty-two: you can’t move to paris

chapter thirty-three: a big whoopsie daisy

chapter thirty-four: oh shit this is bad

chapter thirty-five: y/n reputation era 🐍

chapter thirty-six: i’m literally in love with you

chapter thirty-seven: *clears throat*

chapter thirty-eight: weak at the knees

chapter thirty-nine: important business

chapter forty: the grand finale

sorry, i’m an anti-romantic tag list - FULL & CLOSED

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[minniepetals]

Omg I've become sooo obsessed with R&T!! It's amazing and your writing is impeccable! Much love~ヽ(*⌒▽⌒*)ﾉ♡

🥺🥺 thank you soo much ❤️❤️

[apricottulip]

Memaknai Cerita-

“Dunia kita adalah dunia energi.. sesederhana apapun hal yang kita tunjukkan namun disertai dengan energi kebaikan yang kuat, maka akan tersampaikan dengan hal yang luar biasa” -rangkuman kutipan dari Nasrullah, “Rahasia Magnet Rezeki”.

Aku, yang hanya bisa dikatakan sebagai seseorang tanpa arti, oleh diriku sendiri. Ketika orang-orang sudah siap untuk melewati tanjakan, aku ini masih di persimpangan. Bahkan, terkadang masih berusaha menguatkan untuk tetap bertahan dan tidak menoleh atau berbalik ke belakang. Tapi Allah begitu baik.. masih mau menerimaku. Masih menutup aibku. Masih memberiku hati yang mampu mensyukuri hal-hal yang dipandang selirik bukan lah suatu hal yang besar.

Sebenarnya cerita ini bermula dari lama sebelum hari ini. Hari itu mendung, namun tak lama kemudian mentari kembali menampakkan semburatnya. Ada ujian yang terjadwal pukul 13.00 tepat. Lantas, setelah usai, aku beranjak ke perpustakaan untuk mengembalikan buku. Di saat ku akan beranjak dan mengemasi barangku dari loker, bersamaan dengan itu guyuran hujan terdengar, entah karena apa, tatapanku bertemu dengan tatapan seseorang, namun tanpa disengaja. Langsung saja kumengalihkannya. Bukan, hal ini bukan tentang tatapan itu. Tapi, entah kenapa ada suatu hal yang merasuki sanubariku. Seketika aku teringat apa yang telah aku lakukan selama ini. Ada yang pernah berkata, ketika kita bertemu orang sholih maka, hanya dengan bertemunya saja kita bisa merasakan energi positif yang luar biasa. Begitu kuasaNya yang menitipkan hal tak kasat mata seperti itu. Hari itu aku sangat yakin, bahwa kebaikan itu dapat menggerakkan. Begitu kuasanya Dia menitipkan berlapis kebaikan pada seseorang. Sungguh beruntungnya orang tersebut.

Tibalah aku bercerita hari ini. Di sela menunggu hasil praktikum, aku dan teman-teman sekelompokku makan bersama. Datanglah seseorang dengan raut muka gundah yang disembunyikan. Musababnya karena dia kehilangan dompetnya. Banyak usaha sudah dia lakukan. Lalu, berselang tiga jam kemudian,di saat terang-sedikit mendung tergantikan petang, ada pesan masuk, “Mba”. Ternyata itulah kata permulaan yang dia gunakan untuk menumpahkan kegalauannya. Entah kenapa, aku terharu diberi kepercayaan oleh temanku itu. Lalu, tak lama kemudian, ada dering pesan yang berbeda, “Mba.. Aku Cuma pengen nangis. Aku pengen peluk kamu..”. Disertai pesan lain yang penuh akan makna mendalam. Hingga entah dari mana rasa sedih itu juga muncul di hatiku. Setelah itu, ada teman lain yang baru mengalami musibah menghampiriku dan menceritakan kejadian yang ia alami.

Serangkaian cerita ini bukan tentang menghakimi nasib atau melebih-lebihkan. Hanya saja, ketika kita merasa sangat kecil, butuh pertolongan dari Allah. Allah beri jawaban atas doa kita dengan menghadirkan beragam narasi melalui orang-orang. Beragam energi dari orang-orang. Beragam hikmah dari orang-orang. Di kala itu, kita dipinta untuk menjadi tangan Allah untuk memberikan energi balik berupa energi positif, sesederhana, “yakiiin, pasti diganti sama yang lebih baik”.

Ada baris kata yang mengatakan bahwa “Jika kamu mendapat hal yang baik dan menggembirakan, itu karena kasih sayang Tuhan. Akan tetapi, jika kamu mendapat sebaliknya, maka itu bukti keagungan Tuhan”. Intinya, semua kejadian itu tentu atas kuasaNya. Kita, sebagai hamba, harus mempersiapkan apa yang akan terjadi. “Dan mohonlah pertolongan (kepada Allah) dengan sabar dan shalat. Dan shalat itu sungguh berat kecuali bagi orang-orang yang khusyuk” (Q. S. Al-Baqarah:45).

Semoga kita selalu diberi kemudahan untuk kembali dan selalu diberikan kelezatan iman, sesederhana hati yang bergetar dikala adzan berkumandang.

Disclaimer: perumpamaan sederhana di sini tidak sesederhana maknanya.

 Bandung, 6 Desember 2019

satu kata untuk kebaikan,

Apricottulip~

[heeracha]

forty. / forty-one. — the one with another episode of sunghoon getting frustrated. / forty-two.

for me. — k. sunoo

✴︎ synopsis: to sunoo, you were just a random girl in one or two of his classes who happens to be friends with his friends while to you, sunoo was the guy who you’ve been swooning over for a year or so. now, with you tweeting about your crush on him on the wrong account, sunoo has just one question. you’re the one who confessed to him, so why the hell is he the one chasing (literally and figuratively) you?

✴︎ pairing: sunoo x fem!reader

✴︎ content/genre: smau, college au, fluff, angst (?)

✴︎ warning(s): swearing, always HEHE

✴︎ note: im really sorry about not updating again last night hehe and thank you for 500 followers again darlings <3 i'll try to wrap this baby up by chap 50 <3 thank you u guys <3

✴︎ au taglist [ closing the taglist because we're nearing the end. thank you so much for everyone who supported this fic <3 ] : @tomorrowbymoa-together @icywhatim @giyyuzz @ncityy04 @yougeans @hobistigma @nyfwyeonjun @big-fool-energy @amakumos @pixyseeun @angel-hyuckie @meiiiwa @jvnsun @aria-grace-scott @msxflower @pebbypenny @isaluv @snowfalltxt @dinosdance @m1ng-how @taylorswifeyyy @tobiosbbyghorl @urresidentdrugdealer @leeis @yizhoutv @chirokookie @apricottulips @jay-durian @studioreader @hibuki-chan @mildlystupid @tenten-67 @hiqhkey @wh4txium1n @uhhalexwashere @sunswoonie @ahnneyong @clarakyunisageek @silkyyvenus @wonderwrench @yourlocalhotgf @jaycheoluwu @haechans-sunflower @kkquml @hoonstrology @mybabywearschanel @xeirisarax @lilacsxjoon

[heeracha]

forty-five. / forty-six. — the one where sunoo will take y/n's last name. / forty-seven.

for me. — k. sunoo

✴︎ synopsis: to sunoo, you were just a random girl in one or two of his classes who happens to be friends with his friends while to you, sunoo was the guy who you’ve been swooning over for a year or so. now, with you tweeting about your crush on him on the wrong account, sunoo has just one question. you’re the one who confessed to him, so why the hell is he the one chasing (literally and figuratively) you?

✴︎ pairing: sunoo x fem!reader

✴︎ content/genre: smau, college au, fluff, angst (?)

✴︎ warning(s): swearing, always HEHE

✴︎ note: hiii,, i wanted to reach up to part fifty, but i thought it'd go eh,,, sooooo last part tomorrow !! i'll cry tomorrow since this is only the second to the last one. hehe <3 thank you for everyone who supported AAAAAAA <3 ilysm

✴︎ au taglist [ taglist closed because we're nearing the end. thank you so much for everyone who supported this fic <3 ] : @tomorrowbymoa-together @icywhatim @giyyuzz @ncityy04 @yougeans @hobistigma @nyfwyeonjun @big-fool-energy @amakumos @pixyseeun @angel-hyuckie @meiiiwa @jvnsun @aria-grace-scott @msxflower @pebbypenny @isaluv @snowfalltxt @dinosdance @m1ng-how @taylorswifeyyy @tobiosbbyghorl @urresidentdrugdealer @leeis @yizhoutv @chirokookie @apricottulips @jay-durian @studioreader @hibuki-chan @mildlystupid @tenten-67 @hiqhkey @wh4txium1n @uhhalexwashere @sunswoonie @ahnneyong @clarakyunisageek @silkyyvenus @wonderwrench @yourlocalhotgf @jaycheoluwu @haechans-sunflower @kkquml @hoonstrology @mybabywearschanel @xeirisarax @lilacsxjoon