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A.I. took my job🤠😭
#i mean basically#around 90% of what i used to do#didn't expect for it to happen that soon#oh well#i really liked my job
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#he doesn't want to fight with you ai di, he wants to Kiss🙄💘🥺
Nat Chen as CHEN YI
KISEKI: DEAR TO ME (2023)
#kiseki: dear to me#kisekiedit#kdtm#kiseki dear to me#chen yi x ai di#ai di x chen yi#nat chen#chen bowen#louis chiang#chiang tien#jiang dian#userspring#uservid#userrain#userspicy#userjjessi#*cajedit#*gif#okay i made this specifically for the 3rd gif bc chen yi's expressions are making me giggle nonstop i was doubled over in tears last night#HE JUST WANTS TO KISS!! AI DI HE LOVES YOU LET HIM HIT IJDKSKG#okay real talk though the fact that he actually gives ai di space 90% of the time. lets him hang out at the bar#like he isnt following him around or constantly dogging him about giving him an answer not does he ever rly ACCUSE ai di of anything#he uses the zhang teng excuse to keep ai di from avoiding him but he doesnt try to keep him where he can see him constantly.#he lets ai di do his own thing and just spends time connecting the dots during the moments ai di comes back of his OWN VOLITION#& he slowly puts together what ai di is refusing to admit and makes his own intentions known without putting them in words either#besides stating his observations (& watching ai di react). Every interaction between them when ai di gets out of prison is like that#gifs 1&2 vs 4&5... letting ai di pull away because he doesnt know whats going on vs pulling him back both to say hey we arent done-#& say im still here FOR YOU - to see how ai di reacts being so close to chen yi after finding him hugging his jacket in his sleep#and then once hes Figured It Out he still keeps the space!! sends gifts... he only Acts when ai di comes back to him himself!!!!#and this time he's READY. and a simp. like. PLS the last 2 gifs..........dude. he wants to kiss so bad
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[A sad violin song plays over an image of a sad hamster]
Pac: This doesn't have anything to do with me – I wear a blue sweatshirt, you're crazy, this mouse doesn't even have a sweatshirt, this hamster! [Reading chat] Am I a depressed hamster?
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Pac: Actually– that's fine! I embrace that idea – of course I'm going to be depressed, are you crazy? [He hits his desk, then starts counting off people on his fingers] Fit is gone, Richarlyson is gone, Ramon is gone, Bagi and Empanada who were always there when we were there are also gone, I haven't seen them! It's just me and Tubbo, and sometimes Philza shows up.
Pac: I lost Chume Labs, I lost the Favela, I lost Murder Mystery, I lost Ilha Chume Labs, it's crazy! Look at how much I've lost, and I've gained nothing! Of course I'm going to be depressed, are you crazy?! How am I supposed to be happy?!
Pac: [Reading chat] "You have us Pac," that's true, thank you. No, that's true, sorry.
* NOTE: Please note that this is an incomplete transcript, as I was primarily relying on Aypierre's translation mod at the time and if I am not confident of the translation, I do not include it. As always, please feel free to add on translations or message me corrections.
#Pactw#QSMP#Pac#March 18 2024#As much as I love keeping people updated about Pac / the other Portuguese-speaking creators#I think I might not make as many transcribed posts for their clips anymore#I just don't think I'm qualified enough to be transcribing things for a language I don't know#like yeah we have the Qlobal Translator and Aypierre's translators to rely on#And I'm always upfront when I'm not 100% sure about a translation#but I've been thinking about it a lot and it kinda makes me feel a bit icky. Idk.#I might be overthinking this but I just I don't want to spread around translations I'm not super confident about#esp. since I know a lot of people cite my clips in analysis posts or link them to other people as resources#and 90% of the time I'm like ''Hell yeah I love seeing people getting a lot of use out of the archive''#but sometimes I get a bit anxious like ''Did I do a good enough job translating this''#''Am I ruining someone's entire perception of a conversation or character because I left one word out or mistranslated something?''#And like I said that's normally not a HUGE concern since if I'm not certain about a translation I just won't post a clip. but you know#idk it might just be the anxiety talking but I really really don't want to spread bad info#Happy to hear other folks' perspective#I'm really grateful for people like Bell and Pix and others who translate clips and I always try to reblog those#but we don't have a ton of people posting clips & translating things on Tumblr since we're so English-centric#which is part of the reason WHY I like sharing clips of the non-English-speaking CCs#but at the same time I want to do an accurate job representing what they're saying#Maybe I'll just start posting things and give a TLDR context of what they're talking about but not a transcript#that way native-speakers can hop in and add translations if that's something they're comfortable doing#and if not then well. at least I'm not sharing something that isn't super accurate#idk I'm just thinking out loud a bit in the tags#But I'm open to hearing other people's thoughts on the matter#Anyways giant rant aside. q!Pac is NOT doing ok rn
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I know the world doesn't need another "basics of design for non-designers" post/site/guide, but storm me if I am not sometimes tempted to write one anyway (and then make it required reading for any ministry leader who wants to make their own graphics to be used on Official Church Things).
#TWO in one day#'oh here put this graphic on the monitors to promote the upcoming workshop!'#sir your graphic uses poorly cut-out clipart and red body text and has CLEARLY not been proofread#(and also should've been submitted three weeks ago but that's a different problem)#'oh put this flyer out to advertise this Bible study!'#ma'am 90% of your text is unreadable because you do not understand contrast#and you have clearly never heard of the idea of a grid in your life#either do it right or ask me to make it#(because I'll just have to rework what you made anyway if you don't)#but I can't actually say any of that to the people involved because they're long-time volunteers and we kind of need them around#even though both are already on thin ice with me for other (much bigger) reasons#so. grit one's teeth and bear it. alas#taleweaver speaks#taleweaver rants
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sneepy cozy time....
#cats#longing to one day hopefully feel sleepy cozy like this again...#There was a pretty cool week here so I thought we had progressed closer to cool fall weather but... NO#..wrong!! It's like 80F in my room right now and was 98F outside yesterday. We get two more 'cooler' days and then#it starts going up again and will be in the high 90s possibly 100 something later this week#in my mind september should be COOOOOLLLL!!!!! or at least STARTING to get there.. Like mid 80s at the highest.#I am going to explode the world with evil wizard powers aaRGHaaHHHHHHHH#OR at least it should get down really low at night. I think thats the main thing is if it's 95 in the day and only 62 for like 3 hours in#the middle of the night then even leaving a fan in windows all night is not enough to fully cool down the house because its just not#enough cold air or cool for long enough. If it were 98 in the day but 15F outside at night then you could probably bring cool air inside al#night and your house would be at a relatively low starting point for the next days heat.#Like for example - in my apartment on a hot and sunny day. Even with every window#closed and blocked off with thick layers of reflective stuff and also not using the stove or doing anything to generate heat - the apartmen#will still go up on average about 6 - 8 degrees in one day. Peaking around 8 - 10pm night time. If I start off with the house cooled down#to 60F. then the highest it would get is 66 - 68 which is tolerable#.But if the lowest I can cool the apartment all night is still only 75F#then it's going to be 81 - 83F by the end of the day. So really it would be bearable (ISH)#for it to be warm as long as it was colder at night.#Though still the IDEAL is to not have to structure my life around envrionmental management and constantly be checking the#outdoor temperature so I can put the fans in the second that it's colder outside than it is inside and putting elaborate curtain systems#up and down at the exact right times and meal prepping 4 days in advance so I dont have to use the stove for 3 days and blah blah blah#Life in the colder weather months is so effortless and breezy in that sense. I can just have the window open all day and get natural light.#I can cook whatever I want. I can wear what I like. I can move around the house freely without needing to always#carry a fan around with me or douse myself in water.#ANYWAY.... oh if only that were me.... snuggled in a warm blanket ... a comforting wintery image...
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some kc glows and co in these trying times
#incredibox#incredibox fanart#incredibox v9#kc glow#asap bee#blue gt#i think this is the first time i drew blue ngl#he’s stylish :)#anyway kc i love you my little creecher#i wish people drew more official fanart#people can post what they want tho don’t feel forced by me#i’m writing another fic and it centers around him :)#it will take a while tho ;A; i am a slow writer as i’ve said#i’m proud of the kc and bee drawing cause normally is hard to draw people walking#drawing at least 20 figures every other day for months pays off#before my current routine i used to draw at least 20 figures Daily so i’m glad it’s helping :)#yes bee is wearing basketball shorts with is coat#i didn’t know what to do for his pants and i thought they fit the 90s aesthetic
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always found this little parallel between how scott speaks about buddy cole vs danny husk fascinating:
(top quote is from this 2017 vulture interview, bottom quote is from paul myers' 2018 book "one dumb guy")
'he's smarter than me. braver than me. he's better than me'' vs ''danny may not be the smartest or the bravest but he's a very decent man''
#on its own this is a cool (probably unintentional) echo of how scott talks about two of his biggest characters#but of course being the buddy-cole-documentary person and the only person who's mentioned scott's ptsdiva podcast to him upon first meeting#(true fact he hadn't heard anyone mention that podcast since it finished releasing and that was a big part of my first impression)#i'm so excited to hopefully dig into the deeper implications of this#bc throughout scott's career he's used buddy as a way to process his thoughts on a variety of topics and to speak his mind#BUT. after he recovered from his cancer. he didn't immediately launch another buddy cole side project like he did so many times#(and i mean MANY times that's why i have a whole goddamn timeline for buddy cole side projects)#no. after he recovered from cancer he wrote the *danny husk* graphic novel#and there's also an interview from around that time (i can't find it rn but i know i have it bookmarked) where he low key blames buddy cole#for how he's always been typecast as the gay-best-friend. which while buddy cole is proudly a stereotype#he's still the exact opposite of that trope bc he has agency. and that's why scott made so many buddy cole side projects#while he was paying the bills with gay-best-friend roles in the late 90s#so what was it in this case that made him go ''actually i don't want to write from the perspective of someone who's better than me''#and embrace a bit of danny husk energy?#i haven't read his danny husk graphic novel yet but i do have some theories#but idk actively theorizing on here (especially as someone who is friends with scott) feels a bit too far so i'm gonna leave it at this#a cool parallel. an interesting timeline pattern. an indication of one of the questions from my next interview#i would say ''i wonder if anyone else has noticed this'' but come on jess you're the only one who would have seen both these things
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well mark that down as situation 2938489 that I don't know how to handle
#i would love advice on this if y'all have any thoughts to share because i know what my parents think and im having trouble sorting it out#i love these three friends of mine but it is really draining to be around them now because all they will talk about is church drama#(re: our old church) and rehashing it all and being Outraged about the horrors etc etc#either that or being downright condescending about protestants/non denominations and acting like it's funny to talk like that all the time#i end up being more angry or resentful or exasperated at the end of our conversations than glad and at peace like i did before#(before all THIS ish happened and the three of them were like okay this is all we're going to talk about now)#i've tried to say in gentle ways (i am simply not capable of this kind of blunt confrontation) that maybe we should not be talking#so uncharitably towards other people especially behind their backs. like. yes bad things happened. we have to acknowledge that.#but continually making jokes and jibes at a priest's expense really rubs me the wrong way especially since i KNOW that he loves us#and in many ways was trying his best in the circumstances. and are we not supposed to be loving our neighbour#and is this not downright slander to keep going on this way esp since it goes on for HOURS at a time#anyway i don't know what to DO because if i keep chatting with them/meeting up with them conversation will be 90% this thing and i Hate It#but on the other hand i feel responsibility towards them because my godson's one of them and another is a friend who is a fairly recent#convert and if i leave them to stew in their own echo chamber i doubt it'll do them good#am i supposed to keep some distance? am i supposed to keep arguing whenever one of them says something unkind or inflammatory?#am i supposed to keep speaking up so that they hear a different perspective? am i supposed to run in the other direction for my own peace o#mind? anyway i am still thinking this over and it stresses me OUT#it used to be fun and life giving to be around these people and now it is so exhausting and seriously alarming in many ways
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aheem heem...... whimper..........
#my family has spent so much money on me in the last month specifically just for my art fight attacks#my lil sister funded 90% of the supplies i needed by letting me use 80 dollars of her cash as long as she got to buy some stickers too#my mom listened to me ramble about my ideas and how i'd like to use a hole puncher and paper fasteners if i can get some#and then keeping what i said in mind she just ordered some right away and apparently they're gonna get here tomorrow#i have been so endlessly stressed about the paper fasteners in particular they've been giving me so much grief#but if what she got works well. i don't have to worry about it anymore#i can spend the rest of the money i had been trying to set away for art fight supplies on nice colored pencils#....and a pencil sharpener#every time i've mentioned the supplies i need everyone's basically scrambled to look through their shit and see if they have something#laying around. like on top of all that money my lil sis let me use she also handed me every single set of beads she had#because nobody else is doing crafts rn it's just me so why not let me use it#and i'm just. WAAAAAAAAA#i didn't think they'd be this nice to me over silly paper crafts that i'm not even making for myself#obviously it's super important to me tho i never thought they'd Judge me over it#i just didn't think any of them would go out of their way to help me get everything i needed#but they have! every single time i've mentioned shit i still need!
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I've been reading Sandman and these bios were in the back of Season of Mists and I thought y'all would enjoy them.
#sandman#the sandman#neil gaiman#not actually good omens but I feel like people who like good omens would enjoy this#i mean GO is why I'm reading sandman#(they're very very good by the way)#sometimes it's really weird having been born in 2005#i am baby#these started coming out over thirty years ago when my parents were like ten years old#and this author is still regularly creating and putting out more stuff#the passage of time.#AND I WASN'T THERE FOR THE VAST MAJORITY OF THE PASSAGE OF TIME#THAT GOES FOR EVERY OTHER HUMAN BEING EVER#but it's sometimes super weird to me that I wasn't like. fully grown in the early 2000s.#and I wasn't even born in the 90s#it's not weird to me that I wasn't around much before that though because the majority of the people I interact with weren't quite grown or#alive at that point.#oh and I get the same feeling about living in the US#like what the hell am I doing here I'm an anthropology major#and at the same time I was only born in 2005 why am I going to college I should still be going to elementary school#good omens
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It continues to give me the warm fuzzies that basically every person at work has said they'll miss me. And it's not really utility, even if I'm useful; I am not in a critical position. There are many people who can do the things I do, even if the majority are less experienced. I'm not management, or a lynchpin, just a long-time worker bee.
But people like me, and I just handled a Crisis Situation well enough that the AD took the time to personally thank me, and my manager was like 'not only am I willing to be a reference you can use my personal phone number if that's easier' and even some of the newest additions said they're going to miss me on desk, and I just.
I love my job and my coworkers and it's really nice that the people there know it and love me back.
#I told mom about Crisis Situation#and tonight when dad got home she was like COME IN AND TELL YOUR DAD#and then both of them were like WHEN COMPANY COMES NEXT WEEK TELL THEM TOO#haha#I mean dad did follow it up with 'no you may not drive across the country alone we will figure something out'#I'm gonna work on him about it we tried the thing where all of us are in one vehicle#Tuesday screamed the whole time and mom wanted to kill her and also me#I shall remind him of that#I think he will probably come around#if I could convince someone to come with I would probably make it an actual road trip#'come to TX for the eclipse!'#'we will drive through the deep south and hit some Neat Shit and then go up the coast!'#like you could make that a fun drive#I'm not gonna do the long version if I'm solo tho bc my parents are convinced I will be murdered#which is silly; I have not infrequently been in Situations and strangers have been kind#also the odds of getting strangermurdered for no damn reason are SO low#and the incentives to murder Me Specifically are also very low#and if a white cishet-passing woman dies 90% of the time it's a romantic partner and I'm aroace so like#I really wonder what they're imagining is gonna happen#babble tea (blacklist this for less chatter)#tea writes tag novels
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your dad sounds like a real one
He's pretty good, I got incredibly lucky
#asks#He was an ally to gay people even back in the early 1990s through my lesbian aunt and Freddie Mercury haha#My aunt's raw as all hell. She came out during like peak homophobia years in the US in the early '90s#When I came out to her as trans she signed up for a trans health course at the hospital she works at to broaden her knowledge#Gonna get to see her this Sunday :^)#She's a cancer survivor too. Like honestly just badass all around#Anyway my dad was one of the few people in the family that didn't ostracize her when she came out & he was cool when I came out too#And of course he made sure I knew every single word to Bohemian Rhapsody as a kid so like what more do you need rofl
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ayo i'm not dead!
#sorry i haven't been on folks#and in saying that for the 3475982th time i'm also admitting i'm just trash with keeping on top of things currently#and have been for the past year or so#/factually/#older moots know this isn't new#other people warn mutuals for a half week break meanwhile i get overwhelmed one day and poof for half a month randomly#generally not a great way to do things..#and i'm sorry for leaving beloved folks in the dark too. i don't mean to. i'm just at my wit's end occasionally#granted 90% of it is real life stress threatening to manifest on here which can't be helped sometimes so the need to remove myself is fair#but in acknowledging that like a healing anxious adult or whatever i have to also recognize that this hobby used to unwind and calm me#so i'm in the process of wrestling with how to.. make it that again for myself? in a way that doesn't bug me#for example how to just be Around without feeling unproductive with threads and the like. be fine with Writing Slow TM (rp and dms alike)#+ other things i have to bare knuckle through#this isn't so heeheehoohoo craziest thing happened in real life like usual because hey i'm not unique in my experiences and this IS the-#-whole point of a hobby that involves community. that you could just chill with the gay people on your phone no matter what happens#so i think i'll be doing that.. somehow - in moderation and without too much pressure preferably#and sort of figure out how to be Here#and on my other two blogs hsdfjsk#/negative#? i guess?#i really came back w/ the full burnout jumpscare#but it really has been A Whole Year of this
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would you all still love me if i learned french
#considering learning a language even though ive failed at spanish and italian in the past but i didnt really stick w em#ive just been trying to teach myself the alphabet n numbers by changing my phones language and using text to speech#i am learning how to say these things phonetically but i dont know how to spell em yet. however#why the FUCK didnt the french come up with original words for 70 and 90. do you know what 70 and 90 are in french.#70 is fucking 60-10. its literally the words for 60 and 10 together#and 90 is 80-10. WHY WOULD YOU DO THIS#it gets fucked up even more when 80 and 81 sound almost exactly alike. WHY .#and then 180 and 181 sound alike. please just make new words that dont sound like existing words#idk if ill stick w it but maybe. however we haven't even gotten around to verbs and the horrors of conjugating them#cant humanity just evolve to matrix level learning where you just load in a program and boom you know a language. or how to fly a helicopte
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red / blue
#nirvana#fall out boy#punk#grunge#hi hello sorry i haven't been active uh. live has been. bad!#i have another piece to upload that will probably explain it but i gotta see if i wamna tweak it first.#ANYWAY ive been getting way into nirvana and other 90s grunge music#i think all apologies is hands down my favorite song by them but i also like most of nevermind#pearl jam is also ok but i dont like eddie vedder's voice as much. but jeremy is a very good song#and also daughter which. looks at that other piece again. heh.#but yeah may still be a bit before i put out a new comic#partially because! when i designed this eli character it was meant to be uhhh. me#but my hair doesnt look like that anymore! ive been growing it out and havent dyed it in ages#so idk what to do about that. idk why im hung up on it but i am!#its not like junes character looks a ton like them. like they dont have pink hair at all. and BOTH of us wear glasses.#idk! i was also still battling art block most of last year#hoping things turn around soon. gripping the wheel gritting my teeth desperately. things will turn around soon.#anyway how are yall doin#smth art
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today I learned that the eurotunnel is not, as I had (quite rationally) believed, a tunnel with a road through it that one can drive through.
no. instead of a road, people wanting to cross in their cars, have to…board a specially built train with their car. the train then travels through the tunnel. this whole ordeal comes with tickets needing booked and arriving x amount of hours in advance (as you would for a flight) and I’m just…..why. why was it decided that this would be the most efficient way to travel through a tunnel. why aren’t people just. driving through the goddamn tunnel themselves, like every-fucking-elsewhere in the world???
#this just complicates things!#and adds to the travel time!!#why the fuck are people required to hang around at the terminal before the eurotunnel waiting to board a train#WHEN THEY COULD JUST DRIVE RIGHT THROUGH THE TUNNEL#what the fuck what the fuck what the fuck#I was already annoyed that as a foot passenger travelling from St Pancras in London you had to show up 90 minutes before#like for a flight#and do that whole song and dance#how is that any easier than getting a plane? it’s not!!#and it costs the same or more than a plane ticket!!#so I never used the eurotunnel bc frankly it was easier and cheaper to just get a fucking plane#do you know what you need to do if you are in Copenhagen and want to go to Sweden?#you just get the train. you just get your ticket and get on the train and 20-25 min later you’re in Sweden.#no requirement to show up 90 minutes ahead of departure for a security check and passport control#and if you’re driving? YOU JUST DRIVE THROUGH THE TUNNEL#you only need one brief stop at the gates to pay for your crossing#none of that waiting around nonsense#why is the eurotunnel so inefficient I want to scream
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