#ari gets personal

[xsister-serpent]

I need some good Kylo Ren dacryphilia smut recs!

[kicktwine]

coroner voice the short stories got her

(I have received... several invitations. I do not think they're seriously expecting us, but it would be rude not to attend, right?)

[sapphosclown]

i still can’t believe paramount plus literally said “HEY. LESBIAN. LOOK.” and showed me my favorite character of all time and just i was jumping and spinning with glee they grabbed me the shoulders slapped me across the face and spit on me and said “you fool. you absolutely useless dyke. it was all a ruse. get fucked” and then deleted the whole damn thing

[twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat]

sometimes i remember that gojo wanted to tell geto “we’ll meet again, right?” just before he died but forced himself not to knowing it would have cursed him and then i start thinking about how kind and thoughtful gojo is as a character and how he hasn’t been able to lean on another human being since geto defected and then i want to . Scream

[venussaidso]

Ketuvians always dating or befriending other Ketuvians cause nobody else gets it. (There's nothing to get).

[dozydawn]

Vintage Zodiac Intaglio Glass Toggle Pendant Necklaces

[revrads]

First Faith fanart + lyrics from a Green Day song

[doctorwhoisadhd]

another thing, RTD's first era had one singular female writer and two female directors working on 7 episodes total altogether out of 60. moffats had 3 female writers (one of whom is openly gay) and four female directors working on 13 episodes total altogether out of 84. chibnalls era had 10 total writers and 6 of those were women (2 of whom were black), and there were also 6 female directors (one was black, one was south asian, one was chinese), and altogether those 12 women did 12 episodes out of 31, and of those 12 episodes 5 had both a female writer AND a female director. AND moffats era is the only one with an openly jewish person either writing or directing.

[alternatefandom]

Right, so I (ariciabetelguese, on my main) was having a discussion with @addictofanimation on Alhaitham's actions towards Kaveh, but I don't wish to clog moonilit's notes further. So I invite you to continue our talk here, shall we?

First, allow me straighten out a misperception: I never claimed that Alhaitham doesn't care about Kaveh. I've stated that he does care, in an inept way ("he's clearly trying his best from his limited perspective, so kudos for that, I guess?"). But I still think what Alhaitham did was borderline cruel, and this is where I'm coming from.

In my youth, I was a lot like Alhaitham. Half the fandom cleanly pegged him an INTJ, and I am, too. He values rationality and knowledge, and so do I. He's practical and pragmatic; so am I. His insight can cut people to the quick, causing him to conflict with people; so had mine. Nobody liked to go up against me, and truth be told, I was perfectly content that way.

Alhaitham said he is not a leader. I agree. Here's where we differ: Alhaitham is not interested in exploring that, while I was.

So out of curiosity, I led people, despite hating every second of it. Here is what I found: 'tough love' as you called it only works if you can make sure the person was picked up afterwards. Pain is a great teacher, but only if you're treated after. Otherwise, there's a big possibility that the other person will actually be set back in their journey of healing, and if you get yourself cut off, there's really not much you can do to fix that.

And until the Palace of Alcazarzaray was built, Alhaitham was never there to pick up Kaveh, nor was he there to make sure that someone else did. I'm not even sure if he tried to apologize; was there a lore bit I missed somewhere? After all, to this day, he still takes digs at Kaveh's very ideals, the things he prided himself on, although people still disagree on whether or not Kaveh takes these digs seriously. Regardless, I don't think much of Alhaitham's methods, and seeing as Kaveh remained a stubborn idealist who literally gave up everything for Dori's palace, we can see that his methods didn't work out all that well, either, so... yeah.

When you are your own worst enemy, it takes a friend/family being real with you to snap you out of it. The best way to tackle illogic actions/thoughts is with logic and reality. Alhaitham didn't let Kaveh believe a lie (that it was somehow his fault) and used logic against it.

And yet.

Alhaitham had seen through the reality that he had never been able to face, causing him to feel reality's bite for the first time, a feeling that made Kaveh steadfastly declare that he regretted making friends with this all-too-intelligent person.

Kaveh already knows. He didn't even waste a second denying Alhaitham's words because deep down, he already knew. He was simply not ready to face it; he didn't know how to do so. To reiterate: as a whole, it's not a logical trauma, so it's not so easily solved with facts and logic. If it was, a brilliant engineer like Kaveh would've solved it easily.

What Alhaitham did was like telling a depressed person that they have no reason to be sad because they have too much to be grateful for in life. Detangling an illogical trauma is not that simple. Does that mean Kaveh was too sensitive? I guess, in the same vein of people who's just been wounded are too sensitive, geeze, why did you shout when I poured alcohol over your wound? After all, alcohol is good at cleaning wounds, no? What I did was a good thing!

Once again. I'm not saying that Alhaitham doesn't care about Kaveh, or that he wasn't trying to help. I'm saying he's incredibly inept at caring, and he ended up hurting more than helping during their fight. But then again, he was still young and inexperienced at the time, so I won't blame him too much for it. In the end, I agree that his friendship with Kaveh could be somewhat beneficial; both of them could learn from the other's example. After all, they're each other's reflection :)

[xsister-serpent]

YALL THINK YOU CAN OUT BOOP ME ?!!

[small-spark-of-light]

ok so im only semi-sorry if you find this creepy(thats the point of the design) but heres day 6!! i had to draw a character based on a generated description.

the description was: the Misguided but honorable person that has mysterious ties to the protagonist

[cannivalisms]

Marinko is a borderline necrophile and Ari is part of a weird life and death obsessed cult im just saying liiiiiiiiike,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,

first of all for legal and moral reasons marinko wants to say that he's not even 'dignifying that accusation with an answer' (which, you know. may not be the best defense against said accusation).

secondly i think they should make each other worse & explore each other's bodies (internally as well as externally).

[twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat]

save me ushijima ….. save me ………..

[vampirae]

There's nothing more Saturnian than researching everything about your Saturn placement before your Saturn return, because you don't want daddy Saturn to fuck up your life, instead you want to ride it to success. Jeez, I have just one year to get my shit together before being fucked up by my Saturn return. I wouldn't be so anxious about it if my natal Saturn wouldn't be in fall, retrograde, in a critical degree and receiving two squares from personal planets + his transit will square my natal Capricorn stellium. Furthermore Uranus will enter my 7th house, yikes. I'm not ready to be gangbanged by these two 🤧 (Saturn is in my 5th house by whole sign or 4th by placidus). Also these two will be together in 2030 in my 7th house.. and usually, from experience, many people divorce, when Saturn or Uranus transits their 7th house. Aye. My Capricorn Venus is spiritually and mentally ready for a divorce but not emotionally, neither is my capricorn moon.

[silvergyus]

moabong v2 is cute and I can't wait to decorate it!

[horrorsequel]

beau is afraid / personal poetry, 12/18/17