#like fuck dude

[vanpalmr]

YELLOWJACKETS | 1.03 | 2.07 |

[tanjir0se]

Ok another thing that stands out to me in ATLA is the s3 episode The Beach. Zuko is sitting on the porch of their family’s vacation home. Azula invites him down to the beach. He responds, holding a childhood memento, that their vacations there feel so long ago. Azula responds by repeating her invitation and saying: “come on. This place is depressing.”

Like. Pretty much up until that point, the audience has never considered her human side. She agrees with her father and follows his every command. Why would memories of him be “depressing?” This moment makes the viewer realize: she grew up in that house, too. She grew up in that palace, too. On some level, just for a moment, she knows how fucked up it is.

That moment fucks me up because it’s the first time they’ve actually felt like siblings. Like, siblings that went through the same horrible abuse at the hands of the same person. There’s no twist to her invitation down to the beach to get away from the memories. That might be the only time in the entire show she does something genuinely nice to him, for no ulterior self-serving purpose.

For a brief moment Azula can admit what the viewer, what Zuko has known all along. All those memories of their family’s happiest times are collecting dust in an abandoned home that now is only meaningful as firewood:

Is fucking depressing.

[sommerregenjuniluft]

Why are u giving me a tag we’re not friends 😭 just bc I’m nice doesn’t mean we’re like best friends or anything

ok i had a whole paragraph typed out but honestly this just tires me out. i think u can be sure it wont happen again now that i know who u are lol

[gh0stn3lius]

Same as it ever was, same as it ever was

Same as it ever was, same as it ever was

Same as it ever was, same as it ever was

Same as it ever was, SAME AS IT EVER WAS

Progress shots

I think about this music video at least once a week

[thatsmolmusicnerd]

So ik all of this is loreeeee and it’s roleplayyyy but watching cellbits pov actually fucking hurts. Like watching him talk to people and then mute and just rant for a full minute in fast Portuguese and then take a really deep breath and then fixing his face back to being neutral and THEN unmute,,,, dude.

This double agent shit is pulling on my < hiding true emotions for years > heartstrings

[organiccats]

“Killing must feel good to god too, he does it all the time. And are we not made in his image?” are you FUCKING kidding me why is this line so ��

[liquidgxldhoney]

Am I about to have to make this a men dni blog bc oh Wow. The amount of gross/unwarranted comments I’m getting today is truly alarming. Leave me alone.

Says in the bio: Not Interested.

Yes that applies to All of you.

[probablyanalienindisguise]

ranty personal talk or wtv, no trigger warnings besides maybe insects but just talking yk :)

I think the funniest part about human life is how much the little details can affect something.

I like what I do now yes, both for my job and what I've dedicated most of my life to studying for in school or otherwise.

I do tech stuff for game design for clarification, but i wanted to study entomology.

Do zoology for insects and stuff simply because I loved bugs as a kid y'know? Yet was never able to truly do those things. As unlike tech, entomology, surprisingly, wasn't really rising to popularity anytime soon. Or at least to the rates at which technology was? Leading to most schools in my area just completely removing the option altogether, literally way before I was born.

And yeah while I do love designing video games and making art, I wonder what would've been different if given the options I wasn't given before sometimes.

I study insects for different reasons now, as I incorporate them into my art and games as characters or background inspirations. Create things with them in mind sometimes. But it isn't really solely focused on the insects themselves, moreso the idea of them.

I have a love for arthropods yet its almost always going to be something long distanced. As without certification or experience, my chances are pretty low for a genuine job. So for now I do my best efforts to just find peace in studying them from afar.

Ironically, I've taken marine science classes as they were the closest to genuine entomology classes. But not fully? They were in the same families as some insects or arachnids but not exactly full bug study.

But I mean hey, I probably would've never gotten into the electric guitar without the help of tech and gaming so that worked out. Love doing that honestly lmao

I think my longest obsession was insects though, have always liked them or drew them in art classes or just in my freetime.

Idk maybe people like them as much as I do so I'll post some of the ones I still have :D (they're pretty old now though sorry)

These included with also fictional bugs/ bug based characters and creatures that I drew all the time

Like these don't even account for the multitudes of Scarab fanart I've made, simply because he's based off a beetle

[clownoverrat]

I think the hardest part of being autistic is knowing that there's a reason why everyone treats you differently your entire life. Everyone separates themselves from you when you're little, and you don't know why. Everyone makes fun of you for little things, and you don't know why. It seems like you're incredibly different from everyone else, including adults, but no one will tell you why. You're just different than everyone, and everyone, but you knows why. And you keep getting isolated until you learn to cover it up as best as you can, but people still treat you differently than others. You don't get invited to as many places, people talk down to you, people still make fun of you more, people talk over you more. You still don't know why. You keep trying to fix the thing that's wrong without even knowing what it is. You start looking up why you feel the way you, and you start doing research. You find the answer. You're autistic! But also. You're autistic.

So you try to go somewhere further with that, or when people point out your differences, you can explain now in a way that it's painful. Instead, you're met with everyone you know telling you you're too normal now. They still treat you the same. You're still "weird," but you're not weird enough to be autistic. You're just weird enough not to have any friends and to be excluded from everything.

You're smart! Not autistic smart though, just an above average, nerdy student with an interest in one subject.

You'll always try to be normal. You'll always try to be included and make up for whatever you lack to other people, but it feels like it's written in big ass bold print on your forehead to exclude you. Everyone can see it but you. Whenever you try to ask anyone about it, they ignore you. You want so badly to have friends and a social life but it's like no one wants you around.

[himb0-rights-activist]

NOT ENOUGH COMMIES IN MY DESIGN CLASS!!! We're literally studying the grunge aesthetic, what do you MEAN you believe Rishi Sunak is a left wing politician, I'll kill you.

[justablah56]

help I have auditions tomorrow and I am going to cry . also have to wake up in 6 hours so that's great . fuck I hate how early school is , someone needs to yell at me to go to sleep

[lonelyoakenshield]

forever crying about Francesca by Hozier

[mountain-in-springtime]

do y'all even get it

[sapnapstummy]

Goddddd bruises is gonna kill me

[hillbillyoracle]

Currently being reminded that you shouldn’t ask tarot cards a question you don’t actually want to know the answer to. 

[travisdermotts]

like it just dawned on me the other day that you never see commercials for leaf tickets or giveaway nights...LIKE THAT'S NOT NORMAL

THIS IS NOT NORMAL HOCKEY/SPORT TEAM BEHAVIOUR