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Brain smooth like glass
So smart yet so incredibly dumb
#to be clear when I said smooth brain I meant the collector#you could train him using a dog clicker#I do think ppl r too harsh on her life decisions#if the most beautiful woman ever and her 1.95 stupid rich husband wanted to make me their sugar baby side piece I would have folded#automatically and with no shame#miraculous ladybug#miraculous ladybug and chat noir#silu responds#nathalie sancoeur
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i don't know who needs to hear this today but the jedi would not be body-shy
especially during the war. some would be uncomfortable, sure, or even heavily dislike being nude and/or bathing around others, but the point of that is that would be respected as a choice. there is a very large difference between preferring not to be nude around others, for cultural religious or personal reasons, versus being ashamed. nothing you can do can convince me jedi would be ashamed or embarrassed of their or others' bodies.
why. why would the jedi think nudity undignified. why would they turn their noses up at it as unseemly, rather than a choice and preference
#im exhausted alright#wearing layers especially in the more religious way jedi do does not equal SHAME of one's body#some!! species!! dont even!!! wear clothes at all!!!#i dont have the sources to back it up but this is such a western idea specifically a euro- and ameri-centric one#im just so tired of master obi one kenobi COMPLAINING about changing or wearing other clothes than robes in fic#because it's never framed as obi wan being uncomfortable because it's a preference or because it's a cultural/religious thing#it's ALWAYS because hes embarrassed about his body or nudity in general#not being down with nudity for whatever reason does not automatically mean SHAME and it staggers me that people seem to#sincerely think the jedi would enforce or support or legitimise such shame#i know it's probably just authors' implicit or unknown biases but good lord it's exhausting#cj rambles#jedi order#prequel trilogy#pro jedi
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Y’all are going to hell if you post x reader and then describe them as white. TO HELL!!
#you have no excuse ur gross sorry!!! sorry but try and gain clout another way ur fic is automatically trash#reading such a good fic just to get hit with the BLONDE line. excuse me ??#and this may be hard to hear hold ur pearls#but //omit// the lines that are about you before posting it. that’s pretty out there Ik Ik#but if ur tagging shit x reader w a white subject I’m gonna bully you in my group chat LMAO#ur getting posted on the shame board
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It's been some time since I said this, but LET FAT CHARACTERS BE FAT!!!
#a double chin doesn't automatically makes someone fat when the rest of their body is like thin#please just let them be fat#its so fucking annoying#and fat shaming
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Having a sideblog has its benefits until someone has blocked my side and obviously doesn’t know my main and then I’m embarrassed about it like lmao
#bubbling melk#whatever like#nbd but also like ough#please I wish tumblrs blocking was so much better#if someone blocks me have them automatically blog all my blogs or at least my main RAAAAH#like don’t let me see their posts if they have me blocked anywhere#whatever showering in shame
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it's so funny to me that most of my friends and mutuals who did my how many of my fave movies thing are like i'm SORRY i've seen SO FEW of them i'm the WORST ........ besties it's fine my family makes fun of me all the time bc i watch "weird movies". someone i know from therapy group was like 'well you can take me to the cinema with you if you have no one else who wants to!' after i said i don't know anyone who wants to watch what i wanna watch and so i told him which movies i like and he just stared at me for 20 seconds before saying 'i like action movies..?' and then changing the topic. i'm aware my taste isn't very common and i'm used to people not knowing wtf the movies i love are it's fine!!
#and like this isn't to throw myself a pity party bc it really is fine ghfvhgh#there's nothing wrong with liking mainstream movies or not watching movies AND there's nothing wrong with liking ones that aren't well know#i do just wish people didn't automatically think you're pretentious if you like watching foreign cinema and old movies and shit#but other than that. it's like fine if you're not that kind of movie enjoyer. truly#i do always encourage people to branch out if they feel like it bc honestly there's so much good cinema out there that you could like#but one has to want to do that#i wouldn't be like oh you haven't seen malila the farewell flower and you don't want to try to shame on you#and. to conclude my monologue. i'd rather people didn't do that with me when i don't wanna watch some popular american movie. that's all
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elijah volkov from camp here and there is a cult leader (canon) and unlabeled mlm (canon) im sorry if the cult leader thing is offensive for the blog i just thought this concept was absolutely hysterical
ugh, no. it's not as funny as you think bestie
#asks#like. i'm being bitchy in part for effect but also i do feel bitchy about this.#make your own post in the format i genuinely don't care but this is a queer religion positivity blog#i'm happy to make jokes about my identity. i'm happy for other people to (if they're funny). but my identity is not a joke to me#off to the shame folder this submission goes#it's already in the pinned (which i do expect people to look at) not to submit followers of fictional religions. this cult is fictional any#so that's an automatic no.#but also#what do you think the point of this is? i made this because queer religious people are told to “pick one” of queerness or faith#and i truly believe fuck that. i'm happy to make jokes on here#it's why i have a file in the computer called “the shame folder”#but our existence in and of itself is not a joke. yeah#and i don't find it hysterical in the slightest. please think more next time#because there's a difference between gay wrongs - a queer person manipulating religion for their own benefit - and a queer person who accep#not sacrificing either.#i truly don't care if you make your own post in the format#but don't bring “he's gay and a cult leader isn't that hilarious?” to this blog.
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thank youuuu @salamanders-please for letting me know that my Wardens can look like Wardens in Origins :D
#it's still a bit overwhelming for an only-occasional pc player like myself to see *just how many mods there are* wheeeee#hopefully i have everything right to get these automatically after the joining if i start a new game (whenever that might be)#oh this also means i can have a whole pack of appropriately-armored wardens running around in awakening too doesn't it? haha#the rogue/medium armor especially just looks so Nice to me#i loved getting it for hawke but personally i didn't think it made any lore sense to have her wear it#my inquisitor *did* wear it but i changed it to different colors to look less... warden-y#the mage/light one looks pretty cool too - i guess i need to try being a mage#...i may also need to get the mod that lets you see what you're typing in the dev console‚ bc despite considering myself an accomplished-#touch typist‚ i was wholly incapable of blind typing “runscript givewardenarmors”. it took 4 tries. i had to look at my fingers. shameful.#elle plays da
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I miss Clora
#64personal#probably my otp of all time#i wrote 8/48 fics for them on ao3#they have such amazing parallels when you look at their pasts#they get along well and have good potential for missing scenes in canon#and there's so much to explore post-canon too#plus there's so much angst potential#it's such a shame that the fanon age for flora (which actually contradicts canon)#makes people automatically against it when it's genuinely such a wholesome ship where they can help each other grow#i couldn't write for them for quite awhile for personal reasons#but i think i'm finally in a place where i could continue my long fic for them#i might give it a try again soon#i had such big plans for it and then i just couldn't write#especially for them but also in general#but i don't want to let that hold me back anymore
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[personal and vaguely unnecessary whining underneath, just a bunch of undigisted and personal thoughts about my problems with Creation and Art that mostly just concern myself, but here they are anyway woooo!!!!]
feeling some kind of way about having to concede my artistic calling truly is in fanwork, but, yeah. all of my creative energy really tends towards fanwork, and like. not even the popular kind really, but the long, cerebral, pretentious kind of fanwork that is impossibly costly to produce yet comes with an inherently very limited audience at the end of the road. but every time I try to do something else, something "original", I get frustrated and I feel like I have nothing to say, or that what I have to say isn't really worth saying/that I'm only kind of doing this out of fear of being perceived as illegitimate rather than because of actual passion. I have original ideas, but I don't even really like most of them. it's weird, to have your inner creative fire being so intricately connected to something you will never have legal control over, something you can't really show off/take actual pride in, and something that is, by and large, decried as a waste of talent or time or proper artistic merit.
but yeah, it's the shape of my brain. it's what it is. I'm just not sure how to connect this reality to the rest of my creative/career frustrations. weird place to be, don't love that my brain chose to be like this honestly.
#thoughts#personal#I have spent my entire youth being criticized because of my enthusiasm for fanwork instead of proper creation you could gain accolades for#granted I shouldn't have gotten that kind of pressure before I was even age 10#but#yeah I know having a brain made for original work doesnt automatically mean you gain recognition and respect#but fanwork is just. not the way to go.#there's a ton of people I know who have a latent condescencion towards me because I write fanwork#in a given style that is pretty hard to parse through#I indeed do refuse to prioritize digestibility and clarity#but I do that in fandom instead of in lit fic!!! because I'm stupid!! my brain is dumb!!!#but yeah I don't know what to tell you all my best and most audacious work is fanwork#it is what it is and I don't think it will change#and I don't think fanwork is shameful or should be considered lesser#why should it be???#it holds the potential of sitting at the crossroad of deep-cut critique + admiration and love + creative experimentation#in a medium that is deeply entranched within our current era of media consumption and therefore I would argue is inherent commentary#also I wrote for IPs for work and what I did there was much dumber than what I might have written on my own#anyway weird thoughts and weird question marks for my future as the industry is slowly falling apart around me#might delete later but I just. mood post. feeling weird.#deflated professionnally and endlessly energized outside of that even though both are two sides of the same kind of work#a mood for weird and uncertain times I guess
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Everyone talks about how worried Poor Dean was when Sam ran away to Flagstaff, but no one talks about what horrible thing Dean must have said or done to Sam to make Sam believe that his only recourse was to run. Nobody considers that maybe John wasn't angry at Dean for failing to keep Sam there like a prisoner, but for driving Sam away.
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one of my favorite parts of strategy games like chess and advance wars is that feeling when you haven't quite won yet but the enemy has no real options so it feels like you're just sloowly wrapping around them like a snake. when all your enemy has is their king and you've managed to turn 3 of your pawns into queens, and all you've gotta do is get in juust the right position, and in the meantime all they can do is squirm. god, that's such a wonderful feeling. nothing quite like it
#incidentally i don't like it when versions of chess insist on enforcing a stalemate rule#honestly to a certain extent i feel like if your enemy has nothing but a king and you've got more than one queen that should just be an#automatic win. like exodia except instead of the individual pieces being useless they're all the most powerful monster card in the game#i think the favorite card i had as a kid was my five headed dragon. thought that shit was so cool. 5000 in both attack and defense???#it seemed unbeatable to my little kid brain. also it was a dragon. of course i loved it#i never learned how to Actually play yugioh of course. just what rules my stupid kid reading comprehension could understand#im pretty sure a monster has to be in play for you to be able to sacrifice it. i didn't know that so i filled my deck with nothing but#really strong monsters and i'd just sacrifice some directly from my hand to summon what i wanted#i stole a lot of yugioh cards as a kid from target. i'm comfortable saying this online because the statute of limitations has absolutely ru#out by now. i looked it up.#i remember for the first time i stole a box set that had exodia. i remember on my way home so i could open it... i genuinely felt like ther#was something mystical in that box. something ancient. there was something really special about that to my kid brain#i'd later steal quite a few more because i got the bright idea to fill a deck with nothing but exodia cards. i figured i'd always have a#first draw win. took me until actually trying to play it that i realized i'd often just get 5 left arms which obviously wouldn't work#so i took that deck and added some actual monsters to “hold me off”. it was pretty much just a normal deck with too much space taken up by#essentially useless cards. i don't think i ever actually won by drawing exodia naturally. what a shame#side note but i still get a bit anxious every time i go to that target. i haven't in years and i can basically guarantee they wouldn't#recognize Grown Ass Adult me as “that kid who stole a lot of yugioh cards”. it's been almost a decade if memory serves#i've grown a lot since then. both physically and metaphorically#i digress
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I genuinely love the way people send requests
only if you want to / sorry if this is annoying / whatever you think is best / no worries if not / feel free to ignore this / I don’t want to bother you
it’s giving earnest with a side of severe anxiety
#never fails to make me chuckle#bc I am the same way#this goes for requests as well as asking coworkers questions or friends for favors#like#why do we automatically assume people would rather see us burn than help us#esp when it comes to requests#when I get one I am so flattered and it inflates my ego like a giant balloon#you mean there���s something specific you wanna read????#and you want ME??? to write it ????????#yet when I ask I feel an immense shame as if I’m asking for their hand in marriage with no dowry to provide#silly brain doing silly things#more like stupid brain doing stupid things
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It's my 10 year anniversary on Tumblr 🥳
#10 year tumblrversary#tumblr milestone#these tags and emojis got automatically added and I’m too lazy to remove them#but know this event provokes both awe and shame in me#am I a tumblr old now?
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very funny to me now that im writing these addresses that everyone outside of the us gave me the country in the address
no one in the us did
lmao
#even when yall know im not located in the us smh#anyways i just think its funny. how it works like that. like anyone elsewhere automatically assumes im outside their country#but not americans. huh. even when you know this#im not shaming you (okay maybe a little lmao) just observing#anyways im having a crisis of not enough envelopes i might have to push sending few of these a little later in the week ough#night is an absolute mess on main
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