#axoltl thoughts

[axolotlinjammies]

I'm not gonna spoil SB Ruin for yall but I will say-

This is me rn.

[wings-of-fire-confessions]

For a while, I thought that Anemone had a cool little fin thing on her tail before I realized that it was actually a just rock behind her. I think it would cooler if she had a tail fin, though.

SeaWings with axoltl-like frills is the best headcanon ever

[probablyaparadox]

Fiamet And Cridea’s Signs

Ok so like. I feel like it’s inevitable that Fiamet is a limeblood. It’d be weirder to me considering the evidence if she wasn’t rather than if she was. Her horns literally looks identical to one of the limeblood signs. So I wanna talk about something other than the obvious. I wanna talk about Sign names. Idk how accurate these are to most of the characters I.E. Konyyl has the sign of ‘the synthesizer’ which you could not ask me to interpret for a million monies, but hey, people talk about it when they do their “marvus is a limeblood theory” and ykw good for them, so I will too. So. Let’s talk about the surface level interpretation here. Fiamet has this sign: 

A doom sign, prospit, and with my limited knowledge of “never read homestuck but still likes hiveswap” I can say with slight confidence it’s common for doom characters to kick the bucket (no.) This is the sign of the tilted, which ig makes sense because Fiamet is a rebel leader.  Now Cridea, she’s interesting: 

THE PUPPETEER? As in. Maniuplator. Now on it’s own I don’t think this is inherently malicious. She’s an influencer after all! But. Um. Remember the Fiamet/axoltl lookin sign? Ya wanna know what it’s called? 

Yea. For those of you who don’t wanna look it up, constrained means forced or manipulated. Which when you take into account that Dammek, Xefros, Fiamet, and Cridea are the most important four trolls in the game. Hm... It would also make an interesting pairing for the two characters because it’s mind and heart (common parallels iirc), and Blood and rage (motivators for rebellion), but that’s just a random thought. I’m not saying I’m positive that Cridea is a traitor manipulating or blackmailing Fiamet in some way (which is an idea I think I’ll dive into further on my thoughts on the why and how later, because those are more flexible and focus on the what for now), but it does concern me, and the concern isn’t helped by “the green button isn’t working”. 

[guppyscolita]

cursed thought: havik turning into an axoltl or lizard or something cause they can regenerate body parts

i'ts so stupid im so sorry lmaoooo

May I share an even more cursed thought?

Starfishvik

[axolotlinjammies]

I- why am I crying fuck- oml

Sorry Imma get a tad bit personal for a second:

I have always loved Twila bc I always saw myself in her. Growing up I was outcasted by my peers for being different and not making much sense to them. I only recently got my answer to why that is, I'm autistic.

While it isn't surprising, I have had a hard time feeling okay with it. It's the whole thing of "I will accept everyone else but myself." Sorta deal. So seeing how casually and easily it has been brought up by shows that I love makes it easier to give myself that same form of love.

I know I only really talk about fnaf but, seriously, Monster High was my first hyperfixation. The first set of characters I saw myself in. It makes me feel so grateful that now there is more open representation then ever.

Okay, the fact that autism week / autism acceptance month has BARELY started, and we have not one, but TWO canonically autistic characters calling themselves autistic on-screen???? THIS IS SO FUCKING AWESOME LIKE????

[glitchven]

Your academic performance doesn't define you

[linaxart]

'is the mood lads

⟨reblogs are always appreciated 💚⟩

[greenyvertekins]

Know any obscure exotic animals you think are cool/cute looking? I'd like to make a sonic oc, but I wanna try to stray from the common fox, wolf, cat, hedgehog, etc, ya know?

Genet

Capybara

Chevrotain

Axoltl 

Sugar Glider

LionfishGlass Frog

Manatee

Bilby

Morpho Butterfly

Seahorse

Anglerfish

Orchid Mantis

Those are what I thought up off the top of my head.

[axolotlinjammies]

I AM CRYING, SCREAMING, HURLING STRAIGHT INTO THE SUN. LOOK AT HIM. SO PERFECT- SO LOVELY!!! YOU EVEN GOT THE CURLY MOUTH- HIS LIL FANGS- AAGGAGGGSGSHRJEJBRTFJIFIREHRHRH💕💓💖💖💖💖💖💖😭😭😭😭😭🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 I AM SO IN LOVE! YOU HIS CUTE LIL POSE SO DYNAMIC AND PERFECT! EVEN THE LED FACE WITH THE LIGHT SHINING OFF IT XJDNENENRJRJRJR THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU!!!

Runs to make this my new background

@axolotlinjammies​ Hi there!! I was your DCA Secret Santa!!! Sorry this took so long, I had something else planned at first, buuuuuuuuuut I bit off a BIT more than I could chew with it, so I started over with something a bit simpler!! I hope you still like it!! Your designs are so lovely, Lunar was a blast to draw! There’s a textless version of this under the cut for you to enjoy too! I hope you had a wonderful holiday season and have an amazing New Year!!! :-D

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[autumn-in-phandom]

“Did Dan get TOO TAN?”

(Sept 19th 2017 Dan liveshow timestamps)  

0:03 After an awkward pause and salute: “Hello cyber friends” (instant regret and reflection)

0:29 (Dear god, don’t grab your laptop by the screen like that Dan.)

0:44 Grimace #1

1:06 No Dan, you do not look *atol* different. That tweet, title and pic are all just clickbait.

1:10 (Bronze my ass.)

1:19 Hitting us with that meme.

1:25 (Didn’t need to be in your face thanks. Teasing angles?)

1:36 “Never say Trumpy ever again, in any circumstance.”

1:45 Lovely pores and freckles.

2:00 Obviously everyone subscribes to YouTubers for their freckle content.

2:30 Livestreams are “a mistake” because of the chat clinging on to one thing and spamming it.

2:40 No probing or questioning at airport, big grin.

3:01 “The broadband is terrible but the 4G is great.” Okay…

3:17 “The toasty Dan experience”, orangish filter.

3:26 Double rhyme: “I guess that’s a rhyme, yeah that’s fine” (okay it’s a slant rhyme)

3:47 “Buttered crumpet Daniel.”

4:02 “Went to an island in the Mediterranean.” (This is exactly the answer I expected and quite frankly the only one he should give.)

4:09 “Literally did nothing for about six days, it was great.”

4:15 ‘I am Pilgrim’ book recommended by his mum.

4:30 Tricked into reading 900 page book.

5:00 Holiday was incredibly relaxing.

5:10 “Ordeal” getting there, delayed flight, three hours “traumatizing”

5:22 “Haha long boye” “literally, shins driving into my chest, bleeding” alright hyperbolic humor Dan. “Tough.”

5:38 “Violated” on flight by guy’s elbows, “no respect for personal space”, “fully leaning into me”, “didn’t even care”, “honestly an icon for all of us.” (Was it Phil?)

6:03 3 am, old driver, mini bus, cliff roads, did pre-ritual preparing for death.

7:00 “So much yogurt”, doesn’t know why.

7:05 “Assaggetti” tweet, we can shame him, “has the worst sense of humor in the world”, check it out and unsubscribe, doesn’t remember the language (Italian), apologizes, “constantly problematic”.

7:55 “Got that D from the S up above” (vitamin D, or Phil…)

8:16 Phil came on the holiday in case anyone didn’t know.

8:18 “He went from like glass to pale ivory, which is good”, “Phil is someome who erupts in freckles whenever he goes outside, so it’s hard to tell if he tans or if your eyes are just kinda like drawing the dots between the space all the freckles are, if you know what I’m saying.” (Wow, I… I’d like to think you mean what I know, but I’m not sure. Wow.)

8:37 Someone in the chat: “Nice Ursa Major on that cheek boy”. Turn, pose, laugh.

8:41 “The Bigger Dipper of my self esteem.”

8:53 Good day: watched Bake Off and answered emails, “thrilling”.

9:13 Tumblr likes, fan art, “beautiful to celebrate the great people.”

9:43 “The internet is not here”, laughs, sighs, apologizes.

9:55 Some peer pressure advice.

10:25 Had to check what his video title is.

10:35 I don’t know why he bothers to ask if we watched either.

10:55 Accept that he does things by his British calendar.

11:11 Why he didn’t he talk about uni stories when it was happening. Ashamed? Yeah, processing turmoil at the time.

11:55 Now shares traumatizing, terrifying, shameful, embarrassing stories straight away.

12:15 Rowing club guy AU… (not what I was thinking)

12:46 Laundry story: Phil was nice, Dan didn’t ask, *literally* ordered a cab, turned up with suitcase, Phil assumed he dropped out and was moving in, “I’ve had a day and I’m going to wash my socks in your washing machine.”

13:13 “If you struggle to function as a person-” (I really wish he had finished this sentence)

13:15 Asda sponsor for crying in the cheese aisle?

13:23 Pasta burn shaming (were you just never in the kitchen with your mum Dan?)

13:36 Dropping laptop so much recently.

14:00 Never taught cooking, laundry, accounting.

14:18 “No one told me shit!” (in Dan’s face again).

14:33 “What happens when I’m 23?! How do I do a tax?!”

14:54 It was ravioli (pretty sure the instructions mentioned water Dan…)

15:15 Thick as in stupid, not thicc fat booty.

15:30 “Look Fatima, we all have different life experiences, okay?” (lol)

15:36 “Ravioli ravioli, give me the death I deserveioli.” Relates.

15:45 Rihanna livestream, forehead fetishist? Wouldn’t mind if anyone leaves for that.  

16:08 Not up on BTS, DNA.

16:33 Shames Eden for “let me see that pastussy” comment, “leave.”

16:45 “Love on the Brain”. He really loves Rihanna, amazing, blessing, doesn’t give a shit, casual, informal, etc. “Bitch Better Have My Money.”

17:25 Is sure BTS video with be “pure and beautiful”, expects “softly applied eyeshadow and very fluffy hair”, he’s sure he’ll enjoy.

17:38 Maybe new gaming video/livestream tomorrow.

17:45 Overcooked, ironic kitchen fire, foreshadowing.

18:08 Wasn’t sure if he should get into Chinese guy story again, but he has to.

18:13 Deep breath: “It was 4 am, I’d been you know, well hydrated that evening, but I decided I needed another drink” go into the kitchen, everyone else was asleep, guy had a whole chicken, with neck and feet, fine but surprising, tiniest pair of white y-fronts, hacked head off and made eye contact, just couldn’t, usually would awaken some kink in him…

19:39 Pool pic, shout out to friend, no consent, relaxing, absorbing sun like a lizard, *basking*, fell asleep, lucky it was a pool and he didn’t drift out to sea, sun stroke vid reference, “the bad tan”.

21:08 People saying “trying to be cute”, the double chins (really?!)

21:21 The least Dan-like photo.

21:33 Thought it would ruin his Instagram aesthetic.

22:10 Lack of other content: relaxing, reading,

22:24 Took a couple other photos, sunset selfie, “no one’s going to take a photo of me” (what the hell happened to your personal photographer?) but then people came (please post, please!)

23:40 Bake off is his life, “Noel Feilding is a national treasure”, caramel was torture while hungry, faves are Liam and not!Val (what did he whisper about Liam? Really wanted him to be…?)

24:30 *Maybe* Halloween Baking, they don’t think that far ahead about anything.

24:48 Phil’s role in Dan’s video, mugging scene took nine takes, afraid to punch him. Outtakes please!

26:03 (grimace #2) “Hello Grandma, my name is Daniel, I’m a wholesome person, that’s a very great influence”

26:16 Wachowski films

26:23 Dan floating in donut plushies would be very challenging.

26:33 Dan flips a bit at the idea that’s it’s weird to like people who don’t know who you are. Uses Ed Sheeran as example.

26:55 Scrolls past person who said they feel better when they have a dream about Dan and Phil.

27:17 Cared more about YouTube than university socializing and class, Pom Bear Massacre reference, made Tumblr account.

29:09 Chapped lips, season changed the moment he stepped off the plane.

29:42 “Okay Universe, I know I can be a bit of a downer, sometimes.”

29:51 Haley Barry Storm powers

30:08 Yes the furry blanket comes out, polyester, sad pimp, Marks & Spencer.

31:06 Ready for everything seasonal, autumnal Yankee Candle range, not haute, but fun themes.

31:31 Frisbee laptop across the room on to the bed, missed.

31:46 Candle haul, yes it is content we need right now!

32:26 Furry invasion on Splatoon, scaley, yiffing proposition, “this is a family game”, not shaming just concerned for kids, though it is hentai-esque…

33:27 Sonic: 2010 reminiscing, formatting of boxes.

34:04 Was stupid side kick, Phil being good, Dan trying to be helpful, actual just a cheerleader, Phil was disgusting, doesn’t know if Phil even knew what he was saying (of course he did).

34:38 Didn’t know uni vid was trending

34:52 Reflection (I think that’s the piano nook)

35:00 Weird because of swearing, someone at YT didn’t watch the vid, “Ah, keep doing that, don’t watch my videos, just know that I’m a good person…”

35:25 “I make great friendly content.” (grimace #3)

35:30 Explains why trending isn’t automatic. Yes, think of the children.

36:05 “But hey, I’m not bad, everything’s fine”.

36:45 “People of all genders do and don’t wear makeup”.

37:10 (I’m pretty sure that the no candles with birds is because of the fumes.)

37:25 What is with the nose touching when confirming Spooky Week? “Next video (nose touch) soon, don’t worry”…?

38:28 “Fans of everything are annoying, that’s just what happens when people are enthusiastic about stuff.”

39:19 Dan doesn’t get annoyed by different fandoms. Says more about the people being annoyed, part of their own insecurity, their lack of community, togetherness, celebration, shared experiences, jealous or sad, or maybe everyone just everyone’s annoying.

39:56 Dream Daddy: so dangerous saying Dilddy. Dan likes Damien, great taste, immaculate presentation, probably not Dilddy’s romantic soulmate.

40:31 Dan is in like ten fandoms (makes a face).

40:45 Chat: “Will Phil become a furry, what’s your fursona?” Dan: “Is it time to go?”

40:55 Has never thought about it, promises he’ll get on it soon, he knows what the internet wants from him.

41:31 Chat full of fursona suggestions. He’s going to start crying.

41:52 “A llama fucking hell.” “Look at the time.”

42:01 Going to go into a (not disturbing) hole later looking into axoltl fur suits.

42:24 Elf on a shelf meme, was going to post a Dan one, “old meme!” (Still don’t need to be up in your face Daniel.)

43:27 Really wants to go see IT, needs to see Mother.

44:04 Shut up! American Horror Story, makes him happy. Loves Sarah Paulson (is his life), feels represented by a lesbian with anxiety. Evan Peters is great, looks gross, or great depending.

45:25 His fursona should be a big bear, I agree. What a reaction.

45:46 Left comb on holiday, looks like a bush.

46:13 (grimace #4 at group chat names.)

46:20 “What is wrong with all of you?”

46:22 Glosses over diet ask. Indeed.

46:26 “Don’t call me Uncle Dan when we’re talking about fursonas.”

46:36 “If you live in Australia vote for marriage equality, we don’t need to have this conversation.” “Come on, come on Australia, sort your shit out.”

47:03 Going to “innocently Google things that are fine”.

47:22 “Me and Phil would love to come to Russia”.

47:27 Limitations of TATINOF.

47:44 Watch uni vid: “Don’t take it too seriously. Remember that most of the time I’m just trying to be funny, and if you ever want like my real feelings or opinions, just think about whatever the opposite of what I’m saying is, and that’s usually how to get to the sincere heart of whatever Dan’s talking about.”

48:13 “Stay calm, ask some senpais for some life advice and think carefully about what your fursona should be.”

[axolotlinjammies]

So I actually have so much figured out for Cyber Security! I don't think I currently have the skill to write it but I for sure wanna answer questions!

So if you have a question for Anyone in Cyber Security, and/or their omnipotent being which is me, feel free to ask!

Ask the crew of Cyber Security questions!

[miss-m-winks]

Mori’s therapists will be important side characters, so obviously I had to figure out who they were. I thought it would be better to make them not elves, I don’t have very many characters of other races. 

So Mori has a goblin therapist, and then switches over to an orc therapist later on. 

I draw goblins in a pretty different way than they’re usually depicted, so I’ll just explain a bit here.

Since goblins are typically cave dwellers, I thought it would be more sensible for them to be so pale their skin could look transluscent. I also think axolotls are cool, so I took a little inspiration from white axoltols with those floofy pink ear fringes. Goblins in my story are tall and lanky, with needle sharp teeth and long fingers. Those who live above ground have to wear shaded glasses because of their light sensitivity. Also inspired by axoltls, they have a remarkable gift for healing. 

 Ms Risha Echali is a goblin and also a trans woman, but that won’t really ever be a topic of discussion in story because why would this adult woman feel a need to explain to her young therapy client that she’s actually trans. I may toss in a line like “I also know the feeling of being out-of-place in your own body” when Mori is telling her of his confused memories before he gets diagnosed with DID.

And that diagnosis is solidified by Mx Svaught Garakh, an orc who specializes in therapy for people with DID. Orcs have the unique ability to read auras. the shape and colors allow them to know exactly what sort of person someone is. This ability actually developed as predatory trait; being able to sense the aura of hidden prey was very useful (never play hide and seek with orcs) Svaught was able to instantly determine that Mori had DID because of the shapes of his aura. 

Mori and the two therapists had a discussion together and determined that it would be better for him to continue therapy with mx Garakh since they are an expert on DID and would therefore know the best methods to help Mori come to terms with himself and learn to communicate with his alters.

[axolotlinjammies]

If you think I'm cool- I would like you to know I committed this heinous crime.

Don't ask me how okay. It just happened. This is why I must always be under supervision.

[axolotlinjammies]

THEY FUCKING MADE ECLIPSE CANNON

HAHAHAHHAAHAHAHAHA I AM SO PUMPED

[the-scungles-of-crungles]

I get it. I do. But I'll always have some level of respect for the people who made the games I like, personally. I get that it mught be silly, but I'm not a smart person anyways, so, I guess tha makes sense.

I understand what you're saying.

I do think that Notch isn't necessarily a bad person though, just... I don't know... Heavily misguided? I'm not trying to claim anything here, just saying what I think.

I think hes a decent guy with some bad opinions, and honestly I do think he could change. I know what it's like to have bad opinions, you know.

The whole "they should be shot" thing is... Wow. But I do think in the end he's just a dude, and...

Ugh I hate explaining my thoughts I am so bad at this.

Basically I see him basically being the main man who made one of the best games (I don't play it much anymore but if it wasn't for minecraft, DanTDM wouldn't be as popular as he is, and he was the first youtuber I ever watched, long story short the game indirectly shaped my life significantly even when I didn't even own it) in... History? I don't know.

The game was important in a lot of ways to millions of people, and I think that outweighs the bad opinions in the end. To me.

You don't have to like him. That's what I'm saying.

He's certainly more respectable as a game dev to me than Microsoft. After they bought Mojang, they added so much pandering cutesy bullshit to minecraft that it's gonna be painful playing the damn game in a few weeks when axoltls are added.

I fucking hate that they'll add pandas, and all this bs, but refuse to acknowledge that the aether biome was ever a thing. (It's like they don't even know the history of the damn game they're making for fucks sake.)

...Now.

About the Meatley.

The dude's busy. And honestly, I don't think he's ever really thought about the sexualities of the characters that much.

I don't fucking know just. Fuck.

I'd be uncomfortable answering that stuff too if I hadn't thought it important enough to make canon. Maybe??? Fucking hell this sounds dumb. Like, it's jot important to the plot really, it's supposed to be a horror game.

It also just... I wouldn't acknowledge what looks like a bunch of weird-ass fangirls going "DO THE GAME CHARACHTERS DO GAY SEX" if I were him. Idk. I just don't know what I think about that but really.

I'm giving the guy a lot of slack too because I don't think he ever expected the game to get as big as it did, and now it's massive, and blah blah blah basically I think he's doing his best.

I just don't think we should be canceling game devs forever. Honestly we never know the whole situation and things can change.

This is long and stupid. I just know that... That I'm stupid.

That's all. Really.

Hey so the comment thing is broken so I'll say it here, you're right about a lot of things, but the post was just me venting about how I felt. That's it. I'm just an angry person. I already said I was sorry for sounding like an asshole. I had more to say here but I forgot so yeah have a nice day.

This gets like. A 3/10 for effort. Thank you for admitting I was right, at least

It's not just a vent if you put it in all the main tags and @ two very well known people in the fandom (and straight up saying you wanna hit one of them for being rightfully critical about a piece of media you like, like what the fuck??) but Aight. Sure, I guess

Also "I'm just an angry person" and "I already said I was sorry for sounding like an asshole" isn't a good apology or defence for blatant homophobia (like saying gay people having gay ships makes you angry, or that interacting with gay people makes you wanna join a hate group. Again, your words, not mine)

You are right though, you clearly are an angry person and an asshole, and I genuinely hope you actually learn some compassion one day and unlearn your bigoted thinking so you can be pleasant to interact with, rather than the deeply unlikeable person you are right now

Have a lovely rest of your day :)

[axolotlinjammies]

I REMEMBERED YALL