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judeslovr · 1 day
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If y’all followed Jude in resent years y’all would know he’s been kind of an attention seeker for a long time and he’s always been kinda overdoing his “gestures of love” towards his clubs, first BVB and now RM💀For me his actions have always felt a little forced, but yeah girls are attracted to him and it kinda makes them go completely blind lmao. Oh I don’t doubt that he cares about the clubs, but fr he cares more about his own perfect image. I’m a bvb fan and I think he was a good player for bvb don’t get me wrong, I’m just not that blinded by his looks to overlook how he’s always acted like he’s a little better than every other bvb player and yeah I do find him arrogant and not at all to be that perfect humble nice guy the media tries to paint him lmao. Well maybe it boils down to the fact that I don’t find him or his actions very genuine you know? The media is definitely overhyping him, but ofc no one can argue he is very talented and has a high ceiling.
yea i’m ngl i don’t agree with anything u said lol
firstly he had never been overdoing his love for the clubs he plays for. he’s been acting like a normal player 😭 ur saying that like he’s not allowed to show love for the club he plays for lol and if u actually watch him play, it’s clear it’s not forced at all. he has a lot of passion for real madrid AND bvb when he played, it was obvious. not once did it seem forced but of course people are gonna say that bc the media has been hyping him up recently
also saying he doesn’t care about the club is so dumb bc literally at bvb he gave his ALL for this club. he captained us through the heat of a title race and played through a bad injury to keep us at the top until he couldn’t play anymore, just for THIS CLUB! don’t ever try to say he never cared bc he truly did
also how has he acted better than every bvb player?? like that don’t even sound right bc he never gave off that vibe that he was better than anyone. he constantly propped his teammates and he still does to this day for real madrid. he always puts his teammates on the pedestal and has always been doing that so i don’t know where this whole “he’s cocky and not humble” gimmick came from?? just because he’s winning more? make it make sense
calling him arrogant as well is such a reach bc he’s done nothing wrong but random fans have been at his throat calling him a PR merchant for speaking well or giving good interviews or playing with kids or celebrating. literally ANYTHING he does is called PR and ur trying to tell me he’s arrogant and not the perfect person the media tries to paint him as? why is is so hard to believe jude is a good person? have u ever thought that maybe the media paints him out to be a nice humble guy because he IS a nice humble guy?
now i can understand u saying that the media is overhyping what he does. i can see what u mean by that bc it does seem like they try to prop him for every little thing he does but how that is his fault?? that doesn’t mean his actions aren’t “genuine”
honestly it feels like u guys are asking too much from him. what tf do u want him to do? he can’t do anything right with yall 😭 its clearly a real madrid problem u guys have bc when he was at dortmund, he acted the same way. he’s still the same person from before but now that he’s at rma it’s a problem?
also this isn’t me trying to bash u this is be stating my opinion bc i disagreed with urs
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msallurea · 2 months
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Queen I know this is kinda overreacting, but a few minutes ago I scroll in my TikTok and some random video saying that the consciousness and soul is a lie like I literally, my whole world crushed down like they want me to doubt my abilities, idk how am I gonna relieve myself help me , I know God is real😭😭😭 I'm kinda doubt today
It sounds like a faith and belief problem. If you know that God is real for yourself why are you letting someone else's opinion or beliefs shake yours so easily. I think you should break away from social media intake for a while and recurate what your beliefs are and what you truly believe in. This may not be the same thing but, I'm a Christian (even though personally I believe I have tons of work to do to truly be deserving of that title) but I also believe in law of assumption/manifestation. Why? Because I've had personal experiences with both that are too beyond coincidence to just be labeled as a regular everyday experience. Most things I went through I can't even explain to you how it was even possible and the answer is really that it couldn't be nothing but God and Loa.
In my personal opinion the person who said we as humans have no soul is the DUMBEST thing I've ever heard in my entire life. If we had no soul how on earth could we even call ourselves human now THAT is just impossible. If you had no soul you would have no love, no passion, no drive, no dreams, no desires, no kindness, you would literally be nothing without out. Yes you could have everything but with no soul it is nothing at all even God himself said "what could is gaining the world if you lose your soul", it is the most priceless thing man could ever possess so much so that things beyond our human capacity, beyond anything us mere humans could ever comprehend, our things that exist that simple human eyes can't see but our spirits could feel our willing to destroy and take away from us because without it, you are nothing.
As for consciousness not being real or it being a lie makes no sense either, consciousness is literally awareness, there is never a point in time when you're not aware, you're always aware of something even if that something isn't right in front of you. Even if your eyes were closed you're still aware, you're aware that your eyes are closed and all you can see is black behind your eyes. When you're imagining you're being conscious of something aka being aware of some thing in your mind. That's something literally everyone has done and can do.
So do you see how neither one of that tik tok person statements make no sense at all? And because it makes no sense and can be debunked by not only personal experience but pure common sense even though I don't want to bash anyone's personal beliefs, I said all that to say that you as well as anyone else who has this mindset that when someone says something that goes against your beliefs and it starts to make you doubt your own mind do yourself a favor and STOP DOING THAT. If you're gonna doubt yourself anytime someone says something questionable or different or even go as far as blindly believing it all because youre unsure if your thinking is good enough you're gonna always be led astray in someone else's ocean not even realizing they're leading u right into a waterfalls edge to die. If course its fine to hear other people's opinions and see how they view things but that is still THERE perception NOT yours unless of course it resonates to how u feel please stop making others viewpoints question yourself.
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catgirl-catboy · 1 year
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choose violence 3 6 7 8 9 10 16 22 and 25 for total drama (and i’ve just realized that’s a lot a lot so obvi if u don’t wanna answer all of them that’s all good)
No worries! I'm happy to scream about Total Drama! Worst case scenario, I get tired and simply finish the rest later.
3.) screenshot or description of the worst take you've seen on tumblr
Shipping Raj x Wayne is somehow homophobic because Raj is in a canon gay relationship. Polyamory is a thing, and somehow I don't think homophobes would enjoy the idea of a fanon m/m ship somehow.
Honestly, any time people expect canon queer couples to be given special treatment in fandom it annoys the shit out of me. Someone will dislike the vibes of the ship. Its inevitable. Honestly, I'm surprised that someone wasn't me this time, since happy relationships like Rajbow aren't usually my jam.
6.) which ship fans are the most annoying?
Can I bash the shippers for my favorite TD ship (of Duncney) for a second?
Shut up about the love triangle. Shut up about Courtney's character derailment. Literally every ship was wronged by canon, we aren't fucking special. A vast majority of the ship tag shouldn't be bitching about canon.
7.) what character did you begin to hate not because of canon but because how how the fandom acts about them?
...honestly, thats a hard one. I feel like hate is a strong word, but I don't understand the hype for Noah. (and any Noah ship that isn't Nowen or Noah x Emma.)
Like, sure. He's sarcastic. So what. That makes him a 5/10 at best. He never does anything but be sarcastic and then be mindlessly in love.
I don't hate him though.
8.) common fandom opinion that everyone is wrong about
lean in. come closer, I don't want anyone else hearing this.
Dramarama is good. and funny. and I like it. Why is it despised?
9.) worst part of canon
The fart jokes are low hanging fruit, so I won't pick them.
I hate how everyone in gen 1 had to be coupled up. What relevance Izzy/Owen have on the season as a whole? Or Geoff/Bridgette? (I like them but point still stands.)
If you introduce a canon couple and get me invested in the romance, it has to actually go somewhere. Lyler was a plot device to get you to hate Heather. Duncney went through an entire arc. Gwent was amazing.
Why do no other ships bring that energy?
I love Samkota, but Sam was just a trophy husband for Dakota after her mutation. He's a passive participant in his own romance arc.
Gens 3 and 4 improve on this I think, but it still annoys me.
10.) worst part of fanon
this is incredibly petty and personal, but WHY IS CODY EVERYWHERE? He squicks me. So much. (honestly, the fact that he reminds me of a past experience when most creep characters don't proves that he feels like a real person. but no.) Why is half the fandom Cody. Can it not be?
16.) you can't understand why so many people like this thing (characterization, trope, headcanon, etc)
I answered this before and I said Lesbian Emma. Now, I'm going to go with Gwortney. These two could barely sell and interesting friendship, and somehow you expect them to carry an entire romance plotline? Its the most bland of bland ships. If you want a Sapphic way to resolve the despised love triangle, Gweather is right there. They actually have chemistry.
It feels like they took all of Duncan's hard work of getting Courtney to relax and enjoy life, and made Gwen have the same effect on her when it doesn't make sense with the characterization. If anything, Courtney making Gwen be more serious makes sense.
(that being said, I'm glad you are having fun, and will reblog cute art.)
22.) your favorite part of canon that everyone else ignores
The episode recaps. I want Chris to recap my day. I love them.
25.) common fandom complaint that you're sick of hearing
Other than the love triangle?
Heather's plot armor.
Owen had just as much, if not more plot armor. He makes the group sleep in the woods? Fuck it, Katie and Sadie get lost.
Single-handedly blows the cooking challenge? Uh... (Total Drama writers thinking up Bullshit) Beth and the Statue pisses everyone off more, somehow!
He betrays the guys alliance? This has no concequences for him.
At least Heather's plot armor didn't cause her to win a season.
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krisingtons · 2 years
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Broooo I love DadMight so much! I was introduced to bnha fanfic with DadZawa content and I slurped it up! I never knew I needed a familial platonic relationship until I found that kind of content. Then came the DadMight and oh boi no other Dads-for-Izuku fics is the same. It hits different because it's closest to canon for me! I was quite upset to find so many All Might bashing fics like he's such a precious golden retriever why would anyone hate him :((
My question is: what is your opinion on All Might bashing?
PS. I love the content u write. I don't comment often because I'm shy and bad with words but u bet I kudos everything I've read so far ♡ Thank u for being u!!!
So much of your ask rings true for me, too, Anon! Familial platonic relationships were something I didn't really feel like I saw until this fandom and I'm so glad I'm here for it.
As for your question about All Might Bashing, I've got a short answer and a longer answer for you.
The short answer is, my thoughts are the same as they are for anything I don't like in fandom: live and let live. Not all spaces of fandom are for me, and my corner of fandom is not for everyone.
My longer answer is geared a little more towards bashing in general since I find it interesting that most character bashing I see shares the same traits, but some of it is focused on All Might.
People seem to bash All Might for a couple of reasons IMO:
They want to make Dadzawa or some other relationship with Izuku stronger in their fics. This is where I've seen the most All Might bashing, and it's by far the most interesting one to me (not because I like it, of course). It's interesting to me because I think a lot of the writers who do this do so because, consciously or subconsciously, they recognize that Dadmight is too canonically strong to simply ignore in a Dadzawa fic. In other words, every time I have happened upon an All Might Bashing fic by accident, it's as if the writer needed to get him out of the way to make Dadzawa for Izuku happen. So to me, this kind of bashing is a testament to All Might and Izuku's canon bond more than anything else.
The rooftop scene and All Might's struggles as a teacher bothers them. This one is interesting to me, too, because it occurs to me now that the three main non-villain characters I see bashed from BNHA - All Might, Bakugou, and Aizawa - are all largely bashed for their first portrayals in canon. This suggests that much of what people might dislike about any one of these characters could be due to some struggle on Horikoshi's part to introduce characters as someone likable or at least changeable, or to at least find his footing in the beginning of the manga. There's an argument to be made then, I suppose, for anyone who doesn't like any one of these three characters to consider their characters not from their first appearance but perhaps from at least their 5th or 6th.
This one I'm the least certain of, but it's possible that All Might reminds bashers of someone they don't like IRL. This hypothesis comes from my own understanding of why I don't like certain characters in media and conceding that I don't like some characters because they remind me of real people I struggle with. My other thought for it is that a lot of hate All Might gets is about his teaching, and it does seem like a lot of people who bash the teachers in particular are younger members of fandom, which suggests some sort of projecting. I think this one is the hardest to verify, though, because I think most bashers wouldn't be doing this consciously and instead would point back to reasons stated in my second point.
ADDITION: I was just reminded that some people believe All Might gets bashed a lot because he's not conventionally attractive. This one probably falls into my third point pretty well, but I think it deserves its own point because I think it also pairs with why some characters seem more popular in any fandom. It's not great, but conventionally attractive characters tend to have more fans, and it seems the corollary can be true, too.
So I guess my general feeling on All Might Bashing in particular beyond "live and let live" is that I understand it to a point where, even though I disagree with it, I'm not going to argue with a basher. That's both because I'm unlikely to change their mind and because I'm generally not in fandom to participate in debates.
Thank you so much for your ask and for your kind words! It means a lot to me that you reached out as I know it's not always easy to comment or send an ask. If you have any of your own thoughts you'd like to share about this, I'd love to hear them!
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darksynkka · 14 days
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hey u completely converted me on my jc opinion so i wanted to ask if u got any fanfics that dont exuse jcs shit but dont have the handy "jc bashing tag"
Wow, thanks for the ask! :)
I just wanted to bitch about character I don’t like lol But I’m glad I didn’t chase you off :)
Hmmm….. as for fics that don’t have the bashing tag, Teen Project to Save the World on AO3 is really good. It’s a “watching the show” fic in which the Junior quartet use one of Wei Wuxian’s spells that he was working to go to an alternate timeline and try to Fix-It, pulling all the major characters (save Wei Wuxian) into this void where they watch the events of the book (with some donghua elements). It’s set just before the Gusu arc and it’s actually really neutral toward JC. Holding his feet to the fire while showing the fifteen-year-old him a lot of grace because he’s still a kid at this time. It’s well-written, balances its three plots really well, gives the Jiangs some desperately needed family therapy, fleshes out Madame Jin, gives a lot of interesting characterization for Wen Ruohan and Wen Xu and lets Lan Qiren and Nie Mingjue reflect on their own flawed worldviews. My favourite part was watching the fifteen-year-old Lan Wangji who hasn’t met Wei Wuxian yet slowly fall in love with him.
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jessebynight · 8 months
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I finished Phantom Liberty last night and would like to say: fuck V’s friends, literally all of them.
It was kinda clear even in the base game that Kerry sucks when it comes to putting his friends first, but that DLC made it just unavoidable.
And Panam? Completely changed my view of Panam. Fuck off, Panam. V went to the ends of the earth for her and her family and she couldn’t fuckin call him back cos muh uh i get attached too much.
Goddamn that fuckin ending. It only solidified that don’t fear the reaper+leaving body to johnny is Canon for me. Alternatively, i really like the suicide ending as well. (As you can clearly see, mcd/unahppy ending isn’t the issue for me.)
But also, ‘Goodnight, Vincent’ MY FUCKIN HEART SHATTERED
I kinda wanna give rogue the benefit of a doubt cos it’s true. V after his coma would lose all his status if he turned up at the afterlife… but suggesting he should consider NOT visiting just to keep his image?? What about fuckin inviting him in, supporting him, giving him a chance?? I’m sorry but dude’s life and legend isn’t over just cos he can’t have combat implants anymore.
Same sentiment goes to my ‘fuck kerry’ opinion. ‘Ohh, u want money?? No?? Ok see u in 4 months’ YOU FUCKING BITCH. I DUNNO, HOW ABOUT U PULL THAT WALLET OF URS OUTTA UR ASS AND GO ‘WHERE ARE U V?? WHERE?? OK IM GONNA SEND SOMEONE TO COME PICK ME UP. COME ON TOUR WITH ME’ LIKE ITS THAT EASY! I know tours aren’t a walk in the park but THAT DOESNT MEAN KERRY COULDNT FLY V OVER TO HIM.
I’m fucking heartbroken. I am so disappointed in ALL of them. Upset with all of them. Except Victor, ofc.
I know it’s not River’s fault that he landed in a shitstorm and ‘changed’, and of course he didn’t owe it to V to go back after 2 yrs of radio silence and immediately accept him back into his life, but damn that was a low blow.
I get Judy but fuckin hell man. Fuck that ending. I know that it’s a game so of course u gotta do all the missions, but, in the game world, V worked his ASS off for ALL OF THEM. A single ‘Come get here asap pls’ and Vince was on his way, and that’s how u fuckin treat him when he calls u up and says he just woke up from a fuckin coma.
They can all get fucked, kerry first and furthermost.
ALSO, Songbird deceives and uses you, Reed is insufferable and the game attempting to make you relate/empathize with him through Johnny is laughable. They might be similar in some ways and have similar backgrounds/starts, but that does not make me feel sympathetic to a dude who trapped young people in federal shit and then was so stupidly loyal to accept their betrayal for the greater good.
I am sorry, but no, you can draw as many parallels as you wish, but Reed and Johnny are on different levels. If Reed was trapped in my protagonist’s head, I would have V bash his own head against the glass by the end of the campaign.
Loyal to what matters based on his principles vs loyal to fucking feds and coworkers based on his principles. Fuck Reed. The only thing I can appreciate is that he’s straight with V at most times.
And Songbird’s deceit…why is everyone out to fuck V over.
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coalburiedinwarmashes · 9 months
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okay guys u know like autistic sense of justice n like right n wrong black and white
so in my opinion u just shouldn't say a slur that isn't yours to reclaim, I don't get why people are so fucking obsessed with saying it and then saying oh but I'm not actually racist/homophobic/abelist
like if someone owned up to being a racist then like okay u won't to upset and hurt black people because u dislike them
but then how are u going to sau the n word and joke about the kkk and then being like I was just messing
and I want to be like people can change and education before like reprimanding but I also want to hit you so hard u actually can't say any words anymore but I can't do that because then I'd get in trouble
like I think
I think I get very upset by stuff like this idk I like can't understand why people would just be bad like u have unconscious biases and when someone brings them up u ignore it and continue like nothings wrong idk I'm so frustrated ugh and like okay
as someone queer I just sit quite deal with it when my brother and dad go back and forth calling eachother the f slur and I've tried over and over to explain for all of the slurs they've said that it's not okay even if no one other than the 2 of them hears it's still weird and evil for u to be saying them at all and especial when u know its wrong so u don't say it infront of those people like idk like there is a reason I've yet to come out like I think they'd be basically supportive but they'd probably fucking start calling me the slur and I don't want to hear thay like I just want to come home and be like yippie my family but no they're evil evil beasts
like years ago my mother would say the f slur and we have conversations about it and after a while she got it she understood thay it was fucked up n twisted n not for her to say so casually and she doesn't ever anymore so like automatically feel sm sager with y mother like not scared of being harassed in my own home and like o still love my dad but he's so evil like I'd he weren't me father he'd be just another old evil man who thinks everything he does and says it the right thing I miss when I was yojnve and did not see their flaws real like I get so worked uo about it and I jsut have to sit still and not say anything because I've tried and I know they don't want to listen and thryll only mock me and I think my brothers friends also encourage it and like ugh why are people evil like why why do you want to say slurs like u get zero benefit like I just don't get it I'm going to rip his head off but like I know I can't do that I have to be calm and chill and not cry or bash my head in like ughhhh I've tried so many ways of explaining thay it's just not good in any way but they jsut never fucking listen like ughhhhhj like what do I even do cis I don't want to just give up but I can not be having this fight ever day that I'm here
but yeah idk like strong sense of justice I want then to just do better n shut up but I know they won't so what the hell can I do like they will never take it genuinely
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decepti-thots · 3 years
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honest opinions about minimus and megatron relationship: do you think minimus was kinda out of character to be so attached to megatron or its something u see it fits on his character? And do you think its was just a friendship or they had something more but in the end that wouldn't work?
ohhh I knew this was gonna come up at SOME point hahahahaaaa
To be really blunt, I do not like the way the Megatron-Minimus dynamic plays out in the comic. It rings false to me personally. I don't talk about pairings I dislike as a matter of course because that's no fun for either me or anyone I know who ships it, but there's a reason it never shows up on this blog, haha.
I'll put this under a cut so people don't have to see me rag on it. Politely! I'm polite! I promise! We do not mindlessly bash in this house, that's simply no fun for anyone. And really, I want to be clear, my personal tastes are very specific and often run very differently to many folks in this fandom, and that's a-OK with me! I often dislike stuff loads of other people love just bc I have very different tastes to many folks, and it's all good, right? Different strokes.
Anyway.
The thing is, conceptually I like it? But the way it winds up being written out it feels like there's a huge chunk missing. There's the earlier stuff which suggests they've been clashing as set up, and then we jump right to the stuff where they're Vibing TM, very chill, etc. Which first of all doesn't fit with Mags' character at all, because we've *seen* how much of a struggle it is for him to get past the past deeds of others when deciding to give them a second chance; he has a whole mini-arc with Cyclonus about it, and it's a big thing with Drift. Hell, you even have the early hint with him seeing Megatron on the armour's heads up display showing that whenever Mags is around him, he's basically got 'this dude is The Worst' in the corner of his eye all the time, reminding him what Megatron has done. And then... there's just a point where all that goes away, and it's very jarring, and tbh, feels deeply unearned and uninteresting to me at best.
But it also... feels like it doesn't work in Megatron's favour at all? The Megatron arc, when it works best, functions because Megatron comes up against strong opposition. When I like it, I think there's a reason it tends to be when Megatron and Rodimus are going up against each other. Someone getting up in his face and really challenging his perspective and making him work for every inch pushes that arc forward. Magnus *could* be an ideal candidate for that, in that he is aggressively dedicated to both being scrupulously fair and also to his very specific and black-and-white concept of justice. I can see the potential for a strong foil there. I just don't think it ever actually... happens.
One of my least favourite moments in the comic is the scene after Megatron has been left in the functionist universe and Roberts basically uses Magnus as a mouthpiece to rag on people who Didn't Like MTMTE Megatron. First, regardless of your own personal opinion on the matter, it feels cheap and takes me out of the story immediately; you know, when I like a character, that doesn't necessarily mean I want a page long discussion telling me I'm right and all the people who don't like them are being reactionary, I don't need that. Second, because it contains the single most egregiously terrible depiction of OCD in the entire comic to the point it's genuinely upsetting to me in a way a lot of the latent ableism in MTMTE/LL isn't. And third, because it feels like it glosses over the chance to have an actually interesting conversation amongst the characters about what they feel about the situation which might be harder for the audience to sit with but ultimately do more to sell the actual complexities of the relationship. And that's a good summary of how I feel about the relationship in the comic as a whole. The ideas are there, but the execution is so thoroughly something my sensibilities bounce off.
(The OCD thing, I am not so forgiving of when it comes to matters of personal taste, admittedly. That shit was not fucking cute.)
The interesting thing for me is... I also have a lot of complaints about how lots of the Megatron-Rodimus interactions in canon play out at various points, for example. But anyone who reads my fic etc knows that doesn't stop me very much enjoying trying to wrestle it into a shape I find fun and interesting. On the contrary, I usually really LIKE taking stuff I don't like in canon and playing with it in a fandom space to see what I can do with it.
And the reason I don't do this with Megatron/Minimus is pretty simple: it's canon. Oh, I mean, they don't enter a relationship. But for everything I've said above, it 100% reads as A Thing in canon for me, no doubt about it. It's the kind of subtext where it's like, this is never explicitly stated, but it's the most reasonable interpretation, so it's still there.
Which means I feel a lot more constrained because changing things around too much to try and push it into a shape I like more feels... like making them out of character. Even when I feel like the comic also took liberties within its own canon with characterization. And of course, the fanwork is being made by people who like the canon, so I'm not gonna enjoy 99% of it, because if canon gives you a clear template for the ship you like, why would you deviate from it?
So I sit on the sidelines and politely cheer all my friends who ship it on and am mildly sad that my tastes aren't different so I can enjoy like, half the fanwork that is made for my favourite character, haha. It's all good.
(I mean. I still read the PWP. I'm not dead. There's size difference.)
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suganovakawa · 4 years
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hey!! if you’d like, I’d like to request an iwaizumi x reader where he’s always seen his crush w long hair but one day they come to school and they chopped it all off and it’s now a over their shoulders?? It’d mean the world to me as i just chopped all my hair off but it’s totally ok if you don’t want to! Have a nice day love
this prompt is the break i needed from abusing hajime thank u for this i finally get to write some fluff for the one person i just keep h u r t i n g
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cut to perfection.
✧ 。 pairing : hajime iwaizumi x fem!reader.
✧ 。 genre : sweet sweet fluff it’s about damn time—
✧ 。 synopsis : after secretly crushing on you for some time now, hajime builds the confidence to approach you, after you come to aoba johsai one day with a fresh, short haircut.
✧ 。 word count : 1.5k
gen masterlist.
— gen taglist ( open ) — @yams046 @janellion @avylee @kac-chowballs
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⠀he was the first one to notice. the way you had ended up getting your hair chopped off, perhaps a day before. he blinked, once or twice, when he observed you walking through the school doors. at first, the difference didn't hit him. something was different about you, hajime was just too muddled in his mind to think straight.
reading your actions as you spoke to your friends, his eyes trailed to your fingers, noticing how every few seconds, they'd entangle within the strands of your hair, before returning them back at your sides. the pattern continued for a little bit, and the realization hit him before he could feel embarrassed about watching you for so long - you had cut your hair.
he considered bashing his head into a wall for being so oblivious to the obvious change, just him ogling and staring like a creep for no reason, when he couldn't even recognize the change of hair length. of course, he wasn't close enough to listen to your conversations, but watching you smile and laugh at jokes he had no involvement in, still made his heart aflutter.
he thought about your new hairstyle, comparing it to the last. there were moments he had imagined you with new hair in the past, but now that it was actually real, he couldn't imagine you with long hair again. the way your hair came up and shaped around the contours of your face, watching the revitalized and clean cut ends of your new do moving around the blades of your shoulders with a subtle bounce, signs of its breathtaking rejuvenation.
iwaizumi wanted to go up and compliment you, the corners of his lips protruding a guilty smile as he marveled in your new haircut, admiring it from afar. you two were friends, of course, but something about you scared him to the core. maybe it was a fear of being rejected by you? the internalized panic was in vain, he hadn't even asked you out to go anywhere, nor was he ever planning to; at least, not anytime soon.
"you're being creepy, iwa-chan." the ace jolted out of la la land at the teasing voice of his volleyball captain, the smirk stretched such pompous lips, easy to see. clicking his tongue, oikawa shook his head as he let out a light laugh. "y/n will think you're a creep if you just stare like that. clean yourself up, i think you're drooling a little bit."
"shut up, i was not staring." his lips forming a slight pout, iwaizumi's cheeks tinted a pinkish hue as his eyes slid away from both you and the fellow third year sitting next to him. "don't be saying such things, i'll kick your ass."
"y/n's hair looks really nice today, doesn't it?" ignoring the threat completely, tooru chuckled as he rested his chin on his hands, tilting his head to face you next. hajime's eyes followed his direction, noticing that you had noticed and waved in their direction. oikawa simply waved back, while iwa panicked and looked at his lap. "she got it done yesterday after school, she's been pretty self-conscious of it today, though. she's been so used to having her hair long that this is a strange adjustment for her."
"self-conscious? why is she self-conscious about it?" his head popped back up almost immediately, his face confused. "her hair suits her perfectly. i think she looks... wonderful." he was bashful of his own bluntness, his voice slowly dying down as he realized the words that were leaving his mouth.
"yeah, but you know, it would be better if she actually knew you thought that way. can't just say it behind her back and expect her to read your mind."
"what, are you saying that you went up to her today about her hair?" rolling his eyes, he shook his head and scoffed.
"i did, actually. i made sure to tell her that her new haircut was beautiful." grinning proudly, he nodded his head almost in a bragging matter, his arms crossed loosely after he fixed the sleeves of his uniform. "she thanked me, but she asked me on how you felt about her hair though, iwa-chan."
"she what?" hajime's eyes popped open as tooru simply shrugged. taking him forcefully by the shoulders, shaking him determinedly. "don't you dare give me the silent treatment, shittykawa. what did you say? tell me, what?"
"i simply told her that the only one who can tell her of your opinion on her hair is you, of course." he whined a bit as iwaizumi flicked his forehead with an annoyed glare, shaking his head in disbelief as oikawa rubbed the sore spot. "what? i wasn't going to tell her your opinion for you. stop being such a chicken and do it yourself."
"i'm going to get you back for this." muttering quietly as he stuffed his hands in his pockets, hajime stood up hesitantly. he walked away after tooru flashed him a thumbs up.
"iwaizumi!" you noticed him immediately as he bashfully made his way towards you with his hands stuffed in the pockets of his uniform trousers. his lips were quivering slightly, but you paid no mind to it as your own nerves were running a mile a minute. "how are you?"
"i'm doing alright, thank you." he replied quietly, his eyes finding it hard to maintain on you. your face began to heat up at the awkwardness, but because you had cut your hair, you had a harder time hiding your embarrassment behind the safe confines of your hair. "there's something i wanted to mention quickly, though. before i end up psyching myself out."
tilting your head quizzically, you moved your hair out of your eyes and looked up at him. "what's up?" you asked.
"i think your new haircut looks amazing," he said quickly, as if saying it in anything less than one breath would be the end of him. "you're... very beautiful. beautiful then, beautiful now."
you were stunned, your face revealing genuine surprise as your jaw dropped slightly, your lips parting as your system shut down in an attempt to register everything that was said. hajime noticed your malfunction and reached forward, concerned with your reaction. "y/n, are you okay? was that too much? i'm so sorry, i didn't know how else to - "
"thank you!" you rebooted quickly enough to pull him into a quick hug without thinking, your face glowing in both joy and fluster as your heart light, a smile taking over your lips. "gee, i was terrified you wouldn't like it."
"it suits you perfectly, y/n. i didn't even realize you had cut your hair at first, it was that well-fitting." iwa laughed after you broke apart from the sudden embrace, his hand sheepishly rubbing the back of his neck. "either that, or i'm just an idiot. it's probably that."
shaking your head immediately, your arms fell at their sides comfortably. "nonsense," you responded lightheartedly. "it makes it easier for me to get used to this new cut, now that i know you like it." realizing what you said too late, your hands made way to your mouth, clasping it shut. "oh that's humiliating..." you grumbled, muffled by the barricade provided by your hands.
"actually, i... i've been meaning to ask you something, too." you lowered your hands and watched hajime smile wider, reaching forward to take you by the hand, a move that not even he thought he had the guts to do. "i could, uh... take you out after school? it wouldn't be much, maybe out to a cafe or something... as like, a study date or just.... a date..." stumbling over his words, he turned his eyes to the wall, unable to keep eye contact with the awkwardness of the situation. "of course, it doesn't have to be a date, i'm just suggesting - "
"i would love to, iwaizumi." his head faced you once more, taking a deep breath once he had a view of your approval grin. "a date it is. i'm free once the final bell rings."
"right, right. me too." letting go of your hand to place his own back in his pockets, he shrugged shyly. "i'll see you after school?"
"after school." you nodded in agreement, your elated action showcasing your excitement. "i'll see you then, iwaizumi!"
"yeah, bye." after watching you head off, hajime silently punched a fist to the air, feeling victorious as he walked back to the others, a large smile spread across his lips as he awaited the final bell.
his smile went away the moment he caught mattsun and makki handing over money to oikawa, who was busy laughing and waving the yen he won in iwaizumi's direction. shaking his head as he made his way over to the three, he looked to the clock and sighed, knowing he'd be stuck with these nincompoops for even longer.
however long he had to wait for the final bell to go off, every second was worth the time he spent with you after school.
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kae-karo · 3 years
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fic writer interview!
i saw @prince-liest do this and thus i will take ur 'tagging anyone who wants to do this' seriously lmaoooo (also hi btw hope ur well!!! 💜💜)
How many works do you have on AO3?
ahaha,,,,,159 lmao
What's your total AO3 word count?
fdsjkkjlsfdklj as of today, 2,089,769
How many fandoms have you written for and what are they?
only three fsdjkldslfkj the phandom (dan&phil), bnha, and genshin!
What are your top 5 fics by kudos?
chosen (x) - zhongchi (genshin)
to love (and be loved in return) (x) - kaeluc (genshin)
little bird (x) - dabihawks (bnha)
feet don't touch the ground (x) - xiaoven (genshin)
i knew you were fire (x) - dabihawks (bnha)
honestly none of that surprises me except that little bird is still up there, although i think i owe that to sif (@the-final-sif) for sharing it around the time it got posted since it was partly inspired by her raptor stress grip post!!
the rest are all chaptered fics, which is mostly what i expected to be in the top 5 lmao
Do you respond to comments, why or why not?
yes!!! always!!!! no matter what u comment, i will respond!!! and if i don't, it's probably cause ao3 didn't notify me properly or i didn't see it in my inbox or something
as for why, it's mostly to do with like...i know how hard it can be for some people to comment, even just a bunch of heart emojis or a 'i loved this!' or something short and simple? and it means a lot to me that ppl are going out of their way to say something nice, no matter how small, and it's really really important to me to acknowledge that
What’s the fic you’ve written with the angstiest ending?
hmm,,,,,this is a hard one, cause for a very long time, my policy was that my fic would always have a happy ending? and for a long time, that was true!! but the dabihawks interaction (during the raid) broke me, and from an emotional standpoint, i think freeing icarus (x) is probably the one that has the angstiest ending of the two or so that i wrote in that time?
Do you write crossovers? If so what is the craziest one you’ve written?
u know i really haven't written any crossovers? it's normally not my thing cause my brain typically focuses on a single thing and doesn't really have the capacity to think about more than that, so i end up writing just au-style or fusion-style (shoutout to that one bnha but it was scooby doo fic i wrote - x)
i don't think i'd be opposed to writing a crossover but i'd have to be SUPER inspired by the idea and both fandoms lmao
Have you ever received hate on a fic?
aha yes, i have. the only straight up hate i've received was on a kaeluc fic (surprisingly not because it was kaeluc, but bc i was 'mistreating' kaeya in the fic) - to be entirely fair, the commenter pointed out something that i hadn't realized myself, and it led to a second piece of the story that helped me tie up some loose ends, but...let's just say they weren't very kind about their feelings lmao
other than that, i had someone very upset because i didn't tag which character was bottoming in a fic (valid if that bugs u!) and they read through most of it before getting to the smut (and said that they enjoyed everything up to that point) then said they were 'disgusted' by it. i have opinions on that and a few other comments they made, but i will keep them to myself lmao
and beyond that, just a few ppl on my xiaoven fic saying that they were unhappy about the background kaeluc (which is tagged lmao) - really no hate whatsoever til genshin, honestly, which is...very hmmmm :) lmao
Do you write smut? If so what kind?
yep!!! mostly vanilla or vanilla-adjacent lmao i'm not super into heavy kink, although i know if epi reads this she's gonna call me out for being a monsterfucker bc of my dragon!zhongli smut :) lmaoooo but really i tend to write pretty vanilla smut! i also prefer to avoid any noncon/dubcon or hate sex or anything particularly angsty, just not my jam to write!
Have you ever had a fic stolen?
hmm i don't think so? although i don't heavily monitor ao3 (or wattpad/ffn), so i can't really say that for sure lmao
Have you ever had a fic translated?
yes!!! i've had a few fics translated to russian (little bird is one of them!) which is very sweet and i hope that anyone who prefers to read in russian has been enjoying those fics!!
Have you ever co-written a fic before?
alksdfjklsdf only once, and it's deadass how me and rose got together. we decided to co-write a podcast au fic for the phandom (x) and ended up flirting via google docs asldkfjkldsfj
What’s your all time favourite ship?
what a horrible question, making me choose between my children like this!!!! sdlfkjdskf tbh i'm not sure i have a real answer bc it changes as i go? and 'favorite' is so vague,,,,,favorite to read? to write about? to think about? asdklfjkjsdfk i really don't know if i have an answer, but i'll maybe say kaeluc for now lmao
What’s a WIP that you want to finish but don’t think you ever will?
well first and foremost, with only 2 exceptions, i never post a fic unless it's done. i tend to follow wherever my passion leads my brain, so i'm notorious for jumping around between stories and taking breaks from long fic and returning later on to finish them, and i know that i would not do well under the pressure of posting something unfinished and trying to finish it in a timely manner
that said, many wips sit in my google doc folder, but one is Well Known as the one that has followed me through both the phandom and bnha (rose keeps asking who i'm gonna switch the chars to in genshin, but i think it suits bakudeku too well to do that) - only the lonely survive. it sits at like 36k in my wip folder, and i adore the story dearly and i want very much to finish it, but it never makes it quite to the forefront of my motivation, and so it rarely if ever gets worked on...i hate the idea of 'never' finishing it, but it's unfortunately quite likely that i won't 😭😭😭
What are your writing strengths?
emotion!!! and immersion!!! it's my goal in a fic to make it as immersive as possible and saturated with emotion to help convey that feeling of being in the place of the pov character, and i think i do it pretty well. also just bc i feel a little obligated to say it - another strength is actually sitting down and putting words down. i know that's a struggle for a lot of writers and i often get,,,,lovingly bullied? i guess? lmao for being able to bash out a few k in a day most days
What are your writing weaknesses?
this isn't so much a weakness i guess but i am basically incapable of treating crack fic as crack. if i have a cracky idea, it will, without a doubt, end up turning into a Perfectly Serious fic somehow (notable 'crack treated so seriously that it's no longer crack' fics include: todoroki doing the freeze-the-ocean thing from frozen 2, 'shmigaraki', todo and denki get together bc of vine references, the league sells feet pics, shiggy and natsu own a nightclub/bakery, scooby doo but make it bnha, and dabi getting his ears pierced at claire's)
but in all seriousness, i think my main weakness is that i often get comfortable? and i'm not one to typically push myself forcefully out of my comfort zone when it comes to stories that i come up with on my own, which often means that ideas inspired by discussions with others are what prompt me to branch out and try new things?
What are your thoughts on writing dialogue in other languages in a fic?
i think, like anything, it has its place? there are certainly stories where it makes sense to do that and even adds depth to a story, although i personally am not exceptionally comfortable enough with other languages (except maybe asl) to do that in fic myself without the assistance of someone very comfortable with that language lmao
What was the first fandom you wrote for?
the phandom! not really my jam to write rpf anymore but it definitely got me started and i'm really grateful for my time writing there, as everyone was super supportive and kind, and it was really a perfect place for a beginner to get comfortable and practice
What’s your favourite fic you’ve written?
again, forcing me to choose between my children...i really don't know that i can pick one fic bc they all exist in such wildly different spaces? i poured my worldbuilding soul into the king of disaster series (mainly dabihawks - x), exile (dan and phil - x) was my first massively long fic, our hearts are heavy burdens we shouldn't have to bear alone (chayea - x) is probably my favorite character/character dynamic study, i'm exceptionally proud of the smut in chosen (zhongchi - x), the list goes on and on and on lmao like. i could probably list half my fics as favorites in some regard dsflkjdfsjkl
anyway, tyty bellamy for putting this on my dash so i could do it as well!!
tagging: literally anyone who wants to do this, i have so many writer friends slkdjfjklsdf but please please tag me if u do it so i can read urs!!! 💜💜💜
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kachinnate · 3 years
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,,,,okay i know i just said i wasn’t going to talk about the deh movie but actually yeah imma talk about it for just a sec bc y’all actually make me legitimately distressed sajkfndsmjkgds
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hLQ_A0H1otc i dont have the braincells to do a shot by shot analysis right now but here’s what we’re lookin at
under a readmore because ghhhhhhh
firstly, let me lead with this: yes, from what we know, there’s a lot of things wrong with this movie. 
the worst, in my humble opinion, being the bts treatment of the (very few) actors of color, and the lack altogether of any production team members of color. that’s something that should be acknowledged, talked about, and fucking dug into especially at the current fucking period of time we’re living in. it’s unsurprising, but disgusting nonetheless, and it set this movie up for failure from the very beginning. i’m a white person so by no means so i feel inclined or like i have any authority in saying what one should feel wrt all of that, however i will say if there’s to be a boycott in not watching this movie, that should 100% be the reason why. it’s fully poc’s choice whether or not to forgive the production team or give this movie a chance for the irredeemable shit it did in regards to handling the movie’s production. the movie imo definitely doesn’t deserve their forgiveness, but again, that is not for me to say. 
there’s some little things too that i can’t fully think of off the top of my head - like, the whole making larry connor’s stepdad thing fucking irks me, for example, but, like...... listen.
if you know me like at all, you know my favorite word is nuance.
so, i’m going to say it outright: the way you people are approaching this three minute trailer shows literally.... none?? no nuance ??? is it no-nuance november over here or ???? like i’m begging you i’m BEGGING YOU to put aside your pre-determined prejudices against this movie and like stop pretending to be a renowned film critic for ten seconds because it’s really not as outright fucking abysmal as you are saying!! and also it’s possible to have opinions that aren’t completely fucking polarized to one side because guess what, the deh movie? a piece of media! what is the shit y’all are constantly preaching about having the ability to consume media critically ? because you’re trying to cancel a fucking trailer based on the contents of the trailer alone !!!!! hello !!!!!!!!
media is bound to be problematic. if y’all were as quick to judge any movie as you did this one, guess what you wouldn’t be watching any movies like ever <3 
anyway lets get into the parts that are probably going to get me cancelled lmao 
ben platt - listen. LISTEN. listen i know he’s too old to be reprising evan we ALL know he’s too old to be reprising evan i’ve heard this same argument since the announcement was made we get it we all know. haha he’s a grandpa yes bestie ur so right ur so funny wow. i do agree that we should’ve maybe had a not-ben-platt evan moment but here’s some things to keep in mind: the arguments of “oooh ABF is right there !!!!!!” 1. who’s to say he was available? 2. the environment of a movie is so, SO much different than that of a musical -- as much as you wanna pretend you know everything from just a trailer, there’s no way of knowing what scenes were added that might’ve made the movie like.. idk possibly more intense story-wise not even COUNTING the fact that just inherently a movie set is different than a musical one? like yes ben platt might be just being used as a device but that’s probably not the sole and only reason. Also, if i see One (1) more comment about his FUCKING HAIR 😃 first of all it’s not that deep like... if you’re so distracted by an actor having their hair different that’s on you, but going as far as to call it bad or distracting or being like Vehemently a way about it? y’all i know it’s most likely not your intention but that is literally just ben platt’s natural fuckin ETHNICALLY JEWISH hair sajknfgkjds!!!! i’m not the first to make this point, but like dsjnfkjdsg!??! y’all are being so mean about it and for WHAT? again, maybe not intentional, but it reads as like high key Very antisemetic and you should.... maybe not 😳 be that way
connor. the thing about a trailer is that they don’t show you all the scenes because they want you to come see the movie. right? can we agree on that? all the connor scenes in the trailer had SEVERAL hard cuts, omitting a lot of the scene -- like the computer lab scene! we see the beginning of it, there’s a VERY obvious hard cut, and then he’s running out! in my opinion my first watch through of this trailer i had a very like “:// hmm all these actors feel a lil like dry”, but man oh man the comments ive seen about connor. holy shit guys. this boy gets 7 minutes of stage time in the actual musical, and the whole thing is we DON’T KNOW VERY MUCH ABOUT HIM. not to burst your bubble, and i by no means hate connor, i love me some good connor lives fics and stuff, but everything we write with connor being alive? that is !! speculation on our part !!!! those are headcanons and us using the little context we have!! connor doesn’t have any significant development IN THE SOURCE MATERIAL that is being adapted into a movie !!! you 1. can’t fully judge a character with already limited screentime in a 3 minute trailer, 2. can’t really call what connor has canonically in the musical as in depth character development !! what is his arc then !!!! he pushes evan, goes to the computer lab, has an outcast loner kid moment, gets upset, takes the letter, DIES. sorry stans, that’s just how it is !! and, AND, everything in between, all the idiosyncracies, that depends on the actor playing connor! speaking of, you know who the actor is playing connor in the movie? that’s right, colton ryan! so, i don’t know, maybe... have some trust in the process, in an actor who ALREADY has played connor on broadway???? and also trust that you will get more connor content then u are seeing from a 3 minute trailer!! dhgnijsdg and some of the comments on like his appearance specifically? like are you really made that he doesn’t have long hair?? they kept his nails and his rings but nahhh the hair was apparently a MUST HAVE (even though like.. not all connor actors on broadway always had/have long hair but w/e).. REGARDLESS. tldr on THAT , the movie would have to do a pretty shitty job if they want to take something from someone who doesn’t have much to begin with and i think y’all are being extremely harsh on this point 
jared. honestly i’m a bit worried too about the like... name change, because it does have the potential to be taking out some representation, but... they did change the name to fit the actor’s ethnicity? it’s a really [hmm] topic because, again, from a trailer and from what we have been told we don’t KNOW a lot of the context, but i think it’s important to remember that uh.. jewish people aren’t just? always white ?? there’s a possibility they changed the last name to fit with the [ethnicity] while keeping him jewish?? ofc there’s the possibility that they Didn’t and ... again hm that’s its own thing altogether but just reiterates the point that you can’t knock a whole movie just based on the trailer. you can’t talk about things you know nothing about. 
alana. same thing as before, you can’t.... completely bash a character based on a 3 minute trailer. there was discussion about how she seemed ‘shy’ when talking to evan, which like.. maybe she is but also that scene was them talking in a library like if u actually take notice of what’s happening in the scene jdskngsd though i do share the general consensus with many others that she won’t get a lot of screen-time but that’s neither here nor there 😔 moving on
scenes and the setting. one of the things i was most like.. tentative about in regards to a switch from a musical to a movie was how they were like... going to do certain scenes? naturally, a lot has to be different when we’re going from a minimal stage set to an entire movie with like.. settings. there are going to be new scenes because a movie lends to have like, physical places that aren’t just [evan’s bedroom] and [murphy kitchen] and [implied school]. so new scenes, new conversations, slightly different pacing.. this is all to be expected right like are y’all geneuinely surprised here or ........
there’s a lot we aren’t seeing yet because this is a TRAILER. again i already mentioned this re: connor but like... again, y’all are making some Claims that just... fucking outlandish. there are so many moments in the trailer that are very obvious Hard Cuts. you don’t have all the information yet. you are angry at a tiny fragment of something that is confusing you because you don’t have all the context. is there a chance that some of this shit is just genuinely Bad? yeah but you really cannot 100000% say it with your chest and gauge it without seeing the movie and understanding what that scene is in context. lowkey uhhh saw some jokes about the zoe scene in the car and :’))) ? jesus? christ????
concluding thoughts because my brain hurts but like. you don’t have to like the movie. you don’t have to WATCH the movie. like all media if you choose to consume the movie you should do so with some CRITICAL THOUGHT. but, just like the novel (and i do not want to have any discussions about that i don’t care if you think it’s good Or bad that’s not what this is about) you guys are going in this WANTING to believe it’s bad and completely polarizing your thoughts on what this is going to be. yeah, maybe there shouldn’t be a movie. i genuinely think we could’ve gone without. but it’s just a piece of media, it’s not a progression like all your (musical is good, novel is bad, MOVIE IS WORSE OH NO) posts are suggesting. they are all just. different pieces of media stemming from a source. at the end of the day it’s just a fucking movie. if you already hate it so much, guess what? you don’t have to watch it! you don’t have to put so much needless fucking hate into a 3 MINUTE TRAILER. you can stop being performative and dissing it for its poor treatment of POC while then going on to make fun of ben platt’s hair and just targeting a different group like! please !!!
i’m not trying to be a fuckin’ advocate for this movie because there’s so much opportunity for it to suck, i do Not have high hopes for it, and i’m not even really sure i want to watch it (i bought the novel when it came out and have yet to read it, and i’m sure the movie will like.. elicit very similar vibes from me lsdngjkdsg like im just not uhhh feeling it) but y’know what? watching the trailer did not bring forth the fucking onslaught of hatred in me that apparently has fuckin posessed all of y’all and like djnsgjksdg plagued my dashboard for this whole evening. don’t come into my inbox trying to like.. argue with me about this (preemptively im turning off anon because i like i Can’t lmao) this is just like... a rant i needed to get out of me real quick. 
SO. tldr for now: have critical thought about shit you consume, there’s no ethical consumption under [the film industry], you can’t judge a movie entirely on its trailer, and y’all need to calm the fuck down 
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elvened · 4 years
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I feel like there have been lots of things I’ve been wanting to say that have been manifesting over the past couple of weeks so I’mma try to organize it the best way I can so consider this a PSA of various effects:
1- I love you all and just know if I follow you, whether we’ve interacted or not, I’m interested in your character and your portrayal of said character and have the INTENTION of writing with you <3 sometimes it takes awhile cause we do be busy in these trying times but yes, i love u all
2- I’ve seen a LOT of negativity lately and just a LOT of character bashing and drama and all of that. And just like.......yall, we are all here to simply Vibe. There’s no need for all the drama and negativity. Everyone is entitled to portray their character however they damn well please. If you wanna turn thranduil into a freakin goblin with wings who can fly, you live your best life man and dO it. And Im not gonna tell u shit about it because !!! its your character !! do whatever u damn well please !!! Like lets all RESPECT each other at the very least. We don’t have to love everyones portrayal but can we at least respect that people can play their character however they want lmao
3- Imma be HEAVILY editing my rules in light of the negativity and gatekeeping ive noticed lately. Both directed @ me personally and others of my friends. But imma just be VERY blunt about it right now: I HAVE NOT READ THE SILMARILLION. AND I HAVE NO PLANS TO READ IT ANY TIME SOON!!! I work full time and frankly do not have the Time or mental energy to interpret tolkiens most complex piece of literature. While I do look up certain things my portrayal is NOT ADHERENT TO CANON !!!! I am CANON DIVERGENT and I’m not going to tolerate people coming @ me about it anymore tbh. It has happened on multiple occasions and I am quite frankly Tired of this kind of gatekeeping. I will NEVER tell someone else how to portray their muse and all I ask is that people respect my own portrayal in return. While I’m canon divergent I do take most inspiration from the MOVIES. So please respect that and if you can’t do that then please unfollow.
Lastly. My job is VERY emotionally exhausting at times. Days can be very long and emotionally draining given the nature of my work. I come here to unwind and relax. When there is constant negativity on my dash about various things, whether its drama or just complaining, it really harps on my mello. I will be unfollowing people who do not tag these kind of posts with some sort of ooc tag or negativity tag bc its frankly Exhausting
Basically the take away here is LOTR/HOBBIT is already SUCH a small fandom and there’s just been so much negativity like why are we alienating people who are just trying to ~vibe~ when the fandom is already so small lmao. Like lets all get along and love each other and have fun with elves and dwarves and all that other cool fantasy shit. The drama is simply Not that deep and we should not forget to be respectful to others even if their opinions may differ from our own <3
if you read this god fuckin bless and i love u
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Noo not (toxic?)Tatsuhime shippers sayin that it made more sense than IH, bashing it. On early manga? Sure but like overall IH>TH? I dont want them to be IRs in disguise. At this point its like big part of the Fandom hate the Idea of Ichigo developing a special bond with Hime. Its like u ship it or u completely despise said ship. People arent allowed to like canon, u have to despise canon and embrace fanon cuz Kubo trashed his own story. This Fandom will forever have (wrong)bias huh? Idc anymore
What makes me sad is that they really are out there trying to convince everyone that their interpretation is the true one, and that if u liked the endgame pairings u didnt pay attention to the story. Bruh I literally started and finished the manga this year before the 20th ani project(never watched the anime tbh) and I was like ???? Sure final arc kinda trash tbh but the epilogue was good? Such an antagonistic elite, they really glorify their own interpretation of what happened (2/4)
U know, cuz they are true fans. Like, a few moths ago I didnt even knew the name of the pairings, didnt know of any essays and rants, and mid manga I was like "Bruh, Ichigo has something for Hime" and even if the final arc was rushed af I was like: these?? kids?? are literally more than friends less than lovers?? it wasnt forced?? when people in the comments said endparings succed I was totally ready for IR and IS in that epilogue lmao. Really hate it here haha.(3/4)
Srry for the innecesary asks lol, I just wanted to rant a little. Love ur blog, Literally found it like 2 weeks ago. And the fact that u (and many others) can really apreciate the character growth w/out twisting everything. Literally Bless U. I really wish this fandom wasnt such a Hivemind (At least), like, ok, If u dont like IH and like any other ship cuz their dynamic is more appealing 2 u, cool, but dont put ur opinions as canon/better than canon and let people enjoy what they want.(4/4) 
Aww anon thank you for your kind words ! I’m happy my blog can be a little help to you in this mess of a fandom. 
I know what you’re going through anon I used to get SO angry at ichiruki shippers and people saying ichihime didn’t make sense. I get occasionally angry now and again but I mostly made my peace with it because I understood something. 
Those people do not care at all to be wrong. You can argue with them until you lose your voice, you can point at them the multiple evidence there is for ichihime in the manga and they will not care. 
They do not care about what the manga has to say to them. They do not care about properly reading it. They do not care about understanding what was happening relationship wise in Bleach. 
The only thing they care about is their own biased version of Bleach. They like the fandom, they like the obscure nonsensical theories that affirms Bleach is actually a shojo for Ichigo and Rukia, they like the merch with ichigo and rukia standing next to each other, they like the IR comics with orihime getting humiliated being rejected by ichigo as a kind of foreplay for ichiruki happening. 
They could care less if Kubo said he never ever envisionned ichiruki happening because his end for bleach was always for ichigo’s son and rukia’s daughter meeting. 
They could care less about kubo explicitely saying “ This is not a romantic relationship” about ichiruki more than 10 years ago. 
They could care less about the hundreds of pages solely dedicated to the developement of ichihime. 
They will make you argue in vain, they will pretend they care about the source material by twisting it thoroughly in order for their crackship to happen. 
But they do NOT care about what is actually in the manga. 
Once you understand that. Once you get that their fanon version of Bleach matters more to them that what is actually happening in bleach you kinda lose the will to fight them because really what’s the point ? 
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clockworkwhiskey · 3 years
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instead of ppl asking me to do this i’m just gonna do it for the sake of being bored
Color Asks
red: describe your favorite shirt
i don’t have one but if i do, it’s prob one that makes my titties look big
orange: if you could, would you change your eye color? why? to what color, if so?
yes, to blue because that would be kinda sexy on a poc
yellow: name of an artist you think is underappreciated
billie eilish. she’s very much appreciated but i still think she deserves more. also, arlo parks is a legitimate one
green: do you have a favourite flower?
vaginas maybe i don’t really like flowers like that
blue: preferred type of weather?
idk if this is weather but las vegas at night bc its dark n still warm bitch i THRIVE
purple: a poem you think describes your closest friend
to this day by shane koyczan could make me think of everyone i’ve ever met in my whole life so theres that
magenta: do you keep your fingernails long or short?
short unless i get them did okiiiiiir
turquoise: favorite sea animal?
seals, sea otters, or sea lions omg them thangs can cuddle me at night any night i love them
fuchsia: favorite land animal?
maybe hamsters but also dogs n cats idk i love all animals that aren’t bugs or reptiles
cyan: are you religious? spiritual?
religiously and spiritually that bitch
sea green: can you fold a fitted sheet?
yes
violet: are you a part of the lgbt+ community?
yes
amber: what's saved as your phone's lockscreen?
one of billie eilish’s vogue shots LOL
aqua: do you thrift?
yes but not as much as i used to
pink: what's your natural hair color?
black in the winter but it gets sun bleached easily so probably brown to light brown in the summer if i get out enough
beige: have any pets? what're their names?
mason, kelso, keagan, and berry wherever they all are now. i’m a slut for adopting pets with others
black: would you ever try going vegetarian or vegan?
i did and it lasted 2.5 days but i’ll try again when i have my own place i just really love chicken
coral: an animal you wish hadn't gone extinct
humans before social media
grey: how many languages do you speak? do you want to learn any more?
english, spanish & asl but i’m not fluent in those last two so idk if that counts
maroon: do you care for clothing brands?
no
rose: favourite scent on a person?
pheromones
charcoal: have you ever been camping?
yes *gags*
claret: do you play an instrument? do you want to learn to play any?
yes and i’d like to be an exceptional violin player
copper: gold or silver jewelry?
silver
cream: any piercings or tattoos? do you want any?
yes n yes more peas
salmon: how many pairs of sunglasses do you own?
i truthfully don’t even know
ebony: would you ever want to play a game on television? (jeopardy, family fued, etc)
YES
indigo: have you ever lived on a farm?
no
emerald: if you had the option, would you choose to move and live in another country? which one?
yes n idk where yet but ill figure that out someday
lavender: relationship status?
i’m dating billie eilish n ashley lumba
erin: what was/is your best school subject?
math or english
mauve: any unpopular opinions?
we should all have sex with one another
fulvous: another name you think would suit you
venus 
coconut: a subject you enjoy learning about
everything
frost: a -core you enjoy
a WHAT
porcelain: an tv show you used to love
american idol or the walking dead LOL
fawn: any interesting family stories?
one christmas, the police swarmed my grandmas house cause my uncles bashed in someones knees with bats hahahahahha 
gold: do you wear your socks mismatched?
yes
honey: your thoughts on magic- does it exist?
yes
rust: form of art you enjoy doing?
masturbating
ginger: any sideblogs?
no
cherry: YouTubers you enjoy watching?
binging with babish
wine: do you have a 'type'
physically no but mentally yes
mahogany: your sun, moon, and rising signs
leo sun, aquarius moon, scorpio rising
blood: twin beds, queen, or king?
california king
hot pink: did you/do you had/have strong feelings against the color pink?
no but i have strong feelings towards the color pink we love her
plum: a food you've never tried
caviar
lilac: dogs, cats, or fish?
no fish
amethyst: do you collect anything?
yes
mulberry: earbuds or headphones?
earbuds for public headphones for private
azure: jean jackets?
sure
teal: have a job?
unfortunately
denim: kill the spider or take it outside?
die!!!!
sapphire: do you think you can sing well?
sometimes
mint: favourite flavour of gum?
mint
pecan: shuffle your playlist, what's the first song that comes up?
my boy - billie eilish
penny: icecream or cake
i dont like either unless its icecream from coldstone or that cheap chocolate cake w white frosting on it thats so sweet, u get cardiac arrest lol
ash: can you do your own makeup?
yes but not well
jade: ever written fanfiction?
i don’t think so
grape: how many blogs do you follow?
its in the high hundreds i think
umber: do you brush your teeth before you eat?
yes but i try not to within an hour of eating cause itll taste n feel weird
chestnut: type of phone you have
i think its an 11 pro max
prussian blue: what's your first choice at the vending machine
chips
aquamarine: beach or pool
beach
brass: least favorite food condiment
relish
mustard: how much sugar in your tea/coffee?
not too much
silver: ever broken a bone?
no
rose quartz: rings or necklaces
necklaces
onyx: do you still play Minecraft?
no
burgundy: ever ridden a motorcycle?
i dont think so
scarlet: favorite holiday
thanksgiving
apricot: opinion on 3 in 1 body wash/hair wash
please god no
platinum: do you follow politics?
yes
magnolia: your Instagram handle?
vincentvangoghsrightear
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mowmowmice · 4 years
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Secret Santa!!
🥺🥺 originally this was on a google docs because i don’t really write much, but hey I decided to post it to tumblr since it would be easier to access.
there’s no real title to this, just some nice adrienette fluff for my secret santa! @gryffindorcls
also @chatnoirinette if u wanted it SKSKSKS
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Wearing a fancy holiday outfit as opposed to her usual outfit for school was, in hindsight, not the greatest idea when the temperature was a mere 20 degrees outside. Being completely honest, Marinette had been on the fence to begin with about the outfit, but Alya had assured her that it would be worth it.
‘Worth it’ wasn't the phrase Marinette would use. Discarding her usual pink and gray color scheme, she found herself wearing a bright red and white dress, ending just above her knees. Underneath the dress she wore regular black tights, and small black heels to match. The outfit itself wasn’t a problem-designing it herself had been a fun challenge, and showing it off to the class had made the effort pay off nicely. The problem was that it was practically a blizzard outside. Walking home, Marinette was positive she’d be stuck at home sick by tomorrow.
Still, the day was a success in her books. Well, mainly. Of course, Adrien wasn’t there to see it-hardly a surprise. He had said the day before that his father had planned a photoshoot the day before Christmas break, but Marinette held onto hope that just maybe…
Her hope was in vain. Marinette enjoyed herself immensely, but she couldn’t help but feel a pang of disappointment that Adrien couldn’t have celebrated with the rest of them. If anybody deserved to, it would’ve been him. She hoped that wherever he was, he was having fun. Letting out a breath that was visible to the naked eye, Marinette wrapped her arms around her body and began the long trudge home, absolutely wishing she had thought to bring a jacket like her mother suggested the night before.
Before she could get far, headlights in the distance caught Marinette’s attention. The girl was puzzled. Why would anybody be driving in this weather, much less in a car that looked as though it was brand new? Marinette hoped whoever it was in the car would pass by quickly. It was always so awkward having strangers pity you for not wearing a warm enough coat on a walk in winter. And Marinette dealt with that enough for today-Alya and Rose both berated her the entire time for not bringing a good winter coat-.
As the car approached, Marinette stared at the ground to avoid any unneeded eye contact. What she wasn’t expecting, however, was the car to slow down right in front of her. When Marinette first noticed this, she immediately began to speed up without looking from the ground. Was someone after her? Was she going to get kidnapped? Or robbed? Her worries were unfounded though, because pretty soon a voice-a familiar voice-cut out over the gusting wind.
“Marinette! Hey, Marinette!”
The girl looked up, barely believing it. The car-no, the limo stopped in front of her, that was..that was Adrien’s car! Her cheeks flushed bright red, and not because of the cold. Marinette pulled strands of her bangs out of her eyes, pausing in her steps to turn around and look at him. Unfortunately, she couldn’t stop the violent shivers sent down her back, her hands clutching at her arms and crossed over her chest.
Adrien had gotten out of the car, in a very fitting coat only the best designers wore. He had gloves on, but his blonde hair was freely whipping around with the wind. When he spoke, he had to shout to be heard. “What are you doing, Marinette? It’s freezing out!”
If Marinette wasn’t already embarrassed, now she was absolutely mortified. He probably thought her so strange, wearing such a dress in the dead of winter. Trying to find her voice (and also remain calm, because Adrien) Marinette spoke out against the wind. “I-Well, uh-“ Oh no. She was rambling now, rambling and she couldn’t stop. “No ride home! Have to walk. Um, bye!” Turning around on her heel, Marinette began to speed walk the opposite direction, already cursing her bad luck. Why, oh why whenever Adrien was around she just couldn’t get anything done!? It was so unfair!
Before Marinette could get far, a tight but warm grip on her arm stopped her. She looked up at the hand, face to face with Adrien. Up close, you could see his cheeks and nose begin to get red because of the cold. He wore an expression of puzzlement, but also something akin to amusement. “I can't just leave you here to walk home! You’ll be an icicle by the time we get back.” He laughed, though it was barely heard through the warring wind around them. “Let me take you home. I already asked Gorilla when I saw you.”
Marinette let out a soft squeak, trying not to look too panicked at the idea that Adrien-Adrien, was offering her a ride home! The very idea was something that she could barely even process in her mind at the moment, but it seemed that her silence was taken as a hearty acceptance for Adrien. “Great!” The blonde’s words barely reached her ears, and as soon as she heard them he was already pulling her back towards the car. Marinette made no move to remove her arm or resist his gentle tugging, but she also seemed to be frozen in place at the moment, and probably couldn’t have done either of those things if she tried.
Adrien shot her a cheeky grin that made Marinette’s already inflamed cheeks burn, but before she could respond appropriately (like faint, for instance) he had already opened the car door and slowly let go of her hand. Marinette, for a moment, allowed herself the despair of feeling his warm grip slowly slip away from her hands, until she realized she was being silly and quickly stepped into the car. Adrien got in next to her, nodding to Gorilla, and immediately turned his attention to Marinette.
“You look really pretty today, Marinette. Was the party really that fun?” Marinette seemed to barely hear him, as her heart had soared at his word choice and she seemed lost in her own headspace. Finally though, regaining a sense of composure (as much as she could muster around Adrien anyways) Marinette offered an embarrassed, though a fairly confident smile. “Yes! It was really fun-I..well, I thought it would be nice to dress up for a bit. Not for any particular reason, of course, but because I wanted to! I think everyone there liked it but, maybe I should’ve saved it for a warmer day.” Through her rambling Marinette got increasingly more fidgety, worried that with every pause she was saying the wrong thing over and over. Eventually her gaze fluttered towards the shoes that she was wearing, determinedly staring there instead of anywhere else.
“I bet everyone thought you looked amazing, Marinette.” Adrien said kindly, looking at her with warm, sparkling green eyes. Marinette dared to look up again, her face glowing, but a small smile managed to worm its way out of her. “T-Thank you, Adrien. That means a lot coming from you.” For a moment, the two stayed in silence, before Marinette realized her mistake. “I-I mean because..because you’re so famous! And Gabriel Agreste’s son! Not-not that I wouldn’t value your opinion if you weren’t, but-oh I’m going to shut up now.” Marinette buried her face in her hands, avoiding anymore confrontation. Of course she had to screw everything up. What was even worse was that Adrien had stayed silent throughout her entire babbling, reaching forward to whisper something to his bodyguard once she finished.
He’s going to kick me out. I just know it. Her miserable thoughts were little comfort to her right now, but she knew she deserved them all. She just had to mess everything up. Tikki would be amused by this, for sure, but Marinette knew that the kwami would also harbor a fair amount of disappointment. Marinette had been working so hard on trying to talk to Adrien normally, and now she was back to square one. Even worse, Adrien probably thought she was such a loser.
The silence wore on for a few more minutes, until Gorilla stopped the limo. Marinette lifted her face out of her hands, avoiding Adrien’s eye completely and reaching the handle for the door. “Thank you for the ride ho-“ She stares at the window, blinking comically. This..this was not her house. This wasn’t even near her house.
This was Andre’s ice cream cart.
Marinette looked at Gorilla, her mouth agape. “I’m sorry sir, I didn’t know you needed my directions. You just take a left-“ Adrien’s soft laughter cut her off mid sentence, and she turned to look at him, completely puzzled. After he stopped laughing, he looked at her with a dazzling smile. “You seem a bit stressed out. I thought we could get some ice cream before you go home.”
There were loads of things that Marinette could’ve said at the moment, and her brain chose the worst possible option. “It’s the middle of winter.” She stammered, then immediately clamped her jaws shut. He was trying to do something nice, and once again she had to put to question every possible thing he did. Was she trying to make him hate her? Adrien suddenly looked bashful, rubbing the back of his neck and not looking at her. “Well-yeah, I know. I just thought that, well..ice cream always make things better, no matter what season it’s in. But if you don’t want it, that’s completely fine! I just thought..” He trailed off, shrugging and shooting her a small smile.
Marinette, bless her heart, had been extremely aware that she would not mess this up a second time. Before he even finished she had stumbled the words “I’d love to!” Out of her mouth, and was too preoccupied with getting that ice cream to even wait for him to respond back. Marinette quickly shoved the door open and stepped out, the wind whipping against her hair and skin. She shivered, but she knew that she wouldn’t take this opportunity for granted, no matter how cold she was. Adrien ran around the back to catch up, tugging his scarf more securely over his neck. He took one look at Marinette, then quickly grabbed his scarf (the one Marinette designed) removed it from his neck, and wrapped it around her neck. Marinette let out a soft squeak, but if he heard, he didn’t say anything.
“You looked cold.” Was his only response to the look she gave him (which, unfortunately did not answer her question of “please marry me”)
With that, Adrien had moved forward to Andre, greeting the vendor with a smile so perfect that it had to have been practiced for years. Marinette followed, trying to focus on getting through the snow and not burying her face in the scarf and practically living in his perfume. Between the cold and the fact that he had put his scarf around her, Marinette scarcely noticed the faint scent of Camembert lingering around her neck.
Andre looked at them with bright eyes, as if he were waiting all day for some customers to come by. “Ah-two of my favorite customers! What will it be, yes? Ah-just kidding! I already know you two exactly!” He waggled a scooper in their faces, and Adrien let out a hearty laugh. Marinette could scarcely believe this was happening, that she was getting to eat ice cream with..with Adrien! And alone too!
“Blackberry and peppermint! An explosive and rare mix, that’s true. But often times opposites attract, and you do too!” His wording left Marinette practically red at the ears, but to her surprise when she looked at Adrien, he also looked a bit taken aback. Finally though, he seemed to regain his senses and smiled. “You know best, Andre.”
The two of them got their ice cream (two separate cones) and Adrien began heading back to the limo. Marinette looked after him, quickly deciding to take a chance and be bold. Do something Ladybug would do. “Wait! Why don’t we eat outside?” She called out. At first, she was worried that he wouldn’t hear her, but he turned his head and looked at her, eyes bright. “Are you sure? You look like you’re about to fall over!” His voice was teasing, and Marinette had to laugh at it. “I’m sure! We can sit on one of those benches. We wouldn’t want to get your limo messy, anyways.” Adrien nodded and quickly ran to tell Gorilla, while Marinette took a tentative taste of her cone. Andre was right-the taste was bold, and strong. But at the same time the flavors blended together nicely. Marinette took a second lick.
The two of them sat together at the bench Marinette had pointed out, and with frozen hands, Marinette took out her phone. Her parents were probably worried about her-and Alya had asked that she tell her when she got home. Marinette quickly sent a text out to her mom to assure her that she was okay-and that she had gone out with a friend for a few minutes. Alya, however, was a bit harder to please.
Alya: Girl, who are you WITH? All of our classmates went home!
Marinette: Adrien came by and offered me a ride. Not a big deal, really.
As soon as she sent those texts, she knew she was in for a long night. And given the way Alya had immediately tried FaceTiming her, she was absolutely right. She declined (because it would be extremely rude) and focused on eating her ice cream, savoring the taste while also ignoring Alya’s constant buzzing on her phone. Adrien was also eating his ice cream, but his gaze was focused on something in the distance. When Marinette followed his line of sight, she also saw a small shape running across rooftops. It’s probably just Chat Noir patrolling. She thought, glancing at the snowy ground. Adrien seemed to think the same thing, looking satisfied after a moment of hesitation, and turning to Marinette. Before he could open his mouth to speak, Marinette let out a huge gasp. A large, crazy large shadow had just dropped over Adrien, and before she could call out a warning, the branch that had piled on a huge chunk of snow for the last hour and a half, snapped in half and fell right on top of him.
Despite the horror she felt that he could’ve been dealt a serious injury, Marinette had begun laughing. Hysterical laughing. She was covering her face with her hands, trying not to let laughter spill out of her mouth like a waterfall. But Adrien’s dumbstruck expression was too much, and she ended up crouching over, giggles erupting her like a volcano. Adrien, meanwhile, had also begun to laugh, shaking his head and scattering snow everywhere. He was looking at Marinette with a warmth she couldn’t describe, but pretty soon his gaze held mischief to them. “You think my pain is funny, Marinette?” His voice quieted, and was gentle against the rushing wind.
Immediately Marinette hushed. She looked at him, her eyes wide and horror struck. Had she just offended him? She meant no harm-but maybe he was really hurt, and maybe he thought she was just laughing because she was evil and mean. Before she could say anything though, Adrien had gently thrown a snowball right at her, not enough to seriously hurt her, but enough to make her feel mass discomfort. Marinette gasped, though when eyes were shining. Adrien looked at her with a familiar grin on his face, and quickly got up, using his ice cream cone as a shield.
Marinette already began to plan. She took one last lick of her ice cream cone, before plopping it on the ground. She would need both hands for this. Adrien seemed offended by the waste of the cone, looking at where she dropped it with a playfully indignant expression. Marinette used the temporary distraction to quickly scoop up a ball of clustering snow, throwing it right at his ice cream cone and hitting it dead center. The ice cream got shot off and fell to the floor, and Adrien let out a loud gasp that even Marinette could hear over the blowing wind. “You’ll pay for that!” He cried, dropping the rest of his cone and beginning to scoop up some more snow. Marinette let out a squeal as he threw one right at her dress, running away from him as fast as she could.
Marinette wasn’t sure when Gorilla had come outside of the car and stared at them until they managed to go back inside. She knew it must’ve been longer than she thought (the sun had begun to go down, and it was getting dark fast) She couldn’t believe that the two had lost track of time so easily. Adrien didn’t look too bothered, getting into the car with a grin plastered onto his face.
The car ride home was warm and lively, nothing like the small talk that filled it up on the way there. Marinette got to hear about how Adrien never really got to do this before, and how having ice cream in winter was never something he did before today. Marinette also explained her own experiences, and how her parents would’ve never let her have a snowball fight wearing nothing but a dress and tights. (Adrien looked a little guilty at that, but pointed out that she was also wearing his scarf) Marinette almost forgot. She looked at the scarf, gently grabbing it with her frozen fingers and beginning to peel it off her neck. Adrien reached out, his gloved hand gently brushing over her own. “Keep it on for now. Just until we get to your house.” He smiled again, the same warm smile he showed her before, and Marinette felt obligated to keep the scarf on for just a bit longer.
When they came to her house for real, Marinette stepped out. The wind died down a bit, but it was enough to make her shiver still. She quickly gave her thanks and holiday wishes to Gorilla, and would’ve done the same for Adrien if he hadn’t insisted on accompanying her to the door. She smiled, feeling emboldened by the new level of comfort she felt around him, and walked along step by step until she got to the bakery door.
Marinette turned to Adrien, her cheeks still a pretty pink. “Thank you for this. Really-I had a great time.” Her eyes were gleaming, but Adrien looked a bit worried. “I guess my plan kinda backfired. I offered you a ride to keep you out of the cold, and I think we spent more time in it. I’m really sorry about that.” He looked at her again, his intense green eyes meeting her bright blues. Marinette looked away for a moment. “It’s okay, really! Running around warmed my up a lot. Much more than walking would’ve done.” He looked relieved by her insistence, and was about to leave before she remembered the scarf. “Oh! Adrien! You forgot this!” She quickly pulled the scarf off of her neck, feeling a sudden spurt of wind hit the back of her neck. Ignoring it, she held out the scarf for him to grab.
He had turned back to look at her, walking back over to grab the scarf. But in the middle of heading over he stopped dead, staring at a spot above Marinette’s head. Adrien looked conflicted for a moment, before he seemed to make up his mind and walk over to grab the scarf. Marinette hadn’t bothered to follow his line of sight, assuming he saw a bird or something, and instead handed the scarf to him with a smile.
He gently took the scarf, leaned down, and kissed her cheek.
“Happy holidays, Marinette. I hope we can hang out again like this.” And then he was gone, walking back to the limo, getting in the car, and leaving. Just like that.
Marinette didn’t remember walking through the bakery door, she didn’t remember trudging you her stairs. She definitely didn’t remember reading through Alya’s 100+ new messages, nor Tikki trying to persuade her to patrol as Ladybug one more time before the break began. Instead, as she reached a hand towards her cheek, a rush of memories ran through her brain. Adrien in the snow. Adrien in the limo. Adrien at Andre’s with her. And Adrien outside of her bakery door, leaning down to plant a kiss on her cheek.
On second thought, maybe wearing that holiday dress wasn’t so bad after all.
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tinytanpopo · 4 years
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Now that Gegege no Kitaro 2018 is over, and I remember it's one of your favorite Gegege no Kitaro iteration, what's your overall and concluding thoughts about it? What are your favorite episodes of all 97 (or each season) episodes? The positive and negative? Characterization of Sawashiro Kitaro and the other Kitaro family (including Mana)? I would love to know your opinion of the sixth remake!
This is going to be a long answer. And full of spoilers, for those of you looking at this who haven’t watched the 2018 version of Kitaro. Here goes!
What are your favorite episodes of all 97?
I watched all 97 episodes 3 times over the course of its run. I started out watching on my own, then eventually my friend wanted to watch with me. But the crappy Crunchyroll subs got in the way of his enjoyment, so I polished them for him, and then we started watching together.
So for each episode, I’ve…
1.) Watched for my own enjoyment when the raw came out
2.) Fixed the subs
3.) Watched and enjoyed again with my best friend.
Before my friend and I started watching together, I also did a rewatch of the series up to the middle of the Backbeard arc, so, 3.3 times? And it only made me like each episode more, and notice more tiny fun details about it. Sawashiro actually smiles a lot, u guys
Anyways, here are my stand-out favorites. Titles may be self-translated or shortened, as I’m looking at the Japanese wikipedia entry for the episodes, and my opinions are mostly disorganized gushing:
1: The Day the Youkai Awoke. Kitaro, Eyeball Dad, and Mana are all very cutely introduced, as well as their dynamics with each other. Great action, ends with the apparent death of the hero. (I was new to Kitaro.) Got me to watch the next week, that’s for sure! Also, world full of weird freaky monsters, already suited to my tastes.
3: Tantanbo’s Youkai Castle. The episode that earned Sawashiro Kitaro his “Gorilla” nickname from the fandom. Also Mana asked to be friends and made Kitaro bashful and the whole latter half is so sweet. FRIENDSHIP
6: Sunekosuri. This is the first Kitaro episode that made me cry, like I really wasn’t expecting that kind of emotional impact. Another thing that kept me watching was that, even though Kitaro has its formulas (as does everything), I still didn’t know what to expect.
7: Ghost Train. Ah, my first experience with the Ghost Train story. Y'know this is the only one where the human passenger pair are both already dead? I’ve seen many other renditions of this story, but this one’s the darkest.
11-12: The 808 Tanuki arc. The whole Kitaro Family shows off their skills in a big cool battle, and Mana overcomes an intense struggle to save the day (with some credit to Murder Momen Rollo Cloth). As my friend often says, Mana is too good for this world.
13: Wanyuudo. Got some insight to Kitaro and Ratman’s odd, long-lasting friendship. When I first watched this, I didn’t really understand why they were still friends. But over the next 2 years, I would.
The meta reason? Ratman was Shigeru Mizuki’s favorite out of all his characters.
14: Makura-gaeshi. The second episode that made me cry. (not hard for a show to do that, but still) Also shot my already-present respect for Eyeball Dad through the roof.
I’m pretty sure this is the episode that changed GeGeGe no Kitaro from “one of the shows I watch once a week” to “I must find and learn about the rest of this franchise.” I’d looked up characters and little facts here and there on wikis, and occasionally browsed the Kitaro tag on Pixiv before this point, but this was the tipping point.
The door to the unseen world was open, and I jumped through.
18: Kawauso’s Lie. haha, Mana’s a city girl who’s scared of bugs
22: Gyuuki. Body horror, despair, and a really good Catgirl episode.
27-37: The Backbeard arc, or 6th Kitaro’s version of the “Great Youkai War” story. For a refreshing twist, the designated “Witch” isn’t evil in this retelling. In fact, Agnes quickly became one of my most favorite and relatable characters.
She definitely had a rocky start with the Japanese youkai, and watching her develop friendships with Mana and Kitaro was great to see, and even better on the rewatch. My friend likes Agnes a lot, too. Just assume I cried at the Mana/Agnes friendship stuff, I’m sure it happened on the rewatch, too.
Also Kitaro finally invites Mana into GeGeGe Forest! She fucking earned it!!
38: Kasha. I had already seen Reverse Mochi Murder 3 different times by this point, but it’s best whenever freaky ghost-eyeballs are involved.
Also Mana punched Kasha in the face. Well, Kitaro’s face.
39: bang. I lost it.
40: This is the darkest version of Sara-kozo! And I like it. His song was best put to use in the 4th Kitaro series, and even had a callback in one of my most favorite episodes of that series. The song, of course, is terribly catchy.
42: The Great Youkai Trial. Having seen the other versions of this story, I’m glad the writers made the 6th series version stand on its own, weaving it into the overarching Nanashi plot.
43: Odoro-Odoro. This isn’t the first Odoro-Odoro retelling where Kitaro’s efforts are thankless and reviled, but it is the one that shows it the most intensely.
47-49: Nanashi arc conclusion. Each Kitaro anime has its harsh and intense moments (even the relatively gentle 5th series), but 6th is the one that goes hard most consistently. Not just into darkness, but
50-51: complete and utter sweetness KITTENGIRL dgjklfhjlkHFDGKMBHKjl
54: Dorotabo. Sometimes, there is no “right” choice that can make everyone happy. Being a mediator can be hard, frustrating, and sometimes impossible. But despite all the stress, frustration, and repeating the same tragic scenarios, Kitaro keeps on trying.
Also, Kitaro totally carried that frog up to the roof of his house for company at the end of the episode.
56: Vampire Elite. The most sympathetic retelling of Johnny’s story. And a great Kitaro/Ratman friendship episode.
57: La Seine. He doesn’t have a top hat this time. A great retelling of Hand, and a Kitaro/Mana friendship episode. Two vampire episodes in a row, and it didn’t feel repetitive at all.
58: Kamaboko. 6th Kitaro’s crossdressing episode, with Sawashiro Kitaro at his most vindictive. Fun for all sorts of reasons. :3c
59: Ushiro-gami. Also known as the youkai cactus episode, somewhat of a series staple. This one had great horror vibes, and Mana overcoming her fear and risking her life to help Kitaro save the day. Never gets old! Mana’s the best.
62: Kitaro and Ratman fighting like children. Kitaro’s shocked face when Ratman steals his pork. Kitaro’s admiration for Ratman’s persistence to keep on living, and appreciation for yanking him back to reality during the end of Nanashi.
The Kitaro/Ratman friendship dynamic is eternal.
64: Suiko, the Water Tiger. If you find an old jar in a dirty hole somewhere? Don’t open it, don’t drink it, don’t let anyone force you to drink it. And if the jar starts talking, shove some dirt in it.
That town full of assholes totally deserved what they got, though.
66: The Grim Reaper and the Hidden Village. Well, in this context, “hidden village” is more like “Shangri-La,” which is what I changed it to in the fixed subs. The only other version of this I’ve seen is the one from the 2nd Kitaro anime. It’s a well-known trauma episode in the fandom.
In the 2nd anime, Kitaro got the trauma. In the 6th one, Mana did, and Kitaro already knew it was coming.
68: Hell Exile. Yet another one where I wasn’t sure if it’d end cynical or hopeful. One of the fresher takes on the Hell Exile story, too.
69: Ibukimaru. Nicely advances the Four Treasonous Generals arc, and has some interaction between Rei and Mana. Oh yeah, this arc introduced Rei Isurugi, an intense chuuni with Megaman demon powers. It’s neat to watch how Rei and Sawashiro Kitaro bounce off each other as individual characters.
70: Mysterious Footprints. Calls back to another one of 2nd Kitaro’s infamous trauma episodes, incidentally one of my favorites. This was great, but the 2nd anime had more intense face-melting.
72: Iyami. Mana Is Gay. That is all.
73: Yamata-no-Orochi. A great take on Kitaro’s Orochi story, now with more monkey’s paw shenanigans!
74-75: Conclusion of the Four Generals arc. Mana convinces Kitaro not to resign himself to shouldering the heaviest burden alone, as he so often does. Agnes and Adel make an appearance(yay!), and they team up with Mana and Catgirl to help save the day. Rei finally chills out, and gets a new mentor.
77: Neko-sennin. Nurarihyon startles the holy hell out of Kitaro, and further establishes how he’s going to operate this time around, connecting to his previous actions in episode 76.
Also, cats. Kitty Kitaro. Cats are my second-favorite animal, so I appreciate the many Kitaro stories involving cats.
78: Mouryou. This one gets retold in several of the other Kitaro series, with decent variation. This one has its own 6th Kitaro touch, with that fucked-up photographer, and an ending I was positive would be dark.
80: Onmoraki. I’d also consider this story a Kitaro staple, though Onmoraki was way tougher this time. Must have had something to do with Nobuyuki Hiyama. :B This is always the episode where Kitaro puts on his old painter costume, and proves he can’t think up fake names worth a damn. Gets me every time.
81: Hideri-gami the mangaka. I love comics, I translate comics, GeGeGe no Kitaro originated as a comic. This episode’s just a love letter to the medium. And seeing Kitaro genuinely enjoying Hiderin’s Totally Original Comic Do Not Steal was adorable.
83: Houkou. Some kind of disaster usually happens in this story. In the 4th anime version, Kitaro was burned to ashes. This one hit harder. Nobody won. No one was happy. We’re reminded of Dorotabo, and how Kitaro never “gets over” tragic situations like these, no matter how often they repeat. I think it’d be worse if he was desensitized, and gave up trying to make anything better.
84: Mr. Chin. The Japanese dialogue is full of puns involving the word chin and yeah I lost it. Sunday morning changes with the times, and they still get this guy in.
I died at “three rainbows” ghjghjk
89: Te-no-me’s Curse. Te-no-me is a youkai who either shows up in the youkai trial story, or has an episode for himself. Also, we finally get to see that Kitaro can just pop his hands on and off. Well, maybe not as casually as in the comics…
90: Sazae-oni. Normally you’re not “supposed” to do “it was all a dream” endings, but this is the first time they’ve done that with Sazae-oni, and the dream reveal means we just saw inside Sawashiro Kitaro’s mind. The fancy sushi restaurant exterior, the plain sweets shop, the body pillow how does he know about those?! Does he know why they look like that?!!
Kitaro seemed disappointed that he didn’t get to sing on stage. And Rei was in his dream-audience! An adorable episode.
93: The Phantom Train. Catgirl got Homuhomu’d. But KitaNeko is finally canon. This whole episode left the fandom reeling, as usual for 6th Kitaro. Best retelling of the Phantom Train story yet.
94: Hot Springs Trip. Mana carried Kitaro over 90 episodes ago, and Kitaro doing the same for Mana repays that favor, in a way.
Kitaro also admits he has Terminal Kitaro Face.
95-97: The end. I did not think they would poof Kitaro. That’s the deadest I’ve ever seen him, in any version. And the most broken, worse than a giant hate-baby crushing his dad. Kitaro giving Ratman his chashu pork made my heart explode, Mana’s sacrifice made the heart-pieces explode, and Mana reuniting with Kitaro 10 years later made my heart whole again.
Nurarihyon offing himself made sense, especially with this being his most dignified characterization in any version. Glad they let Shu-no-bon live, even if he was an actual hardass this time. Shu-no-bon’s usually a teddy bear in comparison to dual-wielding gatling guns
I’m sure the prime minister didn’t keep her position for much longer.
Episode 97’s subs left out most of Mana’s text to Catgirl at the end, so here it is:
“Cat-Sis! Here’s the pic Nebutori took for us on our recent trip! Also, I found a sweets shop near my workplace. Let’s ask Kitaro to go there with us!”
A very sweet ending, indeed.
The positive and negative?
I wish we’d gotten to see more of Agnes and Rei outside of their own arcs, and the conclusions of other arcs, though they clearly had their own lives to live and paths to take.
We didn’t get Akamata or Shisa or a bunch of other youkai I was hoping to see in the episodes. We didn’t get stories for Jami or Kamanari, both of who showed up as bit characters at the very end. But I can accept this, too, as writers and staff working within limits, and telling the story they wanted to tell as best as they could.
I’m glad they focused more on new stuff than old, though. Maybe they didn’t want to risk a repeat of 5th Kitaro’s non-ending, but they were ready to end the 6th anime with the Nanashi arc. Even with a 2nd year, though, the writers didn’t lose their focused storytelling, and ended the series in a way that left my heart full.
Characterization of Sawashiro Kitaro and the other Kitaro family (including Mana)?
Sawashiro Kitaro continues to be that weird youkai kid, that boy who lives in the woods. He’s chill and has a bunch of comic book youkai powers, a unique sort of superhero, while also not being a cop, thank goodness. Every Kitaro is a bit of a pessimist (except 3rd anime’s Toda Kitaro, I guess), but Sawashiro is especially so. This made his gradual development  even more fun to watch. The fact that he never could give up on that dream, not completely, made me appreciate that development even more.
Sawashiro cried the least out of all the Kitaros—twice, and it was only onscreen once. He kept everything in so much, it’s no wonder he imploded and went to Ultra Hell when the prime minister pot-shot him.
And, Sawashiro Kitaro is so pure and cares so much it hurts.
Eyeball Dad. Since Isamu Tanonaka passed away in 2010, the legendary Masako Nozawa (the original voice of Kitaro) took on voicing the role. Like Kitaro, Eye Dad’s characterization changes a bit with each anime, though not as much. Nozawa’s performance made Eye Dad feel more laid-back this time, I think, and more patient. In older series, he had more “Showa dad” tendencies. And we got to see him outside of eyeball or mummy form! 6th series spoiled us!
Ratman. He’s usually the same between every adaptation, save for the voice. Sometimes he’s nicer, sometimes he’s more of a bastard. But he’s always Kitaro’s friend. He may nasty, greedy, and cynical, but he’s usually right about how the world works, and his priorities are hard to disagree with entirely. He knows how to survive, even when treated like dirt for centuries. Ratman’s got a particular brand of wisdom, if you look past the ringworm.
Catgirl. In other versions, she looks like she’s in elementary or middle school, and 6th anime is the most mature she’s ever looked. This is also Catgirl at her most tsundere, but with zero “mean girl” tendencies. All it takes is Mana shooting pure admiration at Catgirl for them to become friends, and that’s cute. I always like Catgirl, and the 6th anime is no exception.
The Kitaro Family. Sandy’s mostly unchanged, except now she doesn’t own the Youkai Apartments, and can use modern technology to make a shitload of money. Old Crybaby is 100% the same, down to his old person banter with Sandy.
Rollo Cloth’s minor interest in finding a girlfriend got turned up to 11. He’d get a lecture from every previous Rollo.
Wally Wall has less vocabulary, no wife and kids, and they thankfully didn’t show his mouth this time. Still a good dude.
Mana Inuyama. The 3rd anime had Yumeko, but even if she wasn’t damseled as often as you’d expect from a typical 80s cartoon, it still happened a lot. In the 6th anime, Mana clearly has more agency from the get-go, and refuses to leave herself out of Kitaro’s business. She’s serious about being his friend, and never stops being serious about it, even when things worse than she could ever imagine happened.
All she has are good memories with Kitaro.
Like my friend said, she’s too good for this world.
What’s your overall and concluding thoughts about the 6th Kitaro anime?
What an emotional roller coaster. The writers pulled no punches with this, and very much managed to make “their own Kitaro” while still firmly being “Kitaro.” With the dark and cynical twists it sometimes took, I often didn’t know if there’s be a happy ending to an episode, or a bitter one. It’s a Sunday morning cartoon at its core, but very good at making the audience forget that.
6th Kitaro was my introduction to Kitaro as a whole, and I was hopelessly obsessed by episode 14. Well, because of episode 14, probably. I downloaded all the other Kitaro anime series, got into the comics (official ones by Mizuki, official ones not by Mizuki, and a shit-ton of doujin), and now my brain is just “kitarokitarokitaro” all the time.
I don’t think it’s going to stop anytime soon.
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